its not like that, the best things about these kinds of songs is just taking in the moment. things are only ever hopeless when one gives up hope. dont give up hope. dont let the melancholy nature of it suck you away from the present.
Our childhood is now resting. We want to go back for the funzzies. It set my mark as a happy and jumpy kid in Philippines. Im happy for it and you should too.
When you're alone, all the friends and people you hang out with make you feel invisible, when you're tired and no one's texting back, this song will be there.
This song feels like someone you care about angrily judging you for all of your flaws and annoying personality traits while you just sit there and realize that all of your hard work to make them like you was a waste of time
This video reminds me of when I was a child, sitting at the back of the bus. Just going too school, looking out into the countryside as it passes by, just another day. Feelings of a lifetime ago
And yet as you stare out there your mind wanders, how will i be when I get through this? and what will I become after? aswell as the questions to life pop in mind. You will just be there staring,wandering,worrying,As the world goes by passing you and others with it.
This song is just naturally sad, I could be having the greatest day of my life, but when this song comes on, it feels like my dad gave me a emotional lesson.
@@tobobobobobobobjust an emotional lesson in general, I did something I’d rather not talk about recently and had the talk with a lot of people I know, it sucks I know but you need it to learn. This song reminds me that it’ll get better, move on and you’ll make it.
@@liltesty6021 You too, are good enough, and you are deserving of Love, wether you know it, or not. It's not easy being Human. Don't give up. If I can do it, then you can too.
This is one of those songs that makes you feel like nothing changes. you wish you could go back to the past. you wish you would've taken opportunities. You wish you could spend one more hour in a day. You wish things were simple. You wish your life was greater. But it's not and never will be. This is the feeling of this song
Every night you cry to yourself, is there anything left for me in this world? The answer is no, yet every day you get out of bed because you don't have the guts to stop this torture, And why bother? You're just going to fade away anyways, every moment will be forgotten at the end of time, and you should at least try to make the most of what you have, no matter how much the suffering outweighs those short sparks of joy.
Will I be able to speak After a stiff drink? Would it break my panic? Would the sweat stop pouring out? Slow and deliberate With her words She'll walk through My heart Those eyes light a fire In the stomach Fall apart From the inside out
This song is what pushes my indomitable human spirit to go further by the day. My purpose is just and my mind is now, if I haven’t found this serene band I wouldn’t have probably been here. To those reading the comment section, don’t give up.
My grandma was the greatest person I knew. Since dad left, I lived with my sister, mom and grandma. Mom was like the dad of the house, always working and bringing in the money, while grandma was like a mom, always cooking and nurturing us. She would bake the best pie ever, meat and potato pie, would always bake bread, and I would eat it with jam with my sister. It would be winter, and we would sit by the TV and watch series and music shows, eating popcorn. While watching music shows she would always move with her leg to the beat of the song, and that was one of the cutest things ever!!! She would take me and my sister to school every day, bring us food if we were hungry... I wanted to go to school by myself, as I thought I was too old to go with my grandma... I was an idiot, insecure idiot... She would bring homemade French fries, with ketchup and everything and we would eat it all. She was so happy and always had a smile on her face when we would tell her how great of a cook she is!!! In winter she had one pair of boots, big boots with which she would walk miles to come pick us up and bring us home. It was second nature to her. She was the happiest to get to take care of us, it was like the best job she could ever get!!! Every day as soon as someone mentions me and my sister's name she would start praising us for our good marks in school. I remember, while cooking, grandma would never eat with us, she would eat while cooking. The cutest thing was, even thought she didn't eat at all, she was the puffiest grandma you could ever have!!! She was always warm and ready to give you a hug!!! I remember I used to hug her after she would cut onions and I would always catch the onion smell from her apron. After mom and dad would talk on the phone fighting, grandma would always break up the fight and calm mom down, even thought dad was never there, grandma loved him too, as he was our dad... Grandma was everything, while always tired, some days with no food or toilet paper in the house, she was always there... One day grandma was cooking and baking as the usual, but mom and I noticed that the shirt grandma was wearing was only on one sleeve... We saw she was struggling to put it on, and we've noticed... Mom and I knew something was up, be just couldn't know what was happening. It was November, nearing December, 2015, me and my sister were 8th grade, mom calling me on the phone to tell me grandma went to borrow some money from a relative for us, she would always do that if things got bad... The relative called my mom to tell her that grandma was not herself, and was looking confused and lost... Mom told me where to look for her and me and my sister found her. She was pale, tired, lost... We immediately went to the doctor's, that same day, and she was sent to a hospital. The nurse told us it was probably a minor stroke. That day was the worst... I remember going home, we didn't have anything to eat, we were starving...Grandma was in the hospital, not home... The medical exams started, and grandma had done her scans to check what was going on. It was beginning of December, mom and I were outside, and mom got a call from the doctor... Mom's face froze. I was scared. Grandma had 2 brain tumors. Mom and I cried our eyes out, we didn't want to tell anyone what was happening, and tell my sister later. We changed hospitals so grandma would get better treatment. After the surgery, grandma was happy, and talking about all of us happily. After chemo and radiation, things got worse... Many other health complications appeared, and operations as well... I remember one day, grandma was laying in her wheelchair, as she could not walk, and she called my sister by a different name... My sister broke down, crying... She was angry at everything and everyone... It was horrible... In May 2019, my sister and I had a concert in our music school and we were playing with our school band. We came back, and the house was dark, with only one candle alight... Grandma had passed... It was the most cold and freezing day... I didn't feel anything... I watched someone who gave life, lose it, and leave us forever... Grandma was a hero, someone I want to be like...someone to inspire me how to love and care for others. I am writing this in a really sad mood, it is end of 2024, after probably a breakup, hoping maybe not... I am crying, I am sad, things are not good, could be better, but are looking up, I am about to finish college and soon start a job as a programmer. I am hoping I can help my mom and sister get on our feet and stand up straight. It is dark at times, sometimes too much, but as long as our eyes are alive to see, there is more than the dark. Love you grandma, you were everything, wish I knew that sooner, and if you are reading this from a better place, I love you!!!
Literally fell in love with my best friend only to find out he faked it all, that I wasn't as special to him as he was with me... It fucking hurts man...
I can't forget her. I can't make my parents feel proud for once. Everyday i wake up and there's no difference. It's the same I'm still the same loser i was yesterday. I try to change, i try and try and try until there's no energy left. Until i give up again, this mind of mine makes me think tomorrow will be different and it's gonna be good and life will improve as a person. That's when this heart of mine know it's not gonna disappear, this emptiness. It's not even sadness at this point, It's pure emptiness. I'm tired, i want to rest my head in a field full of grass, clouds in the blue sky smiling at me while the ocean waves wishper in my ears that things will change soon..soon.
I'm not gonna be that annoying " well, stop thinking about it and be happy🤓" and I'm just gonna say shit is tough and I wish i could escape my own hell
Damm im so sorry man. It's a really sad world out there sometimes :( Look maybe try Jesus. I did and im most often happy. I really hope you're able to escape too man. Love you
weird how that works. when you're in a good place this song is nostalgic and bittersweet. when you're in a bad place it's like the ghost of your past life haunting you.
its our life either embrace a lowkey life or become the main character of your show its kinda like in a cinema you can watch the movies and have a good time or you can star in them to make people have a good time yap yap yap why are you still reading this googoo gaagaa my uncle is holding me captive and forcing me to watch crispy concords my buddy i slapped my grandpa with a metal pan at 90/mph
Would I be able to speak after a stiff drink? Would it break my panic? Would the sweat stop pouring out? Slow and deliberate with her words She'll walk through my heart Those eyes light a fire in my stomach Fall apart from the inside out
Leaving this here so one day, when I’m happy and myself and confident and unstoppable, I’ll be able to remember where I came from and be proud and grateful that I made it through and that I’m finally living as myself.
When you first listen to this song going through whatever you’re going through it’s sad beyond words. But when you finally make it out the other end of it, this song is calming, this song is triumph. You won’t be down forever men, you will rise.
This song reminds of when our town, Bowie Texas, had about seven tornadoes, I remember when I texted to my sister that if anything happens, that I love her. And when my mother had stage four cancer, it's been four years since the doctor said she had two more years to live, she's been living for more than two years, and I am grateful that God said that she's not done yet. I am now a late teenager and now she's sixety-two years old. This song gives me a friendly reminder that bad things will happen when you are a Christian, but good things happen after the bad things in life.
Alone. A word used to describe a certain feeling of emptiness. A feeling of living in an isolated world. Just me and my thoughts, talking, arguing. Even with my thoughts, it's getting rowdy day by day. I'm starting to like being alone. I've been alone for so long that I find comfort in it. The emptiness doesn't judge. I like talking to myself about everything. When I'm alone, I let my heart be softened by the voice of silence. Being alone doesn't find my faults. Others already did it for me.
To all the sad people in the comments reminiscing about he past and thinking it was so much better back then, read this quote, “But maybe it’s good that things will never be the same. Maybe back then it was actually way worse, but you’re just chasing the comfort of familiarity. Maybe the reason why you miss those times is because you’re only truly comfortable when you’re sad because that’s the way you always were back then. So maybe you seek sadness by reminiscing on the good parts of the past, overlooking about all the hardships you endured to get here and never realizing how much better life is now. Whenever you miss the old days think of what you have now and be grateful. Maybe life actually was better and you were happier. And if it was just wait, it will get better again, it’s just not your turn yet.” I hope this made someone’s day better.
I remember listening to this song while going for a walk to go to a nearby park at 5am morning... I can't explain that feeling no more since I don't remember it anymore, but it feels nostalgic.
Honestly this is the type of music that has help me feel those type of emotions that I had to lock away for reasons in life and I’m so thankful for this thank you
The song that plays when it’s 6pm on a Sunday and you realize that tomorrow you have school (I know I’m kind of late but thanks for 320 likes yall are crazy)
For me this song feels like telling your dad how you feel for once and he scolds you and you sit back thinking you messed up by saying it and just want your dad to see you as his precious little girl again and not whatever you turned out as
“Life hurts and sucks, but that doesn’t give you the right to end yours or others, life is a gift, it can bless you or hurt you, in many cases it hurts and harms, but you just have to stay strong, if you can’t do it alone, well then find someone to do it with, I’m not here for long, but while I’m here I’ll help you through this.” -My grandma
This song is reminds of this feeling: even if you try you're always gonna have flaws, so be happy even if the time is hard, try your best and don't give up even if it looks impossible to not do so, you'll regret not doing so afterwards.
Personally I think this song feels like a pat on the back. Sort of like a “you’ve done what you can. It was enough. Now rest your head and relax.” I hope that no matter what you go through in life you keep on going. I hope that everyone who is struggling here finds peace in life and gets some time to catch their breath. Stay safe y’all❤️
I put this song on after I have rough day and it helps me keep my thoughts in a bundle to prevent me from emotionally falling apart and it’s this song that keeps me from falling apart all together it prevents all of those thoughts and feelings that make me feel horrible then once I try to keep my thoughts together and positive but after people pick on me secretly it’s hard to keep those thoughts positive in my mind it makes me think about why I’m a person why I exist or just why I haven’t done anything to keep those thoughts from flooding my mind and it’s hard for me to think about positive things once people do actions that hurt me so I’ve been trying to keep it together but it’s been going through me and once I found this song.. it helped me so to the people who made this song… thank you :,)
As a syrian , when I was a child I used to play videogames and watch movies especially videos but never studied because I was brainwashed for 14 YEARS And here I am a 19 year old who don't know responsibility, no courage and always stays kid This is where the song plays
Damn, can relate to that(the feeling of being immature at the age where everything is supposed to happen, and the powerlessness you feel in attempting to "change") but there are moments in life that give me hope, as it gets a little better everyday when you try your best at it, but you've gotta do it everyday, at least that's how I see it Hope this helps any who take the time to read it. -Just some lost 18 yr old Algerian
Life never gets better it never does. You just relive duller moments you’ve already left. And even if you feel something new you’ll never feel that again
This song makes me feel sad and peaceful at the same time. I don't really know how to describe it. It's like the world is crashing down around me and there's someone standing right there, giving me a hug telling me everything is going to be alright even though we're about to die.
Recently a friend told me “I know you love helping people feel better and just helping in general. But sometimes you forget that you also need to help yourself.” When she first said it I kinda brushed it off until I realized how many times I’ve comforted people while crying or was on the edge of crying/breaking down. Please don’t forget to take care of yourself ❤
This music is like my life. My mother always and forever but since my late father divorced her because of family. She was unhappy because she wasted 10+ year's living there in agony because of how she's treated. She got a new flat to live and it was uncomfortable but still she's grateful. Every weekend we, my brother and I visited her and do our activities together. We miss her every day and wish to visit her again. Also I have asked why she loved my little brother more than me (I was 8 and my brother is 5) is because my brother have no mother beside him everyday that's why she loved him more which is a reality for me to realize that I'm lucky to grow up with my mother still. After few year before 2019 when COVID break out,she got a new apartment to live in it was cramped But much better. During the year my mother was getting along with my father but not too much just a family member. But during the first year COVID, my late father got cancer. It was a stage 4 leukemia. He fought the cancer pretty good but he's getting worser each day. The day his last breath, he was talking and being alright but the next day he just lie down. He can hear but he can't see. It was devastating. I was my first family member death. So I was so depressed. After 2 years, my mother bought another new place that she like (because she like space so it doesn't feel cramped) which is very good. Now I got all facilities I wanted, but I don't feel enough because my mother still loved my brother more and I didn't get equal love. It make me feel abandon. I asked her why she doesn't love me the same. And she's angrily answer saying that how the food, the hospitality she gave is not enough. I also got scolded a lot because of my brother mistake. Everyday I always the one who is in pain. I don't know what to say but it was the fate of me. But I still love her even after that, because you never know when your parent isn't there anymore 😔. Oh, before my late father died he say to my mother to marry him again when he gets healthy, she also agreed. Maybe because both of them regret their decision. Anyway thanks for reading my messages about my mother and I life.
Holy shit i relate to the mom getting angry saying “my food, hospitality, care is enough for you.” I completely get what you’re saying. I’m admired by how you still love your mom because I really dont know how to feel about mine. I guess since I wasn’t raised with much love I cant give it back. But it’s alright we’ll keep fighting
For me this songs make think of when you realize you're alone and always will be. Everyone around you has someone they can relate to and share secrets with them, except for you. You'll never experience the joys of having a friend. Hanging out, talking, doing stupid stuff and laughing about it, You'll never experience it, you'll never have someone there for you in your darkest times, comforting you when you need it the most. Never.
"Yo what's up guys! Today I'm gonna be showing you how to draw a PERFECT circle! With no tracing, no ruler, No friends, No girlfriend, No will, No purpose, No talent, No family, No desire, No one to care... Nothing..."
This sounds like the kind of song to play at the end of a really good show where the favorite character is dying, looking up into the endless sky while also seeing all of the good memories that they had in their life, all about to end as it fades away, and they know that it's meant to happen and there is nothing they can do to stop it.
@@Esotericwisdom1848 I couldn't imagine the pain of someone you know looking at you face to face and genuinely telling you to commit, it must be horrible and I would also lose everything at the spot tbh.
This feels like me going to visit my grandparents in the country when i was 3, no school, no relationships, bliss, complete bliss and joy at everything i would get to do.
this song is like a little kid growing up and you just see a timelapse of his happiness and his smile fade away like he was like that from the beginning,you ever feel terrible and wanna cry but you can’t so you just gotta hold everything together and pray people don’t look at you weird? maybe that type of feeling is something i just can’t change feel like i’m lost tryna find my mom at the supermarket i don’t know what love even is anymore i don’t know what’s real here im having the worst thoughts for myself right now i just want comfort and for someone to hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright i miss being a kid…
This is one of those songs where it matches your mood if you're mad or sad it will match your emotions, if your happy and feel free this song is perfect
How it feels wanting to come out as they're sitting next to you, talking. Knowing they'd never EVER look at you the same if you did, so you sit there, silent. Holding your feelings down:
I don't get why everyone connects this song to sadness and depression For me when I hear it I feel like in a warm bed at 2 am, after a long long day, the place where I can finally rest and nothing can't hurt me anymore:)
The reason we here like that is are smiles or glowing in the outside but the inside is full of sins regrets angerness depression sucidal brain we try to get happy but we can't. We can because the people we love the most treat us as garbage like my mother she only gets proud of my school grades for she can show when i call here she acts like i'm nothing but air the only she acts nice is when my catholic uncle god blessed him when he is around my dad he only cares i know god does too and my uncle whem i'm sick and body hurts my mom thinks its a excuse to not go to school when i tell my dad he tucks me into bed with a extra blanket i have dreams of my mom being so nice but thats when i get up at night realizing its only a dream.
this song reminds me of school. endless, droning, mindless days of work, toil, tears and tiredness, getting looked down upon by your fellow peers because you're the "odd" kid. but hey, i'm still ballin and doin my own thing and bein my own indescribable unique self.
this song feels like someone underestimating your whole life and consequentially make you go through every single traumatic experience again in a flashback of rage, coming back to just melancholy for how stuck you are, with a person that simply does not care and a life that won't *budge*
This hits hard , everytime it plays you just remember everything you regret , even though it has a good beat , you enjoy and suffer mentally at the same time
My grandfather died when i was 8 years old, but the problem don't end there. I was an bad grandson, at least i think that i was, he wasn't the most calming person, me neither, we were always yelling at each other. But, everyday that he was coming back of the job, he always bring some coffee candys to me or an white chocolate bar, i never said thanks him for this, and i regret of not doing it. In the last day of my grandpa, he was in the hospital dying, and i could do nothing, but when my mom picked up the phone and starts crying, i knew what have happened. The last phrase that he said when he was dying of pain, was:"Is everything alright with Matthew?". No, grandpa, i wasn't, but i think that you wanted me to be. So, I'll be ok, i promise. But, before i leave this comment. Thanks for the candys, chocolates, burgers, and all you good caring of me. I love you, and i'll miss you, grandpa.
This song makes me think of me watching through a glass window at my friends being happy without me like they don't care but that I'm still happy that they're still happy.
It's going to be ok maybe not today or tomorrow but someday it'll be ok you'll look back on this and think "you made it" despite everything that happened that will happen your still here and people will help you and care for you no matter what happens were here for you always
nothings gonna be ok right now this year everything after the 2010s sucks we gone through so much and were still alive i cant blame us being lazy we were lazy when lock down happened and it sticked with us right now im going to just live i guess
I spent many late nights with my two best friends getting drunk to songs like this. We were all pretty lonely and weird but when we came together and hung out, all my issues and weird perceptions of myself would simply just faded away. I love this band.
Beautiful song. I don’t exactly know how you guys felt about this song while making it, or after releasing it, and I really don’t even know if you’ll ever see this random little comment, but just know that I think it’s beautiful and it’s moved me when I thought I was immovable.
This song for me feels like the type of thing to have deep conversations to with you friend at 3 in the morning. It also feels like the longing to go back and revisit old memories but also acseptense of what is to come .
This makes me regret the sins that I’ve committed, the things that I’ve done, but it also gives me a feeling of relief and calmness through the stress that I may experience.
That's fine dude, there isn't any perfect person in this world, it's still not too late to get better, never too late, I'm proud that you get that far, you can become a better person you just need to believe in it.
This song is beautiful. It has such a deep meaning behind the words, and everything just feels.... Good. Happy. I'm literally crying right now. I haven't cried in so long, it feels good to let it out, especially to such an amazing song.
This type of music is something you put your own music video to in your head
Yes
yessz
sooo trueeee
I think of killing myself in front of a crowd when I listen to this song
@@aaronthegamer1692 damn bro, are you all right?
This song reminds me of "Bad things will always happen, and there's absolutely nothing we can do about it."
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its not like that, the best things about these kinds of songs is just taking in the moment. things are only ever hopeless when one gives up hope. dont give up hope. dont let the melancholy nature of it suck you away from the present.
Our childhood is now resting. We want to go back for the funzzies. It set my mark as a happy and jumpy kid in Philippines. Im happy for it and you should too.
my classmates be like:
Murphy's law
5% hearable lyrics
95% music
100% vibes
100% feelable
100% fall apart from the inside out
100% always going to be like this
500% in total
@@KiipPiik 300
@@DigitalAqua. No he is counting the comments so it is indeed 500
Sounds like friends just jamming and hanging out. I love it. Imperfect but beautiful.
When you're alone, all the friends and people you hang out with make you feel invisible, when you're tired and no one's texting back, this song will be there.
for real
Too bad this is accurate
Fr 🥲
Happenin to me right now sadly
Yeah exactly, they don't feel like friends anymore, just strangers that probably want me to fuck off from their life.
This song feels like someone you care about angrily judging you for all of your flaws and annoying personality traits while you just sit there and realize that all of your hard work to make them like you was a waste of time
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Hits harder than a bus
Fr
everyday at school fr
I can relate.
This video reminds me of when I was a child, sitting at the back of the bus. Just going too school, looking out into the countryside as it passes by, just another day. Feelings of a lifetime ago
real
Best answer yet
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And yet as you stare out there your mind wanders, how will i be when I get through this? and what will I become after? aswell as the questions to life pop in mind. You will just be there staring,wandering,worrying,As the world goes by passing you and others with it.
This song is just naturally sad, I could be having the greatest day of my life, but when this song comes on, it feels like my dad gave me a emotional lesson.
realest comment on here
i dont have a dad
Hurts even more when you got no dad
I lost my dad, so this kinda hits home.
@@tobobobobobobobjust an emotional lesson in general, I did something I’d rather not talk about recently and had the talk with a lot of people I know, it sucks I know but you need it to learn. This song reminds me that it’ll get better, move on and you’ll make it.
I hate myself but I love duster
Be kinder to yourself, and give yourself more credit 💗🌎
same
literally same
@@dpclerks09 never I am awful
@@liltesty6021 You too, are good enough, and you are deserving of Love, wether you know it, or not. It's not easy being Human. Don't give up. If I can do it, then you can too.
This is one of those songs that makes you feel like nothing changes. you wish you could go back to the past. you wish you would've taken opportunities. You wish you could spend one more hour in a day. You wish things were simple. You wish your life was greater. But it's not and never will be. This is the feeling of this song
So true
You just described my mind
Every night you cry to yourself, is there anything left for me in this world? The answer is no, yet every day you get out of bed because you don't have the guts to stop this torture, And why bother? You're just going to fade away anyways, every moment will be forgotten at the end of time, and you should at least try to make the most of what you have, no matter how much the suffering outweighs those short sparks of joy.
Beautifully put.
No it doesn’t lil bri
No matter how alone you are. This song will be waiting for you.
You up
@@iceking274 like awake? Yea.
Hey bud wait for me too im so sad
I sure hope so
Real
Will I be able to speak
After a stiff drink?
Would it break my panic?
Would the sweat stop pouring out?
Slow and deliberate
With her words
She'll walk through
My heart
Those eyes light a fire
In the stomach
Fall apart
From the inside out
@unendingpinelate940crazy
Dude, ngl I first thought this was a poem I can't hear the lyrics
This song is what pushes my indomitable human spirit to go further by the day. My purpose is just and my mind is now, if I haven’t found this serene band I wouldn’t have probably been here. To those reading the comment section, don’t give up.
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@@steffaniscarborough9661 lmao, bro thinks Hes so devious rn
real
not real. give up everything collapses soon enough may as well save your time and make it collapse now
@@steffaniscarborough9661 🤓🤓
I have this reoccurring nightmare in which I wake up
Real
Real
unbelievably real
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This song fits many emotions for me. I could be sad, mad, disappointed, happy or lost. I find it comforting more than anything, it helps numb me.
Fr
real
Me too. First description of it I agree with.
"This song...helps numb me"
I feel you...
Bruh get good and hust enjoys being with friends and family this will surtely cure you
@@Ing_Failure
My grandma was the greatest person I knew. Since dad left, I lived with my sister, mom and grandma. Mom was like the dad of the house, always working and bringing in the money, while grandma was like a mom, always cooking and nurturing us. She would bake the best pie ever, meat and potato pie, would always bake bread, and I would eat it with jam with my sister. It would be winter, and we would sit by the TV and watch series and music shows, eating popcorn. While watching music shows she would always move with her leg to the beat of the song, and that was one of the cutest things ever!!! She would take me and my sister to school every day, bring us food if we were hungry... I wanted to go to school by myself, as I thought I was too old to go with my grandma... I was an idiot, insecure idiot... She would bring homemade French fries, with ketchup and everything and we would eat it all. She was so happy and always had a smile on her face when we would tell her how great of a cook she is!!! In winter she had one pair of boots, big boots with which she would walk miles to come pick us up and bring us home. It was second nature to her. She was the happiest to get to take care of us, it was like the best job she could ever get!!! Every day as soon as someone mentions me and my sister's name she would start praising us for our good marks in school. I remember, while cooking, grandma would never eat with us, she would eat while cooking. The cutest thing was, even thought she didn't eat at all, she was the puffiest grandma you could ever have!!! She was always warm and ready to give you a hug!!! I remember I used to hug her after she would cut onions and I would always catch the onion smell from her apron. After mom and dad would talk on the phone fighting, grandma would always break up the fight and calm mom down, even thought dad was never there, grandma loved him too, as he was our dad... Grandma was everything, while always tired, some days with no food or toilet paper in the house, she was always there... One day grandma was cooking and baking as the usual, but mom and I noticed that the shirt grandma was wearing was only on one sleeve... We saw she was struggling to put it on, and we've noticed...
Mom and I knew something was up, be just couldn't know what was happening. It was November, nearing December, 2015, me and my sister were 8th grade, mom calling me on the phone to tell me grandma went to borrow some money from a relative for us, she would always do that if things got bad... The relative called my mom to tell her that grandma was not herself, and was looking confused and lost... Mom told me where to look for her and me and my sister found her. She was pale, tired, lost... We immediately went to the doctor's, that same day, and she was sent to a hospital. The nurse told us it was probably a minor stroke. That day was the worst... I remember going home, we didn't have anything to eat, we were starving...Grandma was in the hospital, not home... The medical exams started, and grandma had done her scans to check what was going on. It was beginning of December, mom and I were outside, and mom got a call from the doctor... Mom's face froze. I was scared. Grandma had 2 brain tumors. Mom and I cried our eyes out, we didn't want to tell anyone what was happening, and tell my sister later. We changed hospitals so grandma would get better treatment. After the surgery, grandma was happy, and talking about all of us happily. After chemo and radiation, things got worse... Many other health complications appeared, and operations as well... I remember one day, grandma was laying in her wheelchair, as she could not walk, and she called my sister by a different name... My sister broke down, crying... She was angry at everything and everyone... It was horrible... In May 2019, my sister and I had a concert in our music school and we were playing with our school band. We came back, and the house was dark, with only one candle alight... Grandma had passed... It was the most cold and freezing day... I didn't feel anything... I watched someone who gave life, lose it, and leave us forever... Grandma was a hero, someone I want to be like...someone to inspire me how to love and care for others. I am writing this in a really sad mood, it is end of 2024, after probably a breakup, hoping maybe not... I am crying, I am sad, things are not good, could be better, but are looking up, I am about to finish college and soon start a job as a programmer. I am hoping I can help my mom and sister get on our feet and stand up straight. It is dark at times, sometimes too much, but as long as our eyes are alive to see, there is more than the dark.
Love you grandma, you were everything, wish I knew that sooner, and if you are reading this from a better place, I love you!!!
I don’t understand why this song makes me cry even when I have nothing left
real
real
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This song is the feeling when you see your favorite person or best friend have more fun with someone else than with you
So true
Nuh uh
this is literally the most true thing ive read all day
Literally fell in love with my best friend only to find out he faked it all, that I wasn't as special to him as he was with me...
It fucking hurts man...
@@maikusenpai Preocupante eu diria..
no grandma, girls do not think im handsome
This is what someone handsome would say tho
real
Damn bro. I feel you on that one 😔
Its okay.i am with you.
Ong
This song is one of the best songs ever and because of its dreamy music, I’ll always love it. Thanks Duster for this masterpiece album… .
I can't forget her. I can't make my parents feel proud for once. Everyday i wake up and there's no difference. It's the same
I'm still the same loser i was yesterday. I try to change, i try and try and try until there's no energy left. Until i give up again, this mind of mine makes me think tomorrow will be different and it's gonna be good and life will improve as a person. That's when this heart of mine know it's not gonna disappear, this emptiness. It's not even sadness at this point, It's pure emptiness.
I'm tired, i want to rest my head in a field full of grass, clouds in the blue sky smiling at me while the ocean waves wishper in my ears that things will change soon..soon.
I couldn’t have said it better
I just want happiness
Your writing is beautiful. And this is life man
I'm not gonna be that annoying " well, stop thinking about it and be happy🤓" and I'm just gonna say shit is tough and I wish i could escape my own hell
Damm im so sorry man. It's a really sad world out there sometimes :( Look maybe try Jesus. I did and im most often happy. I really hope you're able to escape too man. Love you
WE AIN'T MAKING IT OUT OF THE CRIPPLING LONELINESS WITH THIS ONE 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🥶🥶🥶🥶🥶
AND NO ONE IS GONNA HELP US🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
feeling very tyler durden 🗣🙏
I'M AT MY LIMIT 🥰🥰🥰🙊
NO ONE IS EVER GOING TO WANT ME!!!!!!!🔥🔥🔥🔥🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣😁😁😁😁
I'm feeling like Ryan gosling🙏@@ilovefrank
This song feels like an embrace. Recognition for all the shit we went through. Stand strong together people. I love you ALL.
No
@@SpellboundSpectre it does, it really does. Maybe you haven't went through as much as other people have.
I dont love me
@@maxjojo4944 you'll learn, don't worry. Loving yourself takes time but it's definitely worth the effort, speaking from experience.
Real @@maxjojo4944
No matter how alone you are, God is still with you at your highest and lowest moments.
Only watching sometimes you need more
im an atheist
@@tobobobobobobobokay?
@@tobobobobobobobGod still loves you
@@ChampiMax couldnt care less.
Interesting how many people say that this is a sad song. The song sounds like a peaceful little glimmer of happiness to me
It only feels that way to me if im thinking of it as an outro to a film. My current situation ie extemely bad so the song has some duality to it.
I think your semi-right, id say its a very bitter-sweet nostalgia
I think it's either because of the lyrics or how it sounds
weird how that works. when you're in a good place this song is nostalgic and bittersweet. when you're in a bad place it's like the ghost of your past life haunting you.
@@name_not_taken I hate nostalgia, it just makes me miss the past.
this song feels like when you try so hard to impress your mom but she still yells at you for doing nothing
Real
To have such a first world problem again. But still, that definitely does hurt you in the gut
@@arthurmilano2920 that's not a first world problem that's a problem everywhere lol....
@@arthurmilano2920 dude what?, that's a problem in every country
@@arthurmilano2920 I come from Romania I have this problem 24/7
This song is like understanding the reality, but holding onto a Fantasy.
Real
That’s crazy
this is it
holy shit
Damn you for describing not only this song but my mindset until recently. When you let go of the fantasy this song still makes a lot of sense too..
When you realize you’ve just been a side character to fill people’s voids until they’re done with you
that's crazy
@@b_f_d_dit’s true tho
its our life either embrace a lowkey life or become the main character of your show its kinda like in a cinema you can watch the movies and have a good time or you can star in them to make people have a good time yap yap yap why are you still reading this googoo gaagaa my uncle is holding me captive and forcing me to watch crispy concords my buddy i slapped my grandpa with a metal pan at 90/mph
Too relatable...
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you‘re laying late at night in your bed, frozen thinking of past memories with the thought it‘ll never be the same
this a masterpiece
Are you spying on me right now or what
Your not in an edit you are living in a middle class family
@@MagikmageQuickMageNo he isn't, but every other site is.
@@Big_Papa911Do you know him?
😅
Would I be able to speak after a stiff drink?
Would it break my panic?
Would the sweat stop pouring out?
Slow and deliberate with her words
She'll walk through my heart
Those eyes light a fire in my stomach
Fall apart from the inside out
Thank you for sharing your time for these lyrics. May God bless you and every step you take.
@@Pyro_RomeroTheWolf 🖤
Thankyouuuu was searching for this :)
@@medullaoblongata5786 you're welcome:)
when you think about it, this song could be about tuburculosis, slowly falling apart from the inside out
Leaving this here so one day, when I’m happy and myself and confident and unstoppable, I’ll be able to remember where I came from and be proud and grateful that I made it through and that I’m finally living as myself.
I hope you are proud of yourself as I am of you. I might just be a stranger, but I hope you still take as a honest compliment
i hope ure happy in these past 8months, waiting for ur reply bro!
Well good on you for having a will to live , question where do I buy a handgun by chance?
@@lolllzzzz-qj9xe😢
What's worse than the feeling of being broken hearted? Not making your parents proud, making them cry over your stupidity.
Understand
Abl
My mom is being all positive and everything but in reality i only make her life worse, I know, I just know
@@styxminur fine. Study moon astrology with donna cunningham bought used online. Every mom is her own story of pain and heartache. Ur gonna do great.
They cry for you?
When you first listen to this song going through whatever you’re going through it’s sad beyond words. But when you finally make it out the other end of it, this song is calming, this song is triumph.
You won’t be down forever men, you will rise.
Thank you
@@timthetenderengine2495 I love you brother
I really fucking needed this. 😭❤
This song reminds of when our town, Bowie Texas, had about seven tornadoes, I remember when I texted to my sister that if anything happens, that I love her. And when my mother had stage four cancer, it's been four years since the doctor said she had two more years to live, she's been living for more than two years, and I am grateful that God said that she's not done yet. I am now a late teenager and now she's sixety-two years old. This song gives me a friendly reminder that bad things will happen when you are a Christian, but good things happen after the bad things in life.
Alone.
A word used to describe a certain feeling of emptiness. A feeling of living in an isolated world.
Just me and my thoughts, talking, arguing. Even with my thoughts, it's getting rowdy day by day.
I'm starting to like being alone. I've been alone for so long that I find comfort in it.
The emptiness doesn't judge.
I like talking to myself about everything. When I'm alone, I let my heart be softened by the voice of silence.
Being alone doesn't find my faults.
Others already did it for me.
Life is hard when you have no friends and nobody cares about you but this song it just calms you down and is always with you
To all the sad people in the comments reminiscing about he past and thinking it was so much better back then, read this quote, “But maybe it’s good that things will never be the same. Maybe back then it was actually way worse, but you’re just chasing the comfort of familiarity. Maybe the reason why you miss those times is because you’re only truly comfortable when you’re sad because that’s the way you always were back then. So maybe you seek sadness by reminiscing on the good parts of the past, overlooking about all the hardships you endured to get here and never realizing how much better life is now. Whenever you miss the old days think of what you have now and be grateful. Maybe life actually was better and you were happier. And if it was just wait, it will get better again, it’s just not your turn yet.” I hope this made someone’s day better.
maybe
thankyou
thank you
Yes, it did🥲
Awesome outlook yo
this song makes me tear up. its like hearing an old friend again. thanks for this piece of music.
same
When you're happy, you listen to the song normally.
When you're sad, you enter another *universe* .
It reminds me of the days when you didn't have to watch ads when you were listening to music on UA-cam
I remember listening to this song while going for a walk to go to a nearby park at 5am morning... I can't explain that feeling no more since I don't remember it anymore, but it feels nostalgic.
Honestly this is the type of music that has help me feel those type of emotions that I had to lock away for reasons in life and I’m so thankful for this thank you
I love this visual
real
Very simple yet so good
The song that plays when it’s 6pm on a Sunday and you realize that tomorrow you have school
(I know I’m kind of late but thanks for 320 likes yall are crazy)
Most accurate thing I have ever heard
No this is the song that makes you think you have school tomorrow but you are past that age
@@orhanferityalcnkaya7831realest shit
Summer break 🥲
No, this song plays when it’s 6pm on a Sunday and you realize that tomorrow you’ll never have school anymore…
For me this song feels like telling your dad how you feel for once and he scolds you and you sit back thinking you messed up by saying it and just want your dad to see you as his precious little girl again and not whatever you turned out as
Real
don’t ruin the 69
Ima ruin it
I wish I spent more time with my father. He passed away
@@Gakhara my condolence for your father's death... May he rest in peace and may
Just remembering the good times when I was loved, this song just puts on a kind of sideshow of the good memories I once had
Exactly....
This is the song that plays in a bittersweet memory that you remember forever
I only listen to duster to remember my cherished memories with my best friend, this will always be in my heart
“Life hurts and sucks, but that doesn’t give you the right to end yours or others, life is a gift, it can bless you or hurt you, in many cases it hurts and harms, but you just have to stay strong, if you can’t do it alone, well then find someone to do it with, I’m not here for long, but while I’m here I’ll help you through this.” -My grandma
Your grandma sounds nice.
Man this brings tears to a man's heart
I sincerly hope you grandma is doing fine
Grandparents are life’s greatest gift
@@bradydechant8281 they truly are,my grandma was the only one who gave me love and care when no one did
This song is reminds of this feeling: even if you try you're always gonna have flaws, so be happy even if the time is hard, try your best and don't give up even if it looks impossible to not do so, you'll regret not doing so afterwards.
Personally I think this song feels like a pat on the back. Sort of like a “you’ve done what you can. It was enough. Now rest your head and relax.”
I hope that no matter what you go through in life you keep on going. I hope that everyone who is struggling here finds peace in life and gets some time to catch their breath. Stay safe y’all❤️
I put this song on after I have rough day and it helps me keep my thoughts in a bundle to prevent me from emotionally falling apart and it’s this song that keeps me from falling apart all together it prevents all of those thoughts and feelings that make me feel horrible then once I try to keep my thoughts together and positive but after people pick on me secretly it’s hard to keep those thoughts positive in my mind it makes me think about why I’m a person why I exist or just why I haven’t done anything to keep those thoughts from flooding my mind and it’s hard for me to think about positive things once people do actions that hurt me so I’ve been trying to keep it together but it’s been going through me and once I found this song.. it helped me so to the people who made this song… thank you :,)
As a syrian , when I was a child I used to play videogames and watch movies especially videos but never studied because I was brainwashed for 14 YEARS
And here I am a 19 year old who don't know responsibility, no courage and always stays kid
This is where the song plays
Damn, can relate to that(the feeling of being immature at the age where everything is supposed to happen, and the powerlessness you feel in attempting to "change") but there are moments in life that give me hope, as it gets a little better everyday when you try your best at it, but you've gotta do it everyday, at least that's how I see it
Hope this helps any who take the time to read it.
-Just some lost 18 yr old Algerian
Yo I'm Syrian too
igs you can manage and start a business on internet
What brainwashed you
Life never gets better it never does. You just relive duller moments you’ve already left. And even if you feel something new you’ll never feel that again
broke down in tears hearing this song.
this genuinely feels like the dread of going back to school, and i love it.
This song really lets out what is bottled up inside after a real long day…
Especially whats been bottled up inside of you your entire life
Especially when you can’t be the person you want to be and your expected to be perfect
@@Potatomanz7176it’s me
This song makes me feel sad and peaceful at the same time. I don't really know how to describe it. It's like the world is crashing down around me and there's someone standing right there, giving me a hug telling me everything is going to be alright even though we're about to die.
God will always be there for you, no matter what. He understands.
I have hope, I hope he still listens to me 🥹
@@gabbyaliaga17 he does and he always will no matter what
Amen this is true
五彩纸屑！五彩纸屑到处都是！
Recently a friend told me “I know you love helping people feel better and just helping in general. But sometimes you forget that you also need to help yourself.” When she first said it I kinda brushed it off until I realized how many times I’ve comforted people while crying or was on the edge of crying/breaking down. Please don’t forget to take care of yourself ❤
This music is like my life. My mother always and forever but since my late father divorced her because of family. She was unhappy because she wasted 10+ year's living there in agony because of how she's treated.
She got a new flat to live and it was uncomfortable but still she's grateful. Every weekend we, my brother and I visited her and do our activities together. We miss her every day and wish to visit her again.
Also I have asked why she loved my little brother more than me (I was 8 and my brother is 5) is because my brother have no mother beside him everyday that's why she loved him more which is a reality for me to realize that I'm lucky to grow up with my mother still.
After few year before 2019 when COVID break out,she got a new apartment to live in it was cramped
But much better. During the year my mother was getting along with my father but not too much just a family member. But during the first year COVID, my late father got cancer. It was a stage 4 leukemia. He fought the cancer pretty good but he's getting worser each day. The day his last breath, he was talking and being alright but the next day he just lie down. He can hear but he can't see.
It was devastating. I was my first family member death. So I was so depressed. After 2 years, my mother bought another new place that she like (because she like space so it doesn't feel cramped) which is very good. Now I got all facilities I wanted, but I don't feel enough because my mother still loved my brother more and I didn't get equal love. It make me feel abandon. I asked her why she doesn't love me the same. And she's angrily answer saying that how the food, the hospitality she gave is not enough.
I also got scolded a lot because of my brother mistake. Everyday I always the one who is in pain.
I don't know what to say but it was the fate of me. But I still love her even after that, because you never know when your parent isn't there anymore 😔. Oh, before my late father died he say to my mother to marry him again when he gets healthy, she also agreed. Maybe because both of them regret their decision.
Anyway thanks for reading my messages about my mother and I life.
damn bro u did every thing good stay safe brother 🙂
It's okay, it'll be better soon. Everything you've planned will happen in time.
Amogis moment
Holy shit i relate to the mom getting angry saying “my food, hospitality, care is enough for you.” I completely get what you’re saying. I’m admired by how you still love your mom because I really dont know how to feel about mine. I guess since I wasn’t raised with much love I cant give it back. But it’s alright we’ll keep fighting
@@AL-zr5qv u deserved it
For me this songs make think of when you realize you're alone and always will be. Everyone around you has someone they can relate to and share secrets with them, except for you. You'll never experience the joys of having a friend. Hanging out, talking, doing stupid stuff and laughing about it, You'll never experience it, you'll never have someone there for you in your darkest times, comforting you when you need it the most. Never.
This is what i realize since grade 6 in elemntary scchool
I can really relate to this, thank you
That's me
@@danixfanAnshary bud just hit 7th 💀💀💀
@@azhtenz yep 😃
"Yo what's up guys!
Today I'm gonna be showing you how to draw a PERFECT circle!
With no tracing, no ruler, No friends, No girlfriend, No will, No purpose, No talent, No family, No desire, No one to care... Nothing..."
are tou talking abiut the circle as our life routine
yes
...
How are you gonna draw the perfect circle if there is no talent?
A circle has no point. Unlike other shapes.
****
This sounds like the kind of song to play at the end of a really good show where the favorite character is dying, looking up into the endless sky while also seeing all of the good memories that they had in their life, all about to end as it fades away, and they know that it's meant to happen and there is nothing they can do to stop it.
this is the only duster song that is about hope and not suicide, makes you feel diffrent dosent it...
Spelt "dosent" wrong >:)
@@malekxy3aa299 I do
Bro someone told me to kill my self im already ruined and my heart is empty
@@Linc193don’t let it get under your skin. Anyone and everyone does that kinda stuff
@@Esotericwisdom1848 I couldn't imagine the pain of someone you know looking at you face to face and genuinely telling you to commit, it must be horrible and I would also lose everything at the spot tbh.
This song is one of those songs that make you take in the moment and probably take in good memories..
This feels like me going to visit my grandparents in the country when i was 3, no school, no relationships, bliss, complete bliss and joy at everything i would get to do.
Calm rainy day looking
outside the window doing nothing vibe. I love it
This song feels like a past i don't even remember.
And it also reminds me of this girl i got easily attached with
too bad we just met online, im not able to talk with her anymore though :(
We all lost a lot of friends we used to know online.
this song has been with me at my lowest and highest, it was just me and this song
This is why music is therapy
this song is like a little kid growing up and you just see a timelapse of his happiness and his smile fade away like he was like that from the beginning,you ever feel terrible and wanna cry but you can’t so you just gotta hold everything together and pray people don’t look at you weird? maybe that type of feeling is something i just can’t change feel like i’m lost tryna find my mom at the supermarket i don’t know what love even is anymore i don’t know what’s real here im having the worst thoughts for myself right now i just want comfort and for someone to hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright i miss being a kid…
This is one of those songs where it matches your mood if you're mad or sad it will match your emotions, if your happy and feel free this song is perfect
he who lives in harmony with himself, lives in harmony with the universe
How it feels wanting to come out as they're sitting next to you, talking. Knowing they'd never EVER look at you the same if you did, so you sit there, silent. Holding your feelings down:
This song breaks my heart so much, yet I can't help but listen to it and identify with the lyrics
I don't get why everyone connects this song to sadness and depression
For me when I hear it I feel like in a warm bed at 2 am, after a long long day, the place where I can finally rest and nothing can't hurt me anymore:)
The reason we here like that is are smiles or glowing in the outside but the inside is full of sins regrets angerness depression sucidal brain we try to get happy but we can't. We can because the people we love the most treat us as garbage like my mother she only gets proud of my school grades for she can show when i call here she acts like i'm nothing but air the only she acts nice is when my catholic uncle god blessed him when he is around my dad he only cares i know god does too and my uncle whem i'm sick and body hurts my mom thinks its a excuse to not go to school when i tell my dad he tucks me into bed with a extra blanket i have dreams of my mom being so nice but thats when i get up at night realizing its only a dream.
@@idk-uv9nj 😢
Perfect song to listen to while aimlessly wandering through the streets of New York at sunset and romanticizing my life
this song reminds me of school. endless, droning, mindless days of work, toil, tears and tiredness, getting looked down upon by your fellow peers because you're the "odd" kid. but hey, i'm still ballin and doin my own thing and bein my own indescribable unique self.
When this comes up, I think of my grandma who passed away 4 years ago, it hurts to think about but at the same time she watches over me
this song feels like someone underestimating your whole life and consequentially make you go through every single traumatic experience again in a flashback of rage, coming back to just melancholy for how stuck you are, with a person that simply does not care and a life that won't *budge*
those dealing with chronic pain, this song is for us.
This hits hard , everytime it plays you just remember everything you regret , even though it has a good beat , you enjoy and suffer mentally at the same time
Yeah. It's a sad song and it kinda gives the feeling of if your friends had to leave the game, and your just now playing. Alone. In the silence.
True it's like the feeling of hating sourness but at the same time you cannot just get enough of it
Am I the only one who gets a happy and nostalgic feeling and vibe from this song?
This song goes down nicely with a glass of milk when I’m alone and hurting.
My grandfather died when i was 8 years old, but the problem don't end there. I was an bad grandson, at least i think that i was, he wasn't the most calming person, me neither, we were always yelling at each other.
But, everyday that he was coming back of the job, he always bring some coffee candys to me or an white chocolate bar, i never said thanks him for this, and i regret of not doing it.
In the last day of my grandpa, he was in the hospital dying, and i could do nothing, but when my mom picked up the phone and starts crying, i knew what have happened.
The last phrase that he said when he was dying of pain, was:"Is everything alright with Matthew?".
No, grandpa, i wasn't, but i think that you wanted me to be.
So, I'll be ok, i promise.
But, before i leave this comment.
Thanks for the candys, chocolates, burgers, and all you good caring of me.
I love you, and i'll miss you, grandpa.
charge it
This song makes me think of me watching through a glass window at my friends being happy without me like they don't care but that I'm still happy that they're still happy.
This song makes me cry until I can't breath
It's going to be ok maybe not today or tomorrow but someday it'll be ok you'll look back on this and think "you made it" despite everything that happened that will happen your still here and people will help you and care for you no matter what happens were here for you always
thank you
Nah man I’ll always be a failure but somehow even with that information I’m fine with who I am
nothings gonna be ok right now this year everything after the 2010s sucks we gone through so much and were still alive i cant blame us being lazy we were lazy when lock down happened and it sticked with us right now im going to just live i guess
“you’re still here” NOT FOR LONG😂
@@hisfavworstnightmarelet's not joke about that
I spent many late nights with my two best friends getting drunk to songs like this. We were all pretty lonely and weird but when we came together and hung out, all my issues and weird perceptions of myself would simply just faded away. I love this band.
“is happiness just a distraction for true reality?”
Who cares what reality is if you can be happy
This type of music that when u first hear it it can never leave ur mind
Beautiful song. I don’t exactly know how you guys felt about this song while making it, or after releasing it, and I really don’t even know if you’ll ever see this random little comment, but just know that I think it’s beautiful and it’s moved me when I thought I was immovable.
This song for me feels like the type of thing to have deep conversations to with you friend at 3 in the morning. It also feels like the longing to go back and revisit old memories but also acseptense of what is to come .
This song makes you think of when your in school thinking I hate school but now you wish to go back.
This makes me regret the sins that I’ve committed, the things that I’ve done, but it also gives me a feeling of relief and calmness through the stress that I may experience.
That's fine dude, there isn't any perfect person in this world, it's still not too late to get better, never too late, I'm proud that you get that far, you can become a better person you just need to believe in it.
duster is life, i love u duster
What is duster
sometimes life is worth living when I hear songs like this 🖤
Hey stranger, you have good taste in music
This song is beautiful. It has such a deep meaning behind the words, and everything just feels.... Good. Happy. I'm literally crying right now. I haven't cried in so long, it feels good to let it out, especially to such an amazing song.