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  • i'm always dreaming of her - dk
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 7 тис.

  • @lofibeatz
    @lofibeatz  11 місяців тому +33

    Follow kudasai on socials: linktr.ee/kudasaibeats ❤

    • @lunaticlocket2749
      @lunaticlocket2749 8 місяців тому +1

      And I believe it. Bless your soul, this has refuted my music hobby and I want to use you’re instrumentals in my new song.

  • @bilalkhalid1897
    @bilalkhalid1897 4 роки тому +3707

    "you never really understand the true worth of a moment until it passes away"
    that's really all that life is, a collection of memories never coming back

    • @joesef555
      @joesef555 4 роки тому +69

      Unfortunately I agree. However, I also feel it’s about finding something to make memories about.

    • @thedeb378
      @thedeb378 4 роки тому +19

      Memories man

    • @hexdrummin8742
      @hexdrummin8742 4 роки тому +9

      Damn sasuke

    • @whyudoit4009
      @whyudoit4009 4 роки тому +10

      Deep in the feels, keep strong all of you.

    • @uwuki4975
      @uwuki4975 4 роки тому +44

      time doesn’t heal wounds
      It teaches us to live with them

  • @itsmax101
    @itsmax101 4 роки тому +4171

    Everything will be fine

    • @blueemojisad
      @blueemojisad 4 роки тому +40

      Yes

    • @whyudoit4009
      @whyudoit4009 4 роки тому +54

      Thanks.

    • @noeldro
      @noeldro 4 роки тому +112

      shut the fuck up, im not crying-

    • @Juduh
      @Juduh 4 роки тому +53

      Trust God 🤍

    • @xXProtogasm98Xx
      @xXProtogasm98Xx 4 роки тому +34

      @Brandon Christopher I Hope it's true.. life is bad rn

  • @chealseykamara8732
    @chealseykamara8732 5 років тому +3560

    Sometimes music without words is the best music to describe what you feel

    • @AM-le7eh
      @AM-le7eh 5 років тому +18

      It really is.

    • @custommusic7962
      @custommusic7962 5 років тому +24

      The comment I needed but didn’t deserve

    • @soothingsound50
      @soothingsound50 5 років тому

      true

    • @bert9910
      @bert9910 5 років тому +37

      to be honest, music can express your feelings better than you could with your own words. idk how many times i've listened to a track and thought, 'man this is exactly how i feel'.
      i love music. it's the only thing that keeps me going

    • @aidnbruh
      @aidnbruh 5 років тому +4

      @@bert9910 I feel you bud.

  • @DanielTorres-ee4pl
    @DanielTorres-ee4pl 3 роки тому +1279

    “When I looked at her I saw the world and when she looked at me she saw just another guy”

    • @antonyvenneri6264
      @antonyvenneri6264 3 роки тому +1

      😀😀😀😀ua-cam.com/video/ZTeU2ZXBgbo/v-deo.html

    • @srslyumang
      @srslyumang 3 роки тому +8

      🥺💜

    • @allfasse8828
      @allfasse8828 2 роки тому +22

      Caraio muleke não fica triste por ela não tem muitas outras pessoas que podem se apaixonar por você men então siga de cabeça erguida e confiante. Você ainda vai achar a sua alma gêmea

    • @Tommy971321
      @Tommy971321 2 роки тому +32

      @@allfasse8828 fuck.. I feel attacked

    • @zeke3103
      @zeke3103 2 роки тому +3

      But how do you become a world for her to realize as well? I feel slightly from tiem to time see desires to see my inner beauty, oh my crush I will evolve to make you mine.

  • @emreozerdem8509
    @emreozerdem8509 4 роки тому +4771

    This chill song: *Exists*
    The comment section: I the great poet shall write one for thee

    • @birdsamora9925
      @birdsamora9925 4 роки тому +185

      Thou shall listen to myeth sadness.

    • @lyanarivera8418
      @lyanarivera8418 4 роки тому +116

      Is thy not joyed? Let us rejuvenate for 100 likes and thy song is extravagant and beautiful

    • @jstrazt
      @jstrazt 4 роки тому +51

      *e d g a r a l l a n p o e*

    • @alfredoacevedo8714
      @alfredoacevedo8714 4 роки тому +59

      LMAO and thou shall like thy comment, like it or nay

    • @guineapigbridge
      @guineapigbridge 4 роки тому +8

      @@alfredoacevedo8714 Shut yo ass up

  • @soddenslop5892
    @soddenslop5892 5 років тому +8131

    did you ever have a beautiful dream then just woke up, feeling sad cause it just a dream?
    edit: woo i was so drunk writing this comment never thought it ended up having this many like lol

    • @somegalulbad642
      @somegalulbad642 5 років тому +424

      The most beautiful dream is also the most terrible. Because it is only just a dream...

    • @akuma8841
      @akuma8841 5 років тому +27

      Yes))))):

    • @kaitosenpai506
      @kaitosenpai506 5 років тому +14

      SoddenSlop god yes

    • @user_quieto40
      @user_quieto40 5 років тому +63

      Yes but as crazy as it sounds I may have meet a boy in real life from my dream I had a little while back we walk together and he calls me shortie.....idk if this is,but I think I may have a gift to see the future in my dreams actually now that I think about it we all do!

    • @akirapotan1684
      @akirapotan1684 5 років тому +4

      Then why dream?

  • @jaydalissieworthen1296
    @jaydalissieworthen1296 4 роки тому +709

    “Same time same place tomorrow ?”
    “Same time same place “
    - the last words I said to my childhood friend on our last day playing outside together.. we didn’t even know it

    • @brytonduropan6741
      @brytonduropan6741 3 роки тому +52

      my best friend in kindergarten was taken by CPS.
      i wonder how bryson is doing.

    • @antonyvenneri6264
      @antonyvenneri6264 3 роки тому

      😀😀😀😀ua-cam.com/video/ZTeU2ZXBgbo/v-deo.html

    • @dog5027
      @dog5027 3 роки тому +1

      Everything is okay, just vibe.

    • @dog5027
      @dog5027 3 роки тому +2

      @Kaelan Sulja i think she died. If she did not I am sorry for saying that.

    • @endlesswaltz9051
      @endlesswaltz9051 2 роки тому

      Heavy…,

  • @Venom-ll5ln
    @Venom-ll5ln 3 роки тому +286

    I don’t feel happy anymore.
    But I don’t really feel sad either.
    I feel kinda... empty?
    I don’t have motivation to do things I like anymore
    I have a weird feeling like somethings missing or wrong, but it’s kinda permanent.
    I don’t really feel anything else.
    I just wanna lay in bed all day.
    I don’t wanna see anybody
    I just wanna listen to music and be left alone.
    But then again, I want someone to talk to.

    • @sennawnz
      @sennawnz 3 роки тому +15

      hey guy, are u okay today???

    • @tukului9623
      @tukului9623 2 роки тому +18

      You described my life perfectly

    • @Scout-xw1uk
      @Scout-xw1uk 2 роки тому +14

      Im in the exact situation right now, Nothing gives me joy anymore besides listening to music. It's ok bro at least I know someone else is in the same situation.

    • @maskenmacher
      @maskenmacher 2 роки тому +10

      You have what the kids call depression

    • @rhongabrielnipolo3660
      @rhongabrielnipolo3660 2 роки тому +7

      The emptiness inside us that can't be filled.

  • @yabazyabacoffee
    @yabazyabacoffee 4 роки тому +5176

    Has anyone ever made an amazing sandwich, then feel sad because you know you’d probably never be able to make the sandwich that perfect ever again.

    • @hazzard5292
      @hazzard5292 4 роки тому +252

      Best sandwich I ever had was at my grandparents house. I hadn't seen them in many years. Not sure it that made it taste better but I have never repicated the taste since.

    • @InsaniumZ
      @InsaniumZ 4 роки тому +30

      no

    • @yabazyabacoffee
      @yabazyabacoffee 4 роки тому +91

      @@InsaniumZ what life have you lived?

    • @fallsaturn3567
      @fallsaturn3567 4 роки тому +95

      The ultimate goal of life is the perfect sandwich

    • @afro117icarus5
      @afro117icarus5 4 роки тому +58

      truest tragedy in this comment section

  • @kyoumatitor7181
    @kyoumatitor7181 5 років тому +519

    We all deep down want a girl to call ours. We all wish that one person would finally acknowledge us and take our hands. To sit and watch the sun set on a cool summer day on the grass. We want that special someone to sit with us and embrace the time, the ever-flowing time. We want those people to become a part of our life. We want those people to be there for us when we feel sad, or frustrated. We want them to hold our hand and reassure us that we are okay. We want to grow old with them and spend as much time as possible. When you and that special someone fight and have a “falling out”, we will always come back to them, and they will always come back to us. We want to embrace them and love them. We want to give them our time, our ever-flowing yet limited time. But more than anything, we want them.....to be real...

    • @hellraiser217
      @hellraiser217 4 роки тому +11

      You may do. I personally find such a thought to be uncomfortable at best but you do you.

    • @blueredacted
      @blueredacted 4 роки тому +21

      thank you, master chief. this was wholesome.

    • @mathildefroget7226
      @mathildefroget7226 4 роки тому +10

      damn dude i wish you find that person you deserve it

    • @michaeljacinto7214
      @michaeljacinto7214 4 роки тому +6

      This was wholesome asf chief

    • @David-sc7hx
      @David-sc7hx 4 роки тому +6

      Damn, that shit with Cortana really hit you hard huh Chief

  • @xxmlgswegxx1045
    @xxmlgswegxx1045 5 років тому +2963

    Me looking at my messages on my console
    "Yo bro ima go to bed see you Tommorow"
    *last online 6 years ago*
    Tear rolls down cheek

    • @p1ntu_
      @p1ntu_ 5 років тому +107

      Damn I thought he died

    • @dylanschreiber8450
      @dylanschreiber8450 5 років тому +49

      HAHA XD ROFL FUNNY GAMER MOMENT HAHAHAHA

    • @jacjac4390
      @jacjac4390 4 роки тому +33

      i feel that

    • @cloud4254
      @cloud4254 4 роки тому +105

      thats how you know he switched to xbox

    • @ratsndowls
      @ratsndowls 4 роки тому +33

      gosh suddenly my eyes are full in tears...felt that

  • @falloutboy691
    @falloutboy691 3 роки тому +622

    Put the phone down. She's not gonna answer. Go to sleep and be stronger tomorrow.

    • @serotonin69
      @serotonin69 3 роки тому +34

      ofc my mom wouldn't , she is sleeping stoopid

    • @frijidcrushhd
      @frijidcrushhd 3 роки тому +19

      Thanks. I needed that.

    • @connerstower7947
      @connerstower7947 3 роки тому +6

      Me 2. Cant get help anny way other than music

    • @kelp5080
      @kelp5080 2 роки тому +8

      Your right, Shes not going to answer, thanks i needed this

    • @risn5478
      @risn5478 2 роки тому +3

      Well yeah, after all she blocking me. Then just yesterday, I just said thank you and said goodbye to the last connection that we got, her youtube channel. And yeah, no reply or whatever. Goodbye to you.

  • @Romanggwp
    @Romanggwp 4 роки тому +393

    About 2 months ago a friend of mine took his life. Ever since then every few days it hits me that he isnt there anymore. I have a few close friends and he was one of them. I called him some time before that and we made plans for what we would do after the pandemic. He seemed like he always did. Happy? I never thought. It never occured to me that he could be suffering and I dont know. When i heard the news i felt guilt. Many told me it wasn't my fault, how could it be? But i considered him a very good friend and i thought i was the same to him. We tried alcohol together, we planned on smoking weed on 2020 new years but i ended up too drunk and passed out and he smoked two joints on his own. I regret not staying awake that night. I regret not knowing how he was. I feel like i let him down. I looked up to him but failed to see how he felt. RIP brother. You will be missed.

    • @piendijkstra9780
      @piendijkstra9780 4 роки тому +25

      It's always hard to deal with a death close to you. But every day it gets better, there will be bad days and good days. I hope you keep reminding yourself of the good times you spent with your friend because those I'm sure where precious to you both. We always seem to remember the small mistakes we make and play them like a record in our heads. But those mistakes and thoughts don't define you. You define yourself and through the love you share with others. Take care and I hope these words reach you and help you in anyway.

    • @couchpotato4540
      @couchpotato4540 3 роки тому +4

      Hope you're well man

    • @tehpunisher4568
      @tehpunisher4568 3 роки тому +9

      I've never been in such a position. But if you need a chat we as a community are here bro. Love you!

    • @user-mr9dp5in1k
      @user-mr9dp5in1k 2 роки тому

      LMAOOOOOOOO

    • @husheddesert1725
      @husheddesert1725 2 роки тому +3

      Lost a friend of 7 years during the pandemic and i couldnt have guessed he was depressed. The phone call still shook me. And im still in shock. When people look into your sunken eyes, it tells a story of hopelessness and anguish. Yet, they dont seem to notice it. Its such a lonely feeling. Yeah hes dead though, aint ever coming back.

  • @whoami8434
    @whoami8434 4 роки тому +526

    This is the happiest moment of my life. Right now as I write these words. I’v never felt more content or more optimistic about the future. I don’t regret the past, I don’t fear the future, and I feel just so full of joy at my life, the world, and whatever happens in it. Thanks for the song.
    I cried. The music is so beautiful, and the nighttime ride on that train- where the lights pass by- is simply beautiful. The darkness, the melancholy, the strange sense of content ness even though life isn’t perfect, and oh my heavens the music: slow, dreary but not depressing, upbeat but not exciting, and just downright wonderful. Again, thank you.

  • @owenbonham1955
    @owenbonham1955 4 роки тому +673

    My parents, tell me to go to school so I do.
    My teachers, tell me to try so I do.
    I tell myself not to cry.
    I dry my eye, then lie. “Oh, I’m fine.”
    I tell myself to forget my past.
    To take care of myself last.
    New school, guess that’s cool.
    Everyday doing my best to rest.
    It feels as if, every day I'm waiting for the bell, to bring us more hell.
    Maybe, just maybe, I’m not the reason I sigh and look up into the sky, and wonder why?
    Why try?

    • @tunnelg3128
      @tunnelg3128 4 роки тому +49

      listen man i know how bad things get but you have to remember people out there love you, as hard as it is to believe sometimes, you got that someone out there waiting for you and waiting to give you their time, because you mean something to someone, you will mean something to someone in the future, and you mean something to us, and i believe you need to try because it's just important to you as a person. I know the past hurts, and that's normal if you've had so many bad things happen to you, but Someone out there is waiting, and wants you to try, just as they are trying for you. When the day comes that you two meet, you'll know it was all worth it. Keep your hopes and your head up, man. I believe in you.

    • @bloatware9568
      @bloatware9568 4 роки тому +13

      deeeeeeeeeeep bro slap em

    • @pattech3960
      @pattech3960 4 роки тому +1

      is that a programming pfp? If yes, what's your discord

    • @pattech3960
      @pattech3960 4 роки тому

      Oh html lol

    • @djohnsveress6616
      @djohnsveress6616 4 роки тому +4

      Cool kid, your parents probably told you something else too in your life other than "go to school" but no don't mention it, pretend as if you didn't had a chance.
      Your teachers told you to try ? Hot damn, hes teacher has faith in the kid and he still makes it onto the YT comment section.
      Dude i wish i could fckn cry about my own problems, i did everything in my power to make my "future me" cry but the bastard just doesn't gives it in..
      My eyes always sore, well those tissues have something else to clean up other than my tears anyway (¬‿¬)
      Uh shit, mama made me never forget my past, she keeps re-telling the stories about me being jerk and calling old peeps "corn" (I thought corn is a curse word back than ಥ_ಥ)
      New school, new town, new region, new people 4x times it was nice, it was good. I had my fun, i'm growing up it's time to take a 5th move... You should do too..
      Dude i'm telling you put down the weed, hydrate a lil bit, see the sun and you'ill be fine.. Or just go out and slap a chicks ass cheek, you will be running all night, you won't be sleeping tonight.
      [The fuck is he actually talking about in this verse ? I can't make a satire about this..]
      Well, first take a deep breath, wash your face with cold water, and the "Sigh's" will be lifted upon thee.
      Why not try the 100 way of fap challange ?

  • @lite-lofi9160
    @lite-lofi9160 2 роки тому +94

    This song is like my daughter. Golden curls, blue sparkly eyes, that one dimple she has when she smiles. My essence, my soul, my life.

    • @ilove3dsomuch
      @ilove3dsomuch 7 місяців тому +5

      Hope ur family units going hard 🙏

  • @johnortiz6129
    @johnortiz6129 4 роки тому +1045

    I hope her legs are okay
    Because she wont stop running through my mind

  • @Dndharash
    @Dndharash 5 років тому +862

    Its 2:38 am. Music playing, rain dropping outside my window.
    Heart in pieces over the one that got away.
    I miss you.
    I wonder... do you ever think of me?
    Oh well, it doesnt even matter.

  • @lcoze
    @lcoze 4 роки тому +107

    Does she care she lied to me?
    Did she think that we could be?
    Every night I dream of her...
    But does she ever dream of me?

  • @micahbruce4547
    @micahbruce4547 3 роки тому +217

    I've probably listened to this song back to back at least 4 times just reading comments, and it's nice to know im not alone. No wonder this type of music is so popular, it's so relatable and yet mysterious at the same time. The listener can relate, but there admire also foreign elements.

    • @tamirkatz639
      @tamirkatz639 3 роки тому

      Ye i have heard it 3 times just chilling with the music and reading the comments, its very relaxing

    • @Tommy971321
      @Tommy971321 2 роки тому

      These songs are the patches of my damaged soul

  • @nioiv4684
    @nioiv4684 5 років тому +193

    ain't SAD
    aint HAPPY
    am just feeling EMPTY

    • @heligon4674
      @heligon4674 4 роки тому +19

      @robert brown woah there

    • @oblivion3r262
      @oblivion3r262 4 роки тому +4

      @robert brown ok boomer

    • @skappy_8528
      @skappy_8528 4 роки тому +3

      @robert brown if he really is, there's no point in telling him edgy ._.

    • @Sean-xz9kp
      @Sean-xz9kp 4 роки тому +4

      robert brown how did u know he didn’t go through alot of things say something good or stfu

    • @uchihanigga9044
      @uchihanigga9044 4 роки тому +4

      @robert brown Ur the real loser

  • @xxmlgswegxx1045
    @xxmlgswegxx1045 4 роки тому +348

    Me: scrolling down into the comments
    Everybody:"there are no mistakes"
    -master oogway

  • @nelsoncgosi08
    @nelsoncgosi08 5 років тому +1374

    I dont know you and you dont know me. But dear stranger, I love you.

    • @redtaotao0820
      @redtaotao0820 5 років тому +41

      Nelson Cabal I know I’m late to the party but, wow the smallest things can make a difference, this comment touched me and I needed that right now, thank you.

    • @nelsoncgosi08
      @nelsoncgosi08 5 років тому +7

      @@redtaotao0820 i know that feel. Glad to hear that 😄

    • @hegtyson7044
      @hegtyson7044 5 років тому +1

      :)

    • @TheNatsuniidragneel
      @TheNatsuniidragneel 5 років тому +4

      I would like to drop a like here but I don't wanna break the 69 number :(

    • @444khan
      @444khan 5 років тому +3

      dear Nelson Cabal, i love you too.

  • @ashitasingh5539
    @ashitasingh5539 3 роки тому +91

    Sometimes I apologize to my younger self for letting her down... I would've never imagined i would be here listening to this kind of music and praying for all of us here... I think we all feel way too much and that hurts. Sometimes I feel like I haven't even gone through real shit and that most of my problems are inside my mind. I really really hope when I look back at this comment years later I'll be proud of myself and for all of us for coming so far and being what we were meant to be and doing the things we've dreamed of doing... guys if you come back years later please do tell me how you've grown... I would love to know :)

    • @sakurka3716
      @sakurka3716 3 роки тому +1

      If me and her will make it one day imma let you know but so far live an good life.
      -Unknown

    • @d3naliigmc385
      @d3naliigmc385 3 роки тому

      9-5-21~wish you the best

    • @fraserdougall4607
      @fraserdougall4607 Рік тому +3

      How're you doing now my guy?

    • @Jen_meja
      @Jen_meja Рік тому

      Everyone has problems. They don’t equate in difficulty objectively speaking but that doesn’t matter. It’s real to us and it’s a struggle for us no matter how minuscule it may seem.

    • @barcafan1760
      @barcafan1760 Рік тому

      A new journey will start soon . I'm scared and anxious but also excited and hopeful

  • @crimsin655
    @crimsin655 4 роки тому +759

    "Go to sleep bro, she's probably not thinking about you,"

    • @Miata996
      @Miata996 4 роки тому +15

      @꧁༒ⱤɨCʞƔ༒꧂ i see you in every reply on this video wtf

    • @ujjwalgarg2649
      @ujjwalgarg2649 4 роки тому +6

      That hurts !!

    • @mare2571
      @mare2571 4 роки тому +13

      i hope he wont gts because im thinking about him 🥺

    • @tnymancuso1
      @tnymancuso1 4 роки тому +8

      But I miss her so much.

    • @DhelRhay
      @DhelRhay 4 роки тому +17

      I saw her earlier at 7/11 with her new man and she seems happy, guess she and i are not meant to be, damn i wish i should have known before i met her

  • @aIkaIi
    @aIkaIi 4 роки тому +1443

    Teacher: How many people want to be a depressed poet when they grow up?
    This comment section: *yes*

    • @saff8724
      @saff8724 4 роки тому +11

      while i listened to this, i actually wrote a descriptive scene. it was about a stupid dream i wish could come true, just me and the boy i love watching the stars

    • @lii3237
      @lii3237 4 роки тому +1

      @@saff8724 can I hear it?

    • @saff8724
      @saff8724 4 роки тому +20

      @@lii3237 i wrote this late at night, to my boyfriend while he was in class (timezones suck) "a fire a couple metres away, with warm lighting hitting anything in the vicinity, and little red flakes of ash floating through the air. a calm warmth coming from the hot embers, and a crackling from the burning wood. all the birds are asleep, and i'm safe, laying with a giant bird (context--- i have a field with emus, and when my family camp there we lay with the emus, theyre friendly as heckkk) and one day, you'll be there too. and together we'll be safe under the stars. falling asleep in front of this fire, still holding each other, we're safe and blissfully at peace.
      when we wake up in the morning, the birds in the trees are singing and chirping, the grass around us is green and lush. the sky, which was scattered with sparkles before the day arrived, is now painted a bright, shining blue. plush clouds slowly dancing across the sky, rivers and streams trickling nearby,. a beautiful night has passed to make way for a beautiful day, and the memories of the night forever a part of me
      ta da

    • @lii3237
      @lii3237 4 роки тому +3

      Ahh shit I've just seen this, I appreciate you sharing it. I love the last line

    • @estellelockhart8346
      @estellelockhart8346 4 роки тому

      @@saff8724 aw i really loved this

  • @nerriex9417
    @nerriex9417 4 роки тому +331

    Do you ever feel like abandoning hope is the only way to feel comfortable with your life...?
    Sad, yet, in some cases ... *it's true.*

    • @joesef555
      @joesef555 4 роки тому +13

      “Sometimes to stay alive you’ve got to kill your mind”

    • @HappyGhetto
      @HappyGhetto 4 роки тому +10

      Nihilism may be logical, but it gets you nowhere. Don't give up on yourself.

    • @kai-fz7uv
      @kai-fz7uv 3 роки тому +2

      i dont have any hope to begin with.

    • @ziodyne5498
      @ziodyne5498 3 роки тому +2

      hope means nothing to me anymore

    • @robindscarlet9805
      @robindscarlet9805 3 роки тому +3

      Perhaps you always have hope...you just haven't believed that 'it' is 'hope'. It's OK to float like a dead fish in the river's current for sometime till you get your strength and courage back..maybe then you can swim harder.

  • @nostalgia6947
    @nostalgia6947 2 роки тому +9

    Greatest thing about the Internet is realising there are thousands of other people who feel as hopeless as you. Hope we all make it lads.

  • @DeVoidLij
    @DeVoidLij 4 роки тому +915

    [i talked to my crush about my feelings today, i told her how ive been in love with her for quite a long time.
    She rejected me, and told me she liked someone else.
    That i can understand, but she is really all I've wanted, and it just gets in the feels.
    I guess I'll be back whenever i find love at last. 20/02/20]
    07/01/22: Yesterday was a good day. I have been talking to this girl since october, and we really get along. Slowly, I felt like we both were catching feelings for each other, and yesterday I decided to make the move. I asked her to be my girlfriend, and she said yes! I'm beyond happy right now, and the only thing I can say is thank you all for your kind words, they really did mean a lot to me! Im eager to see what's in the future for us.

    • @imani_castro7036
      @imani_castro7036 4 роки тому +39

      Goodluck king

    • @gabzz9096
      @gabzz9096 4 роки тому +18

      Good luck, you'll find the right person

    • @rythmiic1245
      @rythmiic1245 4 роки тому +38

      Everyone will eventually face rejection in their lives. people would always say that "everything happens for a reason",and while i may agree to that,i believe it is not our obligation to find that reason. All we have to do is just live on,take the lesson from it and not let it drag you down. Because time is cruel and unforgiving where if you fall behind for a split moment,it'll go on without you. So catch up,brother. You're not alone.

    • @joesef555
      @joesef555 4 роки тому +1

      Keep your head up long

    • @PotatoKing219
      @PotatoKing219 4 роки тому +13

      Here king, you dropped this 👑 (Just know, you’ve done something I, to this day, haven’t done myself, faced rejection.) So chin up, for your crown is falling.

  • @derpsterio2917
    @derpsterio2917 4 роки тому +753

    Ah...
    A quality comment section, sure missed these. Cheers to whoever reads this

    • @nguyenngocnlbn
      @nguyenngocnlbn 4 роки тому +5

      Yeah, i alway read comment seaction in a lofi video, feel relax..

    • @doesnormalityexist
      @doesnormalityexist 4 роки тому +6

      Cheers mate. Honestly, this feels like the internets bonfire. So I hope you don't mind as I take a seat, have a drink, and gaze onto the world.

    • @noahmcd3134
      @noahmcd3134 4 роки тому

      Cheers brother

    • @noahmcd3134
      @noahmcd3134 4 роки тому

      @Mr_ E54 lmao

    • @creeperlordmotions5337
      @creeperlordmotions5337 4 роки тому +1

      Cheers

  • @traytonmartin2645
    @traytonmartin2645 4 роки тому +2706

    “Yesterday is history,
    tomorrow is a mystery,
    and today is a gift...
    that's why its called the present”
    ― Master Oogway

    • @Francigotshot
      @Francigotshot 4 роки тому +29

      Jesus I just got chills

    • @savialukose8676
      @savialukose8676 4 роки тому +14

      kung fu panda yaaaas

    • @FrierenTheSlayer
      @FrierenTheSlayer 4 роки тому +20

      Turtle 🐢

    • @matthewgarcia1755
      @matthewgarcia1755 4 роки тому +24

      There are no accidents

    • @emb1
      @emb1 4 роки тому +12

      I won't lie when I read this I thought of the POSTcontent ARG.
      It's behind you now,
      Life is like an ice cream.
      Enjoy it, before it melts.

  • @raihanyoga8081
    @raihanyoga8081 3 роки тому +99

    I'm always dreaming of her. Always, every time.

    • @ilove3dsomuch
      @ilove3dsomuch 7 місяців тому

      Are u still? Hope all worked out

  • @xspif7054
    @xspif7054 5 років тому +3247

    Am I the only one not depressed, and just enjoy this music

  • @awen7767
    @awen7767 5 років тому +1612

    This song makes me miss someone who I still haven't met...
    Edit: Lol I can't believe I wrote this, how cringy. Damn the likes tho :0 !!!
    Anyways fam, I soon realised I never will because the embodiment of such made-up conceptualisation is just a futile ideal so it's stupid (and really egoistical) to expect someone to be as you wish them to be. You will just get endlessly disappointed because others won't fit the unrealistic image you have shaped in your head. Yet, you will keep blaming others for it when in fact you're the only person at fault. Just avoid putting expectations on people and accept them for who they are, you'll live way happier.

    • @maayan3725
      @maayan3725 4 роки тому +18

      At least you haven't met them yet

    • @awen7767
      @awen7767 4 роки тому +31

      @@maayan3725 Maybe I won't ever meet that person, who knows... right?

    • @sukrutdemasek7212
      @sukrutdemasek7212 4 роки тому +3

      @@awen7767 Don`t worry, Life always finds this someone)

    • @Rawgna
      @Rawgna 4 роки тому +2

      Or it better no need to meet them

    • @lukejensen9083
      @lukejensen9083 4 роки тому +13

      You should listen to the girl i haven't met by kudasai then lol. Its a great song.

  • @Tofuugaming
    @Tofuugaming 5 років тому +630

    makes me reminisce over a life i didn't have..

    • @tsukiskills
      @tsukiskills 5 років тому +19

      shut up go play roblox nerd

    • @Daltax
      @Daltax 5 років тому +39

      Chill guys you can't judge a person by its content.

    • @rudyhermawan9351
      @rudyhermawan9351 5 років тому +4

      Heyy tofuu

    • @oblivion6112
      @oblivion6112 5 років тому +14

      @@tsukiskills chill ur life we all have feelings 😔

    • @tsukiskills
      @tsukiskills 5 років тому +4

      @@oblivion6112 shut up edgelord youtube comment section isnt the place to express ur emotions loser

  • @hbkjey6249
    @hbkjey6249 3 роки тому +53

    When i want some motivation i go to lofi comment sections they’re never toxic :)

    • @Rebirth._
      @Rebirth._ 2 роки тому +2

      they can be sad though so like...depends on what message you derive from the comment

  • @paccsonpacks
    @paccsonpacks 4 роки тому +2822

    put your phone down king, she’s sleeping and is thinking about another guy. Pick yourself up and keep your head up, I’m sorry but it’s just reality.

    • @luvnight7274
      @luvnight7274 4 роки тому +160

      rey but what if she is thinking about me

    • @paccsonpacks
      @paccsonpacks 4 роки тому +133

      luvnight then props bro

    • @Nikkoroni
      @Nikkoroni 4 роки тому +32

      I figured as much. Typical.

    • @xnosmokenoknivesx
      @xnosmokenoknivesx 4 роки тому +128

      Erebus Erebus - people are weird sometimes. maybe it’s due to our animalistic backgrounds? we act without thinking. but what makes you the better person is realizing how to control that habit. don’t let things control you, even if they mean something to you. if they can damage you or others, learn to let go.
      I’m not saying give up on her, but be upfront about it if u have to. tell her she can’t keep playing u like that. I know when she texts back, u feel a rush of happiness, but you know it isn’t real. ur getting ur emotions mixed up, and that’s not a happy thing. so stop the act before it gets worse; trust me, I’ve seen people hit rock bottom because they don’t stop themselves from getting manipulated like that.
      so, just do what’s best man. it’s really worth it in the end.

    • @xnosmokenoknivesx
      @xnosmokenoknivesx 4 роки тому +50

      @@Raiden-pi3gt - I'm glad I could help chief. If ur in the slumps right now, don't worry. People live an average span of 80 - 90 years, and the older you get, the wiser you become. The easier and better your decision making becomes, thus resulting in far better relationships. Maybe you'll find another special one in the next few months, who knows? But you'll know a better approach to that someone than before.
      Just remember, don't let yourself get caught up in anything. Just keep going forward and forward, in any way possible, not just romantically.

  • @rizazhafiry6435
    @rizazhafiry6435 4 роки тому +4173

    To those who read my story before I deleted it: thank you for letting me share my dream, I wish for the best to all of you
    To those who weren't able to read my story: whatever it is, just don't give up, keep trying to reach your dreams
    Sincerely,
    Some random guy on the internet

  • @tomcat9761
    @tomcat9761 4 роки тому +211

    I dreamed of her again. Over and over again. I know her but she barely knew me. I wish I could go to her and say "Hi", "My name is...". But I can't because Im fighting my inner demons that time. I want to go to her when I finally fixed myself.
    I finally fixed myself. But she has a boyfriend now and until now even though Im not really thinking of her anymore... I still
    Dreaming of her. The Girl I haven't met.

    • @shashasharan1744
      @shashasharan1744 4 роки тому +11

      Just because there’s a defender doesn’t mean you can’t score my guy

    • @skyezone3429
      @skyezone3429 4 роки тому +1

      @@shashasharan1744 lol

    • @alexmetaxotos1445
      @alexmetaxotos1445 3 роки тому +2

      Slim shady

    • @friendlyzeldafan9279
      @friendlyzeldafan9279 2 роки тому +1

      This straight up made sense, the song Girl I haven't Met made by this dude is also in the same album, sweet story.

    • @tomcat9761
      @tomcat9761 2 роки тому

      @@friendlyzeldafan9279 Thanks. I know you didn't ask but it's a real story of mine. That's why it's both blessing and tragedy that I discovered those 2 songs. I never met her and sometimes I also dreamed of her unexpectedly. But life goes on anyway.

  • @k0iifish
    @k0iifish 3 роки тому +135

    this probably hits different when you're in love I want to feel that again just one more time

    • @ceraaw
      @ceraaw 3 роки тому +6

      same

    • @callmesenpai9070
      @callmesenpai9070 2 роки тому +6

      I felt that feeling not to long ago, but now the girl is gone and my heart just aches :'), I never want to experience love again I forgot how much it really hurts

    • @David-pz8rq
      @David-pz8rq 2 роки тому +5

      @@callmesenpai9070 me too brother. I loved her so much, and now she’s gone.. I no longer believe in love

    • @callmesenpai9070
      @callmesenpai9070 2 роки тому +3

      @@David-pz8rq bro I feel what your going through right now till this day I'm still pretty hurt but slowly its going away good thing thc makes you forget when ur high

    • @LvNxver.
      @LvNxver. 2 роки тому +5

      @@callmesenpai9070 sometimes you are better alone

  • @gabrielgabbygabe
    @gabrielgabbygabe 4 роки тому +305

    "If Love is just a word, why does it hurt so much when you realize it isn't there?.."
    - Gaara from Naruto

    • @dfty1249
      @dfty1249 3 роки тому +1

      That's deep, more Deep than Johnny's golden spin.

    • @achannelname4823
      @achannelname4823 3 роки тому +3

      GYRO GO HELP JOHNNY
      THAT PARAPALEGIC CANT GO BEAT THE PRES BY HIMSELF GOSHDARNIT

    • @gabrielgabbygabe
      @gabrielgabbygabe 3 роки тому +2

      @@achannelname4823 dude I died I cant

    • @achannelname4823
      @achannelname4823 3 роки тому +1

      @@gabrielgabbygabe crap i forgot that, uh... go tell araki to pull an okuyasu

    • @mj_woo22
      @mj_woo22 3 роки тому +2

      i remember reading that sentence on a piece of paper that my sis drew gaara on. its so damn relatable though

  • @AntonioHernandez-dp4dz
    @AntonioHernandez-dp4dz 5 років тому +2319

    It’s nostalgic. Looking back to these old memories, remembering what was, what will be, and what won’t. How do you cope with someone you had major feelings for hates you, and thinks you’re the one person they never want to see? How do you cope when that one person, who hates your guts and wants nothing to do with you, is one of your only memories of happiness? A couple years ago, there was this girl. We knew of each other, but didn’t know each other. We were both invited to the same Halloween party. That whole night we danced and sang together while walking through neighborhoods. Once we left I went straight to bed. When I had awoken, I noticed she had texted me while I was asleep. It was a text saying she had a lot of fun and that she regrets not getting a bit closet with me. After that, everyday at school we would talk and look at each other with that stare you give your bowl of spaghetti as you sit and watch it heat up in the microwave. Her birthday cake around and I decided to get her a big gift. She’s madly in love with pandas, so I decided to get her a $60 giant stuff panda. At school I came early so that it would be a complete surprise. How I fit it in my locker without tearing or anyone else seeing it, I’m still not sure. At the end of the day I told her to stay at her locker and wait for me. When I walked up she was facing the opposite way. By then there was a whole crowd gathering behind me, waiting for her to notice and see her cute reaction. When she finally turned around, she let out a big laugh and gave me the biggest hug I’ve ever received and ever will receive. We kept on being very happy seeing each other and being with each other for another month. At the start of December however, she decided we’d be better off as friends. I told her I understood, but inside I was completely torn. Although we hadn’t known each other for very long, I felt like we were an elderly couple that got married together at age 20, and that we’ve been together for over 40 years. I was heartbroken. That night I had the dream. It was beautiful. There’s no other way to put it other than that it was the most beautiful and detailed dream I’ve ever had, and I remember it perfectly. In the dream, we were that elderly couple. I dreamt about everything I was feeling. It ranged from us crying together, to us splashing around in a pool full of jellyfish. It’s so odd yet for some reason, I felt at peace. After that we didn’t talk a lot for a good whisks until the next school year. That year, we again went to the same Halloween party, but this time is was odd. We still sang and danced and walked together, but this time her best friend would come in to make things awkward. She grew to hate me over that school year. I didn’t really mind as long as i could still her cute face, but it kind of hurt to watch her slowly hate to even look at mine. She moved across the country that summer. The only thing I wish that could really have been different, is for her to not hate me the way she does. Since her move, she hasn’t seen me change. Even her best friend sees that I’m different. I just wish she didn’t move with the thought of me as that kid that loves her while she hates me. It’s kind of odd how I still have all of these sort of
    Dreams Of Her
    Remember me for the me you knew Terra, not the me you were told about by others who never took the time like you did to find out about the other layers.
    - Antonio Hernandez III

    • @sonofosiris7713
      @sonofosiris7713 5 років тому +176

      I feel so sorry for you bud. I won't say everything happens for the best because sometimes it doesn't.
      If you can, send this to her...
      More power to you.
      Stay strong.

    • @ClarkKent-od4yr
      @ClarkKent-od4yr 5 років тому +159

      Damn dude deep. "Remember me for the me you knew Terra."

    • @calevoid
      @calevoid 5 років тому +97

      This is so beautiful and tragic, I wish that one day you meet again, and fix everything.

    • @whecto789
      @whecto789 5 років тому +44

      I'm so sorry, it's so beautiful and inocent. She will be happier if you let her go so it's her freewill if she wants to comeback. You're not betraying her you're just making you a sweet favor. Peace

    • @notjaller
      @notjaller 5 років тому +38

      Everything happens for a reason, but it Isn't our job to find those reasons, just, know that what happened happened, and move on.
      And never look for a remplacement, it will come when the time is right. :)

  • @sitinuratiqah6657
    @sitinuratiqah6657 5 років тому +328

    reading all these comments made me realized that I can't even remember how it feels like to be in love. I'm starting to forget what love felt like. Damn...

    • @GhostStealth590
      @GhostStealth590 5 років тому +22

      Atiqah Sloan honestly me too. I’m scared that even if I do get back into a relationship (say life let’s me have an ounce of luck for once), I’m scared I wouldn’t even know how to react or know what to do in a relationship, I’ve been out of it for so long.

    • @yoshisbruder2642
      @yoshisbruder2642 5 років тому +1

      I feel you

    • @imnotchilla9482
      @imnotchilla9482 5 років тому +15

      I never had the chance to know what love feels like. You're a lucky one, brother.

    • @TraceLight
      @TraceLight 5 років тому +6

      Chillabyte me neither. The only love I’ve developed is for cigars and that bottle I finish over the weekend.
      This is it. This is what success is. This is what it’s lead up to.
      *sighs*

    • @lucienleonardi8122
      @lucienleonardi8122 5 років тому +1

      I feel this

  • @redskyee
    @redskyee 2 роки тому +3

    The vice principal at my school used to give out his phone number so students could talk to him if they ever needed someone to talk to. One day while he was mowing his lawn, a student tried calling him, but never got an answer since he was still mowing. The student tried calling five more times, but still to no answer. That student took his own life later that day. He says he still regrets mowing that day. I can't imagine the pain he goes through and I hope no one else would have to feel the way he does.

  • @luvfromlai
    @luvfromlai 5 років тому +3750

    Sometimes the person you would take a bullet for is holding the gun.

    • @gehteuchnichtsan2803
      @gehteuchnichtsan2803 5 років тому +219

      Damn thats some poetry.

    • @FarisThe87
      @FarisThe87 5 років тому +43

      ua-cam.com/video/vQNyglizNpo/v-deo.html
      I'm just starting making Lo-fi music please check this out:) sorry if this sounds not really great

    • @yassirl506
      @yassirl506 5 років тому +56

      That is waaaaaaay too deep !

    • @xjam5841
      @xjam5841 5 років тому +16

      Due thats sick !!!!!

    • @user-qb4ze2wn2l
      @user-qb4ze2wn2l 5 років тому +24

      That's from tiktok.

  • @quentinpradelle4550
    @quentinpradelle4550 5 років тому +116

    it is both a blessing
    and a curse
    to feel everything
    so very deeply

    • @QuentinPrad
      @QuentinPrad 5 років тому +5

      It's crazy how I can relate to that
      grew up always wondering why I was able to feel things most people weren't
      It's beautiful
      but it's dangerous.
      love you for putting words onto it

    • @bitty_beastly47
      @bitty_beastly47 5 років тому +1

      Terrible haiku

  • @krisek98
    @krisek98 6 років тому +1015

    You hear "kudasai" you know it will be good

  • @imalittlebitconfused5951
    @imalittlebitconfused5951 2 роки тому +2

    I think it’s quite crazy, when you give people everything they physically need than their mental health spirals downward, and when you take it all away they finally learn to appreciate their life, I just can’t seem to get there, even when mine is taken away, I can’t seem to escape past traumas, I can’t seem to find that lifestyle that keeps me happy in both ways, but maybe one day

    • @imalittlebitconfused5951
      @imalittlebitconfused5951 2 роки тому +2

      And I don’t mean to spew Unmeaningful words, or whatever for sympathy, but rather expressing my discontent is better than sitting in mental agony, I wish the world didn’t have to be so exhausting, I’m frustrated with the lack of will I can muster, I wish it didn’t require so much to even think about living

  • @braydenms1
    @braydenms1 5 років тому +251

    this girl i work with yesterday told me i sound sad and jokingly i replied "im always sad." she laughed at the joke but i know deep down i really meant it

    • @filipshaama5251
      @filipshaama5251 5 років тому +8

      I felt that if you want we can talk about it msg me on discord ReaperZ#4664

    • @abrahammesrajecorrea2349
      @abrahammesrajecorrea2349 4 роки тому +8

      You just reminded me of how at school or work, my teachers or workmates ask me if I'm fine because I sound/look sad sometimes... and I feel like sometimes I'm "empty".

    • @PhantomBroken
      @PhantomBroken 3 роки тому

      stay strong!

  • @volodymyrkovenko9140
    @volodymyrkovenko9140 5 років тому +204

    ATTENTION. LOOKING AT THE COMMENTS CAN MAKE YOU CRY

    • @stasch_cee3954
      @stasch_cee3954 5 років тому +4

      A bit too late there fam lol

    • @tehpunisher4568
      @tehpunisher4568 5 років тому

      You need more upvotes and a pin at the top hahaha hope you doin alright

    • @pthex
      @pthex 5 років тому

      Yea I do that all the time

    • @FarisThe87
      @FarisThe87 5 років тому

      ua-cam.com/video/vQNyglizNpo/v-deo.html
      I'm just starting making Lo-fi music please check this out:) sorry if this sounds not really great

  • @seannay9469
    @seannay9469 5 років тому +352

    "I don't care if she's not mine anymore. Some nights, I still dream of her..."

  • @joaosa5276
    @joaosa5276 3 роки тому +17

    amazing how someone you don't even know can feel the same thing as you do, I love you all and I hope you all find love and a reason to live.

  • @gracemaoate3951
    @gracemaoate3951 5 років тому +337

    It was a summer camp back in 2016. It was during winter school holidays. And it was only a camp for teenagers 13-17 yrs old. The camp took in 200 kids, including me and 5 of my siblings. It was the second time I went. It was where I fell for this guy. To this day, he still remains as the one guy I secretly lowkey have a crush on and love with all my heart. At camp - we didnt talk. We never knew each other. Never did we greet each other once in person. He walked around, and so did I. But whenever I saw him around the camp grounds, I would just stare at him the way anyone would stare at someone they literally just admired. I liked his hairstyle, his style of clothing, his smile, his personality. From a distance, I could hear him and the boys just laughing. He was different and unique in his own way. That's when I had crush on him.
    Camp lasted a week. So nothing happened. Until I got home, and I somehow found his facebook. I immediately sent him a friend request (which he thankfully accepted.) On the same day, he had changed his profile picture to a photo I watched him take at camp. It was him in a colourful shirt and it was a really nice photo. So I commented "you've got a nice style of clothing." And that's when he direct messaged me.
    2 months and 3 days ---- not a day missed. We talked. We talked day and night. We exchanged snapchat accounts and just talked in between fb and sc. He was one of those guys who would be hard to find in this world. He made you feel like a whole new person. You would stare at your phone and smile everytime you got a message or a notification from him. Then when he's asleep, you would re-read the conversations you both had and just laugh. He was goofy, he was kind, he was the kind of guy all girls would love to have.
    We spoke like friends. Talked about goofy as stuff. Memories we had of our own. Things we liked, things we didnt like. Our future careers, family goals, and just future goals for that matter. Then he called me names like "babe" or "babygirl" or "my girl". At first, I was like "ummmmmm bro" but he kept saying it and it was my fault for thinking that it was gonna lead to something. He literally had my heart. He was a soccer player. He was a good brother and a good son. One night, he shared with me something so personal that only his best friend knew about. But he shared that same personal thing with me and I felt honoured.
    Then one day, I had a dream about him. The dream was about him playing indoor soccer. Then somehow he injured his right ankle. It was REALLY REALLY random. But on the same day, after I woke up, I did a few things then I remembered the dream. That dream was so vivid - I can still remember it to this day. But I remembered the dream and so I just randomly asked my guy and was like "hey, I know this is gonna sound stupid but I just wanted to ask....did you injure your ankle today?"........BRO! He replied "yeah, I injured my right ankle playing indoor soccer." I literally dropped my phone when I saw that reply. Then I asked him, "Did you wear a dark-colored shirt?" And he said, ".....yeah. A navy blue shirt." I died at that moment. Like having that dream and then realizing that it actually happened to him had me shook.
    So from day 1 to day 64........we talked. Until one day, the messages stopped. It was silent. And it become those one-worded responses. I realized that it was the end of the road for me to talk to him. He's the reason why I feel insecure to send any guy a message. I learnt everything from him. And it literally took me a whole year to recover and move on with life. He literally soaked my thoughts everyday and the pain I felt in my heart is so indescribable that no words can express. He was my first one-sided love and I still wish him birthday wishes.
    Daniel, I hope you find the right girl who will love you, your brother, and mother. Thank you for showing me how it feels to be loved. I hope life treats you good and blessings go your way. Sending you love from afar.

    • @hiraprxc2569
      @hiraprxc2569 5 років тому +24

      idk how to reply but good story :(

    • @Logtuf
      @Logtuf 5 років тому +17

      Aww so cute , I so want to meet a girl like you too

    • @gracemaoate3951
      @gracemaoate3951 5 років тому +4

      ReezDeed neither would I know how to reply to my own story too lmao

    • @gracemaoate3951
      @gracemaoate3951 5 років тому +3

      Logtuf thank you for reading 👍 i hope you get to meet your girl one day

    • @tehpunisher4568
      @tehpunisher4568 5 років тому +11

      Good read, really enjoyed. Hope you find your guy

  • @ChilledCheese
    @ChilledCheese 6 років тому +860

    Kudasai makes such relaxing music, another great one

    • @notownsolace7908
      @notownsolace7908 6 років тому +6

      ChilledCheese on my fettuccini.

    • @chem1calhaz3
      @chem1calhaz3 5 років тому +4

      Dude i see you EVERYWHERE, which tells me you shar the same interest in music as me. If you've got any music to share with me please do, im trying to expand my reach

    • @templarexemplar35
      @templarexemplar35 5 років тому +2

      @@chem1calhaz3 he's everywhere but never responds

    • @kentuckyfriedchildren5385
      @kentuckyfriedchildren5385 5 років тому

      Kudasai makes such depressing* music, another saddening* one

    • @shboi8103
      @shboi8103 5 років тому +1

      I, I don't like cheese
      But I like Lofi

  • @vortex6165
    @vortex6165 5 років тому +295

    Me: this music is so calm
    Me after 1 hour of listening:
    *"These voices in my head told me I'm better off dead"*

  • @burnthebodies7473
    @burnthebodies7473 3 роки тому +26

    “girl u realize that hes really just being friends with you for fun?
    like he probably doesnt give a fuck abt what happens to you bc it really doesnt affect him”
    is the type of advice i get from my friend

    • @kyro4521
      @kyro4521 3 роки тому +10

      You’ve got a bad friend

  • @mr.jankowski1787
    @mr.jankowski1787 5 років тому +635

    I dream of her
    Does she ever think of me?
    Does she care she broke my heart?
    There’s so many things I want her to know, but I don’t want to tell her

    • @deaddreamer2217
      @deaddreamer2217 5 років тому +49

      I know it hurts. So so much.. But maybe, maybe it was for the best of you, because if she left, she never deserved you. One day, one day you will find this one person, this one person that makes the sun shine ever so brighter. Make the warmth ever so warmer and that will make the stars ever so bigger in your eyes. But for now, for now rest friend. Leave your tired soul to rest, and when it will be ready to love again, you will know it, deep down inside of you

    • @oreksna8546
      @oreksna8546 5 років тому +10

      it hit deeep

    • @lorenamartinez9968
      @lorenamartinez9968 5 років тому +7

      @@deaddreamer2217 i wish it would happen

    • @deaddreamer2217
      @deaddreamer2217 5 років тому +5

      @@lorenamartinez9968 Give it time friend. Give it time. Rest your bruised heart and soul. They will let you know when the time as come

    • @buzzlightyear2510
      @buzzlightyear2510 5 років тому +3

      you know the answer...
      it's NOPE

  • @DiamondNinjaPig
    @DiamondNinjaPig 6 років тому +507

    its okay to not be okay. :)

    • @mrbain6018
      @mrbain6018 5 років тому +12

      no its not ;-;

    • @inf5373
      @inf5373 5 років тому +2

      Geez u make me calm

    • @rexyadillah8810
      @rexyadillah8810 5 років тому +19

      but its not okay to stay that way

    • @alabuydoc
      @alabuydoc 5 років тому +1

      i rap it and it was really cool!!

    • @sabrieal3040
      @sabrieal3040 5 років тому +1

      @@mrbain6018 It's a human feeling as much as it hurts cause it fucking hurts accept it because this is living.

  • @thomas3475
    @thomas3475 5 років тому +1502

    It's 1 AM,
    I'm alone on my pc, listening to this, smokin a joint...Feeling lonely and empty....

    • @t-royproductions4219
      @t-royproductions4219 5 років тому +92

      Thomas your never alone, you always have yourself. You just havent realized it yet !

    • @valentinlopezmunoz8269
      @valentinlopezmunoz8269 5 років тому +33

      I hope you're doing fine
      even if it only had passed 5 days till' your comment

    • @shabanamoona3231
      @shabanamoona3231 5 років тому +21

      Sending love your way

    • @Jaheuden
      @Jaheuden 5 років тому +4

      me right now

    • @xboogsx
      @xboogsx 5 років тому +22

      Hey man, I know how you're feeling. I've felt the same in the past. All I can say is that you're going to get through it. I can't claim to know your story or what you're going through but I know if you surround yourself with the right people and learn to want to help yourself you'll come out of this a better person. I hope this reaches you and you feel at least a little bit better. Much love, homie

  • @Techfieldspaceguy
    @Techfieldspaceguy 3 роки тому +22

    I just had the most beautiful dream ever last night..the pandemic ended,then I met this imaginary girl..she's so sweet we met ,we talked ,we love each other..she cured my depression it was feels like the most beautiful moment in my life..like a heaven..until I woke up and got dissapointed with the reality..with pandemic still going on.. everything still closed..I'm still lonely and depressed..I suddenly feel suicidal that morning .but that dream gave me hope..I wish tomorrow will be much better.

  • @jaredcool
    @jaredcool 5 років тому +10284

    every decision you've made in life has led you to read this comment

    • @Surfacekilla1
      @Surfacekilla1 5 років тому +405

      And see kakashi with big lips

    • @dizzee6089
      @dizzee6089 5 років тому +53

      @@Surfacekilla1 lmao

    • @bjw4654
      @bjw4654 5 років тому +284

      @@soundsoul4796 your taking the internet tooo seriously lad.

    • @emq5340
      @emq5340 5 років тому +45

      Lmao. Now this. This is significant.

    • @soundsoul4796
      @soundsoul4796 5 років тому +22

      coled penis*

  • @dragexhighwind3929
    @dragexhighwind3929 6 років тому +309

    Kudasai lowkey keeping the Nujabes vibe alive and well.. Blessin it

    • @TheMonk111
      @TheMonk111 5 років тому +14

      nah... this isnt bad, but this is not nujabes and it has nothing close to nujabes stylistically other than the chill vibe. completely different sampling style, percussion. nujabes is more jazzy meanwhile this has nothing to do with jazz.

    • @serialchiller9183
      @serialchiller9183 5 років тому +1

      @@TheMonk111 Nujabes didn't make a lofi music at all but he thought so much things to lofi. You can find parts of Nujabes in lofi if you listen more carefully. I hope you understand my opinion. You can check Nujabes - Counting Stars and Nujabes - Reflection Eternal to see what I mean.

    • @TheMonk111
      @TheMonk111 5 років тому

      @@serialchiller9183 i just typed out an entire reply and accidentally deleted it by going to another video now it's gone. oh well. basically what i said is, im aware that many lofi artists have taken inspiration from nujabes, jdilla, etc, but the genres styles are still very different from each other with nujabes and co working with primarily jazz samples while lofi is more modern and uses a much wider array of samples which makes the genres, as i said before, very different from each other.

    • @serialchiller9183
      @serialchiller9183 5 років тому

      @@TheMonk111 Yeah. The differentness comes from the ages of music. LoFi is more modern. That's why you said that. But I just mentioned lofi generally be inspired by Nujabes. Have a nice day.

    • @masterbeishline542
      @masterbeishline542 5 років тому

      You have to listen to imaginary folklore by Nujabes, most beautiful song in my opinion and of of my all time favorites

  • @Moonless6491
    @Moonless6491 6 років тому +707

    I dream of her. We've never met. I see her in my mind's sunset. In the dark, I awake with my memory drained. I felt her skin and saw her face. She called to me, and I answered back. But what she said, my mind does lack. I touched her skin, I saw her face. But when I look, an empty slate. Each night I remember; Each morning I forget the girl I saw in my mind's sunset.

    • @kelly2fly
      @kelly2fly 5 років тому +24

      Very poetic.

    • @dct_cee1791
      @dct_cee1791 5 років тому +4

      @. Why u have to be mad, its only joke XD. (Seriously tho its only a joke bru, calm down)

    • @cococop6679
      @cococop6679 5 років тому +8

      . Someone’s angry over nothing

    • @raccoonchild
      @raccoonchild 5 років тому +5

      Beautiful. Reminded me of a dream I had.

    • @josephgastellu9219
      @josephgastellu9219 5 років тому +3

      Beautiful

  • @Seven-tk7sp
    @Seven-tk7sp Рік тому +5

    I saw a video once that said
    “If you spend your time chasing butterflies, they’ll fly away. But If you spend your time making a beautiful garden, the butterflies will come.”

  • @ThePaperCreater
    @ThePaperCreater 5 років тому +3713

    Why is everyone suddenly a poet? Lmao

    • @dizzee6089
      @dizzee6089 5 років тому +216

      Cause sometimes niggas really do be like dat

    • @abklm8305
      @abklm8305 5 років тому +12

      Ikr?

    • @FarisThe87
      @FarisThe87 5 років тому +21

      ua-cam.com/video/vQNyglizNpo/v-deo.html
      I'm just starting making Lo-fi music please check this out:) sorry if this sounds not really great

    • @hanchen4721
      @hanchen4721 5 років тому +3

      @@FarisThe87 nanti w dengerin, just wait

    • @FarisThe87
      @FarisThe87 5 років тому

      heheeemakasii

  • @nacify613
    @nacify613 5 років тому +474

    imagine a year of building up and getting with the girl of your dreams just for it all to end so suddenly. none of it being your fault so you just have to sit there and watch your life fall apart.
    it all started at the end of october last year. it was the first time i told her i had feelings for her. to my luck, this cute girl in my class said she felt the same. we wanted to go out with each other but we decided to get to know each other better.
    skip forward to february, we’ve been talking more and getting closer and we decide to go on our first date. but, so many things made this go wrong. it started off as a double date (with my best friend and his new girlfriend who just started going out) but we ended up having others tag along. she also saw an ex of hers which brought up bad memories of past relationships. these all made the whole day awkward which would result in a late night text from her saying we weren’t going to work out. she felt like things were forced and awkward like things weren’t natural. i was torn by this. crying every night that week. we stopped talking from then on. it hurt having to let go of someone as beautiful as her. however, there was a glimmer of hope. she said that i still might have a chance if we’re in the same position in a year or two.
    fast forward to around the middle of the year, i message her out of the blue to find out that she had just broken up with her ex. we started talking more from then on. one night she starts flirting with me which makes me wonder if i still had feelings for her. the only thing holding me back from admitting that i did is when i heard she didn’t want anything serious but rather just flings or dating.
    after a while talking we reach the night i told her i like her. my class had an astrology night at school. i spent most of the night talking to her which everyone else took as us flirting with each other. we go home messaging each other and just before she goes to sleep i tell her i have feelings for her. she replies saying that i was the guy she was telling me about. the one she thought she had feelings for but didn’t want to say anything.
    we began talking more and more online, daily even, getting closer. one day she decides that she does have feelings for me. she always has, it just use to not be enough for her to say.
    after months of getting closer, i ask her out but she declines saying she would but it’s still too soon after her ex and she’s not ready for a relationship etc. it hurt but i didn’t mind waiting for her until she was ready. i looked at it as a step forward of getting with my dream girl if she did want to be my girlfriend.
    last month she decided to ask me out. she was so excited, and telling all her friends. so nervous that she had to ask me out online (which is not like her at all). i was the happiest kid in the world. after a year of trying i finally get with her. a week later we had our first date. it was the best time of my life. we went out to town to this festival, ate sushi, had ice cream by the waterfront, it was almost perfect. especially since i was with this perfect girl. she was the first girl i ever went out with. i was too nervous that i didn’t kiss her on that day which is something i regret so much to this day. i always think back on what i could’ve done then to make things better. not to change the outcome of what happened, but things that i missed out on that i never will have the opportunity to do now.
    the night of our second first date i get a message from her saying she’d rather not be official or anything and just stick to dating. other people just thought of it as being boyfriend and girlfriend but without labels, but i knew this would just go downhill.
    the following week on thursday she sends me a message. my heart broke as i tried to read it. she said that it was either something or nothing that we had and she chose nothing. she loved being single. she didn’t feel the same about me. i was upset and angry. she kept leading me on and then stopping things which tore me to pieces. a year of building up with the girl of my dreams and now i have to let it all go.
    i was in love with her and it pained me to think of letting go of all the memories we made together.
    i stopped talking to her as i knew nothing i said would’ve changed her mind and that if i just ignored her i would move on faster.
    it’s been two weeks since then. my mind still hasn’t changed. she feels like a stranger yet i still want her.
    every night i still
    dream of her.
    every night i go to sleep on the verge of crying, wanting to die. i keep getting hurt and it’s nothing i’ve done. i just have to sit and watch everything in my life go to shit. it wasn’t just this relationship but a ton of other things going wrong.
    to the girl that this is all about. i still love you. it hurts that i never got to show or even tell you that i love you but i do. i know you probably think this is too far for just a crush but how are you just a crush to me when you’ve been on my mind every single day? you were the first thing i thought of when i woke up and the last thing before i fell asleep. i even dreamt of you so many nights. how are you just a crush to me when i saw my future with you?
    i know you want to be single but just know that because i have to move on doesn’t mean i‘lol stop my feelings for you. i’ll just suppress them until the time is right when i’ll open up to you again. i’m not expert in relationships because i’ve never properly had one, but it’s common sense to know that when you love someone you never stop loving them. you can just hide those feelings away and push them to the side but they will still be there. because those memories of them will always keep them in your heart. memories that are impossible to let go.
    i have to let go of you to become healthier but that won’t happen. i will just work on pushing these feelings away so that they don’t drown my mind like they used to.
    until the day comes when i open up to you again, i wish you all the best.
    - anon

    • @NectisOW
      @NectisOW 5 років тому +74

      Hey man, Im sorry if this sounds mean, I really am. But the girl you haven't met is the one thats looking for you, shes the perfect one for you and you're the perfect one for her. With your story, she wasn't the one.
      Life aint all sunshine and rainbows, it'll beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. -Rocky Balboa

    • @NectisOW
      @NectisOW 5 років тому +28

      Dont let life keep you on your knees. Fight. Back

    • @MariRocha28
      @MariRocha28 5 років тому +36

      Don't be sad bro, you gave your best, but for the wrong person, never put so much effort on people like that, instable... You're not the problem, you did things right, don't blame yourself, I bet you're an awesome guy

    • @lunchtrooper4566
      @lunchtrooper4566 5 років тому +19

      Damn... I could feel the pain bro.. it's just.. soul-shattering...
      Its freaking horrible to be used..
      That's how i could describe it.
      Just...
      Hang on... Bro... You'll get through this

    • @lileb1684
      @lileb1684 5 років тому +14

      I’m begging you.
      Please tell her.

  • @AnimeChill
    @AnimeChill 6 років тому +304

    this is what dreams are made of 💕

  • @toucansam5140
    @toucansam5140 3 роки тому +3

    It’s kinda hard to flip the page when you know there’s not another chapter 😔.
    I see all these positive comments but we all know there’s a chance of depression being normal. We all know that there is no different chapter in our life. We all know the monster under our bed is inside us. So we cry. We cry the pain away. And we rethink our life. And think to when we where kids. Not a care in the world. But now we cry. But there’s always a chance the crying can stop. The crying and pain can go away. Maybe life will change. However we can’t all escape the tears. Have a good night/ day

  • @dakshfr
    @dakshfr 4 роки тому +4420

    it's weird to think that somewhere on the other side of my screen, somebody, who has their own fears, doubts, passions, and dreams, is reading this comment. Hello human.
    15 November, 2021 - why the fuck is my comment on top lmao what
    29 December, 2021 - what the actual fuck
    18 May, 2022 - i have come here again, most of you can imagine why. Im okay dw

    • @hazmatape9959
      @hazmatape9959 4 роки тому +47

      Hi there, Human! It is an odd thing to visualize when you take a minute, huh?

    • @patrickwhite0000
      @patrickwhite0000 4 роки тому +7

      Ello

    • @JeremJarnex
      @JeremJarnex 4 роки тому +42

      i don't know what to say, this really hit me

    • @daniel.5191
      @daniel.5191 4 роки тому +20

      hi human, i wish you all the love and happiness in the world :)

    • @felipegodinhodalmolin5455
      @felipegodinhodalmolin5455 4 роки тому +8

      Hello world, hello human

  • @chaii_latte
    @chaii_latte 6 років тому +524

    Inuyasha nostalgia..this gif is from the ending theme My Will isn't it? Man those adult swim midnights. I feel so old

    • @agarsrish
      @agarsrish 5 років тому +12

      Loved that ending. The nostalgia and this song are 💖

    • @andrewmeyer3599
      @andrewmeyer3599 5 років тому +13

      Jesus.. that did make me feel old as shit and I'm only 21 lmao

    • @yokai1342
      @yokai1342 5 років тому +8

      @@andrewmeyer3599 now i feel even older... watched this back in late mid and early high school... 27 now sigh...

    • @andrewmeyer3599
      @andrewmeyer3599 5 років тому +9

      @@yokai1342 Hey, it just means we grew up on legendary anime and not SAO and crap haha

    • @Ronald1234ize
      @Ronald1234ize 5 років тому +3

      Wow you had to post that lmao! Now I feel old af #23. Watched and read this amazing manga/ anime when I was 6 years old. Both library and Adult Swim back in 2001.

  • @mrtofuman5016
    @mrtofuman5016 4 роки тому +35

    This hits different when you lose someone who you love so much.
    Rest easy grandma , I hope you enjoy you're new life in heaven with out us 😭💔

  • @neux64
    @neux64 Рік тому +1

    Having a crush for years, and knowing that you never had the courage to make it happen, seems like the worst feeling ever, especially when you believed they were one-of-a-kind.

  • @kylearmstead227
    @kylearmstead227 5 років тому +363

    I be dreaming of her everyday
    Only to wake up knowing she's in the arms of another.

    • @alexisflores4409
      @alexisflores4409 5 років тому +5

      😔

    • @cocj4727
      @cocj4727 5 років тому +9

      i know how you feel, i know..

    • @woopdedo7939
      @woopdedo7939 5 років тому +7

      I know how you feel to bro. I hope we make it😞

    • @imnotchilla9482
      @imnotchilla9482 5 років тому +15

      It's torture :( I wanted her so bad but she's with someone else and I can't do anything but be okay with it

    • @spam8673
      @spam8673 5 років тому

      Damn feels...

  • @kindermist_5779
    @kindermist_5779 5 років тому +32

    I love how everyone is sharing their old memories or stories or dreams or thoughts ,like YES I've got my tissues ready let's readdff

  • @tengu4084
    @tengu4084 5 років тому +564

    I'll be back once i find the girl I've been dreaming of.
    23/8/2019

    • @jesseanciola549
      @jesseanciola549 5 років тому +32

      Player Slayer hope u find her

    • @yasminhamilton9439
      @yasminhamilton9439 5 років тому +48

      Good luck soldier

    • @wasdqwerty8702
      @wasdqwerty8702 5 років тому +12

      Player Slayer keep going king.

    • @Sir_Crow
      @Sir_Crow 5 років тому +25

      You’ll find her, I know that’s what you’ll do. Someday, out in skies of candy blue. You’ll find her, and she’ll find you.

    • @XAlpt
      @XAlpt 5 років тому +18

      We're all soldiers now

  • @SpaceCodeLofi
    @SpaceCodeLofi 2 роки тому +5

    If you are reading this, I want to tell you that everything will be fine. You are incredible, you are unique, you can face anything in your life, you have the strength within yourself to overcome any obstacle, loss or situation. You are not alone, you are loved, you have the right to feel bad and good, you have the right to feel. Be blessed by these positive vibes and live your life to the fullest. I'm sending my love to the universe so that I can reach you

  • @dadyy9521
    @dadyy9521 5 років тому +170

    When you dream of your crush and have a great day with her , then wake up to realize it was just a dream.

    • @tehpunisher4568
      @tehpunisher4568 5 років тому +1

      F in chat

    • @Owen1307
      @Owen1307 4 роки тому +1

      Holy Shit... i feel this..

    • @djohnsveress6616
      @djohnsveress6616 4 роки тому

      Damn dude, same, i just had a Awesome dream with Daveigh Chase we had a sexy cosplaying night (ˉ﹃ˉ) too bad she was dressing as samara from the Ring ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
      Seriously what the fuck is wrong with yall ? How red pilled you have to be, to have dreams as this, to wake up and fuckn know what you had dreamt so much so that the first thing that hits you is _"That girl, she was there, she was smexy, no she isn't, now i'm sad i only have my hands now for tonight" instead of _"Damn, the fuck i was dreami... _*_AWWW_*_ nom-nam... shit... need to... take a piss.."_ Who are you ppl to wake up like a disney princesses ?

  • @Ploari
    @Ploari 4 роки тому +503

    "no bro don't worry I'll be on Minecraft tommorow"
    Last seen: Fortnite: Battle Royale

    • @mythicbrotato4371
      @mythicbrotato4371 4 роки тому +34

      Now that, my friend, is the saddest sight to see....

    • @sukrutdemasek7212
      @sukrutdemasek7212 4 роки тому +7

      @@mythicbrotato4371 saddest if last seen: Minecraft

    • @betul7378
      @betul7378 4 роки тому +5

      Outprice that hit different 😔

    • @user-pe2yx9kt4e
      @user-pe2yx9kt4e 4 роки тому +8

      Tbh most depressing comment here

    • @sev7nnn
      @sev7nnn 4 роки тому +5

      So deep.

  • @Jose-ue9vj
    @Jose-ue9vj 4 роки тому +9

    I think the lofi community is one of the best on UA-cam. We kinda just chill. There's not much drama, just sharing stories and helping each other out :)

  • @alijahboni1470
    @alijahboni1470 2 роки тому +21

    Dream of her.. reminds me of this girl I met in my dreams I don't who she is but she's pretty and everytime I see her it's like I really know her.. but I never met this person

    • @jtore4692
      @jtore4692 2 роки тому +1

      Same man but that makes me look forward to seeing new people man despite me not having any social skills it makes me think not yet so there is still lots more to go so let's remember the good time for when we tell that special person all those stories

    • @KiaraLegends
      @KiaraLegends 2 роки тому +2

      Fun fact: your brain can't make up people's looks, that is indeed a real person

    • @117kazekage
      @117kazekage 2 роки тому

      @@KiaraLegends ironically I’ve had a similar dream to OP except when she looked at me her face was blank. All I knew is she had black hair and was in a large forest under an old railroad bridge

    • @notacasual5593
      @notacasual5593 2 роки тому

      @@117kazekage AYO THAT"S MORE LIKE A FKIN NIGHTMARE

    • @burnedhills
      @burnedhills Рік тому

      Funny to know that we are not able to dream new faces, so you actually passed by her at least once in your life and looked at her

  • @abrahampolanco7567
    @abrahampolanco7567 4 роки тому +133

    feel like i wanna meet all the people in the comment section, so nostalgic and distant feeling

  • @adwelel9634
    @adwelel9634 5 років тому +1734

    Me: having a good day
    *Listens*
    Me to depression: *ah shit here we go again*

    • @faith9196
      @faith9196 5 років тому +15

      Oof I felt that💀

    • @leoisitme9178
      @leoisitme9178 5 років тому +4

      Don’t die on me I’m saving your soul please believe it will be okay and eventually it will really be okay

    • @jephthaholt
      @jephthaholt 5 років тому +3

      Yep same here. Late night on my liked list and we are back wishing I knew how to talk to her

    • @FarisThe87
      @FarisThe87 5 років тому +2

      ua-cam.com/video/vQNyglizNpo/v-deo.html
      I'm just starting making Lo-fi music please check this out:) sorry if this sounds not really great

    • @MetheMaggot
      @MetheMaggot 5 років тому +1

      You're right Mister cat with a crocs in head

  • @jheinshine3616
    @jheinshine3616 4 роки тому +68

    Today i dream about a girl i was really attached too. but i dont know who she was. We went to a lot of travels and she was super clingy my heart feels warm everytime she hugs me but after i wake up everything went blank i couldn't remember her face her voice or anything.. I just know I've dream of something or someone amazing but that dream has passed right now. This is my dream today
    " The Girl I Haven't Met "
    12:30 AM Wed, 3 Jun
    ~JheinShine

    • @mj_woo22
      @mj_woo22 3 роки тому +2

      sounds like a movie I've heard. Your Name perhaps?

    • @gdredpumpkin2408
      @gdredpumpkin2408 3 роки тому +2

      Same i have a dream like that i cant remember her face and voice last year nov 17 2020 my dream i was walking to go home after school and someone is running behind me and boom she hug me tightly i dont know who is she and after that i got awake and heres my weird dream again jan 5 2021 walking with my wife? And a boy 5yo kid through supermarket to buy some goods and i pat my sons head
      Maybe god granted my wish because in jan 5 since that day i wish i had a wife lol im 15years old rn XD have a big thankful to god
      Sorry my english is not good ._.;

    • @Vortical_IV
      @Vortical_IV 3 роки тому +1

      ey i also i had this kind of dream
      and surprisingly i actually met her in real life!
      still trying to find a time to confess tho

    • @gdredpumpkin2408
      @gdredpumpkin2408 3 роки тому

      @@Vortical_IV oh my i wish i had like that

  • @dededown
    @dededown 7 місяців тому +2

    sitting here on an early night while my mind is floating somewhere between past and unknown. my eyes filled with sadness and joy remembering the last time i was here.

  • @nagnot6718
    @nagnot6718 5 років тому +68

    Plz put this on Spotify 🙏🏾
    Update: It actually is on Spotify! Just search up KudasaiBeats and go into the “White noise” album.

  • @navtrans5198
    @navtrans5198 5 років тому +194

    I cry when I listen to this.
    That’s a good thing...
    Right?
    Right?.....

  • @joxa6119
    @joxa6119 4 роки тому +48

    When life pressured you beyond the limit, you just need to hear this kind of music.

  • @CyanidePusher
    @CyanidePusher 3 місяці тому +3

    It's so lonely to be so far away from everything, but it's a view full of so much beauty that no one else will ever know

  • @stellarrose6979
    @stellarrose6979 5 років тому +5

    The comments on Kusai's music are so pure, beautiful, nice, caring and overall understanding. We need more communities like this ♡♡

  • @dory_the_prince
    @dory_the_prince 5 років тому +428

    Feeling lost
    Feeling broken
    Abandoned
    Left behind
    By someone I didn t know

  • @lprof8139
    @lprof8139 4 роки тому +17

    That's kagome from Inuyasha!! One of the best animes ever, i recomended it a lot ❤️

  • @katomiccomics202
    @katomiccomics202 4 роки тому +52

    I dream of her occasionally always dreaming of how we’ll meet each other again. It’s been almost 4 years since I lost contact with her. At the time I felt hopeless, she never gave a number, she didn’t have social media, and I didn’t know what school she moved to.
    But I moved on. I started to like other girls and eventually I forgot about her. I didn’t think it mattered if we met again since I was interested in girls I went to school with.
    And then... I got transferred to homeschool. This was before the whole pandemic btw. And I felt like I was deprived of not being loved, but loving someone. I started to think of all the girls I liked, and regret not confessing to a single one of them.
    But there was one girl who stood out among the ones I liked. It was this girl whom I had known since Kindergarten. I don’t know why, but I kept thinking back to how close were. I realized that I was who I was because of her and my other best friend at the time. I remembered all the times we would hang out, talk, and draw. I remembered how I used to draw things for her. I wouldn’t have gotten into art in the first place if it weren’t for her. I would’ve been another athlete, not that it was a bad thing. I miss that.
    I remember dreaming of the day I could meet her again. It was at some sort of event and my previous best friends were there too. I don’t really remember what I said, but those dreams always ended before I could confess. They felt so real I thought they were real. And I wish they were. Sadly, I might never see her again. But hopefully, I’ll find another.

  • @andresmunera4592
    @andresmunera4592 6 років тому +47

    Kudasai, Jinsang and Saib are truly legends

  • @Zachary-ro6eg
    @Zachary-ro6eg 5 років тому +98

    If only I had the courage sooner.

    • @joshpaulsen3407
      @joshpaulsen3407 5 років тому +2

      shit my guy, i know that feeling too well

    • @lovepeoplehu9883
      @lovepeoplehu9883 5 років тому

      If I was only braver before

    • @julinduarte9932
      @julinduarte9932 5 років тому

      shit man fucking facts. i wish i was sooner to but damn i was empty when it came to courage. :(

    • @distinctloafer
      @distinctloafer 5 років тому

      @@julinduarte9932 Ever tried alcohol?

    • @meckahmeckah5002
      @meckahmeckah5002 5 років тому

      @@distinctloafer liquid courage:D

  • @madeyemary
    @madeyemary 4 роки тому +86

    If everyone just told their secret loves they love them, we'd solve this comment section.

    • @ara8610
      @ara8610 4 роки тому +6

      Mary L lol, my crush would reject me if I confessed to her

    • @FRElHEIT
      @FRElHEIT 4 роки тому

      I never loved anyone i dont get you people at all.

    • @misaelr.h.8807
      @misaelr.h.8807 3 роки тому

      @@ara8610 I don't know about your life but, what else could you loose?

  • @spacecadet7453
    @spacecadet7453 3 роки тому +27

    I can't really complain about my life. I'm not being bullied, I don't have abusive parents, I'm doing pretty good in school, I have hobbies, maybe I don't have true friends but that doesn't really bother me.
    So why do I feel so empty? Like I am wasting my best years on nothing.

    • @callistotv0
      @callistotv0 3 роки тому +1

      Same.

    • @mightyja9201
      @mightyja9201 3 роки тому +1

      idk if thIs helps, but find a goal. a dream. something that makes u feel excited. I bet u will chase it and things are gonna be even interesting.

  • @RetroShark360
    @RetroShark360 6 років тому +76

    the quote is so real for me i can't stop thinking of her, i know she wants to move on and date people but she can't seem to replace me like i can't replace her and yet i am sitting here thinking of her

    • @hyper.basedism
      @hyper.basedism 6 років тому +3

      RetroShark360 go for it! The present never comes back.

    • @chester4082
      @chester4082 6 років тому +2

      Hey Bro , I really hope that you can go for it , just please don't make yourself regret . Life is really short , just please go while you still have the chance ...

    • @Unstableaxisgaming
      @Unstableaxisgaming 6 років тому +11

      hey man I'm going through the same thing. I just got dumped after 3 years because she said she didn't feel the spark anymore. I know you want to just sit at home because you feel physically sick and she's all you can think about but you need to start the moving on process. And it doesn't start with finding a date. it starts with going out and hanging with good friends and family. this was only a week ago for me and because of friends and family I'm starting to at least not feel suicidal anymore. It is a long slow process but I have hope that it will get better for you and me. Best of luck pal

    • @urjnlegend
      @urjnlegend 5 років тому +2

      if she wants to date other people, youre already as good as replaced. She wanted out from you, for whatever reason. It may suck dick nuts, but its another opportunity to start something different. You are lucky she was real with you and didnt lead you on like some of these other bitches do. You are not tied to her legally or by children (unless you are). Your path was to go thru this and continue forwards. Someone else will appreciate you, because thats just how life works. Fuck it. I have felt a similar pain, you just gotta move forward. she doesn't want you, realize that. Someone else does tho, maybe this is alone time, to become who you want to become. Things could be much much worse. Be glad youre alive and live to fight another day. and that you GET another clean slate. not everyone gets that privilege bro, goodluck.

    • @urjnlegend
      @urjnlegend 5 років тому +1

      @@Unstableaxisgaming keep at it bro, were all with you, just keep walking

  • @ilykcrabs5077
    @ilykcrabs5077 4 роки тому +17

    These chill beats makes me realize that I’m lonely inside

  • @kunaami
    @kunaami 4 роки тому +26

    this song reminds me of this one time I went to do missionary work for the homeless in someplace far away
    On my way back home, we drove over a bridge
    My surroundings seemed surreal
    The sky was covered in fog, but it felt like a good fog
    like a journey waiting to happen fog
    the lights on the bridge were all lit up
    it was nighttime
    I caught glimmers of stars through the mist in my eyes
    Driving through this bridge
    gave me a sense of wonder, mystery, peace
    it was so strange
    but I'll never forget it

    • @joesef555
      @joesef555 4 роки тому +3

      That sounds amazing

    • @mason4903
      @mason4903 2 роки тому

      I didn't expect you here