OMGOODNESS!!! SO AMAZING! SO TRUE! I LOVE THIS KID!!! I want to give him a giant ass mommy hug and make sure he is ok, But, this album is impressive to say the least. As was the last! Keep being REAL, you are helping many of us!
This song is so fuckin deep n dark... Hits me hard, I remember being in a place like this deep in the clutches of addiction. Not too many years ago. Just bought this cd... got it in the mail today.. Wish Id had it 10yrs ago, but a true testament to the crisis n struggles of today, no fuckin doubt! Prayers for all that still suffer, there's hope ✌😘💕 Keep Rockin BADFLOWER, Y'ALL ARE BAD FUCKIN ASS... LOVE IT!!!
Man i can relate so much... 24 years old i got clean from heroin and had the world in my hands and just recently at 28 i let it all go and started giving up.
RoCkeRsByMySide please don’t give up! There is always happiness out there somewhere even though I know from experience while in depression it’s hard too see anything but the darkness surrounds you❤️
He is writing these song to show how people with anxiety and depression feel. He doesn't want anyone too feel left out so he made these songs so those people have something to hold onto.
I know how you feel cuz I feel the same everyday so please know you are not alone! I truly hope things get better for you and each passing day gives you a new reason to smile
ArinInQuotes I literally was listening to nutshell and I was thinking, “what’s another song like this?” Cause yk I’m in the mood lol so I went here. I’m proud of this comment
Thank you sister! I actually hadn't been able to hear the most of this album, and thanks to you now I can! You bet that I'ma give you the likes and the subs!
@@JJaime-tc4wb Nah, my gf is, and as a result I happen to watch a *lot* of his videos... Needless to say I've picked up on quite a bit of his vocabulary
I feel this song down too the deepest part of my inner soul love these guys seen them twice already amd going to see them in Cincinnati the 21st of December
Like the one commenter said, and I agree,, Seems's like Josh, is always in a dark place, for every song.. ( I feel it or have at one time), It just screams at me, and my experiences,, just never heard any band lay the shit down so real.. I first saw them with A Perfect Circle 11-09-18.. I was hooked, straight up real emotions. What I love, they just rock the issues that most people even fear to speak of.
listening to random Badflower songs is like playing Russian Roulette. You might get a fun song like Girlfriend. You might get an absolute banger like Let the Band Play...... You might get a song like this that cuts your feelings right out of your gut and dumps them out onto the floor.... actually... lot of them are that. But I love it all.
You will, I have had my share of darkness so I'll share my story... Some years ago my first love (4 years long relationship) broke up with me, and just a month after that my dog, my long time companion, died. I was at the time and am living alone, my parents and brothers are in other countries so I was on my own. I was in a bad state of mind. But, I was too proud to show weakness, so whenever I was in public I kept a smile on my face, I wouldn't let the pain show, not even my friends realised how deep in sh*t I felt. (Because of that people treat me like I'm a jolly airhead or something but opinions don't matter anymore, I even think it's fun). I kept that facade for months, almost a year, until I made my mind and decided to change, changed simple habits, started waking up earlier, started to eat properly, changed my haircut, changed the places I used to hang out, went to the pool 3x per week (was not a fan of working out at that time)... I want to note that it took me almost a year to start the change, but I didn't have or search for anyone to help me or give me advice. All of that helped me little by little, I lost 20kg in 2 weeks (no carbs or sugar at night was the trick) and my self esteem got pretty high. I have been with girls after that and I am currently in a relationship. I can't say I don't think about that girl sometimes but the past is the past and I wouldn't trade it for the present, because I worked toward my present, so, my advice for you is as simple as this: Work toward your future, for what you want for yourself, and one day it will be your present.
I'm sure this will get lost in the comments but this is nearly identical to my life right now. I'm an addict to Adderall and alcohol and I was essentially told I would have health problems and probably wouldn't live past 40 in the detox clinic. I'm 24.
Im a junkie, ive aloud my emotions to run me.. i seek help but really do nothing, im 35 and feel my past is always haunting.. the future is daunting . I am well aware or my mental state.. and to open up for others usually happens when its already to late.ive broken , ive lied, ive cheated and aloud myself to give up . Everytime i get high. I cant confide cause im afraid of all ill loss not really realizing im already set to lose when i continue to be a muse to my self inflicted abuse...i have no confidence in myself I highly doubt and cant seem to hold on to the strength needed to contunie a different route.. ive let you all down Ive made excuses round after round. Its much easier to give in then to be alive.. suicide is such a taboo .. will i be on the otherside waiting to scare you and say boo. Or will it just be blackness and silence forever and ever... no remembering of the life tribute
Apparently in 2014 his girlfriend broke up with him so he attempts suicide but couldn't go through with it and the lyrics in this song is basically what his suicide note said......💔😢
Wow. This song has made me realize how unhappy I am at 24 years old. I WAS so wonderful, and have been on the downhill, and have been denial. Time to change.
Just discovered these guys, wow, best Rock album of 2019 hands down
@Workout Clips TV Yeah, good call haha - I'm amped for the new Highly Suspect
@Workout Clips TV Yeah, same!
hands down best new band and best new album!! And this is comming from a 60 year old dude saying that!!
OMGOODNESS!!! SO AMAZING! SO TRUE! I LOVE THIS KID!!! I want to give him a giant ass mommy hug and make sure he is ok, But, this album is impressive to say the least. As was the last! Keep being REAL, you are helping many of us!
Before OK I'm Sick, they didn't have albums, only Singles. Yes, they are good, just saying so don't put hate on me.
This song is so fuckin deep n dark... Hits me hard, I remember being in a place like this deep in the clutches of addiction. Not too many years ago. Just bought this cd... got it in the mail today.. Wish Id had it 10yrs ago, but a true testament to the crisis n struggles of today, no fuckin doubt!
Prayers for all that still suffer, there's hope
✌😘💕 Keep Rockin BADFLOWER, Y'ALL ARE BAD FUCKIN ASS... LOVE IT!!!
Love this song! Love this band! Absolute legends x
Man i can relate so much... 24 years old i got clean from heroin and had the world in my hands and just recently at 28 i let it all go and started giving up.
RoCkeRsByMySide please don’t give up! There is always happiness out there somewhere even though I know from experience while in depression it’s hard too see anything but the darkness surrounds you❤️
Im 24 and am an addict i was clean for a few years but picked it back up. I feel your pain
I love this song I always will it's on the top of my list forsure!!!!💯💯
Hahaha you know whats funnier 25
In my experience 25 is only more depressing. Lol
He must have been in a very dark place when he wrote this
He wrote it around the same time he wrote ghost and promise me
All of his songs are like this mostly, have you heard move me? Its really dark but its amazing
He is writing these song to show how people with anxiety and depression feel. He doesn't want anyone too feel left out so he made these songs so those people have something to hold onto.
Yess I relate soooo much😭😭😭😭
Una de las mejores bandas de los últimos años a mi parecer
Please do this for more off this album!! Wide Eyes and Promise Me are my requests!
Those are the best song. I has finished them. But I can not upload to UA-cam, due to Copyright Issues. I'm going to upload when possible. ❤️
Promise me has to be my favorite song right now!
24 such a beautiful song!!!
Thats one beautiful human
this song hits me really hard cuz it’s exactly true how I feel, my life every day
I know how you feel cuz I feel the same everyday so please know you are not alone! I truly hope things get better for you and each passing day gives you a new reason to smile
@@antmart78 thank you so much that actually means alot and I hope things are getting better for you too at each passing day
This is my generation's "Nutshell"
ArinInQuotes I literally was listening to nutshell and I was thinking, “what’s another song like this?” Cause yk I’m in the mood lol so I went here. I’m proud of this comment
Thank you sister! I actually hadn't been able to hear the most of this album, and thanks to you now I can! You bet that I'ma give you the likes and the subs!
Let me guess, you're a James Charles fan? ☺
@@JJaime-tc4wb Nah, my gf is, and as a result I happen to watch a *lot* of his videos... Needless to say I've picked up on quite a bit of his vocabulary
Please more badflower
!! 😄
I has finished them. But I can not upload to UA-cam, due to Copyright Issues. I'm going to upload when possible. ❤️
I feel this song down too the deepest part of my inner soul love these guys seen them twice already amd going to see them in Cincinnati the 21st of December
im going to see them tomorrow evening.. im so excited..
These lyrics describe my life so well. For a decade I've been trying to become the person I was at 19 again, but of course I never manage to do it.
Same, the drugs done fucked me up....well the fentynal pills and heroin got me by the balls
This's got a very Nirvana vibe to it. I fucking love it!
Anyone that likes this needs to listen to FAILURE "Fantastic Planet." One of the best albums EVER. You'll see where this music came from.
Absolutely! Nobody else eff ver mentions that band. One of the best albums with is it drugs? Is it love? Same thing vibe.
Like the one commenter said, and I agree,, Seems's like Josh, is always in a dark place, for every song.. ( I feel it or have at one time), It just screams at me, and my experiences,, just never heard any band lay the shit down so real.. I first saw them with A Perfect Circle 11-09-18.. I was hooked, straight up real emotions. What I love, they just rock the issues that most people even fear to speak of.
listening to random Badflower songs is like playing Russian Roulette.
You might get a fun song like Girlfriend.
You might get an absolute banger like Let the Band Play......
You might get a song like this that cuts your feelings right out of your gut and dumps them out onto the floor....
actually... lot of them are that. But I love it all.
He must be going through the worst time right now :(
Not so much anymore, but he was pretty down for a while.
I know this because I've investigated by watching interviews 😯
@benz merc Oh if only!
my girlfriend today broke up with me today...I'm an absolute mess right now..I hope I can piece myself together again
You will, I have had my share of darkness so I'll share my story...
Some years ago my first love (4 years long relationship) broke up with me, and just a month after that my dog, my long time companion, died.
I was at the time and am living alone, my parents and brothers are in other countries so I was on my own. I was in a bad state of mind.
But, I was too proud to show weakness, so whenever I was in public I kept a smile on my face, I wouldn't let the pain show, not even my friends realised how deep in sh*t I felt. (Because of that people treat me like I'm a jolly airhead or something but opinions don't matter anymore, I even think it's fun).
I kept that facade for months, almost a year, until I made my mind and decided to change, changed simple habits, started waking up earlier, started to eat properly, changed my haircut, changed the places I used to hang out, went to the pool 3x per week (was not a fan of working out at that time)...
I want to note that it took me almost a year to start the change, but I didn't have or search for anyone to help me or give me advice.
All of that helped me little by little, I lost 20kg in 2 weeks (no carbs or sugar at night was the trick) and my self esteem got pretty high.
I have been with girls after that and I am currently in a relationship.
I can't say I don't think about that girl sometimes but the past is the past and I wouldn't trade it for the present, because I worked toward my present, so, my advice for you is as simple as this:
Work toward your future, for what you want for yourself, and one day it will be your present.
hey, i hope you’re doing better. if you’re not, remember you will eventually. nothing is permanent
JESTER PRODUCTIONS 2 well considering this comment was 5 months ago badflowers music is what will help you
I'm sure this will get lost in the comments but this is nearly identical to my life right now.
I'm an addict to Adderall and alcohol and I was essentially told I would have health problems and probably wouldn't live past 40 in the detox clinic.
I'm 24.
hey @badflower can you please release audio or/and video regarding 24? I am 44 and i survived being 24. Please tell others how to.
Who else thought when he said I’m a junkie I’m a monkey he was going to say I’m a panda
I swear this is part one of Ghost
Chester bennington died,and came back through this man
Louis Paradis Why do you say that?
Or he is another very unique and talented musician.
he got in his body like a spirit os smth? lel
This song reminds me of three days grace,TOP and linkin park in 1 song
Tyler wouldn't just *say* it tho
Im a junkie, ive aloud my emotions to run me.. i seek help but really do nothing, im 35 and feel my past is always haunting.. the future is daunting
. I am well aware or my mental state.. and to open up for others usually happens when its already to late.ive broken , ive lied, ive cheated and aloud myself to give up
. Everytime i get high. I cant confide cause im afraid of all ill loss not really realizing im already set to lose when i continue to be a muse to my self inflicted abuse...i have no confidence in myself
I highly doubt and cant seem to hold on to the strength needed to contunie a different route.. ive let you all down
Ive made excuses round after round. Its much easier to give in then to be alive.. suicide is such a taboo .. will i be on the otherside waiting to scare you and say boo. Or will it just be blackness and silence forever and ever... no remembering of the life tribute
Apparently in 2014 his girlfriend broke up with him so he attempts suicide but couldn't go through with it and the lyrics in this song is basically what his suicide note said......💔😢
Does anyone know the font of the lyrics?
Wow. This song has made me realize how unhappy I am at 24 years old. I WAS so wonderful, and have been on the downhill, and have been denial. Time to change.
💔
Panic at the disco + Silverchair = BADFLOWER
I turned 24 today, and yey, I'm a loser, no question :(
Oof
why does this sound like 10 bpm slower than the original???
I guarentee I'm giving you All that money sis, I've watched this like 25 times in the last 3 days