A lot of people apologising for venting. Dont feel sorry!!! I am all ears so say everything let out your thoughts im reading all your comments from time to time you are not alone its okay!! i love you
To everyone: I love you. I am so proud of you. You are so strong and you deserve to be happy, you deserve to be upset. You are worth everything. If you think that no one in your life loves you, know that I always will. I may be a stranger on the internet but I care about you so much. Whether you have been clean a year, a month, a day, or 2 seconds, I am so proud of you. I love you so fucking much. You are worth the time it takes to get clean, get healthy, and recover. I love you. I love you. I LOVE YOU!!!
a short vent rq sorry whenever i tell my friends abt smt I like they will talk over me or say I don’t wanna hear abt it and to stop talking about it. I was talking about how I reached a goal. That hurt so much even if it’s just a small thing because it was something I was happy about. Bonus is the girl who said that never stops talking about ballet (50x more than I had even brought up what I like)which I always support her about but when it comes to me, nope it don’t matter. They always talk over me, hang out without me, and mock me when I tell them to stop talking about people behind their backs. I’m drained of talking to them, worrying abt getting judged, I can’t even tell them who I like because they will make fun of me or while we are by him say things that I said not to. I’m tired. sorry for venting just needed to let some things off my chest❤
Don’t be sorry, *do not be sorry* ! You can talk hun, we all will listen. It will be ok, continue to vent if you need, we all understand, I promise. I hope you get better and your situation does too, everything will be ok, I have hope! Stay strong love, it will get better one day
Do not tell those people your secrets or anything important to you, because they are gossipers and will clearly spread rumors/talk about you from behind your back. Those are toxic friends, and you should leave them. Clearly they’re jealous of your accomplishments, because what other reason do they have to degrade you for achieving a goal? None, absolutely none. You have a full right to vent, in fact, it’s your obligation. You’re obligated to vent here because you’ve already been stuffing everything inside for too long, and that emotional stress will take a heavy toll on you if you don’t let out steam now. Sorry this happens to you.
Reasons to live 1.waking up and hearing the birds chirping 2.that one person 3.that one song 4.rewatching your favourite shows 5.ice cream 6. Good hair days 7.counting down on new years eve 8.birthdays 9.christmas 10.compliments 11.cute animals 12.hanging out with loved ones 13.ice cream 14.finding someone or somthing that you end up loving 15.school trips 16.music 17.butterflys
This is all true except for one thing I wake up and I relise I can't bring back those I could not save and my bf broke up with me for no reason and I still have feeling but thx for giving me a reason.
It’s wild because there are so many people who care about me yet I feel like no one’s there. They are always like “you can talk to me” but I never have the strength too. Like if you ask me how I’m doing I will tell you but I can’t just come up to you and just start saying everything. I have to know they wanna hear it before I start talking or else I feel embarrassed like I’m being dramatic or just annoying them.
No offense but can you guys 👆🏻 Stop saying "same" I'm not trying to be rude or anything because i understand but you don't know why or what they're going through so it can make people sad if you say "same" or "me too" ❤❤
Have you ever asked yourself “why”? Why you hate yourself so strongly? It could be because of hate you have received, and it was so bad that now you’re self-shaming. Take a moment to just look at yourself and say 3 things positive about you. Make them different each day, it’ll do you volumes.
You shouldn’t say that, I know you think it but it’s never the case, you are the only you, so don’t give up, keep fighting because one day, it will get better, have hope hun!
The fact that the men felt comfortable to cry any man or boy that cries in so proud of you for finally letting out your emotions you are amazing I’m so proud of you and if I could I’d hug you
When my best friend has a boyfriend but deep down I always liked her but always said I have crushes but she’s been there for me for so long and I don’t wanna ruin our friendship because she’s everything I have and I can’t lose her so I just keep quiet and cry to myself at night because I moved schools but texted her every day for 2 years and hung out a couple times
@@PaytenBrock350 ever since I joined 6th grade and now I’m 9th grade nothing ever gets better every time something happens I try do something and make my self forget abt the stuff going on but then in thing happens and I remember everything
@@Luvxqa I understand, I hope it gets better! I'm sure things will brighten up soon! I hope you are ok and if you ever need to talk again, you know where to find me, I always check my notifications
@@Teabag3491 💓 a few days have passed I’ve been talking off some time with some friends focused on myself and I’m getting better and I hope ion go back to my lowest again 💓💓💓
Just when I thought it was better it wasn’t. I took my mom’s old account and right now I feel like I just need to express my feelings. But every time I do it’s always “ stop overreacting” or “ my relative tried to commit suicide” like stop I’m telling u my feelings. And when they hurt you they say it’s a joke it’s not. I’m crying because of a joke? No jokes are supposed to make you laugh.
Valid. Jokes are meant to be joyful and comedic, and them believing that someone is in tears in front of them is just an ass thought. Venting does not equal overreacting, so whoever said that is also ass. They could also be self-projecting because people said it to them, but that’s no excuse because your pain is valid.
I hope everyone is doing ok and i want you to know if u see this that you are perfect, you are important, you are worth the world, everything is amazing about you, and even if you dont have anyone just know im here for you, even if i dont know you I'll be there. ( You are free to vent in replys)❤️
Am I the only one who feels the need to cry but I don’t know how so I just watch these videos and it just makes me cry because I relate so much to these
Hey. You know that voice in your head you get? The one that’s like… “Your a loser” “your fat” “your ugly” “just give up already” Yeah that one, want help? I bet you do. Here, I’ll give you some advice…As babyish as it sounds, name it. Mine is named Susan. Whenever you get that negative thought in your head, imagine giving that voice in your head a hug. Because that voice in your head is a hurt and sad person, and just secretly needs a hug. So whenever you get that voice saying… “You’re so pathetic” “Just kys already” “You’re such a disappointment” Just give that voice a hug. It may not work at first, but if you believe in yourself, it will work. It just takes time. It may take weeks, months, or even years. But it’s worth it. Never. Loose. Hope. ❤
despite the fact that they think ur happy but you aren't and you have to just "suck it up" you make them smile and only 2 people appreciate it so you hide ur emotions and its killing you so badly in the inside and big people don't cry is messed up and I just wanna speak to someone that's thankful and that u always smile saying thank you but only them none you overthink everyday because nobody cares and its really that bad that nobody is stable anymore and they won't accept u for anything even tho u try ur best they always put u last place and ur stuck soo badly that u don't know if to sleep or not...
I've always wondered why these videos just had recordings of the things they want to say but never their actual voice till i realized that if even 1% of my feelings came out of my mouth, i would cry an ocean.
yk the feeling when u love something so much like hobby then someone else in ur fam or friends takes interest in it nd u can say nothing cuz they think you'll be copying them like i love drawing but my cousin also nd now everyone gets her drawing stuff nd i cant say nothing cuz i feel like im gonna get judged..sorry that im venting but like ik im young(13) i rlly loved a guy we were dating nd then he broke up with me i was crying nd no one comforted me but everytime one of my friends gets broken up with i always comfort them nd like say we get into an argument they will tell me im never there for them nd stuff me and my one friend got into trouble and started talking to guys on snap nd when our parents found out she told them that i started it and forced her to do it nd everyone believed her with her green eyes nd blonde hair over the girl with glasses brown hair and brown eyes..yea i apologize for venting..but sometimes i js hate my life nd yk what hurts even more is that i trust ppl on the internet more than ppl i acctually know i am sorry once again (proud of myself for being clean for 6 months) love u all nd hope u have an amazing day or night or what ever its is there hope yall stay strong
I’m sorry but I really want to vent. I have been feeling so empty I have a crush on someone but I think they like my friend.And I don’t think my friends likes me either I mean we have amazing memories but I have caught her multiple times talking behind my back and I let it happen because I don’t want to lose her.My grades have not been looking the best and you could say I have family issues because my dad usually cheats I’m on my mom and they still get back together.so I’m done venting I have never done this so I’m sorry if it’s bad but I hope you have an amazing day:) (Im 11 btw)
im so so sorry ml. i hope you get better you dont deserve this🤍 take care of yourself please and if you need help please reach out to someone Bless you🙏
Same my parents dont have the best relation and still get backtogether my grades arent looking good to and people are talking behind my back just stay strong❤️ (im 11 to)
Hey, if you need to hear this.. I'm proud of you for waking up. I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for *breathing* . I'm proud of you for trying/making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water. I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you . I'm proud of you for TRYING to smile. I'm proud of you for continuing even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself. I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being *alive* . I’m proud of how far you’ve made it. I’m proud that you’re still here. *Remember, things will be okay in the end. Things just take time.* - Love, Addi.
I feel so fucking bad…..I can’t be who I want to be I keep relapsing I hate how I look I hate how I act. Even my boyfriend ignores me most the time talking to my brother feels like it’s a chore on his end i can’t talk to the love of my life I want to die
im fucking tired. today BOTH of my brothers went out biking with our cousins. i know its small, and dumb, but being the littlest has duck problems. that hurt si bad. i hate myself
Focus on the positive aspects of being the littlest in the group. There’s a lot little people can think and do that older, taller people cannot. Like for instance, you can squeeze through smaller gaps like you’re in mission impossible.
lately I've been losing all my confidence, i had a non school uniform day on the last day before Easter break and i wore baggy trousers and a hoodie, and i thought i looked decent, yk i thought i looked okay. And when i arrived all the girls wore clothes showing skin (crop tops, strapless shirts etc) and i felt so out of place, all the girls were so pretty and my best friend wore jeans and a really pretty black top and black cropped jacket and i was so jealous that i can't afford fancy clothes like that. i don't even have a wardrobe, i have a bag of clothes and my mom irons them whenever i need to wear it. i hang my uniform up on a hanger on my shelf, we don't even have a washing machine for goodness sake, we wash our clothes by hand and hang them up to dry over the bath (we don't have a shower) i asked my dad when we can move out since i have to share my room with my sisters ( aged 9 and 12) and i'm almost 14, i need my space yk? and he said "probably not, they cost a lot of money" and i'm thinking i'm just going to have to wait until i move out and get my own place WITH A SHOWER so i can be normal. I actually got teased by not having a shower in my house by some popular boys in my class last year. I have a bath so I do wash and stuff but it's hard for me to tell people the only time i ever showered in my life was the one time i went swimming with my friends around 5 years ago. I've never had friends over EVER and i always go to their houses not mine, also , there were some issues when i was a child, i almost got taken away from my parents but i don't think anyone wants to know, thanks for listening
Don’t compare yourself to others somply because of your attire. Yes, your financial situation results in limitations with clothing and the lack of a washing machine, but in the end it’s just clothes. Yes, your clothing adds to first impressions, but people should understand that your economic state is not perfect, and that you’re struggling. So it’s completely okay that you’re not wearing crop tops or fashionable jackets, but at least you’re wearing clothes. Think of it like that. You have these different solutions to washing yourself and your clothes, that’s good. It shows you’re making a strong effort to survive and thrive, even if you’re not perfect. That’s a power. focus on what you DO have. That would make you feel better about yourself. If you’re going to focus on what you do NOT have, then use that as motivation to improve your lifestyle. And for the last few sentences of your vent, it’s very traumatic to see your parental figures almost be ripped of their child, and vice versa. So I can’t blame you for struggling mentally due to that major situation. I hope everything ends well for you. Remember that life is like a wave, it goes up, comes down; and it repeats in a constant cycle. So if you’re feeling like everything’s down, just wait.
Why are you giving up? Won't you miss the trees that will soon fall to pollution? Won't you miss the sky so bright and blue like the ocean? Everything's falling apart, don't fall with it Be the strong role model and start to listen Listen to the birds as they chirp by the bay And the grass that lays so green as you grow old and gray Won't you miss that? Life? Why won't you continue to survive? What's the reason? And why not throw it in the trash? Be calm and humble not like the rash Of the thing that causes you to struggle and thrash To wish death upon yourself is a flower of ash Which blooms only at its last moments, do you really want that? Or do you want to bloom all the time, and make yourself better? And ignore the bad things that caused you to suffer? Just... be content with yourself, don't let others do it for you You are you. Stop comparing. Really. Stop. Are you gonna stop? Or are you just gonna read this and think "oh, not another motivating poem. these never work." Are you actually going to try now? Or let someone else take over what's yours? It's YOUR LIFE.
Every second every minute every hour I think of the girl I like but I can't tell her bc she has a bf. I'm scared of being called a weirdo bc I get bullied a lot and my friends aren't real friends and I know that they don't have my back. I feel like I need someone to just be there for me I have never hugged a girl I have never had a girlfriend. I feel like I will be alone forever I have one friend who texted me last night saying love u bro. I felt like someone actually cared about me we talked and I said "I have no rizz bro and u know that" and he said "u have to believe in yourself and be confident" btw the girl I like is his girlfriend and he knows that I like her and I know he is my true friend. I feel like...... I don't feel any more
*vent* sorry lol i’ve been watching these videos on repeat. since november of 2023, i haven’t felt like myself at all. i’m too depressed to function most days. i go on my phone, cry, sleep, and listen to music. school is so freaking overwhelming, and my grades have been getting lower and lower. my family discredits me and tells me i’m a disappointment. all my friends hate me. i’m more of the “quiet” kid in school, so i’m constantly bullied. even my crush hates me. i hate to self-diagnose, but i think i have adhd. i can never focus on any tasks, leading to me falling behind. i also have been st@rving myself and i find it hard to eat. i am so addicted to lowering the numbers on the scale. i know i’m underweight but it never feels like enough, i just want to look pretty. every day i go to sleep hoping i won’t wake up. i’ve dealt with $h on and off for years. i just want to be normal and loved.
I'm so sorry. You can vent here anytime. You deserve so much better. Your amazing. Pretty and kind. You don't deserve to be bullied. And I'm. Sorry that you crush doesn't like you. You deserve better. :(
although i truly dont know you. you are an amazing person to even go through that and be here, but you are worth every breath you take and you deserve to eat and enjoy every bite you take, food isnt a punishment, its a gift you deserve to eat atleast 3 times a day. keep thinking to yourself that. you are a beautiful person inside and out and you are perfect. no one is normal and i think thats clear just looking in a street, but everyone is unique and deserves to be themselves, please get yourself to a healthy weight, you dont deserve to starve youself. and if your friends hate you , find new ones, they dont have to be in school, but if your trying, thats the main thing, thats what will get you going each day, you are trying. have a great day ml, your worth it
It sucks because I used to be so nice then this year I try so hard not to snap to anyone but it’s so hard now. I feel so weird and different and because of that I’ve lost all of friends from it. There really some who still care but for some reason it just feels like they don’t even care abt me any more and leave me behind and I just miss my old self and the old times where I used to be fun and not care what ppl think but know I feel like everyone’s judging me and I hate this feeling
I wanna kmys but my little cousin is my reason. Vent. So one time i was crying my eyes out to my friend. The next day i told her abt why i was crying and she said, LOL that was so funny ngl. Why would she say that.
My two reasons to live: 1. The two kittens my beautiful cat left me after she got sick. 2. My best and only friend who I hope may become even more than that.
Vent : ive never vented on vent videos before because it hasnt really gotten this bad. im online schooled (it wasnt my choice) and i literally do not leave the house, i dont have any hobbies or anything that i do other than lay around my house on my phone or stare at a computer all day and i mentally cannot handle that, i need social interaction. i have 1 irl friend and i havent seen her in a month, and all my online friends seem to be allowed to do shit like go out, do things, and have socials etc. im not even allowed to have roblox or pinterest. (or yt but lmao) i also live w my great aunt, and she’s had cancer for the past 3 years. she’s been trying to fight with treatments but shes to the point where she cant walk so if she gets any there is no point of her living which i agree with (only because whats the point if all you’re doing is laying down) so she decided to quit treatments and now i have to help alot which im fine with because i love her alot but its just so draining, i have to stop my schoolwork every 5 minutes so i cannot pay attention, and also my crush is kinda? ignoring me and they’re my comfort person even though ive never vented to them or even met them irl. im jus at my lowest rn and theres no where i can even go to clear my head bc i cant even leave the house. when i say i have no hobbies, i dont do any sports, instruments, like anything at all. i just stay rotting at home.
Thanks for telling your story. I'm in a similar situation with the online schooling. I don't know what to say to you but I wish you all the best with your great aunt. I'm sorry for what you're going through but I'm rooting for you with your crush and finding a good hobby for yourself.
@AlienHuman- thanks, i got their # today but i dont wanna annoy them. i love them so much. i js dk what to do. But thank you for taking time to talk about it
I passed 1 year being like:” I need a psychologist “ and now that I have one every time I go there idk what to say or what to do and I feel so stupid and feel like I’m wasting my time and her time Edit: also this evening I felt like I wanted to throw up everything I eated because I’m too fat and I don’t get my period (I’m 15 almost 16 y.o.) because of that (noticed this thanks to my mom)
If you’re comfortable with answering, when was the last time you’ve gotten your period? Because there are many reasons for it, but it really comes down to the date. You should also tell your psychologist about that, because they can help with such a situation. Really, if you don’t know what to say to your psychologist, that’s because there’s so much running through your mind that you can’t focus on one thing, and you know there’s something you want to say, but you’re either too afraid to risk it, or you just can’t seem to pull it out of your head, that’s okay. Just focus on the basics and let the conversations flow from there, including what happened at school during the time between the sessions, who you’re still friends with, platonic/romantic interests/relationships, how you believe people percieve you, and how you see yourself. If you don’t want to admit to something, leave it brief. Hope this helps.
I’ve never been a happy person since the age of 5 or 6 it’s crazy how abuse works. I’m 14 now and still can’t get my life together and when people make jokes about my absent father they would be crying for me if I told the WHY he’s absent, he was a abuser, he starved me and once even held me ima chokehold against a wall. Once he hit me with a belt so hard I threw up and I was only 6. He tried to bribe me when I was 9 to get me to Love him. Court was forcing me to see him and my lawyer tried dragging me out my car and I would kick and scream thinking about the times I heard his screams towards me and all the manipulative things he told me. And I now say to love your body but I hate mine and my huge thighs. I don’t know why but I’m on and off a depression state of my life. I try my best to be a people pleaser and be a therapist friend but it made everything worse because I had someone I was talking too and it turned out she was suicidal and she would always vent to me without notice and it made my depression worse. Some days I will barely eat and nobody will notice but then I’ll eat a lot and people will comment on it and I feel fat. I know I’m not overweight but yet I have stretch arks and bigger boobs than girls my age and my moms always like, “I’m so jealous” or will brag to her friends and I felt so hurt because it wasn’t her place to do that. She stopped it because well talked about but will comment about it still but not to friends. I have no motivation and I get called lazy but I just feel paralyzed. I “quit” self harm for my mom but we all know cutting isn’t the only way. I pick at my skin take hot showers bite my nails and stay up until it’s almost 3 Am. Yet I still find a way to laugh at myself at school. I feel like a pick me for getting upset for “jokes” but idk. I also lost my best friend thinking she was my friend but it was a lie. I’m doing a. Bit better because I found someone I like he makes me feel happy and good about myself.
Hello,, everyone! I hope you're all having a wonderful day today. If necessary,, feel free to vent here! I will try my best to support you all💗 Remember to take care of yourself! I'm proud of you.
I’m honestly done, if people won’t listen to me then I’ll stop trying to get better. I’m tired I can’t keep doing this, I’m so done. I just want it to stop man
Idk why I'm commenting this but this is my "I wish" list. Its basically a list of things I wish I was. I wish: I would be a better daughter. I would express myself. Stop hating myself for expressing myself. Overall be a different person. Not have someone say "real" or "same" when I vent. Have someone who understands and is okay with supporting me and what I'm going through. For someone to realise I shouldn't cry every night. that's pretty much all ill put cuz I have alot i wanna put on here but I can't cuz its annoying. (like me.) Stay safe out there and know u aren't alone.
my mom told me we are moving countries. although, she doesn't know i have a bf, and she says that im going to find new friends in my home country. but i just love my bf too much. i'm moving in september. but leaving the country in june. i'm gonna be back only in october
Started in February 23rd, ended in June 13th. I regret my choice of that day I desired to hurt myself, I regret it so much but at the same time i fell the exact same.
I’m currently bawling my eyes. I’ve had the worst couple weeks. I like this boy (we’re gonna call him zach) a lot and he liked me. then he kinda distanced himself from me. we had matching bitmoji outfits and would talk everyday. until last week he changed his and i knew it was over. i cried every night. then i started to regain the crush for him. after i had been told that he’s been hanging out with his ex and other girls. i didn’t care though i didn’t believe them. then yesterday he told me why he stopped talking to me. it breaks my heart. one of my best friends charlie is on his rec baseball team. but me and zach don’t go to school together. zach said that charlie told him that i like another boy. that boy goes to my school and is on zach’s travel baseball team. zach said that he stopped talking to me because of that. i told him i don’t like the other boy. he said okay. then today i found out that he’s already talking to someone else. my heart hurts i liked zach so much and everyone knew. you don’t have to like i just need help i can’t keep living like this i’ve left out some huge details that i don’t want to share but i need someone to talk to
It got to the point where i wanted to kms and school got infolved and made it worse, it got better but now have that eery deja vu feeling li,e jts qll coming back to me and im reliving the moments agian. I dont wanto relive this. I thought i escaped when i purpesly misbehaved to switch schools. Someone help, im only 13.
It sucks because I have so much. I have a pretty okay dad and a mom who cares about me but yet I still act so selfish as if I’m struggling but I’m really just spoiled. I get so much and it’s still not enough for me. So many people have it worse and are still happy but I get almost anything I want and I still feel empty as if I have nothing. I can barely even take constructive criticism without getting pissed off or want to cry. I don’t understand why I’m like this. I want to commit so bad, I can’t take it anymore. I’ve relapsed so many times and even my mom calls me selfish because of it. I have a life that some people could only dream of yet I still chops to be this way. I get whatever I want but it’s never enough for my selfish heart. Some teens my age are struggling but are still so happy. I have things others would pray for. I get angry at such little unreasonable things and I cry for no reason for hours. I wish I could just suck it up and realize that I have everything I could ever want, or at least convince myself that I do. I hate this sm.
I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm depressed but I'm not sure. My brother died like 8 months ago and ever since then I feel like no one is there for me. I have an older sister that I used to be best friends with but now if we ever hang out it just doesn't feel the same and I see my parents everyday but it just feels different. My best friend of 7 years misses a lot of school and finally left school and hasn't come back. I really miss her and I just need to be around her but I don't know what I'm supposed to text her or what I'm supposed to say. I have a lot of other friends at school but they are just like regular friends. I made a new friend this school year and she's fun to hang out with, but she's kind of rude sometimes. Like sometimes i will be talking and she will be like you're so loud you can't ever be quiet and that makes me go quiet so quickly and then when i'm quiet she's like are you okay. No i'm not okay i give my all to everybody and i get nothing back i spend all of my time trying to get all of my school work done and no one asks if i'm okay and even if they do i'm just going to say i'm fine because what are they going to do if i say i'm not fine.
12 days is insanely good. That’s almost 2 weeks. That’s half a month!! That’s 288 hours without harming yourself, you have every right to be proud of yourself. And who knows? When you do make it to the end of the month, you get to celebrate 1 month of being clean, which is 1/12 of a year, so yes, you do have a long way to go. But damn 12 days is so good.
10 reasons why i jst wanna end it all.. 1: i stay up at 1am-5:30am to try and end it all but jst cant. 2: i feel like i dont belong here and i wanna leave so bad but i dont my siblings and my cousins crying bcuz im gone. 3:i hate life.. 4: i have up to 7 friends in heaven rn. 5: i overthink ALOT.. 6: i hate how people say they will be there for u or they will never leave or never hurt u. but they do all of that for no fkin reson. 7: i’ve lost so many friends.. and they all hate me for no reason. 8: i have scars on my thighs and one of my arms. 9: i hate opening to people cuz they tell other people. so i vent in my note books or i vent to my cousin.. 10: i use to love my home.. until i realised. i never really wanted to be in my family. my cousins call me the worst out of all of them jst cuz i yell at them and the reason why i yell at them is cuz they do stuff that is not child like. and i mean by calling each other rude and stuff. but on of the top reasons is cuz i love them. and ik they dont love me..
I feel like a disappointment to my parents... ive been in the mental hospital.. trying to get help. But ever sience ive left thet hospital... i feel it got worse i relasped. Everytime i try to get better after 1-2 weeks i relapaes... i cut myself. But myfriends can see my legs and... they yell at me for it and hit me like my mom would do if she found out again... i wanna cry so bad... i feel like i attract the same ppl like my mother into mylife. I guess.. i just need to bleed myself a fucking puddle and jump in it to feel better.. for only a minute.
That is NOT the answer, self harm will only result in infections that crawl through your cuts and make you suffer further just for living life. Life may seem hellish at times, constantly, and that’s because you’re focusing solely on the bad moments and bad aspects. Comfort yourself for once, instead of relying on abusive friends and family. Sit down in the mirror and talk to yourself. Because it is NOT worth cutting yourself over someone else’s mistakes, which is harassing someone and expecting them to heal, when in reality, they’ve failed YOU. You haven’t failed THEM, they have failed you.
I hope this doesn’t mean you are committing! Do NOT do it, just don’t! If you are gone already, you will be missed, but if you aren’t and this means what I think it does, keep going, don’t give up, fight for things you love, fighting to be able to see the world change in good ways! Keep fighting no matter what, you will get through it my lovely! Edit: I just read that Maya committed, I'm so sorry. If only she could've gotten help. Stay strong for her, everything will be ok, she is at peace now
A poem for you if you’re still alive: Why are you giving up? Won't you miss the trees that will soon fall to pollution? Won't you miss the sky so bright and blue like the ocean? Everything's falling apart, don't fall with it Be the strong role model and start to listen Listen to the birds as they chirp by the bay And the grass that lays so green as you grow old and gray Won't you miss that? Life? Why won't you continue to survive? What's the reason? And why not throw it in the trash? Be calm and humble not like the rash Of the thing that causes you to struggle and thrash To wish death upon yourself is a flower of ash Which blooms only at its last moments, do you really want that? Or do you want to bloom all the time, and make yourself better? And ignore the bad things that caused you to suffer? Just... be content with yourself, don't let others do it for you You are you. Stop comparing. Really. Stop. Are you gonna stop? Or are you just gonna read this and think "oh, not another motivating poem. these never work." Are you actually going to try now? Or let someone else take over what's yours? It's YOUR LIFE. If you’ve already committed, fly high. You deserve that long-needed peace.
I can't blame you, but I want to say I'm sorry it had to come to this. Death, and even oneself's death is a real scare. It's brave, either way. You did this, you...did this. It's been 3 days. There's a higher chance you're gone now. its too late to say anything positive.
Does anyone else talk so much you get yelled at for talking too much but then when you don’t talk ppl think something is wrong. Sometimes i feel there is something wrong with me sometimes i think about how I’m never how people want me to and how i mess up everything. Its almost my friends birthday except i cant celebrate it with them cause i lost them to su1c1d3 and now that i think about that it makes me come to these videos to find comfort in my sadness. I would talk to my family or friends except i cant because i don’t trust them i have almost told one of my friends but i just can’t but for some reason i can on here.I hate my life so fucking much the first time i ever tried to commit was the first year i moved to my new house but i didn’t do it cause i didnt want to be a burden to my to have to see my body and have to move it and what iwas going to do to do that wouldnt have worked anyway i want to keep going but i hate life so much to the point where im having anger outbursts and i hate so much.I just want to be normal a be able to be liked but i feel no one actually cares for me not even my family. Just today my brother was goong to buy my other sibling smth and my sister had bought my other sibiling something but i never even got asked if wanted anything none of them cared if i did. Then my brother continuously kept being rude to me and he has told me a couple of times to k1ll i hope he is joking when he says that but a part of me thinks otherwise and i can imagine his reaction if i do do it he probably wouldnt care and i wouldnt either if i was him but then things keep popping up like things i want to do so i think the universe is trying to keep me alive but dont know how much longer i can sorry for venting!!
man i tried to call 988 (shl aka suicide hot line) ykw they did? they threatened me with the cops. like no i want to talk to you make me feel better dont get more people involved? just talk to me please i need someone there for me...
Idk what's wrong with me lately I feel bad for venting but I feel worse holding it in I'm starting to feel numb I was 8 months clean and last night I relapsed cut myself again and idk what to do about it more panic attacks I trust no one especially this guy I'm talking to I love him I do but he dated his last gf for a Hella long time and I told him to block her and nothing feels right and idk what to do anymore I feel weird about anything relating to family and I don't even want to talk to my therapist anti depressants dont do shit either
Nothing bad happened to me but Im disappointed .my uncle didn’t come to my birthday to “ make a baby” He lives at my grandparents house with his girlfriend and while my grandparents were at my house for my birthday They might’ve ykw with each other instead of seeing his ONLY TWO NIECES.HE could’ve just stayed for 5 minutes to sing happy birthday and leave.I am so fucking disappointed ☹️ I’m sorry about this.
Why are you apologizing? Really. Why? Just curious. But you have a right to vent, no need to say sorry for speaking what’s been bothering you. Also, your uncle (no offense) is a bitch for choosing to not even wait five minutes before diving into making love with his girlfriend, instead of properly respecting his two nieces. Really, he does not deserve you both if he chooses… *that* over wishing you a well birthday. You have every right to be disappointed. Shame on him fr
@@Bibbleandbible I js moved from sj to Manteca n left all my friends the I also had to break up with my boyfriend of 6 months I really did love him n I was in the middle of moving when we broke up so I had something to do so my brain was occupied i didnt have to think abt but his wasn't so he did he was sad n I didnt realize cuz I was busy now that im hurting he's moved on n im js here
@Yaretz Got a poem for you; promise yourself that you’ll read it for your own good, because if you choose to take this, then it’ll help you prosper Why are you giving up? Won't you miss the trees that will soon fall to pollution? Won't you miss the sky so bright and blue like the ocean? Everything's falling apart, don't fall with it Be the strong role model and start to listen Listen to the birds as they chirp by the bay And the grass that lays so green as you grow old and gray Won't you miss that? Life? Why won't you continue to survive? What's the reason? And why not throw it in the trash? Be calm and humble not like the rash Of the thing that causes you to struggle and thrash To wish death upon yourself is a flower of ash Which blooms only at its last moments, do you really want that? Or do you want to bloom all the time, and make yourself better? And ignore the bad things that caused you to suffer? Just... be content with yourself, don't let others do it for you You are you. Stop comparing. Really. Stop. Are you gonna stop? Or are you just gonna read this and think "oh, not another motivating poem. these never work." Are you actually going to try now? Or let someone else take over what's yours? It's YOUR LIFE.
Idk I just need to get this off of my chest. I was SA’d in year 7 (11) for almost a year and nobody knew then and when I brought it up to my school counselor, all she said was “ I don’t know what to tell you, but life is shitty sometimes and we need to get over it and move on with the world.” I tried telling her I wanted to kill myself and that I was hurting myself and she would fucking listen. So I did. I hurt myself and ended up in the hospital but still, nothing changed. I sat next the the boy who did this to me for a whole year after. All of year 8 (12). And people she would still ask me if I was planning to do anything again, and I would lie. But in reality my anorexia was getting worse because of swimming and my depression was just skyrocketing. So, my parents decided to move, not because of me. But because of my sister. My sister has ADHD and didn’t get the help she needed in school. However what my parents failed to notice was not only my mental state but also the fact that my ADHD was becoming impossible to manage and that my processing disorder was making school nearly impossible for me. So yeah. And then in my last few months at that school I lost all my friends except for 1 or 2. And write as I was leaving someone came up to me and hugged me and I was overjoyed that someone still liked me but then they whispered in my ear and said it was all my fault and that maybe if I was smarter he wouldn’t have done it. But now I’m at a new school, where I get the help I need in my classes. But socially I still struggle and the fact that my friend fucking suck doesn’t help. But even though technically speaking my life is better, it still doesn’t feel better. I lost everyone I had , and trying to rebuild it is not fun.I fucked up I know, but I swear I want to fix it, and stop, but I just cant. I’m 13 now btw, just about to turn 14 in case ur wondering. Thanks for anyone who read this. You are loved and appreciated. ❤️
I feel like I have many holes in my heart, I cut myself again I mean what else is to say people tell me. There is a lot to say my older sister doesn’t talk to and said she will always talk to me and lied. I’m so depressed I can’t get out of bed I feel like I’m just there with people I call friends. I feel empty and lonely and exhausted and tired to do anything. I can’t pay attention in class and have low grades. I have low self esteem and the last time I talked to a teacher I went to the school counselor and I love her but she doesn’t help. What do I do?
im sorry i feel the exact same way, i think you should tell other people like maybe ur parents or a different counselor/teacher, maybe try to make new friends if you think your current ones are fake.
I feel like I'm just too sensitive for others, and that I'm never enough. My mother said that she wished she had a better daughter, my friends say they wished they had a better friend, my sisters say they are there for me but when I need help they always say they are busy or that I ruined the mood by my thoughts. I hate seeing my older sister cry when I told her I wanted to kill myself, but I also hate seeing her yell at me saying things like she wished I were better. I loathe going home because all my mom does is make me feel like I should just off myself right in front of her. Do they not think that I wished I was better ? I'm not sorry for how I feel. I'm sorry that how I feel bothers others.
These videos make me cry life sucks parents treat us like bullshit friends suck the only friends that I have and love are the gang in my school yes they say idc and idgaf a lot but they still make me happy and I feel so bad for other people that suffer I’m literally just 14 and my Life suck already and I have IBS and it hurts really bad mostly in school look y’all if I didn’t eat in an hour my stomach hurts so bad and every class is 50 minutes I try not to cry I’m not being dramatic rn but if y’all understand you will get it and when I tell my mom she says it’s because you get mad a lot and whatever also I’m skinny and tall like so tall people call me a giraffe like it’s funny but it makes everything worse. If you’re reading this xoxo
probably no one will read this cuz this was posted a while ago. For 3 years I havent told anyone about how when I eat food I force myself to throw up and I didn't understand the consciences and I when I went to the dentist they told my I had 9 cavaties and that's when I realized I needed to stop so I tried stopping but now I pysically cannot eat, I feel so sick I wanna tell my mom so bad but it would ruin eveyrhing and I'm so tired
I’m so fcking tired all my friends do is think of depression/suicide as aesthetics and it’s so fcking annoying and all I do everyday is drag myself outta bed I’m so tired of this shi
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A lot of people apologising for venting. Dont feel sorry!!! I am all ears so say everything let out your thoughts im reading all your comments from time to time you are not alone its okay!! i love you
I feel sad, but I feel like I don't have the right to be sad.
u do
real.
no one shld feel like they’re feelings aren’t valid,glass used to be shiny & bright until something or someone broke it to where it fell into pieces.
just know this is no one really knows you so your able to vent to anyone
including me ❤❤❤
Thank you so much to all the kind replies. I don't know any of you, but I would like to virtually hug you (if you are comfortable with that).❤
Stop this video gto me crying so hard. It just made me realize how much Ive been hiding and the fact i have no one to talk to about this kinda things.
To everyone:
I love you. I am so proud of you. You are so strong and you deserve to be happy, you deserve to be upset. You are worth everything. If you think that no one in your life loves you, know that I always will. I may be a stranger on the internet but I care about you so much. Whether you have been clean a year, a month, a day, or 2 seconds, I am so proud of you. I love you so fucking much. You are worth the time it takes to get clean, get healthy, and recover. I love you. I love you. I LOVE YOU!!!
Seeing men actually cry is so relieving BUT SO SADDD :((
a short vent rq sorry
whenever i tell my friends abt smt I like they will talk over me or say I don’t wanna hear abt it and to stop talking about it. I was talking about how I reached a goal. That hurt so much even if it’s just a small thing because it was something I was happy about. Bonus is the girl who said that never stops talking about ballet (50x more than I had even brought up what I like)which I always support her about but when it comes to me, nope it don’t matter. They always talk over me, hang out without me, and mock me when I tell them to stop talking about people behind their backs. I’m drained of talking to them, worrying abt getting judged, I can’t even tell them who I like because they will make fun of me or while we are by him say things that I said not to. I’m tired.
sorry for venting just needed to let some things off my chest❤
Don’t be sorry, *do not be sorry* ! You can talk hun, we all will listen. It will be ok, continue to vent if you need, we all understand, I promise. I hope you get better and your situation does too, everything will be ok, I have hope! Stay strong love, it will get better one day
Do not tell those people your secrets or anything important to you, because they are gossipers and will clearly spread rumors/talk about you from behind your back. Those are toxic friends, and you should leave them. Clearly they’re jealous of your accomplishments, because what other reason do they have to degrade you for achieving a goal? None, absolutely none. You have a full right to vent, in fact, it’s your obligation. You’re obligated to vent here because you’ve already been stuffing everything inside for too long, and that emotional stress will take a heavy toll on you if you don’t let out steam now. Sorry this happens to you.
I went thru the same thing. Don't be sorry! Just be urself and u will find ur way through life and find ur people. Stay safe my little pookie!
some pain hits diffrent like when they say we just drifted away and were not friends like we used to be when they meant everything to you
Reasons to live
1.waking up and hearing the birds chirping
2.that one person
3.that one song
4.rewatching your favourite shows
5.ice cream
6. Good hair days
7.counting down on new years eve
8.birthdays
9.christmas
10.compliments
11.cute animals
12.hanging out with loved ones
13.ice cream
14.finding someone or somthing that you end up loving
15.school trips
16.music
17.butterflys
This is all true except for one thing I wake up and I relise I can't bring back those I could not save and my bf broke up with me for no reason and I still have feeling but thx for giving me a reason.
You said ice cream 2 times, but what if u don’t really care about all that stuff anymore 🤷♀️
Reasons to live
1.
2.
3.
@@DarkbatmanTMsame 😢
It’s wild because there are so many people who care about me yet I feel like no one’s there. They are always like “you can talk to me” but I never have the strength too. Like if you ask me how I’m doing I will tell you but I can’t just come up to you and just start saying everything. I have to know they wanna hear it before I start talking or else I feel embarrassed like I’m being dramatic or just annoying them.
When the guys cry I sob...its so sad..
I hate myself.
Me too.
Same
And I’m stupid in math ….
me too.
No offense but can you guys 👆🏻
Stop saying "same" I'm not trying to be rude or anything because i understand but you don't know why or what they're going through so it can make people sad if you say "same" or "me too" ❤❤
I relapsed. I was 6 months clean.
I can’t take this anymore.
Theese are the only things i watch now.. Im crying in my bed thinking about how much i hate myself..
Have you ever asked yourself “why”? Why you hate yourself so strongly? It could be because of hate you have received, and it was so bad that now you’re self-shaming. Take a moment to just look at yourself and say 3 things positive about you. Make them different each day, it’ll do you volumes.
0:21 This part is so true😢
I’m so replaceable
You shouldn’t say that, I know you think it but it’s never the case, you are the only you, so don’t give up, keep fighting because one day, it will get better, have hope hun!
The fact that the men felt comfortable to cry any man or boy that cries in so proud of you for finally letting out your emotions you are amazing I’m so proud of you and if I could I’d hug you
When my best friend has a boyfriend but deep down I always liked her but always said I have crushes but she’s been there for me for so long and I don’t wanna ruin our friendship because she’s everything I have and I can’t lose her so I just keep quiet and cry to myself at night because I moved schools but texted her every day for 2 years and hung out a couple times
i get offended so easily i think i deserve it at this point💀💀
I js need someone to talk to rn 😭😭😭
Yep, I’m here in the comments if you wanna talk here! We all need someone to talk to I think, so keep fighting hard and stay strong
@@PaytenBrock350 ever since I joined 6th grade and now I’m 9th grade nothing ever gets better every time something happens I try do something and make my self forget abt the stuff going on but then in thing happens and I remember everything
@@Luvxqa I understand, I hope it gets better! I'm sure things will brighten up soon! I hope you are ok and if you ever need to talk again, you know where to find me, I always check my notifications
@@Luvxqayou can vent to us (the top person in the replys and me) anytime! ❤️
@@Teabag3491 💓 a few days have passed I’ve been talking off some time with some friends focused on myself and I’m getting better and I hope ion go back to my lowest again 💓💓💓
Just when I thought it was better it wasn’t. I took my mom’s old account and right now I feel like I just need to express my feelings. But every time I do it’s always “ stop overreacting” or “ my relative tried to commit suicide” like stop I’m telling u my feelings. And when they hurt you they say it’s a joke it’s not. I’m crying because of a joke? No jokes are supposed to make you laugh.
Valid. Jokes are meant to be joyful and comedic, and them believing that someone is in tears in front of them is just an ass thought.
Venting does not equal overreacting, so whoever said that is also ass. They could also be self-projecting because people said it to them, but that’s no excuse because your pain is valid.
I hope everyone is doing ok and i want you to know if u see this that you are perfect, you are important, you are worth the world, everything is amazing about you, and even if you dont have anyone just know im here for you, even if i dont know you I'll be there. ( You are free to vent in replys)❤️
3:17 is so real because keep making fun of my skintone..... like its not my fault I'm black
Fr
black is beautiful darling, never forget that ♥️
You're special just the way you are. Don't let any other person tell you otherwise.
It don’t matter your skin tone or race, you are loved and I love you ❤
man i can’t believe i fell for that …
0:06 EXACTLY
Am I the only one who feels the need to cry but I don’t know how so I just watch these videos and it just makes me cry because I relate so much to these
Hey. You know that voice in your head you get?
The one that’s like…
“Your a loser”
“your fat”
“your ugly”
“just give up already”
Yeah that one, want help? I bet you do. Here, I’ll give you some advice…As babyish as it sounds, name it. Mine is named Susan. Whenever you get that negative thought in your head, imagine giving that voice in your head a hug. Because that voice in your head is a hurt and sad person, and just secretly needs a hug. So whenever you get that voice saying…
“You’re so pathetic”
“Just kys already”
“You’re such a disappointment”
Just give that voice a hug. It may not work at first, but if you believe in yourself, it will work. It just takes time. It may take weeks, months, or even years. But it’s worth it.
Never. Loose. Hope.
❤
Thank you leonardo 🐢❤️
@@_.sweet_.Potato._-3 Your welcome citizen.😌
I wish.my family would treat me better
What happened?
I was 3 months sober now it’s all gone I’m happy but at the same time I’m annoyed but I’m happy too idk what I feel tbh
despite the fact that they think ur happy but you aren't and you have to just "suck it up"
you make them smile and only 2 people appreciate it
so you hide ur emotions
and its killing you so badly in the inside and big people don't cry is messed up
and I just wanna speak to someone that's thankful and that u always smile saying thank you but
only them none you overthink everyday because nobody cares and its really that bad
that nobody is stable anymore and they won't accept u for anything
even tho u try ur best
they always put u last place
and ur stuck soo badly that u don't know if to sleep or not...
I've always wondered why these videos just had recordings of the things they want to say but never their actual voice till i realized that if even 1% of my feelings came out of my mouth, i would cry an ocean.
yk the feeling when u love something so much like hobby then someone else in ur fam or friends takes interest in it nd u can say nothing cuz they think you'll be copying them like i love drawing but my cousin also nd now everyone gets her drawing stuff nd i cant say nothing cuz i feel like im gonna get judged..sorry that im venting but like ik im young(13) i rlly loved a guy we were dating nd then he broke up with me i was crying nd no one comforted me but everytime one of my friends gets broken up with i always comfort them nd like say we get into an argument they will tell me im never there for them nd stuff me and my one friend got into trouble and started talking to guys on snap nd when our parents found out she told them that i started it and forced her to do it nd everyone believed her with her green eyes nd blonde hair over the girl with glasses brown hair and brown eyes..yea i apologize for venting..but sometimes i js hate my life nd yk what hurts even more is that i trust ppl on the internet more than ppl i acctually know i am sorry once again
(proud of myself for being clean for 6 months)
love u all nd hope u have an amazing day or night or what ever its is there hope yall stay strong
I’m sorry but I really want to vent. I have been feeling so empty I have a crush on someone but I think they like my friend.And I don’t think my friends likes me either I mean we have amazing memories but I have caught her multiple times talking behind my back and I let it happen because I don’t want to lose her.My grades have not been looking the best and you could say I have family issues because my dad usually cheats I’m on my mom and they still get back together.so I’m done venting I have never done this so I’m sorry if it’s bad but I hope you have an amazing day:)
(Im 11 btw)
im so so sorry ml. i hope you get better you dont deserve this🤍 take care of yourself please and if you need help please reach out to someone Bless you🙏
Same my parents dont have the best relation and still get backtogether my grades arent looking good to and people are talking behind my back just stay strong❤️ (im 11 to)
@@yumi4710 thank you for commenting:)
@@Bibbleandbible you to girl :)
0:14 he was my everything…
Hey, if you need to hear this..
I'm proud of you for waking up.
I'm proud of you for brushing your hair.
I'm proud of you for *breathing* .
I'm proud of you for trying/making your bed.
I'm proud of you for eating
I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I'm proud of you for drinking water.
I'm proud of you for being here.
I'm proud of you for being you .
I'm proud of you for TRYING to smile.
I'm proud of you for continuing even when things are difficult for you.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for blinking.
I'm proud of you for getting out bed.
I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I'm proud of you for sitting down.
I'm proud of you for defending yourself.
I'm proud of you for believing in yourself.
I'm proud of you for simply trying.
I'm proud of you for being *alive* .
I’m proud of how far you’ve made it.
I’m proud that you’re still here.
*Remember, things will be okay in the end. Things just take time.*
- Love, Addi.
Everyone can vent here if needed
I feel so fucking bad…..I can’t be who I want to be I keep relapsing I hate how I look I hate how I act. Even my boyfriend ignores me most the time talking to my brother feels like it’s a chore on his end i can’t talk to the love of my life I want to die
im fucking tired. today BOTH of my brothers went out biking with our cousins. i know its small, and dumb, but being the littlest has duck problems. that hurt si bad. i hate myself
Focus on the positive aspects of being the littlest in the group. There’s a lot little people can think and do that older, taller people cannot. Like for instance, you can squeeze through smaller gaps like you’re in mission impossible.
lately I've been losing all my confidence, i had a non school uniform day on the last day before Easter break and i wore baggy trousers and a hoodie, and i thought i looked decent, yk i thought i looked okay. And when i arrived all the girls wore clothes showing skin (crop tops, strapless shirts etc) and i felt so out of place, all the girls were so pretty and my best friend wore jeans and a really pretty black top and black cropped jacket and i was so jealous that i can't afford fancy clothes like that. i don't even have a wardrobe, i have a bag of clothes and my mom irons them whenever i need to wear it. i hang my uniform up on a hanger on my shelf, we don't even have a washing machine for goodness sake, we wash our clothes by hand and hang them up to dry over the bath (we don't have a shower)
i asked my dad when we can move out since i have to share my room with my sisters ( aged 9 and 12) and i'm almost 14, i need my space yk? and he said "probably not, they cost a lot of money" and i'm thinking i'm just going to have to wait until i move out and get my own place WITH A SHOWER so i can be normal. I actually got teased by not having a shower in my house by some popular boys in my class last year. I have a bath so I do wash and stuff but it's hard for me to tell people the only time i ever showered in my life was the one time i went swimming with my friends around 5 years ago. I've never had friends over EVER and i always go to their houses not mine, also , there were some issues when i was a child, i almost got taken away from my parents but i don't think anyone wants to know, thanks for listening
Don’t compare yourself to others somply because of your attire. Yes, your financial situation results in limitations with clothing and the lack of a washing machine, but in the end it’s just clothes. Yes, your clothing adds to first impressions, but people should understand that your economic state is not perfect, and that you’re struggling. So it’s completely okay that you’re not wearing crop tops or fashionable jackets, but at least you’re wearing clothes. Think of it like that. You have these different solutions to washing yourself and your clothes, that’s good. It shows you’re making a strong effort to survive and thrive, even if you’re not perfect. That’s a power.
focus on what you DO have. That would make you feel better about yourself. If you’re going to focus on what you do NOT have, then use that as motivation to improve your lifestyle.
And for the last few sentences of your vent, it’s very traumatic to see your parental figures almost be ripped of their child, and vice versa. So I can’t blame you for struggling mentally due to that major situation. I hope everything ends well for you. Remember that life is like a wave, it goes up, comes down; and it repeats in a constant cycle. So if you’re feeling like everything’s down, just wait.
sometimes I just want to hide under a blanket somewhere and be sad, tell me I’m not the only one❤
Why are you giving up?
Won't you miss the trees that will soon fall to pollution?
Won't you miss the sky so bright and blue like the ocean?
Everything's falling apart, don't fall with it
Be the strong role model and start to listen
Listen to the birds as they chirp by the bay
And the grass that lays so green as you grow old and gray
Won't you miss that?
Life?
Why won't you continue to survive?
What's the reason? And why not throw it in the trash?
Be calm and humble not like the rash
Of the thing that causes you to struggle and thrash
To wish death upon yourself is a flower of ash
Which blooms only at its last moments, do you really want that?
Or do you want to bloom all the time, and make yourself better?
And ignore the bad things that caused you to suffer?
Just... be content with yourself, don't let others do it for you
You are you.
Stop comparing.
Really.
Stop.
Are you gonna stop?
Or are you just gonna read this and think "oh, not another motivating poem. these never work."
Are you actually going to try now? Or let someone else take over what's yours?
It's YOUR LIFE.
Every second every minute every hour I think of the girl I like but I can't tell her bc she has a bf. I'm scared of being called a weirdo bc I get bullied a lot and my friends aren't real friends and I know that they don't have my back. I feel like I need someone to just be there for me I have never hugged a girl I have never had a girlfriend. I feel like I will be alone forever I have one friend who texted me last night saying love u bro. I felt like someone actually cared about me we talked and I said "I have no rizz bro and u know that" and he said "u have to believe in yourself and be confident" btw the girl I like is his girlfriend and he knows that I like her and I know he is my true friend. I feel like...... I don't feel any more
It just gets to a point man. And ive reached that point.
*vent* sorry lol
i’ve been watching these videos on repeat. since november of 2023, i haven’t felt like myself at all. i’m too depressed to function most days. i go on my phone, cry, sleep, and listen to music. school is so freaking overwhelming, and my grades have been getting lower and lower. my family discredits me and tells me i’m a disappointment. all my friends hate me. i’m more of the “quiet” kid in school, so i’m constantly bullied. even my crush hates me. i hate to self-diagnose, but i think i have adhd. i can never focus on any tasks, leading to me falling behind. i also have been st@rving myself and i find it hard to eat. i am so addicted to lowering the numbers on the scale. i know i’m underweight but it never feels like enough, i just want to look pretty. every day i go to sleep hoping i won’t wake up. i’ve dealt with $h on and off for years. i just want to be normal and loved.
I'm so sorry. You can vent here anytime.
You deserve so much better. Your amazing. Pretty and kind. You don't deserve to be bullied. And I'm. Sorry that you crush doesn't like you. You deserve better. :(
although i truly dont know you. you are an amazing person to even go through that and be here, but you are worth every breath you take and you deserve to eat and enjoy every bite you take, food isnt a punishment, its a gift you deserve to eat atleast 3 times a day. keep thinking to yourself that. you are a beautiful person inside and out and you are perfect. no one is normal and i think thats clear just looking in a street, but everyone is unique and deserves to be themselves, please get yourself to a healthy weight, you dont deserve to starve youself. and if your friends hate you , find new ones, they dont have to be in school, but if your trying, thats the main thing, thats what will get you going each day, you are trying. have a great day ml, your worth it
I’m so sorry about that :( I don’t know who you are, but I’m sorry and hope life gets so much better for you.
real deal.
It sucks because I used to be so nice then this year I try so hard not to snap to anyone but it’s so hard now. I feel so weird and different and because of that I’ve lost all of friends from it. There really some who still care but for some reason it just feels like they don’t even care abt me any more and leave me behind and I just miss my old self and the old times where I used to be fun and not care what ppl think but know I feel like everyone’s judging me and I hate this feeling
0:14 My bsf had to leave me, and now there is no one to stop the bullying no one to stop me from sh and no one to help revive my lost soul😢😢
I always feel alone even though i have a lot of friends
I need to cry but it won't come out
I wanna kmys but my little cousin is my reason.
Vent.
So one time i was crying my eyes out to my friend. The next day i told her abt why i was crying and she said, LOL that was so funny ngl.
Why would she say that.
thats so rude of her, but ml please don't kys , you matter even if you don't believe it you still matter💓💗💗
My two reasons to live:
1. The two kittens my beautiful cat left me after she got sick.
2. My best and only friend who I hope may become even more than that.
Vent : ive never vented on vent videos before because it hasnt really gotten this bad. im online schooled (it wasnt my choice) and i literally do not leave the house, i dont have any hobbies or anything that i do other than lay around my house on my phone or stare at a computer all day and i mentally cannot handle that, i need social interaction. i have 1 irl friend and i havent seen her in a month, and all my online friends seem to be allowed to do shit like go out, do things, and have socials etc. im not even allowed to have roblox or pinterest. (or yt but lmao) i also live w my great aunt, and she’s had cancer for the past 3 years. she’s been trying to fight with treatments but shes to the point where she cant walk so if she gets any there is no point of her living which i agree with (only because whats the point if all you’re doing is laying down) so she decided to quit treatments and now i have to help alot which im fine with because i love her alot but its just so draining, i have to stop my schoolwork every 5 minutes so i cannot pay attention, and also my crush is kinda? ignoring me and they’re my comfort person even though ive never vented to them or even met them irl. im jus at my lowest rn and theres no where i can even go to clear my head bc i cant even leave the house. when i say i have no hobbies, i dont do any sports, instruments, like anything at all. i just stay rotting at home.
Thanks for telling your story. I'm in a similar situation with the online schooling. I don't know what to say to you but I wish you all the best with your great aunt. I'm sorry for what you're going through but I'm rooting for you with your crush and finding a good hobby for yourself.
@AlienHuman- thanks, i got their # today but i dont wanna annoy them. i love them so much. i js dk what to do. But thank you for taking time to talk about it
@@voodoo_dolly thanks man. And hey I say go for it. You never know what will happen unless u try.
I passed 1 year being like:” I need a psychologist “ and now that I have one every time I go there idk what to say or what to do and I feel so stupid and feel like I’m wasting my time and her time
Edit: also this evening I felt like I wanted to throw up everything I eated because I’m too fat and I don’t get my period (I’m 15 almost 16 y.o.) because of that (noticed this thanks to my mom)
If you’re comfortable with answering, when was the last time you’ve gotten your period? Because there are many reasons for it, but it really comes down to the date. You should also tell your psychologist about that, because they can help with such a situation.
Really, if you don’t know what to say to your psychologist, that’s because there’s so much running through your mind that you can’t focus on one thing, and you know there’s something you want to say, but you’re either too afraid to risk it, or you just can’t seem to pull it out of your head, that’s okay.
Just focus on the basics and let the conversations flow from there, including what happened at school during the time between the sessions, who you’re still friends with, platonic/romantic interests/relationships, how you believe people percieve you, and how you see yourself. If you don’t want to admit to something, leave it brief. Hope this helps.
I’ve never been a happy person since the age of 5 or 6 it’s crazy how abuse works. I’m 14 now and still can’t get my life together and when people make jokes about my absent father they would be crying for me if I told the WHY he’s absent, he was a abuser, he starved me and once even held me ima chokehold against a wall. Once he hit me with a belt so hard I threw up and I was only 6. He tried to bribe me when I was 9 to get me to Love
him. Court was forcing me to see him and my lawyer tried dragging me out my car and I would kick and scream thinking about the times I heard his screams towards me and all the manipulative things he told me. And I now say to love your body but I hate mine and my huge thighs. I don’t know why but I’m on and off a depression state of my life. I try my best to be a people pleaser and be a therapist friend but it made everything worse because I had someone I was talking too and it turned out she was suicidal and she would always vent to me without notice and it made my depression worse. Some days I will barely eat and nobody will notice but then I’ll eat a lot and people will comment on it and I feel fat. I know I’m not overweight but yet I have stretch arks and bigger boobs than girls my age and my moms always like, “I’m so jealous” or will brag to her friends and I felt so hurt because it wasn’t her place to do that. She stopped it because well talked about but will comment about it still but not to friends. I have no motivation and I get called lazy but I just feel paralyzed. I “quit” self harm for my mom but we all know cutting isn’t the only way. I pick at my skin take hot showers bite my nails and stay up until it’s almost 3 Am. Yet I still find a way to laugh at myself at school. I feel like a pick me for getting upset for “jokes” but idk. I also lost my best friend thinking she was my friend but it was a lie. I’m doing a. Bit better because I found someone I like he makes me feel happy and good about myself.
I feel like everyone hates me and I'm just there and I don't actually even exist
1:28 the sign one is so sad
3 days clean today😌
That's amazing!
Keep up the good work
Hello,, everyone! I hope you're all having a wonderful day today. If necessary,, feel free to vent here! I will try my best to support you all💗 Remember to take care of yourself! I'm proud of you.
I’m honestly done, if people won’t listen to me then I’ll stop trying to get better. I’m tired I can’t keep doing this, I’m so done. I just want it to stop man
Idk why I'm commenting this but this is my "I wish" list.
Its basically a list of things I wish I was.
I wish:
I would be a better daughter.
I would express myself.
Stop hating myself for expressing myself.
Overall be a different person.
Not have someone say "real" or "same" when I vent.
Have someone who understands and is okay with supporting me and what I'm going through.
For someone to realise I shouldn't cry every night.
that's pretty much all ill put cuz I have alot i wanna put on here but I can't cuz its annoying. (like me.)
Stay safe out there and know u aren't alone.
I've been bullied before and I was really hurt I try not to eat but I have a eating problem...
my mom told me we are moving countries. although, she doesn't know i have a bf, and she says that im going to find new friends in my home country. but i just love my bf too much. i'm moving in september. but leaving the country in june. i'm gonna be back only in october
Started in February 23rd, ended in June 13th. I regret my choice of that day I desired to hurt myself, I regret it so much but at the same time i fell the exact same.
Can anyone help me out? Whenever I talk I throw up and it's getting really hard to hide from adults and people at school.
Yeah is it anxiety or like a physical thing
🎶It’s starting to feel like bojack season again, scars on all my legs 🎶
I’m currently bawling my eyes. I’ve had the worst couple weeks. I like this boy (we’re gonna call him zach) a lot and he liked me. then he kinda distanced himself from me. we had matching bitmoji outfits and would talk everyday. until last week he changed his and i knew it was over. i cried every night. then i started to regain the crush for him. after i had been told that he’s been hanging out with his ex and other girls. i didn’t care though i didn’t believe them. then yesterday he told me why he stopped talking to me. it breaks my heart. one of my best friends charlie is on his rec baseball team. but me and zach don’t go to school together. zach said that charlie told him that i like another boy. that boy goes to my school and is on zach’s travel baseball team. zach said that he stopped talking to me because of that. i told him i don’t like the other boy. he said okay. then today i found out that he’s already talking to someone else. my heart hurts i liked zach so much and everyone knew. you don’t have to like i just need help i can’t keep living like this i’ve left out some huge details that i don’t want to share but i need someone to talk to
1:16 …
i hate everyone
i hate how everyone can be so reckless
thats not okay at all what the fuck is wrong with people.
You'll be okay keep your chin up
6:03 Hello! Does anyone know where this scene is from please?
It got to the point where i wanted to kms and school got infolved and made it worse, it got better but now have that eery deja vu feeling li,e jts qll coming back to me and im reliving the moments agian. I dont wanto relive this. I thought i escaped when i purpesly misbehaved to switch schools. Someone help, im only 13.
i don’t want to be here anymore
It sucks because I have so much. I have a pretty okay dad and a mom who cares about me but yet I still act so selfish as if I’m struggling but I’m really just spoiled. I get so much and it’s still not enough for me. So many people have it worse and are still happy but I get almost anything I want and I still feel empty as if I have nothing. I can barely even take constructive criticism without getting pissed off or want to cry. I don’t understand why I’m like this. I want to commit so bad, I can’t take it anymore. I’ve relapsed so many times and even my mom calls me selfish because of it. I have a life that some people could only dream of yet I still chops to be this way. I get whatever I want but it’s never enough for my selfish heart. Some teens my age are struggling but are still so happy. I have things others would pray for. I get angry at such little unreasonable things and I cry for no reason for hours. I wish I could just suck it up and realize that I have everything I could ever want, or at least convince myself that I do. I hate this sm.
my legs burn.
My cousin says I will always stay here for u . I know he hats me🥺
I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm depressed but I'm not sure. My brother died like 8 months ago and ever since then I feel like no one is there for me. I have an older sister that I used to be best friends with but now if we ever hang out it just doesn't feel the same and I see my parents everyday but it just feels different. My best friend of 7 years misses a lot of school and finally left school and hasn't come back. I really miss her and I just need to be around her but I don't know what I'm supposed to text her or what I'm supposed to say. I have a lot of other friends at school but they are just like regular friends. I made a new friend this school year and she's fun to hang out with, but she's kind of rude sometimes. Like sometimes i will be talking and she will be like you're so loud you can't ever be quiet and that makes me go quiet so quickly and then when i'm quiet she's like are you okay. No i'm not okay i give my all to everybody and i get nothing back i spend all of my time trying to get all of my school work done and no one asks if i'm okay and even if they do i'm just going to say i'm fine because what are they going to do if i say i'm not fine.
i had a 30+ minute cry season just because i dont have a 80 in math, i have a 70 rn and i feel like ive failed myself.
4:15 is so true...
12 days clean… not for long… heh…
12 days is insanely good. That’s almost 2 weeks. That’s half a month!! That’s 288 hours without harming yourself, you have every right to be proud of yourself. And who knows? When you do make it to the end of the month, you get to celebrate 1 month of being clean, which is 1/12 of a year, so yes, you do have a long way to go. But damn 12 days is so good.
@@2weird2be 16 days now. Someone needs to put me in a mental hospital fucking *now* before I kms
10 reasons why i jst wanna end it all..
1: i stay up at 1am-5:30am to try and end it all but jst cant.
2: i feel like i dont belong here and i wanna leave so bad but i dont my siblings and my cousins crying bcuz im gone.
3:i hate life..
4: i have up to 7 friends in heaven rn.
5: i overthink ALOT..
6: i hate how people say they will be there for u or they will never leave or never hurt u. but they do all of that for no fkin reson.
7: i’ve lost so many friends.. and they all hate me for no reason.
8: i have scars on my thighs and one of my arms.
9: i hate opening to people cuz they tell other people. so i vent in my note books or i vent to my cousin..
10: i use to love my home.. until i realised. i never really wanted to be in my family. my cousins call me the worst out of all of them jst cuz i yell at them and the reason why i yell at them is cuz they do stuff that is not child like. and i mean by calling each other rude and stuff. but on of the top reasons is cuz i love them. and ik they dont love me..
ml pls don't end it, pls don't end ik life is hard but i will pray for you💗💗💗💗
I feel like a disappointment to my parents... ive been in the mental hospital.. trying to get help. But ever sience ive left thet hospital... i feel it got worse i relasped. Everytime i try to get better after 1-2 weeks i relapaes... i cut myself. But myfriends can see my legs and... they yell at me for it and hit me like my mom would do if she found out again... i wanna cry so bad... i feel like i attract the same ppl like my mother into mylife. I guess.. i just need to bleed myself a fucking puddle and jump in it to feel better.. for only a minute.
Im so sorry. Your friends are terrible. You deserve better. You deserve great parents. Your worth more than you think..
You can vent here anytime
That is NOT the answer, self harm will only result in infections that crawl through your cuts and make you suffer further just for living life. Life may seem hellish at times, constantly, and that’s because you’re focusing solely on the bad moments and bad aspects. Comfort yourself for once, instead of relying on abusive friends and family. Sit down in the mirror and talk to yourself. Because it is NOT worth cutting yourself over someone else’s mistakes, which is harassing someone and expecting them to heal, when in reality, they’ve failed YOU. You haven’t failed THEM, they have failed you.
Last comment and vid I’m gonna watch:3
Bye.
I hope this doesn’t mean you are committing! Do NOT do it, just don’t! If you are gone already, you will be missed, but if you aren’t and this means what I think it does, keep going, don’t give up, fight for things you love, fighting to be able to see the world change in good ways! Keep fighting no matter what, you will get through it my lovely!
Edit: I just read that Maya committed, I'm so sorry. If only she could've gotten help. Stay strong for her, everything will be ok, she is at peace now
please don’t do it, I had an attempt it’s not worth it.
A poem for you if you’re still alive:
Why are you giving up?
Won't you miss the trees that will soon fall to pollution?
Won't you miss the sky so bright and blue like the ocean?
Everything's falling apart, don't fall with it
Be the strong role model and start to listen
Listen to the birds as they chirp by the bay
And the grass that lays so green as you grow old and gray
Won't you miss that?
Life?
Why won't you continue to survive?
What's the reason? And why not throw it in the trash?
Be calm and humble not like the rash
Of the thing that causes you to struggle and thrash
To wish death upon yourself is a flower of ash
Which blooms only at its last moments, do you really want that?
Or do you want to bloom all the time, and make yourself better?
And ignore the bad things that caused you to suffer?
Just... be content with yourself, don't let others do it for you
You are you.
Stop comparing.
Really.
Stop.
Are you gonna stop?
Or are you just gonna read this and think "oh, not another motivating poem. these never work."
Are you actually going to try now? Or let someone else take over what's yours?
It's YOUR LIFE.
If you’ve already committed, fly high. You deserve that long-needed peace.
I read your channel description, well, your little sister Maya’s. May she rest in peace, and may she remain forever in your heart. 🙏
I can't blame you, but I want to say I'm sorry it had to come to this. Death, and even oneself's death is a real scare. It's brave, either way. You did this, you...did this. It's been 3 days. There's a higher chance you're gone now. its too late to say anything positive.
I'm gona be gone soon y'all, gona start a new life without all these bad ppl, and fam. See y'all 🫶
Please tell me you’re still here….I need you
Does anyone else talk so much you get yelled at for talking too much but then when you don’t talk ppl think something is wrong. Sometimes i feel there is something wrong with me sometimes i think about how I’m never how people want me to and how i mess up everything. Its almost my friends birthday except i cant celebrate it with them cause i lost them to su1c1d3 and now that i think about that it makes me come to these videos to find comfort in my sadness. I would talk to my family or friends except i cant because i don’t trust them i have almost told one of my friends but i just can’t but for some reason i can on here.I hate my life so fucking much the first time i ever tried to commit was the first year i moved to my new house but i didn’t do it cause i didnt want to be a burden to my to have to see my body and have to move it and what iwas going to do to do that wouldnt have worked anyway i want to keep going but i hate life so much to the point where im having anger outbursts and i hate so much.I just want to be normal a be able to be liked but i feel no one actually cares for me not even my family. Just today my brother was goong to buy my other sibling smth and my sister had bought my other sibiling something but i never even got asked if wanted anything none of them cared if i did. Then my brother continuously kept being rude to me and he has told me a couple of times to k1ll i hope he is joking when he says that but a part of me thinks otherwise and i can imagine his reaction if i do do it he probably wouldnt care and i wouldnt either if i was him but then things keep popping up like things i want to do so i think the universe is trying to keep me alive but dont know how much longer i can sorry for venting!!
man i tried to call 988 (shl aka suicide hot line) ykw they did? they threatened me with the cops. like no i want to talk to you make me feel better dont get more people involved? just talk to me please i need someone there for me...
Now that’s fucked up man :(
Idk what's wrong with me lately I feel bad for venting but I feel worse holding it in I'm starting to feel numb I was 8 months clean and last night I relapsed cut myself again and idk what to do about it more panic attacks I trust no one especially this guy I'm talking to I love him I do but he dated his last gf for a Hella long time and I told him to block her and nothing feels right and idk what to do anymore I feel weird about anything relating to family and I don't even want to talk to my therapist anti depressants dont do shit either
Nothing bad happened to me but Im disappointed .my uncle didn’t come to my birthday to “ make a baby”
He lives at my grandparents house with his girlfriend and while my grandparents were at my house for my birthday
They might’ve ykw with each other instead of seeing his ONLY TWO NIECES.HE could’ve just stayed for 5 minutes to sing happy birthday and leave.I am so fucking disappointed ☹️ I’m sorry about this.
Why are you apologizing?
Really. Why?
Just curious. But you have a right to vent, no need to say sorry for speaking what’s been bothering you.
Also, your uncle (no offense) is a bitch for choosing to not even wait five minutes before diving into making love with his girlfriend, instead of properly respecting his two nieces. Really, he does not deserve you both if he chooses… *that* over wishing you a well birthday. You have every right to be disappointed. Shame on him fr
Feel free to vent :) here
Im 13 n im so drained I dont wanna be here no more it hurts so badd
@@Theyluvvyare why school parental issues friend issues?
@@Bibbleandbible I js moved from sj to Manteca n left all my friends the I also had to break up with my boyfriend of 6 months I really did love him n I was in the middle of moving when we broke up so I had something to do so my brain was occupied i didnt have to think abt but his wasn't so he did he was sad n I didnt realize cuz I was busy now that im hurting he's moved on n im js here
@Yaretz Got a poem for you; promise yourself that you’ll read it for your own good, because if you choose to take this, then it’ll help you prosper
Why are you giving up?
Won't you miss the trees that will soon fall to pollution?
Won't you miss the sky so bright and blue like the ocean?
Everything's falling apart, don't fall with it
Be the strong role model and start to listen
Listen to the birds as they chirp by the bay
And the grass that lays so green as you grow old and gray
Won't you miss that?
Life?
Why won't you continue to survive?
What's the reason? And why not throw it in the trash?
Be calm and humble not like the rash
Of the thing that causes you to struggle and thrash
To wish death upon yourself is a flower of ash
Which blooms only at its last moments, do you really want that?
Or do you want to bloom all the time, and make yourself better?
And ignore the bad things that caused you to suffer?
Just... be content with yourself, don't let others do it for you
You are you.
Stop comparing.
Really.
Stop.
Are you gonna stop?
Or are you just gonna read this and think "oh, not another motivating poem. these never work."
Are you actually going to try now? Or let someone else take over what's yours?
It's YOUR LIFE.
Idk I just need to get this off of my chest. I was SA’d in year 7 (11) for almost a year and nobody knew then and when I brought it up to my school counselor, all she said was “ I don’t know what to tell you, but life is shitty sometimes and we need to get over it and move on with the world.” I tried telling her I wanted to kill myself and that I was hurting myself and she would fucking listen. So I did. I hurt myself and ended up in the hospital but still, nothing changed. I sat next the the boy who did this to me for a whole year after. All of year 8 (12). And people she would still ask me if I was planning to do anything again, and I would lie. But in reality my anorexia was getting worse because of swimming and my depression was just skyrocketing. So, my parents decided to move, not because of me. But because of my sister. My sister has ADHD and didn’t get the help she needed in school. However what my parents failed to notice was not only my mental state but also the fact that my ADHD was becoming impossible to manage and that my processing disorder was making school nearly impossible for me. So yeah. And then in my last few months at that school I lost all my friends except for 1 or 2. And write as I was leaving someone came up to me and hugged me and I was overjoyed that someone still liked me but then they whispered in my ear and said it was all my fault and that maybe if I was smarter he wouldn’t have done it. But now I’m at a new school, where I get the help I need in my classes. But socially I still struggle and the fact that my friend fucking suck doesn’t help. But even though technically speaking my life is better, it still doesn’t feel better. I lost everyone I had , and trying to rebuild it is not fun.I fucked up I know, but I swear I want to fix it, and stop, but I just cant. I’m 13 now btw, just about to turn 14 in case ur wondering. Thanks for anyone who read this. You are loved and appreciated. ❤️
I feel like I have many holes in my heart, I cut myself again I mean what else is to say people tell me. There is a lot to say my older sister doesn’t talk to and said she will always talk to me and lied. I’m so depressed I can’t get out of bed I feel like I’m just there with people I call friends. I feel empty and lonely and exhausted and tired to do anything. I can’t pay attention in class and have low grades. I have low self esteem and the last time I talked to a teacher I went to the school counselor and I love her but she doesn’t help. What do I do?
im sorry i feel the exact same way, i think you should tell other people like maybe ur parents or a different counselor/teacher, maybe try to make new friends if you think your current ones are fake.
@@al3x._XDDD Thank you and I have
Iamgrn pulling out you phone and crying
Real
real
I feel like I'm just too sensitive for others, and that I'm never enough. My mother said that she wished she had a better daughter, my friends say they wished they had a better friend, my sisters say they are there for me but when I need help they always say they are busy or that I ruined the mood by my thoughts. I hate seeing my older sister cry when I told her I wanted to kill myself, but I also hate seeing her yell at me saying things like she wished I were better. I loathe going home because all my mom does is make me feel like I should just off myself right in front of her. Do they not think that I wished I was better ?
I'm not sorry for how I feel. I'm sorry that how I feel bothers others.
These videos make me cry life sucks parents treat us like bullshit friends suck the only friends that I have and love are the gang in my school yes they say idc and idgaf a lot but they still make me happy and I feel so bad for other people that suffer I’m literally just 14 and my Life suck already and I have IBS and it hurts really bad mostly in school look y’all if I didn’t eat in an hour my stomach hurts so bad and every class is 50 minutes I try not to cry I’m not being dramatic rn but if y’all understand you will get it and when I tell my mom she says it’s because you get mad a lot and whatever also I’m skinny and tall like so tall people call me a giraffe like it’s funny but it makes everything worse. If you’re reading this xoxo
i cant do this anymore guys 😔 as soon as i feel a little pretty im suddenly ugly asf again 😔
i need someone to talk to...
5:43 I VOLUNTEER
probably no one will read this cuz this was posted a while ago. For 3 years I havent told anyone about how when I eat food I force myself to throw up and I didn't understand the consciences and I when I went to the dentist they told my I had 9 cavaties and that's when I realized I needed to stop so I tried stopping but now I pysically cannot eat, I feel so sick I wanna tell my mom so bad but it would ruin eveyrhing and I'm so tired
3:15 is true
5:07 nah im proud of you
I’m so fcking tired all my friends do is think of depression/suicide as aesthetics and it’s so fcking annoying and all I do everyday is drag myself outta bed I’m so tired of this shi