Ah man,the story of you calling your mom in the middle of the night just gets me ❤😢 I lost my mom a year ago this Saturday, and I just had twins (kiddos #2&3) almost 5 months ago now. As well as a 19 month old. It’s been ROUGH. I know you appreciate your mom and never take that for granted, it’s so heartwarming to hear how you can call on her in the middle of the night like that ❤ I would give anything to have my mom here with me at this time of my life, by far the hardest thing/year I’ve experienced
I’m so sorry for your loss- I lost my Mom 5yrs ago, & there’s just something about being a Mom without yours. It’s a missing that never stops, & it doesn’t matter how old you are- you never stop wanting your Mama. Sending love. 🤍
I'm so sorry for the loss of your mom. I know how hard it is for you right now, although my oldest was 4 when I had my twins. My mom lived 3K miles away, but I could call her on the phone. It's true that you will long for these days someday. This too shall pass. (Read my very long comment from tonight if you can find it.)❤
Awwwwwwww, and I lost my mom 7 years ago!! It was one of the hardest time for me, and was 16 when she passed on December 8th 2017. Miss her everyday, and wasn’t a day that goes by where she’s not thinking 🤔 of me!! I’m really sry for ur loss, and praying 🙏🏻 for u.
Yes, Flynn! He is so perfect. The hand on the head while he takes a moment to happy cry about the slippers. 😢 Him appreciating the bracelet and knowing just what to say. He's literal magic for the soul. 🫶
I think Maisy is going to be an actress one day. Call me crazy but the apple doesn't fall far from the tree! She is so adorable... they all are so stinking cute. ❤
You singing bigger than the whole sky made me tear up. Every time I hear that song I think of my son who I miscarried. "What couldve been shouldve been you" breaks my heart everytime. Im now pregnant with my 3rd son and I dont know if its the hormones making it worse but your singing voice being so angelic just made me wanna cry.
I love how you had Meadow, river and willow. My name is Meadow my niece's name is River and my sister is willow. And river tells me all the time. "Hold you me" Which means she wants cuddles. And I just think that is the cutest thing in the world.
I literally love you SO MUCH!!! I have been here for 8 YEARS!! and I have a tortilla talk question: it would be ADORABLE if you remade "My family" now that you have kids too now and you're brothers kids are all grown up it would be amazing!
The retro theme brings back so many memories, both good and bad, but you helped so many people through a very hard time, and that's worthy of praise. Thanks.
my mom passed away weeks before i had my son , she passed october 14 and i had my son november 7th at 35 weeks gestation all i wanted was my mom but sadly i couldn't :(
@@monika4148 thank you ❤️ been a wild healing ride but my little man has kept me in good spirits and with out him we wouldn't be here today he saved us from a house fire in january 2022
Wooo wooo!!! ❤ here she is!!!! Bwhahaha march vlogs every day! We’re so lucky!!! Also Colleen, I just want you to remember that you are so loved!! I know that there was a time that the world had fallen and beat you down. but I’m so happy to be apart of this from beginning to now! You have never lost your true followers, your true crew! We love you girl! ❤ so thankful every vlog!
I have 4 month old twins and im going to rewatch your vlogs from after they were born. Its helped me relate and find someone who has gone through it. Its the hardest things ive been through. Thank you for sharing your parenting with us.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do videos about the TTPD and Taylor in general. All my friends and family don’t care much about her and get a little annoyed when I talk to them about Taylor related things. Having you talk to us about her makes me so freaking happy. I can’t explain it but please continue 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 25:06 this whole part of your vlog literally just warmed my heart 😭
The chorus of that Swift song.... all I could think about were my 2 babies in Heaven that I live without for now... thanks for singing it with your beautiful voice.
Everytime you play piano and sing I think about the part in your show when you talk about why you don't sing pop and you went on to sing pop songs like they were opera 😂 I loved that part of your show!
Oh, my, Colleen. That song just pierces my heart. You see, I suffered with infertility for more than five years. When I finally conceived, with the assistance of a specialist, I miscarried that precious little being, that I had longed to mother since my childhood. That first, very special one. Those lyrics, Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye You were bigger than the whole sky, You were more than just a short time,..😭💔 I went on to have a precious baby boy, followed by twin boys when he was four. But I still grieve that one. "I've got a lot to live without." I have to tell you, I'm much older than most of your fans. I enjoy watching your precious children happily playing, being silly, and having so much fun! What you said tonight about how you'll long for those times someday...it's so true. It's sad for me that that part of my life is over( yes, I'm depressed.) Anyway, I really enjoyed the video tonight. I'm so glad you're back. I really missed you! I'm enjoying the rock content and the beachcombing very much, too. Thank you, Colleen!💜🥰
Every time you show Maisy in her nighttime personality reminds me of when you were 1st pregnant and in your ultrasound how Maisy was the sassy one that would always hide her face in the pictures.
Coming from someone who has dreamed about what it would be like to have a mom in my life, I live vicariously through you..your mom seems like the absolute sweetest.❤️
My kids are 22, 18, and 13 now and I’m here to tell you, you will miss these days *so* much 🥹 But exhaustion and frustration and all of those feelings are totally normal in this very difficult stage of parenting! You should never feel guilty for expressing that
I love that your kids have the same blanket that you did as a kid. I had the same one and made sure I bought them for my kids. My daughter started calling them "comfort blankets" and can't sleep without it just like me.
Twins are hard! There were many nights after a physically exhausting day while I was rocking one of my twins to sleep wanting nothing more than my own mom to hold me. Sadly, once I had my twins, everyone quit checking on me.😢
It isn't true for everyone, but I'm 23 and sometimes I still cuddle my parents. It doesn't have to go away, I find the deepest comfort in being in their presence and nothing helps my mental health more than a hug from my dad. It doesn't have to go away.
You could react to your vlogs when you found out you are having twins!! I distinctly remember you saying how terrified you are, and how you'll be able to do it. It could be awesome to reflect on how far you've come as a mom! Love you!
💜💜💜Colleen I think you are such a beautiful human and momma! I am so grateful for your positively as a parent and for sharing your harder times. I always feel so seem by you. I look up to you so much as a momma and I have implemented many of the same things you do with your kids, with my daughter. Thank you for being you!! 💜💜💜
I love your vlogs. I also love it when you sing and play the piano Colleen. You sing so beautifully and it just calms me and makes my day better. Thank you for vlogging again.
TTQ: What are some things that the kids are obsessed with doing? My mom and i recently discussed the topic a few days ago. As a child, whenever there was a camera around, i would take my pointer fingers and make an upside down V shape under my chin, and i would smile very big. She has no idea where that ever came from! (I started doing it whenever i was 2-3yrs old) 😅 my brother was super hyper as a kid and would get easily cranky. She can't remember how it started but she would do this thing with my brother if he was cranky or bored. She would pick him up and hold him at her waist infront of her. She would grab ahold of his wrist or hands. She would lean forward as he leaned back and he would do a slow backflip down onto the ground. He was absolutely obsessed with doing it! He did it literally until he was to big for my mom to hold him! 😂❤
My twins are at the same cute age. My little boy (2 years, 3 months) says “hold you” also. Means he wants to be picked up or he wants me to help him balance etc. my little girl is a fireball! Must be a twin thing lol! Feeling you on all the parenting stuff Colleen! It’s HARD! Twins is HARDER! If you like to read, there’s a wonderful book called “Mama Rising” it’s fantastic and helps us understand a lot of motherhood issues ❤👍 Love to you all!! 💫 💫
OH MY GOSH COLLEEN. You are so right abt the fruit salad. i know im so late on this but EVERY SINGLE FRUIT SALAD at breakfast places (with the exception of CFA) has UNRIPENED and or SPOILED cantaloupe and honeydew, a single piece of watermelon that’s mostly rind, 2 soggy purple grapes, and 2 small slices of strawberries that usually are either sour or taste like moldy chocolate.
Holding and cuddling your kids, being sleep deprived tired exhausted, knowing it won't last forever and trying to hold onto those moments, thats a parent. a friend is a mother of 7 and adopted mother of 9, WWII Korea Vietnam vet, and she still adopts and fosters kids and pets even at her advanced age, but she has so much patience for all the kids and the noise and the craziness (think Trace Adkins' song that goes dogs parking phone ringing one kids crying one kids screaming, but times 10). She still talks about the kids and her own kids and how she misses not holding them as little ones and cuddling. She says it doesn't matter the age you can always cuddle with your parent or grandparent.
My daughter's name is Willow and I tried so hard to convince my husband to name our son Flynn! We definitely have the same style for names. ❤ haha I LOVE your kids names so much!
Hey silent watcher here! I know you always want the best for your kids so I wanted you to know to be careful with the new star machine, the green "stars" are very strong lasers that can harm their eyes! Your videos are now part of my daily routine. I am so glad you're back!!!
I think I rewatched you playing/singing about 5x not only did it touch my in my feels tearing me up, but the beautiful passion in your voice… I can listen to you all night long❤ thank you for that special ending to this vlog ❤🎼🎵🎶❤
Omg you looked so different right after you had the twins. Obviously you are glowing both then and now. You always look so beautiful but it is crazy to see how much someone can change over time. I hope you're well and the kiddos are so cute. Sending love from a random town in England ❤️
I just thought you should know the ad for me on this video was a yelp ad that’s specifically said “dont cut your own bangs. Find a licensed professional” and it made me giggle😂
I love that the twins have turned into cuddlers!! I remember when they were babies, neither one cuddled much.
Ah man,the story of you calling your mom in the middle of the night just gets me ❤😢 I lost my mom a year ago this Saturday, and I just had twins (kiddos #2&3) almost 5 months ago now. As well as a 19 month old. It’s been ROUGH. I know you appreciate your mom and never take that for granted, it’s so heartwarming to hear how you can call on her in the middle of the night like that ❤ I would give anything to have my mom here with me at this time of my life, by far the hardest thing/year I’ve experienced
I’m so sorry for your loss- I lost my Mom 5yrs ago, & there’s just something about being a Mom without yours. It’s a missing that never stops, & it doesn’t matter how old you are- you never stop wanting your Mama. Sending love. 🤍
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I'm so sorry for the loss of your mom. I know how hard it is for you right now, although my oldest was 4 when I had my twins. My mom lived 3K miles away, but I could call her on the phone. It's true that you will long for these days someday. This too shall pass. (Read my very long comment from tonight if you can find it.)❤
Awwwwwwww, and I lost my mom 7 years ago!! It was one of the hardest time for me, and was 16 when she passed on December 8th 2017. Miss her everyday, and wasn’t a day that goes by where she’s not thinking 🤔 of me!! I’m really sry for ur loss, and praying 🙏🏻 for u.
Yes, Flynn! He is so perfect. The hand on the head while he takes a moment to happy cry about the slippers. 😢 Him appreciating the bracelet and knowing just what to say. He's literal magic for the soul. 🫶
Love that you brought back the theme song. I watched you and your family throughout lockdown and I am so glad you are back doing your daily Vlogs.
I think Maisy is going to be an actress one day. Call me crazy but the apple doesn't fall far from the tree! She is so adorable... they all are so stinking cute. ❤
Yess!!
I agree
Maisey looks so much like colleen omg
maisy just eating & enjoying her food at 0:43-0:57 is the cutest thing!! 🥹 also her outfit is so cuteeee
I lost my mom when I was 7 months pregnant. Hearing you talk about your mom melts my heart.
You singing bigger than the whole sky made me tear up. Every time I hear that song I think of my son who I miscarried. "What couldve been shouldve been you" breaks my heart everytime. Im now pregnant with my 3rd son and I dont know if its the hormones making it worse but your singing voice being so angelic just made me wanna cry.
OMG, I literally made my comment about my miscarriage too. Do you think that TS experienced a miscarriage?
@@elizabethkoobs1060 Its hard to say but it is possible
I GET SO EXCITED WHEN I GET A NOTIFICATION THAT YOU'VE POSTED SOMETHING
FACTSSSS
I love how you had Meadow, river and willow. My name is Meadow my niece's name is River and my sister is willow. And river tells me all the time. "Hold you me" Which means she wants cuddles. And I just think that is the cutest thing in the world.
We love the pirate glass ! Wait that’s literally so cool my jaw was on the floor and I love how it made you so excited. I love Flynn’s new shoes!
I literally love you SO MUCH!!! I have been here for 8 YEARS!! and I have a tortilla talk question: it would be ADORABLE if you remade "My family" now that you have kids too now and you're brothers kids are all grown up it would be amazing!
You’re crying and Miranda is giving you the side eye 😂
Haha yesss haha
Maisy's personality is sooooooo VIBRANT ✨
I'm watching this on loop 😂😂😂 0:52
The retro theme brings back so many memories, both good and bad, but you helped so many people through a very hard time, and that's worthy of praise. Thanks.
my mom passed away weeks before i had my son ,
she passed october 14 and i had my son november 7th at 35 weeks gestation
all i wanted was my mom but sadly i couldn't :(
I'm sorry for your loss
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I'm so very sorry for your loss.💔
@@monika4148 thank you ❤️ been a wild healing ride but my little man has kept me in good spirits and with out him we wouldn't be here today he saved us from a house fire in january 2022
Wooo wooo!!! ❤ here she is!!!! Bwhahaha march vlogs every day! We’re so lucky!!!
Also Colleen, I just want you to remember that you are so loved!! I know that there was a time that the world had fallen and beat you down. but I’m so happy to be apart of this from beginning to now! You have never lost your true followers, your true crew! We love you girl! ❤ so thankful every vlog!
Maiseys side eye in the first couple minutes...
Colleen!!!! That little cover was BEAUTIFUL!!!! You sound so angelic❤️❤️🥹🥹🥹
That song hits so much harder when you know the emotion behind it, your rendition was perfect!
it’s CRAZY to me that lavender was on your baby name list before lavender haze came out!!
omg lilah was a name contender! I love my name I don’t hear it often and the h at the end gives it a little extra sparkle 🩷
I have 4 month old twins and im going to rewatch your vlogs from after they were born. Its helped me relate and find someone who has gone through it. Its the hardest things ive been through. Thank you for sharing your parenting with us.
I really loved the song at the end Colleen! Please keep sharing your talent!
Bigger than the sky means so much to me as my pet died recently and ive been listening to it on repeat ❤
What a great group of questions! That app looked so neat!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do videos about the TTPD and Taylor in general. All my friends and family don’t care much about her and get a little annoyed when I talk to them about Taylor related things. Having you talk to us about her makes me so freaking happy. I can’t explain it but please continue 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 25:06 this whole part of your vlog literally just warmed my heart 😭
The chorus of that Swift song.... all I could think about were my 2 babies in Heaven that I live without for now... thanks for singing it with your beautiful voice.
Thank you for the beautiful rendition of “Bigger than the Whole Sky”. I was in tears listening to you ❤
I’m a Nicu nurse and it’s so funny all the different personalities of the different babies!
I love how quirky Maisy is! Every time she shows up in the vlog, it melts my heart and brings so much joy to my day! 💙💚💜💙
Everytime you play piano and sing I think about the part in your show when you talk about why you don't sing pop and you went on to sing pop songs like they were opera 😂 I loved that part of your show!
So cute that Maisy was to kissy Wesley. Then Wesley was wanting to kuss her back. So cute.
My 2 year old says ‘Help you, Mummy’ when he wants help & ‘Mummy, kissy/cuddle’ when he wants me to give him a kiss/cuddle 🥰
Oh, my, Colleen. That song just pierces my heart. You see, I suffered with infertility for more than five years. When I finally conceived, with the assistance of a specialist, I miscarried that precious little being, that I had longed to mother since my childhood. That first, very special one. Those lyrics,
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
You were bigger than the whole sky,
You were more than just a short time,..😭💔
I went on to have a precious baby boy, followed by twin boys when he was four. But I still grieve that one. "I've got a lot to live without."
I have to tell you, I'm much older than most of your fans. I enjoy watching your precious children happily playing, being silly, and having so much fun! What you said tonight about how you'll long for those times someday...it's so true. It's sad for me that that part of my life is over( yes, I'm depressed.) Anyway, I really enjoyed the video tonight. I'm so glad you're back. I really missed you! I'm enjoying the rock content and the beachcombing very much, too. Thank you, Colleen!💜🥰
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Every time you show Maisy in her nighttime personality reminds me of when you were 1st pregnant and in your ultrasound how Maisy was the sassy one that would always hide her face in the pictures.
VLARCH IS BAAAAACCCKK😭
Miranda in the background during tortilla talk giving us the side eye 👀😂
Coming from someone who has dreamed about what it would be like to have a mom in my life, I live vicariously through you..your mom seems like the absolute sweetest.❤️
3:59 The pirate glass looks like an Aurora!
Jasper would have been perfect, now that you are so into collecting rocks 😂
22:54 omg i use the same app for my guitar tabs and drums!!
Girl I’ve had that guitar app for five years and never realised you could select piano chords instead 😂😂😂 life changing
Miranda judging you in the back during TTQs 😂
Imagine if you had named Wesley Jasper, now that you find so much Jasper when you rock hunt!
if all colleen posted everyday were tortilla talks, I would be happy.❤love you!
My son used to come up to me and say, "I hold you?" 🥺🥺🥺
Same! Soooo cute!!
That's soo cute❤
My two year old says it like that currently
My middle kid did as well! I miss it! He’s almost 14!
My sister did this too
My kids are 22, 18, and 13 now and I’m
here to tell you, you will miss these days *so* much 🥹 But exhaustion and frustration and all of those feelings are totally normal in this very difficult stage of parenting! You should never feel guilty for expressing that
I love that your kids have the same blanket that you did as a kid. I had the same one and made sure I bought them for my kids. My daughter started calling them "comfort blankets" and can't sleep without it just like me.
Twins are hard! There were many nights after a physically exhausting day while I was rocking one of my twins to sleep wanting nothing more than my own mom to hold me. Sadly, once I had my twins, everyone quit checking on me.😢
It isn't true for everyone, but I'm 23 and sometimes I still cuddle my parents. It doesn't have to go away, I find the deepest comfort in being in their presence and nothing helps my mental health more than a hug from my dad. It doesn't have to go away.
The Littles are so stinking cute in their strawberry fashion❤ Love you Colleen.❤❤❤
Miranda in the background judging this Tortilla Talk so hard LOL
The comment Flynn made about your bracelet made me happy cry🥲❤
You could react to your vlogs when you found out you are having twins!! I distinctly remember you saying how terrified you are, and how you'll be able to do it. It could be awesome to reflect on how far you've come as a mom! Love you!
Your incredible Coleen, keep up the good work ❤
Awe, Flynn copying you singing @ 1:41 🥺 So precious! 💕
OLD INTRO IS BACKK MY HEART🥺🥺🥺
tortilla talk question: how do you and erik manage to stay close now that you have three kids?
I missed vlarch! Bringing me back to the good Ole days
I think “teal” is the color you were looking for with the sea glass Colleen.. 😂
17:58 new mom here I have a 3 month old and have had a rough couple of days. I’m crying with you girl 😭
My youngest would say "I got forbout it" instead of saying "I forgot about it." He just turned 18, so it goes by incredibly fast. 😥
💜💜💜Colleen I think you are such a beautiful human and momma! I am so grateful for your positively as a parent and for sharing your harder times. I always feel so seem by you. I look up to you so much as a momma and I have implemented many of the same things you do with your kids, with my daughter. Thank you for being you!! 💜💜💜
00:54 too funny Maisys face
Oh my goodness! Your singing gave me goosebumps, that was incredible.
"Make sure to... uhm... subscribe?" That made me laugh out loud. It sounded so strange 😂
I love your vlogs. I also love it when you sing and play the piano Colleen. You sing so beautifully and it just calms me and makes my day better. Thank you for vlogging again.
Maisy's strawberry outfit is so cute❤
The kids clothes have been even cuter than before which I didn’t even think was possible!!! ♥️🌈☀️🫶
The amount of joy this theme song brings me is ridiculous
TTQ: What are some things that the kids are obsessed with doing? My mom and i recently discussed the topic a few days ago. As a child, whenever there was a camera around, i would take my pointer fingers and make an upside down V shape under my chin, and i would smile very big. She has no idea where that ever came from! (I started doing it whenever i was 2-3yrs old) 😅 my brother was super hyper as a kid and would get easily cranky. She can't remember how it started but she would do this thing with my brother if he was cranky or bored. She would pick him up and hold him at her waist infront of her. She would grab ahold of his wrist or hands. She would lean forward as he leaned back and he would do a slow backflip down onto the ground. He was absolutely obsessed with doing it! He did it literally until he was to big for my mom to hold him! 😂❤
The correct pronunciation of Ghirardelli is like a car gear. Gear-a-deli. Sending love from Los Angeles 💛💜
..as a former San Franciscan.. I was going to spell it exactly the same way..!..Gear..!❤😂
I’m a brand new mom with a 4 week old baby and I needed to hear this! Thank you 💜
My twins are at the same cute age. My little boy (2 years, 3 months) says “hold you” also. Means he wants to be picked up or he wants me to help him balance etc. my little girl is a fireball! Must be a twin thing lol! Feeling you on all the parenting stuff Colleen! It’s HARD! Twins is HARDER! If you like to read, there’s a wonderful book called “Mama Rising” it’s fantastic and helps us understand a lot of motherhood issues ❤👍 Love to you all!! 💫 💫
Oh my gosh… Flynn is so so sweet.
My kids said: HO JUUU!
TTQ: how’s the rock table looking?? ❤
Gotta love every second that you can. Every day, your children are the smallest they will ever be again.
OH MY GOSH COLLEEN. You are so right abt the fruit salad. i know im so late on this but EVERY SINGLE FRUIT SALAD at breakfast places (with the exception of CFA) has UNRIPENED and or SPOILED cantaloupe and honeydew, a single piece of watermelon that’s mostly rind, 2 soggy purple grapes, and 2 small slices of strawberries that usually are either sour or taste like moldy chocolate.
I LOVED THE VLARCH SONG!!!!! TTQ: What is something that the twins do that reminds you of Flynn??❤
Holding and cuddling your kids, being sleep deprived tired exhausted, knowing it won't last forever and trying to hold onto those moments, thats a parent. a friend is a mother of 7 and adopted mother of 9, WWII Korea Vietnam vet, and she still adopts and fosters kids and pets even at her advanced age, but she has so much patience for all the kids and the noise and the craziness (think Trace Adkins' song that goes dogs parking phone ringing one kids crying one kids screaming, but times 10). She still talks about the kids and her own kids and how she misses not holding them as little ones and cuddling. She says it doesn't matter the age you can always cuddle with your parent or grandparent.
PLEASE do a long video reacting to Taylor's new album. I loved the video you did listening to and explaining your fav Midnights songs! love you!
Loved the ending! Very beautiful 💖
i would love a full video of taylor swift talk :) ❤ only downside is i wouldnt be able yell and get excited and share my thoughts too with youuu 😭
You should sing more songs in your vlogs! I’ve always loved hearing you sing
My daughter's name is Willow and I tried so hard to convince my husband to name our son Flynn! We definitely have the same style for names. ❤ haha I LOVE your kids names so much!
Omgosh what if you guys did a mosaic wall or floor with the rocks? That would honestly be so cool
So cute all the sayings, I hope you can keep a journal of all the cute sayings
5:43 i think Maisy looks so much like Wesley here! crazy because i usually dont think they look very alike
When my son , who's nearly 6 now 😢, was super little would say " can I have a get down " when he wanted to get down from his highchair 😂❤
Oh lol I thought Erik saying 'it smeels like skunk' just mean 'it smells bad' 😅
Hey silent watcher here! I know you always want the best for your kids so I wanted you to know to be careful with the new star machine, the green "stars" are very strong lasers that can harm their eyes! Your videos are now part of my daily routine. I am so glad you're back!!!
I literally made an obstacle course for my toddlers this weekend!! Great minds think alike ❤❤❤
Colleen! You should do a livestream for when the tortured poets department comes out!
I think I rewatched you playing/singing about 5x not only did it touch my in my feels tearing me up, but the beautiful passion in your voice… I can listen to you all night long❤ thank you for that special ending to this vlog ❤🎼🎵🎶❤
Omg you looked so different right after you had the twins. Obviously you are glowing both then and now. You always look so beautiful but it is crazy to see how much someone can change over time. I hope you're well and the kiddos are so cute. Sending love from a random town in England ❤️
I just thought you should know the ad for me on this video was a yelp ad that’s specifically said “dont cut your own bangs. Find a licensed professional” and it made me giggle😂
I love the adorable matching Strawberry outfits!! So cute! 🍓❤🍓❤🍓