sorry for the long comment - this script was very personal to write. my mother locked up almost all of our food. the cheerios thing is true - my friend would bring me a ziplock bag every day because that’s usually all i ate for about 24 hours and she knew it. she brought me a bigger bag on my birthday (lol). to this day, i still shovel food into my mouth, eat mindlessly, and go through periods of eating close to nothing followed by stuffing my face. because i’m not used to not being hungry and having food readily available. there are so many variations of eating disorders out there, and food insecurity is a much larger problem then people think. i come from a (relatively) privileged family, and i still dealt with it. i wrote this one for (besides myself lol) the people who maybe have a bad relationship with food that isnt typically what we think about when we hear “eating disorder” thank you, vi, for having the courage and heart to bring these issues to light and provide comfort to those who may really need it, and to those who may not feel seen.
this had my crying and shaking a bit from the middle onward. because My mother would control me with food, like if i forgot the dishes, i wouldn't eat for 2 day, or if i was good, I got to eat with everyone else. When i was in trouble, They would lock me in my room, and feed me once a day at most. i still struggle with food insecurities today, because i'm scared that someone with forcibly starve my again. 😥😟
Wow that's so sad, I'm fortunate that food was always available to me throughout my life, how heartless can people be to withhold food from their kids.
This is so 🥺. And so relatable hit so close to home specifically me being the oldest and having to take care of my sisters and me always making sure they ate instead of me. But now I'm in a much better place and have a lovely mommy of my own to take care of me and they are in good places as well
The timing of finding this audio after what I just put myself through is hitting really hard. I suffer from restrictive anorexia with a bulimic subtypes, and Im pretty sure it stemmed from abusive relationships with exes who were all I had and that was between 4-6 years ago. Nowadays it’s completely fucked me and my body up, and Im either not able to eat for days at a time or Im inhaling everything in the kitchen at once and I hate it. Neither one feels good. Thank you for making this audio and putting it out here, it means more to me than you know
I'm so sorry you went through that, I also suffer from restrictive anorexia and bulimic subtypes, but I am thankfully in recovery. I know how hard it is, even though mine stemmed from something else. You aren't alone, we all love you so much.
@@AnnaSanders-un7pp Thank you for your kind words, they mean more than you know. Im glad to hear you’re in recovery, Im nowhere near ready for that but I know I should be. I wish you all the best out of life in your recovery
This hit... way too close to home, and while I wasn't expecting to cry, a lot of things resonated with me and I ended up crying quite a lot. Thank you so much for this, I'm sorta trying to work through all sorts of past trauma and I think this really helped a bit.
Oh my gosh! I felt like an angel just walked in my room when I heard your voice. ♡ Just know that I am a VERY BIG fan! 💐😀 Just watch..... When you make it to the top, or make it to 1M, I will do my very best to be the first person to cheer for you. 🎉 I want you to be proud of yourself, and I'll make sure I can make you feel special! 😼
I literally feel like I'm about to burst cuz I just stress ate for 4 hrs. This feels both very targeted n like it is probably wut I need to hear right now
Thank you so much this is one that I'm going to be coming back to several times for self-comfort. I spent 5 years homeless and now that like things are stable I fall into terrible binge eating habits, it is getting better though. Thank you so much for this🏳️⚧️(✿^‿^)
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BAD THINKING DIARY IN THE THUMBNAIL 😍😍
Yess 😍😍😍
AHHHHHHHH😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍AHHHHHHHHHHH😍😍😍😍😍GOT ME KICKING MY FEET AND SHIT I LOVE THIS MANHWA SO MUCH😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
YAAASSSSS 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
sorry for the long comment - this script was very personal to write. my mother locked up almost all of our food. the cheerios thing is true - my friend would bring me a ziplock bag every day because that’s usually all i ate for about 24 hours and she knew it. she brought me a bigger bag on my birthday (lol). to this day, i still shovel food into my mouth, eat mindlessly, and go through periods of eating close to nothing followed by stuffing my face. because i’m not used to not being hungry and having food readily available.
there are so many variations of eating disorders out there, and food insecurity is a much larger problem then people think. i come from a (relatively) privileged family, and i still dealt with it.
i wrote this one for (besides myself lol) the people who maybe have a bad relationship with food that isnt typically what we think about when we hear “eating disorder”
thank you, vi, for having the courage and heart to bring these issues to light and provide comfort to those who may really need it, and to those who may not feel seen.
this had my crying and shaking a bit from the middle onward. because My mother would control me with food, like if i forgot the dishes, i wouldn't eat for 2 day, or if i was good, I got to eat with everyone else. When i was in trouble, They would lock me in my room, and feed me once a day at most. i still struggle with food insecurities today, because i'm scared that someone with forcibly starve my again. 😥😟
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I'm so sorry 😭
Wow that's so sad, I'm fortunate that food was always available to me throughout my life, how heartless can people be to withhold food from their kids.
Amazing as usual. Btw y'all, the artist of bad thinking diary made a new yuri manhwa. It's called *lily of the valley*
YAYYYYY 😃
This is so 🥺. And so relatable hit so close to home specifically me being the oldest and having to take care of my sisters and me always making sure they ate instead of me. But now I'm in a much better place and have a lovely mommy of my own to take care of me and they are in good places as well
You have no idea how much these types of ASMR videos help me!!!
Thank you❤❤❤
The timing of finding this audio after what I just put myself through is hitting really hard. I suffer from restrictive anorexia with a bulimic subtypes, and Im pretty sure it stemmed from abusive relationships with exes who were all I had and that was between 4-6 years ago.
Nowadays it’s completely fucked me and my body up, and Im either not able to eat for days at a time or Im inhaling everything in the kitchen at once and I hate it. Neither one feels good.
Thank you for making this audio and putting it out here, it means more to me than you know
I'm so sorry you went through that, I also suffer from restrictive anorexia and bulimic subtypes, but I am thankfully in recovery. I know how hard it is, even though mine stemmed from something else. You aren't alone, we all love you so much.
@@AnnaSanders-un7pp Thank you for your kind words, they mean more than you know. Im glad to hear you’re in recovery, Im nowhere near ready for that but I know I should be. I wish you all the best out of life in your recovery
A truly lovely way to spend a day
This has made me start tearing up
Comment For Engaygement🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
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I swear you're everywhere 😂❤
It's not a real f4f asmr if emily doesn't comment
This hit... way too close to home, and while I wasn't expecting to cry, a lot of things resonated with me and I ended up crying quite a lot. Thank you so much for this, I'm sorta trying to work through all sorts of past trauma and I think this really helped a bit.
God damn right when I needed it. Thank you ❤
why did i just Burst into tears bruh 😢😢😢
Oh my gosh! I felt like an angel just walked in my room when I heard your voice. ♡ Just know that I am a VERY BIG fan! 💐😀 Just watch..... When you make it to the top, or make it to 1M, I will do my very best to be the first person to cheer for you. 🎉 I want you to be proud of yourself, and I'll make sure I can make you feel special! 😼
This audio applied to me more than I thought it would.
Thank you so much for helping me have some really good self-realisation!
I love your videos so much ♡
Yes!! I love the picture!! Perfect choice ❤❤❤❤❤
I think I’ve never laughed harder in my life, cherrios? For your birthday? Mannnnn if that ain’t fat shamming to its finest idk what is
THE BAD THINKING DAIRY THUMBNAIL IS SO GAYYYYYYYYYY I LOVE IT YESSSSSS AAAAAAAAA MOMMY YOU HAVE SOME GOOD TASTE
I just remembered I forgot to eat today
I'M GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET VI UR AMAZING
BAD THINKING DIARY 😍🏳️🌈
omg u have the most adorable laugh
I literally feel like I'm about to burst cuz I just stress ate for 4 hrs. This feels both very targeted n like it is probably wut I need to hear right now
Comment for engaygment! 🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
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Thank you so much this is one that I'm going to be coming back to several times for self-comfort. I spent 5 years homeless and now that like things are stable I fall into terrible binge eating habits, it is getting better though. Thank you so much for this🏳️⚧️(✿^‿^)
Bad thinking diary ❤😁😍🏳️🌈
I love horror movies ❤❤❤❤
???okay random but me to❤
where are the yandere audios? i swear there was more
What does md&lg mean
I think I know now
Mommy dom / little girl (it has nothing to do with ped*philia, dont worry)
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I don’t know why the Saudi flag is in here, but hell yeah we’re gay 💅🏼✨