Yes you can see his depression sad my mom has been depressed and hospitalized several times when my pops got murdered in 09 me and my twin brother were 8 years old we are 20 now and my baby twin brother has a son named after my father and my mom has him all the time if she’s not working he brought my mom back to life
Hearing Vlad say, “ ur only 19 u got ya whole life ahead of u “ shit hit different now.. And buddy was depressed as fuck, his eyes tell it all.. His soul was tired.. RestUpKing..
He wasn’t even depressed nigga he just got out for accidentally killing someone he was close then walked in on his girl getting fucked I don’t think he had depression all his life or something but seeing his dead friend probably gave him a traumatic experience and the girlfriend thing pushed him to the edge not everyone who commits suicide is depressed as weird as that sounds
@@sgnavenue2392 he most definitely suffers from anxiety and depression l m a o. he has anxiety twitches, slips up on words, shakes. man was suffering. he WAS depressed. don’t invalid mental illness like that.
@@alaynaroseland1901 exactly, mental illness builds up overtime. It doesnt come from one experience. Not everyone who gets cheated on commits suicide nor does everyone with anxiety, but when everything builds up they reach that point
He’s very chill and intelligent. When he said “stuff gets heavy” you could see in his eyes he has always tried to hide his pain and do what he has to do through all of it. RIP Lil Loaded 🕊
@@ImInfluence trust me ik nuff people who are about that life who ain’t got no dad and their mum tries their best to keep them away from that shit. saying it’s the mums fault is disrespectful af cause it’s 99% out of their control. you can only teach a child morals his environment will teach him the rest
WOWW it seems that way, but its probably bcuz the high risk lives he covers 🤷🏾♀️ ie: former block/dope boys, hittas, gang members etc...it’s hard to escape the oppression of the hood
bro definitely slide for his brother. His life was full of pain, u can see the pain in his eyes, his answers and his interaction. The only time he was up was when he was talking about his music and bars. He had the passion and was gonna make it super big, Rest in paradise king
You can see the pain in his eyes. He didn’t want to be in the environment and have to live the life he lived or had to live. A lot of pain in there and I feel bad he didn’t have the genuine support he needed. Bro didn’t need yes men he needed love. Love your brothers man
He seemed like a really good kid. He isn't all high and talking like a momo. He is paying attention and speaks well. Sad shit. Never heard of him but now I am going to go discover his music.
@@ronjones3977 I know plenty of people on hard drugs that you couldn't tell. Loaded popped percs and oxycodone is over 5x stronger than codeine and the promethazine in lean is just an antihistamine.
@Steven Seth So insightful and helpful post......sarcasm absolutely intended. Sometimes it's best not to respond and not impulsively contaminate the comments with absolutely a diarrhea brain post.
His mother really had to bury not one of her children... but TWO..One is more than enough to destroy her soul, so imagine how she feels now..God bless her fr 🥺🙏🙏🙏
Jitt eyes say a lot man. Shit not even fair ppl gotta go through allat. Imagine 15, lost his bro, went straight to the streets, got damn near popped in his grill, walked away with a hole in his hand... buddy only 19. That’s fucked up.
He does seem cold but it's everything he gone through as a child. Let's be real. He was young. A child through a lot of the horrible things he went through. That stuff will make you cold. God bless his soul. RIP Lil loaded.
Man that hurt me when he said no mother should have to bury their child and it's a different kind of hurt and they saying he committed suicide damn man she has to bury him now. Everybody please remember suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem Rip LiL Loaded♥️
@@anthonypeters44 I'm not sure I believe in too much of that Spirit box stuff sir people do a lot of that just for views but if he gives people comfort then so be it ❤️
Damn, I had to go back and watch this again. RIP lil homie. I know how you felt. I been there. I am there. Some of the things we had to do never leave us. This life isn’t fun. It’s no good at all. We ready to go. Some of us still forced to be here though. You rest easy. I’m just keep waiting.
Not only was he too young, but well connected? Why? Over a girl! Stress? Too much to even think about wo shaking. FR. Heartbroken old lady. White, Indian, black, who knows? The creator. Just granny will be fine. 😊 Adore you Boyz bravery, honestly, heartbreak be intense. 😮😮woo. Getting wiggy wit it.
Im 32 and lost my brother through horrific circumstances 7 months ago and my whole life has crashed down and i spend everyday with no direction or care. I feel this kids pain. Rest in peace to all. X
Rip young king. Everybody is built different. People have to pay attention to their mental health & maintain some sort of spiritual balance without that, it's easy to find yourself in a dark space.
I've seen a part of this video many many times and honestly the comments here on youtube are so heartwarming over how sad this truly is. Compared to comments on fb. The people in these comments truly understand and see that this young man was in some serious pain and went through things he shouldn't of. May god rest his soul. Rip Lil Loaded 🙏❤️
This gentleman was a true gem he was so extremely talented, extremely intelligent, you could feel his pain he was humble, caring he had dreams to make it out and help not only his family but the community and world as a whole he wanted to make enough stacks to even throw at incurable diseases if you don’t hear but listen he had so many inspiring future plans
People don't understand the depression that a lot of us live with it suppress inside and most times nobody wanna listen, especially as a man cause we're expected not to be emotional. You can't escape what is hereditary. Nothing worse than the closest people to you taking themselves out or giving up and streets and depression causes them to die to things most people could survive if they could find a happy place. R.I.P. to everyone I lost to suicide or who gave up and depression pushed there health issues until it assisted in them passing away
I pray you’ll persevere through it all, we care about you and when you don’t see it just know someone out here loves and cares for you no matter what. God bless you ❤
@@Ufw_dkm dam idk how I manage to see this but I kno god showed me your comment for a reason . Thank you fam I love you too and I needed to hear tht✊🏾♥️
Hey Dwayne it's a year later but I hope you've learned that you can't carry everything alone. I pray you've found peace with the things you hold inside.
@@princessasia1280 Thank you I appreciate it even if it’s a year later🙏🏾 ,Long talks to myself at night help me reevaluate where I stand in this world. It’s a everyday struggle and I’m getting better but I still have urges of pressing that “eject button” when times get rough.
RIP I know getting your heart broke is devastating I wish someone would have told this young man that life goes on and the pain eventually disappears ❤️❤️
Had to come back to it. Some rappers you can tell mean everything they say. Von, Jay Z, YNW Melly, Young Thug, and this kid come to mind. He was going thru it. It’s all in the eyes. RIP Man
But how smart can someone be to either kill himself or be killed after rapping about selling dope to his own people, shooting his own people and being a womanizer.
Notice all the cuts, the fact he doesn’t answer some questions. Look at his mannerisms, the way he looks at him and speaks, he does not trust him. Something tells me he regretted this interview because he knows something’s up. Smart man right there
I mean his eyes show the sadness. I can understand, when one family member dies, you internally die with them. A true legend, he motivated me in many good ways.
I live in London and never heard of this dude before, heard of his passing and this popped up! I'm now streaming his music. Don't always assume people do things for money for their own pockets. We move and we learn 🙏🏾
Watching that really hit hard as to how he looks depressed and how much heartache he had in his short life 💔😢 really emotional. You can see if in his face. Only listened to his music because of what's happened but man that was hard to watch. RIP Young man
This little baby boy has no evil in his heart and soul, you can tell it by looking at his eyes... Life path and environment made him gone through hell.... May God Bless and Mercy his soul.💎🙏
I remember first watching this interview and thinking this boy is hurting. He got the PTSD shakes goin on. I remember hoping that this music would pull him out of his darkness. I been in a position where a woman seemed like my whole world. I still think about her often but u can't take ur life over a female. Escpecially, since he has all this success coming from the rap shit. I didn't have shit like that goin on for me at the time, so I didn't have women lining up just a beautiful as the one I lost. Big loss bro. C.I.P.
Man currently dealing with the same shit. Pretty sure I lost my soul mate an I'd be lieing if I said I haven't contemplated taking one to the head over it. Love is powerful man.
The importance of Dads/Fathers to be in their children’s lives & raise them & give them proper morals , values, & wisdom is invaluable!!!!! If this young man had a strong dad in his life he would’ve probably never killed his friend by accident or got depressed over a female cheating on him. No judgement here but the Strong Male influence is something that is lacking in a lot of our young men. RIP
People with both parents commit suicide all the time this is just a kid that has been through a lot and could have benefited from sitting down and talking to someone we got to start normalizing therapy and black communities kids are influenced by the people around them the parents are just one part
@@ojerico6097 I’m with you normalize therapy. But this kid specifically said his dad was locked up & from growing up around a lot of kids with no fathers & being a person who actually had a father . I can definitely tell a difference in the lessons you learn that only a man can teach you .
Fact G! In Richard Cooper's book, he says, most sons raised by single mums end up as criminals, we once had a boy who shot a crowd of people, it was later found the dude was raised by a single mum, Fathers need to be around when raising their sons!
I'm from east dallas and the first 6 minutes I been thru what he went thru with friends....sad thing is I know nobody cares so yea I feel him on the crying later part moved to ATL and found a better life ....to the kids in the D get out when you can there is more to life and I hate he took his own life for what ever reason all he needed was a hug rest up man death is easy cuz life is hard
Damn man. The pain, strength, and all the other emotions you can see in his eyes. The way he’s answering the questions is just different. He really probably just needed someone to talk to and I mean really talk…. He talks about losing his brother, getting shot, and music all so easy and vlad keeps asking. I don’t know what if anything could have saved him, but Vlad prob didn’t help. And I went through a messed up break up recently myself but with all the pain and everything this man has been through and then takes his life over a woman sucks and sounds crazy but it is crazy how a woman can make you feel that bad. She was prob the one person he felt he could lean on then lost her and lost hope. Sad stuff
Damn I feel like a real one was lost smh. I fuck wit his energy from what I can see. It’s sad that so called friends and family either don’t pay attention to signs or don’t care enough to genuinely and aggressively address it and try to help. People always brushing something off no matter how bad the consequences may be. People don’t take life serious enough
It’s pretty obvious if you look into it. He killed himself, there is no conspiracy. He was depressed and sad about his gf, his friend he killed and his looming case
Y'all can say what you want about Vlad but he's always congratulating these indie young rappers on their catalogues when they come on his platform cause he knows how hard it is to churn out millions of organic views without a label behind you. Niggas be sayin he trying to get them indicted but he really looks into the music prior to interviews unlike other bigger platforms like say a breakfast club.
Go watch cody itc youtube channel he contacts this young man he said iam stuck in a dead space cody helped him to the light and this young man confirmed that he did cross over and isn't stuck anymore he came thru the spirit box sesion as clear as a phone call.
Father God I pray his soul/spirit returns to you don’t let the devil take his souls Lord. I ask for mercy and grace. Lord you can tell that he was a smart child but grew up hard without clear direction. Lord God I pray for mercy Lord save his soul in Jesus Name Amen
This poor baby. I understand that pain its crippling. I wish he had lived and his mom,I know her suffering cuz I lost my daughter in 21 and nothing trumps that. I hope he at peace finally 😢😢❤
Sad thing, he’s a child with a deep pain and matter of fact attitude. I like the fact Vlad asks a “can you talk about that” and he says no. Wise in some ways beyond his years.
We the people actually love this guy. No one gave him nothing. He earned it , maybe not traditional but ......... These guys don't get the same opportunities as others. Facts. Pure and simple. God makes us all perfect. Too bad humans can't realize their sins. 😢😮😢
I just wish we would normalize COUNSELING for young troubled teens instead of jail/prison. Even if they do end up being incarcerated, counseling should be mandatory!!! RIP to him and all the other young men/women who’ve lost their life to street violence. 🙏🏽💐❤️
I lost my oldest brother and youngest brother within a year of each other (they both died of suicide). If his brother died when he was 15, and he's only 19 in this interview - he's still processing the death. He's likely got ptsd. I feel so bad for him and his family going through that loss, and then this young man's life as well. I wish them all the best in their grieving. It never, ever goes away, but it becomes *easier* in a way to live with.
I remember the first time I seen this interview a while back I had an intuition this guy would most likely end up in a bad situation again but I could have never saw that he would go out the way he did
Oh wow he was so young going thru so much, at such a early age, i feel bad for his mom im so sorry, prayers go out to his mom, rest in peace lil lo u was the goat.
It has to be so hard for a parent knowing that their child is in the streets and they can’t do nothing about it.Being a father of 2 grown sons & 1 grown daughter I would have tried everything I could to move the anywhere to save them!
Had to check in to hear the young king. He definitely had a lot of pain embedded in him. Its all in his eyes. Powerful to. Reflection of a great single mom can't be everything by herself. His father could have possibly saved his life had he had that presence. How many of our young brothers deceased had fathers?? 🤔No Fathers is whats killing our young brothers n sisters. He was a determined king. So like on earth shall he rise in spirit. Rip young king
RIP young man, it's sad fr, he accidentally killed his best friend and prolly thought his life was over with, and to top it off his girl cheats on him, that's enough to push any man over the edge. Rest In Peace. *Edit Ppl mistaking what i said, it was a combination of killing his best friend and his girl cheating that would be hard for any man to take. That point is valid. I don't know what kind of heartless demons live on here but it'd be hard asf to live with the guilt of killing your best friend. @Carpe Diem, eat a d.
@@rizzie1176 I mean whats the point they just gonna keep killing eachother til they all gone 🤷 then all the kkk members looking at it on the news clapping 👏 they hands like good job👍
Real niggas can tell wassup with cuhz You can see da agony in His eyes you can tell He traumatized u can see da pain It’s times like these when everyone wanna care bout you Mane shit sad fr Don’t nobody love u till u Dead or locked All Prayers to his Momma I know what’s it’s like to only have one parent n goin thru da struggle shit not it Rip loaded
You can see in his eyes that he even tho he was alive he wasn't really living and I can relate to the core. Feeling lonely and unloved with death all around you it takes a toll on you especially being young with no one to talk to or folks around you feel you can't talk to. But it's dope asf how he stepped up after his brothers departure turned himself all the way up and still wasn't happy just goes to show you this material shit don't make you happy.
@@SilkDoctrhe smirked because his brothers killers got handled and he wasn’t gonna snitch to Vlad who’s been known to do sketchy interviews which usually proceed an arrest of an artist who talked too much
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His Eyes , His movements , speech & more .. he had real life Pain .. blessin to His family
may god rest his soul u can see his pain fr
Yes you can see his depression sad my mom has been depressed and hospitalized several times when my pops got murdered in 09 me and my twin brother were 8 years old we are 20 now and my baby twin brother has a son named after my father and my mom has him all the time if she’s not working he brought my mom back to life
🙏🏾🙏🏾
R.I.P DAWQ.
Lmao stfu
Hearing Vlad say, “ ur only 19 u got ya whole life ahead of u “ shit hit different now.. And buddy was depressed as fuck, his eyes tell it all.. His soul was tired.. RestUpKing..
He wasn’t even depressed nigga he just got out for accidentally killing someone he was close then walked in on his girl getting fucked I don’t think he had depression all his life or something but seeing his dead friend probably gave him a traumatic experience and the girlfriend thing pushed him to the edge not everyone who commits suicide is depressed as weird as that sounds
He high
@@sgnavenue2392 he most definitely suffers from anxiety and depression l m a o. he has anxiety twitches, slips up on words, shakes. man was suffering. he WAS depressed. don’t invalid mental illness like that.
@@alaynaroseland1901 exactly, mental illness builds up overtime. It doesnt come from one experience. Not everyone who gets cheated on commits suicide nor does everyone with anxiety, but when everything builds up they reach that point
The narratives ppl come up with & then they actually believe themselves & try to convince others.
He’s very chill and intelligent. When he said “stuff gets heavy” you could see in his eyes he has always tried to hide his pain and do what he has to do through all of it. RIP Lil Loaded 🕊
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Intelligent. LOL
Or just dumb?
@@T.Sullivan 😂yeah naw
@@T.Sullivan he really is lmao
I feel so sad for his mom, having to bury her two sons. RIP Loaded
🥺😢
Imagine how the siblings feel. Losing both their brothers.
@@ImInfluence some things can be out of your control
@@ImInfluence trust me ik nuff people who are about that life who ain’t got no dad and their mum tries their best to keep them away from that shit. saying it’s the mums fault is disrespectful af cause it’s 99% out of their control. you can only teach a child morals his environment will teach him the rest
Especially the little brother, imagine losing your two big brothers to the streets
Vlad’s library is like a cemetery for souls and careers
WOWW it seems that way, but its probably bcuz the high risk lives he covers 🤷🏾♀️ ie: former block/dope boys, hittas, gang members etc...it’s hard to escape the oppression of the hood
Lol
Vlad pin this guys comment 🤣😂😂🤣
@@kia4020 NBA young boy is a good example
Dam
bro definitely slide for his brother. His life was full of pain, u can see the pain in his eyes, his answers and his interaction. The only time he was up was when he was talking about his music and bars. He had the passion and was gonna make it super big, Rest in paradise king
He wasn’t a king
@@McCorkleMinuteYes he was
@McCorkleMinute hating on someone when u look like a turkey like sit down loaded was a inspiration
You can see the pain in his eyes. He didn’t want to be in the environment and have to live the life he lived or had to live. A lot of pain in there and I feel bad he didn’t have the genuine support he needed. Bro didn’t need yes men he needed love. Love your brothers man
that’s all our story bro we don’t wanna do it nd ain’t no daddy here to set the traccs
There's no pain in his eyes. He was murdered
@@theguy9067 bro..? he commit suicide.
@@theguy9067 🤨🤨 huh
@@theguy9067 If you don't see pain in is eyes, you've been never in a real struggle before.
I didn’t know him or his music but he seems like a really nice gentle young man!! Rip
That's wat he seems, but u don't knw wat he was goin thru on the inside. Nigga was fighting demons bruh
You should check out is music he is fire
He was very aware
Lol he shot his friends.
@@YedolfWesler isnt proved
He seemed like a really good kid. He isn't all high and talking like a momo. He is paying attention and speaks well. Sad shit. Never heard of him but now I am going to go discover his music.
He’s definitely high..and he’s in pain as he speak he’s just holding up..it’s a lot of us like that in Chicago😔💯
@@loudpackshawty5849 if he is lit he just burned a lil something he fasho ain't leaning or anything if he is it's not enough to show fr
@@ronjones3977 I know plenty of people on hard drugs that you couldn't tell. Loaded popped percs and oxycodone is over 5x stronger than codeine and the promethazine in lean is just an antihistamine.
@Steven Seth So insightful and helpful post......sarcasm absolutely intended.
Sometimes it's best not to respond and not impulsively contaminate the comments with absolutely a diarrhea brain post.
Rip
No child should go through this much pain.... RIP
Damn, this guy is so clearly a nice and genuine guy
RIP Deshawn... we failed you. 💔 This man gave some of the best freestyles in my art class, it’ll be hard to forget you.
You went to school with him ?
@@Cleveland-fp8kh yeah.
stay strong
@@festeringian 😪💙 facts
@@shandalynlashea one love
I can see through his eyes he’s depressed. Rest up
Fr i can see it to i suffer from depression as well so it's easy to spot
I think it's more that he don't trust vlad and dude is really thinking before he talks
@@igot5onit423 lmao 🤣
Yea he look like he Disturbed
@@igot5onit423 I noticed that also 🤣
RIP lil loaded he had so much future ahead of him but you can see the pain in his eyes was just too much even for someone like him🕊️
The first thing that caught my attention was his eyes.. You can tell he went through a lot..He was definitely a real one.
U can see the pain in his eyes🥺 rest in peace🕊
3:33 he smirked when vlad said did anyone ever get convicted and asked what happened to him he fr settled the problem probably 💯
I believe they handled it too
I agree
Fasho
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His mother really had to bury not one of her children... but TWO..One is more than enough to destroy her soul, so imagine how she feels now..God bless her fr 🥺🙏🙏🙏
Jitt eyes say a lot man. Shit not even fair ppl gotta go through allat. Imagine 15, lost his bro, went straight to the streets, got damn near popped in his grill, walked away with a hole in his hand... buddy only 19. That’s fucked up.
You can clearly see the pain. It’s sad bro needed love
fr mane rip lil dude
God warns us , and send us signs some people ignore them sad
Most of us have rough traumatic lives no one gets a pass for taking their own life
didn't he kill his freind? and he was facing trial for murder? was he depressed or didn't want to face the time
He seem so calm and cold it's not hard to believe that he's been there and done that. You can always get the vibe from those type of ppl.
He does seem cold but it's everything he gone through as a child. Let's be real. He was young. A child through a lot of the horrible things he went through. That stuff will make you cold. God bless his soul. RIP Lil loaded.
@Bugs4419 that's what I'm sayin
“Can u say for what”
“Nah”
Bruh got my respect with that response 💯💯 rip to a good nigga
he would not tell but he knew exactly what happened
That smirk told it all🤫😏
No disrespect fam but ain't you White?😂
Man that hurt me when he said no mother should have to bury their child and it's a different kind of hurt and they saying he committed suicide damn man she has to bury him now. Everybody please remember suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem
Rip LiL Loaded♥️
Go watch cody itc youtube channel he contacts this young man on the otherside its crazy.
@@anthonypeters44 I'm not sure I believe in too much of that Spirit box stuff sir people do a lot of that just for views but if he gives people comfort then so be it ❤️
@@anthonypeters44 it aint real thats why its crazy
True true true , u sho no what to say !!!
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Damn, I had to go back and watch this again. RIP lil homie. I know how you felt. I been there. I am there. Some of the things we had to do never leave us. This life isn’t fun. It’s no good at all. We ready to go. Some of us still forced to be here though. You rest easy. I’m just keep waiting.
Don’t give up. I promise you that it’ll get better.
that shit will let you go brother, I promise
Not only was he too young, but well connected? Why? Over a girl! Stress? Too much to even think about wo shaking. FR. Heartbroken old lady. White, Indian, black, who knows? The creator. Just granny will be fine. 😊 Adore you Boyz bravery, honestly, heartbreak be intense. 😮😮woo. Getting wiggy wit it.
They be happiest when they wit they friends. They close wit God and their mamas. Rip , yes the fans miss you. God's warriors. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
“No parent think they gonna have to bury they child” his mother has to live that nightmare now
Second time for her now
She Already Buried Her Eldest Son
Lil Loaded Was Her Only Living Son . Now She Has Her 3 Daughters
🙏🏽🙏🏽💐💐
2nd time
"How hard was that funeral?" Bro wtf are some of these questions, he already knows the answer to most of his questions
Can hear the pain in his voice and see it in his eyes, he listens very well, sad to see hes gone
Real recognize real and jit was a real one. RIP lil homie.
Im 32 and lost my brother through horrific circumstances 7 months ago and my whole life has crashed down and i spend everyday with no direction or care. I feel this kids pain. Rest in peace to all. X
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Me 2 1month for me
@@thegreatelmo1 what happened bro?
rest In peace bro
Rip young king. Everybody is built different. People have to pay attention to their mental health & maintain some sort of spiritual balance without that, it's easy to find yourself in a dark space.
I've seen a part of this video many many times and honestly the comments here on youtube are so heartwarming over how sad this truly is. Compared to comments on fb. The people in these comments truly understand and see that this young man was in some serious pain and went through things he shouldn't of. May god rest his soul. Rip Lil Loaded 🙏❤️
Man it's sad that he passed he seems like an intelligent kid that got emotionally hurt. RIP
"It was hard cuz like no mama thinks they gonna have to bury their child" goddamn Loaded 😥he really was a good dude caught up in the fire
And she ended up having to bury two of her children 🤦♂️I feel so bad his mother and family RIP to him🙏
This gentleman was a true gem he was so extremely talented, extremely intelligent, you could feel his pain he was humble, caring he had dreams to make it out and help not only his family but the community and world as a whole he wanted to make enough stacks to even throw at incurable diseases if you don’t hear but listen he had so many inspiring future plans
I think he was raised in that life so strongly it was almost impossible to pry him away from it.
He looks like he is in so much pain! I feel so sorry for everything him and his family friends went through!
People don't understand the depression that a lot of us live with it suppress inside and most times nobody wanna listen, especially as a man cause we're expected not to be emotional. You can't escape what is hereditary. Nothing worse than the closest people to you taking themselves out or giving up and streets and depression causes them to die to things most people could survive if they could find a happy place. R.I.P. to everyone I lost to suicide or who gave up and depression pushed there health issues until it assisted in them passing away
He really kept a lot to himself . Rip I’m the same way
Same here
I pray you’ll persevere through it all, we care about you and when you don’t see it just know someone out here loves and cares for you no matter what. God bless you ❤
@@Ufw_dkm dam idk how I manage to see this but I kno god showed me your comment for a reason . Thank you fam I love you too and I needed to hear tht✊🏾♥️
Hey Dwayne it's a year later but I hope you've learned that you can't carry everything alone. I pray you've found peace with the things you hold inside.
@@princessasia1280 Thank you I appreciate it even if it’s a year later🙏🏾 ,Long talks to myself at night help me reevaluate where I stand in this world. It’s a everyday struggle and I’m getting better but I still have urges of pressing that “eject button” when times get rough.
He got it back for his brother in blood i see it in his eyes, rest easy bruh 🖤
RIP I know getting your heart broke is devastating I wish someone would have told this young man that life goes on and the pain eventually disappears ❤️❤️
Wasn’t just getting his heart broke over a girl. He went through a lot the last decade of his life. I don’t blame him.
Hi Mia how are u
Had to come back to it. Some rappers you can tell mean everything they say. Von, Jay Z, YNW Melly, Young Thug, and this kid come to mind. He was going thru it. It’s all in the eyes. RIP Man
I like how he is not answering certain questions!!! He is a smart young guy!! He's not stuck on designer clothes!!!
*was, rip
But how smart can someone be to either kill himself or be killed after rapping about selling dope to his own people, shooting his own people and being a womanizer.
Notice all the cuts, the fact he doesn’t answer some questions. Look at his mannerisms, the way he looks at him and speaks, he does not trust him. Something tells me he regretted this interview because he knows something’s up. Smart man right there
The EYES don't lie. I pray his soul finds peace...and his brother. 🤲🏻🕊🕊
Most times
He had a lot going on. Too much on the mind for such a young age. Poor baby. R.I.P. Lil Loaded.
I mean his eyes show the sadness. I can understand, when one family member dies, you internally die with them. A true legend, he motivated me in many good ways.
I live in London and never heard of this dude before, heard of his passing and this popped up! I'm now streaming his music. Don't always assume people do things for money for their own pockets. We move and we learn 🙏🏾
Watching that really hit hard as to how he looks depressed and how much heartache he had in his short life 💔😢 really emotional. You can see if in his face. Only listened to his music because of what's happened but man that was hard to watch. RIP Young man
yeah, the news fucked me up when I heard it
Every time we die, one thing for sure, vlad television is gonna give us ah well timely condolence reminder video. Rip Loaded
REST IN PEACE Lil LOADED 💙💙💙💙💙🕊🕊
Have y’all seen the video titled NLE Choppa Killed Lil Loaded, Juice Wrld, King Von and Pop Smoke by someone named Greedy bro this shi is crazy 😱😱
@@lildiamond5952lil loaded committed suicide
This kid been through hell. Sad. And Dallas ain’t no joke folks.
This little baby boy has no evil in his heart and soul, you can tell it by looking at his eyes... Life path and environment made him gone through hell.... May God Bless and Mercy his soul.💎🙏
I remember first watching this interview and thinking this boy is hurting. He got the PTSD shakes goin on. I remember hoping that this music would pull him out of his darkness. I been in a position where a woman seemed like my whole world. I still think about her often but u can't take ur life over a female. Escpecially, since he has all this success coming from the rap shit. I didn't have shit like that goin on for me at the time, so I didn't have women lining up just a beautiful as the one I lost. Big loss bro. C.I.P.
Man currently dealing with the same shit. Pretty sure I lost my soul mate an I'd be lieing if I said I haven't contemplated taking one to the head over it. Love is powerful man.
@@gamebred5662 Man You Have A Big And Beautiful Life Ahead . Take Care Of Yourself Brother ❤️
I think it was the straw that broke the camel’s back
Crip in peace
Time heals all. Big hug
The importance of Dads/Fathers to be in their children’s lives & raise them & give them proper morals , values, & wisdom is invaluable!!!!! If this young man had a strong dad in his life he would’ve probably never killed his friend by accident or got depressed over a female cheating on him. No judgement here but the Strong Male influence is something that is lacking in a lot of our young men. RIP
People with both parents commit suicide all the time this is just a kid that has been through a lot and could have benefited from sitting down and talking to someone we got to start normalizing therapy and black communities kids are influenced by the people around them the parents are just one part
@@ojerico6097 Nah man kids that never have a strong dad as a role model usually go the wrong way
@@ojerico6097 I’m with you normalize therapy. But this kid specifically said his dad was locked up & from growing up around a lot of kids with no fathers & being a person who actually had a father . I can definitely tell a difference in the lessons you learn that only a man can teach you .
Fact G! In Richard Cooper's book, he says, most sons raised by single mums end up as criminals, we once had a boy who shot a crowd of people, it was later found the dude was raised by a single mum, Fathers need to be around when raising their sons!
@@salimthedon amen brother
I'm from east dallas and the first 6 minutes I been thru what he went thru with friends....sad thing is I know nobody cares so yea I feel him on the crying later part moved to ATL and found a better life ....to the kids in the D get out when you can there is more to life and I hate he took his own life for what ever reason all he needed was a hug rest up man death is easy cuz life is hard
Or just move to a different Texas city
Tryin im from the 6 aka greedy grove/65 grove side
He said one thing with me is that I'm a "thinker", like Chester Bennington said being in your head can be a bad place and dangerous.
Yeah sometimes I have to remind myself to get out of my head and back into my body. Enjoy where I am and experience the moments.
Damn man. The pain, strength, and all the other emotions you can see in his eyes. The way he’s answering the questions is just different. He really probably just needed someone to talk to and I mean really talk…. He talks about losing his brother, getting shot, and music all so easy and vlad keeps asking. I don’t know what if anything could have saved him, but Vlad prob didn’t help. And I went through a messed up break up recently myself but with all the pain and everything this man has been through and then takes his life over a woman sucks and sounds crazy but it is crazy how a woman can make you feel that bad. She was prob the one person he felt he could lean on then lost her and lost hope. Sad stuff
Damn I feel like a real one was lost smh. I fuck wit his energy from what I can see. It’s sad that so called friends and family either don’t pay attention to signs or don’t care enough to genuinely and aggressively address it and try to help. People always brushing something off no matter how bad the consequences may be. People don’t take life serious enough
R.I.P Young 20 🕊❤️
RIP Lil Loaded 😢🙏🏾🙏🏾
I still can't believe dude killed himself he had a lot of potential condolences to his family man rip 🙏🏾
It doesn’t make sense
maybe he was suicide streets are crazy
Life is hard. Don’t matter how talented, rich, or privileged you are. The way some brains are wired are just too much to tolerate.
It’s pretty obvious if you look into it.
He killed himself, there is no conspiracy.
He was depressed and sad about his gf, his friend he killed and his looming case
Just started listening to him last week smfh lil Homie was talented AF
Same way I was with pop smoke I started listening to dude day before he died
He still hadn’t soaked the fame up obviously! I feel soooo sad for this baby! 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🥲
I never heard your music young man "But rest in peace "🙏🏿
I like hw smart he is, no snitch💔
Y'all can say what you want about Vlad but he's always congratulating these indie young rappers on their catalogues when they come on his platform cause he knows how hard it is to churn out millions of organic views without a label behind you. Niggas be sayin he trying to get them indicted but he really looks into the music prior to interviews unlike other bigger platforms like say a breakfast club.
Vlad don't put words in people's mouth.. people act like dude is a cop but it kinda is his job.. and the Breakfast club is all clickbate
Ong bro ive never gotten all the hate he gets
R.i.p loaded vibe ❤❤❤
Heartbreaking .. God rest his soul.. I hate seeing all these rappers die so young.. RIP 🙏
Go watch cody itc youtube channel he contacts this young man he said iam stuck in a dead space cody helped him to the light and this young man confirmed that he did cross over and isn't stuck anymore he came thru the spirit box sesion as clear as a phone call.
Father God I pray his soul/spirit returns to you don’t let the devil take his souls Lord. I ask for mercy and grace. Lord you can tell that he was a smart child but grew up hard without clear direction. Lord God I pray for mercy Lord save his soul in Jesus Name Amen
Amen 🙏🏽
Amen.
That smirk when asked if he knew about the situation which led to his brothers death says it all
Omm he knew exactly what happen
U think that his smirk is cuz he did something to the brother?
Cuz if that’s what you’re thinking, you’re trippin
He smirked cuz he ain’t ratting
same when he asked if the killer got arrested or charged
His killer gat 💨
This poor baby. I understand that pain its crippling. I wish he had lived and his mom,I know her suffering cuz I lost my daughter in 21 and nothing trumps that. I hope he at peace finally 😢😢❤
Sad when a life story can be told in 30 minutes. RIP young man
damn bru him and his bro both died young af imagine how his momma feel
@Steven Seth stfu steven ill slap the shut out you
@@JB-cw7rf " shut"😂
Have y’all seen the video titled NLE Choppa Killed Lil Loaded, Juice Wrld, King Von and Pop Smoke by someone named Greedy bro this shi is crazy 😱😱
@Joe Blow bro u mad disrespectful for that
@@lildiamond5952 shut up
Even now hits hard, RIP Loaded
“After two years you start crying again?”, Gladtv
Watching this breaks my heart. So young, so much potential wasted. RIP young man.
I can see pain in his eyes 👁 from the start
Have y’all seen the video titled NLE Choppa Killed Lil Loaded, Juice Wrld, King Von and Pop Smoke by someone named Greedy bro this shi is crazy 😱😱
@@lildiamond5952 Stop spamming
Fr bro i remember seeing the video last year and thinking to myself that he looks depressed
Sad thing, he’s a child with a deep pain and matter of fact attitude. I like the fact Vlad asks a “can you talk about that” and he says no. Wise in some ways beyond his years.
I remember watching this interview awhile ago and liking this lil dude ! Supah Sad !
We the people actually love this guy. No one gave him nothing. He earned it , maybe not traditional but ......... These guys don't get the same opportunities as others. Facts. Pure and simple. God makes us all perfect. Too bad humans can't realize their sins. 😢😮😢
I just wish we would normalize COUNSELING for young troubled teens instead of jail/prison. Even if they do end up being incarcerated, counseling should be mandatory!!! RIP to him and all the other young men/women who’ve lost their life to street violence. 🙏🏽💐❤️
I lost my oldest brother and youngest brother within a year of each other (they both died of suicide). If his brother died when he was 15, and he's only 19 in this interview - he's still processing the death. He's likely got ptsd. I feel so bad for him and his family going through that loss, and then this young man's life as well. I wish them all the best in their grieving. It never, ever goes away, but it becomes *easier* in a way to live with.
Damn I'm so sorry for your loss I lost my oldest brother to suicide too
Keep your head up and live for them
So sad, I hope he found his peace. Rest Easy Big Loaded
He dead sadly
He kept it real G he didn't incriminate himself or no one else
I remember the first time I seen this interview a while back I had an intuition this guy would most likely end up in a bad situation again but I could have never saw that he would go out the way he did
Same I knew sum was weird how he anwsered vlads questions
@@realstepper7289 same sad forreal!!
What happened to him
Oh wow he was so young going thru so much, at such a early age, i feel bad for his mom im so sorry, prayers go out to his mom, rest in peace lil lo u was the goat.
It has to be so hard for a parent knowing that their child is in the streets and they can’t do nothing about it.Being a father of 2 grown sons & 1 grown daughter I would have tried everything I could to move the
anywhere to save them!
Had to check in to hear the young king. He definitely had a lot of pain embedded in him. Its all in his eyes. Powerful to. Reflection of a great single mom can't be everything by herself. His father could have possibly saved his life had he had that presence. How many of our young brothers deceased had fathers?? 🤔No Fathers is whats killing our young brothers n sisters. He was a determined king. So like on earth shall he rise in spirit. Rip young king
All facts and not one opinion
bro look like he could cry at anytime during this video
He was with the best of the goats. ❤❤❤❤ Much love always and forever. Peace.
RIP young man, it's sad fr, he accidentally killed his best friend and prolly thought his life was over with, and to top it off his girl cheats on him, that's enough to push any man over the edge. Rest In Peace.
*Edit Ppl mistaking what i said, it was a combination of killing his best friend and his girl cheating that would be hard for any man to take. That point is valid. I don't know what kind of heartless demons live on here but it'd be hard asf to live with the guilt of killing your best friend. @Carpe Diem, eat a d.
Any man? No. Only you soft single mother raised dudes.
Yea a person can only take so much
@@carpediem4512 😂 real talk
@@carpediem4512 Facts
Bro he should make a song abt his brother died
Can see he was a real one just by looking into his eyes.. Wish I could be like him. Rip man
3:32 They definitely killed whoever killed his older brother look at that smirk👀
Ong that shit gets me Everytime he definitely popped em😂😂🤣
Oh for sure they handled that.
Agreed
@@rizzie1176 I mean whats the point they just gonna keep killing eachother til they all gone 🤷 then all the kkk members looking at it on the news clapping 👏 they hands like good job👍
I can just tell by his body language they definitely took care of that
Fans, friends and family have these interviews to watch and cherish for years to come. 💕🙏
RIP lil loaded even tho I heard yo music with YG!💯🙏🏼🙏🏼
Real niggas can tell wassup with cuhz You can see da agony in His eyes you can tell He traumatized u can see da pain It’s times like these when everyone wanna care bout you Mane shit sad fr Don’t nobody love u till u Dead or locked All Prayers to his Momma I know what’s it’s like to only have one parent n goin thru da struggle shit not it Rip loaded
You could tell lil one wasn't sleeping. Rest easy now Young King 🤴🏿🙏💔😢
This shit sad af
You can see in his eyes that he even tho he was alive he wasn't really living and I can relate to the core. Feeling lonely and unloved with death all around you it takes a toll on you especially being young with no one to talk to or folks around you feel you can't talk to. But it's dope asf how he stepped up after his brothers departure turned himself all the way up and still wasn't happy just goes to show you this material shit don't make you happy.
You can tell he’s a real and genuine dude, just grew up fucked up. RIP Loaded 🕊️
why didnhe smile when talking about his brother
@@SilkDoctr he got his revenge
@@iPolitely what do you mean
@@SilkDoctrhe smirked because his brothers killers got handled and he wasn’t gonna snitch to Vlad who’s been known to do sketchy interviews which usually proceed an arrest of an artist who talked too much
I love uu loaded 💙💙✨
R,I,P Legend💙💙🌠♿♿
he will keep living thru us, you can see the pain in him eyes poor fam he's in a better place now tho rest in peace lil loaded
I’m no expert but I recognize ptsd when I see it 🥺 you can tell he needed help. R.I.P we love you Loaded ❤️
Rip
Lil loaded and sorry about ur brother ❤ and its sad your mom had to bury yall both RIP love yall