When your mom dad pressures you all the time for something , then you achieved that , but they didn't praise you. On top that , they brought the second goal
I love how we're all depressed wrecks who think we're worth nothing telling other depressed wrecks that they're worth something. Its sweet to have a community to talk to.
I remember this exact photo and song and it just gives me nostalgia of my nightcore phase. I kind of want to go back and I don't know what made me stop listening to it. I'm just upset because I want to go back but can't.
I'm sorry for being a bad friend I'm sorry for being a bad student I'm sorry for being not strong enough I'm sorry that I almost broke our friendship I'm sorry for failing I'm sorry for living I'm sorry for having depression I'm sorry for not knowing what do I'm sorry for not listening I'm sorry for being mean to you brother. I'm sorry that i felt this pain I'm sorry for hiding my feelings I'm sorry that I let you know I'm sorry that I hate myself I'm sorry for being not there when you need me I'm sorry that you cared for me I'm sorry for making you worried I'm sorry for being myself I'm sorry that I let you see my true self I'm sorry that you believed in me I'm sorry you trusted me I'm sorry for being happy I'm sorry for wasting my lifeI'm sorry for being a bad daughter I'm sorry for giving up I'm sorry for not being able to tell you I'm sorry that I hate myself I'm sorry for telling you like this I'm sorry for not believing you that you love me I'm sorry for my mind, not letting me sleep for weeks I'm sorry for not being there when you need it I'm sorry for complaining I'm sorry for being weak I'm sorry for being not worth it I'm sorry ignoring you I'm sorry for being so stupid I'm sorry for thinking I could do it I'm sorry for even trying I'm sorry for being too sad I'm sorry for being too hyper I'm sorry for lying I'm sorry that I'm weak I'm sorry for the nights you wasted to me I'm sorry for blaming you I'm sorry for not being able to clean up in my head I'm sorry for saying I love you I'm sorry for everything I'm sorry for my mind I'm sorry for being a bad sister I'm sorry for the things I said I'm sorry for trying to run away I'm sorry that I left you behind I'm sorry for embarrassing you by having a depressed daughter I'm sorry that you cared for me I'm sorry for not seeing other solutions I'm sorry for having you waste your money on me I'm sorry sis, I'm sorry for not finding a way to save you I'm sorry for sneaking I'm sorry I'm so fat I'm sorry that I'm a "Fag" I'm sorry that I believe different things. I'm sorry for speaking when I wasn't spoken to. I'm sorry I had to drag you into my problems. I'm sorry you feel like you need to stay I'm sorry for not keeping up I'm sorry for not painting happy trees like you want I'm sorry for being like Victoria... I'm sorry for choosing the wrong people to hang out with I'm sorry for not knowing what do I'm sorry for wasting your time
@@zachismylife.lovehim4lifel105 please don't do it I know it's hard and even though I don't know you're story I just want you to know I care and I know life can really suck ass and again even though I don't know what you're going through I just want you to remember when you're at your lowest point remember their is still one person that care's about you
I've only given my parents trouble. I've always gotten straight A's. I've always tried to be great. But by doing that, they broke me. It was so much worse that I realized. The small comments, that have now given me body image issues. The blow off because even through they did everything out of line, my brothers have always been better, and more important. Telling me to stay silent because if I wasn't, if I so much as moved, or breathed too much, I was being annoying. That has given me anxiety. I used to be happy, and energetic. Now, I'm sleeping maybe sixteen hours a day, waking up at midnight, falling asleep at seven a.m. Listening to music all night, reading something to keep my mind away from the thoughts that creep in. All of that was because of them. Because i was never good enough, because, i always needed to much. Asked for too much. Until I gave too much and lost myself. The happy me. The innocent me. The old me. The me I wish I could have held onto. But that is no longer possible. Sitting here at five in the morning, tears running down my face, I am writing this while my family sleeps soundly, not knowing anything is wrong. I'm sorry, this is pathetic, a waste of you time to read.
Hello. I probably don't understand how u feel but what I do know is that you are good enough. I don't know you in person and you don't know me I'm a complete stranger to you. However I will listen to you. I will try and help you. I'm not good with advice but I will always try. Never give up. Someone out there will one day take your hand and help you get your old self back. Maybe you will meet that person tomorrow or next week maybe you have to wait a few years but there is someone out there that wants to help you. They just don't know it yet. If you need someone to talk to I will be here. I will come back to this comment section if you just need someone to talk to or listen to you. I don't think your comment was pathetic or a waste of time. Just know you are good enough. Don't let anyone tell you that you aren't.
Just as @Dragon Slayer says, you are worth it. You will find your old self again, and you will be happy again. I will always be here waiting if you want to talk to someone.
I know how she fell when you get bully by you so called friends and every day the same things happen what should you do I don't like it this song helps with the painfulness ever day it get worst 😭😭😭🤬🤬
Parents feel like they understand you because “they were a teenager once to” or “they’ve been through the same things as you” but really they have no idea what it’s like to still be going through it because they made it out and you don’t know if you can.
I still don't blame them though. My parents as a teen lived at a time when there was no Internet, not enough money, etc. They don't understand me because times have changed.
I listened to this song when I was around 12-13 and my mom was really abusive then it makes me so proud to be able to listen to this song now only 9 days away from my 18th birthday after I’ve gotten the help I need and my family getting the help it needs I’m proud to say that Ive apologized for my actions and for anybody reading this going through a hard time right now I know it might not seem like it and I know you probably have had people tell you this but it does get better
My story with this song is pretty similar but there is one difference - no one helps me and I'm still in one big shit. I'm kinda jealous Wish me a lucky 👍
I was also about your age when I listened to it, and like you because of abusive parents, now I will be 18 in January and my parents haven't changed even a bit, before they physically abused me and now they mentally abuse me, idk if I will ever be get out of their abusiveness
@@porenesianparapio6934 congratulations on turning 18 soon mines changed a little bit I’ve been offered some housing options & I’ve mainly been staying at my boyfriends every now and then my mom has gotten better but it has gotten to the point where I’ve called the cops on her to be honest I just keep to myself at this point to be completely honest the only reason I keep going is because of my boyfriend who encourages me every day to do whatever I want
@@deadassmemes1776 fall on your bed and pretend you're falling off a building. Get up and walk around your house but don't talk to anyone. Tell me what happened afterwards.
stay strong :(, these comments saying “me too” or giving you advice to kys or they self’s, don’t do it. your mom will blame you. i believe in you, you have long life to live.
“I wish I could say I was proud of you and not disappointed!” -2019 “Why can’t you be like your sister and not a devil” -2015 “You aren’t depressed, you have no reason to be” -2018 “You need to quit eating! You’re gaining so much unnecessary weight!” -2018 “I feel like I can’t trust you!” -2019 “You’re just like your father!” -2019 -my mom 2015-2019 “If you ever get scared of mom, call me and I’ll get you.” -my sister 2018
Mom : " Are you afraid of dying ? " Me : " No... I'm afraid of living " Edit: I saw this comment after 2 years and I can't believe I was so cringe 💀 but on a serious note I hope everyone is doing fine and have a great life.
So true ..... I’m from India and I just received my results for my boards exams in grade 10 but I scored 87% ;(... I’m literally disappointed in myself and I feel like I let down my parents....I really worked hard but I lost marks in Science....and my friend had gotten 90%....I wish I could make my parents proud
@@littleviollet6402 I'm 17 and that seems like an okay grade to me also we forget somethings as we get older and some school systems are just plain out messed up also not everything has to be a perfect 10 out of 10 or a perfect 100% (also good for you 👏☺️👍 I think you done well on your board exams)
I remember listening to this several years ago back when I was in my second year of high school. It was a shitty time for me and I resonated deeply with this song. I'm proud to say I came a long way. I still have my insecurities and doubts but seeing this along with a few others songs from back then suddenly pop back on I'm happy to say I'm not crying in tears anymore. I am my parents precious child, despite everything we came this far. I got myself together and passed through high school, I'm in university without a plan but I'm working on it. I'm proud when my father tells his friends what my brother , sister and I do. We can get a better house than that one that still sits on the hill, mom doesn't like it that much anyway. I know I'll make them proud. Listening to this now I'm happy that it no longer resonates with me, it means I overcame it.
Put the pieces back together, gather all your thoughts. fix yourself up. and get back on track. you are wonderful, *It's just that your hidden self is hiding.* so let it show-
I started listening to this 3 days after it was posted. I turned 16 last week, even though I thought I never would even make it past 13. To everyone who thought they wouldn’t make it, you can do it.
@@tdoggy2k442 look man, there's always gonna be light at the end of the tunnel and you are stronger than you think. If you're in pain, talk to someone you can trust. You have your whole life ahead of you and you deserve to see it through. I'm praying for you bro❤
I'm sorry mom.... I'm a jerk a lot, constantly annoying or ignoring my little siblings and you, sitting in my room all the time, giving you attitude, never helping. I love you, I'm sorry....
I wish i had a dad to say sorry too, i wish i had a mum who wasn't ill everyday 24/7 so i could actually say sorry to her no problem. But really my father should say sorry to me for choosing alcohol over me. I wish i could say sorry to my sister for being born, bc if i wasn't born my sister probably wouldn't be a horrible person she is now, if i wasn't born she would have a father, if i wasn't born, none of the problems that exist today, would have ever existed. I'm sorry to everyone for being a problem you can't solve or get rid of. I'm sorry I'm still standing, and being a horrible person.
@@sissimoonstar I hope you haven't done anything to yourself. You want to chat? To be honest ,I want to say sorry too. Sorry for being born Sorry for being me Sorry for wasting my space Sorry mum Sorry dad Sorry sister Sorry for letting my old self die Sorry for being sad Sorry for crying randomly Sorry for making you pay my medical bills. Sorry for trying to end my pain Sorry for being alive Sorry for everything
To everyone that listened to this when they were younger and didn’t think you were gonna make it past 16 or 18 and you did 👏👏 we made it. Through all the bs we stayed strong
According to some parents, such things "don't exist" or at least it didn't "back in their day", I dealt with someone like that before my dad took me to another town
my parents figured out I was depressed before I understood what that was. I was offered meds bt I said no (idk why) now they think im fine but im not, im to scared to tell them. im on hold on a lifeline rn
Yea right tgey just thought that we are being lazy to avoid responsibilities but infect we completed all our responsibilities no matter how much broken we are from the inside
There was this girl that went to my school about 3 years ago. She was beautiful, smart, and very kind from what I have heard. I didn't know her personally but I heard a couple stories about her from her girlfriend. She commited suicide by jumping off the bleachers at the football field because her mom and dad were "ashamed" to have a lesbian daughter. I feel like this song hit exactly what she felt before she... passed away. REST IN PEACE MEGAN
AMANDA PLEASE DON'T. your life is worth way more than you think! If your family is ashamed of you, just know that someone out in the world cares for you.
The fact that i've fought battles by myself, was able to hold back tears, sit all alone in the dark crying in a corner yet still helpless and scared to tell someone my problems, not breaking down, not ending my own life even when i'm hopeless. Just made me realize that i only have myself and myself only so i can't bring myself down or i might loose her. Made me realize that i'm much stronger than i thought. That every problem had a solution. That even when it's painful and hopeless, i still needed to fight for my sake. That i've went through so much and went through it all alone. That i should be proud of myself.
Yeah that's why I don't say nothing My mom:why can't you be like your brother The only thing I want to scream is this "Because I'm not him and you can't control my life so let me be when are you finally going to understand this"
*my mom to my 8 year old sister* : WHY CANT UOU BE LIKE UR SITER HUH!!” *i walk in and tel my sister to go to her that ill be there in a sec*. Me: mom shes 8 you cant be Doing that shes just a kid and she a Another person shes not like another people *I get grounded * it was weard it ( i am 13 with depression ) I felt like a hero
This hit me hard, I see a lot of younger people have told their stories here, and I hope you all try to make everything as bright for yourselves as you can. I have always been open about my story, but never to my parents. I have a dark past with deep depressions and my parents thought they supported me, but their talk about me being able to be whatever I wanted, it turned into meaningless buzzwords. All I wanted was for them to see me, to hear my cries of pain, but they never did. I fell into deep depressions and suicidal thoughts and tries. I still feel to this day that my final attempt actually succeeded, I am still alive, but my goals have faded, my willingness and motivation has died out. I am better today than I was when I was a teen and earlier as a kid, but I feel that I can't say no to my parents in fear of disappointing them. In fear that they might dislike me, and that they will stop replying when I am grasping for attention. Always felt like the black sheep that never fitted into the family, tried to take as small space as possible, but it leaves my vulnerable. I am sorry for the long text, needed to get that off my chest after hearing this. TL:DR Me contemplating my lifechoices and how much I wanted more love from my parents.
I'm ALRIGHT A: Always alone. L: Left Out. R: Reasoning with myself to not take my life. I: In my room. G: Getting my supplies. H: Hell hound to others. T: Taking My life.
Please dont do it theres also one out there for you dont stop Searching one day you will be happy just dont stop Searching. Dont do it ppl care about you whenever you cant se them. (Sorry for my bad english but its important to get this message out)
The moment you realize. Mistakes are mistakes. its in the pass. Your parents know you make mistakes. :) Now wipe those tears and give me a hug -Gives virtual hug-
I'm sorry mom and dad *that I couldn't be who you want me to *that I don't want to live this life anymore *that I can't give you what you want from me *that I'm alive....
I am a father of 4 daughters. I love them all equally and more then I can say in words. Reading these comments here, breaks my heart. So many precious children are suffering. To all children; please never let your parents bring u down. U have more value. Parents has different kind off struggles and it isn't fair to u kids for treating u like that. So in the name off all parents; We are sorry too make u feel this way. We know u are precious and we love u, even when it doesn't seems to be.... We are sorry too..
I as a teen really appreciate your words but i do kinda wish to hear it from my dad to, but know i wish you the best of luck with your 4 daughters and may you have a wonderful lifetime with them always by your side sir. Your appreciated
@@dasilva1387 hope my parents would understand that...maybe they do but i am unable to see it... and i half expected that you would just ignore my comment...so, it was quite heartwarming for me to see you reply thanks sir :D and i hope that you and your daughters are doing fine
Used to listen to this song whenever I’d fail something important since all the way back in high school, whenever I thought a failure would be the end of me. Today, looking back, I’ve since graduated college, moved out, got a good stable job, and am doing well. Every setback, every failure, can be overcome, and now this song reminds me of all the times I thought I would grow up to be a disappointment.
hey you have nothing to be sorry about if they cant love you as much as other people do that's their fault not yours you are not disgrace i understand you feel like that but you shouldnt if nobody loves you now there will be plenty of people ot come and dont give up hope.
Me tho, I'm sry i was rejected and abandoned, I'm sry i was a pain cuz I couldn't be the way u wanted me to be. I'm a failure, I'm not proud, but I'm not disappointed in it either (Edit) I'm saying this to my aunt
can we just admire the person on piano for a second? I can picture how into it they r just from the emotion in the chords.... good job random piano guy
Body: Trying to survive Mind: Don't want to Parents: Busy Me: Don't care anymore Mouth: I'm fine Voice: I'm not! Face: I'm pretty Wrists: I'm not Brain: I'm smart Heart: I'm broken Soul: Someone please see me, hear me screaming! Society: Why are you gay Everyone: So useless Death: Hello, let us have tea together? Edit: Hooly shit I ignored this for a long time. Thank you for all the support. I'm much better now and my depression isn't as bad. I hope you all have someone in your life to help you like you helped me. Edit2: Thank you for all the love and support. I am so much better nowadays, but sometimes I struggle with my DID and other disorders. But I have you all and I hope you know that I love you all too.
This actually hurt me... badly. The last words I said to my father were "I hate you. I wish you were never my father." I'm sorry papa. I hope you forgive me in heaven.
i have no life I’m sure he forgives that you were just mad but that’s sad...if you don’t mind me asking how did he....pass? If your not comfortable asking it’s fine..
Little Girl: Whats on your arm? Me: They're battle scars. Little Girl: You fought in a war? Me: Yeah. A long and hard one. Little Girl: Thats so cool! Can I get one? Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I'll tell you what. Whenever you see someone else with battle scars, I want you to go give them a hug, okay? Can you promise me? Little Girl: Yes, I promise. A few days later we went to a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager. Teen: Why are you hugging me? Little girl: Because... points you have battle scars just like my babysitter. The teen looks up at me, and I roll up my sleeve to show her. With tears in her eyes, she says one thing to me... Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I'm not done fighting. She bends down at eye level at the little girl Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength to keep fighting. You are forever my war hero this is not mine. i just share it cuz it was so beautiful. share it to other people they have the will to keep living. fighting!
@Leena Jeffries No, this is not okay please stop. I have a solution for you!!! It's called the butterfly challenge... 1. Draw a butterfly on your wrist 2. You can't wash it off, wait until it wears off by itself 3. If you cut, you killed the butterfly 4. If the butterfly survives until it rubs out, you completed the challenge! If you cut ever again just rinse and repeat.. I don't know if you will follow my advice but i reccomand it, stay safe, love you 💖
@@Galaxy-sw8rl i love that i will definitely use that. Thank you. I absolutely love you too. This is just amazing. i am currently drawing the butterfly.
@Leena Jeffries if u ever need to talk to someone, I'll be here for u, I'll always jump at the opportunity to help someone who's asking for help just know you are loved and even though I don't know u, I still love you to pieces 💜💜
Can't put into words how many times my parents have saved me from depression. Best parents I could have ever asked for, I'm literally crying while typing this. I'm sorry I couldn't ever say I love you all. i love you both so much, more than anything ❤️❤️❤️
Always have been an overachiever in academics Graduate with the highest grades possible and easily got into med school 4 month in, I failed all 3 exams we had so far I told my mom how stressed I was which she responded to "you only need to focus on studying, no need to be stressed" I go to bed after midnight and wake up before sunrise - how could she even imagine studying medicine is chill (Obv I want to be here and study, but it's hard when your Feelings are dismissed as "irrelevant")
Im sorry i have bad grades Im sorry for my lies Im sorry i get angry I wish i can make u happy And i wish u can forgive Me even if im really messed Up i just...love u i dont Want u to be lost Ill make u proud This time while im still Young i dont want u To be gone if ur goin Gone i will be with u I LOVE U
That is sad but don't tar yourself down if something that happens just tell yourself "next time i will do better and make u proud of me and I will not let u go with out me at all as I'm still alive" don't make urself feel bad just try that all that matters
meh to girl i'm sorry mom that i was playing at school and im sorry that i was playing with you and everything but i miss you so much plz don't cry mom plz and i'm sorry dad the same i love yall so much dad plz come back to me i hope i can see yall at the same time plz come back i know i messed up so so bad plz come back ps nikenna love yall so much
i remember singing this to my dad i was just about 10 or 11 years old. i wasn’t good at singing but i put out the courage to sing this to them because i’ve been an annoying kid back then and my dad didn’t care less about my singing and praised me. dad passed away 3 years ago and mom is here taking care of both me and my twin alone, i love them both with all my heart and i really cherish this song ❤️
As someone who grew up with this nightcore, I started listening to this song in middle school, and now I'm graduating in a few months. Life's hard, its going to be, its never easy, but you need to remember that you can do it, youve made it through birth, you won the race for a reason, therefore youre here, in the real world. Its possible that you feel like your parents dont love you, or that they dont care about you, but deep down they do, they may struggle showing it, maybe theyre going through their own issues at work, online, or anywhere, just like how you could at work or in school. Everyone has problems, just some are more serious than others, and some may be more sensitive than others, and thats ok. Im someone who cries VERY easily, i could be slightly yelled at or someone could sound angry, and if theyre a close loved one, I'll cry. But everyone is alive for a reason, so if youre considering on ending it, dont, its not worth it, things will turn around. that, i can promise you 🩷
I see a lot of comments with "I am here for you" and stuff. Thank you for that. You really show that there is still kindness in this world of cruelty. Thank you for showing that you care. I think everyone should have at least one person in their life like this. And if you are still reading. You are perfectly valid for who you are, and someone cares about you. No matter what, there will be someone out there who will be there for you, maybe you haven't met them yet, or maybe you have. If not, then I am here. I will be a shoulder for you to cry on. I can't guarantee that I can help directly, but I can support you. You are still valid, and I appreciate you! You can reply if you want vent. I will reply when I can and offer some (hopefully) comforting words. Stay strong everyone!♥️
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything but I think you also need a shoulder to cry on everybody needs one so just know i’m here for you as well
My mom siad to me “ how about i go put u in an orphanage and leave u there huh i wish i did not bring u In to this world i all i wanted was a nice child thankful great full nice kind “ i ignored them for a month and stayed in my room. I hope ur life gets better and I hope ur doing okay
I'm so sorry to hear that sweety ;-; Parents can mess up sometimes.. I hope you don't forget that you're easy to love, even if the people around you make you feel otherwise sometimes ;-;
First listened to this when I was about 15, came up in my feed again today. Can say now I’m 19 and working full time at my dream job as a software developer. Things do get better, keep at it!
Little boy: “Are you an angel?” Girl: “What?” Little boy: “My mom told me those who have marked wrists are angels.” Girl: “I’m not an angel” Little boy: “Of course you are! Mom said only angels hurt themselves because they don’t like the life on earth. The world is destroying them so they try to return to heaven again. They are too sensitive to the pain of others and their own.” Girl: “You know your mom is very wise.” Little boy: “Thank you. She is also an angel, but she already returned home.”
You know I showed this to my sister and she actually understood my pain unlike my dad and my mother is going through her own pain but we help each other.. My sister is 20 and like I said she understood my pain and all she had to was hug me and I started crying and screaming while she held me... That was the only time I actually felt happy that someone understood my pain... Thank you big sister Madison...♥️♥️💔💔
Hello random person scrolling~ For everyone who thinks they messed up bad to their parents, It's okay. You did not. Honestly, you made your parents happy by just staying alive and not going to the darker side :)
niece: auntie, what are those scars on your arm? aunt: oh! those are just...um, battle scars nephew: COOL! i wanna have some too! aunt: NO NO no no. i never want to see you with these battle scars. niece: why not? aunt: these battle scars are...different. but can you promise me something? niece and nephew: yes! aunt: if you ever see anybody with these battle scars, just hug them and tell them it's going to be okay. even though i suffer from it myself, never feel depressed or cut yourself. its really hypocritical, seeing that i am myself, but it's not the answer to everything. repost this if you know someone depressed, suicidal or self harming (including you!)
Yeah my brother always saying that just take the job I really want and don't be bother by anyone.My parents said the same thing too but when mom and dad have a quarel my mom always saying that take the job that will make many money so you don't have to suffer and just be happy in life.
I can't make them proud. I can't make them talk to their friends about me. I have big dreams, too many plans but still fail. The more I try the more I fail.
Look your not going to accomplish something right away. Sometimes you got to fail a lot to succeed. It's like taking baby steps. You can't just walk right away. You first got to learn how to crawl and get your balance. So don't doubt yourself.
My mom got me into this world but....i don't want to live in it... 1.) I Don't wanna smile 2.) I don't wanna cry 3.) I don't wanna live 4.) But I don't wanna die Sincerely, your daughter
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal!!
I'm sorry that I'll never be you perfect daughter. I'm sorry that I'll never be enough. I'm sorry that I can never tell you how I feel because it always ends up turning into an argument where I'm always in the wrong. sorry for never being enough
**plays this when I fail my test** Parents: *we wouldn’t be that mad if you failed your test you didn’t have to do dis ;-;* *oH* Thank you for 100+ likes uwu
Your lucky. I bring home my report book. They criticize me about the bad grades. They dont even give me a "good job" for the two As in there. Because it was in a subject that to them is unimportant. I feel like a disappointment.
im an adoptive child i never knew my parents until iwas 12-13 cause i found out that i was adopted on my own- and i also heard that my parents or atleast my own mother threw me in a sink and didnt care for me and now i have all these medicine to keep me alive...when i was still a newborn child i was in the hospital till i was even 1 year old i even had my birthday in the hospital this song really remind me of myself
I honestly cry everynight bc im so scared of losing one of my parents ): I cant even stand one day without them .. Literally my whole life was based on this song and now i cherish every moment with them . I dont wanna lose them like omg .. Guys cherish each and every moment with your parents because you never know when some unexpected happens .. Dont say i hate you when deep down it kicks you to say that. This hit me hard i cant even stop crying .. Love your parents they made you .. When you have a child love them to til' the day you die xx
Lochious my dad got in a motorcycle accident and is now handicapped but the doctor barely saved him. It makes me cherish every single moment with them even though they're divorced and I never complain about anything ever again
All I can say is spend your time well with them and try not to worry about how much time is left instead think about what you will do with that time with them.
Its easy said then Done I could never love my dad for what he did my stepdad was more of a dad then my dad was and my stepdad passed away not that long ago I just wish he knew how much I loved him 💜💜😭😭😭😭
I m writing this so when someone likes it, I can return to hear it and have my tears flow because nothing and absolutely nothing gets me crying than the songs.
Lillian Kim everything you think gets you emotional how about this a friend of mines dad left when he was only 4 or 5 and he never really new his dad he was not taught anything because he only had his mom.And his dad never came back.yeah this song is sad but wouldn't you feel bad kids who have lost there parents?
Michael Beane I can relate to that. Lots of my friends have that problem and so do I. Tell your friend that you'll be with them and teach the things he wasn't able to learn from his father. I mean, isn't that what good friends do? Tell him he's not alone no more.
Hey you. I'm proud, you come so far. You've grown so much since you last listened to this so and I love you for it. If it still feels hopeless, just remember this stranger loves you dearly, and I'll be sad if you leave.
Thank you. People like you that actually care are good. No one that I know usually cares or takes me seriously. Thank you for having a shoulder that others can cry on, even if you don't know them. Thank you so much for giving kindness. You are very much appreciated and I can be a shoulder for you as well.
Dear mom and dad, I’m sorry, that I ran away from home 3 times I’m sorry I had to worry you out of your minds I apologize for cutting my arm I promise I won’t do anymore self-harm I tied the rope around my neck and tried to die-heck You worry about your death thinking about me following on your footsteps I shaved my head and then you thought I was dead This might sound selfish that I’m making you go through anguish But you should know I love you and wouldn’t throw my time away with you Just know I’d love you with my body heart and soul to death I’d regret making you feel disrespected While I was depressed I’d confess I was leaving it unsaid You’d admit that I sometimes throw a fit I know that you are worried I just wanted to say I’m sorry Sincerely your daughter Marine
Marine Firebrand I have a similar thing like that but I believe in you because I know what you've been through but after all of the things you have did your parents would have still loved you because you are their daughter (I had a guess you were a girl) and they'd accept anything that you have done but still they would maybe even pay A million dollar to just get you back! Just remember that they would accept anything that you want/are to be! They'd still love you and I'll be right there by your side! (even though I don't know you) *edit* And please don't say mean things to yourself because I'm sure that isn't true😊😊👍👍😀😀
"I hate you." Those words stung like a cut on my wrist. Tear stains on my cheeks, as I hugged my knees, sitting on the roof. The music pounded in my ears, but grew silent as the song ended. My thoughts were screams, as I let out a muffled sob. The air stung my lungs, as the smoke wavered in the air. The ledge I sat on, was cracked, but stable, as it stretched out over the street below. I buried my face in my knees, muffling my cries of despair. "I hate you." It was all I thought about, the words were torture. The bang of the door slamming shut, me storming out, backpack slung over my shoulders, earbuds plugged in. The tears began to sting my eyes, as I wiped them with my cut up, bruised hands, wiping my nose with my arm. The pain was dull on my scraped knees, as I staggered up, letting out another sob. My arms hung at my sides, in defeat. My vision swayed, as I stared out into the broken city. I wanted to jump, my feet at the edge, my mind screaming at me. Why couldn't I though? Because I knew it would get better.
No one needs to resort to suicide so you made the right choice just hang in there if it hasn't gotten better it will if it got worse just remember there are people that love you and I'm also here
‘I’m sorry mum and dad’ -sorry for costing so much money -sorry for making you live in fear of getting hurt -sorry for my hurtful empty threats -sorry I wasn’t smart enough -sorry I hurt you -sorry I never trusted you -sorry for breaking everything But I’m not sorry: For being a creative child Getting request to make book covers Finding people who I can call sisters who aren’t blood Someone I can fall onto Being someone others can rely on and trust Welcoming everyone into my sensitive heart We all have our moments of doubt sadness, and believe me I know what it’s like But don’t be become a broken doll on a shelf, become a collectable doll who everyone wants because they are unique *BE YOU* 💙💙
This is actually the first nightcore I've heard and after this I slowly chose nightcore songs over the original songs 😅. Hearing this gives me nostalgia, especially those times when me and my best friend were still close. She was also the one who introduced nightcore to me. Even though our relationship drifted so far, still can't help but be thankful she's part of my past and memory. ❤️✨
Congratulations to everyone who stood through all of this and can now come back to read this!
👍🏽💙
Awe I needed that
🧡
thank u
For others it still didn't even ended but yeah always fight.
The moment you realised your parents didn't appreciate all your hardwork and think you're a disappointment is just another level of pain
When your mom dad pressures you all the time for something , then you achieved that , but they didn't praise you. On top that , they brought the second goal
i feel you bro
i fell you so much.
Yup
Yeahhh this is me rn
I love how we're all depressed wrecks who think we're worth nothing telling other depressed wrecks that they're worth something. Its sweet to have a community to talk to.
Indeed. We have to stick together even though we seem to be alone!
I'm not depressed, but I still like telling people who are nice things to cheer them up (Even if it's just a little bit)
:)
Lol, I love the way you worded that 😂
I agree
Mackenzie Williams yea
Oof
“You never talk about me to your friends, you must be so embarrassed” I felt this on a personal level
my parents tell their friends how much of a liar and a fake person i am
@@theyloafcaitlyn @Jennifer A They even told people how much of a black sheep of the family I am.
@@alicebonny9931 oh, I'm so sorry :(
@@alicebonny9931 I know what you mean ✨🖤 ;(
I know what you mean my parents are ashamed of me because I want to be an artist and not lawyer....
I remember this exact photo and song and it just gives me nostalgia of my nightcore phase. I kind of want to go back and I don't know what made me stop listening to it. I'm just upset because I want to go back but can't.
Me: reading lyrics
My head: understanding the song
My heart: crying so hard
Me pov.: dont cry dont cry c'mon dont cry!
Same
yo, same lol
I tried that, but I cried anyway...
same here bro
ayo try thinking something funny but if it doesnt work your me-
Me:
My sadness: *small flames*
Me: *Throws depressing music into the flames*
My sadness:
*Basically Explodes*
Yup
Same
@Random Person Accurate, accurate. How you doing? I know I’m late but maybe you’re feeling better? Hope you’re okay. Love from a fellow random person
That's fairly accurate haha oof
...
I'm sorry for being a bad friend
I'm sorry for being a bad student
I'm sorry for being not strong enough
I'm sorry that I almost broke our friendship
I'm sorry for failing
I'm sorry for living
I'm sorry for having depression
I'm sorry for not knowing what do
I'm sorry for not listening
I'm sorry for being mean
to you brother.
I'm sorry that i felt this pain
I'm sorry for hiding my feelings
I'm sorry that I let you know
I'm sorry that I hate myself
I'm sorry for being not there when you need me
I'm sorry that you cared for me
I'm sorry for making you worried
I'm sorry for being myself
I'm sorry that I let you see my true self
I'm sorry that you believed in me
I'm sorry you trusted me
I'm sorry for being happy
I'm sorry for wasting my lifeI'm sorry for being a bad daughter
I'm sorry for giving up
I'm sorry for not being able to tell you
I'm sorry that I hate myself
I'm sorry for telling you like this
I'm sorry for not believing you that you love me
I'm sorry for my mind, not letting me sleep for weeks
I'm sorry for not being there when you need it
I'm sorry for complaining
I'm sorry for being weak
I'm sorry for being not worth it
I'm sorry ignoring you
I'm sorry for being so stupid
I'm sorry for thinking I could do it
I'm sorry for even trying
I'm sorry for being too sad
I'm sorry for being too hyper
I'm sorry for lying
I'm sorry that I'm weak
I'm sorry for the nights you wasted to me
I'm sorry for blaming you
I'm sorry for not being able to clean up in my head
I'm sorry for saying I love you
I'm sorry for everything
I'm sorry for my mind
I'm sorry for being a bad sister
I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry for trying to run away
I'm sorry that I left you behind
I'm sorry for embarrassing you by having a depressed daughter
I'm sorry that you cared for me
I'm sorry for not seeing other solutions
I'm sorry for having you waste your money on me
I'm sorry sis, I'm sorry for not finding a way to save you
I'm sorry for sneaking
I'm sorry I'm so fat
I'm sorry that I'm a "Fag"
I'm sorry that I believe different things.
I'm sorry for speaking when I wasn't spoken to.
I'm sorry I had to drag you into my problems.
I'm sorry you feel like you need to stay
I'm sorry for not keeping up
I'm sorry for not painting happy trees like you want
I'm sorry for being like Victoria...
I'm sorry for choosing the wrong people to hang out with
I'm sorry for not knowing what do
I'm sorry for wasting your time
ArtsyLoveLemons same
I'm sorry to for not knowing you in time
U mad me cry
Andrea Worth is that a bad thing
If anyone needs to talk, or encouragement dm my email at hangouts
Round of applause to those who didn't gave up when they're depressed👏
lol i’m about too 😀👍
We understand u.. don't worry so many people r suffering through such difficulties.. even its me 2..
Go easy n take care
I can't do it anymore
@@zachismylife.lovehim4lifel105 please don't do it I know it's hard and even though I don't know you're story I just want you to know I care and I know life can really suck ass and again even though I don't know what you're going through I just want you to remember when you're at your lowest point remember their is still one person that care's about you
I just want to die I do not want people to tell me everything is ok why can't I fucking end it
I've only given my parents trouble. I've always gotten straight A's. I've always tried to be great. But by doing that, they broke me. It was so much worse that I realized. The small comments, that have now given me body image issues. The blow off because even through they did everything out of line, my brothers have always been better, and more important. Telling me to stay silent because if I wasn't, if I so much as moved, or breathed too much, I was being annoying. That has given me anxiety. I used to be happy, and energetic. Now, I'm sleeping maybe sixteen hours a day, waking up at midnight, falling asleep at seven a.m. Listening to music all night, reading something to keep my mind away from the thoughts that creep in. All of that was because of them. Because i was never good enough, because, i always needed to much. Asked for too much. Until I gave too much and lost myself. The happy me. The innocent me. The old me. The me I wish I could have held onto. But that is no longer possible. Sitting here at five in the morning, tears running down my face, I am writing this while my family sleeps soundly, not knowing anything is wrong.
I'm sorry, this is pathetic, a waste of you time to read.
Hello. I probably don't understand how u feel but what I do know is that you are good enough. I don't know you in person and you don't know me I'm a complete stranger to you. However I will listen to you. I will try and help you. I'm not good with advice but I will always try. Never give up. Someone out there will one day take your hand and help you get your old self back. Maybe you will meet that person tomorrow or next week maybe you have to wait a few years but there is someone out there that wants to help you. They just don't know it yet. If you need someone to talk to I will be here. I will come back to this comment section if you just need someone to talk to or listen to you. I don't think your comment was pathetic or a waste of time. Just know you are good enough. Don't let anyone tell you that you aren't.
Just as @Dragon Slayer says, you are worth it. You will find your old self again, and you will be happy again. I will always be here waiting if you want to talk to someone.
I feel the same way to know more people feel like this makes me feel less alone but I'm still alone sad hurt
I know how she fell when you get bully by you so called friends and every day the same things happen what should you do I don't like it this song helps with the painfulness ever day it get worst 😭😭😭🤬🤬
Don't be sorry. Its not a waste of time. Your feelings are valid and tbh for me relatable
Parents feel like they understand you because “they were a teenager once to” or “they’ve been through the same things as you” but really they have no idea what it’s like to still be going through it because they made it out and you don’t know if you can.
I still don't blame them though. My parents as a teen lived at a time when there was no Internet, not enough money, etc. They don't understand me because times have changed.
r/Im14yoandthisisdeep
r/Im14yoandthisisdeep
Kyouka?
True jirou
I listened to this song when I was around 12-13 and my mom was really abusive then it makes me so proud to be able to listen to this song now only 9 days away from my 18th birthday after I’ve gotten the help I need and my family getting the help it needs I’m proud to say that Ive apologized for my actions and for anybody reading this going through a hard time right now I know it might not seem like it and I know you probably have had people tell you this but it does get better
You're right
It gets better with time 😊👍
My story with this song is pretty similar but there is one difference - no one helps me and I'm still in one big shit.
I'm kinda jealous
Wish me a lucky 👍
I was also about your age when I listened to it, and like you because of abusive parents, now I will be 18 in January and my parents haven't changed even a bit, before they physically abused me and now they mentally abuse me, idk if I will ever be get out of their abusiveness
@@porenesianparapio6934 congratulations on turning 18 soon mines changed a little bit I’ve been offered some housing options & I’ve mainly been staying at my boyfriends every now and then my mom has gotten better but it has gotten to the point where I’ve called the cops on her to be honest I just keep to myself at this point to be completely honest the only reason I keep going is because of my boyfriend who encourages me every day to do whatever I want
My mom said “I brought you into this world and I can take you out” how do I tell her to take me out of this world
I wonder that too
@z Well yes she did, but actually no she didn't.
@@deadassmemes1776 fall on your bed and pretend you're falling off a building. Get up and walk around your house but don't talk to anyone. Tell me what happened afterwards.
stay strong :(, these comments saying “me too” or giving you advice to kys or they self’s, don’t do it. your mom will blame you. i believe in you, you have long life to live.
@@karmaakabane2767 Nothing..?
“I wish I could say I was proud of you and not disappointed!”
-2019
“Why can’t you be like your sister and not a devil”
-2015
“You aren’t depressed, you have no reason to be”
-2018
“You need to quit eating! You’re gaining so much unnecessary weight!”
-2018
“I feel like I can’t trust you!”
-2019
“You’re just like your father!”
-2019
-my mom 2015-2019
“If you ever get scared of mom, call me and I’ll get you.”
-my sister 2018
Are you okay? Are you still with her? Please tell me your away from her now.
@@maisiecrazy4607 is ur thing up dog from undertale
So what happened now
Well im happy ur sis is with u let her know if ur hurt :)
Lee Eun-kai omg stay with your sister😢😢
Mom : " Are you afraid of dying ? "
Me : " No... I'm afraid of living "
Edit: I saw this comment after 2 years and I can't believe I was so cringe 💀 but on a serious note I hope everyone is doing fine and have a great life.
True
So true ..... I’m from India and I just received my results for my boards exams in grade 10 but I scored 87% ;(... I’m literally disappointed in myself and I feel like I let down my parents....I really worked hard but I lost marks in Science....and my friend had gotten 90%....I wish I could make my parents proud
@@littleviollet6402 Don't worry I'm proud of you 🤗
Anime chan 🥺Thanq
@@littleviollet6402 I'm 17 and that seems like an okay grade to me also we forget somethings as we get older and some school systems are just plain out messed up also not everything has to be a perfect 10 out of 10 or a perfect 100% (also good for you 👏☺️👍 I think you done well on your board exams)
I remember listening to this several years ago back when I was in my second year of high school. It was a shitty time for me and I resonated deeply with this song. I'm proud to say I came a long way. I still have my insecurities and doubts but seeing this along with a few others songs from back then suddenly pop back on I'm happy to say I'm not crying in tears anymore. I am my parents precious child, despite everything we came this far. I got myself together and passed through high school, I'm in university without a plan but I'm working on it. I'm proud when my father tells his friends what my brother , sister and I do. We can get a better house than that one that still sits on the hill, mom doesn't like it that much anyway. I know I'll make them proud.
Listening to this now I'm happy that it no longer resonates with me, it means I overcame it.
"They say follow your heat, but if your heart is in a million pieces which piece do you follow"
Oh so true😭
The piece you hold closest
Put the pieces back together, gather all your thoughts. fix yourself up. and get back on track. you are wonderful, *It's just that your hidden self is hiding.* so let it show-
« Follow your brain, then glue your heart, ❤️ »
@@vintxqe4798 That's a good answer
They said to "Follow your Heart"
But what if your heart is in a million pieces, which piece do you follow?
You don't you fall in the hole that's left behind
@@meh7004 :)
Just end it... 👌
I feel so lost
find the thing that fixes ur heart then follow ur heart
Some Nightcores may be sad, but the comments are heartbreaking...
It's Me I feel fine listening to the song but when I read the comments is when I cry til I have no more tears
It's Me I know
True....
I agree
True... I love this song but it makes me feel sad.
I started listening to this 3 days after it was posted. I turned 16 last week, even though I thought I never would even make it past 13.
To everyone who thought they wouldn’t make it, you can do it.
My birthday is on July 11th and I'm not sure if I'll make it to 14
@@tdoggy2k442 look man, there's always gonna be light at the end of the tunnel and you are stronger than you think. If you're in pain, talk to someone you can trust. You have your whole life ahead of you and you deserve to see it through. I'm praying for you bro❤
Dad: "You're a mistake!"
Me: "So why did you decide to have me?"
Nvxlxch Exactly!
If your child/children is a mistake,then why did you decide to have them?
He should be ashamed of himself he should be better
ps.. I mean ur dad
Been told that for 28 years
lol you were a fucking accident kid (this post was made by accidents who aren't depressed gang)
It's not your fault he doesn't know how to use a condom or keep it in his pants
I'm sorry mom....
I'm a jerk a lot, constantly annoying or ignoring my little siblings and you, sitting in my room all the time, giving you attitude, never helping.
I love you, I'm sorry....
I feel you, girl. God loves you nontheless. It’s not too late to turn back. ❤️
me to
I feel you...
Thats me.. makes me cry.
You expect your mum to find this comment..? 🖤
The song says "I'm sorry mom and dad" so many times. I just wish I could too.
I wish i had a dad to say sorry too, i wish i had a mum who wasn't ill everyday 24/7 so i could actually say sorry to her no problem. But really my father should say sorry to me for choosing alcohol over me. I wish i could say sorry to my sister for being born, bc if i wasn't born my sister probably wouldn't be a horrible person she is now, if i wasn't born she would have a father, if i wasn't born, none of the problems that exist today, would have ever existed.
I'm sorry to everyone for being a problem you can't solve or get rid of. I'm sorry I'm still standing, and being a horrible person.
@@sissimoonstar I hope you haven't done anything to yourself. You want to chat? To be honest ,I want to say sorry too.
Sorry for being born
Sorry for being me
Sorry for wasting my space
Sorry mum
Sorry dad
Sorry sister
Sorry for letting my old self die
Sorry for being sad
Sorry for crying randomly
Sorry for making you pay my medical bills.
Sorry for trying to end my pain
Sorry for being alive
Sorry for everything
@@ghukifymooth3827 are you ok!!
@@sissimoonstar are you okay too?
@@ghukifymooth3827 yes i am (i think)
To everyone that listened to this when they were younger and didn’t think you were gonna make it past 16 or 18 and you did 👏👏 we made it. Through all the bs we stayed strong
Funny how parents can't see the difference of their child's laziness and depression
According to some parents, such things "don't exist" or at least it didn't "back in their day", I dealt with someone like that before my dad took me to another town
my parents figured out I was depressed before I understood what that was. I was offered meds bt I said no (idk why) now they think im fine but im not, im to scared to tell them. im on hold on a lifeline rn
So true
Yea right tgey just thought that we are being lazy to avoid responsibilities but infect we completed all our responsibilities no matter how much broken we are from the inside
@@My_name-is_Skylar_White_yo just tell them. Or someone else. Talking so someone really helped me!
"They ain't gonna see, and they ain't gonna care until your dead."
Tell me about it.
True
So true
I care
That's so true sometimes I wish I was dead
Phantom_ DemonGacha
Who can relate?
There was this girl that went to my school about 3 years ago. She was beautiful, smart, and very kind from what I have heard. I didn't know her personally but I heard a couple stories about her from her girlfriend. She commited suicide by jumping off the bleachers at the football field because her mom and dad were "ashamed" to have a lesbian daughter. I feel like this song hit exactly what she felt before she... passed away.
REST IN PEACE MEGAN
Amanda please don’t.
AMANDA PLEASE DON'T. your life is worth way more than you think! If your family is ashamed of you, just know that someone out in the world cares for you.
Amanda Don’t commit suicide!
Amanda are you okay? Do you want to talk??
Midget Life UMMMM IM LESBIAN UMMM AND I HAVE A FREAKING CRUSH ON A GIRL THAT IS MY BEST FRIEND ON EARTH
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I thought I wont be wanting to hear this song again, but here I am, playing this on an endless loop
We're all just suicidal kids telling eachother suicide isn't the answer.
Lmao true
👍🏻
true.... im suicidal...
AND IM 12!!! IM SO SCARED! But i just want someone to talk...
@@CG-wk3fo yea I'm 14 and tried to kill myself twice so I hear ya, if ya wanna talk then you can talk to me stay safe 🤞
@@tsukimanotfound2883 can you give me your email? it is understandable if you dont want to tho...
I'm fine..
F: Faking a Smile
I: Insecure
N: Negativity all over me
E: Eating Less.
E: Eager to die....
So fantastic meanin u wrote..👍
Billi 3lesh fans likening t hi s 😂
Mhm
Me right now
Mom: "are you scared to die?"
Me: "No. I'm scared of why I'm going to die."
Same. Could it be an accidental death or not? Let's hope its accidental cuz we have a reason to live!
@@DucksAreCool_AF idk but like i think i might choke on somthing. XD
@@minteh4107 I'm quite dumb so I'll probs die from like falling off a cupboard and getting a concussion
@@DucksAreCool_AF Lol
I would probably trip and fall off of a 10 foot building or fall off purposely
The fact that i've fought battles by myself, was able to hold back tears, sit all alone in the dark crying in a corner yet still helpless and scared to tell someone my problems, not breaking down, not ending my own life even when i'm hopeless.
Just made me realize that i only have myself and myself only so i can't bring myself down or i might loose her. Made me realize that i'm much stronger than i thought. That every problem had a solution. That even when it's painful and hopeless, i still needed to fight for my sake. That i've went through so much and went through it all alone. That i should be proud of myself.
“You should thank me! I bought you life!!”
I didn’t want it though
😢
That’s so true i feel like snapping at them but i dont but I’m on my breaking point of life
Yeah,I didn't asked 🙃
@@julielutchman817 wtf
Same they acted as if i wanted to be born you brought me into this world then take me out 😊
My mom :why can`t you be like your sister
Me :BECAUSE I`MA DIFFERENT PERSON
mom : slaps me and tells me that im grounded
Yeah that's why I don't say nothing
My mom:why can't you be like your brother
The only thing I want to scream is this "Because I'm not him and you can't control my life so let me be when are you finally going to understand this"
*my mom to my 8 year old sister* : WHY CANT UOU BE LIKE UR SITER HUH!!” *i walk in and tel my sister to go to her that ill be there in a sec*. Me: mom shes 8 you cant be Doing that shes just a kid and she a Another person shes not like another people *I get grounded * it was weard it ( i am 13 with depression ) I felt like a hero
awwww
The only person you can be is you
My mom
When you are happy you just enjoy the song but when you're sad you understand the lyrics so easily is it true ?
Hey I was told that life is songs. That's how my family gets thru life.😉
Yes
Guess i’m always sad then cause I always understand this lyrics
True
One 100%
This hit me hard, I see a lot of younger people have told their stories here, and I hope you all try to make everything as bright for yourselves as you can.
I have always been open about my story, but never to my parents. I have a dark past with deep depressions and my parents thought they supported me, but their talk about me being able to be whatever I wanted, it turned into meaningless buzzwords. All I wanted was for them to see me, to hear my cries of pain, but they never did. I fell into deep depressions and suicidal thoughts and tries. I still feel to this day that my final attempt actually succeeded, I am still alive, but my goals have faded, my willingness and motivation has died out. I am better today than I was when I was a teen and earlier as a kid, but I feel that I can't say no to my parents in fear of disappointing them. In fear that they might dislike me, and that they will stop replying when I am grasping for attention. Always felt like the black sheep that never fitted into the family, tried to take as small space as possible, but it leaves my vulnerable.
I am sorry for the long text, needed to get that off my chest after hearing this.
TL:DR Me contemplating my lifechoices and how much I wanted more love from my parents.
“Every child deserves a parent”
“Not every parent deserves a child”
This is true like my mom doesn't deserve me 😪
You're too underrated
You get it so much
No . Every child doesn't deserve parents. Because i don't deserve my parents :(
@@wolfgirlliz2257 tf are you talking about? they’re saying the person is underrated google the definition smh.
I'm sorry I couldn't buy you that house upon the hill.
Me: I've always promised this to my grandma
JustJaleah 101 😭
I always promised my grandma how I will grow up and give her the best life possibly! But, what if I won’t live long enough to do that?
I’ve always wanted to do that...but it’s too late
I'm ALRIGHT
A: Always alone.
L: Left Out.
R: Reasoning with myself to not take my life.
I: In my room.
G: Getting my supplies.
H: Hell hound to others.
T: Taking My life.
No! Don't you dare! You are wonderful, and your life is a gift from God. God is perfect, so he gives *perfect* gifts. You're one of those gifts.
I'm alright a always leaveing
L lying
R running away
I I hate you
G god hates me
H help me
T taking risks and almost dying
Emily Billingham i’ll be your friend ❤️❤️❤️☺️☺️
@@katyalumi are you from Roblox?
Please dont do it theres also one out there for you dont stop Searching one day you will be happy just dont stop Searching. Dont do it ppl care about you whenever you cant se them.
(Sorry for my bad english but its important to get this message out)
The moment you realize. Mistakes are mistakes. its in the pass. Your parents know you make mistakes. :)
Now wipe those tears and give me a hug -Gives virtual hug-
Thank you 😔 *Hugs*
I'm sorry mom and dad
*that I couldn't be who you want me to
*that I don't want to live this life anymore
*that I can't give you what you want from me
*that I'm alive....
No, don't be sorry for living!😟 Everyone has a purpose, you just have to find yours.😉
Your parents decide to have you, if they can't deal with what you are then they don't deserve you.
don't apologize
I am a father of 4 daughters. I love them all equally and more then I can say in words.
Reading these comments here, breaks my heart. So many precious children are suffering. To all children; please never let your parents bring u down. U have more value. Parents has different kind off struggles and it isn't fair to u kids for treating u like that.
So in the name off all parents;
We are sorry too make u feel this way. We know u are precious and we love u, even when it doesn't seems to be.... We are sorry too..
its good to see that there's still someone considering about our feelings...
thanks a lot sir... :D
I as a teen really appreciate your words but i do kinda wish to hear it from my dad to, but know i wish you the best of luck with your 4 daughters and may you have a wonderful lifetime with them always by your side sir. Your appreciated
@@samarthagarwal6119 all feelings matters.. especially from the future futures
@@dasilva1387 hope my parents would understand that...maybe they do but i am unable to see it...
and i half expected that you would just ignore my comment...so, it was quite heartwarming for me to see you reply
thanks sir :D
and i hope that you and your daughters are doing fine
You have no idea how much I have wanted to hear those words from my parents.. I'm actually crying right now.
Who else feels like they are failing at life
Me...
Me..
Kristian Bennefield I do
Moon Riddle same.
Ren- Hm.
Used to listen to this song whenever I’d fail something important since all the way back in high school, whenever I thought a failure would be the end of me. Today, looking back, I’ve since graduated college, moved out, got a good stable job, and am doing well. Every setback, every failure, can be overcome, and now this song reminds me of all the times I thought I would grow up to be a disappointment.
I am sorry mom and dad:
*Im sorry for not giving u love
*Im sorry I ruined ur life
*Im sorry I am a disgrace child
YOURE NOT A DISGRACE
You’re probably one of the best that’s happened to your parents
I'm a disgrace too
A complet mistake
And Error happend when the made me
hey you have nothing to be sorry about if they cant love you as much as other people do that's their fault not yours you are not disgrace i understand you feel like that but you shouldnt if nobody loves you now there will be plenty of people ot come and dont give up hope.
I'm 14 and I love my dad hes all I have without him id be dead rn kids for fück sake respect your parents please do it for me
Me tho, I'm sry i was rejected and abandoned, I'm sry i was a pain cuz I couldn't be the way u wanted me to be. I'm a failure, I'm not proud, but I'm not disappointed in it either
(Edit) I'm saying this to my aunt
can we just admire the person on piano for a second? I can picture how into it they r just from the emotion in the chords.... good job random piano guy
Ace my bro plays piano and I was thinking that too
well jeez im sorry for scrolling down so far into the comments, everyone is now asking why im crying
_Halyalos _ I read comments at night so if I cry no one will see
I read the comments at night and then cry when sharing some of the things that I go through
People here complaining about not being appreciated enough. And here I am, being overappreciated, not working hard, messing up all the time...
I feel like under these songs we have a safe and broken but caring community... if you need comment below and just vent... sending hugs and love!! ♡♡♡
Mehhhh
I could use somone but nobody really cares and they never will
I need hugs xx
@@kacishull7499 whenever you have a problem just put it on here because there are people that care and that can relate here
Body: Trying to survive
Mind: Don't want to
Parents: Busy
Me: Don't care anymore
Mouth: I'm fine
Voice: I'm not!
Face: I'm pretty
Wrists: I'm not
Brain: I'm smart
Heart: I'm broken
Soul: Someone please see me, hear me screaming!
Society: Why are you gay
Everyone: So useless
Death: Hello, let us have tea together?
Edit: Hooly shit I ignored this for a long time. Thank you for all the support. I'm much better now and my depression isn't as bad. I hope you all have someone in your life to help you like you helped me.
Edit2: Thank you for all the love and support. I am so much better nowadays, but sometimes I struggle with my DID and other disorders. But I have you all and I hope you know that I love you all too.
Is it sweet tea? If not I'll pass.
I cried reading this because it’s so true I can relate to this so badly 😔
@@meow-n6y
I hope you make it through.
can hella relate
Damn this relates to me, but what kinda tea, just asking
This actually hurt me... badly. The last words I said to my father were "I hate you. I wish you were never my father."
I'm sorry papa. I hope you forgive me in heaven.
It's not the time to die for you!!
You must gonna see your dad and say : "i'm sorry"
You musn't die now!
I'm sure your father would have known that you didn't really mean it. I'm sure he's forgiven you 🖤🖤🖤
i have no life
OMG, how did... he die?
i have no life I’m sure he forgives that you were just mad but that’s sad...if you don’t mind me asking how did he....pass? If your not comfortable asking it’s fine..
In Heaven, he won't remember you said that. You know why?
He will only rememeber that he loves you. God Bless You ❤✝
"I know I never made you proud"
That hit hard
“Your too young to be depressed” I’ve heard it multiple times and It really triggers me
or the ever famous: "you're just faking it to get attention"
Sophia Worden yeah
@Biscee yep
"You're to old to be happy" -Depressed me
i always hear it BUT I REALLY REALLY DOESNT BELIEVE IT
Little Girl: Whats on your arm?
Me: They're battle scars.
Little Girl: You fought in a war?
Me: Yeah. A long and hard one.
Little Girl: Thats so cool! Can I get one?
Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I'll
tell you what. Whenever you see someone
else with battle scars, I want you to go
give them a hug, okay? Can you promise
me?
Little Girl: Yes, I promise.
A few days later we went to a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager.
Teen: Why are you hugging me?
Little girl: Because... points you have
battle scars just like my babysitter.
The teen looks up at me, and I roll up my sleeve to show her. With tears in her eyes, she says one thing to me...
Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I'm not done fighting.
She bends down at eye level at the little girl
Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength
to keep fighting. You are forever my war
hero
this is not mine. i just share it cuz it was so beautiful. share it to other people they have the will to keep living. fighting!
@Leena Jeffries No, this is not okay please stop. I have a solution for you!!! It's called the butterfly challenge...
1. Draw a butterfly on your wrist
2. You can't wash it off, wait until it wears off by itself
3. If you cut, you killed the butterfly
4. If the butterfly survives until it rubs out, you completed the challenge! If you cut ever again just rinse and repeat..
I don't know if you will follow my advice but i reccomand it, stay safe, love you 💖
This is so beautiful. It warms my heart. Thank u for sharing this with us
@@Galaxy-sw8rl i love that i will definitely use that. Thank you. I absolutely love you too. This is just amazing. i am currently drawing the butterfly.
미친Galaxy ' you are someone’s war hero. Thank you.
@Leena Jeffries if u ever need to talk to someone, I'll be here for u, I'll always jump at the opportunity to help someone who's asking for help just know you are loved and even though I don't know u, I still love you to pieces 💜💜
Anyone else start crying while listening to this and reading comments? 😭
me rn
Crying why get yourself together
meeeeee :(
Me rn
Yes
Can't put into words how many times my parents have saved me from depression. Best parents I could have ever asked for, I'm literally crying while typing this. I'm sorry I couldn't ever say I love you all. i love you both so much, more than anything ❤️❤️❤️
Me: Mom
Mom: Yea?
Me: *I just want to say that dissapointing you scares me the most. Im sorry for everything ive done that you dont want to happen.*
The first 20 seconds and I'm already crying...
Same :c
Nah, I can hold the tears
im already crying :(
So did i
Pathetic.
I'm fine listening to this song but when i read these comments and relate to them I cry
True very true
So relatable omg 😭💕
As a dad i weep to half these comments so sad
True it’s honestly sad
That is sit true and relatable
Always have been an overachiever in academics
Graduate with the highest grades possible and easily got into med school
4 month in, I failed all 3 exams we had so far
I told my mom how stressed I was which she responded to "you only need to focus on studying, no need to be stressed"
I go to bed after midnight and wake up before sunrise - how could she even imagine studying medicine is chill
(Obv I want to be here and study, but it's hard when your Feelings are dismissed as "irrelevant")
No matter how many times I listen to the song I still cry
Lexi The Wolf *same*
Stay strong trooper!!
Lexi The Wolf it's so relatable
Me to 😢
Im sorry i have bad grades
Im sorry for my lies
Im sorry i get angry
I wish i can make u happy
And i wish u can forgive
Me even if im really messed
Up i just...love u i dont
Want u to be lost
Ill make u proud
This time while im still
Young i dont want u
To be gone if ur goin
Gone i will be with u
I LOVE U
That is sad but don't tar yourself down if something that happens just tell yourself "next time i will do better and make u proud of me and I will not let u go with out me at all as I'm still alive" don't make urself feel bad just try that all that matters
meh to girl i'm sorry mom that i was playing at school and im sorry that i was playing with you and everything but i miss you so much plz don't cry mom plz and i'm sorry dad the same i love yall so much dad plz come back to me i hope i can see yall at the same time plz come back i know i messed up so so bad plz come back ps nikenna love yall so much
i'm feel bad for u
So honest
That basically describes my life
i remember singing this to my dad i was just about 10 or 11 years old. i wasn’t good at singing but i put out the courage to sing this to them because i’ve been an annoying kid back then and my dad didn’t care less about my singing and praised me. dad passed away 3 years ago and mom is here taking care of both me and my twin alone, i love them both with all my heart and i really cherish this song ❤️
I'm so sorry 😟 love you..
Fellow Kpop fan.. I hope your doing good now 🥺💜💜
im so proud of you💕
I'm so sorry :(
As someone who grew up with this nightcore, I started listening to this song in middle school, and now I'm graduating in a few months. Life's hard, its going to be, its never easy, but you need to remember that you can do it, youve made it through birth, you won the race for a reason, therefore youre here, in the real world. Its possible that you feel like your parents dont love you, or that they dont care about you, but deep down they do, they may struggle showing it, maybe theyre going through their own issues at work, online, or anywhere, just like how you could at work or in school. Everyone has problems, just some are more serious than others, and some may be more sensitive than others, and thats ok. Im someone who cries VERY easily, i could be slightly yelled at or someone could sound angry, and if theyre a close loved one, I'll cry. But everyone is alive for a reason, so if youre considering on ending it, dont, its not worth it, things will turn around. that, i can promise you 🩷
I see a lot of comments with "I am here for you" and stuff. Thank you for that. You really show that there is still kindness in this world of cruelty. Thank you for showing that you care. I think everyone should have at least one person in their life like this.
And if you are still reading.
You are perfectly valid for who you are, and someone cares about you. No matter what, there will be someone out there who will be there for you, maybe you haven't met them yet, or maybe you have. If not, then I am here. I will be a shoulder for you to cry on. I can't guarantee that I can help directly, but I can support you.
You are still valid, and I appreciate you!
You can reply if you want vent. I will reply when I can and offer some (hopefully) comforting words.
Stay strong everyone!♥️
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything but I think you also need a shoulder to cry on everybody needs one so just know i’m here for you as well
I Will try
I started crying while reading this, can we talk, if u have any social media or a number give me it and I’ll talk
KennyBossio same
Thank you
I feel like a horrible daughter. :(
Go hug your parents right now.
@@mydreams2235 everything's okay now. :)
@@larko2717 Great :) Did you hug them ? Have a good day
@@mydreams2235 that so kind
@@nanagaming6564 awww thank you !
Mom: "I wish you weren't alive"
Me: "Just crying no words can explain how I felt when she said after that i was in my room for two days"
Are ok ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ
Oh- meh remember the time my mother said they should put me in a orphanage I ignore them 1 day hmm..
My mom siad to me “ how about i go put u in an orphanage and leave u there huh i wish i did not bring u In to this world i all i wanted was a nice child thankful great full nice kind “ i ignored them for a month and stayed in my room. I hope ur life gets better and I hope ur doing okay
@@kristiecote9947 I also know that pain, they don't realise how much it hurts
I'm so sorry to hear that sweety ;-;
Parents can mess up sometimes.. I hope you don't forget that you're easy to love, even if the people around you make you feel otherwise sometimes ;-;
First listened to this when I was about 15, came up in my feed again today. Can say now I’m 19 and working full time at my dream job as a software developer. Things do get better, keep at it!
Great job
Truth asked death :why does everyone love me more than you
Death:because you are the beautiful lie and I'm the painful truth.
Truth? How can auto correct mass life up, if you don’t English then it’s okay if you messed up.
I’ve seen this comment before... nice steal
@@savuhhhh same
@@savuhhhh lol 😂😂😂 yeah I know this too
@@savuhhhh does it matter? We all have the same thoughts anyway
My daughter sang this to me and I was crying
Beth Fleming wow thats cool...
Bless you and your daughter, good dears.
yeah you should listen to her and don't judge her because she will just shut you out because thats what i did to my mum and i haven't opened up
Beth Fleming
Well did she make you proud?
Beth Fleming thats cute I wish I did but im not 13 or born in 1993
Little boy: “Are you an angel?”
Girl: “What?”
Little boy: “My mom told me those who have marked wrists are angels.”
Girl: “I’m not an angel”
Little boy: “Of course you are! Mom said only angels hurt themselves because they don’t like the life on earth. The world is destroying them so they try to return to heaven again. They are too sensitive to the pain of others and their own.”
Girl: “You know your mom is very wise.”
Little boy: “Thank you. She is also an angel, but she already returned home.”
I-
...
Thanks for this, it makes me really happy
@William Ahlgren I agree..
@William Ahlgren I hate people that leave when they have a kid. I have no family so it'll be fine if i leave but leaving a fucking child, I hate
aww man thats depressing
I always have these feelings that I should cut myself and I’m 9
You know I showed this to my sister and she actually understood my pain unlike my dad and my mother is going through her own pain but we help each other.. My sister is 20 and like I said she understood my pain and all she had to was hug me and I started crying and screaming while she held me... That was the only time I actually felt happy that someone understood my pain... Thank you big sister Madison...♥️♥️💔💔
Hello random person scrolling~
For everyone who thinks they messed up bad to their parents,
It's okay. You did not. Honestly, you made your parents happy by just staying alive and not going to the darker side :)
Shiny_22_15 thank you
Shiny_22_15 heh thx
I may only have one parent now, but I appreciate your help in this comment. I have my dad to help.
Shiny_22_15 This comment made me tear up because me and my mom have hit a bit of a rough patch so thank you for that
Shiny_22_15 aww I can relate to this music right now.. and it's making me cry... If u guys were here I'd hug all of you 😟
you're a nice person, aren't you? thanks
niece: auntie, what are those scars on your arm?
aunt: oh! those are just...um, battle scars
nephew: COOL! i wanna have some too!
aunt: NO NO no no. i never want to see you with these battle scars.
niece: why not?
aunt: these battle scars are...different. but can you promise me something?
niece and nephew: yes!
aunt: if you ever see anybody with these battle scars, just hug them and tell them it's going to be okay.
even though i suffer from it myself,
never feel depressed or cut yourself.
its really hypocritical, seeing that i am myself,
but it's not the answer to everything.
repost this if you know someone depressed, suicidal or self harming (including you!)
Me. I'm fighting alone though....no one knows
@@alicewolf7682 I know, Ill be here to help.
Im depressed....THATS ALL
But..... I look like im not depressed either😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅
This is such a powerful comment....I've never seen any like it...
@@bischwester8619 thank you!
My parents teach me to succeed,
but not to be happy
For me my dream is what matters
But no one is there to understand me
Yeah my brother always saying that just take the job I really want and don't be bother by anyone.My parents said the same thing too but when mom and dad have a quarel my mom always saying that take the job that will make many money so you don't have to suffer and just be happy in life.
Success leads to happiness 🤷♂️
r/Im14yoandthisisdeep
r/Im14yoandthisisdeep
Hats off to the songwriter of this song that person truly is amazing to write such great lyrics.🥺🥺🥺🥺💕
Who else cried during this song :p
Hopefully I’m not the only one
Blue Rose umm me
Blue Rose I did a lot and I've listened to it like 10 times and still cry
Blue Rose me!!!😢
Blue Rose your not blue rose I had a tear
Blue Rose I did cry
I can't make them proud. I can't make them talk to their friends about me. I have big dreams, too many plans but still fail. The more I try the more I fail.
So true sister so true.....
Não pense assim, você vai conseguir! Don't think is this way, You'll can!
Look your not going to accomplish something right away. Sometimes you got to fail a lot to succeed. It's like taking baby steps. You can't just walk right away. You first got to learn how to crawl and get your balance. So don't doubt yourself.
I feel you there
Where there is a will........
And NO I'm not referring to the legal document🤗
*gets to the end of the song*
*crying*😭
*Funny add comes on*
. . . . BRU! 😑😑
lil'Eli gotcha girl i fucking hate when that happens like “STOP MAKING ME FEEL HAPPY GOD”
So true
Don't you just hate adds?
Hi💗💗💗💗❤💗❤💗💗❤💗❤💗❤❤💗💙❤💙❤💙❤💙💙❤💗😘💗❤💗💗❤💙💙💋💋💋💋💋💙💙❤💗❤💙❤💋💋💋💙❤💗💙💋💋💋💋💋💋
@@nicolaconnor2504 wtf is wrong with you?
After 7 years this song hits hard as always 🥺
My mom got me into this world but....i don't want to live in it...
1.) I Don't wanna smile
2.) I don't wanna cry
3.) I don't wanna live
4.) But I don't wanna die
Sincerely, your daughter
I feel you
Because i have a boyfreind but i like girls
OOof :(
Life sucks. Not to be sad or depressed or whatever. I feel you a lot... Just calm down. Jesus loves you..
Anyone felt ashamed while hearing this...? 😔😟
I feel ashamed..... 🤧😞😔
Me
Me...
The Spotlight Show yep..😭
Nope
I love this song! It just tells my life
It tells my life and my sister's too
Monica Nguyen Ho
then you're a sad shit.
Mc 0w0 true
I still can't listen to this without crying my eyes out
I almost cried when I sang this. It reminded me all the times I disappointed my parents. Every. Single. Day.
r/Im14yoandthisisdeep
@@norstrader ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww this comment is disgusting (my comment)
cringe 😃
You know there is someone in this world waiting for you and want to give you happiness which you deserve so don't give up.
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal!!
I'm sorry that I'll never be you perfect daughter.
I'm sorry that I'll never be enough.
I'm sorry that I can never tell you how I feel because it always ends up turning into an argument where I'm always in the wrong.
sorry for never being enough
Do you need to talk to someone? I'm here for you. Reply if you want my email to talk to me.
@@via2517 same
Random Nesh fe
I relate so fucking much to this that’s it’s actually scary
I know exactly what this feels like
**plays this when I fail my test**
Parents: *we wouldn’t be that mad if you failed your test you didn’t have to do dis ;-;*
*oH*
Thank you for 100+ likes uwu
If I fail I would get the fuck beaten by them even if I put this
@@masterofgame2393 exactly
master of game rip oof
Your lucky.
I bring home my report book.
They criticize me about the bad grades.
They dont even give me a "good job" for the two As in there.
Because it was in a subject that to them is unimportant.
I feel like a disappointment.
@NamelessSoul -w- your not a disappointment.. :( your a gem full of happiness in the future. ♡
im an adoptive child i never knew my parents until iwas 12-13 cause i found out that i was adopted on my own- and i also heard that my parents or atleast my own mother threw me in a sink and didnt care for me and now i have all these medicine to keep me alive...when i was still a newborn child i was in the hospital till i was even 1 year old i even had my birthday in the hospital this song really remind me of myself
I honestly cry everynight bc im so scared of losing one of my parents ): I cant even stand one day without them .. Literally my whole life was based on this song and now i cherish every moment with them . I dont wanna lose them like omg ..
Guys cherish each and every moment with your parents because you never know when some unexpected happens ..
Dont say i hate you when deep down it kicks you to say that. This hit me hard i cant even stop crying .. Love your parents they made you .. When you have a child love them to til' the day you die xx
Lochious my dad got in a motorcycle accident and is now handicapped but the doctor barely saved him. It makes me cherish every single moment with them even though they're divorced and I never complain about anything ever again
All I can say is spend your time well with them and try not to worry about how much time is left instead think about what you will do with that time with them.
Its easy said then Done I could never love my dad for what he did my stepdad was more of a dad then my dad was and my stepdad passed away not that long ago I just wish he knew how much I loved him 💜💜😭😭😭😭
same my life is like this i REALLY FEEL BAD I
Aww daddy mommy girl :V
I m writing this so when someone likes it, I can return to hear it and have my tears flow because nothing and absolutely nothing gets me crying than the songs.
It;s been a year now my friend, how are you doing now? Hope you are happy with whatever you are doing in this present day
Hey mate now nearing 2 years in a few months.
How’s it going?😊
@@LifeofMortis getting a lil better and then boom we back to the same point mate
@@btstomboy_lyfe1290how are you doing lovely I’ve been where you are
@@btstomboy_lyfe1290please tell me you’re still alive
This really makes me emotional 😭. I know every child feels that way. So do I.
Dammit, who's pressing the replay button?!?!
Lillian Kim 😭
Lillian Kim and who's cutting the onions here?
Lillian Kim everything you think gets you emotional how about this a friend of mines dad left when he was only 4 or 5 and he never really new his dad he was not taught anything because he only had his mom.And his dad never came back.yeah this song is sad but wouldn't you feel bad kids who have lost there parents?
Michael Beane I can relate to that. Lots of my friends have that problem and so do I. Tell your friend that you'll be with them and teach the things he wasn't able to learn from his father. I mean, isn't that what good friends do? Tell him he's not alone no more.
Hey you. I'm proud, you come so far. You've grown so much since you last listened to this so and I love you for it.
If it still feels hopeless, just remember this stranger loves you dearly, and I'll be sad if you leave.
This is to everyone in the comments needing.... anything.
Someone to talk to, rant to, cry to.
I guess I'm here
I won't be perfect.
But I'll listen
People like you are the people that give me faith in the future of our world.
same to you if you need to talk, or listen ill be that person if you need
Thank you. People like you that actually care are good. No one that I know usually cares or takes me seriously. Thank you for having a shoulder that others can cry on, even if you don't know them.
Thank you so much for giving kindness. You are very much appreciated and I can be a shoulder for you as well.
Thank you for caring.
I wish you were my friend
Was I the only one that started crying? 😭 *THIS WAS JUST SO EMOTIONAL*
nah..
Almost everyone did. I kept crying 😭😭
Dear mom and dad,
I’m sorry, that I ran away from home 3 times I’m sorry I had to worry you out of your minds
I apologize for cutting my arm I promise I won’t do anymore self-harm
I tied the rope around my neck and tried to die-heck
You worry about your death thinking about me following on your footsteps
I shaved my head and then you thought I was dead
This might sound selfish that I’m making you go through anguish
But you should know I love you and wouldn’t throw my time away with you
Just know I’d love you with my body heart and soul to death
I’d regret making you feel disrespected
While I was depressed I’d confess I was leaving it unsaid
You’d admit that I sometimes throw a fit
I know that you are worried I just wanted to say
I’m sorry
Sincerely your daughter Marine
Aww thanks! You’re beautiful!
You’re welcome but it’s true my friend🤗
This comment made me cry😢😭😦Your parents love you
Marine Firebrand I have a similar thing like that but I believe in you because I know what you've been through but after all of the things you have did your parents would have still loved you because you are their daughter (I had a guess you were a girl) and they'd accept anything that you have done but still they would maybe even pay A million dollar to just get you back! Just remember that they would accept anything that you want/are to be! They'd still love you and I'll be right there by your side!
(even though I don't know you)
*edit* And please don't say mean things to yourself because I'm sure that isn't true😊😊👍👍😀😀
Marine Firebrand THAT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL
I’m so proud of you for making it this far and not giving up when times were hard
"I hate you."
Those words stung like a cut on my wrist. Tear stains on my cheeks, as I hugged my knees, sitting on the roof.
The music pounded in my ears, but grew silent as the song ended. My thoughts were screams, as I let out a muffled sob.
The air stung my lungs, as the smoke wavered in the air. The ledge I sat on, was cracked, but stable, as it stretched out over the street below.
I buried my face in my knees, muffling my cries of despair.
"I hate you."
It was all I thought about, the words were torture. The bang of the door slamming shut, me storming out, backpack slung over my shoulders, earbuds plugged in.
The tears began to sting my eyes, as I wiped them with my cut up, bruised hands, wiping my nose with my arm.
The pain was dull on my scraped knees, as I staggered up, letting out another sob. My arms hung at my sides, in defeat.
My vision swayed, as I stared out into the broken city.
I wanted to jump, my feet at the edge, my mind screaming at me.
Why couldn't I though?
Because I knew it would get better.
No one needs to resort to suicide so you made the right choice just hang in there if it hasn't gotten better it will if it got worse just remember there are people that love you and I'm also here
Is it weird that right as I read "I hate you" on ur comment tje song said it...
@@nevaehdavis3038 The song is with me.
You can write a novel. Lels hehe
@@jessieelinonyu5014 Lol, thank you. I am actually writing a book and fanfiction at the moment!
Who else cried after listening to this for the first time? And listened over an over sobbing? Am I the only one?
C G no
C G me i cried really bad
C G nope
C G i cried cause my boyfriend got hit by a car yesterday and I cried when I saw it and I didn't stop him
I cryed arter finishing the video
‘I’m sorry mum and dad’
-sorry for costing so much money
-sorry for making you live in fear of getting hurt
-sorry for my hurtful empty threats
-sorry I wasn’t smart enough
-sorry I hurt you
-sorry I never trusted you
-sorry for breaking everything
But I’m not sorry:
For being a creative child
Getting request to make book covers
Finding people who I can call sisters who aren’t blood
Someone I can fall onto
Being someone others can rely on and trust
Welcoming everyone into my sensitive heart
We all have our moments of doubt sadness, and believe me I know what it’s like
But don’t be become a broken doll on a shelf, become a collectable doll who everyone wants because they are unique
*BE YOU* 💙💙
Ya. BE U!!!
Thx this really cheered me up :)
CyberGirl YT wait...I’m actually a artist who also draws book covers and gets paid for it...guess u just wrote what I’ve been going thru.
Sorry for costing so much money is so true for me
Galaxy_Survivor same
This is actually the first nightcore I've heard and after this I slowly chose nightcore songs over the original songs 😅. Hearing this gives me nostalgia, especially those times when me and my best friend were still close. She was also the one who introduced nightcore to me. Even though our relationship drifted so far, still can't help but be thankful she's part of my past and memory. ❤️✨