Hi Forrest, been missing you & pray this finds you ok. As one fellow recovering addict with 9 years to another when we stop doing life we start to get into trouble. I think of you & WE all miss your content, recovery talk, etc. Big big hug 🤗 to you & keep on keeping on NO MATTER WHAT! ❤😊🙏✌️
Just so you know…you are/would be helping people seeing what it’s actually like in the first year of sobriety. It’s not a snap of the fingers and just getting the drugs out of your system and everything is smooth sailing. The struggles are real and you can talk about that to others going through the same thing. You don’t need to take everyone to fancy places or pretty backgrounds for a video. You don’t need to be perfect. You’d be helping more than you give yourself credit for and it could go a long way helping you feel better yourself. Wishing you the best.
Your comment is filled with nothing but wisdom and I think you’re exactly right. The struggles are SO real! I’m so far from perfect and nothing about my recovery has been easy. Especially these past few months. Good things are happening but I’m still hurting and still feel betrayed/rejected by people I cared about. I wish we could just help one another and try to uplift our fellow man. Seems like we’re so ingrained with this idea of competition and separation when we’re really all in this crazy world together and we all deal with the same kinds of nonsense. I’m gonna sit down and really start planning my next steps when it comes to all of this. I bought a couple books about UA-cam content creation and enrolled in school for Audio/Video Editing classes. I plan on putting more time and effort into my channel and I’m definitely gonna talk about everything. Thanks for this nudge, I’ve needed it.
@@AnyoneCanChangeso many of us are wondering where you've been,& we're all concerned about how you are doing, because of not hearing from you.. please let us know your ok, it's been over a month & we would really like to hear from you please let us know ....even if just to pop in to say a few words to let us know your ok.... Love❤ & Godbless✝️😇🙏
Yes you’re exactly right Sher! I’ve just been taking some time from YT to figure things out and focus on building a future. I’m also a student now too lol. I ended up enrolling in the Audio/Video editing Associate Degree program. Thanks for your support, you guys are the best!
@@AnyoneCanChange oh wow!!! Nice!! I was like let me check if he's been on recently , and I come across this! So happy for you brother this is awesome so thankful to hear this thank You Jesus !! Stay strong and blessed brother! ❤❤ You are always a thought away when I think of my own addiction. If you can do it so can I {everyone else!!} Anyone can change after all 🥰 God is good!! He is doing beautiful things!!
Yea I’m really sorry guys. I know the majority of you genuinely care and I’m not going to just give up on the channel. I want to create quality content with a clear message and purpose. I’ve been struggling emotionally and battling depression constantly these past cple months. I’m going to know when the time’s right. I’m trying to get into the Audio/video associates program at Madison College. This isn’t the end it’s just a time of hardship, change, but also growth. Later brother
@@AnyoneCanChangeOh I'm so so glad you answered someone. My thoughts were all over the place wondering if something bad had happened to you. Please know that we all on here care so much about you and you in our thoughts and prayers. Take all the time you need to to get to a healthy place physically and mentally. I believe in you and I think if (actually when) you get into those classes you will do great! It will also help to keep your mind preoccupied. Depression is a very hard illness to cope with. Having positive changes will help you get the depression under control. You remind me soooo much of my 49 yr old son. Everything you've gone through and going through he's dealing with too. I just make sure I'm here for him emotionally with no judgement. Same goes for you. I've been thinking. Have you ever thought about doing podcast? There's many of them on you tube you could study to get yourself familiar with the interviewing . You could start out with your friends we met at the womens group home. It would take the spotlight off of you but would still be reaching to help others going through addiction and recovery from their perspective. Just a thought I've had. Take as long as you need to but please every few days just post us friends a short 5 o 10 second short video saying hi and that you are okay. One lady on some of comments was saying your ex was saying you had passed away. I knew who she meant said it and which ex boyfriend she meant so I quickly explained it to everyone. My positive thoughts and prayers are with you Four❤ I hope you read this!
@@margaretkrouse6904 Sobriety is selfish. Has to come first. Personally, I had to cut out as much noise as possible in my life and exhaust my body; distract my mind every day. He is strong young man, and he can do it just needs more time.
I loveeee paddle boarding!! I’ve only done it once in a lake at our friends place!! It’s so fun!! Glad you got to do it& see an eagle!! I had breast cancer in 2011!! Life is a gift!! Right after I came through it, everything looked different!!! I saw things in a different light@anyonecanchange
@@juliemanning-ix2yp he doesn't owe us anything but It would be nice to post one last time to say goodbye to us subscribers. We grew to truly care. I just hope he's okay.
@@margaretkrouse6904 No me Either think he is working lots of hours at his old place think he is struggling since the break up from Nika who I may add is losing subscribers each day I have unsubscribed from her channel as its always the same thing kissing her cat Nova who is a darling to be fair but she has turned off comments to her channel also think people are fed up of her .... Four my friend please let your viewers know you are OK were all worried about you ❤❤xxxx
Aww I’m sorry guys, I’m just seeing your comments here! I’m okay and I don’t mean to worry you so that’s my bad. I have been dealing with alot emotionally these past few weeks but everything is going to be okay. I’m not giving up on the channel or my subscribers and I’m going to get back to making videos in the near future. It’s actually a decent amount of work to make videos but I still feel very passionate about it. Thanks for caring and I’ll see you guys soon. Peace n love to you and yours.
@margaretkrouse6904 nika has completely come off you tube now her channel is no more the last video she posted was a over a month ago now saying she was moving to New York and she was closing her channel down.. wasn't really bothered subscribers were unsubscribing to her channel her comments were turned off. My guess is once she is in new York she will relapse and go back to her drug days my opinion of course . She changed a hell of a lot wasn't the woman I originally subscribed to. Just thought you would like to know lol 😮 x
@@AnyoneCanChangeglad you are OK we are all missing you take care and hopefully see you back on your channel real soon. Love from me in the UK 🇬🇧 xxx❤❤
Miss seeing your videos. Hope you are doing well. I know editing videos can be a challenge. Try just making short ones you don’t have to edit much at all.
Been looking for new videos.
I hope you are doing well.I really wish you would continue with your vlogs, I enjoyed them so much.
Hey bro just checking in on you. Pray all is well with you:) Miss seeing your videos!
Think of you often . Hope you are happy and heathy.
Hi Forrest, been missing you & pray this finds you ok. As one fellow recovering addict with 9 years to another when we stop doing life we start to get into trouble. I think of you & WE all miss your content, recovery talk, etc. Big big hug 🤗 to you & keep on keeping on NO MATTER WHAT! ❤😊🙏✌️
How fun, and great core exercise, too - enjoy!!
Keep taking care of yourself. Hope school is going well! ♥ 🙏
Was just thinking about you. Hope you are good.
If nobody has told you lately YOU matter, YOU are worthy, and YOU are LOVED 💙🩵 Don’t ever forget that!
Thanks Cherise, as do YOU my sister! That’s very kind of you and I’m sending love your way too. 🙏❤️
I’m over the moon seeing you do my bucket list item. I can check it off my list bcuz seeing you enjoy yourself makes me that happy.
Looks like you’re doing well. That paddle board looks fun. 😊
Just so you know…you are/would be helping people seeing what it’s actually like in the first year of sobriety. It’s not a snap of the fingers and just getting the drugs out of your system and everything is smooth sailing. The struggles are real and you can talk about that to others going through the same thing. You don’t need to take everyone to fancy places or pretty backgrounds for a video. You don’t need to be perfect. You’d be helping more than you give yourself credit for and it could go a long way helping you feel better yourself. Wishing you the best.
Your comment is filled with nothing but wisdom and I think you’re exactly right. The struggles are SO real! I’m so far from perfect and nothing about my recovery has been easy. Especially these past few months. Good things are happening but I’m still hurting and still feel betrayed/rejected by people I cared about. I wish we could just help one another and try to uplift our fellow man. Seems like we’re so ingrained with this idea of competition and separation when we’re really all in this crazy world together and we all deal with the same kinds of nonsense. I’m gonna sit down and really start planning my next steps when it comes to all of this. I bought a couple books about UA-cam content creation and enrolled in school for Audio/Video Editing classes. I plan on putting more time and effort into my channel and I’m definitely gonna talk about everything. Thanks for this nudge, I’ve needed it.
@@AnyoneCanChangeso many of us are wondering where you've been,& we're all concerned about how you are doing, because of not hearing from you.. please let us know your ok, it's been over a month & we would really like to hear from you please let us know ....even if just to pop in to say a few words to let us know your ok....
Love❤ & Godbless✝️😇🙏
Nice to see you doing something fun and relaxing! 😃 Best from BC
So fun!
Sunday August 18th How are you doing???
I'm glad to see you are doing good
Looks beautiful there, glad you are having fun 🙏
0:11 Ok I think I've been patient enough. Glad you got a Van. How are you doing? I miss hearing from you. Quick update please.
Nice to see you having fun, you so deserve it❤❤
Enjoy, God bless you 🙏❤️☀️
0:23 0:27 How are you doing? I've been missing you. I'm sure you're fine & just very busy. God speed ❤
Yes you’re exactly right Sher! I’ve just been taking some time from YT to figure things out and focus on building a future. I’m also a student now too lol. I ended up enrolling in the Audio/Video editing Associate Degree program. Thanks for your support, you guys are the best!
Glad everything's good and that's why you're taking a break! I am so excited for you taking classes.
@@AnyoneCanChange oh wow!!! Nice!! I was like let me check if he's been on recently , and I come across this! So happy for you brother this is awesome so thankful to hear this thank You Jesus !! Stay strong and blessed brother! ❤❤ You are always a thought away when I think of my own addiction. If you can do it so can I {everyone else!!} Anyone can change after all 🥰 God is good!! He is doing beautiful things!!
Wow! Just look at you! That looks like all kind of fun!😊
Hey four when are you ever go to make a video miss you 😢
So much fun love from BCM in Australia xx
UA-cam channels (at least the ones I seem to watch) are a lot like new restaurants. Very few survive the first year.
Yea I’m really sorry guys. I know the majority of you genuinely care and I’m not going to just give up on the channel. I want to create quality content with a clear message and purpose. I’ve been struggling emotionally and battling depression constantly these past cple months. I’m going to know when the time’s right. I’m trying to get into the Audio/video associates program at Madison College. This isn’t the end it’s just a time of hardship, change, but also growth. Later brother
@@AnyoneCanChange Do whatever you got to do to get through your first year! Doesn't matter what or how; only that you get there.
@@AnyoneCanChange🙌🙌 positive affirmations
@@AnyoneCanChangeOh I'm so so glad you answered someone. My thoughts were all over the place wondering if something bad had happened to you. Please know that we all on here care so much about you and you in our thoughts and prayers. Take all the time you need to to get to a healthy place physically and mentally. I believe in you and I think if (actually when) you get into those classes you will do great! It will also help to keep your mind preoccupied. Depression is a very hard illness to cope with. Having positive changes will help you get the depression under control. You remind me soooo much of my 49 yr old son. Everything you've gone through and going through he's dealing with too. I just make sure I'm here for him emotionally with no judgement. Same goes for you. I've been thinking. Have you ever thought about doing podcast? There's many of them on you tube you could study to get yourself familiar with the interviewing . You could start out with your friends we met at the womens group home. It would take the spotlight off of you but would still be reaching to help others going through addiction and recovery from their perspective. Just a thought I've had. Take as long as you need to but please every few days just post us friends a short 5 o 10 second short video saying hi and that you are okay. One lady on some of comments was saying your ex was saying you had passed away. I knew who she meant said it and which ex boyfriend she meant so I quickly explained it to everyone. My positive thoughts and prayers are with you Four❤ I hope you read this!
@@margaretkrouse6904 Sobriety is selfish. Has to come first. Personally, I had to cut out as much noise as possible in my life and exhaust my body; distract my mind every day. He is strong young man, and he can do it just needs more time.
Happy to see you having fun Forr❤️
Keep shining bright💪🏼🙏🏼✝️❤️
Thank you, I will
Looks like alota fun tho 😊 I know I would've dumped it 😂 Hey Four ❤🙋♀️
Glad you are doing something you like! 🙏🏼
I loveeee paddle boarding!! I’ve only done it once in a lake at our friends place!! It’s so fun!! Glad you got to do it& see an eagle!! I had breast cancer in 2011!! Life is a gift!! Right after I came through it, everything looked different!!! I saw things in a different light@anyonecanchange
It's been awhile, For! Hope all is well!
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Hi Forr..looks brilliant 👏 😀 love and light from Dublin Ireland 🇮🇪 ❤️
I'm guessing he's done with yt. Oh well, good luck to him.
@@juliemanning-ix2yp he doesn't owe us anything but It would be nice to post one last time to say goodbye to us subscribers. We grew to truly care. I just hope he's okay.
@margaretkrouse6904 Yes, I agree 🙂
I do not usually like bringing her up on his account but I think she deleted hers not sure I still followed and see nothing now
I noticed that too, the last time I watched her she moved to New York I think an reached 1 year sober...
@@nat926 yes me to that would explain it
I was also finding these comments t find out if she really deleted her videos
She made her account private. She was just trying to make it to the one year mark.
I am sure the water wasn't tooo warm. Lol.
Hope you are ok my friend 🧡 xxx
I'm beginning to get worried about him. Unless I'm missing something this is the last we've heard from him. I didn't see any updates on his instagram.
@@margaretkrouse6904 No me Either think he is working lots of hours at his old place think he is struggling since the break up from Nika who I may add is losing subscribers each day I have unsubscribed from her channel as its always the same thing kissing her cat Nova who is a darling to be fair but she has turned off comments to her channel also think people are fed up of her .... Four my friend please let your viewers know you are OK were all worried about you ❤❤xxxx
Aww I’m sorry guys, I’m just seeing your comments here! I’m okay and I don’t mean to worry you so that’s my bad. I have been dealing with alot emotionally these past few weeks but everything is going to be okay. I’m not giving up on the channel or my subscribers and I’m going to get back to making videos in the near future. It’s actually a decent amount of work to make videos but I still feel very passionate about it. Thanks for caring and I’ll see you guys soon. Peace n love to you and yours.
@margaretkrouse6904 nika has completely come off you tube now her channel is no more the last video she posted was a over a month ago now saying she was moving to New York and she was closing her channel down.. wasn't really bothered subscribers were unsubscribing to her channel her comments were turned off. My guess is once she is in new York she will relapse and go back to her drug days my opinion of course . She changed a hell of a lot wasn't the woman I originally subscribed to. Just thought you would like to know lol 😮 x
@@AnyoneCanChangeglad you are OK we are all missing you take care and hopefully see you back on your channel real soon. Love from me in the UK 🇬🇧 xxx❤❤
I think he left for good.
YES! Making friends and doing thangs! Spending time in nature. Work Life Balance.
Peace & Love.
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Good job FORR
haha I have a paddle board for our lake here, my dog comes on it with me, he LOVES it!
Fun!!!
Gotta new lady friend!
that's his mum most likely 🤣
Precisely lol ❤️
@@AnyoneCanChange 😉 hope you're doing well 4!!
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Miss seeing your videos. Hope you are doing well. I know editing videos can be a challenge. Try just making short ones you don’t have to edit much at all.
jealous asf😂