You do you, Hayley. Your attitude about music is refreshing. And it’s always good to see your chaotic stories. Haha Just take care of yourself, and post when you want to (and don’t when you don’t). Either way, we’re here for it.😊 Been a fan of yours since high school, btw (back when I was rebelling because everyone and their dog was telling me how great Paramore was, and I wouldn’t hear it because it was damn annoying. Lol Glad my sister blasted your music from the bathroom while she was showering, because I became the biggest fan after being reluctantly exposed😂). I’m 32 now, so it’s been a while.😄
I remembered that this lady is 35....and then I remembered that I'm 33. WE WERE JUST KIDS HAVING A RIOT! HEAD-BANGGING LIKE YESTERDAY! WHEN DID WE GET OOOOOLD?
botted/inflated vanity metrics, stan wars/tribalism, industry genre classification/pigeonholed creativity...one day we'll all see through the veil. appreciate you and Brian keeping it real @2:43 😂❤
During lockdown she would just cover songs for fun and upload them to Instagram. There are some uploaded to UA-cam and she's unarchiving some on Instagram now.
❤... I Adore you Gal... The Internet is the Matrix sexy except it doesn't matter what pill you take everyone ends up in Wonderland 🕳... Side note I will Asystole with anything you need see Gal... I am in Wonderland 🚪🎼... CrossOver Verse 2...🧸
I mean... Taylor chases number 1s like she is Thanos collecting infinity stones, lol anyways I just hope the check they are getting for being an opener is good ✨️
dear miss hayley williams, of no single simple reason, unattached to any singular words or phrases used in this world, also ever having been deprived of causative particles pertaining to this world, also unknown to subdued or not jumping around in double-words overlapping with double-words while meaning a certain portion of them, as it might be common in english, as it has appeared to me, also being 6 years 2 month 21 / 25 days older than you, unknown to cellphone and new/fake fake/new, known to "the language" (as such) has ever been wrong/corrupt/unfinished, was like that and is now, yet", not known to the new-new-newfing, whatever that is, but i guess it's about denying that "the language" ever has been wrong/corrupt/unfinished while replacing the same phrase or where it stands / used to stay more or less by the statement of that "the language" is newly wrong, or new-new-wrong, and then you can newf it, drop the new, and do what you want, newf used similar as "to waive", and then anyyou can be praying outspokenly for hope and forgiveness while actively encircling all human language. whatever. why did i end up now here? was the last portion too unncessarily long? ya, for me alone there would be no reason, i also don't see a particular reason to end up there for you. there might be a lot of other bad things to mention but i don't have the time, here and now. for this is supposed to be a declaration of will of some sorts, to produce 1 moment that i feel i need to produce, and this moment would be about you knowing me, for instance, when i simply state that knowing this commentary is sufficent to state that you would know me. since around the time, but the day was also very good, the date, where your tour this year started, my infatuation for you, this is the best word i could find, but i cannot explain now what i mean by that, but i could if we met in person, at least circle around it, in my mind, at least, for an endless duration of time, reiterating: this my infatuation for you, around this time, had reached unsurpassable max level, as i would call it. but fear not, for i am unable to see you or to move into your, or next to your, vicinity. which is very sad to me, but maybe for the best, since also my hopes regarding are incredibly high. but the declaration of will, since i am becoming more or more confused, which is not true, by the possibilty of either you already knowing of my existence or by the possibility of you never having known of my existence, ... ya, this declaration won't help very much, but then i did it, and it would be there, also as a thing, a thinglike object, which would've happened, oh, yea, this declaration is about me reaching out for you, or something, whatever that means. it means that i produced it, it was not conjured by hearsay or existing or maybe existing knowledge about me and my existence within the ppl around you or the ppl around the ppl around you. so i should have produced it. because i want it to. and thoroughly. and i should not take it back. and it must be directed at you, meaning you, and you, and you, and only you. and i do not know if i ask specifically for you meeting me, but i surely also right now have that in mind, somewhere, but we also don't need to be overly fast about it, for at first you should basically simply notice that i exist, in opposition to i do not exist. and that i am a singular person, that i only exist in this form, and that i can be known and that i can be seen.
i will, if i see that correctly, not comment on this comment further, i might though, i might comment on other things you post. idk. but i guess not. i don't know why i write now, in opposition to sometime else. i wanted to claim this timestamp tho. german is a simple language, which means it had the potential to be simple and to remain simple, and as an outsider you would've the potential of the potential to be simple and remain simple, and as the outsider of the outsiders, you could have whatever, i don't know, stand in a hole in the center of society or the logical or languagewise, but it's supposed to be analoguous i guess, in english, society, and basically would know that the language never evolved, and is in the state of the first day, with no valid storage place, to make new experiences or to store them or to be able to remember them, and you might also know that the english language is a doubled language which doubled itself out of no valid reasons at all, and maybe you'd also know, that it seems to have another center, seemingly with also someone in it who cannot be touched by the common words of the common language. ya, claiming the timestamp, whatever it means. it is at least a proof that i was thinking about you, and i obviously am feeling a bit magical, or linked to you, and according to my illusions, you might have shown up here already, standing here, like, without warning, because there would be like people in your back or what, and they would know me and they would be friendly or what. the thought that i might've never seen you once in my whole life, i don't know why it means so much to me, but it obviously does, and i also feel like i would have acquired like enough things to say to you, like fixed things, fixed things, you anyway would need to know in order to understand me at all, fixed things that would basically require 4+4 days, because you should also sleep inbetween, and the first 4 days would be the basic things, fixed things, and then we would've like 4 days more, in which actually it would be possible to check on whether we both at all would also like each other personally, on a human kind of basis you know, because maybe the first 4 days would actually have no time for this. because of fixed things, logical things, that i would want to tell you, general things. idk. the question, whether you would like that. i cannot answer for you. i also noticed that you might be looking for me anyway. especially now, especially 2024. that you would be looking for some kind of pendant of you. because it must exist or something. and i happened to think it would be me. and since i exist as a singular human being. and since you maybe not know of my existence yet. since all the similarities or shared things that might be seen in you from afar, because you can be seen from afar, you know, because it's possible to buy you, or what, buy the thing, the product, there, this "hayley williams". yea, so maybe i can see you from afar. but you cannot see me. and so i thought i let you know. all the similarities, that might be seen. in you. from my side. ya, we have conspiracy in general. a language, that is ... too much or has too many holes in it. we have my eyes have seen you. the basic thing or love a natural human being can feel about simply seeing another natural human being. but this would be before the world. timely before, and cannot take part. we have the other thing, there, with your eyes, not being part in any conspiracy. we have mandalaing it out, like your lillies stay white while coloring it out, but anyone could do it, and anyone could address a phantom or phantaism, any kind of thinglike / wordlike mixture, which represent that something is missing in this world.
ya, all the things, in you, that could be seen or wanted, wanted to be seen, from afar, could mean, when i stare at it, most obviously, could mean that you already know me. or would have something to do with me. could also mean .... so many other things, could come from so many other things, practically it would look the same. and i can be known, you know, i'm a unique person, and i can be known, thus you could know me, or someone around you, and they would never tell you, you know, in order to torture us both, you know. could be. yea, and i thought i'd help clear this up now, tho the question is, how you could reach me, in case you wanted to answer, because through the internet it's basically hopeless i would say. so i thought i'd help, help myself, clear this up, and well, i had a twitter account once, or multiple, and i can't remember it clearly, but i also tweeted you, but the first tweets were more like a general cry for help or so, to mass media maybe, as such, so i addressed you as "mass media" or such, and in retrospect i guess you could also read that out, in case you witnessed my tweets to you, and the next tweets, maybe with years inbetween them, were actually written in a mood, or a fixed mood, asking the question, in the end, if you are there at all, if you even exist, and i guess you might have, in case you noticed my tweets, sniffed that out and known about it, that i tweeted to the person called "are you here at all?" but maybe not to you. so idk if you know that and can remember me, but i guess it was very awkward anyway. maybe too awkward to even want to remember it. yea. this is the 3rd version, and it's been 8 hours or so. and i should claim that timestamp you know. i really hope that you do not delete the upload. because, if you want to delete the commentary, because a certain person, maybe me, maybe under psychological distress has like caused, theoretically in public, things that mentioned before person would not be able to stand through sober, drunk or not or whether reason existed or not. well i hope you do not delete the upload. though you might do after 30 days, if you want to, you can upload it again, i guess, but i still, very much, would want one guaranteed moment, where the miss hayley williams would have taken to notice that i do exist as in opposition to i do not exist.
and furthermore, for not .... yea, i guess i will not add commentaries to this commentary. and since i also wouldn't be able to tell whether it is she or not, if she answers, she doesn't have to answer. i might come here tho, in order to check, whether, i don't know how that goes, but i guess you cannot delete it if you are not youtube yourself. so to check if it's still up. and that's about it, then, the possibilities i could have to reach her. ya, i forgot now to sing her songs, or to comment on the blending of music, as musing around, and newsic, for it is doubled, but it is not new / now / now-now / also not know-know, and what then fan means, or music fan, and why she suddenly moves to "camera", and the other things, mentioned or not, i thought tho, it was a good, a fitting upload, to stress, while commenting it, that i do not see anything fixed in it, or stressed in it, that i am not that insane, and that it is a very open text. she performs there. i thought i could make that clear, while commenting on it, but now the comment doesn't fit here anymore, since the text is already way too long. ya, i can also, see a lot of very bad things, in the back, generally, of all society, ya, and that's about how blank or bland i want to put it and stay with this nothingsaying version. ya, this is a youtube account. there is nothing much linked to it. i have no uploads. abonnements is private. i mentioned my birth date. i mentioned that i might be from germany. and for the rest you have to hack like various worldwide gigantomax organisations, which should have an unhackable key being changed frequently, and also using human timestamps i guess, and it's a society that plays with knowing other ppl while it doesn't, and after 2000 it's enforcing knowing-knowing-not-knowing other ppl while it does, i guess, then, but also the consequences might be very grave, and i shouldn't treat this topic so lightly, while there is no possible platform any longer, and before, it was also only always in the coming, but never there, to do otherwise. this is all very sad. so i guess, the hayley can still like say, all the time, that she doesn't know me, but i still, i hope, in case she reads this, that i could mark a certain unique spot in her brain, in her thoughts, that she would remember me uniquely and would be willing to know me or that she would have had known me, or wanted to, if she ever found the time.
and i also hope i haven't mentioned anything too bad. regarding whoever. ya, so, it's the third attempt, to write this text. it's 8 hours. and i guess i have to post this now. so she knows me. according to my own definition. and in case she didn't know me before, which in the end seems most probable. ya, she then could at least start to form an opinion, to that. like that she knows me now, but she also knows, that she doesn't know me. or something like that. and i don't know if there is a conspiracy going on in the ppl around her, or the ppl around the ppl around her. and i don't know if there's an automatic conspiracy in a world with a language that's from the first day. and if someone ever wanted to say something to her about me, then it must be known, basically, that he must have taken what he says he would know from other ppl, more than 1, or not, or even more, and must have mixed that with his own opinions and wishes. and that wouldn't be good enough. but, whatever. ya. since i won't comment on this commentary. and i have no other way to reach her. the eventual outcome that i see. is that noone will be there. and the conspiracies or half-conspiracies i saw were against me, factually, not knowing me. yea, i hope there was something else in between. yea, in the end, i would say, she also, yea, i must ask her then, huh? it might well be that you have to travel to me on your own expenses. i really would have liked to see another conspiracy, tho. please forgive me tho, that i ... ya, i didn't see it clearly. i just thought it must be there. of course, it would be a bad conspiracy, like i would have wanted it to be there, but it wasn't, but i wished it, but i also couldn't see it clearly. basically just, that you'd be kinda taken here, to me, and would suddenly stand there. and i couldn't see it clearly, the whole process, you understand, including how exactly you'd be taken here, but that is maybe the point i wanted to mention that i didn't see this clearly, so i guess i imagined it like friendly pastel animals or what. showing you the way. i still kinda must think it is this way, since i obviously forgot to give you my name and address. ya, and i also will not in the future. i guess i must say that, because otherwise, i guess it would heighten the chance of you to delete this upload, thus also the commentaries. i ask you not to delete the upload, and i ask you not to delete the commentaries.
ya, so i go now. and i post this. on blätter statt blumen. on petalls for flowers. yea, and i guess my day is done then. and i guess, in case you read it, are informed of it, AND you never knew me. yea, i guess your day is done for seven days, and after seven days, practically noone even came to you and wanted something to you about it. just like ow ow. just like. whatever. just like. insane maybe. just like whatcherdoin. ya, and after 7 days or so, the topic is practically too old, that anyone could ask you anything to this. you know? so that's as far as my imagination goes to what you have to expect from not deleting this. and i also want it to stay up, stay online, and i will ignore any kind of commentaries, even if they were funny, even if a funny person comes and remarks something funny. this is not really a funny topic. i also cannot check now on spell errors, obviously, i've written this in a text editor of some sorts. i'll just copy/paste it. and then we'd say. you know me by now. know of my existence. yes, i was slightly drunk, near the end. at the start i was not. it shouldn't go unremarked. i'd say i can stop. this is so fluffy then, i can't nearly stand it. ya. EDIT. it didn't. text was too long, try to post it in 1 go. was very astounded. had to choose username. switch to pink. so i feel intrigued to mention that i am male. and i am male. and it is like that. i cannot access the situation very well. but i guess i'm denver. and i did it now. and it doesn't even matter, in 7 days. and i really wanted to reach her. and whether it was all good what i wrote, or perfect, or not. whether it is even english. whether she can accept it. or the language chosen as such is so unbelieveable, for whatever grammatical issues. and i also, yes, i didn't really want to say anything besides that i actually would very much like to meet her. also not knowing what i could say. besides the fixed parts. i also could not remember, in case she would be against it. also could fall flat. also afraid of her anyway. one word. you know. i don't know, hayley, if this is unreasonable, i just know that i want it, in the simplest form, too. like simply wanting it. with no special or further or complex thoughts about it. maybe not wanting like a thing you can get. like wanting a thing that can be wanted. hmm. i should get my timestamp, that i wrote this after you went for munich, i guess, therefore not crossing / cruising, yes, well i will speak basic english or one step astray, basically, but i am also known to strange theories helping me understand english, but they always slip my mind like the very next instant, but i know a lot of things about english and how it is actually spoken, at least i imagine to do so, and i should not fumble around in this text, and it should be. sent now. yes. i am very sorry.
I totally agree about the internet no being worth it, I don’t love it either, although it’s the best and worst invention in the world…..but such a negative influence on society!! Especially woman!! 🫶🏻
You do you, Hayley. Your attitude about music is refreshing. And it’s always good to see your chaotic stories. Haha Just take care of yourself, and post when you want to (and don’t when you don’t). Either way, we’re here for it.😊
Been a fan of yours since high school, btw (back when I was rebelling because everyone and their dog was telling me how great Paramore was, and I wouldn’t hear it because it was damn annoying. Lol Glad my sister blasted your music from the bathroom while she was showering, because I became the biggest fan after being reluctantly exposed😂). I’m 32 now, so it’s been a while.😄
I remembered that this lady is 35....and then I remembered that I'm 33. WE WERE JUST KIDS HAVING A RIOT! HEAD-BANGGING LIKE YESTERDAY! WHEN DID WE GET OOOOOLD?
Shush 🤭🤫
Thank you mam as an 90's baby much love.
Praise! Love the stories. The internet can be a bit too much, so yeah, taking a break from it isn't a bad idea at all.
every moment spen whit you is a momen i treasure ♥♥♥♥
botted/inflated vanity metrics, stan wars/tribalism, industry genre classification/pigeonholed creativity...one day we'll all see through the veil. appreciate you and Brian keeping it real @2:43 😂❤
Such a beauty, she's perfect!
🤙🏼🤘🏼🤘🏼keep on rockin’ Miss Williams
Love this content!
If she so much as likes my UA-cam comment my life would feel complete
HI Hayley
Bryan cool af. I love Hayley to death and I appreciate Bryan fr.
Yep🌹
2:42 At that moment I was thinking how cute her nose is ^^
Marry me Hayley Williams
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Cat s hast nine live because they cant die.. Hayley ❤
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What does she mean with Self Serenade? Can someone explain? Where can I find/ see it? :o
During lockdown she would just cover songs for fun and upload them to Instagram. There are some uploaded to UA-cam and she's unarchiving some on Instagram now.
@@paramoresbest oh nice! On her instagram page or where exactly? 🙈
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Hey fam 👋
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Hi 👋 😎🎸🎶✨️🎈🌄
❤... I Adore you Gal... The Internet is the Matrix sexy except it doesn't matter what pill you take everyone ends up in Wonderland 🕳...
Side note I will Asystole with anything you need see Gal... I am in Wonderland 🚪🎼... CrossOver Verse 2...🧸
Hi Hayley...if u find the time could u say hi to your neighbor from me? Sure hope she's doing well & enjoying her bourbon she got from you😅❤😂.
Is this Brian O'Connor's business partner?
Yes
0:55 Hopes and dreams of so many crushed but you have a voice of an Angel so we forgive you. ;)
I mean... Taylor chases number 1s like she is Thanos collecting infinity stones, lol
anyways I just hope the check they are getting for being an opener is good ✨️
She can't really acknowledge that sadly. Taylor would drop them so fast which isn't fair.
What do you eat ? Never been fat
dear miss hayley williams,
of no single simple reason, unattached to any singular words or phrases used in this world, also ever having been deprived of causative particles pertaining to this world, also unknown to subdued or not jumping around in double-words overlapping with double-words while meaning a certain portion of them, as it might be common in english, as it has appeared to me, also being 6 years 2 month 21 / 25 days older than you, unknown to cellphone and new/fake fake/new, known to "the language" (as such) has ever been wrong/corrupt/unfinished, was like that and is now, yet", not known to the new-new-newfing, whatever that is, but i guess it's about denying that "the language" ever has been wrong/corrupt/unfinished while replacing the same phrase or where it stands / used to stay more or less by the statement of that "the language" is newly wrong, or new-new-wrong, and then you can newf it, drop the new, and do what you want, newf used similar as "to waive", and then anyyou can be praying outspokenly for hope and forgiveness while actively encircling all human language. whatever. why did i end up now here? was the last portion too unncessarily long?
ya, for me alone there would be no reason, i also don't see a particular reason to end up there for you. there might be a lot of other bad things to mention but i don't have the time, here and now. for this is supposed to be a declaration of will of some sorts, to produce 1 moment that i feel i need to produce, and this moment would be about you knowing me, for instance, when i simply state that knowing this commentary is sufficent to state that you would know me.
since around the time, but the day was also very good, the date, where your tour this year started, my infatuation for you, this is the best word i could find, but i cannot explain now what i mean by that, but i could if we met in person, at least circle around it, in my mind, at least, for an endless duration of time, reiterating: this my infatuation for you, around this time, had reached unsurpassable max level, as i would call it. but fear not, for i am unable to see you or to move into your, or next to your, vicinity. which is very sad to me, but maybe for the best, since also my hopes regarding are incredibly high.
but the declaration of will, since i am becoming more or more confused, which is not true, by the possibilty of either you already knowing of my existence or by the possibility of you never having known of my existence, ... ya, this declaration won't help very much, but then i did it, and it would be there, also as a thing, a thinglike object, which would've happened, oh, yea, this declaration is about me reaching out for you, or something, whatever that means. it means that i produced it, it was not conjured by hearsay or existing or maybe existing knowledge about me and my existence within the ppl around you or the ppl around the ppl around you. so i should have produced it. because i want it to. and thoroughly. and i should not take it back. and it must be directed at you, meaning you, and you, and you, and only you. and i do not know if i ask specifically for you meeting me, but i surely also right now have that in mind, somewhere, but we also don't need to be overly fast about it, for at first you should basically simply notice that i exist, in opposition to i do not exist. and that i am a singular person, that i only exist in this form, and that i can be known and that i can be seen.
i will, if i see that correctly, not comment on this comment further, i might though, i might comment on other things you post. idk. but i guess not. i don't know why i write now, in opposition to sometime else. i wanted to claim this timestamp tho. german is a simple language, which means it had the potential to be simple and to remain simple, and as an outsider you would've the potential of the potential to be simple and remain simple, and as the outsider of the outsiders, you could have whatever, i don't know, stand in a hole in the center of society or the logical or languagewise, but it's supposed to be analoguous i guess, in english, society, and basically would know that the language never evolved, and is in the state of the first day, with no valid storage place, to make new experiences or to store them or to be able to remember them, and you might also know that the english language is a doubled language which doubled itself out of no valid reasons at all, and maybe you'd also know, that it seems to have another center, seemingly with also someone in it who cannot be touched by the common words of the common language.
ya, claiming the timestamp, whatever it means. it is at least a proof that i was thinking about you, and i obviously am feeling a bit magical, or linked to you, and according to my illusions, you might have shown up here already, standing here, like, without warning, because there would be like people in your back or what, and they would know me and they would be friendly or what. the thought that i might've never seen you once in my whole life, i don't know why it means so much to me, but it obviously does, and i also feel like i would have acquired like enough things to say to you, like fixed things, fixed things, you anyway would need to know in order to understand me at all, fixed things that would basically require 4+4 days, because you should also sleep inbetween, and the first 4 days would be the basic things, fixed things, and then we would've like 4 days more, in which actually it would be possible to check on whether we both at all would also like each other personally, on a human kind of basis you know, because maybe the first 4 days would actually have no time for this. because of fixed things, logical things, that i would want to tell you, general things. idk.
the question, whether you would like that. i cannot answer for you. i also noticed that you might be looking for me anyway. especially now, especially 2024. that you would be looking for some kind of pendant of you. because it must exist or something. and i happened to think it would be me. and since i exist as a singular human being. and since you maybe not know of my existence yet. since all the similarities or shared things that might be seen in you from afar, because you can be seen from afar, you know, because it's possible to buy you, or what, buy the thing, the product, there, this "hayley williams". yea, so maybe i can see you from afar. but you cannot see me. and so i thought i let you know.
all the similarities, that might be seen. in you. from my side. ya, we have conspiracy in general. a language, that is ... too much or has too many holes in it. we have my eyes have seen you. the basic thing or love a natural human being can feel about simply seeing another natural human being. but this would be before the world. timely before, and cannot take part. we have the other thing, there, with your eyes, not being part in any conspiracy. we have mandalaing it out, like your lillies stay white while coloring it out, but anyone could do it, and anyone could address a phantom or phantaism, any kind of thinglike / wordlike mixture, which represent that something is missing in this world.
ya, all the things, in you, that could be seen or wanted, wanted to be seen, from afar, could mean, when i stare at it, most obviously, could mean that you already know me. or would have something to do with me. could also mean .... so many other things, could come from so many other things, practically it would look the same. and i can be known, you know, i'm a unique person, and i can be known, thus you could know me, or someone around you, and they would never tell you, you know, in order to torture us both, you know. could be. yea, and i thought i'd help clear this up now, tho the question is, how you could reach me, in case you wanted to answer, because through the internet it's basically hopeless i would say.
so i thought i'd help, help myself, clear this up, and well, i had a twitter account once, or multiple, and i can't remember it clearly, but i also tweeted you, but the first tweets were more like a general cry for help or so, to mass media maybe, as such, so i addressed you as "mass media" or such, and in retrospect i guess you could also read that out, in case you witnessed my tweets to you, and the next tweets, maybe with years inbetween them, were actually written in a mood, or a fixed mood, asking the question, in the end, if you are there at all, if you even exist, and i guess you might have, in case you noticed my tweets, sniffed that out and known about it, that i tweeted to the person called "are you here at all?" but maybe not to you. so idk if you know that and can remember me, but i guess it was very awkward anyway. maybe too awkward to even want to remember it.
yea. this is the 3rd version, and it's been 8 hours or so. and i should claim that timestamp you know. i really hope that you do not delete the upload. because, if you want to delete the commentary, because a certain person, maybe me, maybe under psychological distress has like caused, theoretically in public, things that mentioned before person would not be able to stand through sober, drunk or not or whether reason existed or not. well i hope you do not delete the upload. though you might do after 30 days, if you want to, you can upload it again, i guess, but i still, very much, would want one guaranteed moment, where the miss hayley williams would have taken to notice that i do exist as in opposition to i do not exist.
and furthermore, for not .... yea, i guess i will not add commentaries to this commentary. and since i also wouldn't be able to tell whether it is she or not, if she answers, she doesn't have to answer. i might come here tho, in order to check, whether, i don't know how that goes, but i guess you cannot delete it if you are not youtube yourself. so to check if it's still up. and that's about it, then, the possibilities i could have to reach her.
ya, i forgot now to sing her songs, or to comment on the blending of music, as musing around, and newsic, for it is doubled, but it is not new / now / now-now / also not know-know, and what then fan means, or music fan, and why she suddenly moves to "camera", and the other things, mentioned or not, i thought tho, it was a good, a fitting upload, to stress, while commenting it, that i do not see anything fixed in it, or stressed in it, that i am not that insane, and that it is a very open text. she performs there. i thought i could make that clear, while commenting on it, but now the comment doesn't fit here anymore, since the text is already way too long. ya, i can also, see a lot of very bad things, in the back, generally, of all society, ya, and that's about how blank or bland i want to put it and stay with this nothingsaying version.
ya, this is a youtube account. there is nothing much linked to it. i have no uploads. abonnements is private. i mentioned my birth date. i mentioned that i might be from germany. and for the rest you have to hack like various worldwide gigantomax organisations, which should have an unhackable key being changed frequently, and also using human timestamps i guess, and it's a society that plays with knowing other ppl while it doesn't, and after 2000 it's enforcing knowing-knowing-not-knowing other ppl while it does, i guess, then, but also the consequences might be very grave, and i shouldn't treat this topic so lightly, while there is no possible platform any longer, and before, it was also only always in the coming, but never there, to do otherwise. this is all very sad. so i guess, the hayley can still like say, all the time, that she doesn't know me, but i still, i hope, in case she reads this, that i could mark a certain unique spot in her brain, in her thoughts, that she would remember me uniquely and would be willing to know me or that she would have had known me, or wanted to, if she ever found the time.
and i also hope i haven't mentioned anything too bad. regarding whoever. ya, so, it's the third attempt, to write this text. it's 8 hours. and i guess i have to post this now. so she knows me. according to my own definition. and in case she didn't know me before, which in the end seems most probable. ya, she then could at least start to form an opinion, to that. like that she knows me now, but she also knows, that she doesn't know me. or something like that. and i don't know if there is a conspiracy going on in the ppl around her, or the ppl around the ppl around her. and i don't know if there's an automatic conspiracy in a world with a language that's from the first day. and if someone ever wanted to say something to her about me, then it must be known, basically, that he must have taken what he says he would know from other ppl, more than 1, or not, or even more, and must have mixed that with his own opinions and wishes. and that wouldn't be good enough. but, whatever.
ya. since i won't comment on this commentary. and i have no other way to reach her. the eventual outcome that i see. is that noone will be there. and the conspiracies or half-conspiracies i saw were against me, factually, not knowing me. yea, i hope there was something else in between. yea, in the end, i would say, she also, yea, i must ask her then, huh? it might well be that you have to travel to me on your own expenses. i really would have liked to see another conspiracy, tho. please forgive me tho, that i ... ya, i didn't see it clearly. i just thought it must be there. of course, it would be a bad conspiracy, like i would have wanted it to be there, but it wasn't, but i wished it, but i also couldn't see it clearly. basically just, that you'd be kinda taken here, to me, and would suddenly stand there. and i couldn't see it clearly, the whole process, you understand, including how exactly you'd be taken here, but that is maybe the point i wanted to mention that i didn't see this clearly, so i guess i imagined it like friendly pastel animals or what. showing you the way.
i still kinda must think it is this way, since i obviously forgot to give you my name and address. ya, and i also will not in the future. i guess i must say that, because otherwise, i guess it would heighten the chance of you to delete this upload, thus also the commentaries. i ask you not to delete the upload, and i ask you not to delete the commentaries.
ya, so i go now. and i post this. on blätter statt blumen. on petalls for flowers. yea, and i guess my day is done then. and i guess, in case you read it, are informed of it, AND you never knew me. yea, i guess your day is done for seven days, and after seven days, practically noone even came to you and wanted something to you about it. just like ow ow. just like. whatever. just like. insane maybe. just like whatcherdoin. ya, and after 7 days or so, the topic is practically too old, that anyone could ask you anything to this. you know? so that's as far as my imagination goes to what you have to expect from not deleting this. and i also want it to stay up, stay online, and i will ignore any kind of commentaries, even if they were funny, even if a funny person comes and remarks something funny. this is not really a funny topic. i also cannot check now on spell errors, obviously, i've written this in a text editor of some sorts.
i'll just copy/paste it. and then we'd say. you know me by now. know of my existence. yes, i was slightly drunk, near the end. at the start i was not. it shouldn't go unremarked. i'd say i can stop. this is so fluffy then, i can't nearly stand it.
ya. EDIT. it didn't. text was too long, try to post it in 1 go. was very astounded. had to choose username. switch to pink. so i feel intrigued to mention that i am male. and i am male. and it is like that. i cannot access the situation very well. but i guess i'm denver. and i did it now. and it doesn't even matter, in 7 days. and i really wanted to reach her. and whether it was all good what i wrote, or perfect, or not. whether it is even english. whether she can accept it. or the language chosen as such is so unbelieveable, for whatever grammatical issues. and i also, yes, i didn't really want to say anything besides that i actually would very much like to meet her. also not knowing what i could say. besides the fixed parts. i also could not remember, in case she would be against it. also could fall flat. also afraid of her anyway. one word. you know. i don't know, hayley, if this is unreasonable, i just know that i want it, in the simplest form, too. like simply wanting it. with no special or further or complex thoughts about it. maybe not wanting like a thing you can get. like wanting a thing that can be wanted. hmm. i should get my timestamp, that i wrote this after you went for munich, i guess, therefore not crossing / cruising, yes, well i will speak basic english or one step astray, basically, but i am also known to strange theories helping me understand english, but they always slip my mind like the very next instant, but i know a lot of things about english and how it is actually spoken, at least i imagine to do so, and i should not fumble around in this text, and it should be. sent now. yes. i am very sorry.
I totally agree about the internet no being worth it, I don’t love it either, although it’s the best and worst invention in the world…..but such a negative influence on society!! Especially woman!!
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