please read this, your tears are too precious to waste 🫶 insecurities: i know it’s hard, “what will people think of me, what if they think I’m ugly” but you aren’t. you are so so beautiful/handsome and we are all in our own ways. just because we are different, dosent mean we are ugly. nobody is going to be perfect, we are all different, we are all gorgeous in our own ways and i don’t even know you, i don’t even know what you look like but study’s say that people find you 45% more attractive then you see yourself. i mean imagine how many people have wished to look like you, how many people wished to be like you. becuase I’m going to be honest here most of us here think themselves as ugly. it’s always the prettiest people that are insecure and i bet you you are so gorgeous/handsome, and your just overthinking it all. i don’t even know you but i care about you so much and you can always talk to me/someone if you need to. i love you all loosing pet/family member: i know how hard this is and i just want to say I am so so sorry for your loss. there’s going to be pain, there’s going to be lots of cries. and that’s super understandable, anybody who has lost a family member or pet deserves to cry, it’s so hard when this happens. but it’ll get better, i know this won’t change anything because it’s so painful as you just want them back, but they will always be in your heart. you should be proud of yourself for being so kind to them in life, giving your pet a home, making happy memories so they can die happily. knowing that they are loved, by you anyways. you should be proud of yourself for letting them die happily, and letting them die loved. you will get through this, there will be so many tears on the way but you will find ways to cope i promise you that. it’ll get better, you’ll still cry every now and again but you’ll be better. you’ll be happy again, we will be here for you and i don’t even know you, but I love you and you are so so strong. im proud of u family issues: i know it’s hard, and I am so sorry. It’ll get better though, i promise you that. you just need the patience, and they have no right to treat you that way im so so sorry. Remember you are still so loved, and you are enough. don’t let them bring you down, you are gorgeous/ handsome, you are funny, you are kind, you are caring, you don’t deserve this. you are enough I promise you. If you need anyone to talk to im here. And other people will be too. I am so proud of you you are so strong. I love you and like I said I promise you it’ll get better. You just need patience ml 🫶 Friendship breakup/ breakup: I am so so sorry, it’s so hard when this happens. They didn’t deserve you. Please don’t let them hurt you, you are so strong and I know you can get through this. And you are also so loved, people come and go along the way but you will eventually find the one that stays I promise you. I/we are all here for you and you will get through this I promise. I don’t even know you but I love you 🫶 this is just for the breakup bit: I promise you you will find someone new, someone who loves you, someone who thinks your gorgeous, someone who thinks your handsome, someone who thinks your funny, someone who thinks your kind, someone who you deserve and they deserve you. Someone who loves you. You just need patience, ilysm and we are all here for you.
I’m so sorry you feel that way. If your friends make you feel like that then you can do better, I know it may be hard but you will meet people at the right place and right time in your life. Although it may not be now, it will happen.
most days i just wish i was never alive bc like whats the point on living bc theres no reason to be living and the thing is i hate myself bc im a bad sister, granddaughter, daughter and friend i just wish i can make people happy but i cant i hate how i look and i hate how i sound and i hate just being me
It’s getting to hard, I’m being avoided yelled at lied to I’m having all these bad thoughts and I’m the one apologizing? Why can anyone understand it’s not my fault.
Hey, you can feel free to vent to me. I’ll listen and give my best advice. I know I’m no therapist, but I feel like you’ll feel better if you talk to somebody about what your going through. And just remember your never alone in life, although it can feel like it now you are never alone
@@lightzxxooothanks so much it’s just I think my friends are leaving me out I had friend that I used to joke around with and say like insults that were jokes and I did it with them and now I’m being left out and now I have to apologize so I’m doing that’s tomorrow but it’s not my fault soooo yeah
The same thing happened one time too. I understand that it can be a joke but sometimes people can get offended by things like that. I totally get you never meant to harm them but sometimes certain words stick to people and hurt them. I’m not blaming you whatsoever it’s not your fault at all. They could’ve had a better approach and told you how they felt. Instead of ignoring you.
Im so sorry about what happened,I hope you are able to surround yourself w people who actually deserve you 💐 If you need to vent/rant or just talk about things,im here for you Im honestly so proud of you for being here💐You can get through this
No its sad because everyday I feel it getting worse. I'm not depressed but it feels like every night I'm crying over somthing. I can't take it anymore, like honestly, and when even I try to talk about my problems they make it about them selves or say I'm acting like my parents. It's soul crushing, I hate being compared to my father he's a alright dad but I don't want to be him, I want to be my own person and my parents want me to be them. It's not fair. Besides nobody will every understand or even tell my parents, nobody will know the amount of blood I've caused myself to loose. I wish everyone would just leave me alone. I know, I might sound like a little kid ranting about how my parents want me to be them, and I'd like to thank you if you've read this all . If you want to talk please do, you read my vent I don't want to be the only one to vent so please if you want vent or tell me about everything that's been bothering you. But thank you for reading and I hope you get better, I really do. :)
it doesnt matter if a little kid ranting or an adult ranting your feelings are still valid and i hope you know that you are not wrong for having to feel whatever you feel
@@iirise thank you I really needed to hear that, even if I'll never meet you or even get to know you, you've effected my life and I thank you. I wish the best for you. :)
Tonight If I chase down a bottle of pills And I fall asleep But just don't wake up I want you to know Im sorry I couldn't be stronger If it makes you feel any better though It took a lot of strength To convince myself to do this Im not weak But I am tired If my life is headed for gold Why do I only see grey Sleep calls me in deeper So I fade into black And I hope my body isn't hard to clean up
@@depresoexpresoidk but it’s true I am the worst version of myself rn and I try to get better but I’m not. I’m sure my parents would’ve liked a better, smarter, nicer son instead of me I just wish I wasn’t born
dont say that please i bet your parents are really happy to have a son like you no matter what and i know how you are feeling bc my parents told me they wish they never gave birth to me but hey you want to know something dont let them bother you and i bet you are the Nicest person in the world and you are smart enough and guess what if you weren't born would you have any friends or have a family. Im happy that you got born bc i wouldnt be talking to an amazing person like you @@nigereanprinc
The problem I'm a Muslim and i can't suicide becuz it's forbidden in islam , I always praying that my family will stop fighting and becoming better but I don't think they will change
Spreading this message for people who don't feel well, pls read It's been hard for you, I know and I can't believe how imaginably painful it can be. Sometimes life causes us stuff to lose ourselves or get us out of shape. Its not your fault that these demons want to take over your beautiful neart. I miss the old you, the way the whole room light up just by the sound of your laughter. I miss how you didn't go to your mirror and curse out yourself thinking you're ugly. We all have flaws and we aren't perfect. I know its hard to feel love, or love and trust someone because it might dissappear in the end, right? Well, my love for you will never end. I hope everyones love for you will never end. I hope people care fod you and undrstand you. I will fight for you. We will fight this together. Everytime when I look at the sky I think of you. You are not a freak. You are not a monster. You are a real human being with feelings. You don't annoy me, or other people. It makes me feel lead seeing you struggling. It seems like no one understands you, but stranger, I do. I see your pain and your worry. I wish I could take every negative moment in your life and burn it to Ashes. You deserve so much better, man :( If you are having a bad day, don't start it with a bunch of sad music. You can try to heal all your marks that are scars on your body with help, if you could. I hope all of them get better if you have done self harm. Enough beating yourself up, okay? I want you to feel alive, to be happy. I want you to keep going. You can hold on to me, i wont let you down :) I want you to look at the times you were a little kid, when you didn't give up on trying to swim for the first time, the way you didn't give up on trying to walk for the first time, the way you didn't give up on trying to talk. You didn't give up on anything. You kept on pushing so why can't you now? I know its hard but please don't give up. You can hold on to me, I won't let you down :) try to do a little self care. You deserve happiness and good stuff. Please don't harm yourself, it makes things worse. Please don't starve yourself either. You deserve food to eat and water to drink. It's okay to cry. Crying doesn't make you weak. You can tell me what's wrong. It's everything, isn't it? Is it the hate? Please don't listen to haters. Block all negative people and try to distract yourself from bad stuff. I know it feels like there are a bunch of heartstrings pulling you down. I know that you wanna die but won't do it, right? Yk why? Because you live here. You will find your happiness here, you will build your own home here and make a family here. Because you were born in this world :) You belong here. I hope your bad thoughts end. I want to hug you and hope to hug you but since I can't, and that I'm behind a screen, I will give you a warm virtual hug :) I love you so much man. :) I hope you find happiness forever. As you can see I am saying a lot of "I hope" because even if no one has hope for you, or if you don't have hope for yourself I will have the hope for you. I am writing this msg for you and give you support because you deserve GOOD THINGS. You light up my world by reading this :) you deserve more than any damn cent in this world.. if you have a friend that is by your side then you don't know how lucky she/he/they are :) if you lost a loved one then I am so sorry for your loss. They lived a great time with you. Or if you got kicked out because you were not supported, then I am so sorry you had to go through that, I support you no matter what race, religion, sexuality, personality or any hobbies you have. :) I know its bad and you might see the world without color, so let me make you see the world a little bit colorful today. My favorite color is yellow, so whenever you see yellow I hope you can think of my words. Now since its getting late for you, you should get some rest. Life for those who don't know what a genuine smile is. If you read all of it until tomorrow, my friend :) Have a great day and a great year.
Gotta ask a question my mom saw the bandage on my thigh and wanted to look at what it was for i got away with it thankfully but i have to change places where is the best place do you guys have any suggestions?
my whole life i have took everyones anger off their chest but still, they keep getting more, and I won’t stop till they are all happy. even though the only person who asked if i was okay, is now fatphobic and rasict. but life happens yk?
My vent cus i need to before i commit ded:I feel like all my life my brother has gotten most of the attention, I absolutely hate my body, ive had these thoughts that i didn't exist the past few days, I'm getting so far from the real world.. ive lost a friend of my friends a few months ago and she was the only thing that really cared about me, honestly my family does make comments on my Weight or tell me im lazy when i try my darnedest to make them happy, i always tell myself that i need happy pills and its starting tonget bad, im honestly this close 🤏 too committing ded, im only 11 going to 12! WHY DID GOD PUT ME THROUGH THIS?! DOES GOD CARE?! my mom was a Christian so ik scared to come out to her, my dad always treats my brother as the favorite, and i cried myself to sleep because of the crippling suspicion that my parents never wanted me! And to think i was a happy lil girl for 10 years, and i turn into this.. Its breaks my heart 💔.. Ive waited long enough for god to make myblife better, but now i wanna end it! And the thing is, i think ppl will be better without me! anyways that's it, 😅
No you gotta stay here girl. If you believe in God, he does have something planned for you in life. I'm agnostic but my moma is Christian so she's told me this. And you gotta stay positive. Instead of looking at your "imperfections" look at your "perfections".xx
please read this, your tears are too precious to waste 🫶
insecurities: i know it’s hard, “what will people think of me, what if they think I’m ugly” but you aren’t. you are so so beautiful/handsome and we are all in our own ways. just because we are different, dosent mean we are ugly. nobody is going to be perfect, we are all different, we are all gorgeous in our own ways and i don’t even know you, i don’t even know what you look like but study’s say that people find you 45% more attractive then you see yourself. i mean imagine how many people have wished to look like you, how many people wished to be like you. becuase I’m going to be honest here most of us here think themselves as ugly. it’s always the prettiest people that are insecure and i bet you you are so gorgeous/handsome, and your just overthinking it all. i don’t even know you but i care about you so much and you can always talk to me/someone if you need to. i love you all
loosing pet/family member:
i know how hard this is and i just want to say I am so so sorry for your loss. there’s going to be pain, there’s going to be lots of cries. and that’s super understandable, anybody who has lost a family member or pet deserves to cry, it’s so hard when this happens. but it’ll get better, i know this won’t change anything because it’s so painful as you just want them back, but they will always be in your heart. you should be proud of yourself for being so kind to them in life, giving your pet a home, making happy memories so they can die happily. knowing that they are loved, by you anyways. you should be proud of yourself for letting them die happily, and letting them die loved. you will get through this, there will be so many tears on the way but you will find ways to cope i promise you that. it’ll get better, you’ll still cry every now and again but you’ll be better. you’ll be happy again, we will be here for you and i don’t even know you, but I love you and you are so so strong. im proud of u
family issues:
i know it’s hard, and I am so sorry. It’ll get better though, i promise you that. you just need the patience, and they have no right to treat you that way im so so sorry. Remember you are still so loved, and you are enough. don’t let them bring you down, you are gorgeous/ handsome, you are funny, you are kind, you are caring, you don’t deserve this. you are enough I promise you. If you need anyone to talk to im here. And other people will be too. I am so proud of you you are so strong. I love you and like I said I promise you it’ll get better. You just need patience ml 🫶
Friendship breakup/ breakup: I am so so sorry, it’s so hard when this happens. They didn’t deserve you. Please don’t let them hurt you, you are so strong and I know you can get through this. And you are also so loved, people come and go along the way but you will eventually find the one that stays I promise you. I/we are all here for you and you will get through this I promise. I don’t even know you but I love you 🫶 this is just for the breakup bit: I promise you you will find someone new, someone who loves you, someone who thinks your gorgeous, someone who thinks your handsome, someone who thinks your funny, someone who thinks your kind, someone who you deserve and they deserve you. Someone who loves you. You just need patience, ilysm and we are all here for you.
The fact that random people online care, love and want me more than my irl friends and family ducking hurts sm 😕
I’m so sorry you feel that way. If your friends make you feel like that then you can do better, I know it may be hard but you will meet people at the right place and right time in your life. Although it may not be now, it will happen.
@@lightzxxooo I know you’re not talking to me, but thank you for being so kind to others💗 you’re really nice and if you need to talk then I’m here ok?
@@Doudouuuuuxawe thanks
how is everyone..? I’m here for you. This is a safe place to vent. i’m all ears
I’m ok. How are you little Atlas
@@Littlebuglover Are you sure? also i’m not the best, not the worst.
I’m pretty sure. All I know is I’m still living and that’s it really.
@@Littlebuglover that’s so true. js going through the days. well, if anything bad happens, i’m here for ya
Same here for you dear.☺️
most days i just wish i was never alive bc like whats the point on living bc theres no reason to be living and the thing is i hate myself bc im a bad sister, granddaughter, daughter and friend
i just wish i can make people happy but i cant i hate how i look and i hate how i sound and i hate just being me
It’s getting to hard, I’m being avoided yelled at lied to I’m having all these bad thoughts and I’m the one apologizing? Why can anyone understand it’s not my fault.
Hey, you can feel free to vent to me. I’ll listen and give my best advice. I know I’m no therapist, but I feel like you’ll feel better if you talk to somebody about what your going through. And just remember your never alone in life, although it can feel like it now you are never alone
@@lightzxxooothanks so much it’s just I think my friends are leaving me out I had friend that I used to joke around with and say like insults that were jokes and I did it with them and now I’m being left out and now I have to apologize so I’m doing that’s tomorrow but it’s not my fault soooo yeah
The same thing happened one time too. I understand that it can be a joke but sometimes people can get offended by things like that. I totally get you never meant to harm them but sometimes certain words stick to people and hurt them. I’m not blaming you whatsoever it’s not your fault at all. They could’ve had a better approach and told you how they felt. Instead of ignoring you.
@@lightzxxooo thanks this made me feel better I’m gonna apologize tomorrow yeyyy
@@MishkaTea glad to help
3:37 - 3:47
It really is…. :( I told him things my parents don’t even know…
never forget the F in Friends or Family stands for FAKE
Im so sorry about what happened,I hope you are able to surround yourself w people who actually deserve you 💐
If you need to vent/rant or just talk about things,im here for you
Im honestly so proud of you for being here💐You can get through this
400th sub :)
She lied. She told me she didn’t like him. She got together with him. She’s a liar. LIAR. I HATE HER.
omg im so sorry that happened to you
No its sad because everyday I feel it getting worse. I'm not depressed but it feels like every night I'm crying over somthing. I can't take it anymore, like honestly, and when even I try to talk about my problems they make it about them selves or say I'm acting like my parents. It's soul crushing, I hate being compared to my father he's a alright dad but I don't want to be him, I want to be my own person and my parents want me to be them. It's not fair. Besides nobody will every understand or even tell my parents, nobody will know the amount of blood I've caused myself to loose.
I wish everyone would just leave me alone. I know, I might sound like a little kid ranting about how my parents want me to be them, and I'd like to thank you if you've read this all .
If you want to talk please do, you read my vent I don't want to be the only one to vent so please if you want vent or tell me about everything that's been bothering you.
But thank you for reading and I hope you get better, I really do. :)
it doesnt matter if a little kid ranting or an adult ranting your feelings are still valid and i hope you know that you are not wrong for having to feel whatever you feel
@@iirise thank you I really needed to hear that, even if I'll never meet you or even get to know you, you've effected my life and I thank you. I wish the best for you. :)
Tonight
If I chase down a bottle of pills
And I fall asleep
But just don't wake up
I want you to know
Im sorry I couldn't be stronger
If it makes you feel any better though
It took a lot of strength
To convince myself to do this
Im not weak
But I am tired
If my life is headed for gold
Why do I only see grey
Sleep calls me in deeper
So I fade into black
And I hope my body isn't hard to clean up
My parents deserve a better son what am I what have I done if my younger self saw me like this he would cry
your parents dont deserve a better son then you, You are good enough for everyone ok and you are a good son i bet
@@depresoexpresoidk but it’s true I am the worst version of myself rn and I try to get better but I’m not. I’m sure my parents would’ve liked a better, smarter, nicer son instead of me I just wish I wasn’t born
dont say that please i bet your parents are really happy to have a son like you no matter what and i know how you are feeling bc my parents told me they wish they never gave birth to me but hey you want to know something dont let them bother you and i bet you are the Nicest person in the world and you are smart enough and guess what if you weren't born would you have any friends or have a family.
Im happy that you got born bc i wouldnt be talking to an amazing person like you @@nigereanprinc
3:26 and 3:41 were so real.
I can relate 🙁
everytime i go to sleep ,i wish that i wont wake up in the next morning
The problem I'm a Muslim and i can't suicide becuz it's forbidden in islam , I always praying that my family will stop fighting and becoming better but I don't think they will change
My brother is the favorite.
I’m so done dude I’m so hurt I wanna die
You can vent to me if you’d like to ❤ remember there’s always someone there for you
Spreading this message for people who don't feel well, pls read
It's been hard for you, I know and I can't believe how imaginably painful it can be. Sometimes life causes us stuff to lose ourselves or get us out of shape. Its not your fault that these demons want to take over your beautiful neart. I miss the old you, the way the whole room light up just by the sound of your laughter. I miss how you didn't go to your mirror and curse out yourself thinking you're ugly. We all have flaws and we aren't perfect. I know its hard to feel love, or love and trust someone because it might dissappear in the end, right? Well, my love for you will never end. I hope everyones love for you will never end. I hope people care fod you and undrstand you. I will fight for you. We will fight this together. Everytime when I look at the sky I think of you. You are not a freak. You are not a monster. You are a real human being with feelings. You don't annoy me, or other people. It makes me feel lead seeing you struggling. It seems like no one understands you, but stranger, I do. I see your pain and your worry. I wish I could take every negative moment in your life and burn it to Ashes. You deserve so much better, man :( If you are having a bad day, don't start it with a bunch of sad music. You can try to heal all your marks that are scars on your body with help, if you could. I hope all of them get better if you have done self harm. Enough beating yourself up, okay? I want you to feel alive, to be happy. I want you to keep going. You can hold on to me, i wont let you down :) I want you to look at the times you were a little kid, when you didn't give up on trying to swim for the first time, the way you didn't give up on trying to walk for the first time, the way you didn't give up on trying to talk. You didn't give up on anything. You kept on pushing so why can't you now? I know its hard but please don't give up. You can hold on to me, I won't let you down :) try to do a little self care. You deserve happiness and good stuff. Please don't harm yourself, it makes things worse. Please don't starve yourself either. You deserve food to eat and water to drink. It's okay to cry. Crying doesn't make you weak. You can tell me what's wrong. It's everything, isn't it? Is it the hate? Please don't listen to haters. Block all negative people and try to distract yourself from bad stuff. I know it feels like there are a bunch of heartstrings pulling you down. I know that you wanna die but won't do it, right? Yk why? Because you live here. You will find your happiness here, you will build your own home here and make a family here. Because you were born in this world :) You belong here. I hope your bad thoughts end. I want to hug you and hope to hug you but since I can't, and that I'm behind a screen, I will give you a warm virtual hug :) I love you so much man. :) I hope you find happiness forever. As you can see I am saying a lot of "I hope" because even if no one has hope for you, or if you don't have hope for yourself I will have the hope for you. I am writing this msg for you and give you support because you deserve GOOD THINGS. You light up my world by reading this :) you deserve more than any damn cent in this world.. if you have a friend that is by your side then you don't know how lucky she/he/they are :) if you lost a loved one then I am so sorry for your loss. They lived a great time with you. Or if you got kicked out because you were not supported, then I am so sorry you had to go through that, I support you no matter what race, religion, sexuality, personality or any hobbies you have. :) I know its bad and you might see the world without color, so let me make you see the world a little bit colorful today. My favorite color is yellow, so whenever you see yellow I hope you can think of my words. Now since its getting late for you, you should get some rest. Life for those who don't know what a genuine smile is. If you read all of it until tomorrow, my friend :) Have a great day and a great year.
Gotta ask a question my mom saw the bandage on my thigh and wanted to look at what it was for i got away with it thankfully but i have to change places where is the best place do you guys have any suggestions?
i did it on my right biceps near the shoulder so i dont have to use long sleeve all the time
Been up since 2 am it’s 4 am so far wish me luck!😀
bet you can’t guess why my leg is bleeding and burning
5:10 real.
:)
Are you okay?If you need to vent/rant or talk Im here💐Im so proud of you for making it this far,you can do this 💐👑
How are you? :)
my whole life i have took everyones anger off their chest but still, they keep getting more, and I won’t stop till they are all happy. even though the only person who asked if i was okay, is now fatphobic and rasict. but life happens yk?
My vent cus i need to before i commit ded:I feel like all my life my brother has gotten most of the attention, I absolutely hate my body, ive had these thoughts that i didn't exist the past few days, I'm getting so far from the real world.. ive lost a friend of my friends a few months ago and she was the only thing that really cared about me, honestly my family does make comments on my Weight or tell me im lazy when i try my darnedest to make them happy, i always tell myself that i need happy pills and its starting tonget bad, im honestly this close 🤏 too committing ded, im only 11 going to 12! WHY DID GOD PUT ME THROUGH THIS?! DOES GOD CARE?! my mom was a Christian so ik scared to come out to her, my dad always treats my brother as the favorite, and i cried myself to sleep because of the crippling suspicion that my parents never wanted me! And to think i was a happy lil girl for 10 years, and i turn into this.. Its breaks my heart 💔.. Ive waited long enough for god to make myblife better, but now i wanna end it! And the thing is, i think ppl will be better without me! anyways that's it, 😅
No you gotta stay here girl. If you believe in God, he does have something planned for you in life. I'm agnostic but my moma is Christian so she's told me this. And you gotta stay positive. Instead of looking at your "imperfections" look at your "perfections".xx