When you smile at complete strangers, almost always that divine spark within themselves responds. It is beautiful to see. Sometimes I get a blank stare like nobody is home. Like their spark has vanished.
I went to the front of a grocery line and announced that I "had priority and was first in line". It was interesting seeing the responses in the moments before I put on a big smile and said "just kidding" and walked away. There were some in line who could read me before I said a thing and some who probably never saw me come and go. People have all kinds of agendas and sensitivities, but a happy attitude seems to cut through most of them (unless they are tragically overstressed).
Quite often woman walk by and smile at me and vice versa and that's always happened and that's nice. Even guys do it to me now and then but half smiles. I may be sitting at a restaurant or somewhere and now and then Ill get that man that just turns his head and stares at me and women do it also but they don't smile. I do realize sometimes I just stare at other people for whatever reason too. But when some men stare for a bit too long or if I walk by some guy and he is eyeing me up stare and its not a friendly stare either, I get that feeling and I want to say - "What the F... are you looking at? They gave me an evil look first and I want to say something but I don't. Back at school this happened a lot. What are you looking at? Nothing Id say. Some people are looking for a fight
I wish more people would realize that people who are attacking them are “being used”. This awareness is true forgiveness. “Forgive them for they know not what they do”.
Exactly. And we must remember our minds separate us from source/god. Our minds illusions such as self identity. We must be still as nothing is closer to source than stillness. We must make room for source to work in our lives by humbling our minds and understanding that we can choose to manifest “Christ consciousness/unconditional love/our highest self/aligning with our truest self which is the awareness behind our thoughts and emotions” we can choose to manifest those things into our experienced reality with our freewill. Isn’t that what source/god wants us to do? To find our way back to center? Almost like a rhythmic breathing. Like an inhale and exhale. On infinite fractal levels. All the way up to the Big Bang exhaling out into creation and down to the mitochondria and amebas swimming around within our beings. We just forget all we are so we can remember who we were all along. May we all remember. 🙏❤
I came to the conclusion that family members that attacked me because of my different stance on Covid and Vs amongst other things were demonically possessed.They behaved with irrational anger which was out of character & upset me,Seeing it in this context of being agents of the matrix and somehow possessed,was helpful,though also disturbing.
@-po3fx This guy and letting him live was the hardest lesson I have had to learn, I am a Veteran, I had told him that and he smirked , then when I fired a round into my driveway he may have she-it his pants a little, ALL this Because I said hello to him 4 years ago and No harm have I done to the guy when he has Stolen the front driveline out of my daily 4x4 truck, broke into my house twice and messed with my engines/sugar and dirt in the tank ruins fuel pumps, AND He is Not who he says he is Nor his age is half that of claimed 69years, He is hispanic with a Belgian name, I think witness protection or some such, I could go on but you get the point I think. For the most part I like Hispanic people , had girlfriends in the service who were Great. I hope you saw admins or whoever you YT employees are. Now I'll remove my note to you and post this short story. THANK yOU.
This was 2023 for me. I felt conflicted with everyone around me. After I cleared a lot of my conditioning, I realised there is no conflict. ( There is no spoon 😂) The only conflict we experience is when we try to align with a truth that's not our own. Or when we feel the need to divert someone else to our truth, when it's not aligned with theirs. Now I don't need people around me anymore, that think I'm wrong and I have to defend myself all the time. I know who I am and I'm at peace with that. And I'm at peace with the fact that I'm not for everyone and not everyone is for me. I let go of people very close to me, but without the anger or shame I used to feel. When you're still emotionally involved, it means you need to clear a limiting belief. Or you're trying to hold on to what is not for you. At least that is my experience 😊 Much love to you all on this bumpy road we call life ❤
I love my tyrant dearly. Every time i get the chance to speak with her in conflict, i awaken her, and she furthers me on my path to individuation. Id like to take a moment to express graditude for her now. Every effort she makes to ask me who I am. I show her my truth. Her opposition is my evolution.
Her opposition is my evolution 💥 Wow! Truth bomb right here. Thank you for spelling this out so beautifully. Is shall adopt this gratitude too. At least consciously try to 😁
I've thought about this as a metaphor of a blade and the relationship with the anvil, the blacksmiths hammer, and the blacksmith. Only by being hammered by another against the anvil of reality can you become sharper. The best is when the blade comes to appreciate the hammer blows.
Spiritual awakening is like a crazy mushroom trip on all levels. When I try not to think about it, it gets even more trippy. The fact that I'm leaving this comment in the first place trips me out lol
Finally I understand why all the shit is following me from job to job. This is so great to know Im not the only one and there is reason behind it. Thank you.
I feel you. Same was happening to me. My initial awakening, which was a direct encounter with the Divine, happened 23 years ago. The bosses and people in authority at every job I worked were horrible narcissists who would push my buttons, make unreasonable demands, etc. This situation did not improve until I completed the shadow purgation phase (Dark Night of Soul). It's like the Universe set these people up so they would push my buttons. This in turn caused deeply buried pain energy and wounds to surface. With that said, every time a narcissist went too far and I set the ultimate boundary and quit the job, I would immediately find a better job. Peace
@Magik1369 So let me get this straight... You think it's more likely that EVERYONE at all your jobs had a very rare personality disorder that accounts for 1% of the population, rather than maybe you being the problem? Whenever someone tells me that everyone around them is just stupid or unreasonable or arrogant or whatever else, 90% of the time they were projecting and they were actually the asshole. You are the common denominator. It's not everyone else that's the problem, it's you. Sounds like you worked on yourself and fixed it. Sort of, since you're still blaming everyone around you.
"Who do you think you are?" This line almost made me cry. This is exactly what i figured out while dealing with this. My narc mothers verbal attacks on my sense of self, my fathers verbal attacks on my looks. I'm in my 30s and only now truly committed to stepping into my authenticity. From personality to style. And im so inspired and happy about it. This is the second video today to make me cry, that at the very core is teaching "know thyself" my heart is full. Thank you Sarah & everyone on their path. Proud of us all 🤩🥰🔥✨♥️👑 Edit : thank you all so much these are the kindest words I've ever received! 😭♥️
God bless you beautiful soul. I'm so happy to hear you have awakened and are no longer allowing the enemy control you or your emotions. You got this girl ❤sendng w high vibes and love~ your soul sister ♡michelle .
It’s kinda funny too. Reading your first sentence. I totally thought you were talking to me. In in my mind, I thought what do you mean? 🤩😂🤩 The programs we hold. Well, being thirtyish is actually young for coming into your own. So be proud of yourself, my dear. Bless your heart 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
Right there with you! Out of nowhere my mom blows up at me today just for not saying hi when trying to leave the house while she's fighting with her husband, continues to call me a spoiled brat, threatens to evict me blah blah usual spiel I've heard 1000 times, so I finally told her she needs anger management. I don't care how right I am, her actions are indefensible and I'm so confident that I've been kind, flexible, and supportive enough to merit my criticism. She hasn't. Nuff said. You rock too. Cheers! 🍻🍻🍻
I’ve been living with a petty tyrant for literally 20 years lol. 😭 I’m the empath in a empath/narcissist relationship….ohhhhh the lessons I’ve learned. This person very much dislikes my awakening journey. I’ll be out soon 🙏🏻
I truly believe a petty tyrant pushed me out of my old life into this one. This makes incredible sense. Never could understand how I could make someone so angry and mean just by being myself. This explanation actually makes me feel bad for them but also grateful. I have to thank them, their bullying actually pushed me into spirituality. So it’s all a test ,It’s almost like new level new devil. 🤷🏻♀️
Received quite a few who do you think you are looks….. wild when you can read the look, read everything about this person and process it all as they’re still being their petty tyrant selves. I want to say “if you only knew what you’re doing, and saying is actually giving me fuel to become stronger, better and more awakened.
@@wacubby As a guy I get that 'What are you looking at look" and I'm doing nothing. I may just be walking past them at a Mall etc. Its nearly always when I'm in a happy smiling mood and just being myself. I do my best to ignore it but when I get home it does play on my mind for rest of that day and even a few days later, in what that person was looking at me so evil, and angry at me for? Oh that's their problem I come to the conclusion. Maybe that person is having a bad day so anyone else that seems happy they want to bring down
Omg, I remember both of my parents using exactly those words, “who do you think you are???” This makes perfect sense now. Thank you, mom and dad, for making me into the strong and wise woman I am today🙏
I just confronted my petty tyrant today. I was not disrespecting her but the strenght of my (recently awakened) throat chakra got her shook and she started to cry. I didnt even feel bad about making that woman cry, I was proud of myself for finally standing up
Wow I never knew so many many fellow seekers were going through this. Thank you so much for sharing this with us. We will stand in our truth against the pressure.
This made me feel so much better about conflicts that I had right before Covid which was the start of my awakening journey. Several people completely turned on me when I started to love myself for the first time in my life. Thanks for this teaching it helped me so much and makes me feel even closer to source.
Everything is our teacher and we are the teacher to others. The "enemy" or anyone that counters our beliefs and values is a mirror to where we can focus our energy to grow further. No more triggers, they are lessons of self. Thank them and everything for what they show us where we need more work. Everything is a reflection of ourselves.
This is crazy. So I recently came to the conclusion that I’m meant to be a shaman. Then recently I been having issues with toxic landlords who are petty tyrants trying to control me and put me in my place by harassment, threats, and assaults: and I played into it because I caught my self reacting to everything thing they were doing to me and doing little things myself to get back at them. I needed this video more than anything today and I am so grateful for the universe putting me in alignment with it. I understand my part I’m it all and I forgive the landlords for how they treated me but I’m still going to court to cover myself on the harassment and assaults. But most importantly I forgive myself for allowing these petty tyrants to almost put me back asleep. I love myself and I deserve the best
OmG. Exactly the same experience times 2. I moved for the same reason. Assault. Court favoured them. Now I’m packing again after eight weeks in the new place, same demonic people. Like Sarah was saying it’s a network where they just hold hands they don’t even know each other but it’s the same thing. Oh boy do I have stories to tell. I trust you do too. I’ve never had such dislike and hatred towards me that was so obvious. Wish you the best be blessed my dear. 🌟💜🌟
@@travelchannel304 you determine who you choose to share your frequency and attention with. That is your choice and yours alone. You can be present but you make the choice to connect with the situation or not.
This message came across my feed with perfect timing; even tho it was uploaded 8 months ago. Proving that I am given all I need in each moment, as each moment comes. 🙏 🙏 🙏 (I have just successfully completed the first conscious confrontation with my petty tyrant. I thought I knew what I should do next, but it made my heart race with dread. By the end of this video, higher mind had placed a much clearer image in my mind. And my heart is 100% at peace. One must accept and move on, or stay and serve those that refuse to awaken no matter how tightly they must shut their eyes, or who they harm in an effort to remain asleep.)
My best friend for over 45 years became a petty tyrant. He became a "born again" christian just out of high school, and our mutual religiosity coexisted peacefully for decades, but 3 years ago, he suddenly called me out on social media for my " luciferian" "new age" ways and started strawmaning on FB Ideas I had reluctantly expressed to him 20 years before after inquiring about my beliefs. He started spamming me with anti "new age" propaganda after I clearly and repeatedly requested that he stop. I love him very much but I had to let him go. Thank you, Sarah. This was very timely
Sounds like he's blinded by his perceptions and can't differentiate. The fact there's what you think. And then there is what is. For some that's known. For others. What they think and see. That's what is.
My favorite part of the Castaneda books is when Carlos was so excited to blame his father for being lazy and not getting up early when he said he would, and Don Juan pointed-out that he should have shined his spirit and gotten up himself. For me, this was about the part of empowerment that comes from stopping blaming others for one's own decisions. Even the term "petty tyrant" here would, from a "lower" perspective, indicate blame. But nobody else is _ever_ to blame for your experience or your choices. So, for me, the core lesson here is that sometimes someone will becomes an easy target for blame, and the test is to see one's own creation of the experience instead. Thank you for this useful meditation on a aspect of awakening.
Well that explains why I’ve had to deal with these annoying tyrants in my career and family. I went from being intimidated to ignoring and laughing in their face. It was tough as if we don’t have enough challenges to deal with!
I had a recent run in with a petty tyrant. She was questioning me because I have different views than accepted norms about the Earth, space, the medical system, religion and other topics. The day before she was enthralled with what I was speaking about. She was really just reaching out to me because I had rocked her world. In the past I would have been upset, raising my voice and getting tongue tied. I actually took it as a compliment she was taking the time to question me. I even found joy in speaking about how I can have my perspective that differs from most.
I spent a decade telling people about the things that were happening and they should wake up. I was called a conspiracy theory chaser and many other things. Then watched as our civil liberties were taken, watched as mass surveillance took place, watched as war bankrupted our country. Watched as one party blames the other, watched while our world crumbles. I don't care anymore, I watch with delight and I will wait for judgment. I did the best that I could.
Teach others by your ACTIONS, not words. I have learned that “their” path or lesson, may be to prove to themselves that you CAN’T help them. There are also many people out here that appreciate your awareness! Me included!
I've given up on the news and politics a long time ago. I even avoid and cut off political conversations, because it's always the same brainwashed propaganda as ever. The media, left or right, only let you know what they want you to know. Sure you have a right to have and express your opinion about political and societal topics. But you also have a right remain silent about it. Because anything you say can be used against you. I've also deleted social media. Stopped drinking alcohol. Really have a better focus on myself. It only improved my life for the better.
@michaela5311 Nope, I'm savoring all of it! I can't help but chuckle when tens of thousands of military aged people are arrested at the border because I know there are hundreds of thousands that aren't being caught.
Well, my husband is being dragged through the mud, having his character defamed from a petty tyrant who is out after him to get his job. It has broken him and he is now out of work nine weeks to deal with the emotional work toxic issues. It has been very hard on him and hard on me, even though I went through an awakening and a similar toxic environment I ask everybody to please send your strength to my husband is that the truth, which is what he has been speaking for weeks, continues to prevail
It's hard to see the light in what's around you when you are inside of it. Remember that you are always getting what you desire! Everything is leading you to the opportunities you want. This all could lead to an outcome that could be wayyyyy better than you two could ever imagine. We have to face doubt and uncertainty in our journey to face it within ourselves. Like Sara said, we have to challenge our imbalances, and clarify our own truth through these hard times. Love and Light to you both
@@teddyboef2821 it’s hard when you’re being attacked verbally by people who are making false allegations against your character & work ethics - that’s what has broken him & made him question himself. The man has given 18 years of life to this crappy job. He now knows that he should’ve gotten out which he is but it just has taken a personal attack which is what is hard to take. He’s in a better place and is working through it all.
I haven't had to endure the petty tyrant to near the same extent that I've played the role in that process of others. Thank you for sharing your awareness, Alchemist.
The petty tyrant I encountered in my journey is literary copying everything I do and I laughed when I heard “don’t take it personally” because that’s the most hardest thing for me to do.
Copying is a form of theft imo.. ..and if repeated, it’s a form of aggression and domination and an attempt to break your spirit/advancement. It can also escalate to more damaging levels, so I would take it personally and seriously.
When you share a friend’s hobbies , in the best way, it is because you want to share a commonality. However, identity theft is a form of competition so that everything you do, becomes their thing, they want to be better than you , almost so that they become you to replace you. It’s sneaky but it’s sort of sad that they lack the self esteem to just be themselves. Be an objective viewer and go neutral emotionally near them. And just keep being your amazing shining bright self.
That was helpful, thank you. i have been experiencing this petty tyrant for a few years, who is attempting to destroy me, I've learned a great deal about myself, him and those around me from this and feel grateful for it. I've grown.
Exactly. I am sure it’s a major reason I made the career choice that I did. 🚛📦👍 As I have said often: If whatever it is bothers me too much, all I have to do is hang up 📲
This is exactly what I needed to hear! I had a Jungian therapist a couple years back who called me an academic narcissist for having my UA-cam channel (in a similar niche to yours where I talk about consciousness work with an emphasis on shadow work). And since then, it’s put me into this conflicted state of “What if I am doing something wrong by sharing my insights?” And then, I keep coming up with a personal truth that says that it’s in alignment to share my insights on my channel and that I genuinely think I’m helping people. But then I keep going, “But of course that’s what an academic narcissist would tell themselves!” And then I keep going around and around and around trying to make sure that I’m operating within ethical boundaries and in the service of the greater good. But there is nothing but my own personal sovereignty and subjective truth to latch onto… and there’s no external objective authority that can absolutely validate what I’m doing. So, I can recognize her as a petty tyrant that’s a challenge that source has put in my path to get me to question how anchored I am in my subjective truth and to anchor myself deeper into my personal sovereignty. Thank you for the video!
Part of a narcissist healing. Is the decision to actually consider hmm shit what if I actually am a narc. That's step one so you did that. And step 2 is deciding to accept they are or may be. And so pursue how to fix or improve narcissistic mindsets and then putting those studies and effort into changing. So I say. Wether you are or not. You already are doing the work necessary to stop being one and heal out of being one even if you were so that means keep going. If you are you won't be long. And if you aren't. Your doing great anyway
I have attracted the attention of these petty tyrants many times. One was a disturbed narcissist who obsessed on me for several years before destroying himself socially by eventually doing to others the same things he was doing to me. All his social circle were willing to believe his lies about me until a few years later when he started doing it to them, too.
Good 4 you...i left everyone...i do mean Everyone...in my life...i call them karmic...lessons...even your children may be karmic...spouse...family...🎉 i have let everything go...i know myself though
In Gnosticism and/or Terrot I learned the petty tirent as the embodiment of an immature form of a persons Dark Knight. As we expand and grow we refine and train our Dark Knight to defend our inner light. Our Dark Knight is essentially encroaching and moving others Ego closer to their own inner light which is exposing/forging the pettiness. Either they'll double down on that pettiness and keep pushing back with sword and shield or they'll have to confront their own inner light because our light exposes them, threatening their current way of life. The best way I've found to deal with this is to never unsheathe your sword. Forge the perfect armour, perfect your defense using only a shield. If you do attack know that you're subjecting yourself to karmic and dharmic laws.
This makes so much sense with what I went through. My family were unusually even weirdly triggered by my spiritual awakening and coming out. I was in denial at first but their actions got more and more extreme....thankfully. my awakening triggered them so much- now they've been ejected from my reality and it is so much easier.
This is absolutely profound and this answers some of my very deep-seeded questions as to HOW to go about this! Wow Shield as opposed to sword. 🕉 Thank you so much for your insights @Name_Lessness
The divine timing on this is astounding love. I was going through this exactly when this video was released and watching it now. Words can’t describe it. Thank you. God bless you
I'm so happy you created this content, I know a little bit about my energy, I observe that whenever I'm at my best, it's almost like the collective unconscious is triggered.... Wow this is amazing.
I agree. They are packed full of practical wisdom. By far my favorite author. It’s very difficult to ‘trap’ truths into words, but he manages that skill with a deliberate, humorous and professional flair
Doesn't she go over this at the end of the video? If she put it at the beginning i would have gotten bored and stopped watching. She has to establish the audiences interest before they care about her source
This is so great. I triggered all my siblings when I tried to open up about my awakening and how I got downloads about what is really happening here. Now I understand what purpose they are serving me!
Thank you for mentioning that we can play (probably have played) petty tyrants in others’ lives. It’s so important for us to see ourselves honestly as we ascend spiritually.
Omg thank you Sara for this confirmation. This is exactly what I'm experiencing. Several petty tyrants have been helping me raise my state of awareness lately and I've been consciously reminding myself to enjoy the experience of being taken out of my comfort zone. Thank you Petty tyrants for your service 🙏
Today I had my petty tyrant partner tell me that he’s triggered by my conviction and growing confidence. Through a huge amount of conflict, he was the one who compelled me to open my throat chakra, which I’ve been really focussing on strengthening (any little peep would have me shutting down and closing up, full of self-doubt ). By him being aware of that trigger and communicating it so honestly today, I felt we have completed another stage on our journey together. I feel this video is a confirmation of that.
Halfway through the video so far: described a former co worker of mine perfectly. I lost to a petty tyrant because the experience literally made me quit my job. If I had this video 18 months ago it would have been a huge help. But maybe I wasn’t supposed to know it then. I’m hoping I can redeem myself one day. Thank you for opening my eyes to this 🙏🏻
You have a gift one of the best at vocalizing the big picture. I’m wading through petty tyrants daily. Makes me stronger and when you have control of your emotions and you counter them with love they begin to short circuit. Much love to all! 😊
Today I was guided to this video. Yesterday I asked my higher Self to give me a message (I sometimes am looking for sign posts and messages from guides, Angels or my higher Self). So I was clicking on random videos last night and I came upon someone's video that had to do with Carlos Castaneda; then just now, Sarah, I'm looking through your videos (I could have clicked on any one of them) and I decided on this one.... in which you mentioned Carlos Castaneda!!! 😃💕😍 I have been answered, and I'm so grateful; it gives me more confidence that things are NOT happening randomly, but in a timely and orderly way. Blessings to you Sarah, and to all who read this ❤
Wow, this was exactly what I need to hear. My husband has been my petty tyrant. We’ve been together for nearly 30 years & have 6 kids. I’ve been going through this off & on for this whole relationship. Just when I feel he’s awakening , he reverts back to the programmed way of thinking. I’m still not quite sure what it is that I need to do, so I just keep holding space, emitting unconditional love & speaking my truth. Honestly though, it’s a challenge sometimes, but I feel stronger & I realize this has made me grow. He loves me in a great “3rd dimensional way,” I just long for more. Devine timing will let me know better, if, when, & how. 🙏🏻💜 Thank you
@@timmywitty1432study how to grow out of the lesser ego and heal the black heart of the non empathetic narc. And curing one with heyoka empaths as well as stuff like schema therapy. And chakra alignment. Especially 8th chakra star of David above the head. It's the ball of light that desends into a glowing ball you see with your eyes closed during meditation that vibrates your being and hums with you feeling bliss while looking at it. I did it myself when I was younger. Also a UA-cam channel called hoe math explains his ego development and cognitive dissonance and perception growth explains why people act how they do and how to level up to leave those lower negative states of operating
This is no coincidence that you posted this in the events that have unfolded for me the past week and even more specifically past two days. Thank you so much.
It's challenging being different you can find yourself watering down your true self in order to fit in more with other people or be more your true self by being a bit of a loner and suffer from the absence of people in your life as a result.
Yes, but there's no authentic connection with others if we're not being our true selves. The result is you end up feeling unseen, unheard and alone anyway
@@shawkins2132 It's not easy for some people fitting in and getting on in life. Whatever works for your mental health. Sometimes compromise is healthy, sometimes it isn't. Each to their own.
I experienced this a lot over the last 20 years, sometimes severely and sometimes less so. I called them hive bots, petty tyrant is a much better term. I like and agree about the role of the petty tyrant evolving and changing as we develop ourselves and realise greater knowing and understanding.
Very well said. I have realized that every step of the frequency ascent is met with an equal and opposite intensity in some way, shape, form or person in order to test our foundational structure of understanding. And if that foundational structure of integrity of the “belief” in that frequency is shaken, then we have not “earned” that frequency yet. Because once you “earn” your understanding of a frequency, it is because you “believe” that it stands true regardless of what may come or oppose. It’s like a mathematical law of consciousness that the more intense the bliss, the more the “inverse” of that frequency comes to meet you. So I have this image in my head that one day, upon dwelling in the highest frequency possible in human form, that the greatest and deepest inner fear presents itself to you as a “final boss fight” type thing. Would you say this is an accurate assessment of how this whole thing works?
I always interpreted the petty tyrant as somebody there to help me learn something about myself (despite how awful the experience may be lol)- not necessarily as somebody there to prevent my evolution/breakthroughs but there to bring out the crap I gotta look at
Sarah, I resonated SO much with this as Earth school sent me a terrible little Tyrant Narcissist who tried to Stab me, he was so lucky the Warrior did NOT come out or I would have ended him. I guess him being drunk and road rage he was having saved him from death in my driveway, spirit sent him back 2 times to test me further, I won and he no longer exists in my world. Blessings ALL.
Thank you so much for this clarification! I was literally asking my angels and guides to show me what the situation with my upstair neighbors is as I somewhat could not seem to see the lesson in this. 'Who do you think you are?' just hits it. Thank you!
No freakin' way!!! A few days ago I was asking my inner guidance to show me clear and easy to understand for me what the situation with my downstair neighbour is!!! Now I just found this channel and this video. And reading your comment was a jawdropper for me. I really hope that the situation soothens out for you and you can live peacefully. And for myself I wish that as well.
It continues to amaze me how we place so many obstacles in our own way, it’s like ourself wants to make sure we are dedicated to this path of enlightenment, because if we are not whole hearted we will stop ourselves along this path until we have learned all we need to learn to move forward. Never give up!
Whew! Sarah! This was a big one. I have been noticing these exact themes in my own life. I have been working through shifting my perspective to see catalysts rather than barriers. My heart and throat have been experiencing physical and energetic activations. I have felt like a baseball has been in my throat when I am speaking my truth out loud. It is a lot. I have been feeling like “why do you have to rock the boat?” vibes. I am just so aligned with this message at this time. Thanks! 🙏
Thank you so very much for uploading this as this is JUST what I needed tonight as I’m slowly finding my way back to my spiritual hygiene so I can truly focus on growing. I appreciate the support you’re offering anyone here. One love 💛 we got this.
One things for sure. Certain friends and family will say you are selfish when you start to awaken. This is because one is no longer controlled or guilt tripped by others. This also happens when we learn to say no, and stop apologizing for our lives and things we did not do. The only people who control us are the ones we fear, and the ones who can use guilt as a means to control us.
Yes, there are petty tyrants helping us on our spiritual journey, but there are also parents, teachers, friends etc. reminding us rightly we have our duties and responsibilities, not just our rights. It is good to learn to tell the two apart.
That can indeed be tricky at times, especially for children. I had this issue. What is good upbringing and what is just tyranny? Wish I could have had a spiritual teacher when I was younger and I wouldn't have had to try and fix all the damage they did to me.
hearing this is so helpful. i experience this with almost all of my loved ones. it pains me so much every time a person i love steps into this role out of fear
I got up super early this morning made breakfast and watched this video. Can't explain it but it was exactly what I needed after a petty tyrant tested me yesterday and I know I would be dealing with it today. Could not understand or explain where he was coming from messing with me. Managed to deal with it calm but assertive. Just couldn't understand why. Your words kept me from keeping it real today and lowering my vibes. Thanks so much. Your beautiful and your soul is inspiring.
OMG Sarah you are the best, there were many times when people would say your videos would be a synchronicity to what was happening in their lives and today is the day that I have experienced it myself 😅 Just yesterday I had a heated conversation with my narcissistic mother and I could not make heads or tails of it, it all came out of a blue and didn't make any sense, this video clarified all of it for me, for two nights before the conversation I was working on my heart and throat chakras 😅
The Ego is a wall that keeps the light from shining out of their eyes. The more the ego drops, the more light shines from your eyes. I've always been fascinated by eyes and eye contact. And I think it's because I have the ability to measure the light that shines from someone's eyes. Its an abstract ability, but one I realized would be valuable to train up. I do this in one way by focusing on what eyes look like that move with certainty (higher vibration: determination) and also eyes that move with uncertainty (lower vibration; fear). And this is a power that has grown over time, both as my own eyes become unclouded and just in learning how this power works. I learn more about it every day. Hermeticism taught me ways to use this power and build it. Think about that. Think about the Hermetic principles and how they can be applied to eye contact/what the eyes can show. The eyes were the first developed sense. Think about how they connect to our brain, our spinal cord and our nervous system. Our feet and hands are less related to who we are than our eyes are. I think about the things nobody wants to think about. Trying to understand the fundamental nature of reality is no endeavor for the weak of temperament and will. It is a brave undertaking that many give up the race without even understanding there was one. I know which energy feels the most true and that energy does come at the highest frequency. The clouds in our eyes prevent us from climbing the ladder to the skies. And I don't mean that to say that I am the only one who can see, just that there are few of us. Though we are growing more connected. And all of that word salad above (lol) is just to say that my "eyes" are like my true voice. Even when my words say one thing, my eyes say the correct thing. My eyes cannot tell a lie. I'm just thankful that there are a few people who understand what that means. They are people who identify with that statement, but have never heard it put into words before. I hadn't until I wrote it. The cloudy eyed petty tyrant doesn't understand the power of knowing behind these shining eyes. And those people who I know would get that are gradually awakening. People who want to see past illusions and im gonna do my best to help them every step of the way, in hope that it will inspire them to want to do it for others.
I’m interested in what you’re saying about reading eye contact and the light shining from the eyes. Any resources or advice to do this? I’ve heard that if the pupils don’t dilate that’s a sign of coldness but would love to understand this more
Thank you for representing the Mother figure for us in this video. Words can't express how grateful I am for this validation and for the work you are doing in assisting us all at this time. Thank you, thank you, THANK YOU SiStar! ❤🔥
This felt so good to my brain Sarah so much so I listened to it thrice. The unprovoked bullshit an Aquarius encounters, the tyrannical family dynamic I was brought up in, the extent to which I analyze everything from any possible direction, perspective; separately deducing, intuiting, and feeling. The avoidance of confrontation and the desire to not make definitive statements to the psychosomatic process post human interaction. The counter conversation I have to have with the brain in and around all of this. Exhausting ( I think I need to create a PSA for gaslighting your children) I had to replay just to proactively listen in a state of detached awareness. This has always had it's presence in some form. The way it has been showing up with the awakened I am has altered. I didn't think I would be super needing the information today, I waited to listen then forgot. Your video became center focus in my awareness this evening when I was confronted/not confronted... I see it now. I have moved more into the space of Knowing, but the shit still lingers, especially if I am sleep deprived... Programs. Thank you Sarah. I think you're my Heroin of 2024🧘🏻✨💚
Oh wow - from another Aqua, your words nailed it entirely for me - - unprovoked bs, tyrannical family dynamic, analyzing the crap out've everything, avoidance of confrontation, even psychosomatic post human interactions & counter conversations, dang! Not sure if this particular cocktail an aqua thing? Or specific traits line up with generalized experiences. Focused piercing Age of Aquarius energies hitting us? Not sure it makes any difference in bigger pic, yet theme of 'who do you think you are' truly a banger, almost spat out my tea.... moving more into space of knowing as well, & yet too shit still lingers, esp when tired & sleep deprived. Very grateful you've shared this, helps put my own experiences into sharper clarity & creates space for lessening inner 24/7 self-analytical conversations. Always questioning, did it really occur how I've perceived? or have I not taken some slight factor into consideration of overall energetic understanding? & on it goes... I think this trait 2nd nature for those who merrily bonk along to funky 'other' drum, some internal beat heard only by aqua wonks (she says smiling) always triggering all around us, esp when we failed to comprehend the disbelief, anger, hostility, fear, confusion & legit inability to appreciate uniqueness of always being 'other'. I admit it's often stunned me into shocked silence & an inability to even respond in that moment, leading to self-recrimination & continual replay post event. Perhaps it's led to much deeper appreciation of fellow square pegs.... whatever the case may be, I do truly thank you for the sharing🥰
I just quit a new job I had hoped would be perfect, has one of these tyrants at the helm, I actually said to them I’ll just live my truth thanks, but my stomach started hurting out of nowhere tonight and I had to lie down, then I see this (it just arrived like magic) and I understand better and I’m feeling well in my tummy suddenly, thank all of you for sharing your stories and thank you beyond words Alchemist , I’m ready to continue the path but I think I’ll cleanse my chakras first 😊 I love you beautiful people ❤
Bless you! Iam having petty tyrant manager situation going on at the new job right now and contemplating whether to quit or assert my truth and boundaries and see if I get fired for it. Blessing and hope it works out for you
just stumbled across your channel, its one of those meant to be situations. i am going through this expereance at the moment, exactly as you described it and couldn't work out why they were being so full on negative to what i was trying to explain to them , after watching this it all fell into place and had an over whelming feeling of self confidence flow over the inner me. so thanks for the info was a great help in bring the clarity i needed to get past the doubt i was manifesting. so once again tbank you. all the best to you and yours, much appreciated. Bret.
I was with a ‘petty tyrant’ agnostic partner for 9 years, which afforded me an incredibly painful form of developing self-awareness. Whereas now, I am engaged to my best friend, who is a Muslim. On paper, we are incompatible, but spiritually, we get to grow in self-awareness in a much more harmonious way. I believe the petty tyrants help us refine our self-expression, like the sharpening of a blade!
Thanks for your gift of creation this time this now . I could listen to you for eternity. And I will knowingly chose this now. joy and laughter for anyone who knows , for those who know , they know they can see through things to support joy and acceptance
Very interesting and insightful. I experienced my initial awakening 23 years ago. This was a direct encounter with the Divine. Then the purgation and integration of the personal shadow and the collective shadow. As I was in the purgation phase, I kept encounter "petty tyrants" at every job and client I worked for ( I am an engineering consultant). I would be accountable to nasty narcissists who would try to push my buttons, shame me, give me a hard time, etc. For instance, if I was dealing specifically with shame, a person would appear in my outer life who would trigger the shame wound. You are right. These people seem to be playing a predetermined role like in the movie "Matrix". As I began to progress ( I am now in the ascension phase) these people vanished and I was paired with higher quality, more compassionate people. I can't explain or understand it all except to vouch for what you are saying.
Current and pertinent 🥰 I like to observe the players in the drama of the week 🤣 levelling up has meant it’s nice and quiet in my office at work as the bots only come when they want a duel 🤣🤣🤣 Thank you Sarah ❤
The most sneaky deceptive "petty tyrant" is ones own mind/ego, when one realizes this all the petty tyrants in the world will cease to exist, mind reflections will no longer come because ones own "petty tyrant of the ego/mind" has been enslaved or dissolved totally. 🙏
I work in construction as an electrician. I have been dealing with tyrannical men for a long time. In the last 3 years I’ve finally have learned how to witness their behavior and not let it send me into defensiveness or judgement.it gets easier forgiving your neighbor the more you try. It feels so good to not be waiting for someone to come along and insert darkness into my existence.i witness the darkness but it doesn’t find a new home in me. Feels like I have a buffer shield around my mind and when I see upsetting things take place I just witness it. My skin used to be so thin.
I lived with a narcissist who was very controlling due to his own fears. Coming off the fourth major life threatening concussion in three years, his negativity almost pushed me to the brink of a break down. I had enough strength to get out of there and get my own space when I healed enough to know what I needed to do.
The Petty Tyrant sounds a lot like a negative expression of a control based archetype. It almost seems like the collective field of fear and control seek to find "agents" (Souls who are stuck and heavily influenced by the field), to attempt to bring you into that space. What a beautiful creation we have. So many actors playing the greatest kind of Game.
I felt this so intensely for the last year and a half. They all hugged me. Smiled at me. Gained my trust. Then studied me in every way in order to learn more about me and attack me. They put a hit out on me in their networks. All I did was say I didn’t like something or called something racist or said something felt corrupt and sometimes forcefully. I was naive about what would happen to me next but I am glad to be out of that energy though they still play on my phone. They prey and feed on empaths and the neurodivergents. It’s so demonic and horrible and they used their whole organization and network to come after me with stalking, threats, horrific gaslighting that almost captured my mind and sent me into a rumination loop. This all happened at the highest levels of my chosen industry, which is a time honored profession that has been corrupted and delegitimized. I’m getting closer each day to no longer perceiving them as a threat.
Oh my gosh….I’m only about a quarter of the way through this and you’ve just made sense of what happened to me a couple years ago. This is mind blowing. I knew I was being spiritually challenged in some way but this takes everything and connects the dots. Wow. Thank you
I have encountered people who have been triggered by what I said and the opposite, this is normal. My truth is not someone elses truth and I honor and respect that as not everyone is on the same path. 12 years ago I didn't fully believe in ets, now I remember who I am and see into the multidimensional reality. So just because someone is not conscious enough, does not mean than in a few years cannot change that. We are all the same just walking at different rhythm.
I like your take on this, as something similar happened to me recently, completely irrational, ppl completely consumed by madness as they lose their perceived control over me. I interpreted it as a shadow projection as described by Jung. Luckily I had no problem speaking my mind and confronting these forces head on calmly and completely collected, and this seems to irritate them even more. My own parents are triggered by my every success and try to diminish me on every occasion possible. I truly saddens me because I know where all this comes from, from their wounded inner child, but there's nothing I can do to help them, they are too far gone. I always had to be their parent, it's like I never even had parents to rely on emotionally.
No petty tyrants thankfully. Just a few victim narcs manifested via my own wounded self; namely the pleaser/rescuer distortion born out of childhood trauma. Most people dont like me and thats the way i like it; confirms i am on the right track here in Yaldabaothland.
This message is so fantastically explained!!! Answers that crazy making question,“ why did source create and send us Narcissists to grapple with!?!” This is a huge teaching. THANK YOU❤️💕❤️
When you smile at complete strangers, almost always that divine spark within themselves responds. It is beautiful to see. Sometimes I get a blank stare like nobody is home. Like their spark has vanished.
i have been on both ends of that
I went to the front of a grocery line and announced that I "had priority and was first in line". It was interesting seeing the responses in the moments before I put on a big smile and said "just kidding" and walked away. There were some in line who could read me before I said a thing and some who probably never saw me come and go. People have all kinds of agendas and sensitivities, but a happy attitude seems to cut through most of them (unless they are tragically overstressed).
Yes!!
Quite often woman walk by and smile at me and vice versa and that's always happened and that's nice. Even guys do it to me now and then but half smiles. I may be sitting at a restaurant or somewhere and now and then Ill get that man that just turns his head and stares at me and women do it also but they don't smile. I do realize sometimes I just stare at other people for whatever reason too. But when some men stare for a bit too long or if I walk by some guy and he is eyeing me up stare and its not a friendly stare either, I get that feeling and I want to say - "What the F... are you looking at? They gave me an evil look first and I want to say something but I don't. Back at school this happened a lot. What are you looking at? Nothing Id say. Some people are looking for a fight
@@markgallagher1621 yes, as a woman I think it is more accepted to smile at strangers male or female.
I wish more people would realize that people who are attacking them are “being used”. This awareness is true forgiveness. “Forgive them for they know not what they do”.
I remind myself of this often 🌟✨💫
Exactly. And we must remember our minds separate us from source/god. Our minds illusions such as self identity. We must be still as nothing is closer to source than stillness. We must make room for source to work in our lives by humbling our minds and understanding that we can choose to manifest “Christ consciousness/unconditional love/our highest self/aligning with our truest self which is the awareness behind our thoughts and emotions” we can choose to manifest those things into our experienced reality with our freewill. Isn’t that what source/god wants us to do? To find our way back to center? Almost like a rhythmic breathing. Like an inhale and exhale. On infinite fractal levels. All the way up to the Big Bang exhaling out into creation and down to the mitochondria and amebas swimming around within our beings.
We just forget all we are so we can remember who we were all along.
May we all remember. 🙏❤
I came to the conclusion that family members that attacked me because of my different stance on Covid and Vs amongst other things were demonically possessed.They behaved with irrational anger which was out of character & upset me,Seeing it in this context of being agents of the matrix and somehow possessed,was helpful,though also disturbing.
@-po3fx This guy and letting him live was the hardest lesson I have had to learn, I am a Veteran, I had told him that and he smirked , then when I fired a round into my driveway he may have she-it his pants a little, ALL this Because I said hello to him 4 years ago and No harm have I done to the guy when he has Stolen the front driveline out of my daily 4x4 truck, broke into my house twice and messed with my engines/sugar and dirt in the tank ruins fuel pumps, AND He is Not who he says he is Nor his age is half that of claimed 69years, He is hispanic with a Belgian name, I think witness protection or some such, I could go on but you get the point I think. For the most part I like Hispanic people , had girlfriends in the service who were Great. I hope you saw admins or whoever you YT employees are. Now I'll remove my note to you and post this short story. THANK yOU.
❤❤❤❤ Please let this Truth guide me…❤
This was 2023 for me. I felt conflicted with everyone around me. After I cleared a lot of my conditioning, I realised there is no conflict. ( There is no spoon 😂) The only conflict we experience is when we try to align with a truth that's not our own. Or when we feel the need to divert someone else to our truth, when it's not aligned with theirs. Now I don't need people around me anymore, that think I'm wrong and I have to defend myself all the time. I know who I am and I'm at peace with that. And I'm at peace with the fact that I'm not for everyone and not everyone is for me. I let go of people very close to me, but without the anger or shame I used to feel. When you're still emotionally involved, it means you need to clear a limiting belief. Or you're trying to hold on to what is not for you. At least that is my experience 😊 Much love to you all on this bumpy road we call life ❤
You say it so well. Thank you. I have been through similar since lock down and I am slowly regaining self. So many to walk away from 😢
@@AylaZA I wish you all the best on your journey ❤️ Remember, you're not alone 🤗
YES!!!!!
@@TheDutchOracle Thank you and you as well!! 💖💖💖
🤍Right ON point🤍
The four agreements.
Be impeccable with the word.
Never make assumptions.
Don’t take anything personal.
Always do your best.
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Yes indeed... I must read again... let it sink in my subconscious
Wow! I have that book right next to me! 😁
Fantastic book. I got all his books. The book show us that until we change our mindset we are our own worse petty tyrant.❤
Thrifted this book a few months ago, I remind myself of these lessons more and more.
Re-released as the 5 agreements. Don’t ever forget to use discernment 😊
I love my tyrant dearly. Every time i get the chance to speak with her in conflict, i awaken her, and she furthers me on my path to individuation. Id like to take a moment to express graditude for her now. Every effort she makes to ask me who I am. I show her my truth. Her opposition is my evolution.
Her opposition is my evolution 💥 Wow! Truth bomb right here. Thank you for spelling this out so beautifully. Is shall adopt this gratitude too. At least consciously try to 😁
I've thought about this as a metaphor of a blade and the relationship with the anvil, the blacksmiths hammer, and the blacksmith. Only by being hammered by another against the anvil of reality can you become sharper. The best is when the blade comes to appreciate the hammer blows.
@alexzapf8212 but I don't wanna live with a hammer😂.
That's my own situation.❤
@@TheDirtyWorkyou’re allowed to say No to hammers 😂❤🎉 your evolution doesn’t go away from setting boundaries❤
@@nix1434 for some reason I have an aversion to the phrase Truth bomb. They do not seem to fit together to me. Have seen it twice in 24 hours. Peace
Spiritual awakening is like a crazy mushroom trip on all levels. When I try not to think about it, it gets even more trippy.
The fact that I'm leaving this comment in the first place trips me out lol
😂 I'm the 11 th like
I am the 22nd ❤
ARARITA
Ahhh such a relief to know it's not just me feeling this way. Thanks for the confirmation 🎉
Facts! 🍄💙
Finally I understand why all the shit is following me from job to job. This is so great to know Im not the only one and there is reason behind it. Thank you.
Me too! This explains it
Literally fam. Feeling with you 🙏🏻 stay grounded, sending hugs. Let us raise the collective awareness by being unapologetically.
Shit follows us everywhere not only in jobs . but it looks like in a workplace environment there has been more verbal attack available
I feel you. Same was happening to me. My initial awakening, which was a direct encounter with the Divine, happened 23 years ago. The bosses and people in authority at every job I worked were horrible narcissists who would push my buttons, make unreasonable demands, etc. This situation did not improve until I completed the shadow purgation phase (Dark Night of Soul). It's like the Universe set these people up so they would push my buttons. This in turn caused deeply buried pain energy and wounds to surface. With that said, every time a narcissist went too far and I set the ultimate boundary and quit the job, I would immediately find a better job. Peace
@Magik1369 So let me get this straight... You think it's more likely that EVERYONE at all your jobs had a very rare personality disorder that accounts for 1% of the population, rather than maybe you being the problem? Whenever someone tells me that everyone around them is just stupid or unreasonable or arrogant or whatever else, 90% of the time they were projecting and they were actually the asshole. You are the common denominator. It's not everyone else that's the problem, it's you. Sounds like you worked on yourself and fixed it. Sort of, since you're still blaming everyone around you.
"Who do you think you are?" This line almost made me cry. This is exactly what i figured out while dealing with this. My narc mothers verbal attacks on my sense of self, my fathers verbal attacks on my looks. I'm in my 30s and only now truly committed to stepping into my authenticity. From personality to style. And im so inspired and happy about it. This is the second video today to make me cry, that at the very core is teaching "know thyself" my heart is full. Thank you Sarah & everyone on their path. Proud of us all 🤩🥰🔥✨♥️👑
Edit : thank you all so much these are the kindest words I've ever received! 😭♥️
God bless you beautiful soul. I'm so happy to hear you have awakened and are no longer allowing the enemy control you or your emotions. You got this girl ❤sendng w high vibes and love~ your soul sister ♡michelle
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It’s kinda funny too. Reading your first sentence.
I totally thought you were talking to me.
In in my mind, I thought what do you mean?
🤩😂🤩 The programs we hold.
Well, being thirtyish is actually young for coming into your own. So be proud of yourself, my dear.
Bless your heart
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Right there with you! Out of nowhere my mom blows up at me today just for not saying hi when trying to leave the house while she's fighting with her husband, continues to call me a spoiled brat, threatens to evict me blah blah usual spiel I've heard 1000 times, so I finally told her she needs anger management. I don't care how right I am, her actions are indefensible and I'm so confident that I've been kind, flexible, and supportive enough to merit my criticism. She hasn't. Nuff said. You rock too. Cheers! 🍻🍻🍻
@@michellecardenas6072 i receive 🌸♥️🥰 Thank you Dear
@@aspirefreeman5749 🤣 ♥️ Thank you Thank you very proud of us
I’ve been living with a petty tyrant for literally 20 years lol. 😭 I’m the empath in a empath/narcissist relationship….ohhhhh the lessons I’ve learned. This person very much dislikes my awakening journey. I’ll be out soon 🙏🏻
I’m literally unbreakable in mind body and spirit at this point in my life
Update if you can. This is getting rough, I understand what you had said here.
That sounds like a karmic relationship..
I truly believe a petty tyrant pushed me out of my old life into this one. This makes incredible sense. Never could understand how I could make someone so angry and mean just by being myself. This explanation actually makes me feel bad for them but also grateful. I have to thank them, their bullying actually pushed me into spirituality. So it’s all a test ,It’s almost like new level new devil. 🤷🏻♀️
Same here, beautiful insight, thank you.
Love this comment because it’s exactly my story. Wow my mind is blown right now that m a good way! Thanks
Same!
Received quite a few who do you think you are looks….. wild when you can read the look, read everything about this person and process it all as they’re still being their petty tyrant selves. I want to say “if you only knew what you’re doing, and saying is actually giving me fuel to become stronger, better and more awakened.
@@wacubby As a guy I get that 'What are you looking at look" and I'm doing nothing. I may just be walking past them at a Mall etc. Its nearly always when I'm in a happy smiling mood and just being myself. I do my best to ignore it but when I get home it does play on my mind for rest of that day and even a few days later, in what that person was looking at me so evil, and angry at me for? Oh that's their problem I come to the conclusion. Maybe that person is having a bad day so anyone else that seems happy they want to bring down
Omg, I remember both of my parents using exactly those words, “who do you think you are???” This makes perfect sense now. Thank you, mom and dad, for making me into the strong and wise woman I am today🙏
I just confronted my petty tyrant today. I was not disrespecting her but the strenght of my (recently awakened) throat chakra got her shook and she started to cry. I didnt even feel bad about making that woman cry, I was proud of myself for finally standing up
Wow I never knew so many many fellow seekers were going through this. Thank you so much for sharing this with us. We will stand in our truth against the pressure.
Wow!!!!! Yes, me neither. She explains it so perfectly.
Blessed be fellow traveller
Bashar has talked about this split many times. I believe his Sedona talks contain the info. The channel “Astroholix” has good recordings.
This made me feel so much better about conflicts that I had right before Covid which was the start of my awakening journey. Several people completely turned on me when I started to love myself for the first time in my life. Thanks for this teaching it helped me so much and makes me feel even closer to source.
I notice as well since covid
Everything is our teacher and we are the teacher to others. The "enemy" or anyone that counters our beliefs and values is a mirror to where we can focus our energy to grow further. No more triggers, they are lessons of self. Thank them and everything for what they show us where we need more work. Everything is a reflection of ourselves.
This is crazy. So I recently came to the conclusion that I’m meant to be a shaman. Then recently I been having issues with toxic landlords who are petty tyrants trying to control me and put me in my place by harassment, threats, and assaults: and I played into it because I caught my self reacting to everything thing they were doing to me and doing little things myself to get back at them. I needed this video more than anything today and I am so grateful for the universe putting me in alignment with it. I understand my part I’m it all and I forgive the landlords for how they treated me but I’m still going to court to cover myself on the harassment and assaults. But most importantly I forgive myself for allowing these petty tyrants to almost put me back asleep. I love myself and I deserve the best
I love how things are divinely timed.....clearly you are on the right path👍🏼
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Well done. I did let my neighbor destroy 7 years of my life
Welcome fellow Shaman, I am very happy for you.
Joy Peace Love
Jeffery
OmG. Exactly the same experience times 2. I moved for the same reason. Assault.
Court favoured them.
Now I’m packing again after eight weeks in the new place, same demonic people. Like Sarah was saying it’s a network where they just hold hands they don’t even know each other but it’s the same thing. Oh boy do I have stories to tell. I trust you do too. I’ve never had such dislike and hatred towards me that was so obvious.
Wish you the best be blessed my dear. 🌟💜🌟
Don’t give your frequency to anything that doesn’t deserve it. Especially a petty tyrant.
How does one define "deserves" ? Who deserves? No.one "deserves" ...in some ways.. idk. Vicious cycle.
@@travelchannel304 you determine who you choose to share your frequency and attention with. That is your choice and yours alone. You can be present but you make the choice to connect with the situation or not.
Dont cast your pearls before swine
@@travelchannel304 Go through what I put up with and you would Change your mind on that.
@travelchannel304 Thanks Philisophoclies.
This message came across my feed with perfect timing; even tho it was uploaded 8 months ago. Proving that I am given all I need in each moment, as each moment comes. 🙏 🙏 🙏
(I have just successfully completed the first conscious confrontation with my petty tyrant. I thought I knew what I should do next, but it made my heart race with dread. By the end of this video, higher mind had placed a much clearer image in my mind. And my heart is 100% at peace. One must accept and move on, or stay and serve those that refuse to awaken no matter how tightly they must shut their eyes, or who they harm in an effort to remain asleep.)
My best friend for over 45 years became a petty tyrant. He became a "born again" christian just out of high school, and our mutual religiosity coexisted peacefully for decades, but 3 years ago, he suddenly called me out on social media for my " luciferian" "new age" ways and started strawmaning on FB Ideas I had reluctantly expressed to him 20 years before after inquiring about my beliefs. He started spamming me with anti "new age" propaganda after I clearly and repeatedly requested that he stop. I love him very much but I had to let him go. Thank you, Sarah. This was very timely
Lol your friend sounds like fun
Sounds like he's blinded by his perceptions and can't differentiate. The fact there's what you think. And then there is what is. For some that's known. For others. What they think and see. That's what is.
He called you out on social media? Damn, he sounds insanely ignorant. That’s nuts tbh.
My favorite part of the Castaneda books is when Carlos was so excited to blame his father for being lazy and not getting up early when he said he would, and Don Juan pointed-out that he should have shined his spirit and gotten up himself. For me, this was about the part of empowerment that comes from stopping blaming others for one's own decisions. Even the term "petty tyrant" here would, from a "lower" perspective, indicate blame. But nobody else is _ever_ to blame for your experience or your choices. So, for me, the core lesson here is that sometimes someone will becomes an easy target for blame, and the test is to see one's own creation of the experience instead.
Thank you for this useful meditation on a aspect of awakening.
Boom 🎉
Well that explains why I’ve had to deal with these annoying tyrants in my career and family. I went from being intimidated to ignoring and laughing in their face. It was tough as if we don’t have enough challenges to deal with!
Thank you so much Sarah ❤
I had a recent run in with a petty tyrant. She was questioning me because I have different views than accepted norms about the Earth, space, the medical system, religion and other topics. The day before she was enthralled with what I was speaking about. She was really just reaching out to me because I had rocked her world. In the past I would have been upset, raising my voice and getting tongue tied. I actually took it as a compliment she was taking the time to question me. I even found joy in speaking about how I can have my perspective that differs from most.
Monday I’ll have my confrontation, wish me luck guys, and thank you for the video.
I spent a decade telling people about the things that were happening and they should wake up. I was called a conspiracy theory chaser and many other things. Then watched as our civil liberties were taken, watched as mass surveillance took place, watched as war bankrupted our country. Watched as one party blames the other, watched while our world crumbles. I don't care anymore, I watch with delight and I will wait for judgment. I did the best that I could.
Yes brother. Yes. Go on with your good self! You are going to be just fine in the infinite.
Teach others by your ACTIONS, not words.
I have learned that “their” path or lesson, may be to prove to themselves that you CAN’T help them.
There are also many people out here that appreciate your awareness! Me included!
I've given up on the news and politics a long time ago. I even avoid and cut off political conversations, because it's always the same brainwashed propaganda as ever. The media, left or right, only let you know what they want you to know. Sure you have a right to have and express your opinion about political and societal topics. But you also have a right remain silent about it. Because anything you say can be used against you. I've also deleted social media. Stopped drinking alcohol. Really have a better focus on myself. It only improved my life for the better.
Ah, it has been a difficult journey for you. I hope that the current delight as the world crumbles is a fleeting emotion. 🤞
@michaela5311 Nope, I'm savoring all of it! I can't help but chuckle when tens of thousands of military aged people are arrested at the border because I know there are hundreds of thousands that aren't being caught.
Well, my husband is being dragged through the mud, having his character defamed from a petty tyrant who is out after him to get his job. It has broken him and he is now out of work nine weeks to deal with the emotional work toxic issues. It has been very hard on him and hard on me, even though I went through an awakening and a similar toxic environment I ask everybody to please send your strength to my husband is that the truth, which is what he has been speaking for weeks, continues to prevail
My husband and I have been through the same. Sending positive vibes.
Please remind him, he is a divine being, being divinely guided. It’s all for good
It's hard to see the light in what's around you when you are inside of it. Remember that you are always getting what you desire! Everything is leading you to the opportunities you want. This all could lead to an outcome that could be wayyyyy better than you two could ever imagine. We have to face doubt and uncertainty in our journey to face it within ourselves. Like Sara said, we have to challenge our imbalances, and clarify our own truth through these hard times.
Love and Light to you both
Why has it broken him? Did he believe the petty tyrant?
@@teddyboef2821 it’s hard when you’re being attacked verbally by people who are making false allegations against your character & work ethics - that’s what has broken him & made him question himself. The man has given 18 years of life to this crappy job. He now knows that he should’ve gotten out which he is but it just has taken a personal attack which is what is hard to take. He’s in a better place and is working through it all.
"Who do you think you are?" We are our own petty tyrants most times.
I haven't had to endure the petty tyrant to near the same extent that I've played the role in that process of others. Thank you for sharing your awareness, Alchemist.
Thank u for ur honesty xo
Interesting...thank you for sharing
I think we have all played this part somewhere in our development.
Thanks for being relatable. Heck...
Amazing introspection and accountability. Those are the characteristics of evolved humans. Bravo 👏
The petty tyrant I encountered in my journey is literary copying everything I do and I laughed when I heard “don’t take it personally” because that’s the most hardest thing for me to do.
Class it as a compliment!!
You’re doing everything right 💕
Absolute compliment…. And pulls compassion from me… what a great waste to use another’s gifts (because you don’t believe in your own 🙏🏻).
Copying is a form of theft imo..
..and if repeated, it’s a form of aggression and domination and an attempt to break your spirit/advancement.
It can also escalate to more damaging levels, so I would take it personally and seriously.
I’m not sure how to deal with it myself, but definitely take some measures to protect your work.
When you share a friend’s hobbies , in the best way, it is because you want to share a commonality. However, identity theft is a form of competition so that everything you do, becomes their thing, they want to be better than you , almost so that they become you to replace you. It’s sneaky but it’s sort of sad that they lack the self esteem to just be themselves.
Be an objective viewer and go neutral emotionally near them. And just keep being your amazing shining bright self.
That was helpful, thank you. i have been experiencing this petty tyrant for a few years, who is attempting to destroy me, I've learned a great deal about myself, him and those around me from this and feel grateful for it. I've grown.
One reasons why I keep away from people. Some People energy are sickening, you can feel it within some periphery.
Exactly.
I am sure it’s a major reason I made the career choice that I did.
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As I have said often:
If whatever it is bothers me too much, all I have to do is hang up 📲
This is exactly what I needed to hear! I had a Jungian therapist a couple years back who called me an academic narcissist for having my UA-cam channel (in a similar niche to yours where I talk about consciousness work with an emphasis on shadow work).
And since then, it’s put me into this conflicted state of “What if I am doing something wrong by sharing my insights?”
And then, I keep coming up with a personal truth that says that it’s in alignment to share my insights on my channel and that I genuinely think I’m helping people.
But then I keep going, “But of course that’s what an academic narcissist would tell themselves!”
And then I keep going around and around and around trying to make sure that I’m operating within ethical boundaries and in the service of the greater good.
But there is nothing but my own personal sovereignty and subjective truth to latch onto… and there’s no external objective authority that can absolutely validate what I’m doing.
So, I can recognize her as a petty tyrant that’s a challenge that source has put in my path to get me to question how anchored I am in my subjective truth and to anchor myself deeper into my personal sovereignty.
Thank you for the video!
Part of a narcissist healing. Is the decision to actually consider hmm shit what if I actually am a narc. That's step one so you did that. And step 2 is deciding to accept they are or may be. And so pursue how to fix or improve narcissistic mindsets and then putting those studies and effort into changing. So I say. Wether you are or not. You already are doing the work necessary to stop being one and heal out of being one even if you were so that means keep going. If you are you won't be long. And if you aren't. Your doing great anyway
I have attracted the attention of these petty tyrants many times. One was a disturbed narcissist who obsessed on me for several years before destroying himself socially by eventually doing to others the same things he was doing to me. All his social circle were willing to believe his lies about me until a few years later when he started doing it to them, too.
Iv been a sovereign individual for a long time. I wear it w a smile. "You cant hurt me or stop me" is running through my mind
This is universal. I love your awareness of the human condition. Thank you! ❤ I look forward to more!
My wife's behavior makes so much more sense now. I will be even more patient with her now.❤
I was just thinking about this with my husband!! He’s my petty tyrant 😭 uugghh
I feel like I completely understand your situation without even knowing what you're talking about.
In the same boat
I can't find a relationship because i'm awake
Good 4 you...i left everyone...i do mean Everyone...in my life...i call them karmic...lessons...even your children may be karmic...spouse...family...🎉 i have let everything go...i know myself though
@@amiller7752same...im looking for an awakened soul...for my new new...i have been single 4 years now😮
In Gnosticism and/or Terrot I learned the petty tirent as the embodiment of an immature form of a persons Dark Knight. As we expand and grow we refine and train our Dark Knight to defend our inner light. Our Dark Knight is essentially encroaching and moving others Ego closer to their own inner light which is exposing/forging the pettiness. Either they'll double down on that pettiness and keep pushing back with sword and shield or they'll have to confront their own inner light because our light exposes them, threatening their current way of life.
The best way I've found to deal with this is to never unsheathe your sword. Forge the perfect armour, perfect your defense using only a shield. If you do attack know that you're subjecting yourself to karmic and dharmic laws.
One can not defeat a Dark Knight, simply bring the light closer.
Mmmm interesting
This makes so much sense with what I went through. My family were unusually even weirdly triggered by my spiritual awakening and coming out. I was in denial at first but their actions got more and more extreme....thankfully. my awakening triggered them so much- now they've been ejected from my reality and it is so much easier.
This is absolutely profound and this answers some of my very deep-seeded questions as to HOW to go about this!
Wow
Shield as opposed to sword. 🕉 Thank you so much for your insights @Name_Lessness
Jesus, who is God, is the Only Way to salvation. All other paths, other faiths, new age, atheism lead to destruction. Repent.
Thank you for telling those petty tyrants to test for spiritual awakening. I have those petty tyrant experiences in my life.
The divine timing on this is astounding love. I was going through this exactly when this video was released and watching it now. Words can’t describe it. Thank you. God bless you
I'm so happy you created this content, I know a little bit about my energy, I observe that whenever I'm at my best, it's almost like the collective unconscious is triggered.... Wow this is amazing.
The Petty Tyrant concept is from the casteñeda books. Specifically The Fire from Within. Really really good books.
I agree. They are packed full of practical wisdom. By far my favorite author. It’s very difficult to ‘trap’ truths into words, but he manages that skill with a deliberate, humorous and professional flair
Thank you for the book reference.
She really should say that up front or at least in the description.
Thank you !
Doesn't she go over this at the end of the video? If she put it at the beginning i would have gotten bored and stopped watching. She has to establish the audiences interest before they care about her source
This is so great. I triggered all my siblings when I tried to open up about my awakening and how I got downloads about what is really happening here. Now I understand what purpose they are serving me!
Thank you for mentioning that we can play (probably have played) petty tyrants in others’ lives. It’s so important for us to see ourselves honestly as we ascend spiritually.
Omg thank you Sara for this confirmation. This is exactly what I'm experiencing. Several petty tyrants have been helping me raise my state of awareness lately and I've been consciously reminding myself to enjoy the experience of being taken out of my comfort zone. Thank you Petty tyrants for your service 🙏
Today I had my petty tyrant partner tell me that he’s triggered by my conviction and growing confidence. Through a huge amount of conflict, he was the one who compelled me to open my throat chakra, which I’ve been really focussing on strengthening (any little peep would have me shutting down and closing up, full of self-doubt ). By him being aware of that trigger and communicating it so honestly today, I felt we have completed another stage on our journey together. I feel this video is a confirmation of that.
Very helpful in my spiritual awakening. Ascend from old ways of thinking!! 😊
Halfway through the video so far: described a former co worker of mine perfectly. I lost to a petty tyrant because the experience literally made me quit my job.
If I had this video 18 months ago it would have been a huge help. But maybe I wasn’t supposed to know it then. I’m hoping I can redeem myself one day. Thank you for opening my eyes to this 🙏🏻
You have a gift one of the best at vocalizing the big picture. I’m wading through petty tyrants daily. Makes me stronger and when you have control of your emotions and you counter them with love they begin to short circuit. Much love to all! 😊
OMG this is so relavent to what's happened in my life right now! Thank you. 👍
Today I was guided to this video. Yesterday I asked my higher Self to give me a message (I sometimes am looking for sign posts and messages from guides, Angels or my higher Self). So I was clicking on random videos last night and I came upon someone's video that had to do with Carlos Castaneda; then just now, Sarah, I'm looking through your videos (I could have clicked on any one of them) and I decided on this one.... in which you mentioned Carlos Castaneda!!! 😃💕😍 I have been answered, and I'm so grateful; it gives me more confidence that things are NOT happening randomly, but in a timely and orderly way. Blessings to you Sarah, and to all who read this ❤
Wow, this was exactly what I need to hear. My husband has been my petty tyrant. We’ve been together for nearly 30 years & have 6 kids. I’ve been going through this off & on for this whole relationship. Just when I feel he’s awakening , he reverts back to the programmed way of thinking. I’m still not quite sure what it is that I need to do, so I just keep holding space, emitting unconditional love & speaking my truth. Honestly though, it’s a challenge sometimes, but I feel stronger & I realize this has made me grow. He loves me in a great “3rd dimensional way,” I just long for more.
Devine timing will let me know better, if, when, & how. 🙏🏻💜 Thank you
Wooo feel this completely. And felt so alone. I’m glad to hear that someone else’s husband is there petty tyrant.
Study narcissistic abuse.
@@timmywitty1432study how to grow out of the lesser ego and heal the black heart of the non empathetic narc. And curing one with heyoka empaths as well as stuff like schema therapy. And chakra alignment. Especially 8th chakra star of David above the head. It's the ball of light that desends into a glowing ball you see with your eyes closed during meditation that vibrates your being and hums with you feeling bliss while looking at it. I did it myself when I was younger. Also a UA-cam channel called hoe math explains his ego development and cognitive dissonance and perception growth explains why people act how they do and how to level up to leave those lower negative states of operating
This is no coincidence that you posted this in the events that have unfolded for me the past week and even more specifically past two days. Thank you so much.
It's challenging being different you can find yourself watering down your true self in order to fit in more with other people or be more your true self by being a bit of a loner and suffer from the absence of people in your life as a result.
Yes, but there's no authentic connection with others if we're not being our true selves. The result is you end up feeling unseen, unheard and alone anyway
@@shawkins2132 It's not easy for some people fitting in and getting on in life. Whatever works for your mental health. Sometimes compromise is healthy, sometimes it isn't. Each to their own.
This massage is so important❤
I experienced this a lot over the last 20 years, sometimes severely and sometimes less so. I called them hive bots, petty tyrant is a much better term. I like and agree about the role of the petty tyrant evolving and changing as we develop ourselves and realise greater knowing and understanding.
Hive bots is great too, lol!
I like hive bots! Stay vigilant, cheers
@Greyrock88 Thank you and God/Goddess bless!
@@LovelyNayru 😊
Beautifully articulated...another way of saying "I wish I'd said that" haha.
Exceptionally well said and so very true! I've been experiencing this in my life and this really helps explain. Thank you! ❤😊
Very advanced alchemy! I love it. An external reflexion of our own level of spiritual development.
They basically think your crazy but you see their craziness
I can definitely see where I've been on both sides of this, and where my growth points are. Thank you for this video.
Very well said. I have realized that every step of the frequency ascent is met with an equal and opposite intensity in some way, shape, form or person in order to test our foundational structure of understanding.
And if that foundational structure of integrity of the “belief” in that frequency is shaken, then we have not “earned” that frequency yet.
Because once you “earn” your understanding of a frequency, it is because you “believe” that it stands true regardless of what may come or oppose.
It’s like a mathematical law of consciousness that the more intense the bliss, the more the “inverse” of that frequency comes to meet you.
So I have this image in my head that one day, upon dwelling in the highest frequency possible in human form, that the greatest and deepest inner fear presents itself to you as a “final boss fight” type thing.
Would you say this is an accurate assessment of how this whole thing works?
I always interpreted the petty tyrant as somebody there to help me learn something about myself (despite how awful the experience may be lol)- not necessarily as somebody there to prevent my evolution/breakthroughs but there to bring out the crap I gotta look at
Sarah, I resonated SO much with this as Earth school sent me a terrible little Tyrant Narcissist who tried to Stab me, he was so lucky the Warrior did NOT come out or I would have ended him. I guess him being drunk and road rage he was having saved him from death in my driveway, spirit sent him back 2 times to test me further, I won and he no longer exists in my world. Blessings ALL.
I love how you speak clearly, piece by piece and at the right pace. The tone of your voice and delivery are enchanting.
Thank you so much for this clarification! I was literally asking my angels and guides to show me what the situation with my upstair neighbors is as I somewhat could not seem to see the lesson in this. 'Who do you think you are?' just hits it. Thank you!
No freakin' way!!! A few days ago I was asking my inner guidance to show me clear and easy to understand for me what the situation with my downstair neighbour is!!! Now I just found this channel and this video. And reading your comment was a jawdropper for me. I really hope that the situation soothens out for you and you can live peacefully. And for myself I wish that as well.
It continues to amaze me how we place so many obstacles in our own way, it’s like ourself wants to make sure we are dedicated to this path of enlightenment, because if we are not whole hearted we will stop ourselves along this path until we have learned all we need to learn to move forward. Never give up!
Whew! Sarah! This was a big one. I have been noticing these exact themes in my own life. I have been working through shifting my perspective to see catalysts rather than barriers. My heart and throat have been experiencing physical and energetic activations. I have felt like a baseball has been in my throat when I am speaking my truth out loud. It is a lot. I have been feeling like “why do you have to rock the boat?” vibes. I am just so aligned with this message at this time. Thanks! 🙏
Thank you so very much for uploading this as this is JUST what I needed tonight as I’m slowly finding my way back to my spiritual hygiene so I can truly focus on growing. I appreciate the support you’re offering anyone here. One love 💛 we got this.
One things for sure. Certain friends and family will say you are selfish when you start to awaken. This is because one is no longer controlled or guilt tripped by others. This also happens when we learn to say no, and stop apologizing for our lives and things we did not do. The only people who control us are the ones we fear, and the ones who can use guilt as a means to control us.
Sarah, you are wise beyond your years. WOW. Thank you for sharing truth.
Big love from Trinidad🇹🇹🇹🇹🇹🇹
Yes, there are petty tyrants helping us on our spiritual journey, but there are also parents, teachers, friends etc. reminding us rightly we have our duties and responsibilities, not just our rights. It is good to learn to tell the two apart.
That can indeed be tricky at times, especially for children. I had this issue. What is good upbringing and what is just tyranny? Wish I could have had a spiritual teacher when I was younger and I wouldn't have had to try and fix all the damage they did to me.
Duties, if they are imposed, are tyranny. Responsibility and obligation must be voluntary, or they are petty slavery.
hearing this is so helpful. i experience this with almost all of my loved ones. it pains me so much every time a person i love steps into this role out of fear
How is it that you delivered exactly what I needed at exactly the right time? Thank you Sarah! 🙏🕊️❤️
Much love!🔥💖🔥
I got up super early this morning made breakfast and watched this video. Can't explain it but it was exactly what I needed after a petty tyrant tested me yesterday and I know I would be dealing with it today. Could not understand or explain where he was coming from messing with me. Managed to deal with it calm but assertive. Just couldn't understand why.
Your words kept me from keeping it real today and lowering my vibes. Thanks so much. Your beautiful and your soul is inspiring.
OMG Sarah you are the best, there were many times when people would say your videos would be a synchronicity to what was happening in their lives and today is the day that I have experienced it myself 😅 Just yesterday I had a heated conversation with my narcissistic mother and I could not make heads or tails of it, it all came out of a blue and didn't make any sense, this video clarified all of it for me, for two nights before the conversation I was working on my heart and throat chakras 😅
The Ego is a wall that keeps the light from shining out of their eyes. The more the ego drops, the more light shines from your eyes. I've always been fascinated by eyes and eye contact. And I think it's because I have the ability to measure the light that shines from someone's eyes. Its an abstract ability, but one I realized would be valuable to train up. I do this in one way by focusing on what eyes look like that move with certainty (higher vibration: determination) and also eyes that move with uncertainty (lower vibration; fear). And this is a power that has grown over time, both as my own eyes become unclouded and just in learning how this power works. I learn more about it every day. Hermeticism taught me ways to use this power and build it. Think about that. Think about the Hermetic principles and how they can be applied to eye contact/what the eyes can show. The eyes were the first developed sense. Think about how they connect to our brain, our spinal cord and our nervous system. Our feet and hands are less related to who we are than our eyes are.
I think about the things nobody wants to think about. Trying to understand the fundamental nature of reality is no endeavor for the weak of temperament and will. It is a brave undertaking that many give up the race without even understanding there was one. I know which energy feels the most true and that energy does come at the highest frequency. The clouds in our eyes prevent us from climbing the ladder to the skies. And I don't mean that to say that I am the only one who can see, just that there are few of us. Though we are growing more connected.
And all of that word salad above (lol) is just to say that my "eyes" are like my true voice. Even when my words say one thing, my eyes say the correct thing. My eyes cannot tell a lie. I'm just thankful that there are a few people who understand what that means. They are people who identify with that statement, but have never heard it put into words before. I hadn't until I wrote it. The cloudy eyed petty tyrant doesn't understand the power of knowing behind these shining eyes. And those people who I know would get that are gradually awakening. People who want to see past illusions and im gonna do my best to help them every step of the way, in hope that it will inspire them to want to do it for others.
literally my light shines brightest with my ego in full focus HAZAAAAAAAAAAAA
The ego is necessary for individuation, which is what we are here to do.
I’m interested in what you’re saying about reading eye contact and the light shining from the eyes. Any resources or advice to do this? I’ve heard that if the pupils don’t dilate that’s a sign of coldness but would love to understand this more
Just got out of a relationship with a covert narcissist and am trying to understand how to be able to read people better
Did you know there is a huge difference between looking and seeing. Also a difference between observing. And perceiving.
Thank you for representing the Mother figure for us in this video. Words can't express how grateful I am for this validation and for the work you are doing in assisting us all at this time. Thank you, thank you, THANK YOU SiStar! ❤🔥
The timing of this video was impeccable. Thank you for the reminder to stay strong in my truth.
This was my initial thought....
so incredibly valuable in my life with my friends and family right now! thank you so much
This felt so good to my brain Sarah so much so I listened to it thrice. The unprovoked bullshit an Aquarius encounters, the tyrannical family dynamic I was brought up in, the extent to which I analyze everything from any possible direction, perspective; separately deducing, intuiting, and feeling. The avoidance of confrontation and the desire to not make definitive statements to the psychosomatic process post human interaction. The counter conversation I have to have with the brain in and around all of this.
Exhausting ( I think I need to create a PSA for gaslighting your children)
I had to replay just to proactively listen in a state of detached awareness. This has always had it's presence in some form. The way it has been showing up with the awakened I am has altered. I didn't think I would be super needing the information today, I waited to listen then forgot. Your video became center focus in my awareness this evening when I was confronted/not confronted...
I see it now.
I have moved more into the space of Knowing, but the shit still lingers, especially if I am sleep deprived... Programs.
Thank you Sarah. I think you're my Heroin of 2024🧘🏻✨💚
Oh wow - from another Aqua, your words nailed it entirely for me - - unprovoked bs, tyrannical family dynamic, analyzing the crap out've everything, avoidance of confrontation, even psychosomatic post human interactions & counter conversations, dang! Not sure if this particular cocktail an aqua thing? Or specific traits line up with generalized experiences. Focused piercing Age of Aquarius energies hitting us? Not sure it makes any difference in bigger pic, yet theme of 'who do you think you are' truly a banger, almost spat out my tea.... moving more into space of knowing as well, & yet too shit still lingers, esp when tired & sleep deprived. Very grateful you've shared this, helps put my own experiences into sharper clarity & creates space for lessening inner 24/7 self-analytical conversations. Always questioning, did it really occur how I've perceived? or have I not taken some slight factor into consideration of overall energetic understanding? & on it goes...
I think this trait 2nd nature for those who merrily bonk along to funky 'other' drum, some internal beat heard only by aqua wonks (she says smiling) always triggering all around us, esp when we failed to comprehend the disbelief, anger, hostility, fear, confusion & legit inability to appreciate uniqueness of always being 'other'. I admit it's often stunned me into shocked silence & an inability to even respond in that moment, leading to self-recrimination & continual replay post event. Perhaps it's led to much deeper appreciation of fellow square pegs....
whatever the case may be, I do truly thank you for the sharing🥰
This was very helpful in putting the puzzle pieces together. Thank you.
I just quit a new job I had hoped would be perfect, has one of these tyrants at the helm, I actually said to them I’ll just live my truth thanks, but my stomach started hurting out of nowhere tonight and I had to lie down, then I see this (it just arrived like magic) and I understand better and I’m feeling well in my tummy suddenly, thank all of you for sharing your stories and thank you beyond words Alchemist , I’m ready to continue the path but I think I’ll cleanse my chakras first 😊 I love you beautiful people ❤
Bless you! Iam having petty tyrant manager situation going on at the new job right now and contemplating whether to quit or assert my truth and boundaries and see if I get fired for it. Blessing and hope it works out for you
just stumbled across your channel, its one of those meant to be situations. i am going through this expereance at the moment, exactly as you described it and couldn't work out why they were being so full on negative to what i was trying to explain to them , after watching this it all fell into place and had an over whelming feeling of self confidence flow over the inner me. so thanks for the info was a great help in bring the clarity i needed to get past the doubt i was manifesting.
so once again tbank you.
all the best to you and yours,
much appreciated.
Bret.
I was with a ‘petty tyrant’ agnostic partner for 9 years, which afforded me an incredibly painful form of developing self-awareness.
Whereas now, I am engaged to my best friend, who is a Muslim. On paper, we are incompatible, but spiritually, we get to grow in self-awareness in a much more harmonious way.
I believe the petty tyrants help us refine our self-expression, like the sharpening of a blade!
Thanks for your gift of creation this time this now . I could listen to you for eternity. And I will knowingly chose this now. joy and laughter for anyone who knows , for those who know , they know they can see through things to support joy and acceptance
Very interesting and insightful. I experienced my initial awakening 23 years ago. This was a direct encounter with the Divine. Then the purgation and integration of the personal shadow and the collective shadow. As I was in the purgation phase, I kept encounter "petty tyrants" at every job and client I worked for ( I am an engineering consultant). I would be accountable to nasty narcissists who would try to push my buttons, shame me, give me a hard time, etc. For instance, if I was dealing specifically with shame, a person would appear in my outer life who would trigger the shame wound. You are right. These people seem to be playing a predetermined role like in the movie "Matrix". As I began to progress ( I am now in the ascension phase) these people vanished and I was paired with higher quality, more compassionate people. I can't explain or understand it all except to vouch for what you are saying.
Current and pertinent 🥰 I like to observe the players in the drama of the week 🤣 levelling up has meant it’s nice and quiet in my office at work as the bots only come when they want a duel 🤣🤣🤣
Thank you Sarah ❤
The most sneaky deceptive "petty tyrant" is ones own mind/ego, when one realizes this all the petty tyrants in the world will cease to exist, mind reflections will no longer come because ones own "petty tyrant of the ego/mind" has been enslaved or dissolved totally. 🙏
I work in construction as an electrician.
I have been dealing with tyrannical men for a long time. In the last 3 years I’ve finally have learned how to witness their behavior and not let it send me into defensiveness or judgement.it gets easier forgiving your neighbor the more you try.
It feels so good to not be waiting for someone to come along and insert darkness into my existence.i witness the darkness but it doesn’t find a new home in me.
Feels like I have a buffer shield around my mind and when I see upsetting things take place I just witness it.
My skin used to be so thin.
I lived with a narcissist who was very controlling due to his own fears. Coming off the fourth major life threatening concussion in three years, his negativity almost pushed me to the brink of a break down. I had enough strength to get out of there and get my own space when I healed enough to know what I needed to do.
I’m so appreciative of your knowledge thank you!
The Petty Tyrant sounds a lot like a negative expression of a control based archetype. It almost seems like the collective field of fear and control seek to find "agents" (Souls who are stuck and heavily influenced by the field), to attempt to bring you into that space. What a beautiful creation we have. So many actors playing the greatest kind of Game.
Exactly 💯
I am so grateful for you and all the knowledge you share. It's given me more clarity. What a blessing!
I felt this so intensely for the last year and a half. They all hugged me. Smiled at me. Gained my trust. Then studied me in every way in order to learn more about me and attack me. They put a hit out on me in their networks. All I did was say I didn’t like something or called something racist or said something felt corrupt and sometimes forcefully. I was naive about what would happen to me next but I am glad to be out of that energy though they still play on my phone. They prey and feed on empaths and the neurodivergents. It’s so demonic and horrible and they used their whole organization and network to come after me with stalking, threats, horrific gaslighting that almost captured my mind and sent me into a rumination loop. This all happened at the highest levels of my chosen industry, which is a time honored profession that has been corrupted and delegitimized. I’m getting closer each day to no longer perceiving them as a threat.
Oh my gosh….I’m only about a quarter of the way through this and you’ve just made sense of what happened to me a couple years ago. This is mind blowing. I knew I was being spiritually challenged in some way but this takes everything and connects the dots. Wow. Thank you
I have encountered people who have been triggered by what I said and the opposite, this is normal. My truth is not someone elses truth and I honor and respect that as not everyone is on the same path. 12 years ago I didn't fully believe in ets, now I remember who I am and see into the multidimensional reality. So just because someone is not conscious enough, does not mean than in a few years cannot change that. We are all the same just walking at different rhythm.
I like your take on this, as something similar happened to me recently, completely irrational, ppl completely consumed by madness as they lose their perceived control over me. I interpreted it as a shadow projection as described by Jung. Luckily I had no problem speaking my mind and confronting these forces head on calmly and completely collected, and this seems to irritate them even more. My own parents are triggered by my every success and try to diminish me on every occasion possible. I truly saddens me because I know where all this comes from, from their wounded inner child, but there's nothing I can do to help them, they are too far gone. I always had to be their parent, it's like I never even had parents to rely on emotionally.
Yeah this was great Thank you!! It's like they are helping us coming into alignment so long as we don't let them throw us off course.
No petty tyrants thankfully. Just a few victim narcs manifested via my own wounded self; namely the pleaser/rescuer distortion born out of childhood trauma. Most people dont like me and thats the way i like it; confirms i am on the right track here in Yaldabaothland.
This message is so fantastically explained!!! Answers that crazy making question,“ why did source create and send us Narcissists to grapple with!?!”
This is a huge teaching. THANK YOU❤️💕❤️