My Eating Disorder

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  • This video is for YOU. The you that doesn't realise how beautiful you are. The you that feels alone. The you that doesn't realise you are stronger than you could ever imagine. We're in this together.
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  • @sophielouuuise
    @sophielouuuise 6 років тому +617

    Jodes i'm so so so proud of you for uploading this! & i'm so happy to hear you're on the right track with recovery. Love you so much 💗

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +33

      Sophie my darling thank you so much, you are such a gorgeous girl & i would love to see you soon.

    • @maryamali_
      @maryamali_ 6 років тому +10

      I love it when youtubers support one another!!💗💗😘

  • @sophdoeslife
    @sophdoeslife 6 років тому +280

    love you ❤❤❤

  • @JodieJPorteous
    @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +438

    This is most real, vulnerable video I have ever made. A video that I think may be the most important one I ever film.
    This is the scariest thing I’ve ever done in my whole life... but if it helps even just one person out there to feel less alone, or to feel even for just a second a glimmer of hope, then it’s been 100% worth it. I truly feel blessed to have been given this platform to share my story & spread awareness of this devastating illness.
    I want to inspire people. I want people to say because of you, I didn’t give up.
    This video is for you. This video is for everyone out there who has never stopped believing in me, even when I didn’t believe in myself. 💗
    I love you with my whole heart.
    I’ve left all links in the description box of things & people I mentioned, & follow me on instagram instagram.com/just_jodes where you can also follow my journey :) & here's Emmy's instagram (go give her some love please hehe) for you to follow too:
    instagram.com/emmymbrunner/?hl=en
    Also please be sensitive & mindful in the comments (no triggering stuff or scary number talk please!

    • @rubytyler5991
      @rubytyler5991 6 років тому +2

      well done for posting this, we ar all here for you

    • @kayseyo601
      @kayseyo601 6 років тому +2

      So brave of you to share your story. Don’t expect a reply but so so proud of you for sharing. I have previously also struggled with anorexia alongside depression, anxiety, BDD and PTSD. I know how much of a struggle battling anorexia is and I’m so proud to say that I’m not anymore although I struggle massively with my weight. Jodes I’m so proud of you take care of yourself take your time. I don’t love myself but I’d love to learn but I hope that you can learn to love yourself. I’m so so proud of you💗

    • @alicecatherine9116
      @alicecatherine9116 6 років тому +3

      Just Jodes i love you. you are so brave x

    • @soraia180593
      @soraia180593 6 років тому +1

      Just Jodes I am so so proud of you for uploading this jodes. Even though I don't know you personally I have so much respect for you. I'm sure a lot of your fans (me included) had worries and questions about what was wrong with your health as we could physically see changes but you really are so so brave 💟💟💟

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +2

      thank you so much x

  • @Imogenhorton.
    @Imogenhorton. 6 років тому +226

    You're so amazing and inspirational. I love you and I'm always here if you need ANYTHING xxxx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +9

      thank you my sweet, the same goes for you

  • @LucyJaneWood
    @LucyJaneWood 6 років тому +242

    So proud of you. Here for you every step of the way always, you’ve got this 💗

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +13

      I cannot thank you enough for being the most beautiful, kind hearted human who I am so honoured to call my friend x

    • @mandiivictoria8316
      @mandiivictoria8316 6 років тому

      Lucy Wood i

  • @SophieFoster
    @SophieFoster 6 років тому +275

    You are truly one of the nicest people I've ever met and I wish nothing but the absolute BEST for you xxx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +7

      Sophie that means the absolute WORLD to me. I would love to see you soon xxx

  • @LucyFlight
    @LucyFlight 6 років тому +200

    So proud of you. Love you endlessly ❤️

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +10

      I love you & I cannot thank you enough for being such an incredible support for me. You & your beautiful family x

    • @LucyFlight
      @LucyFlight 6 років тому +5

      We love you so much. You’re so incredibly brave❤️

  • @makeupbyleyla
    @makeupbyleyla 6 років тому +110

    You truly are such a brave girl with such a beautiful vibrant soul;
    You shine so much brighter than you know. So proud of you x

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +1

      Thank you so much you beautiful angel 💗 love you xxx

  • @EleanorNeale
    @EleanorNeale 6 років тому +60

    You are incredible Jodes, really! I'm sure this video will help more people than you can even imagine!! Good luck with your recovery, you've got this girl!! xxx

    • @oliviabritton7332
      @oliviabritton7332 6 років тому +1

      Eleanor Neale OMG! I didn't know u watched Jodes too! I love your videos!!!! ❤️🌎😘

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +3

      thank you so much you gorgeous soul! so much love xxx

  • @Sophie-cl8ld
    @Sophie-cl8ld 6 років тому +62

    I was very concerned about you the past year, I never commented because I know how defensive people are with an eating disorder, as was I. I’ve had a eating disorder for 2 years and is on way to somewhat recovered (I don’t think it will 100% go away), anorexia is horrible. I’m so sorry you are going through this ❤️ you can get through this girl, take your time xxx

  • @Alyshadevon95
    @Alyshadevon95 6 років тому +156

    You’re a bloody inspiration, so brave and I love ya SO much xxxxxxxxx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +7

      Major love my warrior friend, we've got this! xxxx

  • @shannonofficial
    @shannonofficial 6 років тому +61

    I feel guilty for pouring my heart out to you , but thank you for still listening to me even though you were struggling yourself. This is why you are amazing, I love you so so much and am so proud of you! Sending all the hugs in the world 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +15

      honey i'm just glad i could be there for you, sending so much love & i hope you found some hope in this video x

    • @shannonofficial
      @shannonofficial 6 років тому +3

      Just Jodes You really have been amazing to me lately and I cannot thank you enough. Always here for you too my angel 😇
      This video really does give me hope, thank you xxx

  • @jomeredith3919
    @jomeredith3919 6 років тому +28

    I’ve wondered for a while if you were going through this. Very proud of you for making this video. Am experiencing this with the daughter of a friend at the moment. Nice to have people like you speaking on this subject.
    Stay positive Jodes xx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +1

      please send her my love & tell her she CAN beat this. Lots of love to you xxx

  • @mandy
    @mandy 6 років тому +85

    Very proud of you. Lots of love x

  • @GemmaSheldon
    @GemmaSheldon 6 років тому +69

    VERY proud of you for making this video x

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +2

      I cannot even tell you what a godsend finding your channel was a month ago. You have been a HUGE part of my recovery & I have nothing but love for you beautiful girl x

  • @tiegbernice695
    @tiegbernice695 6 років тому +86

    i think youd be an amazing advocate for mental health and working with mental health charities have you ever considered it?

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +20

      that is my aim, i would absolutely LOVE to

  • @chezzabee3779
    @chezzabee3779 6 років тому +36

    so honest and open ... well done just jodes and fantastic news your on the right track with recovery. It must of took so much courage and strength to open up about such a personal struggle. I believe this will help many who are suffering. I am just starting to get help even tho i am still in denial about whats going on within my head. Its a strange illness and effects individuals so differently as i am starting to learn. Al tho its nice to no we are not alone and there are other s struggling just the same as like you said it can feel very lonely and isolating... thank you. your an inspiration and i am so happy you are on the right track.
    please keep us up dated on your journey and the path to happiness and contentment within your self :-)
    sending much love ...
    chezza bee

  • @tianabub
    @tianabub 6 років тому +18

    Jodes, you are such a strong human being. It really takes a great amount of bravery to post a video like this, and I cannot even begin to describe how proud I am of you for even talking about it in the first place, let alone posting this. You are incredible, truly. I have your poster that says 'good vibes only' and it makes me smile every time I look at it. I was thankful when I discovered your channel because you have always been so positive and kind and uplifting and genuinely grateful for your following. I aspire to be everything that you are. Thank you for sharing your story. I love, so so so much, that you want to be a voice for those who have a hard time finding their's. I know you can do it and I know that you can help others and be a huge influence and inspiration for those who are quietly struggling. Again, thank you for being you. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for being brave. Thank you for being kind. Thank you for being strong. Thank you for being determined. Thank you for fighting your struggles. Thank you for living. Thank you for being Just Jodes. xxx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +1

      thank you SO much you have my crying (again hahaha)! This comment is so lovely & means the world, big love xxx

  • @lauren7083
    @lauren7083 6 років тому +23

    Oh Jodes, Soso proud of you for being so honest & open in your video and raising so much awareness on mental illnesses and the affects it can have on someone's life! I'm sending my complete love and support on your healthy recovery!💓😊

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +1

      sending so much love, thank you a million xxx

  • @tamararachael6404
    @tamararachael6404 6 років тому +30

    You wouldn't be without UA-cam and we wouldn't be without you ❤

  • @Hannah-iv8bo
    @Hannah-iv8bo 6 років тому +18

    You are loved! You are so brave to post this, which inspires me to stay positive and strong, even when I'm not feeling the best. You bring a positive light to my life and help me to realise how much better it is to have a positive mindset. We love you, Jodes! You are strong. Sending so much love💖💕❤

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +1

      Awwwweee so much love!!! Stay positive you beautiful human xxx

    • @Hannah-iv8bo
      @Hannah-iv8bo 6 років тому

      Just Jodes Thank you so much!

  • @PerryPresents
    @PerryPresents 6 років тому +21

    This video is so honest. You have so much courage to openly talk about this but it's so good that you do. I have so much respect for you and what you're doing here. It's important to share so that others can learn and grow with you. Sending you lots of love, hugs and smiles your way! Stay smiley Jodie we are all here for you xx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому

      thank you so much, you are too kind! all the love xxx

  • @AnnaleaOfficial
    @AnnaleaOfficial 6 років тому +15

    Jodie, I'm so proud of you! This video is so brave and raw. But it's also eloquent and mature and so full of hope. Thank you for being so honest, I wish you all the best for your recovery xx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому

      Annalea this is a beautiful comment, thank you so much 💗

  • @Zoe-MammafulZo
    @Zoe-MammafulZo 6 років тому +24

    You know how much I love you & how I’ve always been incredibly proud of you, but I know how difficult it would have been to make this video, and I am so so proud of you for making it. You’re an amazing young lady & I’m so proud and honoured to be your friend 💖 you will beat the demon darling, and as always I’ll be right behind you. Love you loads darling, always right behind you 💖💖💖💖💖

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +1

      you know how much you mean to me, & i'm the one who should be honoured because you are the definition of strength. Sending all my love as always

    • @Zoe-MammafulZo
      @Zoe-MammafulZo 6 років тому +1

      Just Jodes love you 💖💖💖

  • @NewbieToBeauty
    @NewbieToBeauty 6 років тому +18

    I’m so proud of you for making this video, in fact pride isn’t the word I’m looking for, it’s more than that. Your beautiful. Everything will be okay! I know you always post quotes and things and tell other people things will be okay, remember that yourself, everything will be okay, I promise you. I’m always here if you need to talk beautiful, I love you ❤️

  • @evegracexoxo1105
    @evegracexoxo1105 6 років тому +5

    I love you so much Jodes, you are so unbelievably strong and inspirational 💛 this video is so, so important ✨ I have had an ED for five years now and this video is one of the most amazing, most down to earth videos that I have seen, you deserve the world ~ take your time, we love you 💗😌 xxx

  • @LivRook
    @LivRook 6 років тому +13

    Jodes you’re so super lovely and I hope you know that all your viewers and fellow youtubers have your back through this! Thank you so much for sharing this video. As a mental health advocate, seeing MH sufferers sharing their story to the world, to even help one person if they can, makes me feel so proud. Keep being amazing, thank you for spreading awareness through your experience and always put yourself first in this time 💗 deffo shall be telling my viewers to watch!

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому

      thank you so much beautiful! That really means so much to me. Lots of love xxx

  • @imogenmcleod1674
    @imogenmcleod1674 6 років тому +32

    love you forever and always, we’re with you every step of the way and we’re all forever proud of you, keep being you angel you’re incredible

  • @elizabethmay3637
    @elizabethmay3637 6 років тому +50

    I’m also recovering - it so so hard but I know it’ll be worth it....There is such a lack of help and support out there though, especially for those who can’t afford it....it’s also so hard because I feel so alone in this...

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +4

      It will be so worth it my darling, keep going. & I am aware the lack of help is awful & it’s something I will fight my absolute hardest to make change 💗 sending my love x

    • @elizabethmay3637
      @elizabethmay3637 6 років тому +2

      Just Jodes it’s been 4 years of pure hell. I was having therapy through the NHS but as soon as my BMI reaches 18 I was discharged because I physically no longer needed the help and had used my allocated number of sessions...desperately looking for some help...I don’t know how much longer I can cope with my head!

    • @leannad2625
      @leannad2625 6 років тому

      I'm in the same situation as you lovely, I feel you. I was inpatient and as soon as my bmi reached 18 (twice over) they discharged me and I relapsed straight away because eating disorders aren't all about weight and the NHS don't seem to get that. Keep fighting x

    • @Carmen-hh3cq
      @Carmen-hh3cq 6 років тому +2

      Elizabeth May hey girl, i know this might be weird because we don’t know each other but message me on insta if you ever need to vent!!! @carmenfoster_ xx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +3

      it breaks my heart to read this. I am so determined to make some sort of change. I will do everything in my power, sending you love x

  • @myidentityisasecret4430
    @myidentityisasecret4430 6 років тому +10

    You shouldn’t have been nervous to film this because you know that all your fans will be behind you through everything ❤️

  • @tammyearrye1172
    @tammyearrye1172 6 років тому +11

    So incredibly proud of you for sharing this. It takes a very strong person to make a video of themselves being so open and vulnerable. You have all of us behind you, and we will always be here in our own ways. Stay strong, sending love and good vibes.
    You’re giving me the strength to carry on with my recovery. I will get better. I will. Xxx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому

      thank you so much beautiful, keep going, you are strong & wonderful. x

  • @jamie9801
    @jamie9801 6 років тому +7

    I've been concerned about you for a while and just wanted to know if you were okay. I'm so glad you've got the help you deserve and need. I don't have an eating disorder but I have emotionally unstable personality disorder and with that makes me extremely self conscious of my body. I think about it day in day out. And don't go to school a lot because of the way I feel. I've had this for pretty much my whole life. I want us to work as a team to raise mental health awareness. You're so brave and I love you! X

  • @GraciisBettas
    @GraciisBettas 6 років тому +9

    So much respect for you right now! Ive been following you closely on instagram and have noticed your weight lose lately and hope for the best for you xx I struggle with weight aswell but for different reasons and i find it really hard to talk about so I really do understand what you’re going through right now! I really hope you bounce back from this dark time and get on the right track soon xxx
    UA-cam completely saved me too ahh we are the same in so many ways haha i feel like we woukd get on so well xx always here Jodes

  • @ainedoyle5748
    @ainedoyle5748 6 років тому +12

    That was one of the most beautiful videos I’ve ever watched💓 I have so much respect for you and you don’t need to make anybody proud everybody is already proud of you⭐️

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +2

      wow that means the absolute WORLD to me. Thank you so much

  • @leannad2625
    @leannad2625 6 років тому +1

    I'm so proud of you for posting this. I'm just concerned that you say you're in recovery but in every video your weight loss seems more and more? I have anorexia so I do know how hard it is, I know it's really fucking hard and I've been hospitalized twice and still can't say I'm in 'recovery' because I'm still severely underweight. All I'm saying is I hope you're getting the support you need (ie. a meal plan) because that's just as important xxx

  • @lauragxo
    @lauragxo 6 років тому +9

    We love you Jodes. ❤
    You're inspirational to so many young girls! 💪
    I just want to give you a cuddle. 🙆
    I think you're amazing and come across so beautiful, strong and so classy throughout this entire video. 😊
    Please, please remain strong beautiful! 😘
    You can do this! xoxoxoxoxoxox

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому

      Laura thank you so much, that means the absolute world to me. Xxx

  • @shenicejohnson7059
    @shenicejohnson7059 6 років тому +1

    Omg I fucking love you, I'm so proud of you for speaking about your issues. I completely understand and I wish you all the best in the world. You deserve to achieve all your dreams and I hope one day that you can completely fight your battles ❤️❤️❤️

  • @ladyk3957
    @ladyk3957 6 років тому +1

    Isn't anorexia a mental health disorder? I mean what's an eating disorder anyway?. Why does it always affects people who have an easier life? ( Have homes,food available,enough money to survive). Like do we ever find anorexia in those poor African/asian countries where people are lucky if they have one meal a day?

  • @cdavies805
    @cdavies805 6 років тому +5

    Jodes, I don’t usually comment on videos but I felt I had to share this. I struggle a lot with my eating habits. I obviously won’t go into detail but you described how it feels so well. It’s a choice. Recovery is a constant choice that goes through our minds everyday. I am in so much of a better place now and even though I was never underweight, it was so so dark. It does get better and recovery is so worth it xxxxx

  • @surimalandre3232
    @surimalandre3232 6 років тому +3

    Hi jody, I think you're incredibly brave to talk openly about your eating disorder. I myself have had an eating disorder most of my life and I'm 49 now and some days still struggle. I understand how difficult it is to be better. But I wish you all the best...much love. Health and happiness for you. ❤️

  • @ssrjx7543
    @ssrjx7543 6 років тому +4

    I did have my suspicions you were unwell :( but you’re so so brave for doing this video, and I bet you will help so many people! I wish you the best for your recovery x

  • @emily_kataraina
    @emily_kataraina 6 років тому +9

    love you jones! you're the first youtuber i actually went up to and spoke to at beauty con and you were so lovely and amazing and i was such an awkward mess! Thank you always being you and you are so brave and keep being you gal! xxxxx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому

      awe this made me smile! I love meeting you guys & i'm the one who thinks i'm gunna be awkward haha! lots of love to you xxx

  • @oona_499
    @oona_499 6 років тому +3

    Eating disorder isn't a choice and it doesn't make you a bad role model. It makes you a real person. You are so brave for doing this, and I wish you strenght to keep choosing your health every day ❤️

  • @bollyRAINBOW14
    @bollyRAINBOW14 6 років тому +3

    You’re bloody brilliant Jodes. I’m so so proud of you. You’re so brave for telling your story. Always here if you want/need to chat. Anorexia took away too many years of my life and now that I’m fully recovered and living my best life I am in the position to help others and it is the best feeling in the world. You’ve got this girl, we love you.

  • @carriebrooklyn_music
    @carriebrooklyn_music 6 років тому +3

    I've never been in tears over a UA-cam video before, but I have been so touched by this as I am also recovering. You are so brave, so inspiring & so beautiful. I covered the song Scars To Your Beautiful by Alessia Cara & I would love you to take a listen. I will spend the rest of my life using my voice to share a message of self love & self acceptance.
    Sending all my love to you girl 💗💕

  • @elbutlerxox1678
    @elbutlerxox1678 6 років тому +1

    Jodes, I'm so proud of you for making this video and getting help! xxx

  • @cathy3339
    @cathy3339 6 років тому +33

    I became very aware that this might be something you were struggling with over the last year or so from seeing your physical changes but did not want to be the person who commented and made things more difficult! You have been so so brave making this video and here is to your recovery

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому +1

      thank you so much, that means the world

  • @xtabbytayyibahx9600
    @xtabbytayyibahx9600 6 років тому +4

    I admire you so for addressing your condition, and I know for definite that this will help so, so, so many people out.. With basically anything and everything. I could never, ever gather enough courage, and bravery to do anything like this.. This must've been such a hard video to make.
    Please, please know that we all love and truly admire you, and look to you to become better people. Always take pride in who you are, and many, many others will follow. We shall all support your every decision and love you till the very end.
    Just thank you. Thank you for being brave enough to do this. Thank you for inspiring us to all become better people. Thank you for encouraging us to take pride in who we are.
    Much love xxx

  • @beccasian5152
    @beccasian5152 6 років тому +1

    A lot of respect for you for making this video!! So happy that you’re okay now! Love you jodes❤️❤️❤️

  • @KimberleyD1991
    @KimberleyD1991 6 років тому +3

    Oh Jodes :( I commented on a pic you posted a while back and said I thought I knew what it was that was wrong and I was unfortunately right :( I see the signs as someone who has also struggled with eating disorders I know how you feel and it does get better, you are an inspiration and we love you for you xxx keep getting happier ❤️

  • @jdfjdbdjdjdb3993
    @jdfjdbdjdjdb3993 6 років тому +3

    I’m so proud of you I’m glad you are on the way to recovery and are doing ok. Your so inspirational and I love watching your videos💛💛💛💛💛

  • @mennamaethomas1340
    @mennamaethomas1340 6 років тому +14

    The way you spoke about UA-cam is how I feel about you, and I think it’s important that you know that. We love you Jodes. Beautiful video and so open and honest. I appreciate you so much.

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 років тому

      Mennamae Thomas Thank you soooo much. 😭😘 Your support & kind words mean the world to me 💗

  • @baileyfraser6469
    @baileyfraser6469 6 років тому +2

    Wow this video hit me hard💘I love you so much you are the most inspiration women on this platform🧡 You are the strongest girl, not many people would film this video but not only that no many people would hit upload and have this for the world to see💘stay Strong babygirl😽I love you sooo much💜 Anorexia is not a joke and it’s not really spoke about💗xxxx

  • @alittledreamer5964
    @alittledreamer5964 6 років тому +2

    Gosh... Can I just say I am in total awe of you.😍
    First of all to beat such a hard time and be able to let go of the struggle.
    It couldn’t have been easy, dealing with some thing that mentally puts you in a destructive place.
    I don’t think words do justice in this case, I just congratulate you on how strong you are.
    Secondly, to share such an experience and vaunrability with honest words.
    I don’t think I could have done such a brave action :)
    And that’s saying something because I am typically fearless :))
    I don’t usually write comments like this, usually I am so shy :) but your strength is so so precious and worth noticing and writing about.
    From the bottom of my heart I do wish you the best things in the universe and mostly your genuine happiness.
    Then again thank you for bravery and honesty.
    Hope you have a wonderful day, xxx💙

  • @chantellehiggins486
    @chantellehiggins486 6 років тому +3

    As a young girl really struggling right now thank you so much for just bringing this topic up , I’m currently in a psychiatric ward right now trying to recover from anorexia and it’s really hard because although u see statistics about how many people struggle u still can’t help but feel alone and ashamed.So to see my favourite UA-camr open up and bring light to the issue really inspires me.this video was done in such way that it was not triggering at all (no numbers or photos) and it was purely just sharing ur story which helped me so much , so Jodie we are stronger than this and we will beat this 💪🏼and to anyone reading remember to nourish ur body , u can be in control but still in a healthy way☺️

  • @MayoOoo01
    @MayoOoo01 6 років тому +11

    never clicked so fast in my life, we love you loads jodes 💞x

  • @HannahHanmanYates
    @HannahHanmanYates 6 років тому +1

    Jodes I am so proud of you! You’re such an inspirational, strong, loving, caring person, and beautiful both inside and out. You know we’ll all support you on this journey, and you have made so many other people feel supported by speaking out and being honest. You’re just jodes but just amazing! Love you gal 💕

  • @sarahharrison3332
    @sarahharrison3332 6 років тому +1

    So much admiration for you Jodes, beautiful person inside and out 💕

  • @amyidem2096
    @amyidem2096 6 років тому +6

    So massively proud of you Jodes. I suspected this for a while but didn't want to say anything that may upset you. I can't believe you've had people send you collages, there are some barely human humans out there! I also teared up at this when you spoke about what the illness has taken away from you. You are so strong and brave. Just keep thinking about "This is me" from the greatest showman 🙌

    • @amyidem2096
      @amyidem2096 6 років тому

      I don't have an eating disorder, but I do struggle with other things and you're so right about the voices. It takes a long time to realise you are worthy of help.

  • @astro_polaroid
    @astro_polaroid 6 років тому +2

    So proud of your courage and bravery, Jodes!! Been subscribed to your channel since 2016 :) thank you for sharing this with us even though you didn't have to, we love and appreciate you to no end and we are here for you my fellow Yorkshire lass x

  • @jessdrysdale2387
    @jessdrysdale2387 6 років тому +2

    Proud doesnt even begin to describe how I feel towards you. Honestly, from the bottom of my heart I can say you are a true inspiration and my love for you has grown if that is even possible because I have always loved your personality. In life, we all have good days and bad days. Think of it like the weather, if it was sunny and nice all the time we wouldnt appreciate it as much when it is sunny. The bad times really make the good times better( not that that makes it any better ). I love you and I am thinking about you and all your gorgeous friends and family. YOU CAN DO THIS

  • @katiepxx450
    @katiepxx450 6 років тому +2

    Hi jodes, you've got this. I've never met you (but would love to!) And I can see how much you deserve thus life band recovery. You are so inspirational to thousands and thousands of people. I've just left hospital and recovering from my ed, so thiss video was really helpful to hear and I want to say how proud I am of you. Katie xxxxxxx

  • @louiseamyxo
    @louiseamyxo 6 років тому +2

    This has inspired me so much to continue my fight, get answers about my illness and raise awareness about certain things, because not many people know or understand mental/some physical health problems💖 I'm starting to learn more things and trying to shut that voice out of my head but I can relate that it's VERY hard, and takes a hell of alot of time. And taking time and caring for yourself is not being selfish, It's the best thing you can do!🌟 I admire you so much for posting this, I could never be as brave as you💚

  • @omilane5032
    @omilane5032 6 років тому +1

    Thankyou so much for sharing this Jodes, I'm so proud of you and this will help so many. Thankyou for spreading hope and positivity, you're such an inspiration. I wish you nothing but the best with you're recovery. We love you Jodes!

  • @12missmolly
    @12missmolly 6 років тому +6

    I feel like it’s been really obvious over the last few months . Just so proud of you for doing this. Amazing. You got this xxxxx

  • @lilyfoat6307
    @lilyfoat6307 6 років тому +2

    Wow. You are the strongest, bravest, most inspiring person I've ever known 💗 I hope one day that will turn into the most inspiring person I've ever MET 👏🏼 well done for posting this video as I know how hard it must have been but this will help so many people 😘 this video was so moving and real butu I'm so pleased to hear you're getting better ☺️ I know I haven't said anything to you because I didn't know the right way to approach it but I have been worried about you and thinking about you and hoping you're okay 💗 I can't wait to see where you go from here and see who you really are and watch you grow not only as an amazing youtuber but also as a person ☺️ you are an amazing person and I love you lots 😘💗

  • @mairarosevanemden9643
    @mairarosevanemden9643 6 років тому +2

    I know you are probably not going to read this but you are so incredibly amazingly strong to make this video. I’ve been watching you since the beginning, you are so amazing! I have actually been struggling with an eating disorder myself and it is really though. I am in recovery too now. I wish you the best !! Both of us can do it! Lots of love❤️

  • @NatashaReidMusic
    @NatashaReidMusic 6 років тому +2

    I’m so pleased you have finally found the strength to speak on this. One of my best friends has been in recovery for 18 months after battling her disorder for 5 years so I spotted your signs and I felt awful for you and seeing lots of comments asking for tips. Part of me was also frustrated with you for not being honest sooner, my cousin who is 10 has been trying to “get skinny like jodes” and I’ve wanted to scream and tell her that I don’t think Jodes is feeling well! However, as frustrated as I was - I knew none of it was intentional, malicious or anything. It is an illness and a devastating one at that. I have suffered with mental illness for over a decade and I know how hard it is to choose recovery because recovery is so frightening. Wishing you lots of love, health & happiness in this tough time! X

  • @misstammygamble
    @misstammygamble 6 років тому +1

    I must admit, I've actually been quite worried about you for a number of months now but never wanted to comment on the changes I was noticing in case it made things worse. So glad things are improving for you x

  • @jaydalaughs2447
    @jaydalaughs2447 6 років тому +8

    Jodes we love you so much and thank you for sharing your story I know this video will help a lot of people ❤️. You are so brave for posting this.

  • @neurodivergentdawn
    @neurodivergentdawn 6 років тому +3

    I nearly cried watching this. Thank you for this, this video is important xx

  • @sofiacharalambous2746
    @sofiacharalambous2746 6 років тому +2

    You are such an amazing, strong and inspiring human being! I am a person that never likes to talk about stuff I’ m going through cause it makes me feel so vulnerable and seeing you talk about your own struggles makes me feel so proud of you. I know how scaring it is to reveal your secrets to the world especially when you didn’ t have the best experiences by doing so in the past. Seeing you opening up gave me a little bit of your own strength and hope about the future. You are significant! Keep being you and know that you deserve more than you can ever imagine! I wish you all the best! Love you 🧡

  • @sophiejayne8303
    @sophiejayne8303 6 років тому +2

    Such an inspiration to many, many people. Sorry you had to suffer alone, but it takes a very strong person to speak up. So well done, honestly. I’m glad you are recovering from this horrendous illness, it’s great to see you speaking so positively ❤️

  • @tgsxjodesx1905
    @tgsxjodesx1905 6 років тому +2

    can i just say one thing, thankyou. thankyou for speaking out, thankyou for being such a positive presence and thankyou for this video. jodes i can’t put into words how proud i am of you, like honest to god, putting yourself in such a vulnerable position, uploading this raw video, in order to help others, you are an incredible human being. you’ve helped me in so many ways before this video, and once again this video has showed me why i class you my role model. thankyou for everything you do, i’m glad you’re doing better, x so much love for you

  • @karenwood9632
    @karenwood9632 6 років тому +2

    Big respect to you Jodes! This must have been so difficult to do! You don’t realise the impact of social media and by you being honest and tell us how it you you have probably saved a lot of lives! I think you are very brave for sharing this with us and I am so so pleased that you are on the right track now! I love watching your videos especially your vlogs! Lots of love to you xxx

  • @goudbloempje9835
    @goudbloempje9835 6 років тому +1

    God loves you and He cares for you. Praying that His lovingkindness will guide you in revovery. (John 3:16)

  • @kimberleynewton5082
    @kimberleynewton5082 6 років тому +1

    Stay strong girl you can do it we all love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @alexburrows8588
    @alexburrows8588 6 років тому +2

    You’re so so strong Jodes, so glad you’re on the road of recovery! The time you’ve took away doesn’t strip away the fact that you’re an amazing youtuber and how you’ve come back with video also shows how inspiring you are. Your attitude and your words are SO important in this video and this will help so many people out! You never fail to make me live my best life every day with your positivity! Go you, girl♥️

  • @bethanydavincourt7080
    @bethanydavincourt7080 6 років тому +1

    I’m so so pleased you’re so determined to stay on the right track. I’ve been worried about you but also mindful of prying or upsetting you by asking whether things were ok. Keep strong lady, don’t ever give up on yourself xxx

  • @charlottesayshi
    @charlottesayshi 6 років тому +1

    I noticed how tiny you’d gotten but didn’t want to say anything incase it upset you, really hope your recovery goes well! Love you lots 💕 xxx

  • @emmadickson9881
    @emmadickson9881 6 років тому +1

    You are one very special human being, a total inspiration

  • @unicornsprinkles4680
    @unicornsprinkles4680 6 років тому +1

    Thank you SO much for this video. I really needed to hear the advice at this given time. I’m honestly so proud and happy to see you on the road to recovery. You inspire me all the time and I’m so greatful that I’ve found your platform. Keep shining and being positive.

  • @adelaidestyle6591
    @adelaidestyle6591 6 років тому +1

    Hello Darling, sorry I’ve taken so long to comment, I’ve had some stuff happening.
    I think you have such beautiful strength, that even when you’re feeling not yourself, you continue to be a light in other’s life and inspire them.
    I am so glad that you are getting the help you need and I pray you have the most beautiful life you can have.
    I love you.

  • @catherines2544
    @catherines2544 6 років тому +2

    This is such a brave videi. Thank you for posting this.
    It makes me so sad to think of all those people who can't afford private care/other options. :(

  • @chanelleramejkis4769
    @chanelleramejkis4769 6 років тому +2

    I had a feeling you was going to say this. It is amazing that you are speaking out and you have made the choice to recover. It is amazing for your followers to see that just because you are a big youtuber you are still only human!💕 I hope your journey goes smoothly and you continue to speak out and feel like you have support. You are incredible and so so beautiful 💕

  • @lisaley4946
    @lisaley4946 6 років тому +2

    Jodes you are such an inspiration to so many people watching that you should be so incredibly proud of yourself, love how much of a strong brave woman who is beautiful inside and out xxxxx

  • @lizzie8191
    @lizzie8191 6 років тому +2

    Whilst I don’t have an eating disorder, this video has really motivated me to get some help and therapy for my anxiety, OCD and phobias. Being open about your struggle has really motivated me. You’re inspiring and a true role model, encouraging others to get help by sharing your story and reminding others it will get better and that others are there for them. Thank you for sharing and thank you for helping me and many others, love you and you deserve the world 💕

  • @itskatetaylor
    @itskatetaylor 6 років тому +1

    I am beyond proud of you!! Well done for putting this video out there for others and to help them realise they are not alone, that they always deserve help, and that people will be there to give them the help that they need. Keep going jodes, just be you and you’ll get extremely far in life because of the way you are, such a kind person! Love you💓xxxx

  • @hannahm6471
    @hannahm6471 6 років тому +2

    Hey jodes. I previously commented on a video saying that I was concerned about your weight. I am so so glad to see that you are on the road to recovery. I hope my comment or any similar ones from other people did not making this process harder for you. I was just so worried about you and more worried that you hadn’t acknowledged that it was a problem so I didn’t know you were seeking help. You deserve to be better, good luck with your journey x

  • @TasLike
    @TasLike 6 років тому +1

    You’re such a beautiful soul Jodes so never lose sight of that, you were put in this position to inspire others. The challenges you’ve been put through is horrendous but it’s taught you things about yourself and I’m so glad you’re now receiving the correct help, as you can’t always do it alone you need a support network..
    I’m sending you all my love and healing you, and just remember although you’ve spoken about it and been open about this, you’re STILL Jodes.
    You’re a fabulous girl, keep doing you xx

  • @susanpearson-creativefibro
    @susanpearson-creativefibro 6 років тому +1

    Brave girl, thank you so much for shining a light on such an important subject. I’m so glad you are getting the help you need and deserve. Stay strong you are beautiful in the way that matters the most, inside as well as outside.

  • @Tallie83
    @Tallie83 6 років тому +1

    Thank you for a very very good and necessary video. Xx

  • @itsshanababyy168
    @itsshanababyy168 6 років тому +2

    I'm so sorry to hear this Jodes, This was such a brave thing to do. I don't know how much this comment will help but the more support the better right? Love your vids X

  • @joanasantos6728
    @joanasantos6728 6 років тому +1

    mad, mad respect for you jodes. will always be here supporting you. lots of love from Portugal ❤

  • @niamhmol
    @niamhmol 6 років тому +1

    I really admire your clarity in how you communicated your message so openly and clearly in this video. It's very admirable :)

  • @jouletep
    @jouletep 6 років тому +2

    You are the sweetest and prettiest human! You are so brave and strong for getting help and please start to do all those things you've wanted to do but were not able to. You are a role model and magnificent person and I've enjoyed your videos for the past few years. Congrats on your recovery - may you find peace and health and happiness. Sending strength your way from the USA as you continue to heal.

  • @annie-mayclements8317
    @annie-mayclements8317 6 років тому +2

    I haven’t been watching UA-cam in a while and I’ve honestly missed watching you. You’re one of the bravest, most inspirational women and you deserve every single subscriber you have. Thankyou so much for sharing this for everyone, I love you xxxx

  • @nicoleloisee
    @nicoleloisee 6 років тому +18

    Only just read the title but I am so flipping proud of you girl. You angel. I feel like I’m going to cry to this video. I’ve been battling Bulimia for almost ten years now. I hope that you didn’t feel pressured to be honest by people asking questions, but I am SO proud you are using your voice. Going to go and get a drink and settle into this video. Love you so so much ❤️

    • @tgwtg9428
      @tgwtg9428 6 років тому +1

      Nicole Eloise wishing you all the best with your recovery ❤

    • @nicoleloisee
      @nicoleloisee 6 років тому +1

      TheGirlWithTheGlasses thank you so much, it’s a battle! ❤️

  • @DaniHerbert
    @DaniHerbert 6 років тому +2

    I don’t often comment on the videos I watch - but I couldn’t watch this and not send my love to you jodes, another voice in the sea of supporters letting you know we’re all here for you and are all so proud of you! 💖

  • @meganlouise7659
    @meganlouise7659 6 років тому +1

    I love you so much Jodes and I think you are a truly incredible person! You said everything beautifully and I think it’s so amazing that you now have such a positive view on such horrible times 💛 keep doing what you’re doing because it is so so appreciated and this video will help so many other people like myself! You are such a lovely person inside and out, keep smiling gorgeoussss xxx