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КОМЕНТАРІ • 21 тис.

  • @pixelixxel
    @pixelixxel Рік тому +1897

    Congratulations to everyone who stood through all of this and can now come back to read this!

  • @nf-lovingchicken266
    @nf-lovingchicken266 3 роки тому +6407

    We're all just suicidal kids telling eachother suicide isn't the answer.

    • @lesbian3201
      @lesbian3201 3 роки тому +133

      Lmao true

    • @tsukimanotfound2883
      @tsukimanotfound2883 3 роки тому +50

      👍🏻

    • @CG-wk3fo
      @CG-wk3fo 3 роки тому +221

      true.... im suicidal...
      AND IM 12!!! IM SO SCARED! But i just want someone to talk...

    • @tsukimanotfound2883
      @tsukimanotfound2883 3 роки тому +159

      @@CG-wk3fo yea I'm 14 and tried to kill myself twice so I hear ya, if ya wanna talk then you can talk to me stay safe 🤞

    • @CG-wk3fo
      @CG-wk3fo 3 роки тому +66

      @@tsukimanotfound2883 can you give me your email? it is understandable if you dont want to tho...

  • @ryo90l869
    @ryo90l869 4 роки тому +6305

    Mom : " Are you afraid of dying ? "
    Me : " No... I'm afraid of living "
    Edit: I saw this comment after 2 years and I can't believe I was so cringe 💀 but on a serious note I hope everyone is doing fine and have a great life.

    • @alexsxftie2331
      @alexsxftie2331 3 роки тому +59

      True

    • @littleviollet6402
      @littleviollet6402 3 роки тому +130

      So true ..... I’m from India and I just received my results for my boards exams in grade 10 but I scored 87% ;(... I’m literally disappointed in myself and I feel like I let down my parents....I really worked hard but I lost marks in Science....and my friend had gotten 90%....I wish I could make my parents proud

    • @ryo90l869
      @ryo90l869 3 роки тому +49

      @@littleviollet6402 Don't worry I'm proud of you 🤗

    • @littleviollet6402
      @littleviollet6402 3 роки тому +19

      Anime chan 🥺Thanq

    • @madisonwheeler1372
      @madisonwheeler1372 3 роки тому +26

      @@littleviollet6402 I'm 17 and that seems like an okay grade to me also we forget somethings as we get older and some school systems are just plain out messed up also not everything has to be a perfect 10 out of 10 or a perfect 100% (also good for you 👏☺️👍 I think you done well on your board exams)

  • @stxleepery3389
    @stxleepery3389 3 роки тому +3183

    “Every child deserves a parent”
    “Not every parent deserves a child”

    • @bugacube874
      @bugacube874 2 роки тому +76

      This is true like my mom doesn't deserve me 😪

    • @Bliseee
      @Bliseee 2 роки тому +37

      You're too underrated

    • @wolfgirlliz2257
      @wolfgirlliz2257 2 роки тому +21

      You get it so much

    • @supertuna6894
      @supertuna6894 2 роки тому +30

      No . Every child doesn't deserve parents. Because i don't deserve my parents :(

    • @anastasia5873
      @anastasia5873 2 роки тому +30

      @@wolfgirlliz2257 tf are you talking about? they’re saying the person is underrated google the definition smh.

  • @dasilva1387
    @dasilva1387 3 роки тому +733

    I am a father of 4 daughters. I love them all equally and more then I can say in words.
    Reading these comments here, breaks my heart. So many precious children are suffering. To all children; please never let your parents bring u down. U have more value. Parents has different kind off struggles and it isn't fair to u kids for treating u like that.
    So in the name off all parents;
    We are sorry too make u feel this way. We know u are precious and we love u, even when it doesn't seems to be.... We are sorry too..

    • @samarthagarwal6119
      @samarthagarwal6119 Рік тому +58

      its good to see that there's still someone considering about our feelings...
      thanks a lot sir... :D

    • @ace._.420
      @ace._.420 Рік тому +46

      I as a teen really appreciate your words but i do kinda wish to hear it from my dad to, but know i wish you the best of luck with your 4 daughters and may you have a wonderful lifetime with them always by your side sir. Your appreciated

    • @dasilva1387
      @dasilva1387 Рік тому +27

      @@samarthagarwal6119 all feelings matters.. especially from the future futures

    • @samarthagarwal6119
      @samarthagarwal6119 Рік тому +22

      @@dasilva1387 hope my parents would understand that...maybe they do but i am unable to see it...
      and i half expected that you would just ignore my comment...so, it was quite heartwarming for me to see you reply
      thanks sir :D
      and i hope that you and your daughters are doing fine

    • @aki_san
      @aki_san Рік тому +20

      You have no idea how much I have wanted to hear those words from my parents.. I'm actually crying right now.

  • @larko2717
    @larko2717 4 роки тому +5429

    I feel like a horrible daughter. :(

    • @mydreams2235
      @mydreams2235 4 роки тому +116

      Go hug your parents right now.

    • @larko2717
      @larko2717 4 роки тому +71

      @@mydreams2235 everything's okay now. :)

    • @mydreams2235
      @mydreams2235 4 роки тому +70

      @@larko2717 Great :) Did you hug them ? Have a good day

    • @nanagaming6564
      @nanagaming6564 4 роки тому +55

      @@mydreams2235 that so kind

    • @mydreams2235
      @mydreams2235 4 роки тому +44

      @@nanagaming6564 awww thank you !

  • @B4kedP0tat0
    @B4kedP0tat0 4 роки тому +5326

    My mom said “I brought you into this world and I can take you out” how do I tell her to take me out of this world

    • @karmaakabane2767
      @karmaakabane2767 3 роки тому +165

      I wonder that too

    • @karmaakabane2767
      @karmaakabane2767 3 роки тому +191

      @z Well yes she did, but actually no she didn't.

    • @karmaakabane2767
      @karmaakabane2767 3 роки тому +138

      @@deadassmemes1776 fall on your bed and pretend you're falling off a building. Get up and walk around your house but don't talk to anyone. Tell me what happened afterwards.

    • @nev7678
      @nev7678 3 роки тому +85

      stay strong :(, these comments saying “me too” or giving you advice to kys or they self’s, don’t do it. your mom will blame you. i believe in you, you have long life to live.

    • @deadassmemes1776
      @deadassmemes1776 3 роки тому +27

      @@karmaakabane2767 Nothing..?

  • @sadiaafrinnela907
    @sadiaafrinnela907 3 роки тому +4471

    After listening to this song I'm thinking,
    ""I'll sing this song for my parents in my wedding day""
    I'll say, "I'm sorry mom & dad", "I love you although I've never said this", "And thanks for everything"

    • @lillianna4071
      @lillianna4071 2 роки тому +89

      I read it as singing this on their wedding day O_O

    • @WhiteNoFace
      @WhiteNoFace 2 роки тому +17

      uhm yo hablo español
      Lol no I don’t speak Spanish and what I said is I speak Spanish 😂

    • @sadiaafrinnela907
      @sadiaafrinnela907 2 роки тому +7

      @Raipiya Bhowmick Exactly..!!!

    • @mayzhen-yan4532
      @mayzhen-yan4532 2 роки тому +36

      This is gonna be my funeral song I'll ask my parents to play this song long before i die

    • @simply_lin0664
      @simply_lin0664 2 роки тому +8

      I’m sorry…

  • @beautifuldiamond3629
    @beautifuldiamond3629 3 роки тому +5291

    The moment you realised your parents didn't appreciate all your hardwork and think you're a disappointment is just another level of pain

    • @AsthmaBreather
      @AsthmaBreather 3 роки тому +213

      When your mom dad pressures you all the time for something , then you achieved that , but they didn't praise you. On top that , they brought the second goal

    • @skyzi597
      @skyzi597 3 роки тому +33

      i feel you bro

    • @katherine1055
      @katherine1055 3 роки тому +26

      i fell you so much.

    • @missmomo1215
      @missmomo1215 3 роки тому +14

      Yup

    • @mmmmmm-xl4zl
      @mmmmmm-xl4zl 3 роки тому +11

      Yeahhh this is me rn

  • @incognito_9920
    @incognito_9920 3 роки тому +2657

    Me: reading lyrics
    My head: understanding the song
    My heart: crying so hard
    Me pov.: dont cry dont cry c'mon dont cry!

  • @yoomeru
    @yoomeru 6 місяців тому +40

    I remember this exact photo and song and it just gives me nostalgia of my nightcore phase. I kind of want to go back and I don't know what made me stop listening to it. I'm just upset because I want to go back but can't.

  • @lhutton2086
    @lhutton2086 11 місяців тому +46

    I started listening to this 3 days after it was posted. I turned 16 last week, even though I thought I never would even make it past 13.
    To everyone who thought they wouldn’t make it, you can do it.

  • @perseus2172
    @perseus2172 3 роки тому +9333

    Round of applause to those who didn't gave up when they're depressed👏

    • @chelsea3330
      @chelsea3330 3 роки тому +149

      lol i’m about too 😀👍

    • @TKG2404
      @TKG2404 3 роки тому +87

      We understand u.. don't worry so many people r suffering through such difficulties.. even its me 2..
      Go easy n take care

    • @zachismylife.lovehim4lifel105
      @zachismylife.lovehim4lifel105 3 роки тому +50

      I can't do it anymore

    • @greylikesart
      @greylikesart 3 роки тому +65

      @@zachismylife.lovehim4lifel105 please don't do it I know it's hard and even though I don't know you're story I just want you to know I care and I know life can really suck ass and again even though I don't know what you're going through I just want you to remember when you're at your lowest point remember their is still one person that care's about you

    • @zachismylife.lovehim4lifel105
      @zachismylife.lovehim4lifel105 3 роки тому +34

      I just want to die I do not want people to tell me everything is ok why can't I fucking end it

  • @kristianbennefield3683
    @kristianbennefield3683 4 роки тому +7633

    Who else feels like they are failing at life

  • @Apricusus
    @Apricusus Рік тому +94

    I listened to this song when I was around 12-13 and my mom was really abusive then it makes me so proud to be able to listen to this song now only 9 days away from my 18th birthday after I’ve gotten the help I need and my family getting the help it needs I’m proud to say that Ive apologized for my actions and for anybody reading this going through a hard time right now I know it might not seem like it and I know you probably have had people tell you this but it does get better

    • @priyakumari6073
      @priyakumari6073 Рік тому

      You're right
      It gets better with time 😊👍

    • @ThePrettyCasual_P00s1
      @ThePrettyCasual_P00s1 Рік тому +2

      My story with this song is pretty similar but there is one difference - no one helps me and I'm still in one big shit.
      I'm kinda jealous
      Wish me a lucky 👍

    • @porenesianparapio6934
      @porenesianparapio6934 8 місяців тому +1

      I was also about your age when I listened to it, and like you because of abusive parents, now I will be 18 in January and my parents haven't changed even a bit, before they physically abused me and now they mentally abuse me, idk if I will ever be get out of their abusiveness

    • @Apricusus
      @Apricusus 8 місяців тому

      @@porenesianparapio6934 congratulations on turning 18 soon mines changed a little bit I’ve been offered some housing options & I’ve mainly been staying at my boyfriends every now and then my mom has gotten better but it has gotten to the point where I’ve called the cops on her to be honest I just keep to myself at this point to be completely honest the only reason I keep going is because of my boyfriend who encourages me every day to do whatever I want

  • @kyshafer8558
    @kyshafer8558 6 місяців тому +12

    To everyone that listened to this when they were younger and didn’t think you were gonna make it past 16 or 18 and you did 👏👏 we made it. Through all the bs we stayed strong

  • @v01d36
    @v01d36 3 роки тому +2953

    I'm fine..
    F: Faking a Smile
    I: Insecure
    N: Negativity all over me
    E: Eating Less.

  • @thespotlightshow1580
    @thespotlightshow1580 5 років тому +8898

    Anyone felt ashamed while hearing this...? 😔😟

  • @annamargaritacaranguian4457
    @annamargaritacaranguian4457 2 роки тому +38

    .
    I thought I wont be wanting to hear this song again, but here I am, playing this on an endless loop

  • @BandyKing
    @BandyKing Рік тому +35

    This hit me hard, I see a lot of younger people have told their stories here, and I hope you all try to make everything as bright for yourselves as you can.
    I have always been open about my story, but never to my parents. I have a dark past with deep depressions and my parents thought they supported me, but their talk about me being able to be whatever I wanted, it turned into meaningless buzzwords. All I wanted was for them to see me, to hear my cries of pain, but they never did. I fell into deep depressions and suicidal thoughts and tries. I still feel to this day that my final attempt actually succeeded, I am still alive, but my goals have faded, my willingness and motivation has died out. I am better today than I was when I was a teen and earlier as a kid, but I feel that I can't say no to my parents in fear of disappointing them. In fear that they might dislike me, and that they will stop replying when I am grasping for attention. Always felt like the black sheep that never fitted into the family, tried to take as small space as possible, but it leaves my vulnerable.
    I am sorry for the long text, needed to get that off my chest after hearing this.
    TL:DR Me contemplating my lifechoices and how much I wanted more love from my parents.

  • @baka5519
    @baka5519 3 роки тому +2965

    Funny how parents can't see the difference of their child's laziness and depression

    • @12_gauge76
      @12_gauge76 2 роки тому +139

      According to some parents, such things "don't exist" or at least it didn't "back in their day", I dealt with someone like that before my dad took me to another town

    • @My_name-is_Skylar_White_yo
      @My_name-is_Skylar_White_yo 2 роки тому +41

      my parents figured out I was depressed before I understood what that was. I was offered meds bt I said no (idk why) now they think im fine but im not, im to scared to tell them. im on hold on a lifeline rn

    • @jankitak7812
      @jankitak7812 2 роки тому +8

      So true

    • @izza9749
      @izza9749 2 роки тому +20

      Yea right tgey just thought that we are being lazy to avoid responsibilities but infect we completed all our responsibilities no matter how much broken we are from the inside

    • @Zaunhalle
      @Zaunhalle 2 роки тому +8

      @@My_name-is_Skylar_White_yo just tell them. Or someone else. Talking so someone really helped me!

  • @paigelamara8778
    @paigelamara8778 4 роки тому +580

    My mom :why can`t you be like your sister
    Me :BECAUSE I`MA DIFFERENT PERSON
    mom : slaps me and tells me that im grounded

    • @Qui3tGh0st
      @Qui3tGh0st 3 роки тому +41

      Yeah that's why I don't say nothing
      My mom:why can't you be like your brother
      The only thing I want to scream is this "Because I'm not him and you can't control my life so let me be when are you finally going to understand this"

    • @Steph-ms5tu
      @Steph-ms5tu 3 роки тому +26

      *my mom to my 8 year old sister* : WHY CANT UOU BE LIKE UR SITER HUH!!” *i walk in and tel my sister to go to her that ill be there in a sec*. Me: mom shes 8 you cant be Doing that shes just a kid and she a Another person shes not like another people *I get grounded * it was weard it ( i am 13 with depression ) I felt like a hero

    • @Suri_irus442
      @Suri_irus442 3 роки тому +7

      awwww

    • @frog7235
      @frog7235 3 роки тому +10

      The only person you can be is you

    • @queenarmystarme370
      @queenarmystarme370 3 роки тому +3

      My mom

  • @acearnold6428
    @acearnold6428 2 роки тому +24

    "I know I never made you proud"
    That hit hard

  • @shadowgirlreiesu8949
    @shadowgirlreiesu8949 3 місяці тому +6

    I remember listening to this several years ago back when I was in my second year of high school. It was a shitty time for me and I resonated deeply with this song. I'm proud to say I came a long way. I still have my insecurities and doubts but seeing this along with a few others songs from back then suddenly pop back on I'm happy to say I'm not crying in tears anymore. I am my parents precious child, despite everything we came this far. I got myself together and passed through high school, I'm in university without a plan but I'm working on it. I'm proud when my father tells his friends what my brother , sister and I do. We can get a better house than that one that still sits on the hill, mom doesn't like it that much anyway. I know I'll make them proud.
    Listening to this now I'm happy that it no longer resonates with me, it means I overcame it.

  • @user-oq2wp6ck8h
    @user-oq2wp6ck8h 4 роки тому +4408

    Body: Trying to survive
    Mind: Don't want to
    Parents: Busy
    Me: Don't care anymore
    Mouth: I'm fine
    Voice: I'm not!
    Face: I'm pretty
    Wrists: I'm not
    Brain: I'm smart
    Heart: I'm broken
    Soul: Someone please see me, hear me screaming!
    Society: Why are you gay
    Everyone: So useless
    Death: Hello, let us have tea together?
    Edit: Hooly shit I ignored this for a long time. Thank you for all the support. I'm much better now and my depression isn't as bad. I hope you all have someone in your life to help you like you helped me.
    Edit2: Thank you for all the love and support. I am so much better nowadays, but sometimes I struggle with my DID and other disorders. But I have you all and I hope you know that I love you all too.

    • @floofycorgo6876
      @floofycorgo6876 4 роки тому +118

      Is it sweet tea? If not I'll pass.

    • @ble6828
      @ble6828 4 роки тому +99

      I cried reading this because it’s so true I can relate to this so badly 😔

    • @user-oq2wp6ck8h
      @user-oq2wp6ck8h 4 роки тому +39

      @@ble6828
      I hope you make it through.

    • @ollysgayhorizonsuwu
      @ollysgayhorizonsuwu 4 роки тому +27

      can hella relate

    • @Nana-xt8gp
      @Nana-xt8gp 4 роки тому +33

      Damn this relates to me, but what kinda tea, just asking

  • @luannesbestfriend7
    @luannesbestfriend7 4 роки тому +1377

    Me:
    My sadness: *small flames*
    Me: *Throws depressing music into the flames*
    My sadness:
    *Basically Explodes*

    • @resblack2301
      @resblack2301 4 роки тому +3

      Yup

    • @bananajuice3963
      @bananajuice3963 4 роки тому +3

      Same

    • @emilym97
      @emilym97 4 роки тому +8

      @Random Person Accurate, accurate. How you doing? I know I’m late but maybe you’re feeling better? Hope you’re okay. Love from a fellow random person

    • @Kaylee_Foust
      @Kaylee_Foust 4 роки тому +3

      That's fairly accurate haha oof

    • @laragrotts9910
      @laragrotts9910 4 роки тому +2

      ...

  • @Lser_Boo-ey4qc
    @Lser_Boo-ey4qc 2 роки тому +54

    The moment you realize. Mistakes are mistakes. its in the pass. Your parents know you make mistakes. :)
    Now wipe those tears and give me a hug -Gives virtual hug-

    • @y7nic0re
      @y7nic0re 2 роки тому +2

      Thank you 😔 *Hugs*

  • @hosts-navia-furina-nahida
    @hosts-navia-furina-nahida 9 місяців тому +7

    People here complaining about not being appreciated enough. And here I am, being overappreciated, not working hard, messing up all the time...

  • @sh1nym
    @sh1nym 3 роки тому +3357

    They said to "Follow your Heart"
    But what if your heart is in a million pieces, which piece do you follow?

    • @meh7004
      @meh7004 3 роки тому +95

      You don't you fall in the hole that's left behind

    • @sh1nym
      @sh1nym 3 роки тому +27

      @@meh7004 :)

    • @zara2270
      @zara2270 3 роки тому +30

      Just end it... 👌

    • @ashleythehooman
      @ashleythehooman 3 роки тому +26

      I feel so lost

    • @alyssashanks4190
      @alyssashanks4190 3 роки тому +23

      find the thing that fixes ur heart then follow ur heart

  • @idkwhattocallmyself3154
    @idkwhattocallmyself3154 3 роки тому +1664

    “You should thank me! I bought you life!!”
    I didn’t want it though

    • @DucksAreCool_AF
      @DucksAreCool_AF 3 роки тому +6

      😢

    • @kristiecote9947
      @kristiecote9947 3 роки тому +44

      That’s so true i feel like snapping at them but i dont but I’m on my breaking point of life

    • @julielutchman817
      @julielutchman817 3 роки тому +11

      Yeah,I didn't asked 🙃

    • @donutgalaxy4153
      @donutgalaxy4153 3 роки тому +2

      @@julielutchman817 wtf

    • @tash9384
      @tash9384 3 роки тому +27

      Same they acted as if i wanted to be born you brought me into this world then take me out 😊

  • @kenjarahcallejo3379
    @kenjarahcallejo3379 6 місяців тому +5

    The fact that i've fought battles by myself, was able to hold back tears, sit all alone in the dark crying in a corner yet still helpless and scared to tell someone my problems, not breaking down, not ending my own life even when i'm hopeless.
    Just made me realize that i only have myself and myself only so i can't bring myself down or i might loose her. Made me realize that i'm much stronger than i thought. That every problem had a solution. That even when it's painful and hopeless, i still needed to fight for my sake. That i've went through so much and went through it all alone. That i should be proud of myself.

  • @chaos_creator_beloved
    @chaos_creator_beloved 3 місяці тому +3

    As someone who grew up with this nightcore, I started listening to this song in middle school, and now I'm graduating in a few months. Life's hard, its going to be, its never easy, but you need to remember that you can do it, youve made it through birth, you won the race for a reason, therefore youre here, in the real world. Its possible that you feel like your parents dont love you, or that they dont care about you, but deep down they do, they may struggle showing it, maybe theyre going through their own issues at work, online, or anywhere, just like how you could at work or in school. Everyone has problems, just some are more serious than others, and some may be more sensitive than others, and thats ok. Im someone who cries VERY easily, i could be slightly yelled at or someone could sound angry, and if theyre a close loved one, I'll cry. But everyone is alive for a reason, so if youre considering on ending it, dont, its not worth it, things will turn around. that, i can promise you 🩷

  • @4de11a
    @4de11a 4 роки тому +3581

    “I wish I could say I was proud of you and not disappointed!”
    -2019
    “Why can’t you be like your sister and not a devil”
    -2015
    “You aren’t depressed, you have no reason to be”
    -2018
    “You need to quit eating! You’re gaining so much unnecessary weight!”
    -2018
    “I feel like I can’t trust you!”
    -2019
    “You’re just like your father!”
    -2019
    -my mom 2015-2019
    “If you ever get scared of mom, call me and I’ll get you.”
    -my sister 2018

    • @maisiecrazy4607
      @maisiecrazy4607 4 роки тому +87

      Are you okay? Are you still with her? Please tell me your away from her now.

    • @8xnny
      @8xnny 4 роки тому +29

      @@maisiecrazy4607 is ur thing up dog from undertale

    • @user-bi2rr6vk7y
      @user-bi2rr6vk7y 4 роки тому +16

      So what happened now

    • @duafatima8692
      @duafatima8692 4 роки тому +34

      Well im happy ur sis is with u let her know if ur hurt :)

    • @byunniechennie8104
      @byunniechennie8104 4 роки тому +23

      Lee Eun-kai omg stay with your sister😢😢

  • @worldwidetrash5580
    @worldwidetrash5580 3 роки тому +3198

    " You're useless. "
    I know, I am.

    • @slayla_1989
      @slayla_1989 3 роки тому +53

      "I know but, you are dumb and look like shit" That's what I always say back

    • @finalspace297
      @finalspace297 3 роки тому +20

      Yes u are but that's what makes u,u ur special to at least one person even if u dont know it so if u go so will they

    • @a1000colors
      @a1000colors 3 роки тому +23

      No, you're not! I mean.. why do you even listen to them when all they have on their tongue is just garbage. They don't even know your true worth and value.. you're a gem of a person ✨ 🦋 Trust me, you are awesome!

    • @indiraharidas7670
      @indiraharidas7670 3 роки тому +11

      Tell em
      "And i suppose Your only purpose is to follow me around and satisfy your ego and insecurities by annoying the future CEO of the company your going to be a janitor at?"

    • @indiraharidas7670
      @indiraharidas7670 3 роки тому +4

      Honey, you r a necessity to this world. Without you your parents wouldn't be where they are now, and neither would your friends

  • @Kratargon
    @Kratargon Рік тому +9

    Used to listen to this song whenever I’d fail something important since all the way back in high school, whenever I thought a failure would be the end of me. Today, looking back, I’ve since graduated college, moved out, got a good stable job, and am doing well. Every setback, every failure, can be overcome, and now this song reminds me of all the times I thought I would grow up to be a disappointment.

  • @kalebchunn458
    @kalebchunn458 3 роки тому +6

    It’s funny how parents think that we can’t be depressed they always say “ how are you depressed you said at home all day and do nothing”

  • @rumi1813
    @rumi1813 5 років тому +2151

    I am sorry mom and dad:
    *Im sorry for not giving u love
    *Im sorry I ruined ur life
    *Im sorry I am a disgrace child

    • @les3299
      @les3299 4 роки тому +47

      YOURE NOT A DISGRACE
      You’re probably one of the best that’s happened to your parents

    • @thearlgrey
      @thearlgrey 4 роки тому +53

      I'm a disgrace too
      A complet mistake
      And Error happend when the made me

    • @ameliabaker140
      @ameliabaker140 4 роки тому +22

      hey you have nothing to be sorry about if they cant love you as much as other people do that's their fault not yours you are not disgrace i understand you feel like that but you shouldnt if nobody loves you now there will be plenty of people ot come and dont give up hope.

    • @masonnnuff7994
      @masonnnuff7994 4 роки тому +17

      I'm 14 and I love my dad hes all I have without him id be dead rn kids for fück sake respect your parents please do it for me

    • @psychowolf2805
      @psychowolf2805 4 роки тому +10

      Me tho, I'm sry i was rejected and abandoned, I'm sry i was a pain cuz I couldn't be the way u wanted me to be. I'm a failure, I'm not proud, but I'm not disappointed in it either
      (Edit) I'm saying this to my aunt

  • @kaitlynnurmi5538
    @kaitlynnurmi5538 4 роки тому +2301

    "They ain't gonna see, and they ain't gonna care until your dead."
    Tell me about it.

  • @pandaoven7808
    @pandaoven7808 2 роки тому +40

    Spread the message. To the person that stays home from school because they’re too depressed to get out of bed, I love you. To the person stand in front of the mirror, unable to fight tears as they criticise every inch, I love you. To the person who can’t keep their dinner down because they only lost 2 pounds, I love you. To the person who cry on the cold tiles of they bathroom floor with a razor in their hand, I love you. To the person that wear long sleeves in the middle of August/summer/January to cover all their scars, I love you. To the person who pop a hand full of pills just to feel normal, I love you. To the person who drowned their feeling in a bottle of booze, I love you. To the person who watches the person fell in love with someone else, I love you. To the person whose parents tell them they not good enough, I love you. To the person who lock themself in their room whenever mom/Dad have been drinking, I love you. To the person who won’t go home because your mom and dad kept fighting , I love you. To the person who won’t go home because they afraid to get yell at, I love you. To the person who feel hopeless and planning to take your life, I love you. And to you!!! Who is reading this who ever you may be, remember you are put on this earth for a reason. And there is always someone out there who love you (even if it’s only me).

    • @L1ttle_
      @L1ttle_ Рік тому

      omg. that made me tear up. thank you so much.

    • @zoyazoi7343
      @zoyazoi7343 Рік тому

      THANK You May God bless you Have a good day/night Your words make me cry

    • @raYne1527
      @raYne1527 10 місяців тому

      Don't care + didn't ask + cry about it + stay mad + get real + L + cope + cope harder + ur mad + basic + skill issue + ratio + you fell off + the audacity + triggered + 4k + ur done + get a life + ok and? + cringe + touch grass + you not P + not based + you're a simp + not funny didn't laugh + you're* + grammar issue + go outside + get good + reported + say hi to youtube + GG! + ur mom

    • @iron5612
      @iron5612 5 місяців тому

      @@zoyazoi7343 ur face maeks me cry

  • @Alpheus_09C
    @Alpheus_09C Рік тому +6

    Can't put into words how many times my parents have saved me from depression. Best parents I could have ever asked for, I'm literally crying while typing this. I'm sorry I couldn't ever say I love you all. i love you both so much, more than anything ❤️❤️❤️

  • @jennifera5019
    @jennifera5019 4 роки тому +998

    “You never talk about me to your friends, you must be so embarrassed” I felt this on a personal level

    • @theyloafcaitlyn
      @theyloafcaitlyn 3 роки тому +25

      my parents tell their friends how much of a liar and a fake person i am

    • @alicebonny9931
      @alicebonny9931 3 роки тому +6

      @@theyloafcaitlyn @Jennifer A They even told people how much of a black sheep of the family I am.

    • @theyloafcaitlyn
      @theyloafcaitlyn 3 роки тому +3

      @@alicebonny9931 oh, I'm so sorry :(

    • @theyloafcaitlyn
      @theyloafcaitlyn 3 роки тому +3

      @@alicebonny9931 I know what you mean ✨🖤 ;(

    • @rosejaved269
      @rosejaved269 3 роки тому +6

      I know what you mean my parents are ashamed of me because I want to be an artist and not lawyer....

  • @artsylovelemons2437
    @artsylovelemons2437 4 роки тому +6695

    I'm sorry for being a bad friend
    I'm sorry for being a bad student
    I'm sorry for being not strong enough
    I'm sorry that I almost broke our friendship
    I'm sorry for failing
    I'm sorry for living
    I'm sorry for having depression
    I'm sorry for not knowing what do
    I'm sorry for not listening
    I'm sorry for being mean
    to you brother.
    I'm sorry that i felt this pain
    I'm sorry for hiding my feelings
    I'm sorry that I let you know
    I'm sorry that I hate myself
    I'm sorry for being not there when you need me
    I'm sorry that you cared for me
    I'm sorry for making you worried
    I'm sorry for being myself
    I'm sorry that I let you see my true self
    I'm sorry that you believed in me
    I'm sorry you trusted me
    I'm sorry for being happy
    I'm sorry for wasting my lifeI'm sorry for being a bad daughter
    I'm sorry for giving up
    I'm sorry for not being able to tell you
    I'm sorry that I hate myself
    I'm sorry for telling you like this
    I'm sorry for not believing you that you love me
    I'm sorry for my mind, not letting me sleep for weeks
    I'm sorry for not being there when you need it
    I'm sorry for complaining
    I'm sorry for being weak
    I'm sorry for being not worth it
    I'm sorry ignoring you
    I'm sorry for being so stupid
    I'm sorry for thinking I could do it
    I'm sorry for even trying
    I'm sorry for being too sad
    I'm sorry for being too hyper
    I'm sorry for lying
    I'm sorry that I'm weak
    I'm sorry for the nights you wasted to me
    I'm sorry for blaming you
    I'm sorry for not being able to clean up in my head
    I'm sorry for saying I love you
    I'm sorry for everything
    I'm sorry for my mind
    I'm sorry for being a bad sister
    I'm sorry for the things I said
    I'm sorry for trying to run away
    I'm sorry that I left you behind
    I'm sorry for embarrassing you by having a depressed daughter
    I'm sorry that you cared for me
    I'm sorry for not seeing other solutions
    I'm sorry for having you waste your money on me
    I'm sorry sis, I'm sorry for not finding a way to save you
    I'm sorry for sneaking
    I'm sorry I'm so fat
    I'm sorry that I'm a "Fag"
    I'm sorry that I believe different things.
    I'm sorry for speaking when I wasn't spoken to.
    I'm sorry I had to drag you into my problems.
    I'm sorry you feel like you need to stay
    I'm sorry for not keeping up
    I'm sorry for not painting happy trees like you want
    I'm sorry for being like Victoria...
    I'm sorry for choosing the wrong people to hang out with
    I'm sorry for not knowing what do
    I'm sorry for wasting your time

  • @hadiyahkhan76
    @hadiyahkhan76 3 роки тому +8

    I used to listen to this when I was like 11. Didn’t realize just how hard this would hit me when I don’t have one parent anymore. God, I’m sorry dad

  • @jaysonanderson1629
    @jaysonanderson1629 Рік тому +6

    You know I showed this to my sister and she actually understood my pain unlike my dad and my mother is going through her own pain but we help each other.. My sister is 20 and like I said she understood my pain and all she had to was hug me and I started crying and screaming while she held me... That was the only time I actually felt happy that someone understood my pain... Thank you big sister Madison...♥️♥️💔💔

  • @mackenziewilliams7936
    @mackenziewilliams7936 4 роки тому +520

    I love how we're all depressed wrecks who think we're worth nothing telling other depressed wrecks that they're worth something. Its sweet to have a community to talk to.

    • @GachaandGames
      @GachaandGames 4 роки тому +18

      Indeed. We have to stick together even though we seem to be alone!

    • @chikoritapkmnfg7331
      @chikoritapkmnfg7331 4 роки тому +20

      I'm not depressed, but I still like telling people who are nice things to cheer them up (Even if it's just a little bit)
      :)

    • @moonstone42
      @moonstone42 4 роки тому +6

      Lol, I love the way you worded that 😂

    • @fallen-down
      @fallen-down 4 роки тому +1

      I agree

    • @1_Vampire
      @1_Vampire 4 роки тому

      Mackenzie Williams yea
      Oof

  • @theworstusername467
    @theworstusername467 3 роки тому +1520

    My parents teach me to succeed,
    but not to be happy

    • @a.r977
      @a.r977 3 роки тому +15

      For me my dream is what matters
      But no one is there to understand me

    • @joygracepido
      @joygracepido 3 роки тому +3

      Yeah my brother always saying that just take the job I really want and don't be bother by anyone.My parents said the same thing too but when mom and dad have a quarel my mom always saying that take the job that will make many money so you don't have to suffer and just be happy in life.

    • @LessonsIn30Seconds686
      @LessonsIn30Seconds686 3 роки тому +2

      Success leads to happiness 🤷‍♂️

    • @norstrader
      @norstrader 3 роки тому +4

      r/Im14yoandthisisdeep

    • @floribori2676
      @floribori2676 3 роки тому +3

      r/Im14yoandthisisdeep

  • @horizon-gold
    @horizon-gold 8 місяців тому +4

    I'm coming back to this video after years and it still hurts.

  • @_Meloh
    @_Meloh 12 днів тому +2

    This is actually better than the actual version

  • @duckypotato9663
    @duckypotato9663 3 роки тому +510

    The song says "I'm sorry mom and dad" so many times. I just wish I could too.

    • @sissimoonstar
      @sissimoonstar 3 роки тому +15

      I wish i had a dad to say sorry too, i wish i had a mum who wasn't ill everyday 24/7 so i could actually say sorry to her no problem. But really my father should say sorry to me for choosing alcohol over me. I wish i could say sorry to my sister for being born, bc if i wasn't born my sister probably wouldn't be a horrible person she is now, if i wasn't born she would have a father, if i wasn't born, none of the problems that exist today, would have ever existed.
      I'm sorry to everyone for being a problem you can't solve or get rid of. I'm sorry I'm still standing, and being a horrible person.

    • @ghukifymooth3827
      @ghukifymooth3827 3 роки тому +8

      @@sissimoonstar I hope you haven't done anything to yourself. You want to chat? To be honest ,I want to say sorry too.
      Sorry for being born
      Sorry for being me
      Sorry for wasting my space
      Sorry mum
      Sorry dad
      Sorry sister
      Sorry for letting my old self die
      Sorry for being sad
      Sorry for crying randomly
      Sorry for making you pay my medical bills.
      Sorry for trying to end my pain
      Sorry for being alive
      Sorry for everything

    • @sissimoonstar
      @sissimoonstar 3 роки тому

      @@ghukifymooth3827 are you ok!!

    • @ghukifymooth3827
      @ghukifymooth3827 3 роки тому +1

      @@sissimoonstar are you okay too?

    • @sissimoonstar
      @sissimoonstar 3 роки тому +1

      @@ghukifymooth3827 yes i am (i think)

  • @Absidef
    @Absidef 4 роки тому +1213

    “Your too young to be depressed” I’ve heard it multiple times and It really triggers me

    • @mxxnluv3r
      @mxxnluv3r 3 роки тому +80

      or the ever famous: "you're just faking it to get attention"

    • @Absidef
      @Absidef 3 роки тому +12

      Sophia Worden yeah

    • @mxxnluv3r
      @mxxnluv3r 3 роки тому +5

      @Biscee yep

    • @PawsBoff
      @PawsBoff 3 роки тому +14

      "You're to old to be happy" -Depressed me

    • @hannahcastor3663
      @hannahcastor3663 3 роки тому +4

      i always hear it BUT I REALLY REALLY DOESNT BELIEVE IT

  • @jauharnurramadhan8462
    @jauharnurramadhan8462 3 роки тому +5

    Damn this is so true.. theres a time when i hate both of them, but sometimes i just wondering myself what ive done

  • @susmitamandal4577
    @susmitamandal4577 3 роки тому +5

    I can relate with this so much... I am the kind of kid that just wants my parents to be proud of me... and they are, it's just I pressure myself to be by their side and make them happy coz I love them and they are so supportive.
    I don't spend much time with them, and I feel bad for doing that.
    Shout out to all the amazing parents out there!

  • @minteh4107
    @minteh4107 3 роки тому +589

    Mom: "are you scared to die?"
    Me: "No. I'm scared of why I'm going to die."

    • @DucksAreCool_AF
      @DucksAreCool_AF 3 роки тому +17

      Same. Could it be an accidental death or not? Let's hope its accidental cuz we have a reason to live!

    • @minteh4107
      @minteh4107 3 роки тому +2

      @@DucksAreCool_AF idk but like i think i might choke on somthing. XD

    • @DucksAreCool_AF
      @DucksAreCool_AF 3 роки тому +6

      @@minteh4107 I'm quite dumb so I'll probs die from like falling off a cupboard and getting a concussion

    • @minteh4107
      @minteh4107 3 роки тому +1

      @@DucksAreCool_AF Lol

    • @art3426
      @art3426 3 роки тому +2

      I would probably trip and fall off of a 10 foot building or fall off purposely

  • @nehad7332
    @nehad7332 4 роки тому +3381

    Little Girl: Whats on your arm?
    Me: They're battle scars.
    Little Girl: You fought in a war?
    Me: Yeah. A long and hard one.
    Little Girl: Thats so cool! Can I get one?
    Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I'll
    tell you what. Whenever you see someone
    else with battle scars, I want you to go
    give them a hug, okay? Can you promise
    me?
    Little Girl: Yes, I promise.
    A few days later we went to a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager.
    Teen: Why are you hugging me?
    Little girl: Because... points you have
    battle scars just like my babysitter.
    The teen looks up at me, and I roll up my sleeve to show her. With tears in her eyes, she says one thing to me...
    Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I'm not done fighting.
    She bends down at eye level at the little girl
    Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength
    to keep fighting. You are forever my war
    hero
    this is not mine. i just share it cuz it was so beautiful. share it to other people they have the will to keep living. fighting!

    • @Galaxy-sw8rl
      @Galaxy-sw8rl 4 роки тому +149

      @Leena Jeffries No, this is not okay please stop. I have a solution for you!!! It's called the butterfly challenge...
      1. Draw a butterfly on your wrist
      2. You can't wash it off, wait until it wears off by itself
      3. If you cut, you killed the butterfly
      4. If the butterfly survives until it rubs out, you completed the challenge! If you cut ever again just rinse and repeat..
      I don't know if you will follow my advice but i reccomand it, stay safe, love you 💖

    • @smorleysanimations9040
      @smorleysanimations9040 4 роки тому +29

      This is so beautiful. It warms my heart. Thank u for sharing this with us

    • @nehad7332
      @nehad7332 4 роки тому +29

      @@Galaxy-sw8rl i love that i will definitely use that. Thank you. I absolutely love you too. This is just amazing. i am currently drawing the butterfly.

    • @resblack2301
      @resblack2301 4 роки тому +18

      미친Galaxy ' you are someone’s war hero. Thank you.

    • @alyssastone4190
      @alyssastone4190 4 роки тому +13

      @Leena Jeffries if u ever need to talk to someone, I'll be here for u, I'll always jump at the opportunity to help someone who's asking for help just know you are loved and even though I don't know u, I still love you to pieces 💜💜

  • @thecrazyone...3350
    @thecrazyone...3350 2 роки тому +7

    Hats off to the songwriter of this song that person truly is amazing to write such great lyrics.🥺🥺🥺🥺💕

  • @UGHBLEGLOVER286
    @UGHBLEGLOVER286 9 місяців тому +6

    While listening to this i just thought of all the times i wanted to say sorry but couldnt and ended up disappointing and hurting my parents to where i cried so hard i was laughing to try and make it stop

  • @Ijustwantaname259
    @Ijustwantaname259 3 роки тому +2212

    Parents feel like they understand you because “they were a teenager once to” or “they’ve been through the same things as you” but really they have no idea what it’s like to still be going through it because they made it out and you don’t know if you can.

    • @thegeniusaj1655
      @thegeniusaj1655 3 роки тому +76

      I still don't blame them though. My parents as a teen lived at a time when there was no Internet, not enough money, etc. They don't understand me because times have changed.

    • @norstrader
      @norstrader 3 роки тому +11

      r/Im14yoandthisisdeep

    • @floribori2676
      @floribori2676 3 роки тому +5

      r/Im14yoandthisisdeep

    • @phoenix_rosefromashes8524
      @phoenix_rosefromashes8524 3 роки тому +3

      Kyouka?

    • @tsuyuasui1634
      @tsuyuasui1634 3 роки тому +5

      True jirou

  • @inactiveaccount6884
    @inactiveaccount6884 4 роки тому +306

    Dad: "You're a mistake!"
    Me: "So why did you decide to have me?"

    • @reinorsanjuan8102
      @reinorsanjuan8102 4 роки тому +10

      Nvxlxch Exactly!
      If your child/children is a mistake,then why did you decide to have them?

    • @helleioxe5498
      @helleioxe5498 4 роки тому +11

      He should be ashamed of himself he should be better
      ps.. I mean ur dad

    • @edyoung2621
      @edyoung2621 4 роки тому +6

      Been told that for 28 years

    • @sweetmamaschili4051
      @sweetmamaschili4051 4 роки тому +1

      lol you were a fucking accident kid (this post was made by accidents who aren't depressed gang)

    • @skyblu3jay138
      @skyblu3jay138 4 роки тому +3

      It's not your fault he doesn't know how to use a condom or keep it in his pants

  • @PurpleOtakuBB
    @PurpleOtakuBB 2 роки тому +4

    This is actually the first nightcore I've heard and after this I slowly chose nightcore songs over the original songs 😅. Hearing this gives me nostalgia, especially those times when me and my best friend were still close. She was also the one who introduced nightcore to me. Even though our relationship drifted so far, still can't help but be thankful she's part of my past and memory. ❤️✨

  • @kyky2742
    @kyky2742 2 роки тому +6

    It's hard to tell my parents what im going though,like how the hell do I tell someone who gave life to me that I don't want it?:/

  • @musicmuse6142
    @musicmuse6142 4 роки тому +373

    "They say follow your heat, but if your heart is in a million pieces which piece do you follow"

    • @STARDAY0
      @STARDAY0 4 роки тому +3

      Oh so true😭

    • @shadow8671
      @shadow8671 4 роки тому +6

      The piece you hold closest

    • @pretzelschannel6595
      @pretzelschannel6595 4 роки тому +6

      Put the pieces back together, gather all your thoughts. fix yourself up. and get back on track. you are wonderful, *It's just that your hidden self is hiding.* so let it show-

    • @vintxqe4798
      @vintxqe4798 4 роки тому +4

      « Follow your brain, then glue your heart, ❤️ »

    • @pretzelschannel6595
      @pretzelschannel6595 4 роки тому +2

      @@vintxqe4798 That's a good answer

  • @maddelynnecarpio5036
    @maddelynnecarpio5036 3 роки тому +576

    Truth asked death :why does everyone love me more than you
    Death:because you are the beautiful lie and I'm the painful truth.

    • @sleepy7138
      @sleepy7138 3 роки тому +7

      Truth? How can auto correct mass life up, if you don’t English then it’s okay if you messed up.

    • @vlogsbysavannah
      @vlogsbysavannah 3 роки тому +2

      I’ve seen this comment before... nice steal

    • @sleepy7138
      @sleepy7138 3 роки тому

      @@vlogsbysavannah same

    • @elhammuaz5804
      @elhammuaz5804 3 роки тому

      @@vlogsbysavannah lol 😂😂😂 yeah I know this too

    • @adraaggqueen8293
      @adraaggqueen8293 3 роки тому +4

      @@vlogsbysavannah does it matter? We all have the same thoughts anyway

  • @arrianah5080
    @arrianah5080 2 роки тому +3

    Damn, i used to listen to this 3 years ago, seeing this in my recommendations filled me with nostalgia..

  • @kamohelomokoena3939
    @kamohelomokoena3939 3 роки тому +2

    Its funny how we say we know ourselves but we crumble to everyone's words

  • @copiastricycle_
    @copiastricycle_ 5 років тому +703

    Some Nightcores may be sad, but the comments are heartbreaking...

  • @eevepi9571
    @eevepi9571 5 років тому +2197

    get ready for depressing coments... >.<
    (^-^)> hug? to anyone who's struggling!

  • @saturn7709
    @saturn7709 10 місяців тому +3

    First listened to this when I was about 15, came up in my feed again today. Can say now I’m 19 and working full time at my dream job as a software developer. Things do get better, keep at it!

  • @meghanarora4136
    @meghanarora4136 9 місяців тому +3

    my parents deserve the best. and i could never make them proud :(

  • @kaitospopsicle0214
    @kaitospopsicle0214 4 роки тому +1342

    I’m F.I.N.E.
    F-Forgotten
    I-Important to nobody
    N-Never loved
    E-Emotionally Depressed
    Edit: Wow, 732 likes?! I didn’t want likes, I just tried saying our code 🥺
    Edit 2: 1k??!?!! TYSM!!!! I really didn’t expect this much!!! I really thought I would get 5 likes 🥺💖

    • @luggi9653
      @luggi9653 4 роки тому +9

      I know its a little bit late, but even though it is, I dont think that, cause, hey here´s someone who hasnt forgotten you till now, if you need help, im here

    • @joyceblank7783
      @joyceblank7783 3 роки тому +3

      I now I'm late but don't give up because more you it just get better if not just keep being yourself.ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ(hugs)

    • @animemaster3518
      @animemaster3518 3 роки тому +2

      I’m F.I.N.E

    • @luggi9653
      @luggi9653 3 роки тому +1

      @@animemaster3518 I know you dont know me but you want to talk?

    • @animemaster3518
      @animemaster3518 3 роки тому +2

      No it is okay luggi 965 but thanks 😊

  • @user-xl2fo4cm4n
    @user-xl2fo4cm4n 5 років тому +2410

    niece: auntie, what are those scars on your arm?
    aunt: oh! those are just...um, battle scars
    nephew: COOL! i wanna have some too!
    aunt: NO NO no no. i never want to see you with these battle scars.
    niece: why not?
    aunt: these battle scars are...different. but can you promise me something?
    niece and nephew: yes!
    aunt: if you ever see anybody with these battle scars, just hug them and tell them it's going to be okay.
    even though i suffer from it myself,
    never feel depressed or cut yourself.
    its really hypocritical, seeing that i am myself,
    but it's not the answer to everything.
    repost this if you know someone depressed, suicidal or self harming (including you!)

    • @alicewolf7682
      @alicewolf7682 5 років тому +71

      Me. I'm fighting alone though....no one knows

    • @bokkbokkk
      @bokkbokkk 5 років тому +27

      @@alicewolf7682 I know, Ill be here to help.

    • @lneybean4842
      @lneybean4842 5 років тому +35

      Im depressed....THATS ALL
      But..... I look like im not depressed either😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅

    • @bischwester8619
      @bischwester8619 5 років тому +33

      This is such a powerful comment....I've never seen any like it...

    • @user-xl2fo4cm4n
      @user-xl2fo4cm4n 5 років тому +15

      @@bischwester8619 thank you!

  • @Amberofficallol
    @Amberofficallol 10 місяців тому +4

    I used to listen to this song on repeat for hours just crying in my room, I just found this song again and I think time is repeating itself

  • @Chaoticvinnie
    @Chaoticvinnie 3 місяці тому +3

    The shit i used to listen to as a kis is getting too relatable for comfort each year that goes by

  • @andrewcarey1189
    @andrewcarey1189 5 років тому +288

    I'm sorry I couldn't buy you that house upon the hill.
    Me: I've always promised this to my grandma

    • @LovelyIkey
      @LovelyIkey 5 років тому

      JustJaleah 101 😭

    • @coolerthanyou6040
      @coolerthanyou6040 4 роки тому +2

      I always promised my grandma how I will grow up and give her the best life possibly! But, what if I won’t live long enough to do that?

    • @Alex-lp1il
      @Alex-lp1il 4 роки тому +1

      I’ve always wanted to do that...but it’s too late

  • @edgar5006
    @edgar5006 5 років тому +435

    I'm sorry mom....
    I'm a jerk a lot, constantly annoying or ignoring my little siblings and you, sitting in my room all the time, giving you attitude, never helping.
    I love you, I'm sorry....

    • @celeste_andfriends7604
      @celeste_andfriends7604 4 роки тому +7

      I feel you, girl. God loves you nontheless. It’s not too late to turn back. ❤️

    • @rositapawssister8707
      @rositapawssister8707 4 роки тому +2

      me to

    • @this6985
      @this6985 4 роки тому +2

      I feel you...

    • @babygum
      @babygum 4 роки тому +1

      Thats me.. makes me cry.

    • @chris-cs8et
      @chris-cs8et 4 роки тому +3

      You expect your mum to find this comment..? 🖤

  • @kiyoxii5928
    @kiyoxii5928 2 роки тому +6

    I listened to this like 2 years ago and like i promised to sing this one day to my mom and dad...and my dad died before i could...rest in peace dad.

  • @sniiperz_3145
    @sniiperz_3145 3 роки тому +4

    When you're parents say you don't do enough, but little do they know, you lie every day about your mental health just so they don't have to worry about you and stress out more

  • @hellopeoples3652
    @hellopeoples3652 3 роки тому +780

    I've only given my parents trouble. I've always gotten straight A's. I've always tried to be great. But by doing that, they broke me. It was so much worse that I realized. The small comments, that have now given me body image issues. The blow off because even through they did everything out of line, my brothers have always been better, and more important. Telling me to stay silent because if I wasn't, if I so much as moved, or breathed too much, I was being annoying. That has given me anxiety. I used to be happy, and energetic. Now, I'm sleeping maybe sixteen hours a day, waking up at midnight, falling asleep at seven a.m. Listening to music all night, reading something to keep my mind away from the thoughts that creep in. All of that was because of them. Because i was never good enough, because, i always needed to much. Asked for too much. Until I gave too much and lost myself. The happy me. The innocent me. The old me. The me I wish I could have held onto. But that is no longer possible. Sitting here at five in the morning, tears running down my face, I am writing this while my family sleeps soundly, not knowing anything is wrong.
    I'm sorry, this is pathetic, a waste of you time to read.

    • @el_belle4233
      @el_belle4233 3 роки тому +40

      Hello. I probably don't understand how u feel but what I do know is that you are good enough. I don't know you in person and you don't know me I'm a complete stranger to you. However I will listen to you. I will try and help you. I'm not good with advice but I will always try. Never give up. Someone out there will one day take your hand and help you get your old self back. Maybe you will meet that person tomorrow or next week maybe you have to wait a few years but there is someone out there that wants to help you. They just don't know it yet. If you need someone to talk to I will be here. I will come back to this comment section if you just need someone to talk to or listen to you. I don't think your comment was pathetic or a waste of time. Just know you are good enough. Don't let anyone tell you that you aren't.

    • @autumnwillow3284
      @autumnwillow3284 3 роки тому +25

      Just as @Dragon Slayer says, you are worth it. You will find your old self again, and you will be happy again. I will always be here waiting if you want to talk to someone.

    • @brandyv3698
      @brandyv3698 3 роки тому +15

      I feel the same way to know more people feel like this makes me feel less alone but I'm still alone sad hurt

    • @ttyoungdoggbrown9110
      @ttyoungdoggbrown9110 3 роки тому +5

      I know how she fell when you get bully by you so called friends and every day the same things happen what should you do I don't like it this song helps with the painfulness ever day it get worst 😭😭😭🤬🤬

    • @ace4017
      @ace4017 3 роки тому +9

      Don't be sorry. Its not a waste of time. Your feelings are valid and tbh for me relatable

  • @lileligotchagirl3658
    @lileligotchagirl3658 5 років тому +1917

    *gets to the end of the song*
    *crying*😭
    *Funny add comes on*
    . . . . BRU! 😑😑

    • @lightvixxen
      @lightvixxen 5 років тому +41

      lil'Eli gotcha girl i fucking hate when that happens like “STOP MAKING ME FEEL HAPPY GOD”

    • @naturel0ver
      @naturel0ver 5 років тому +10

      So true

    • @shoutotodoroki659
      @shoutotodoroki659 5 років тому +8

      Don't you just hate adds?

    • @nicolaconnor2504
      @nicolaconnor2504 5 років тому +2

      Hi💗💗💗💗❤💗❤💗💗❤💗❤💗❤❤💗💙❤💙❤💙❤💙💙❤💗😘💗❤💗💗❤💙💙💋💋💋💋💋💙💙❤💗❤💙❤💋💋💋💙❤💗💙💋💋💋💋💋💋

    • @naturel0ver
      @naturel0ver 5 років тому +8

      @@nicolaconnor2504 wtf is wrong with you?

  • @user-yh6nm7zf2z
    @user-yh6nm7zf2z 2 роки тому +4

    “You’re a disappointment.”
    I know. I too am disappointed with myself.

  • @barutoofficial2804
    @barutoofficial2804 2 роки тому +3

    Exactly my story right now
    " Sorry mom and dad , I am messed up bad , I should have done better "
    I am really sorry mom and dad , I promise I will give my best from now on , this is my last failure I swear ......thanks for everything 💓😭😭😭

  • @seanliamdanielbyrne6026
    @seanliamdanielbyrne6026 3 роки тому +3317

    Little boy: “Are you an angel?”
    Girl: “What?”
    Little boy: “My mom told me those who have marked wrists are angels.”
    Girl: “I’m not an angel”
    Little boy: “Of course you are! Mom said only angels hurt themselves because they don’t like the life on earth. The world is destroying them so they try to return to heaven again. They are too sensitive to the pain of others and their own.”
    Girl: “You know your mom is very wise.”
    Little boy: “Thank you. She is also an angel, but she already returned home.”

    • @TeamMoonixYt
      @TeamMoonixYt 3 роки тому +108

      I-
      ...
      Thanks for this, it makes me really happy

    • @katherineblake8780
      @katherineblake8780 3 роки тому +29

      @William Ahlgren I agree..

    • @katherineblake8780
      @katherineblake8780 3 роки тому +92

      @William Ahlgren I hate people that leave when they have a kid. I have no family so it'll be fine if i leave but leaving a fucking child, I hate

    • @JARPIY
      @JARPIY 3 роки тому +34

      aww man thats depressing

    • @samdass2143
      @samdass2143 3 роки тому +41

      I always have these feelings that I should cut myself and I’m 9

  • @choimika325
    @choimika325 4 роки тому +297

    When you are happy you just enjoy the song but when you're sad you understand the lyrics so easily is it true ?

  • @kaylapreds610
    @kaylapreds610 2 роки тому +2

    Everyone at my school: I’m sorry mom and dad I know that we’re not supposed to be going with friends we are not supposed to be going out with
    Me at school: I’m sorry mom and dad that I am so addicted to Nightcores artists and songs
    This is facts

  • @aiko3314
    @aiko3314 3 роки тому +4

    If I was her, i'd dropped out of collage to be a singer-

  • @detectivedance
    @detectivedance 5 років тому +1324

    The first 20 seconds and I'm already crying...

  • @m1zukis
    @m1zukis 7 років тому +4174

    Hello random person scrolling~
    For everyone who thinks they messed up bad to their parents,
    It's okay. You did not. Honestly, you made your parents happy by just staying alive and not going to the darker side :)

    • @dianarobles5312
      @dianarobles5312 7 років тому +35

      Shiny_22_15 thank you

    • @x_delusional_o8749
      @x_delusional_o8749 7 років тому +39

      Shiny_22_15 heh thx
      I may only have one parent now, but I appreciate your help in this comment. I have my dad to help.

    • @mars19570
      @mars19570 7 років тому +40

      Shiny_22_15 This comment made me tear up because me and my mom have hit a bit of a rough patch so thank you for that

    • @MagicTranceChic94
      @MagicTranceChic94 7 років тому +30

      Shiny_22_15 aww I can relate to this music right now.. and it's making me cry... If u guys were here I'd hug all of you 😟

    • @shanadir
      @shanadir 7 років тому +21

      you're a nice person, aren't you? thanks

  • @yeahbrobro7889
    @yeahbrobro7889 11 місяців тому +4

    This song never fails to make me cry since i relate to everything and the regret i feel

  • @leave.me.alonee
    @leave.me.alonee Рік тому +1

    I’m so proud of you for making it this far and not giving up when times were hard

  • @animelanin9730
    @animelanin9730 6 років тому +734

    There was this girl that went to my school about 3 years ago. She was beautiful, smart, and very kind from what I have heard. I didn't know her personally but I heard a couple stories about her from her girlfriend. She commited suicide by jumping off the bleachers at the football field because her mom and dad were "ashamed" to have a lesbian daughter. I feel like this song hit exactly what she felt before she... passed away.
    REST IN PEACE MEGAN

    • @21phandomsatthedisco29
      @21phandomsatthedisco29 6 років тому +23

      Amanda please don’t.

    • @racheladu2948
      @racheladu2948 6 років тому +22

      AMANDA PLEASE DON'T. your life is worth way more than you think! If your family is ashamed of you, just know that someone out in the world cares for you.

    • @okthen4887
      @okthen4887 6 років тому +17

      Amanda Don’t commit suicide!

    • @sierraran2314
      @sierraran2314 6 років тому +16

      Amanda are you okay? Do you want to talk??

    • @mistreaper2426
      @mistreaper2426 6 років тому +15

      Midget Life UMMMM IM LESBIAN UMMM AND I HAVE A FREAKING CRUSH ON A GIRL THAT IS MY BEST FRIEND ON EARTH

  • @brantleighd7070
    @brantleighd7070 4 роки тому +554

    Anyone else start crying while listening to this and reading comments? 😭

  • @ambermoon6623
    @ambermoon6623 2 роки тому +2

    This is the first nightcore I've ever heard and now that I'm older..it hits hard

  • @s0upern0va43
    @s0upern0va43 2 роки тому +4

    I remember this song was around while I wasn’t doing well at all and I honestly was in the edge of ending it all at only the age of 12/13 and i’m now nearly 17 and i’m here to tell the potential lost child looking for something to relate to and cry to, i’m here to tell you that things do get better, there are other options for you and please take them because life is so beautiful where everything felt grey before. Take enjoyment in the little things, the sun shining through your window in the mornings, the grass between your toes, the moments you make a small smile tug at someone’s lips. Take care of yourself.

    • @moonanyy
      @moonanyy 2 роки тому

      🥺🥺🥺❤

  • @cutyheart102
    @cutyheart102 5 років тому +551

    well jeez im sorry for scrolling down so far into the comments, everyone is now asking why im crying

    • @yourmumabcdefg821
      @yourmumabcdefg821 5 років тому +17

      _Halyalos _ I read comments at night so if I cry no one will see

    • @iambored5585
      @iambored5585 5 років тому

      I read the comments at night and then cry when sharing some of the things that I go through

  • @hagger2434
    @hagger2434 4 роки тому +391

    I'm ALRIGHT
    A: Always alone.
    L: Left Out.
    R: Reasoning with myself to not take my life.
    I: In my room.
    G: Getting my supplies.
    H: Hell hound to others.
    T: Taking My life.

    • @plushqueen504
      @plushqueen504 4 роки тому +5

      No! Don't you dare! You are wonderful, and your life is a gift from God. God is perfect, so he gives *perfect* gifts. You're one of those gifts.

    • @BlitzoTheYoutuber
      @BlitzoTheYoutuber 4 роки тому +4

      I'm alright a always leaveing
      L lying
      R running away
      I I hate you
      G god hates me
      H help me
      T taking risks and almost dying

    • @katyalumi
      @katyalumi 4 роки тому

      Emily Billingham i’ll be your friend ❤️❤️❤️☺️☺️

    • @BlitzoTheYoutuber
      @BlitzoTheYoutuber 4 роки тому

      @@katyalumi are you from Roblox?

    • @laurummdk5538
      @laurummdk5538 4 роки тому +1

      Please dont do it theres also one out there for you dont stop Searching one day you will be happy just dont stop Searching. Dont do it ppl care about you whenever you cant se them.
      (Sorry for my bad english but its important to get this message out)

  • @samsunggalaxya1323
    @samsunggalaxya1323 3 місяці тому +3

    Always have been an overachiever in academics
    Graduate with the highest grades possible and easily got into med school
    4 month in, I failed all 3 exams we had so far
    I told my mom how stressed I was which she responded to "you only need to focus on studying, no need to be stressed"
    I go to bed after midnight and wake up before sunrise - how could she even imagine studying medicine is chill
    (Obv I want to be here and study, but it's hard when your Feelings are dismissed as "irrelevant")

  • @yourlocalpanperson9631
    @yourlocalpanperson9631 2 роки тому +2

    "Im sorry mom and dad"
    "I was the child you never wanted. That I was in your way. That I was even alive."

  • @nanelu
    @nanelu 7 років тому +1670

    this makes me hate my life, I've always been scared I will be a failiure

    • @PeparoniShooteroni
      @PeparoniShooteroni 7 років тому +16

      don't worry just do what you love and you'll never fail!

    • @marrcoke9580
      @marrcoke9580 7 років тому +8

      You won't be.You will be something amazing in your life.Don't end of now.Someone cares. It'll be alright 😀

    • @cherri_tsuuuu
      @cherri_tsuuuu 7 років тому +8

      dont let anyone define succes for u child

    • @breakfast0waifu54
      @breakfast0waifu54 7 років тому +5

      nana sprir life is gonna be shit sometimes but everytime you leave the shit times you'll see how amazing you and the world is 😀

    • @nanelu
      @nanelu 7 років тому +11

      The world is cruel, but it has beautiful sides which hide the worst of it. unfortunately

  • @randomish4285
    @randomish4285 5 років тому +601

    I'm sorry that I'll never be you perfect daughter.
    I'm sorry that I'll never be enough.
    I'm sorry that I can never tell you how I feel because it always ends up turning into an argument where I'm always in the wrong.
    sorry for never being enough

    • @alsolos3120
      @alsolos3120 5 років тому +6

      Do you need to talk to someone? I'm here for you. Reply if you want my email to talk to me.

    • @Potato-if3qr
      @Potato-if3qr 4 роки тому +4

      @@via2517 same

    • @a.k.a.justdreamcatcher8750
      @a.k.a.justdreamcatcher8750 4 роки тому +1

      Random Nesh fe

    • @iethyzki
      @iethyzki 4 роки тому +1

      I relate so fucking much to this that’s it’s actually scary

    • @shailynnspangler2127
      @shailynnspangler2127 4 роки тому +1

      I know exactly what this feels like

  • @Ihate_Life
    @Ihate_Life 10 місяців тому +2

    I heard this song when i was 11 years old and cried. Now I'm 18 years old and I'm back again, and cried again

  • @dj10schannel
    @dj10schannel 7 місяців тому +3

    Oh mann i remember this actually shed few tears listening to this a few times 😭