My first trip was with a mate I hadnt seen since the fifth grade. Many years ago. While tripping together, it truly felt we had known each other for years, we nearly spoke about our trips the entire time. It was beautiful and I felt as if I had become connected to him deeper than brotherhood. Afterwards, his naturally big ego dismissed everything we went through, but since then, I feel I know everything behind his facade. He likes to play the gangster type, but I saw who he truly was and I truly wished he would pursue that.
I feel that ❤. People find their way and I'm glad you two shared that experience. Integration takes time and it can be different for different people. The heart knows!
It's sad how many people I share genuinely magic experiences with, who seem to forget all about them a week or so later. I guess it's just too much of a mindfuck to integrate those experiences as quickly as I have learned to.
@@nellkellino-miller7673 the experiences are heavy and I think they require a lot from the mind that most people don’t commonly use. There is so many personal, existential, and powerful feelings and thoughts that you are forced to experience and some people are just not ready or willing to handle that/accept it.
I have a very intense trip report that happened over a year ago. I’m not sure you’ll see this but it’s worth a shot. It was the winter of 2022 around Christmas time. I was at my dad’s house and it was just us and my dog. I had 3.5 grams of some weak mushrooms and 3.5 grams of penis envy mushrooms (if u know your mushrooms u know these are very potent). So now that I have the setting and amount of mushrooms I will try to describe what happened as best as possible. My dad wasn’t home at the moment and I decided to make my 3.5 grams of less potent mushrooms into a tea. I consumed the tea then decided to make a fire in our fire place while I waited for the effects. I like making fires while I’m tripping because they are comforting and I’m aware they are dangerous if I’m not careful. I waited about an hour and felt little to know effects and this is when my dad returned. Yes I do trip with my dad and it’s a good bonding experience. He had half an oz of penis envy mushrooms and he gave me 3.5 grams of the mushrooms. I decided to slowly eat them throughout the night. Every hour or so I would eat about a gram. I remember me and my dad were having a good time and falling into rabbit holes and what not. Something I forgot to mention is that I always see eye balls when I’m tripping. They always have a comforting presence, they are feminine looking eyes that are always looking off into the distance. I would love to hear if anyone else experiences this. So I remember the trip going very well until 30 mins after I consumed all the mushrooms (total of 7 grams) this is when things got weird. I saw the eye balls in the middle of my vision where ever I would look and I could almost make out a head and body and that’s when I blacked out. My consciousness left my body and I was trapped in infinity. Time ceased to exist and where I was went of forever. It was just white everywhere I looked. I think I remember seeing other entities but I’m not sure because this part was a little fuzzy. I remember believing I was god and I was in control of time and the universe and I had to meditate to keep everything afloat. I would snap back into reality for a brief moment then back into infinity. I remember one of those times I snapped into reality I was on my kitchen floor and my dog came in from outside, I remember seeing every detail of him, I remember feeling his cold presence from being outside and I felt his warm tongue like my face but I couldn’t move or react to it. I faded back into infinity and this is when it got dark. I thought I was stuck in this reality that I’m living in and the only way out was taking my life. I remember just as I was thinking this I fell asleep thankfully. I woke up a few hours later completely dissociated, not knowing what was real. I’ve recovered from this trip but it really messed with me for a while. I’ve had a few trips since then that have went pretty well but nothing like that experience. Just remember to respect your psychedelics and always have a positive mindset going into your trip
@@xxxtraordinary6928yeah I’ve seen the eyes - just like hundreds of them interconnected and floating all around my perspective just watching me. I only remember the eyes in one trip out like 6-7
@@xxxtraordinary6928 super interesting - I had one amazing trip, my first. I was crying, felt the amazing love, I was being spoken to and reassured just amazing. I come back saying life is the real gift, I knew that deep in my soul. I chased that again. But I gotta be real, my bad trips out way my good trips. I had to hang that up for a while because some were simply too dark for me to handle man. Evil dark looking entity’s in like a “dark circus” theme is best I can describe for example. Relating to your trip above i got trapped in the infinite expanse as well snapping back and forth to reality - but for me it was completely black not white but I knew that time did not exist and the space was infinite. The weirdest part was during and the best I can recall when trying to think of the trip I see myself from a 3rd person perspective laying in my bed in the fetal position (my actual position). I think about it all the time like is that a false memory or was I really seeing myself???? Shrooms truly are unbelievable considering the experiences you have. I wish words could explain them because I just get frustrated trying to speak to people about it because you can see in their eyes that your words are not landing. So I’ve all but stopped trying to talk about it with people lol
You know, I’ve gotten well used to listening to bad trip reports (which I do “enjoy” listening to), but this story is so wholesome and insightful that I just had a massive grin on my face by the end
Trippin with 3 good buddies for the first time(first time tripping with them, my 3rd experience overall) this Friday. Very excited to bond on another plane of existence
@@nickkurr4967yes all drugs are bad for you that is correct, there is no safe substance to consume, as for food that depends on what you eat. Some foods are good for your heart
although a lot of the bad trips are yanno bad, it’s really therapeutic to hear the resolution and often times it’s a profoundly beautiful realization. I’ve found myself a lot calmer in life ever since i got off social media watching people fight and all the crazy, it’s nice to just think for myself. and these kinda are lessons how to think, you may face something insurmountable but then suddenly you figure about, trips kinda are the bridge to realizing you can
I've had this soul fusion thing happen at least twice. Once with my brother on acid after staring into each others eyes for a long time and the other time was while having sex with my wife on shrooms. That metaphor of two water droplets colliding and merging into one is very fitting. literally how it feels.
It's all about where you're at in your journey. Some of my earlier high dose trips simply stopped dead in their tracks, suddenly stone cold sober... I think my naive mind was trying to keep me save my fragile ego from obliteration
I haven't seen any trip reports of what I consider macrodosing. I don't understand how a few grams (very familiar with 3-5mg trips since I was a teenager) but if you'd like to hear a 1st hand trip report of 15 grams dried P.E. Cubensis or 850-1000ug of LSD-25, I certainly have some ridiculous stories I could share...
@@Vivec i may have spoke too soon, only recently came across your channel. Anyway good stuff regardless guess I just haven't come across anything as intense as almost dying in a khole on ghb. The 36hr penis envy trip. 1000ug+ lucy w/1000mgs of pral thc while dabbing. Anyways I meant no offense, these channels run out of scenarios, chems, and settings pretty quickly so I was offering you some material. Sounds like you're all set. Stay up.
Depends how u feel, are u good financially? If you are den I would say do them , it’ll feel like a vacation. We all need breaks sometimes, You might be able to get new ideas or something bout money
DMT is quite different in my experience, but my experience with it is limited. I personally have seen positive mood boosting results from microdosing mushrooms. A proper microdose will improve your day without reminding you that you took anything, IE no sensations or visuals, just a general mood and energy boost. I have had very positive experiences with mushrooms overall, but I will warn that more potent doses can have the ability to amplify negative emotions too if you find it difficult to be at ease. For DMT I would recommend an experienced sitter or even a shaman to sit with you for the duration. Both substances should be respected and taken with care.
Ive taken 5 to 10 grams multiple times and find anything over 5 grams does the same thing, I felt I hit the ceiling. Should I spend the money to hit 14+ grams? What extra effects can there be?
Dry gram? You must be really dense. Intentionally so. Either way the mushroom doesn't want to work with you by the sound of it. 9g is an insane amount.
@@celticdeamon567 you have attempted to offend me. Is there a reason for this? If it makes you feel good, you can do that more. My gift to you…🙏 Yes, very dense. Dense is the opposite of hollow. Lots of detail. Lots of substance. Perhaps I am just not getting the visuals so much. I’m still walking around the room on 9 ok. But it’s the thoughts I get. I am high functioning Asperger’s. Elon has it….many great men have it. Some say it is the tip of the spear of humanity. Natures experiment. Sad for th people with severe autism though. But here I am. Worth it… Now. The best wisdom I can tell you is that materialism is actually correct. There are not thoughts, no you, no names, no meaning, no good, no bad, no life, no death, no pain or pleasure, there is absolutely nothing going on. Even patterns do not exist outside on the mind. In the real world, it’s just some bleach here, some white here, more black there. Those atoms don’t even know about each other. Ergo, patterns are not real. And…the brain works on patterns. Means yes, YOU are not real. On 7 grams, I realized that we are all one. The universe is one object. Just as the eyes are part of your body. We are part of the universe. But I was wrong. 9 grams told me that in truth, “we” are a data pattern in the physical brain. We are not ACTUALLY here. NOT part of the universe. Just….not there. The an illusion facing an illusion all based on patterns and their detection. Both internally, and then viewing the world detecting things and assigning illusionary meaning to them. When in truth, there is no meaning. Alan Watts and the Buddhists had it right. And Billy Corgan…haha “Here is now why” Everything just….is. Follows physics. And there is nothing left to know or explore. That is pea enlightenment. The rest is all just spiritual feel good nonsense. Based on illusionary feeling and experience. The truth is much more RAW. Not good, not bad….those things are not real. So….we must continue in this illusion. After all, the illusion of experience is US. No escaping that…escape to where? So….we just plan this game and don’t take it too seriously. No need to fight the war. No need to even raise a finger. We could do nothing and simple rot into the ground we lay on. Simple does not matter. So, just play the game of light knowing all this and BEGIN with acceptance. And go from there. Perhaps 9g does work….
Notice in the first 2 part story, how the woman's supposed yearning for a child was spoken of by the man, not the woman. She never mentioned any such thing. One must seriously consider that he might have been projecting.
I’m usually pretty adept at clocking a personal projection these days, but it’s always possible. Maybe my girlfriend can confirm if she remembers having such a feeling and perhaps just didn’t include it in her report. I do seem to recall she sat silently during this time, and I never divulged it until we had both written our reports separately.
Lmaooo I did 5gs my first time tripping thinking it was only an 8th and It was great till the comedown where I proceeded to lay face down on my homies bed where I couldn’t tell if I was real or not and if I was thinking out loud shit was insane 😭 it was great tho I wouldn’t say it was a bad trip. Thoroughly enjoyed the entire trip. Afterwards i chiefed the shit out of a vuse pod and proceeded to get nic sick where I ran to the toilet and omw to the bathroom my vision completely blacked out and I fell into a wall in front of my homies dad 😭 then my homie shit his pants. It was one hell of a day
My first trip was with a mate I hadnt seen since the fifth grade. Many years ago. While tripping together, it truly felt we had known each other for years, we nearly spoke about our trips the entire time. It was beautiful and I felt as if I had become connected to him deeper than brotherhood. Afterwards, his naturally big ego dismissed everything we went through, but since then, I feel I know everything behind his facade. He likes to play the gangster type, but I saw who he truly was and I truly wished he would pursue that.
I feel that ❤. People find their way and I'm glad you two shared that experience. Integration takes time and it can be different for different people.
The heart knows!
It's sad how many people I share genuinely magic experiences with, who seem to forget all about them a week or so later. I guess it's just too much of a mindfuck to integrate those experiences as quickly as I have learned to.
@@nellkellino-miller7673 the experiences are heavy and I think they require a lot from the mind that most people don’t commonly use. There is so many personal, existential, and powerful feelings and thoughts that you are forced to experience and some people are just not ready or willing to handle that/accept it.
Who are you to tell someone who they really are?
@@mathewsmith8784 Nobody, just like you.
Having a trip tmr. This is just what I needed thank you
I might trip this week also
Good journey 😊🎉
Good luck mate. Safe journeys.
@@unisexbathroom66 see ya on the other side buddy
@@xXRango_710Xx o7 happy tripping big man
I have a very intense trip report that happened over a year ago. I’m not sure you’ll see this but it’s worth a shot. It was the winter of 2022 around Christmas time. I was at my dad’s house and it was just us and my dog. I had 3.5 grams of some weak mushrooms and 3.5 grams of penis envy mushrooms (if u know your mushrooms u know these are very potent). So now that I have the setting and amount of mushrooms I will try to describe what happened as best as possible. My dad wasn’t home at the moment and I decided to make my 3.5 grams of less potent mushrooms into a tea. I consumed the tea then decided to make a fire in our fire place while I waited for the effects. I like making fires while I’m tripping because they are comforting and I’m aware they are dangerous if I’m not careful. I waited about an hour and felt little to know effects and this is when my dad returned. Yes I do trip with my dad and it’s a good bonding experience. He had half an oz of penis envy mushrooms and he gave me 3.5 grams of the mushrooms. I decided to slowly eat them throughout the night. Every hour or so I would eat about a gram. I remember me and my dad were having a good time and falling into rabbit holes and what not. Something I forgot to mention is that I always see eye balls when I’m tripping. They always have a comforting presence, they are feminine looking eyes that are always looking off into the distance. I would love to hear if anyone else experiences this. So I remember the trip going very well until 30 mins after I consumed all the mushrooms (total of 7 grams) this is when things got weird. I saw the eye balls in the middle of my vision where ever I would look and I could almost make out a head and body and that’s when I blacked out. My consciousness left my body and I was trapped in infinity. Time ceased to exist and where I was went of forever. It was just white everywhere I looked. I think I remember seeing other entities but I’m not sure because this part was a little fuzzy. I remember believing I was god and I was in control of time and the universe and I had to meditate to keep everything afloat. I would snap back into reality for a brief moment then back into infinity. I remember one of those times I snapped into reality I was on my kitchen floor and my dog came in from outside, I remember seeing every detail of him, I remember feeling his cold presence from being outside and I felt his warm tongue like my face but I couldn’t move or react to it. I faded back into infinity and this is when it got dark. I thought I was stuck in this reality that I’m living in and the only way out was taking my life. I remember just as I was thinking this I fell asleep thankfully. I woke up a few hours later completely dissociated, not knowing what was real. I’ve recovered from this trip but it really messed with me for a while. I’ve had a few trips since then that have went pretty well but nothing like that experience. Just remember to respect your psychedelics and always have a positive mindset going into your trip
Anyone ever have something like this happen to them? Does anyone else see eyes when you’re tripping? Lmk I would love to hear about it
@@xxxtraordinary6928this is the closest I’ve resonated to a trip in my life sounds exactly like my first ego death
@@xxxtraordinary6928yeah I’ve seen the eyes - just like hundreds of them interconnected and floating all around my perspective just watching me. I only remember the eyes in one trip out like 6-7
@@Hunter.Jackson that’s awesome man. Sometimes I see only a pair of eyes but sometimes I’ll see hundreds of them. It’s very interesting
@@xxxtraordinary6928 super interesting - I had one amazing trip, my first. I was crying, felt the amazing love, I was being spoken to and reassured just amazing. I come back saying life is the real gift, I knew that deep in my soul. I chased that again.
But I gotta be real, my bad trips out way my good trips. I had to hang that up for a while because some were simply too dark for me to handle man. Evil dark looking entity’s in like a “dark circus” theme is best I can describe for example.
Relating to your trip above i got trapped in the infinite expanse as well snapping back and forth to reality - but for me it was completely black not white but I knew that time did not exist and the space was infinite. The weirdest part was during and the best I can recall when trying to think of the trip I see myself from a 3rd person perspective laying in my bed in the fetal position (my actual position). I think about it all the time like is that a false memory or was I really seeing myself????
Shrooms truly are unbelievable considering the experiences you have. I wish words could explain them because I just get frustrated trying to speak to people about it because you can see in their eyes that your words are not landing. So I’ve all but stopped trying to talk about it with people lol
"We are the blood of the beating heart of creation"
You are love 💙
You are glove 🧡
glove 😍
You know, I’ve gotten well used to listening to bad trip reports (which I do “enjoy” listening to), but this story is so wholesome and insightful that I just had a massive grin on my face by the end
Trippin with 3 good buddies for the first time(first time tripping with them, my 3rd experience overall) this Friday. Very excited to bond on another plane of existence
may you have joyous and loving experience 🙏🏾
how was it bro
Thank you so much for posting these, they are very eye opening.
Tea ingredients written down, for easy copy-paste acess to everyone:
(ammounts and ratios unknown, please do experiment and write results)
-Calendula
-Violet
-Rose Petal(sic)
-Rosehip
-Hibiscus
-Camomile
-Honey
Sounds accesible enough.
I love listening to the bad trip reports but a nice trip report is always cool to hear
This is the best story ive ever heard
I miss taking shrooms
What’s stopping you from still taking them?
Sounds like it’s mushroom time
@@Meepmoop091they’re bad for your heart
@@JW-yi6btwhat drug isint? ever our own food is😂
@@nickkurr4967yes all drugs are bad for you that is correct, there is no safe substance to consume, as for food that depends on what you eat. Some foods are good for your heart
although a lot of the bad trips are yanno bad, it’s really therapeutic to hear the resolution and often times it’s a profoundly beautiful realization. I’ve found myself a lot calmer in life ever since i got off social media watching people fight and all the crazy, it’s nice to just think for myself. and these kinda are lessons how to think, you may face something insurmountable but then suddenly you figure about, trips kinda are the bridge to realizing you can
I never felt cooler when I was a teenager tripping on them
Come down so amazing. Everything was good and felt right.
Ahhhh takes me back 😊
I've had this soul fusion thing happen at least twice. Once with my brother on acid after staring into each others eyes for a long time and the other time was while having sex with my wife on shrooms. That metaphor of two water droplets colliding and merging into one is very fitting. literally how it feels.
Lovely clear narration!
me prepping for a 5 gram ape trip tmr
Just had one sunday...
Mind blown, reborn, torn apart and dissected. Feel amazing
I love the Shroom reports please read more for us !
Very pleasant trip reports!
Shrooms are connected to the universe 🙏🏼
Tf is this I took 15g and all that happened was I climbed a mountain like a goat barefoot and was terrified on the way back down after it wore off 😂
🤣🤣
Set and setting changes the experience majorly
U probably took fresh and not dried
It's all about where you're at in your journey. Some of my earlier high dose trips simply stopped dead in their tracks, suddenly stone cold sober...
I think my naive mind was trying to keep me save my fragile ego from obliteration
A great video to mod New Vegas to. It's helping me to make Animated Takedowns. Thanks Vivec!
This was beautiful.
After I get out of high school ima celebrate by doing a 10g trip 😂
Love you man
can someone please help me find the "wheel of karma/samsara" trip report? I think I heard it on this channel but I might be wrong
five grams of mushrooms and “weren’t expecting anything unusual” …. hmmmm
I haven't seen any trip reports of what I consider macrodosing. I don't understand how a few grams (very familiar with 3-5mg trips since I was a teenager) but if you'd like to hear a 1st hand trip report of 15 grams dried P.E. Cubensis or 850-1000ug of LSD-25, I certainly have some ridiculous stories I could share...
I've covered loads of macrodose reports on the channel
@@Vivec i may have spoke too soon, only recently came across your channel. Anyway good stuff regardless guess I just haven't come across anything as intense as almost dying in a khole on ghb. The 36hr penis envy trip. 1000ug+ lucy w/1000mgs of pral thc while dabbing. Anyways I meant no offense, these channels run out of scenarios, chems, and settings pretty quickly so I was offering you some material. Sounds like you're all set. Stay up.
Fallout new vegas
Been fired from my job after 13 years... bad idea to trip being in a bad mood?
Depends how u feel, are u good financially? If you are den I would say do them , it’ll feel like a vacation. We all need breaks sometimes, You might be able to get new ideas or something bout money
I find they can amplify and expand bad moods and negative emotions if you’re not able to let go and step into the flow.
New Vegas 🤎
While yes, it was on a substance, it still shows proof... that it is possible. If they were able to corroborate it, then to me, that is acceptable.
Bro these UA-cam ads are insane every 3 minutes on my end I can’t even appreciate the vid how I want
You need to pay for UA-cam premium. Worth it…
Be happy he making bread, I got UA-cam premium it’s gas
Early gang
How does this compare to DMT and what would you recommend for depression?
@@justmyself85 I'm in the UK.
DMT is quite different in my experience, but my experience with it is limited. I personally have seen positive mood boosting results from microdosing mushrooms. A proper microdose will improve your day without reminding you that you took anything, IE no sensations or visuals, just a general mood and energy boost. I have had very positive experiences with mushrooms overall, but I will warn that more potent doses can have the ability to amplify negative emotions too if you find it difficult to be at ease. For DMT I would recommend an experienced sitter or even a shaman to sit with you for the duration. Both substances should be respected and taken with care.
Ive taken 5 to 10 grams multiple times and find anything over 5 grams does the same thing, I felt I hit the ceiling. Should I spend the money to hit 14+ grams? What extra effects can there be?
Ya fucking druggas! 😁
First for the first time
Damn almost
I was so close
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Honestly, who cares? No hate, just wondering.
Na but 5 grams? I’ll have 9 grams of good stuff and nothing like this happens.
Dry gram? You must be really dense. Intentionally so. Either way the mushroom doesn't want to work with you by the sound of it. 9g is an insane amount.
@@celticdeamon567 you have attempted to offend me. Is there a reason for this?
If it makes you feel good, you can do that more. My gift to you…🙏
Yes, very dense. Dense is the opposite of hollow. Lots of detail. Lots of substance.
Perhaps I am just not getting the visuals so much. I’m still walking around the room on 9 ok.
But it’s the thoughts I get. I am high functioning Asperger’s. Elon has it….many great men have it. Some say it is the tip of the spear of humanity. Natures experiment. Sad for th people with severe autism though. But here I am. Worth it…
Now. The best wisdom I can tell you is that materialism is actually correct.
There are not thoughts, no you, no names, no meaning, no good, no bad, no life, no death, no pain or pleasure, there is absolutely nothing going on. Even patterns do not exist outside on the mind. In the real world, it’s just some bleach here, some white here, more black there. Those atoms don’t even know about each other. Ergo, patterns are not real. And…the brain works on patterns. Means yes, YOU are not real.
On 7 grams, I realized that we are all one. The universe is one object. Just as the eyes are part of your body. We are part of the universe. But I was wrong. 9 grams told me that in truth, “we” are a data pattern in the physical brain. We are not ACTUALLY here. NOT part of the universe.
Just….not there. The an illusion facing an illusion all based on patterns and their detection. Both internally, and then viewing the world detecting things and assigning illusionary meaning to them. When in truth, there is no meaning.
Alan Watts and the Buddhists had it right.
And Billy Corgan…haha
“Here is now why”
Everything just….is.
Follows physics.
And there is nothing left to know or explore.
That is pea enlightenment.
The rest is all just spiritual feel good nonsense.
Based on illusionary feeling and experience.
The truth is much more RAW.
Not good, not bad….those things are not real.
So….we must continue in this illusion. After all, the illusion of experience is US.
No escaping that…escape to where?
So….we just plan this game and don’t take it too seriously.
No need to fight the war. No need to even raise a finger.
We could do nothing and simple rot into the ground we lay on.
Simple does not matter.
So, just play the game of light knowing all this and BEGIN with acceptance.
And go from there.
Perhaps 9g does work….
Notice in the first 2 part story, how the woman's supposed yearning for a child was spoken of by the man, not the woman. She never mentioned any such thing. One must seriously consider that he might have been projecting.
I’m usually pretty adept at clocking a personal projection these days, but it’s always possible. Maybe my girlfriend can confirm if she remembers having such a feeling and perhaps just didn’t include it in her report. I do seem to recall she sat silently during this time, and I never divulged it until we had both written our reports separately.
Lmaooo I did 5gs my first time tripping thinking it was only an 8th and It was great till the comedown where I proceeded to lay face down on my homies bed where I couldn’t tell if I was real or not and if I was thinking out loud shit was insane 😭 it was great tho I wouldn’t say it was a bad trip. Thoroughly enjoyed the entire trip. Afterwards i chiefed the shit out of a vuse pod and proceeded to get nic sick where I ran to the toilet and omw to the bathroom my vision completely blacked out and I fell into a wall in front of my homies dad 😭 then my homie shit his pants. It was one hell of a day
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣