No, his image with "Sylvie" was most important. I doubt he means this garbage - he just wanted to manipulate the other guys in the chat room -- into talking nicely about him in front of her. You know they were all making fun of him... until he killed his family and things got serious.
Speaks volumes.. this twisted self indulgent freak is obsessed with a web cam timer...that has zero time for him...but took his money happily... open ya eyes...goose... knock knock...anyone in there awake??? Repulsive
@Mart Kap I'm a LOO-O-O-SER and I've lost someone who's near to me I'm a loo-o-o-ser and I'm not what I appear to be.... Ahh to be a 'loser' like Beck or John Lennon... although I guess being dead is the ultimate losing
i get the sense that Sylvie had a religious like significance to these guys. They treated Sylvie the way Ancient Canaanites treated idols. Things like human sacrifice and the like make more sense after the Amato case insofar as how people could sink so low. I associate this less with loserdom (his loserdom is separate) and more with a completely skewed moral compass.
He could not be friendzoned, they were never in the same country or met eachother. It was a transaction for a service of entertainment, nothing more. Not Sylvies fault those moronic men think with thier hormones.
@@misss299 I hope men think with their hormones or else you would not be here. Did you really have to go full throttle on the explaination instead of just smiling at the analogy I made? Are you a cam girl yourself to come at it so strongly? Life should be less serious than that, take a happy pill!
@@misss299 I'm glad I'm not the only one thinking this way. I don't want to defend anyone but she's not responsible for these idiots besides, these chatrooms led by a woman are not new and lots of men have already lost all but this is the first known murder case connected to a cam girl.
Gran’t’s apology turns into a verbal expression of his obsession with Silvie. Not surprising. A complete obsession with a woman that pushes out all rational thinking and behavior and replaces it with every verbalization, thought and action exhibited to fulfill an obsession. I’m sure Grant was never normal and showed signs of obsession, inappropriate thoughts and behavior from a young age. This doesn’t just start overnight. How sad is that?
He seems bit aspergerish with a dash more narcissism thrown in. Like Chris Chan. Obsessive, stubborn, hates being told things, defiant, built an imaginary world of love and cupcakes centered around this woman and when confronted he lashed out. No sense of money and felt entitled to his family´s full support.
Exactly, how is that sad? You listen to his apology and its all about loneliness.. The Dudes he sent his "apology", i really believe they were the Bulgarians friends who all fooled him.. There doesnt exist many people who spent money like he did.. They were catching a poor guys like he was..
It is very sad, indeed. I have seen alot of people stating that he was suffering from Autism or Aspergers... which might be the case. But now we have people in society advocating for those conditions and also Downs Syndrome, saying there is nothing WRONG with those types of people. Which is terrible. We should not accept these conditions as normal.
He is such a loser. How does he not realize that this cam model did not care about him -- she wanted his money. Once his parents ratted him out to her and she knew she wouldn't get more money -- she cut him off. Most people would see that as a sign and move on (then again, most people wouldn't have fell for this in the first place). His poor mother, father and brother... killed over this stupidity, selfishness and obsession with a woman that did not give a damn about him...
She did not cut him off - if she had, she'd actually would've shown some decency! But she let him come back, in case you haven't paid attention, up until the evening of the murder. And she probably got to keep less than 20%, since those platform proprietors take their cut, too. Not saying that she is a decent person, but she has probably heard it all before.
@@ElaAusDemTal Do you think he was like this before the letter? It's possible Sylvie just thought he was some rich guy and he may have acted more non-chalant? I have a hard time faulting a woman for trying to make money, and beauty is a depreciating asset. You can say she gave the impression of a relationship, but in reality, what relationship is there where you get to buy lingerie for your partner and have her parade in it and be sexual for you on command all the time?
@@reuvenroslynesq8954 - I've taken the time to look the webcam site of "Ady Sweet" up and believe it or not, Amato was a small fish compared to some idiots...she gets "tips" = token amounts in the equivalent of up to 80k (yes, dollars...) and tame stuff like her opening a bottle of wine costs actual money, too. Since Amato spent most "dates" not one-on-one with her but instead paid money to ogle her together with a bunch of other guys, there wasn't much of a "relationship" going on, so it makes no sense that he thought (or said) she was his girlfriend! Ady (or Silviya) seems to be quite successful with her "I am stylish, not sluttish" approach - his family got it all wrong when they brought him to that sex-addict rehab place; he could've had a bunch of 'girlfriends' with his money but he wanted to be the virtual version of a big spender in a classy strip joint, having fun together with other rich guys (only they were the real deal, brokers and the like), showing off his 'wealth' in front of the other guys. All in all, I think if he'd been chatting one-on-one with a camgirl, he wouldn't have needed to impress her. It was all about impressing the other men - which is why he apologized to them, the moron. PS: pls excuse my mistakes, English isn't my first language 😉
I am sorry to break it to you, you are probably not even the biggest loser on your block. Almost everyone feels like a loser, don't buy into it. You seem to care what kind of person you are and are self-reflecting, that is a very positive attribute.
I wonder if Grant ever had friends or a girlfriend in the real world. He obviously has very strong feelings for these men and Sylvie. Maybe this is closest he ever got to having friends or a girlfriend.
@@jbrosenfeld He said he had a girlfriend in school ! He is just lying again to try and work his way back into the room ! He is a selfish narcissist perv who was obsessed with this cam girl !
He had no other emotional support, so he paid for one. Men do that all the time when they are socially awkward and unattractive. Smarter to work on yourself, but whatever.
Yes...but they are probably cut from the same pathetic cloth as him. Probably didnt give this chick in Bulgaria $200,000 (of their families money) in less than 6 months...let alone kill them...but they must be paying her a bunch also,are virgins themselves,& are pretty far down the desperate,pathetic loser track themselves. Obviously itd take a lot to match him,hence why he got tired of "always being the biggest tipper,& her center of attention." Its why Slvie got worried, about & started missing his money...I mean "him,& their relationship"-lol.
@@JasonSmith-pe5py very good point. This whole thing just blows my mind. My wife and I were consumed with these videos about him a few months ago. . It's unbelievable. The guy had to have some kind of smarts and intelligence, he was a nurse. Going to school to be a nurse is not anywhere near the easiest thing to do. So he had to have a brain of some kind, but how a pretend girlfriend online got him to do everything he did is just mind-boggling.
Grants like: "why dont you answer me anymore? After giving you 200 000$ i made a terrible mistake and lied, im so sorry how i betrayed you", yeah. Had nothing to do with you running out of money.
Thats why he flipped coz they were hip to his jaknoff shenanigans and he couldnt get anymore cash..killedem all, stole$600 from his dead bros bank account like what up girl just chillin..wow
@@gnarboots423 idk. if you were a poor girl from bulgaria, you'd have done the same. maybe part of the reason she ignored him is she felt guilty. she did have reason to believe he was rich.
The "guys" he's apologizing to more than likely also lied about themselves. So they couldn't give a rats bum esp. if they know what happened. This just shows how lost Grant became in a non-existent world.
Absolutely! You bet they lied about their status/income and other things. Likely spending tons of money they couldn't afford while trying to outtip Grant and the others in an effort to impress Sylvie. I'm familiar with camsites and the real sophisticated cammodels either do private (1on1) shows only rarely or not at all because they make much more in public chat playing their fans and push competition among them, hence the highest tipper (best lover) list. That he went to a parking lot right after the killings and logged into the wifi there to join Sylvie's room again tells you everything about his total obsession!
Dude, I remember being in chatrooms back in the AOL days, and so many of the guys in those rooms were full of it. Unlike myself, my BMW, and my job as backup QB for the Cincinnati Bengals, those people were pathetic to lie about themselves to make them seem cooler to women. I used to laugh my six pack abs and rock hard pectorals off at them. Losers....
Wow....he thought she cared for him....she just wanted money....he lived in a fantasy world and nothing else mattered and once the money was gone he lost it and killed his family how very sad
Yeah likely he thought it was his parents fault Silvia cut contact when In fact it came clear to her he doesnt have any more money to give.. Like the camgirl cared where the money came. Btw as a sidenote, those 'dudes of the room' might well be her Bulgarian friends etc. It is very hard to believe there are so much People 'caring' for Silvia..
on her behalf, what drive is there other than money to get close to a guy who either sees her as a sex object or a goddess to be worshipped? people wanna be loved for being human.
He employed the same tactic in his interrogation - instead of admitting he'd been kicked out, he tried to phrase it as him "leaving" Even though, by that point, he knew the officers knew what really actually happened, he still defaulted to trying to preserve his weird, fragile image
No this was from when he had an argument with his family and fled to Aunt Donna’s house, then used her credit card information for the cam girl and got put in a rehab facility.
It's aiight. There's just not a lot of depth to it. Grant's just not a very interesting character. It's a fascinating case at the start because of how crazy it is, but psyhcopathic beta males just aren't as interesting as psychopathic alphas or psychopathic women.
This letter is more insightful than his interrogation video. Grant Amato is a sociopathic narcissist and this letter is evidence of such. Thanks for posting this! Wish we knew more about Grants high school sweetheart of 5 years. How on earth did he manage a relationship that long and wonder why it ended and he never pursued another one?
If I was Silvie, I think I'd give my job up, just the thought of a manic like Grant, would put me off being watched by men ever again. Seriously creepy shit.
@@hive71recordinz89 I know! You should check out the chandler halderson case as well. Another case where you seriously think... but why? To think the reason he did it was so he could remain unbelievably lazy...is just beyond me.
@@rellzh5354 These guys like the fantasy, this way they can make the girl into their perfect girl who really likes them. Going to a prostitute for a half hour is not the same thing.
@@rellzh5354 yeah this is what me is thinking, I looked up her channel those guys still tip her until today. They gave her 500$ today and she wasn't even online... This is sick.
Thank you for sharing the content of his letter to that virtual chat room he was part of. I was asking myself what he exactly wrote and I think his letter gives a good inside look into him and his motive for killing his family.
I heard that site took down the model Silvia's room after that happened. She is probably still doing it with another name. This letter is complete nonsense. What in the hell is it all about? Sure you can have online friends, but he was totally obsessed with 'this and of course Silvia. So strange. He talks about making Silvia sad, hahaha she could care LESS. She was just doing her job to perform, talk nice to men and take their money. He is really nuts and desperate. To kill his family over this is beyond belief. What the hell for? because mommy and daddy took my online access away? Everyone knows how crazy this is. wow ok, now to find me a cam model....
I'm pretty sure he is a psychopath or a sociopath. He feels no real empathy he thinks and does only what would benefit him even if involves murdering those in the way.
Sylvie wasn't worried about you Grant. She was worried about the money you weren't stealing from your family and giving to her. You're a cold blooded killer
Why would they take her room down? Manipulating men is name of the game with webcamming. It’s not like she was apart of planning or committing the murders. It sounds like she completely cut Grant off once his parents told her he was broke. Why would the site punish her over the shit Grant did on the other side of the world after she had already cut him off?
He sounds like what he is: an addict. Whether pills or powder or booze it's the same story, same lies, same delusions. In a way you all need to forgive that part of him the same way you forgive a heroin addict who hasn't gotten in to rehab yet. Or. Is on his third relapse etc. Money wise: The same shit happens to people every day in Las Vegas and Atlantic City. People mortgaging their houses to keep betting. This doesn't excuse him in what he did but. It is not as cut and dry as some think.
HardCase1911. Thank u for express. your thoughts for us to ponder. I agree w/much that u put forth about addiction. Believe the situation is complicated, & "is not as cut and dry as" you stated. Of course, it doesn't excuse his choices, but it gives u an understanding somewhat of what he was experiencing. And perhaps and inability @ x's to know the diff. between reality & fantasy might have existed along with myriad symptoms of psychological dysfunction.
How can you care or even love someone you've never met? Someone who's not going to help you in any way except for your own lustful desires? He still wrote this letter caring for Sylvie over his own family who he shouldn't have said were controlling, but instead realistic & caring, looking out for him & his future- something he should have already done in his 29 year old life.
The room aspect is fascinating. I study archaeology and pre-Abrahamic religion in my free time, and this whole room thing where they gloat over Sylvie's beauty is kind of like goddess worship in temples where men would watch a beautiful woman dance to honor a fertility goddess and donate to the temple. It's so bizarre but it seems there is a community aspect separate from the cam girl herself. These men would all benefit from religion. As secular as I am, it's easy to see how Judaism and Christianity are marked improvements over this filth.
Just goes to show money doesn't bring real people at all , I ain't gonna knock a man's weakness if without a love to converse, but he had a great set of brothers and tg one was not living with the family my heart goes out to Jason and fam what a cool compassion he has RIP
Thank you for your warm message James Mckeown! U r a man of character & compassion. I try to love all humanity but fail oftentimes. And I will not step on a man who lies in the depths of sadness, fear, despair, etc. Who am I to judge him? My thoughts and prayers go out to him, his brother, Jason, his aunt and any other friend and family. As the judge stated w/genuine feeling, "God have mercy on your soul!.....Amen
How incredibly sad to see this guy so totally manipulated he is actually apologizing after being scammed out of 200 grand. He probably still doesn't realize they are all laughing at him.
How incredibly sad indeed, that a man this age has never experienced anything real between him and a real woman. That his inexperienced love (addiction)... for this woman (most terrible but constructive experiences and understandings of relationships come from past experiences) his inexperience brought him to do the unforgivable act... How incredibly sad that he went on killing the only people who reaĺly loved him... Loved him for whoever he was... Even if he wasn't a professional gamer or wasn't even working. Nope, he decided to kill the onlyones who accepted him with all of his faults, saw throuht him, through the bullshit... and still loved him. Sad.
@martyn spooner Doubtful those guys were laughing at him too hard, since they likely spent hundreds of dollars right alongside him At the very least, they also frequented that cam site enough to be on a "first name" basis with each other, so it's not like they met at a church social
These r people that he has never met in real life. He really thinks these people gave a shit about him??!! It makes me sick that he murdered his family people that loved him and tried to help him after he stole their entire life savings!!! How is she is aloud to keep that money. I hope she feels bad but i doubt it highly.
The woman didn't do anything wrong. Grant lied to her about the source of the money and, from the sound of this email, it seems she went as far as cutting him off after learning the truth (or whatever she was told by his family) She doesn't owe anyone the money she made legally. Grant is the creepy, obsessive weirdo who stole from everyone, not her, and he should've been responsible for repaying his victims.
Her life is scamming people who can’t negotiate the real world.. he’d have been replaced with another sucker the same day his last transaction hit her bank.
For a large percentage, anywhere from 1/4 to 3/4 of users on these sites the site has almost nothing to do with porn the majority of the time. Of course it varies from site to site and room. These users are simply lonely and very often feel like outcasts in the real world, they just want to love and be loved a very human desire. Or at least have some company even if to sit in silence perhaps while doing other tasks. I am one of these guys, and also spent some time as a cam model myself.
@@upickit3333 I don't think he did (and to be honest I get the feeling that Grant Amato would look down at drug addicts)- the drug he stole (Propofol) isn't recreational; it's a heavy sedative that requires administration by another person. An addict in his position looking to get high (even on a sedative-type drug) would've had a number of better options and that's what makes it so insanely creepy- he stole the Propofol to use on unsuspecting patients who he wanted to render comatose. Use your imagination as to why...
I'm pretty sure that if he hadn't lost his nursing career due to stealing drugs this whole thing would never had happened and his family would be here today
He's talking about the community thriving and evolving, and there being "special moments" for everyone?? This is pornography; not a community support network.. Pornography that he spent his families life savings on, and murdered them over.. I can't comprehend his thought process (omg.. u read the part that said "I can't comprehend being without her" at the exact second that I wrote those words lol..bizarre synchronicity..).
wow , he is so articulated and thoughtful...but honestly, Grant Amato is the best example of why a well timed , good educational beating is necessary and important , for bringing such useless bastard kid down to earth just in time .
So wait, if I understand this right, he forked over even MORE money as ‘tips’ just to impress her so that he would ‘win her heart’ That’s pretty dang stupid
Funny how he failed to mention that he stole money from his family so he could show off with his big tipping. I doubt anyone cares that he didn't have that career, but more that he's the kind of person that would steal from everyone trying to help him. He wasn't put in rehab for being too generous, he was put there for how he got that money. I don't know if he's delusional or still being manipulative.
Wow thanks for reading that Carolyn. It sure seems like he really could not think of anything else but this virtual girlfriend he never met in real life. I wonder what these men and their room are discussing tonight after the 3 senseless murders have happened.
I can't help to think about what she's thought of all this, it probably pumped up her head ten fold, I can almost hear it," yeah one of my dummies killed whole family for me" sad, very sad, his poor family should of kicked his ass out and let him work at nearest gas station for a apartment he had to sublet,,,too entitled, way too entitled
Unreal that he's dissing the family he SLAUGHTERED for trying to help him. He did not deserve this family. The way he talks about the cam model is so OTT nauseating...glad he's down for life.
The murders aren't funny at all. But hanging out in a chatroom full of perverts you have never met... Acting like you guys are all friends that all have a fake internet girlfriend you share? The internet was the biggest mistake humanity made.. jfc
those prosecutors are the worst on earth for not having this being discussed in the trial over and over again, this is almost a confession, if I got murdered I hope those prosecutors don't try to convict my murderer
ehhhh idk. the fact he was in a sex addiction clinic makes the death penalty almost impossible. look at how many of these comments say he's sick. that's why that was never possible. disagree with the law, not the lawyers. they got the best possible result.
He fell in love with a character, literally a webcam model who gives girlfriend experiences to 100s if not 1000s of guys. The saddest part is he actually thought it was real, not a fantasy but that she was his girlfriend. He kept begging her to see her in real life and turned him down multiple times. He couldn't put it in his head that she is just selling him a service and he is just a customer.
This little spoiled weasel needed a proper ass kicking years ago. It might’ve helped him become more of a man and take responsibility and less of a shit eating little twat that wouldn’t live on his own, find a real girlfriend, take personal responsibility and not MURDER his family. Too bad he wasn’t taken out before he was able to murder his family. Unfortunately prison might protect this idiot.
I use webcam girls services regularly. You, as an adult, know where you are getting to. I wouldn't blame anything on the girl. In the other hand, Grant sounds so oblivious to how silvi was just there doing her job. She did not care about him; if she ever responded to him outside her broadcasting hours, it was only as a courtesy to one of his best clients -just like on any other business. Grant was so addicted to this woman that he ended up killing the only people that care about him. I personally feel happy I am not as lost as he was; I know the difference between a real relationship and the interaction with a webcam model. And I'm also happy I didnt spend as much as he did....XD
Can you please explain how $ is transferred from the viewer to the web cam model? What are tokens and how are they monetized? I am asking because my brother in law spends an insane amount of time and money on web cam girls and owes my husband and I a lot of money and I need to call him out on this nonsense because he lies to us about sending money. Also how are gift cards used to pay the web cam girl? I would appreciate any info you can enlighten me with
@@loosie5224 Most web cam websites have their own currency, named tokens. Instead of giving the webcam model money directly, you buy these tokens from the website and then spend the tokens with the woman. For each token that you use, almost 30% goes to the website and the rest to the model. I have used my own credit cards and also used visa gift cards to buy tokens. Web cam models have a tip menu, where if you tip any of the amounts shown on the tip menu, the model will do what you tipped for. Some girls will accept gift cards (amazon, starbucks, etc), not as payments for their services, but just as gifts. Some websites will accept these kind of gift but at a much lower rate (e.g. you will receive less tokens compared to buying them with you credit card) If your in-law is hooked, then he's in a very vulnerable position where he won't stop spending. They had to cancel my credit cards and I'm still paying the debt I accumulated two years ago... It is a real addiction. I would spend entire weeks hooked to my computer, and it would affect my job (call outs) and school(dropped an entire semester). I would not stop thinking about it. I didnt seek any professional help because, well, I ended up with no money and a huge debt. But since I couldnt spend more, I stop visiting the web pages too, and that time apart helped me realize I could go on with my life. I know is not much help, but there you go.
@@loosie5224 oh, and I forgot. It both aspects you enjoy with a cam model. The porn addiction is one, but another aspect as important is the sentimental attachment you obtain from the model. It is not just the sex, but the attention she gives to you.
This is insanely delusional. He's genuinely sorry to these online friends and is insanely obsessed with someone who was literally just doing her job. He says NOTHING about murdering his family, it's like he couldn't careless
I thought the same, but now I'm thinking he wrote this before killing his family? Otherwise it's just too completley insane. But I think this must have been after Grant's father told Silvie the situation. (And yes, I've been binge learning about this case too much, ha).
It's all virtual, a virtual 'girlfriend' who wasn't a girlfriend at all, it was a business transaction & virtual 'friends' who aren't friends & none of them really know eachother. He can't relate to real people so he prefers a fantasy.
Sad and disturbing in equal measure. The biggest pity is that his family knew he needed help, although maybe didn’t realise just how much help he needed.
Why are there so many other guys? I thought the webcam model thing is one on one and the two can talk or do whatever they want. Isn't that the point of having a 'virtual girlfriend' (I think that's what Grant Amato described it as)?
I think they formed a group so they could give her more money so she would do things that they couldn't pay for individually. And, they seem to have given her tips and developed scenarios together - its sort of gross. Group voyeurism.
It can be any way the model sets her account up to be, Ady Sweet (aka Silviya) had her group of "knights" and believe it or not, the other guys spent even more than Amato, for quite tame stuff like watching Ady smoke a cigarette or drink wine...laughable, if you think about it.
Sylvia Ventsislavova....rebranded herself as AdySweet on MyFreeCams dot com......all the same people in this apology letter are still in her chat room...and she looks the same...she's hot like, but not that hot.
I don't think anyone is hot enough to warrant killing your family members. It's too bad though that this lady was probably just trying to do her job and this dumbass in fairytale land thought he had a relationship with her.
@@Kitazia To be fair, building relationships is part of her job, she needs her clients to feel they have a personal relationship with her. Making a connection is part of her skillset.
I think the scariest thing is he's a registered nurse and he thinks lose is spelt loose. If that's not the true sign of a psychopath I don't know what is. Lol.
the demand for male nurses is high and the revolving door is swinging as people burn out. Male nurses get the most dangerous and physically demanding stuff and are prone to be victims of violence and injury. The bar is low. He was a lazy one, he got tired of patients screaming at night and thought he could just pop some propofol to them. The entitlement and defiance "I know I´m right! I know just as much as doctors!" is clear.
Paul Coover She does live shows via webcam for all these losers that pay her to pretend to be the least bit interested in them. It’s like a webcam orgy. Weird.
More like she was in love with his cash while ge was in love with her. I can't wrap my head around how Sylvie is fucking guys in her city and Grant goes to bwd thinking "Wow I'm so lucky to have the most beautiful girlfriend I have ever had" while she probably talked shit about him behind his back to the other models and her real boyfriend.
I think they should've gotten ahold of the webcam girl and have her say that everything between them was for business, to put money in her pockets just like hundreds of other men. he is still sitting in jail saying they were bf/gf. I would love to see his face when she would've said that!
I would have loved if she paid him a visit and the first words were "You look so creepy in person, like a scary monster" just to see the look on his face when she said that. Then "Why did you come and see me?" She replies "I wanted to see what a murderer looks like upfront and thank you for your $200,000. I've retired from my Web Cam modeling and am getting married to handsome alpha male." "Silvey, you're hurting me" "Good, I hope it hurts forever, goodbye you creepy beta looking killer"
@@mobisnest3205 lol! he would be crying his eyes out! And he is the type that even if she told him that, he would still believe they had a real relationship!
Are there any longer versions of his video calls with the girl? I notice on Court TV (they are showing this case in the U.K at the moment. I know it's very late to be doing so!) they keep showing snippets of his calls with the girl and wondered if they were available to see in their entirety?
My Free Cams is a website for cam girls/guys. It's the website that Sylvie was on and where Grant met the guys from the chat that he's apologizing to. Hope that helps!
I know I keep rambling but did not one of his family members say to him, "your being played, big time!" I mean why didn't one of his male family/friends take him to the strip club for a lappy?
I am so glad he didn't find any Japanese Vtuber, because he would 100% think they love him...But ppl like Inugami Korone would 100% show more sympathy than Sylvie
I wonder if he will ever write a letter like this to apologise to his family for murdering his mum dad and brother ????
No, his image with "Sylvie" was most important. I doubt he means this garbage - he just wanted to manipulate the other guys in the chat room -- into talking nicely about him in front of her. You know they were all making fun of him... until he killed his family and things got serious.
Speaks volumes.. this twisted self indulgent freak is obsessed with a web cam timer...that has zero time for him...but took his money happily... open ya eyes...goose... knock knock...anyone in there awake???
Repulsive
Doubt it, too self centered..as of today hes wantin an appeal....like havnt i suffered enuff imiss my 200G porn magazine..may as well b
@@clash4421 def
Doubtful....
Being a Loser isn't an excuse. I'm a Loser but I've never killed anybody.
this guys makes every loser feel so much better
@Mart Kap I'm a LOO-O-O-SER and I've lost someone who's near to me I'm a loo-o-o-ser and I'm not what I appear to be....
Ahh to be a 'loser' like Beck or John Lennon... although I guess being dead is the ultimate losing
Same
i get the sense that Sylvie had a religious like significance to these guys. They treated Sylvie the way Ancient Canaanites treated idols. Things like human sacrifice and the like make more sense after the Amato case insofar as how people could sink so low. I associate this less with loserdom (his loserdom is separate) and more with a completely skewed moral compass.
we can't predict your future, Beebe. maybe one day you'll be a Winner or maybe you will get hooked on Sylvie too.
Can you imagine paying hundreds of thousands of dollars to be friendzoned in a fictional world!?
Some people are so inept and gullible. It's not even funny.
He could not be friendzoned, they were never in the same country or met eachother. It was a transaction for a service of entertainment, nothing more. Not Sylvies fault those moronic men think with thier hormones.
@@misss299 I hope men think with their hormones or else you would not be here. Did you really have to go full throttle on the explaination instead of just smiling at the analogy I made? Are you a cam girl yourself to come at it so strongly? Life should be less serious than that, take a happy pill!
@@Lekid23 Actually, my Father married my Mother instead of jerking off to some cam model... but thanks.
@@misss299 I'm glad I'm not the only one thinking this way. I don't want to defend anyone but she's not responsible for these idiots besides, these chatrooms led by a woman are not new and lots of men have already lost all but this is the first known murder case connected to a cam girl.
Gran’t’s apology turns into a verbal expression of his obsession with Silvie. Not surprising. A complete obsession with a woman that pushes out all rational thinking and behavior and replaces it with every verbalization, thought and action exhibited to fulfill an obsession. I’m sure Grant was never normal and showed signs of obsession, inappropriate thoughts and behavior from a young age. This doesn’t just start overnight. How sad is that?
Great rational, logical thinking Lisa DiFiore! Thank your for sharing your reflective thoughts with us.
Candula Girl, Thank you! 😀
He seems bit aspergerish with a dash more narcissism thrown in. Like Chris Chan. Obsessive, stubborn, hates being told things, defiant, built an imaginary world of love and cupcakes centered around this woman and when confronted he lashed out. No sense of money and felt entitled to his family´s full support.
Exactly, how is that sad? You listen to his apology and its all about loneliness.. The Dudes he sent his "apology", i really believe they were the Bulgarians friends who all fooled him.. There doesnt exist many people who spent money like he did.. They were catching a poor guys like he was..
It is very sad, indeed. I have seen alot of people stating that he was suffering from Autism or Aspergers... which might be the case. But now we have people in society advocating for those conditions and also Downs Syndrome, saying there is nothing WRONG with those types of people. Which is terrible. We should not accept these conditions as normal.
He is such a loser. How does he not realize that this cam model did not care about him -- she wanted his money. Once his parents ratted him out to her and she knew she wouldn't get more money -- she cut him off. Most people would see that as a sign and move on (then again, most people wouldn't have fell for this in the first place). His poor mother, father and brother... killed over this stupidity, selfishness and obsession with a woman that did not give a damn about him...
His family forgave him for stealing 200,000 and yet he felt the need to apologize to the guys in her room.
the crazy thing is at least 10% of women would have been his real girlfriend for those 6 months for $200k, and probably some hotter oens too.
She did not cut him off - if she had, she'd actually would've shown some decency! But she let him come back, in case you haven't paid attention, up until the evening of the murder.
And she probably got to keep less than 20%, since those platform proprietors take their cut, too. Not saying that she is a decent person, but she has probably heard it all before.
@@ElaAusDemTal Do you think he was like this before the letter? It's possible Sylvie just thought he was some rich guy and he may have acted more non-chalant? I have a hard time faulting a woman for trying to make money, and beauty is a depreciating asset. You can say she gave the impression of a relationship, but in reality, what relationship is there where you get to buy lingerie for your partner and have her parade in it and be sexual for you on command all the time?
@@reuvenroslynesq8954 - I've taken the time to look the webcam site of "Ady Sweet" up and believe it or not, Amato was a small fish compared to some idiots...she gets "tips" = token amounts in the equivalent of up to 80k (yes, dollars...) and tame stuff like her opening a bottle of wine costs actual money, too. Since Amato spent most "dates" not one-on-one with her but instead paid money to ogle her together with a bunch of other guys, there wasn't much of a "relationship" going on, so it makes no sense that he thought (or said) she was his girlfriend! Ady (or Silviya) seems to be quite successful with her "I am stylish, not sluttish" approach - his family got it all wrong when they brought him to that sex-addict rehab place; he could've had a bunch of 'girlfriends' with his money but he wanted to be the virtual version of a big spender in a classy strip joint, having fun together with other rich guys (only they were the real deal, brokers and the like), showing off his 'wealth' in front of the other guys. All in all, I think if he'd been chatting one-on-one with a camgirl, he wouldn't have needed to impress her. It was all about impressing the other men - which is why he apologized to them, the moron.
PS: pls excuse my mistakes, English isn't my first language 😉
Oh so Im not the biggest loser ON EARTH.
yeah this how I think about this
I am sorry to break it to you, you are probably not even the biggest loser on your block. Almost everyone feels like a loser, don't buy into it. You seem to care what kind of person you are and are self-reflecting, that is a very positive attribute.
Lol, ikr?! Me either!!
@@michaelwilton4545 Thanks buddy
I'm pretty close, but yeah this guy gives me hope.
I wonder if Grant ever had friends or a girlfriend in the real world. He obviously has very strong feelings for these men and Sylvie. Maybe this is closest he ever got to having friends or a girlfriend.
I was wondering the same thing TeaCup.
@@jbrosenfeld He said he had a girlfriend in school ! He is just lying again to try and work his way back into the room ! He is a selfish narcissist perv who was obsessed with this cam girl !
He had no other emotional support, so he paid for one. Men do that all the time when they are socially awkward and unattractive. Smarter to work on yourself, but whatever.
He's gonna be somebody's girlfriend now.
@ByHisCall I agree with you.
The people in that room must have read this letter and been like “What in the actual F?”
that's the funniest part of it unless they're as crazy as he is
i doubt it
Yes...but they are probably cut from the same pathetic cloth as him. Probably didnt give this chick in Bulgaria $200,000 (of their families money) in less than 6 months...let alone kill them...but they must be paying her a bunch also,are virgins themselves,& are pretty far down the desperate,pathetic loser track themselves.
Obviously itd take a lot to match him,hence why he got tired of "always being the biggest tipper,& her center of attention." Its why Slvie got worried, about & started missing his money...I mean "him,& their relationship"-lol.
@@JasonSmith-pe5py very good point. This whole thing just blows my mind. My wife and I were consumed with these videos about him a few months ago. . It's unbelievable. The guy had to have some kind of smarts and intelligence, he was a nurse. Going to school to be a nurse is not anywhere near the easiest thing to do. So he had to have a brain of some kind, but how a pretend girlfriend online got him to do everything he did is just mind-boggling.
Yea Jim,Wolf and Co sound like real straight shooters
Grants like: "why dont you answer me anymore? After giving you 200 000$ i made a terrible mistake and lied, im so sorry how i betrayed you", yeah. Had nothing to do with you running out of money.
She owes him no response. Good for her for staying out of the drama.
Thats why he flipped coz they were hip to his jaknoff shenanigans and he couldnt get anymore cash..killedem all, stole$600 from his dead bros bank account like what up girl just chillin..wow
@@misss299 okay so you're just here to defend vaginas lmao she was a shit person too say it
@@gnarboots423 idk. if you were a poor girl from bulgaria, you'd have done the same. maybe part of the reason she ignored him is she felt guilty. she did have reason to believe he was rich.
@@reuvenroslynesq8954 Bulgarian cam girl....yeah I'm sure she's an honest person simp
Never lie to Sylvie guys!
Lmfao
T O O L
Never let her out of your life!!! Lol, waaaah
I can't even Guess what all those guys say to each other while they are jerkin each other's gurkin
Im Rolling
The "guys" he's apologizing to more than likely also lied about themselves. So they couldn't give a rats bum esp. if they know what happened. This just shows how lost Grant became in a non-existent world.
Absolutely! You bet they lied about their status/income and other things. Likely spending tons of money they couldn't afford while trying to outtip Grant and the others in an effort to impress Sylvie. I'm familiar with camsites and the real sophisticated cammodels either do private (1on1) shows only rarely or not at all because they make much more in public chat playing their fans and push competition among them, hence the highest tipper (best lover) list. That he went to a parking lot right after the killings and logged into the wifi there to join Sylvie's room again tells you everything about his total obsession!
Hopefully what happened to Grant made these guys take stock in their own lives and make some positive changes.
Is our pfp the same?
Dude, I remember being in chatrooms back in the AOL days, and so many of the guys in those rooms were full of it.
Unlike myself, my BMW, and my job as backup QB for the Cincinnati Bengals, those people were pathetic to lie about themselves to make them seem cooler to women. I used to laugh my six pack abs and rock hard pectorals off at them. Losers....
@@chocolatetownforever7537 k you're still worthless though
Wow....he thought she cared for him....she just wanted money....he lived in a fantasy world and nothing else mattered and once the money was gone he lost it and killed his family how very sad
Yeah likely he thought it was his parents fault Silvia cut contact when In fact it came clear to her he doesnt have any more money to give.. Like the camgirl cared where the money came.
Btw as a sidenote, those 'dudes of the room' might well be her Bulgarian friends etc. It is very hard to believe there are so much People 'caring' for Silvia..
@@sombreoreooo67 I agree...or they are just more stupid people giving money her way...so sad they tired to help him or it looked like it to me
@@khorner4566 There is a video of these dudes etc?
@@sombreoreooo67 crazy sick nuts...all of them
on her behalf, what drive is there other than money to get close to a guy who either sees her as a sex object or a goddess to be worshipped? people wanna be loved for being human.
Truly mind boggling the level of delusion.
self-delusion.
He was still lying! He did not 'split' from his family - he was kicked out.
He employed the same tactic in his interrogation - instead of admitting he'd been kicked out, he tried to phrase it as him "leaving"
Even though, by that point, he knew the officers knew what really actually happened, he still defaulted to trying to preserve his weird, fragile image
It’s all fiction straight from his sick brain
hes like that guy from Grandma's Boy that calls his parents his roommates 😂
No this was from when he had an argument with his family and fled to Aunt Donna’s house, then used her credit card information for the cam girl and got put in a rehab facility.
What the hell is going on here? This is Just nutz! Ive been following this case and it's still CRAZY!
He's... I can't find the words to describe him.
"I am willing to do whatever it takes to be able to show the "real" me to everyone"
Well, he kept his promise...
Sure did
He needs to never get out of jail
who else is still into the Amato case
It's aiight. There's just not a lot of depth to it. Grant's just not a very interesting character. It's a fascinating case at the start because of how crazy it is, but psyhcopathic beta males just aren't as interesting as psychopathic alphas or psychopathic women.
It’s crazy how pathetic one person can be
I wonder how he's adjusting to prison life? Can you even read manga in prison?
why didnt this guy just pick up world of warcraft instead?
lmaooooo fr
Or heroin
This letter is more insightful than his interrogation video. Grant Amato is a sociopathic narcissist and this letter is evidence of such. Thanks for posting this! Wish we knew more about Grants high school sweetheart of 5 years. How on earth did he manage a relationship that long and wonder why it ended and he never pursued another one?
Um it was probably a lie. One of the many lies in the interrogation.
She got mad coz he was constantly into stirrinoff to porn
i agree. she is an object to him.
Wow no one has dug that up yet?
As many times as I've gone into this story, I have NEVER heard about the " highschool sweetheart". I want to know more from her perspective.
If I was Silvie, I think I'd give my job up, just the thought of a manic like Grant, would put me off being watched by men ever again. Seriously creepy shit.
um I'm sure that's exactly what she did after finding out what he did lol
Nope...apparently she is one of the top 5 cam girls on that very site and is making bank ($70-120k a month according to Boze vs the world)...smh!
@@az3638 wow, one of craziest, cases I've watched.
@@hive71recordinz89 I know! You should check out the chandler halderson case as well. Another case where you seriously think... but why? To think the reason he did it was so he could remain unbelievably lazy...is just beyond me.
@@az3638 thanks I will definitely give it a watch,
probably not even these dudes real names..like wtf
Just like Sylvie isn't her real name.. The dude killed his family for a fake fantasy.
@@rellzh5354 LOL.. True story!
@@rellzh5354 These guys like the fantasy, this way they can make the girl into their perfect girl who really likes them. Going to a prostitute for a half hour is not the same thing.
weirdos
@@rellzh5354 yeah this is what me is thinking, I looked up her channel those guys still tip her until today. They gave her 500$ today and she wasn't even online... This is sick.
Wow wow wow he has more respect for people that gladly took his money then what he had for the family that he took from and killed smh
Thank you for sharing the content of his letter to that virtual chat room he was part of. I was asking myself what he exactly wrote and I think his letter gives a good inside look into him and his motive for killing his family.
I heard that site took down the model Silvia's room after that happened. She is probably still doing it with another name. This letter is complete nonsense. What in the hell is it all about? Sure you can have online friends, but he was totally obsessed with 'this and of course Silvia. So strange. He talks about making Silvia sad, hahaha she could care LESS. She was just doing her job to perform, talk nice to men and take their money. He is really nuts and desperate. To kill his family over this is beyond belief. What the hell for? because mommy and daddy took my online access away? Everyone knows how crazy this is. wow
ok, now to find me a cam model....
kystars I think Grant was easily manipulated and Sylvi a master at it.
I'm pretty sure he is a psychopath or a sociopath. He feels no real empathy he thinks and does only what would benefit him even if involves murdering those in the way.
Sylvie wasn't worried about you Grant. She was worried about the money you weren't stealing from your family and giving to her. You're a cold blooded killer
Why would they take her room down? Manipulating men is name of the game with webcamming. It’s not like she was apart of planning or committing the murders. It sounds like she completely cut Grant off once his parents told her he was broke. Why would the site punish her over the shit Grant did on the other side of the world after she had already cut him off?
Looking for a cam model ain't generally a good idea, why not to buy a sexdoll instead? lol
He sounds like what he is: an addict. Whether pills or powder or booze it's the same story, same lies, same delusions. In a way you all need to forgive that part of him the same way you forgive a heroin addict who hasn't gotten in to rehab yet. Or. Is on his third relapse etc. Money wise: The same shit happens to people every day in Las Vegas and Atlantic City. People mortgaging their houses to keep betting. This doesn't excuse him in what he did but. It is not as cut and dry as some think.
HardCase1911. Thank u for express. your thoughts for us to ponder. I agree w/much that
u put forth about addiction. Believe the situation is complicated, & "is not as cut and dry as" you stated.
Of course, it doesn't excuse his choices, but it gives u an understanding somewhat of what he was
experiencing. And perhaps and inability @ x's to know the diff. between reality & fantasy might have
existed along with myriad symptoms of psychological dysfunction.
An addict, yes, however not all addicts obliterate their family. So it's not enough of an explanation, especially as he's never shown remorse.
This 32 year old child will never believe that he was nothing more than a paying customer. Even in prison.
It says a lot he writes this to those people and not to what is left of his family.
How can you care or even love someone you've never met? Someone who's not going to help you in any way except for your own lustful desires? He still wrote this letter caring for Sylvie over his own family who he shouldn't have said were controlling, but instead realistic & caring, looking out for him & his future- something he should have already done in his 29 year old life.
Grant was STILL LYING in his apology letter.
There is no way Sylvie's real friends believe her stories about this.
Amazing the depth of simp this guy is. It should be subject of analysis and study for centuries to come
This is the SIMP in his natural form. $200,000 dude could have invested in the stock market, started a small business. What a pathetic waste.
We finally found a love story worse than Twilight.
The room aspect is fascinating. I study archaeology and pre-Abrahamic religion in my free time, and this whole room thing where they gloat over Sylvie's beauty is kind of like goddess worship in temples where men would watch a beautiful woman dance to honor a fertility goddess and donate to the temple. It's so bizarre but it seems there is a community aspect separate from the cam girl herself. These men would all benefit from religion. As secular as I am, it's easy to see how Judaism and Christianity are marked improvements over this filth.
Just goes to show money doesn't bring real people at all , I ain't gonna knock a man's weakness if without a love to converse, but he had a great set of brothers and tg one was not living with the family my heart goes out to Jason and fam what a cool compassion he has RIP
Thank you for your warm message James Mckeown! U r a man of character & compassion. I try to love all humanity but fail oftentimes.
And I will not step on a man who lies in the depths of sadness, fear, despair, etc. Who am I to judge him? My thoughts and prayers go out to him, his brother, Jason, his aunt and any other friend and family. As the judge stated w/genuine feeling, "God have mercy on your soul!.....Amen
How intriguing this guy's thoughts on paper. Wow
Yep, says more than all evidence put together.
How incredibly sad to see this guy so totally manipulated he is actually apologizing after being scammed out of 200 grand. He probably still doesn't realize they are all laughing at him.
How incredibly sad indeed, that a man this age has never experienced anything real between him and a real woman. That his inexperienced love (addiction)... for this woman (most terrible but constructive experiences and understandings of relationships come from past experiences) his inexperience brought him to do the unforgivable act... How incredibly sad that he went on killing the only people who reaĺly loved him... Loved him for whoever he was... Even if he wasn't a professional gamer or wasn't even working. Nope, he decided to kill the onlyones who accepted him with all of his faults, saw throuht him, through the bullshit... and still loved him. Sad.
@@Lekid23 He was a "broken" man BOKEH Trente-Cinq!
@martyn spooner
Doubtful those guys were laughing at him too hard, since they likely spent hundreds of dollars right alongside him
At the very least, they also frequented that cam site enough to be on a "first name" basis with each other, so it's not like they met at a church social
You Tube Thanks didn't really get they were the same as him I was thinking they were part of the con not other paying nutters . All incredibly sad
Write him a letter in prison and tell him. Maybe he'll finally figure it out
Where is the one for JASON?!
I would have liked to see some of these chat room buddies testify at trial or better yet Sylvie.
These r people that he has never met in real life. He really thinks these people gave a shit about him??!! It makes me sick that he murdered his family people that loved him and tried to help him after he stole their entire life savings!!! How is she is aloud to keep that money. I hope she feels bad but i doubt it highly.
The woman didn't do anything wrong.
Grant lied to her about the source of the money and, from the sound of this email, it seems she went as far as cutting him off after learning the truth (or whatever she was told by his family)
She doesn't owe anyone the money she made legally.
Grant is the creepy, obsessive weirdo who stole from everyone, not her, and he should've been responsible for repaying his victims.
She did her job, and was paid. She owes nothing.
Her life is scamming people who can’t negotiate the real world.. he’d have been replaced with another sucker the same day his last transaction hit her bank.
Silvie probably would be sad because another 2~3k monthly income was gone.
Amato admitted that he spent around $2,500 DAILY.
This is publicity for her. She is most likely famous bc of this.
I can not believe this sh*t.. WOW!!! OMG!!! WTF!!! How can someone be this ridiculous!
This guy is a nut case
Slyvia was a 40 year old Jamaican
This man had a terrible addiction to porn, it can destroy lives as this case has shown.
For a large percentage, anywhere from 1/4 to 3/4 of users on these sites the site has almost nothing to do with porn the majority of the time. Of course it varies from site to site and room. These users are simply lonely and very often feel like outcasts in the real world, they just want to love and be loved a very human desire. Or at least have some company even if to sit in silence perhaps while doing other tasks. I am one of these guys, and also spent some time as a cam model myself.
This is exactly what Ted Bundy said and it's bullshit excuse
Before that he had an addiction to drugs. That' why he lost his hospital job.
@@upickit3333 I don't think he did (and to be honest I get the feeling that Grant Amato would look down at drug addicts)- the drug he stole (Propofol) isn't recreational; it's a heavy sedative that requires administration by another person. An addict in his position looking to get high (even on a sedative-type drug) would've had a number of better options and that's what makes it so insanely creepy- he stole the Propofol to use on unsuspecting patients who he wanted to render comatose. Use your imagination as to why...
I'm pretty sure that if he hadn't lost his nursing career due to stealing drugs this whole thing would never had happened and his family would be here today
you're probably right, but that situation didn't arise in a vacuum. the person he was created that, then this...
He's talking about the community thriving and evolving, and there being "special moments" for everyone?? This is pornography; not a community support network.. Pornography that he spent his families life savings on, and murdered them over.. I can't comprehend his thought process (omg.. u read the part that said "I can't comprehend being without her" at the exact second that I wrote those words lol..bizarre synchronicity..).
wow , he is so articulated and thoughtful...but honestly, Grant Amato is the best example of why a well timed , good educational beating is necessary and important , for bringing such useless bastard kid down to earth just in time .
So wait, if I understand this right, he forked over even MORE money as ‘tips’ just to impress her so that he would ‘win her heart’
That’s pretty dang stupid
A letter from a sick person... id run inmediately from his side. This is sick!!!
One of the worst kinds of people in todays world is a King Simp
Funny how he failed to mention that he stole money from his family so he could show off with his big tipping. I doubt anyone cares that he didn't have that career, but more that he's the kind of person that would steal from everyone trying to help him. He wasn't put in rehab for being too generous, he was put there for how he got that money. I don't know if he's delusional or still being manipulative.
Wow thanks for reading that Carolyn. It sure seems like he really could not think of anything else but this virtual girlfriend he never met in real life.
I wonder what these men and their room are discussing tonight after the 3 senseless murders have happened.
I can't help to think about what she's thought of all this, it probably pumped up her head ten fold, I can almost hear it," yeah one of my dummies killed whole family for me" sad, very sad, his poor family should of kicked his ass out and let him work at nearest gas station for a apartment he had to sublet,,,too entitled, way too entitled
Unreal that he's dissing the family he SLAUGHTERED for trying to help him. He did not deserve this family. The way he talks about the cam model is so OTT nauseating...glad he's down for life.
The murders aren't funny at all. But hanging out in a chatroom full of perverts you have never met... Acting like you guys are all friends that all have a fake internet girlfriend you share? The internet was the biggest mistake humanity made.. jfc
Oh im sure those guys and especially "Silvye" were so distrought over this but hopefully this letter fixed everything.
those prosecutors are the worst on earth for not having this being discussed in the trial over and over again, this is almost a confession, if I got murdered I hope those prosecutors don't try to convict my murderer
ehhhh idk. the fact he was in a sex addiction clinic makes the death penalty almost impossible. look at how many of these comments say he's sick. that's why that was never possible. disagree with the law, not the lawyers. they got the best possible result.
The prosecutor did read part of th e letter at trial and also told the jurors they can if they want to,the trial is on UA-cam
Man, this guy has some seriously messed up wiring in his head...
He fell in love with a character, literally a webcam model who gives girlfriend experiences to 100s if not 1000s of guys. The saddest part is he actually thought it was real, not a fantasy but that she was his girlfriend. He kept begging her to see her in real life and turned him down multiple times. He couldn't put it in his head that she is just selling him a service and he is just a customer.
This little spoiled weasel needed a proper ass kicking years ago. It might’ve helped him become more of a man and take responsibility and less of a shit eating little twat that wouldn’t live on his own, find a real girlfriend, take personal responsibility and not MURDER his family. Too bad he wasn’t taken out before he was able to murder his family.
Unfortunately prison might protect this idiot.
Never let the little head control the big head. Smh.
In this case the little head controlled the little head
This reading, like father time, is unbeatable.
😂😂😂
@user-ek6ug7cn1c And your comment is living proof of that
I use webcam girls services regularly. You, as an adult, know where you are getting to. I wouldn't blame anything on the girl. In the other hand, Grant sounds so oblivious to how silvi was just there doing her job. She did not care about him; if she ever responded to him outside her broadcasting hours, it was only as a courtesy to one of his best clients -just like on any other business. Grant was so addicted to this woman that he ended up killing the only people that care about him. I personally feel happy I am not as lost as he was; I know the difference between a real relationship and the interaction with a webcam model. And I'm also happy I didnt spend as much as he did....XD
How much do you spend per hour ?
Good question..?
Can you please explain how $ is transferred from the viewer to the web cam model? What are tokens and how are they monetized? I am asking because my brother in law spends an insane amount of time and money on web cam girls and owes my husband and I a lot of money and I need to call him out on this nonsense because he lies to us about sending money. Also how are gift cards used to pay the web cam girl? I would appreciate any info you can enlighten me with
@@loosie5224 Most web cam websites have their own currency, named tokens. Instead of giving the webcam model money directly, you buy these tokens from the website and then spend the tokens with the woman. For each token that you use, almost 30% goes to the website and the rest to the model. I have used my own credit cards and also used visa gift cards to buy tokens. Web cam models have a tip menu, where if you tip any of the amounts shown on the tip menu, the model will do what you tipped for. Some girls will accept gift cards (amazon, starbucks, etc), not as payments for their services, but just as gifts. Some websites will accept these kind of gift but at a much lower rate (e.g. you will receive less tokens compared to buying them with you credit card)
If your in-law is hooked, then he's in a very vulnerable position where he won't stop spending. They had to cancel my credit cards and I'm still paying the debt I accumulated two years ago...
It is a real addiction. I would spend entire weeks hooked to my computer, and it would affect my job (call outs) and school(dropped an entire semester). I would not stop thinking about it.
I didnt seek any professional help because, well, I ended up with no money and a huge debt. But since I couldnt spend more, I stop visiting the web pages too, and that time apart helped me realize I could go on with my life. I know is not much help, but there you go.
@@loosie5224 oh, and I forgot. It both aspects you enjoy with a cam model. The porn addiction is one, but another aspect as important is the sentimental attachment you obtain from the model. It is not just the sex, but the attention she gives to you.
No mention of his money theft.
This is insanely delusional. He's genuinely sorry to these online friends and is insanely obsessed with someone who was literally just doing her job. He says NOTHING about murdering his family, it's like he couldn't careless
I thought the same, but now I'm thinking he wrote this before killing his family? Otherwise it's just too completley insane. But I think this must have been after Grant's father told Silvie the situation. (And yes, I've been binge learning about this case too much, ha).
It's all virtual, a virtual 'girlfriend' who wasn't a girlfriend at all, it was a business transaction & virtual 'friends' who aren't friends & none of them really know eachother. He can't relate to real people so he prefers a fantasy.
I'm actually gonna write Amato in prison and let him know we're all making fun of him lol. No BS im actually doing that tonite
Lol!! Did you write it??
Where the letter to said you sad for you did to your family , it have ?
Bro none of these guys want to hear any of this they are all horrified or should be
Sad and disturbing in equal measure. The biggest pity is that his family knew he needed help, although maybe didn’t realise just how much help he needed.
What a totally pathetic waster...watching this makes me feel better about myself and my life
Why are there so many other guys? I thought the webcam model thing is one on one and the two can talk or do whatever they want. Isn't that the point of having a 'virtual girlfriend' (I think that's what Grant Amato described it as)?
I think they formed a group so they could give her more money so she would do things that they couldn't pay for individually. And, they seem to have given her tips and developed scenarios together - its sort of gross. Group voyeurism.
@@michaelwilton4545 - it wasn't like that at all. Maybe you should do some research on this topic instead of wild guessings.
It can be any way the model sets her account up to be, Ady Sweet (aka Silviya) had her group of "knights" and believe it or not, the other guys spent even more than Amato, for quite tame stuff like watching Ady smoke a cigarette or drink wine...laughable, if you think about it.
@@ElaAusDemTal Tell me more, include the link to your 'model' page so I can do more research.
This is really sad man. Does he not think that all those other guys were lying about themselves also?
This is so telling...this dude is something else 🤯
Grant is a freak.
A witness in his trial said she felt bad for thinking it, but she thought he was "creepy". She was on the money.
Honestly it probably made other weirdos like Grant look her up.
I’m sure that Sylvie returned all the money when she learned it was stolen.
Absolutely insane, fatal attraction, crazy ass man!
What if Sylvie just so happen to move in next door to him
Sylvia Ventsislavova....rebranded herself as AdySweet on MyFreeCams dot com......all the same people in this apology letter are still in her chat room...and she looks the same...she's hot like, but not that hot.
I don't think anyone is hot enough to warrant killing your family members. It's too bad though that this lady was probably just trying to do her job and this dumbass in fairytale land thought he had a relationship with her.
@@Kitazia To be fair, building relationships is part of her job, she needs her clients to feel they have a personal relationship with her. Making a connection is part of her skillset.
Love used to be simpler...
Right 😖😂
I think the scariest thing is he's a registered nurse and he thinks lose is spelt loose. If that's not the true sign of a psychopath I don't know what is. Lol.
the demand for male nurses is high and the revolving door is swinging as people burn out. Male nurses get the most dangerous and physically demanding stuff and are prone to be victims of violence and injury. The bar is low. He was a lazy one, he got tired of patients screaming at night and thought he could just pop some propofol to them. The entitlement and defiance "I know I´m right! I know just as much as doctors!" is clear.
it sure is!
Practice reading aloud first, then record. It sounds like you’re reading this for the first time.
I don't understand is it one site or her site and six lonely dudes
Paul Coover She does live shows via webcam for all these losers that pay her to pretend to be the least bit interested in them. It’s like a webcam orgy. Weird.
Title should be "Grant Posts Cringe...Again".
Did he do this before or after he annihilated his family?
Delusional. This is real delusion.
Selfish isn't the word for Grant Amato.
It sounds like Grant and Silvia had a real love affair
More like she was in love with his cash while ge was in love with her. I can't wrap my head around how Sylvie is fucking guys in her city and Grant goes to bwd thinking "Wow I'm so lucky to have the most beautiful girlfriend I have ever had" while she probably talked shit about him behind his back to the other models and her real boyfriend.
You`re not swallowing all the shit are you? He gave her $200K over six months. When his family cut the money off she wouldn`t answer him on twitter.
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What a DA.
I think they should've gotten ahold of the webcam girl and have her say that everything between them was for business, to put money in her pockets just like hundreds of other men. he is still sitting in jail saying they were bf/gf. I would love to see his face when she would've said that!
I would have loved if she paid him a visit and the first words were "You look so creepy in person, like a scary monster" just to see the look on his face when she said that. Then "Why did you come and see me?" She replies "I wanted to see what a murderer looks like upfront and thank you for your $200,000. I've retired from my Web Cam modeling and am getting married to handsome alpha male." "Silvey, you're hurting me" "Good, I hope it hurts forever, goodbye you creepy beta looking killer"
@@mobisnest3205 lol! he would be crying his eyes out! And he is the type that even if she told him that, he would still believe they had a real relationship!
he has a real gf that helps him in prison C:
I know what type of men Sylvia would be attracted to and it’s pretty much the opposite of grant
That is one hell of a delusion, I wonder what did she show him that made him abandon his sense of reason?
I think according to him, she said she loved him at one point in that six month period he was hooked on her.
Are there any longer versions of his video calls with the girl? I notice on Court TV (they are showing this case in the U.K at the moment. I know it's very late to be doing so!) they keep showing snippets of his calls with the girl and wondered if they were available to see in their entirety?
He’s still in her cam room from prison?
Probably, depends if the prison allows it. Sylvie has now changed her name is Addy Sweet.
No. He found a much better girl who actually cares for him. 🥰
not once in that entire letter did he admit the fact that all the money he was tipping was taken from his family
Yeah cause he still wanted to keep up a facade
Let's be honest. Sylvie cared for Grant and it was real love 💰 🤑 💸 💲 💶 💵
Give it up, Grant. You need to rot in jail.
This guy is a real winner.
Ugh..the message board post is so sick and disguising.
Has anyone interviewed silvie yet? How about these other guys in the letter? This so weird to me, like another world.
What's MFC?
My Free Cams is a website for cam girls/guys. It's the website that Sylvie was on and where Grant met the guys from the chat that he's apologizing to. Hope that helps!
I know I keep rambling but did not one of his family members say to him, "your being played, big time!" I mean why didn't one of his male family/friends take him to the strip club for a lappy?
I am so glad he didn't find any Japanese Vtuber, because he would 100% think they love him...But ppl like Inugami Korone would 100% show more sympathy than Sylvie