Mistakes are proof you try no make what you do they will always be mistakes because no is perfect but no is the same so if they cant find your darkness and all they do is point out your mistakes you are to good for them no matter how many mistakes you make
W: Wonderfully broken E: Extreamly tired L: Lack Of sleep C: Constantly drowning O: Obviusly alone M: More tears E: Eagerly waiting for everything to stop T: Today is a waste O: Overlying M: Mastering facades Y: Yelling inside W: Working on my own O: Overwhelmed R: Rolling around L: Lonely D: Deathly alive
@@genesis9078 How to describe you? I feel so lost.. many people feel the same, the only problem is that they, like me, don’t find anybody, but we keep on going... isn’t that true? We are strong even if we feel weak at all times.
Mirror,Mirror on my wall, I just want to be "Pretty" and "Tall" Mirror Mirror if I change my hair, maybe they will start to care Mirror Mirror if I starve myself at least I'll be beautiful forget my health Mirror Mirror if I slit my Wrist, Will I feel like I exist Mirror Mirror don't you see, What you show is ruining me?
I played this song all the time when I was 14. Now I’m older and listening to it again. This song made me cry recently. I listened so I could be in touch with my emotions and this brang back memories. When I was younger I got bullied because I learn things slower. I have autism and some people don’t understand how it’s like to try your best but they don’t know it’s your best.
I have Autism too, so I know what it's like to learn slower and to not understand everything you are learning and to be bullied and to feel like you are giving your best and people just over look you... It's me every day... So your not alone on the autism... I have level 2 autism.
@@VundabarGAWKfan It's okay to be confused about it. I totally relate to getting confused about a lot of things. It basically means that mine is a bit more extreme... Like the only way I can describe is, that i can't stay still I have to be doing something with my fingers, so like playing games on my phone keeping my fingers busy typing a lot to my friends and stuff... Just anything to keep me busy, and like yesterday I bought a $50 dollar Itunes card and the dude didn't scan it and just threw it in my bag well I came running back into the store my heart just a racing cuz I felt like I stole from the store (Even though I didn't) so my heart was racing and my anxiety was kicking into high gear and I was on the verge of crying too. Cuz like I've never ever had this to happen either, and plus like I was very behind on my social skills from a young age and I always kept to myself a lot and was never a social butterfly not til I got to 5th grade and middle school.... But Level 2 ASD: Requiring Substantial Support Level 2 ASD is the middle-range of autism in terms of severity of symptoms and needs for supports. People who qualify as having Level 2 ASD need more support than people with Level 1 ASD. They have more difficulty with social skills.
i learn things really fast i love dark humor im a sociopath i had a six pack when i was like 10 all cuz my bio dad beat me if i did not starting when i was like idk 4 on top of that a have a constent scowl on my face as if im always pissed off so people shy away from me always on top of that cant read social cues this caused me to hate people in general like imagin having to cut off your own emotions cuz you are like always on the verge of tears or about fucking kill someone ya thats me i may not have had the worst life but it was far from fun oh ya and im addicted to weed (im 14 btw) the only reason i have not killed myself yet is cuz of the fact that i have 2 sisters and a mom i care really deeply for but ya thanks for making this man/gal/they
I know right April Fools! ? I mean, every depressed person comes here and yells out their problems in the comments instead of getting help ( not trynna be rude ), head to Shelby Breeden's comment a bit comments up and read my reply to get my full message.
Lyrics Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever want to run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what its like When nothing feels alright You don't know what its like to be like me To be hurt, to feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one there to save you No you don't know what its like Welcome to my life Do you want to be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With the big fake smiles and stupid lies But deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what its like When nothing feels alright You don't know what its like to be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one there to save you No you don't know what its like Welcome to my life No one ever lied straight to your face And no one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy But I'm not gonna be okay Everybody always gave you what you wanted You never had to work it was always there You don't know what its like What its like To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one there to save you No you don't know what its like What its like To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what its like Welcome to my life Welcome to my life Welcome to my life
Um... im sorry but I don't understand the point of putting the lyrics in the comments section when its on the screen.... seems kinda redundant to me tbh
@@helluvaspider1271 It makes sense because the lyrics in the screen are most of the time not as fast as the person sings so its actually a help to have the lyrics to read with before the section of the song is coming
“Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming” Of course, what else do you think I’m doing now? Feeling good about myself?
Girly Gamer same same here sick of everyone else the only people I know that are not total make my life miserable it's the people who feel the exact same way I do
"do you wanna be somebody else?" yes "are you stuck in a world you hate" yes. "to be on the edge of breaking down and nobody's there to save you" oh yeah ik how that feels.
sameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I just got an 11 minute talk from a friend telling me not to kms after she told me to kms and I don't think she realizes that when I said I couldn't call bc my parents were fighting she just told me to get yelled at then she proceeded to say I was ugly and then switch to I'm probably gonna be a model when I grow up-
Seing Yurio with this song makes me really sad. His life is very sad if you think about it. He barely sees his parents, his skating is funded by the gouvernment so its safe to say his grandpa doesnt have thar much money, which may put even more pressure on him to succed, he only has like 4 friends and his idol chose some random dude over him. I just want to hug him😭
There a room in a house that holds for walls It offers free solitude and a place to rest your head as some people just don’t get enough of it. But if you think that’s all then you should know your wrong As these four walls have a story for all. If you think it’s a good story know that you’re wrong because it’s about an eight year old child that lost it all. When his parents went through their divorce he didn’t just suffer from guilt and remorse. But that of physical pain inflicted by the father so he could gain, he was angry about his lost and took it all out on his son. The kid hid in his room that he calls home as its the only place he’s ever known, aside from the house outside full of horrors and fears, he spent most of his day crying so many tears. But there’s more to this story then just that, the world outside was far worse than that. When the kid went to school he was bullied more than you could know, they took his innocents and his pride and turn it into a show, where people just laughed and turn a blind eye, The kids snickered at him as he walked by! They picked and they sneered, and only the walls of his room were the one who understood his fears. His mind was their playground and his body their instrument, growing up he never saw things different. At the age of twelve he picked up a guitar, depression made sure he didn’t go far… Age 13 he thought he was over his head, he remembers having a picture of James dean hung over his bed. He was a rebel and the child a lost cause.. He spent afternoons ignoring texts and blocked calls. Keeping his head low as he pass people in the halls. He never expected to be someone as a kid, he didn’t know he needed somebody to know how to live! Prayed to a god he no longer believes in, because he was never there when he needed him. Age 16 he tried to tie that rope, almost ended his life as he saw no hope.. Age 17, he saw some resolve, some of his problems had finally dissolved.. He looks back at his past and apologizes to the kid, wishing to take back all the things that he hid.. The kid was much stronger then he was today, and he knew it every step of the way. He wakes up in the early morning putting on a mask to hide his face with broken glass. Uses a name he found on a grave, all people have known him by to this day. So everyone gather around for a show, Watch this man disappear as we know, Do me a favour and try to ignore, His cries as he stands on the bloody trapdoor. So many voices but was in need of a friend, welcome to the life I’m in... -Valkyrie James Frost The only name you'll ever know me by..
Roses are red Violets are blue I'm not a lost cause and neither are you We all go through pain, and that's not new But life will get better I'm sure you will to Leave behind darkness, Reach for the light Cuz someone out there, Will help you in your fight Love your life, Don't leave peace behind Cuz someone loves you, And that's really kind. ❤
This song really hits hard when your in a situation where you understand the lyrics. When the lyrics describe what you feel and your thoughts. And when you play it and scream the lyrics with hot and heavy tears running heavily down your face cus everything that was once even remotely okay went straight downhill and now you feel like nothing is okay...
There was one girl who always left the group for a few seconds feeling sad and lonely then went back with a suspicious smile and acting like she was fine. Everyone's thought she was alright for they didn't notice the pain in her eyes. Like if your like this girl
I've been stabbed in the back to meaney times and I've been on the edge of breaking down way too many times so yes I Know how someone like that would feel
I am 33 and this song comforted me as a teen and 20s. I have learned that absolutely everyone has a sad story. Everyone has been hurt, anused, neglected. It may be different for each of us, but everyone has a story. No exceptions. If they think they don’t, then they haven't realized the truth of their life experiences to acknowledge how bad it has have been. Many folks think they have it good, only to realize they are brushing off the truth of the pain, but the pain remains.
Like the way he has to make sure he wins so he can support him and his grandpa. He has very few friends, and people think he's just a punk when in reality, he's having a hard time. That's why he's so emotional.
The song: "You Don't Know What It's Like" My mind: *Yes I Do* _This song brought tears to my eyes because of how it relates to me. I almost started crying, but I held back my tears._
Same...life sometimes is painful but one day you’ll get better and you’ll be able to say “I’m okay” and it not be a lie. Because I believe in you so many people do
Kinda yeah. My mom always says to stop listening to them coz they can bring your mood down but they make me feel better xD although everyone in the comments just write sad stuff :/
Do you hear that? do you hear me cry? and do you feel my pain? will you save me if I say please? and can you see the pain in my eyes? did you even hear me when I said goodbye? and can you tell who I am? can you see the soldier In my heart? because I fight all day and night , my angels by my side. and as long as there is a light in my heart, a war will always happen. and 'till the day I die...I'll fight, will you? ~Pass It On
I will fight with my demons, for my anger, hate and pain are their weapons. Weapons of a purpose not befitting of an angel or demon. And I will hide with my angels, for they are the shield in which I hide behind when I'm too weak to fight my own war.
My mom- “I know everything about you “. Me- a 13 year old that wants to die, hates most of the people around me mostly myself, cry’s all the time Edit: hey guys thank you so much for the likes and the comments. I posted this comment 5 months ago and things have gotten worse. I feel numb and I’m a disappointment. I was at my lowest 3 months ago and things haven’t gotten much Better since then. If you feel the way I do just know you aren’t alone. I’m here for you. You can do this. I’m proud of you🖤 Another edit- It’s now been 8 months and it’s still not better if anything it’s worse. For everyone responding saying that the feel the same I’m so sorry that this is happening to you😞 stay strong everyone❤️ Another edit- it’s now been over a year ummm I flipped the switch so I’m completely numb now:) for anyone who can’t flip that switch I hope that it gets better and I beg you to stay strong❤️❤️ Another edit-guys this was 4 years ago😭 I’m still like very depressed 24/7 but like I’m surviving😌 to anyone who feels alone just know you’re never ever fully alone, even if it’s just in the sense that someone feels the way you do. You have to give yourself a reason(yes I just quoted Noah Kahan). Don’t just walk through life surviving, remember to live a little.❤
dude i feel you. I'm 12 turning 13 but I've first felt this way when i was 10. I just wanna say it gets better. yeah these thoughts don't go away but it's definitely better. Don't give up hope. You can't undo things. idk about you but when i first started feeling this way (2017), it was terrible, everything was just so bad and it only did get worse BUT i found bts and their lyrics, words, and songs really really helped me. (jonghyun from shinee too) but anyways KEEP YOUR HEAD UP "if you feel like you're going to crash then accelerate more, you idiot" - nevermind, suga of bts virtual hugsss
Being abused is physical pain, Being yelled at 24/7 is verbal pain, Being depressed and ready for death is mental pain, But being alone is mental, physical, and verbal pain
Don’t feel like that! Trust me I’ve been through that too! But if you hang on long enough you will see that there is light at the end of every tunnel!!
pain don't disappears ... it passes on people you love and people who loves you.. Every time l think about giving up l just remember faces of people who were with me in past even if they are not here anymore,faces of someone l loved or friends even if we don't talk anymore. l just can imagine they are crying or feeling sad because l did something l shouldn't ...l just can't hurt anybody anymore and l don't want too,but its so damn hard to live life where is nothing right and you just want to give up...l wish l could hug all sad people over the world because you all matters,you are here with reason ... so be strong!... you can do it!... we have to do it!
strong words you should be a public speaker with words like this but who am i to say i dont speak or show anyone i can remember real care or love because how i was raised
Srkenzi The XPakeX same here... i feel the same way as you... but i dont know anymore that if im too much used to it ar have my tears dried up because i just feel nothing at all just numbness so i just doubt if i exist or not... i just wanted to make frnds who feel a little sad if im gone and nthing more...
Srkenzi The XPakeX lucky i just sit there yrying bit cant think of any one that has done that for me then cry myself to sleep cuz thats the only way i ever get to sleep
My version: Person: Why do you marks? What happend? Me: nothing really.. just a fight. Person:what? Fight? Who did you fight? _i look at the person, dead in the eyes_ Me: My inner demons.
87% of these comments are saying how they can relate to this, 61% of those comments may be lies. And here’s a truth I had to skip school today because I didn’t want to deal with the pain of school and I have no lock on my door so I put my chair to lock my door so no one can see me cry. This song perfectly matches me everyday. I may be happy but my cries don’t say so. I can’t talk to really anyone on how I feel because they don’t understand . Have you been bullied since 4th grade and moved schools and realized how your crush is your best friend but doesn’t love you back. Have you ever went to school and if you make a mistake, you are the mistake. Have you ever went on your phone and wrote paragraphs about how you feel and it just says how you cry and say mean things about yourself. Have you been bullied so much to the point where you are your own bully. Have you felt the most pain everyday and its worst and worst and you just wait for the weekend just to get sleep and to stay home in your room. Have you felt my pain? Sorry, I have lot to say, at least I minimized it. Edit: So this was about a year and a few months ago. I’m pretty decent with life right now, so don’t worry about me. I never expected many people to reply but it’s amazing to see how many people will care for you even as strangers and also going through the same things. I love the fact that you guys can express what’s going on and someone will just be there even when they are totally unknown to you. Everyone please do well and try looking on the bright side. Find the good people in your life and just feel free to say anything from this comment. Have a great rest of your day.
I swear this is so true. No one can see the pain inside you which keeps haunting you. I have been heart broken many times and it hurts so much. I have felt pain million times. I fake smile to not show my feelings cuz I don't want to bother anyone with my life pain. All I wish is for everyone's smile and happiness I don't care about myself. When I see some one cry, I cry...I cry so much seeing them sad. I wish Every one knew how it felt. I can literally write a whole story book about how I feel. It's hard living my life. I have too much problems. I have gotten so many operations and so much stress which made me faint. And also There r so many problems like ; Boys Drama, School Drama, Family Problems, Friends problem and many more. I have never told anything to anyone in my life. Not even my parents or family neither my closest friends. I don't even have a best friend. I wish I did. There is no one in my life who I can trust. My World is a dangerous place where sacrifice is needed. I wish all this would go...💔😭
@@rqony Am not a Gacha person tho. But I am just a normal person who has countless problems which r hard to be fixed. My life is Trash and I wish It would get better but I know it wouldn't...
This song express what i feel every day like if u agree Edit 3 years later: I’m slightly better! I feel better about myself and I’ve met the best person in my life that makes this terrible world better. Guess it was worth staying alive all these years
They didn't notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn't notice you were tired They didn't notice you were alone. They didn't notice how attractive you were. They didn't notice how sweet you actually are. They didn't notice how you actually try to make other people smile. They did notice your failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all of your mistakes They did notice all of your flaws They did notice that you weren't good enough for them
I always lock myself in my room and blasting my music so I can't hear my family fighting and I won't cry and I started to stop caring since it happens all the time but I met this person and I started to feel more and i finally felt someone cared for me and I just want to yell to him I love him but I'm so scared and it hurts knowing at first he thought I hated him
I relate to you, my family, especially my mom and dad..have always fought and it has always been hard, I cried almost every single day and when I went to school everyone would always ask me, “Hey what happened” and I would almost always say “Oh it’s nothing just accidentally fell on the way into school haha” and they’ve always believed me...going on to what you said, Music is my get away from LIFE, it helps a lot and Nightcore is my go-to place, what’s your get away Savannah?
The definition of fine I'm sad I just wanna be alone I'm MAD I'm upset No one listens to me I'm ignored I'm hurt When the words I'm fine are used you know what they mean
thats what i mean most of the time... but i push the bad thoughts to the back of my head and try to go unnoticed... but im always noticed... is that a good thing? i think it is... right...?
If anyone sees this listen. My hobby is singing and a lot of people think I’m good. But there some people who get annoyed when I’m not even near them. I’ve told my friend and he said that the people who are annoyed are annoyed because your better then them. I hope this helped somebody I know it worked on me.
Jessica Roberts thanks it really does. But also if people tell you you're not good. Then practice and keep on practising. And you'll either get good. Or get better than before.
Shadow Nightpettle Because life is not a straight path that you can take without struggling. The struggle you feel is real and it is what makes a person stronger and brighter, so you are stronger and brighter than the first time you struggled.
I am always TIRED. Everyday of my life. But I learned to numb everything. I don't feel anything anymore. So I feel "better", as long as nobody looks throw the cracks in my mask.
It honestly does. I’ve been obsessed with this song for years and I recently watched Yuri on Ice I do feel like this song is fitting and when I went to this nightcore again I was kinda just like “awwwww my babyyy no”
To all the people who can relate to this song... If you have scars, inside and out, You are BEAUTIFUL! If you have made it this far, You are STRONG! If you get bullied, Their just JEALOUS of you! If you have suicidal thoughts, You are still LOVED! If your lonely, Know that there are other people who want to HELP! You are perfect in your OWN way! Be happy with who you are! Help others who need it! And if you want to smile... listen to nightcore. If anyone wants to talk and share their story I will listen to you and help in anyway I can. your friend, ~Angel*Wolf
@Shelby McGlinchey , a lot of people see that, they just don't know what to do, you need to talk to someone in real life about it. Remember you are *not* alone and you'll always be protected by certain people mentally, not always physically but definitely mentally. I hope you talk to someone about it, in real life.
Now that I have replied to Shelby McGlinchey , I must say that I don't see you trying to cheer Shelby up, I hope you end up doing it but then again, that was a month ago, I hope you haven't forgotten about your comment, some people might *actually* need you.
Do you ever feel like breaking down? *Yes.* Do you ever feel out of place? *Yes.* Like somehow you just don't belong, or no one understands you? *Yes.* Do you ever wanna run away? *All the way back to the place I used to call home.* Do you ever lock yourself in your room? With the radio turned up so loud, that no one hear's you screaming? *If I listened to the music I like they would think I'm to fucking weird. More like my headphone volume up to loud that I can't hear *myself* screaming. ...
Do you ever feel like breaking down:Yes Do you ever feel out of place:Yes And no one understands you:They don't understand me Do you ever wanna run away:Sometimes Do you lock yourself in your room:No Hurt:Yes Lost:Yes Left out in the dark:No Kicked when you're down:Yes Pushed around:Yes On the edge of breaking down,and nobody's there to save you:No Do you wanna be somebody else:Yes Are you sick of feeling so left out:Yes Are you desperate to find something more,before your life is over:Yes Are you stuck inside a world you hate:Yes Are you sick of everyone around:Yes Lied straight to your face:Yes Stabbed you in the back:Yes Welcome to MY life.
your completely right. because no one understands if no one listens. and no one listens so no one can understand. but i am one person who does listen and understand
now you know how life works buddy,you love yourself now,you were so young,it's ok,you are ok now,remember,do not care about what people thing,this is your life,welcome to my life
remember finding this years ago when i had a project to choose a song and write my thoughts on it and what i thought its meaning was, this was the very song that got me into simple plan and also the song that got me to discover your channel. thank you for this masterpiece
I have depression and always feel alone, I feel that I have fake friends, I just want a friend who is actually willing to be there and understands what I am going through, I thought there was no one else feeling sad or lonely but there is and it makes me glad that there are other people out there who feel the same
ProfessorBerryOwl 777 i understand my friend Tried. to kill me with a knife when I was at her house she said i hate you so much just die already i said why would you do this to me you have been my friend for 10 years
I understand what your going through. I have depression, the two only friends i have always talk shit about me when i'm not there, I feel like just shutting down and just hang myself but i met other people that understand me and what i'm going through. (Sorry that this is a late reply. I don't read comments much)
This song represents my life...Please like if you feel the same My bff sent me this song before he commited suicide...I love him so much This is for you Kizzie
My friends: *sigh* so depressing My family: you're not depressed...turn it off My mind: *you don't know what its like when nothing feels alright, you don't know what its like to feel like me* Me: its my fave band *lies*
Read if you want..... I don’t know about y’all, but Gacha Life helps me. I don’t like my real self, I’m not good with talking to people, and I have Anxiety. In Gacha Life though I can change my looks, my personality, etc. I mean I’m just making videos with made up characters. Yes, I still think if people hate them or me, or if they think I’m childish, but it helps to at least know I can change myself slightly. Sorry for bothering you, hope you have a nice day....
I read it. I d the same. I like it Bc it allows me to change my personality and actually feel good for once. To change how I look. Remove the scars on my arms. If they think it’s childish then let them. Because they can’t change what you like. Or how it makes you feel
Same same.. Gacha life is like a hiding place for me I guess..? It removes my cuts, it let me change myself to something pretty..! I dont know it's just like yeah...
I was abused for a while and so was my big sis. We moved to MA and now we live with our dad. We were suicidal but I got over it and my big sis is still getting over it. I usually fake smile but I'm becoming happier. I'm 12 and my sis is 15. That's why we have therapists. No lie. Don't worry people you are not alone... I understand I'm here to help! Edit: well trust me it'll get better and thanks for supporting but I'm ok now and I'm here to help YOU. Because you matter and you have potential to be amazing so please don't think your alone!
This song literally describes me. I've been bullied ever since first grade. I'm now in sixth grade. I don't even feel happiness anymore. I don't feel sadness anymore. I only be angry when I need to be. But other than that, I'm broken. I have no emotion what so ever. I've been turned down and rejected so many times it's not even funny. I be happy and smile around my friends, but that happiness and those smiles are fake. No one knows I have crippling depression, except for my best friend. She also has depression. She's like a sister to me. I feel like no body understands me except for her. Also sorry if I was rambling. I just needed to get this out of my mind. I fell in love with this song when I first heard it. Have a good day/night! Le hearts~ ❤💚💜💙💛
OMG you understand that is literally my life story, someone actually feels me except my best friend is someone I grew up with whose parents divorced, maybe we could talk sometime
i`ve been bullied alot, i got bullied 1-4 grade now i am in sixth grade as you. my tip is to look up for life meet new people and ye, a new started to my school we got friends and that turned my life really much. thats what i mean with look up to life, and stay positiv. hope you live hapilly
Me: *takes a seat on a bench, looking at the ground* Random guy: are u ok? "Always the same question" Me: yes, I'm ok *fake smiles* "Always the same lie" "Always, Always, Always, ALWAYS!.." Random guy: *sits next to me* what's wrong? Me: ...nothing... Random guy: wrong, let's try again. What's wrong? Me: ...*a tear slowly rides down my face* Random guy: so? I ask once again. Are u ok? Me: *eyes full up of tears* n-no Random guy: *hugs me and smiles* Don't worry, I'm here...for u.. - :) "U can fake a smile, but u can't fake ur feelings forever. Even through the toughest times of ur life and the most happiest of them all, there will always be someone who u mean everything to them, keep smiling, stay strong, and follow ur dreams!...ik, everyone wants happiness, nobody wants pain, but just remember, u can't make a rainbow without a little rain! Things will get better :) Best of luck for all my beloved friends of mine! Have a wonderful day/night!...and... Farewell! 😁❤️ Edit: I honestly didn’t know why I wrote this, but as far as I can remember, I was probably being bullied at the time. Heh...I never told anyone about it because I didn’t want to cause a huge problem. My mom was busy dealing with my brother, even though he’s older than me. I didn’t want to worry anyone, so I kept this to myself. I got bullied every single day, they laughed behind my back, they sprayed me with water, perfume, juice, anything they could find, beat me up. Of course, I was one of the insecure, weak, peaceful, quiet and shy ones. I didn’t like violence. Till that very terrible night where I told my mom all about it, it was summer already so it didn’t matter anymore to me, but when I saw my mom’s reaction, the way she looked at me with a cold and serious expression, I was worried. And that was the night I remembered everything they did to me.. and yes I did tell my teacher 3,000 times but he never EVER DID ANYTHING ABOUT IT..well, it never fixed anything .-. Summer passed so fast as I was on my last day of summer, I had been planing on beating him up. I dreamed about beating him up, I PLANNED EVERYTHING UP, I even worked out for it the whole summer. And yes, I did beat him up, but there came an emotion I’ve never felt before “regret”. I hate violence, I had forgotten that violence was my mortal enemy and that I hated it with all my guts. Violence was not my style of solving things. But no, I was upset at myself, I was still angry at the guy, but I stopped kicking him and ran away. Oh gosh...I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF SO BADLY! I COULD HANG MYSELF ON MY CLOSET! I COULD LAY ON THE ROAD! I COULD JUMP OFF A BUILDING..instead, I prayed, I asked for forgiveness, I also asked for God to control my emotions and actions, to get rid of all my frustration. My heart started gunning, I was gasping so hard, I was dizzy, I was lost in my thoughts, shivering, silently crying. (My brother told me I looked like I had gone mad) ((btw I beat him up in a near park by our neighborhood)) By the time I came home, there came an awkward silence, everyone turned to look at my bloody nose, my brother looked at me with a wtf face but then rushed over to his room. The rest of the day was just plain awkwardness. Long story, short story; Even tough this was so painful that it caused me to do all that, which only hurt more, this made me stronger. And I am glad to announce that I have friends now :D I also learned that I should’ve told someone other than my teacher. I wasn’t alone at the time, I actually had people that cared and loved me. Coming back to this comment which I wrote 5 months ago, is really helpful, I had forgotten all about it. *” take what hurts you and let it help”* They say that what hurts you the most makes you wiser. Wiser is the keyword which stands for *”stronger”. Trust me, this is not the first time I’ve been bullied, but this will* be the last. *I used to be a human of peace till I experience what pain feels like.* Anyways, I’ve typed enough for a day, I wish y’all the best of luck. Share what you’ve been through, we may not be the same, but we all can learn to understand. Good day everyone :)
This is How I feel....And Act...All my friends think of my as a Positive happy cheerful person....But I'm not like that often...I pretend...Alot...Sometimes I wish I can tell them but then I don't bc I don't want them to think of me as a monster..My ex friend called me that...It hurt...Alot...And after that my life hasn't been the same. Before I felt...Alive...After..I sadly feel dead inside alot..
Princess Sweet/Fire I've been through this. And trust me it will get better. What your going through is temporary...suicide is permanent and you can't take it back.
Everyone always asks if I'm okay, and I'll say I'm just tired. They never know what I mean by "tired." Tired of listening to the screaming at home Tired of being told that I'm just being an edgy teenager Tired of my "friends" that are the reason everyone hates me Tired of being yelled at about not getting an 100% Tired of being called lazy when every day leaves me with no energy Tired of the stinging pain on my arms that feels so good at the same time Tired of the body shaming Tired of being so naive Tired of being yelled at for how much I eat Tired of saying that my cat attacked me Tired of hearing my "friends" talking about me behind my back Tired of the fact that I exist
I can relate to that.. pretty much everyone in my school avoids me, i say its because of my face, my voice, my body shape, at home its just worse because me and my younger siblings have to lock ourselves in my room to block out all the shouting. But the shouting is so loud nobody can hear me scream, nobody can hear me cry myself to sleep.... i always ask myself, what the hell is wrong with me?
"Yeah, just tired" "I'm Okay" "No, I'm okay" "Nah i'm fine *Wipes Tears* I was just yawning" "*Fake Smiles*" "*Fake Laughing*" "I'm fine" *These are all the lies everyone has told.... I've told them all* Edit: Talk to me in the comments guys i'm bleeding inside so are you we can help eachother ;-;
Have you ever put yourself in that horrible mental state that's hard to get out of but you don't care because you know life doesn't matter and you slit your wrists all the time but it makes no difference and you wake up each morning thinking why didn't i just kill myself last night nobody would have noticed and you realize your dying inside but you wont tell any one because your afraid you'll get ridiculed because of it and you just cry on the inside you scream loudly when nobody's around and your afraid of dying because you don't know what will happen after death so you just stay in the world wondering why you were put here and that you have no purpose and you wish it all would end? I have i still am
You probably use those "fake smiles and laughs" because you haven't fount the ideal person to speak with. If you have... Well talk to him/her, if not search and I know you will find the sender to your problems 😁
I come to this song on my worst days. I indulge in my feelings and this song helps to to focus on me because no-one ever seems to care or understand how I feel. It's comforting to listen to this song and know that I'm not the only one going though hard time.
I am one of those people who no matter what, I always see the bright side. I always look for hope and find it, even in the darkest hours. I'll look at horrible people and say "They can become good! I belive in them! Everyone can be good." The kind of person who is always laughing or smiling about something and is always there for their friends. The kind of person who loves themself and others to Pluto and back. But at the same time im the kind of person who cries themself to sleep and is always in pain, either emotionally or physically, or both. The one who has trauma and depression. The kind of person who desperately wishes they were dead. Who hates themself more than anyone. All that put together makes quite the dilemma. I want to die, but my never-ending hope always finds an excuse to stay here. I don't trust anyone, and yet I would support everyone and would hug a crying person, even if they were a stranger. I cry all the time when Im alone, and yet I'll be the last person to cry with everyone else. I pull away from people who try to help and pull the "I'm fine. Y'all know Im strong. I can handle this. No problem!" And yet I stubbornly stay there and help everyone else. I always say the nicest things about other people and yet I say horrible things about me. My life is painful. And I doubt it gets better anytime soon. And yet there is that hopeful part of me again. Saying "Oh hush. You got through all that bad stuff before, and if anything in the future won't be good, we can power through that and live to see the good at the end. I know its there."
*hugs really tightly* don't worry, you've been really strong so please don't hold back your tears...cry..my shoulders maybe small and all but each tear you shed my shoulder will catch....I love you
@@thatoneburntchickennugget9605 dude I have CPTSD attacks from doors opening. Feeling better is gonna be hard. But I vastly appriciate you caring for me. Really. It makes me smile and encourages me to keep on trying, even if I cant truely belive it when people compliment me. Its the thought that counts
Little Girl: Hello! Why are you sad? Older Girl: ....I'm not sad, just.. tired Little Girl: I've heard that before Older Girl: Huh? Little Girl: Yeah, I had an older sister, she always said that, and she looked a lot like you, all alone. Older Girl: Really? Little Girl: Yeah, she would be alone most of the time, and she would always wear sweaters. One day, i saw her... with a rope around her neck *sniffles* and I wanted to just bring her back. Older Girl: I'm so sorry that happened to you. Little Girl: It's OK, it wasn't your fault, it was the girls in her class, who would call her names, but I couldn't do anything, cause I'm small, them wouldn't care if a little girl like me would talk to them. But.. can you do something for me? Older Girl: Sure, what? Little Girl: I want you to stay strong unlike my sister, I want you to find someone to hang out with.. and i want you to have something.... Older Girl: *confused* Little Girl: I want you to have this, it's my sister's----was hers. Its a necklace with a heart, I want you to think that this heart represents the love that other people feel for you, because people care! Older Girl: *cries* thank you.. Little Girl: No problem, its my job to save someone else since I couldn't save my sister. They hugged and the older girl never felt like she didn't matter anymore, because that little girl noticed that she was upset----something no one else would have done. The little girl never heard from the older girl, but was finally free from the guilt and regret that she had from being able to save her sister, knowing that she helped someone else.
I envy you. You can comfort someone without any backlash...I'd do anything for ONE friend....Right now..I don't have anyONE or anyTHING worth dyeing for....I just need someone to love me...and I'll do ANYTHING to protect them....Even if it costs me my life..
@@qasimgaming4531 don't be so down my dude life maybe a bitch but it can always shine a light in your darkest moments it may not seem like it but you could have more people in your life than you think
They dont want you But They need you Your not a film So Dont end it Dont ignore people They might help you Your parents are the light to your life. Your not a hanger So dont hang it
I hate how everyone in my class think I'm a nice happy girl with friend and home life is just wonderful for but really my smile is fake in broken and talking about it doesn't help I can only hide my feeling inside and try not to scream and cry but I...I just don't know what to do I write down and draw all my feeling and I feel like my friend are only friend with a fake version of me cause even my mum doesn't now that I am like behind my FAKE happy face I'm and don't know were to go I hate people who think it easy for me and inside I'm alone ...fake....sad....angery...lost..broken...I wear a make that can never be taken off
And that mask dosent define who u are and it can be taken off yiu just need some one to help you through the way besides life is a roller coster u never know what twist and turns are gonna come thay can be good or bad
Vern Spaulding thx for trying to help but...nothing has changed since I wrote and now just be for the summer holidays I broke down in class I started crying and they all saw the cut on my arm and then my mum found out and I was sent to the doctor the day after,people think there is something wrong with and I can't tell anyone my story the shadow won't let me
same and just want someone to finally understand me and look into my eyes hug me and tell me its all going to be fine but unfortunately its just a fantasy and no one will ever understand me but im just that one girl who everyone thinks is the HAPPIEST girl in the world
I used to be the happy crazy girl in my class. I used to be the girl who always laughs and who makes fun of everything. Then my depression came. And nobody knows it. I‘m scared of everything, I‘m scared of losing friends, I‘m scared of fighting with friends. And now I feel like I have to pretend that I‘m the happy and crazy girl.
Same in 1st-5th grade dam I was happy as hell then grade 6 it’s tuff I first found out what it feels like to be in pain get depression I’m mocked by everyone in my class I hate it my life just sucks I get it now I’m hated the. So on threw the grades it got worse
No one notices your *tears*
No one notices your *sadness*
No one notices your *pain*
But everyone notices your *mistakes*
Noone does
True, humanity is doomed and SoCiEtY iS WrOnG also All life has meaning but yet it doesn't
Ture
Mistakes are proof you try no make what you do they will always be mistakes because no is perfect but no is the same so if they cant find your darkness and all they do is point out your mistakes you are to good for them no matter how many mistakes you make
They point out your mistakes too prove to themselves that they aren’t mistakes...
W: Wonderfully broken
E: Extreamly tired
L: Lack Of sleep
C: Constantly drowning
O: Obviusly alone
M: More tears
E: Eagerly waiting for everything to stop
T: Today is a waste
O: Overlying
M: Mastering facades
Y: Yelling inside
W: Working on my own
O: Overwhelmed
R: Rolling around
L: Lonely
D: Deathly alive
@@genesis9078 A pleasure!
@@genesis9078 How to describe you? I feel so lost.. many people feel the same, the only problem is that they, like me, don’t find anybody, but we keep on going... isn’t that true? We are strong even if we feel weak at all times.
So true
r/im14andthisisdeep
@@genesis9078 r/im14andthisisdeep
Mirror,Mirror on my wall, I just want to be "Pretty" and "Tall"
Mirror Mirror if I change my hair, maybe they will start to care
Mirror Mirror if I starve myself at least I'll be beautiful forget my health
Mirror Mirror if I slit my Wrist, Will I feel like I exist
Mirror Mirror don't you see, What you show is ruining me?
Im gonna be honest, that would be a really good song..
@@calebsmith8479 I will make it a song then!
@@breadjelly450 Yay! Lemme know, I wanna listen to it!
@@breadjelly450 tell us if you do make it, every person who's listening to the song woukd enjoy it..
Ok but it will take me a while 😁
I played this song all the time when I was 14.
Now I’m older and listening to it again. This song made me cry recently. I listened so I could be in touch with my emotions and this brang back memories. When I was younger I got bullied because I learn things slower. I have autism and some people don’t understand how it’s like to try your best but they don’t know it’s your best.
I get that much of it. I have scoliosis and i get made fun of because i can stand up straight. This song is my life in words.
I have Autism too, so I know what it's like to learn slower and to not understand everything you are learning and to be bullied and to feel like you are giving your best and people just over look you... It's me every day... So your not alone on the autism... I have level 2 autism.
@@bri8293 what’s level 2 autism?
I get confused when I hear levels.
@@VundabarGAWKfan It's okay to be confused about it. I totally relate to getting confused about a lot of things. It basically means that mine is a bit more extreme... Like the only way I can describe is, that i can't stay still I have to be doing something with my fingers, so like playing games on my phone keeping my fingers busy typing a lot to my friends and stuff... Just anything to keep me busy, and like yesterday I bought a $50 dollar Itunes card and the dude didn't scan it and just threw it in my bag well I came running back into the store my heart just a racing cuz I felt like I stole from the store (Even though I didn't) so my heart was racing and my anxiety was kicking into high gear and I was on the verge of crying too. Cuz like I've never ever had this to happen either, and plus like I was very behind on my social skills from a young age and I always kept to myself a lot and was never a social butterfly not til I got to 5th grade and middle school.... But
Level 2 ASD: Requiring Substantial Support
Level 2 ASD is the middle-range of autism in terms of severity of symptoms and needs for supports. People who qualify as having Level 2 ASD need more support than people with Level 1 ASD. They have more difficulty with social skills.
i learn things really fast i love dark humor im a sociopath i had a six pack when i was like 10 all cuz my bio dad beat me if i did not starting when i was like idk 4 on top of that a have a constent scowl on my face as if im always pissed off so people shy away from me always on top of that cant read social cues this caused me to hate people in general like imagin having to cut off your own emotions cuz you are like always on the verge of tears or about fucking kill someone ya thats me i may not have had the worst life but it was far from fun oh ya and im addicted to weed (im 14 btw) the only reason i have not killed myself yet is cuz of the fact that i have 2 sisters and a mom i care really deeply for
but ya thanks for making this man/gal/they
F- Forever alone
I- Incapable of love
N- No one understands me
E- Everyone is just ignoring me
I agree with all except for E. I have a friend who always listens, but I still don’t share my deepest, darkest secrets with him. At least, not yet.
If this is what fine means, then yes, everyone in my life, I am completely fine....
I am completly fine... every day i live behind a fake smile and no one notices and no one notices i cry myself to sleep
When I talk to someone and they just don't answer :(
yes
The smiles,
The laughs,
The happiness,
Then its the cries,
The screams,
And the pain inside
SO DEEP BUT SO TRUE IT'S ALWAYS THE HAPPY ONES WITH THE MOST PAIN
TheLoveliestOfRandom DUH That’s true 😭😭😭 why can’t everything go back to the way it was
its true i'm usually more happy than my friends but then i have the most pain...
Me yesterday...No one cares :p
Yep
Me: This song makes me feel happier than I did.
**reads comments**
*You know what.*
*I’ll be crying in my room actually.*
That what I'm doing right now, sadly.
I know right April Fools! ? I mean, every depressed person comes here and yells out their problems in the comments instead of getting help ( not trynna be rude ), head to Shelby Breeden's comment a bit comments up and read my reply to get my full message.
@@mydadsaregay I tried already it didn't work
@@lovetolove7674 Then it'll help to just talk to some friends about it. Also, I looked at your pfp and you look like someone I know, just saying.
@@mydadsaregay what your name
Lyrics
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what its like to be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life
Do you want to be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what its like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what its like
What its like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one there to save you
No you don't know what its like
What its like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
R your hand okey?
@@nicolelove8626 more than ok,few broken bones but that is just a flesh wound
@@veejaypeligro3986 ●^●
Um... im sorry but I don't understand the point of putting the lyrics in the comments section when its on the screen.... seems kinda redundant to me tbh
@@helluvaspider1271 It makes sense because the lyrics in the screen are most of the time not as fast as the person sings so its actually a help to have the lyrics to read with before the section of the song is coming
“Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming”
Of course, what else do you think I’m doing now? Feeling good about myself?
I know, right?
lol smile
lmao yes b
y-yes
I did the same with cutting because sometimes it hurts bad bad
My mom: I know everything about you..cause you're my daughter
Me: listening to this song
Its ok
It's weird how our parents are think they know everything about us but can't tell when we are sad
But she’s doesn’t know you as much as she thinks
Everyone in my house hold thinks that to then i relate 999999999999999999999999999999999 to this song
yup
This song describes my life
Girly Gamer same
me too
Girly Gamer same same here sick of everyone else the only people I know that are not total make my life miserable it's the people who feel the exact same way I do
same here
same
"do you wanna be somebody else?"
yes
"are you stuck in a world you hate"
yes.
"to be on the edge of breaking down and nobody's there to save you"
oh yeah ik how that feels.
so do I
sameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I just got an 11 minute talk from a friend telling me not to kms after she told me to kms and I don't think she realizes that when I said I couldn't call bc my parents were fighting she just told me to get yelled at then she proceeded to say I was ugly and then switch to I'm probably gonna be a model when I grow up-
same.....
As do i
Same
Seing Yurio with this song makes me really sad.
His life is very sad if you think about it.
He barely sees his parents, his skating is funded by the gouvernment so its safe to say his grandpa doesnt have thar much money, which may put even more pressure on him to succed, he only has like 4 friends and his idol chose some random dude over him.
I just want to hug him😭
Still, it was really beautiful when he became friends with Otabek... he finally found the person who can understand him :D
@@blovergirl9154 who is Yurio, an anime character?
I think the anime is called Yuri on ice
@@archer8481 okay, thx!
@@archer8481 Yes, it is.
There a room in a house that holds for walls
It offers free solitude and a place to rest your head as some people just don’t get enough of it.
But if you think that’s all then you should know your wrong
As these four walls have a story for all.
If you think it’s a good story know that you’re wrong because it’s about an eight year old child that lost it all.
When his parents went through their divorce he didn’t just suffer from guilt and remorse.
But that of physical pain inflicted by the father so he could gain, he was angry about his lost and took it all out on his son.
The kid hid in his room that he calls home as its the only place he’s ever known, aside from the house outside full of horrors and fears, he spent most of his day crying so many tears.
But there’s more to this story then just that, the world outside was far worse than that.
When the kid went to school he was bullied more than you could know, they took his innocents and his pride and turn it into a show, where people just laughed and turn a blind eye,
The kids snickered at him as he walked by!
They picked and they sneered, and only the walls of his room were the one who understood his fears.
His mind was their playground and his body their instrument, growing up he never saw things different.
At the age of twelve he picked up a guitar, depression made sure he didn’t go far…
Age 13 he thought he was over his head, he remembers having a picture of James dean hung over his bed. He was a rebel and the child a lost cause.. He spent afternoons ignoring texts and blocked calls. Keeping his head low as he pass people in the halls.
He never expected to be someone as a kid, he didn’t know he needed somebody to know how to live! Prayed to a god he no longer believes in, because he was never there when he needed him.
Age 16 he tried to tie that rope, almost ended his life as he saw no hope..
Age 17, he saw some resolve, some of his problems had finally dissolved.. He looks back at his past and apologizes to the kid, wishing to take back all the things that he hid..
The kid was much stronger then he was today, and he knew it every step of the way.
He wakes up in the early morning putting on a mask to hide his face with broken glass.
Uses a name he found on a grave, all people have known him by to this day.
So everyone gather around for a show,
Watch this man disappear as we know,
Do me a favour and try to ignore,
His cries as he stands on the bloody trapdoor.
So many voices but was in need of a friend, welcome to the life I’m in...
-Valkyrie James Frost
The only name you'll ever know me by..
Damn, that's deep
But it's a very inspiring and sad story, dude. I hope you got better.
I have a poem I think you should hear.
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I'm not a lost cause
and neither are you
We all go through pain,
and that's not new
But life will get better
I'm sure you will to
Leave behind darkness,
Reach for the light
Cuz someone out there,
Will help you in your fight
Love your life,
Don't leave peace behind
Cuz someone loves you,
And that's really kind.
❤
The first 2 times I typed this I messed xD
Btw, I copied this from where I commented on another vid
No, Yurio!! Don't cry smol kitten! Otabek will make everything ok just go and find him :3
I. Love. This
Yes.
Which anime is this?
@@levlali Yuri!!! On Ice (the anime) uwu
I LOVE YURI!!! ON ICE!!!
This song really hits hard when your in a situation where you understand the lyrics. When the lyrics describe what you feel and your thoughts. And when you play it and scream the lyrics with hot and heavy tears running heavily down your face cus everything that was once even remotely okay went straight downhill and now you feel like nothing is okay...
describs my whole life
This song is my life in words
This is my entire life so far
"You don't know what's it like."
Me: Yes, I do.
There was one girl who always left the group for a few seconds feeling sad and lonely then went back with a suspicious smile and acting like she was fine. Everyone's thought she was alright for they didn't notice the pain in her eyes.
Like if your like this girl
Yes.
me to I'm that girl
that's me I always fake a smile to make everyone happy but it just hurts you more because they don't notice the pain your in.😢😢
im a boy, but nvm..
*like*
Sevi Senpai wow....
do u ever wanna run away? yes. do u ever feel out of place? all the time. all these questions explain my life
Jocelyn Ganey Basically me.
Jocelyn Ganey SAMEEEE
Do you lock yourself in your room?
Yes I do.
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Yes I am.
I feel you
I've been stabbed in the back to meaney times and I've been on the edge of breaking down way too many times so yes I Know how
someone like that would feel
I am 33 and this song comforted me as a teen and 20s. I have learned that absolutely everyone has a sad story. Everyone has been hurt, anused, neglected. It may be different for each of us, but everyone has a story. No exceptions. If they think they don’t, then they haven't realized the truth of their life experiences to acknowledge how bad it has have been.
Many folks think they have it good, only to realize they are brushing off the truth of the pain, but the pain remains.
This explains my life.. And hey, Yuri Plisetsky?
It fits him in a way
Like the way he has to make sure he wins so he can support him and his grandpa. He has very few friends, and people think he's just a punk when in reality, he's having a hard time. That's why he's so emotional.
That sad but also good job you guessed correctly
*pets head gives biscuit*
Yeah
And this song really fits him...
The song: "You Don't Know What It's Like"
My mind: *Yes I Do*
_This song brought tears to my eyes because of how it relates to me. I almost started crying, but I held back my tears._
Same Im a girl and I'm using my brother's channel
Same...life sometimes is painful but one day you’ll get better and you’ll be able to say “I’m okay” and it not be a lie. Because I believe in you so many people do
mine too cause i also feel lonely sometimes but smile for others to think im okay
me to
Same
Listened to this song on repeat during my nightcore phase (2016-2017)
I didn’t watch much anime back then.
But I’m back and I love yurio.
I listened to this song throughout my high school life. Now, as a 23 year old, I got recommended this video when I opened UA-cam, it’s still relatable
I think this song explained my life.........
D:
Galaxiena 7022 sameeee! This song is about me 💔
Galaxiena 7022 same
Galaxiena 7022 especially the fake smile
Apple pie True 💔
Galaxiena 7022 me too
Yo anyone else feel like an outcast on all these sad songs being actually happy but just liking sad songs because they’re catchy?
I used to
my mom told me they were sad and i told her no there not ..........they are my life on point
As well
Kinda yeah. My mom always says to stop listening to them coz they can bring your mood down but they make me feel better xD although everyone in the comments just write sad stuff :/
lucky you. you're actually happy. Wanna trade lives?
Do you hear that?
do you hear me cry?
and do you feel my pain?
will you save me if I say please?
and can you see the pain in my eyes?
did you even hear me when I said goodbye?
and can you tell who I am?
can you see the soldier In my heart?
because I fight all day and night , my angels by my side.
and as long as there is a light in my heart, a war will always happen.
and 'till the day I die...I'll fight, will you?
~Pass It On
Damn it that's so me ;-;
I will fight with my demons, for my anger, hate and pain are their weapons. Weapons of a purpose not befitting of an angel or demon. And I will hide with my angels, for they are the shield in which I hide behind when I'm too weak to fight my own war.
I would save you and you don't have to say please or thank you....ever.
im sorry im deaf
You don't have to say anything, just know we are ALWAYS here for you.
My mom- “I know everything about you “.
Me- a 13 year old that wants to die, hates most of the people around me mostly myself, cry’s all the time
Edit: hey guys thank you so much for the likes and the comments. I posted this comment 5 months ago and things have gotten worse. I feel numb and I’m a disappointment. I was at my lowest 3 months ago and things haven’t gotten much Better since then. If you feel the way I do just know you aren’t alone. I’m here for you. You can do this. I’m proud of you🖤
Another edit-
It’s now been 8 months and it’s still not better if anything it’s worse. For everyone responding saying that the feel the same I’m so sorry that this is happening to you😞 stay strong everyone❤️
Another edit- it’s now been over a year ummm I flipped the switch so I’m completely numb now:) for anyone who can’t flip that switch I hope that it gets better and I beg you to stay strong❤️❤️
Another edit-guys this was 4 years ago😭 I’m still like very depressed 24/7 but like I’m surviving😌 to anyone who feels alone just know you’re never ever fully alone, even if it’s just in the sense that someone feels the way you do. You have to give yourself a reason(yes I just quoted Noah Kahan). Don’t just walk through life surviving, remember to live a little.❤
I 10 year old want to dead cause i tried:)
dude i feel you. I'm 12 turning 13 but I've first felt this way when i was 10. I just wanna say it gets better. yeah these thoughts don't go away but it's definitely better. Don't give up hope. You can't undo things. idk about you but when i first started feeling this way (2017), it was terrible, everything was just so bad and it only did get worse BUT i found bts and their lyrics, words, and songs really really helped me. (jonghyun from shinee too) but anyways KEEP YOUR HEAD UP "if you feel like you're going to crash then accelerate more, you idiot" - nevermind, suga of bts virtual hugsss
@Amy Labrecque Thanks;)
@Amy Labrecque im a few minutes clean :D
@Amy Labrecque “ please dont hurt yourself or it will get worse .... “
Life is so hard and I just fell empty and this song explains my life and people say they understand.THEY DONT.
basically yeah
I know I do know
people can say "i understand" "i know how you feel" but you cant know unless you live through it. and you cant understand unless you feel it
Luna Linda. I do I have went through that I’m dead serious.
Luna Linda. I’ve felt suicidal. I’ve had been thinking about putting my self in pain.
Being abused is physical pain,
Being yelled at 24/7 is verbal pain,
Being depressed and ready for death is mental pain,
But being alone is mental, physical, and verbal pain
And I have all of those...
Anxiety Wolf trueeeee
Don’t feel like that!
Trust me I’ve been through that too!
But if you hang on long enough you will see that there is light at the end of every tunnel!!
I'm alone
And no one knows it.
I feel like that but then I go to school where my friends give me the attention i never had
pain don't disappears ... it passes on people you love and people who loves you.. Every time l think about giving up l just remember faces of people who were with me in past even if they are not here anymore,faces of someone l loved or friends even if we don't talk anymore. l just can imagine they are crying or feeling sad because l did something l shouldn't ...l just can't hurt anybody anymore and l don't want too,but its so damn hard to live life where is nothing right and you just want to give up...l wish l could hug all sad people over the world because you all matters,you are here with reason ... so be strong!... you can do it!... we have to do it!
strong words you should be a public speaker with words like this but who am i to say i dont speak or show anyone i can remember real care or love because how i was raised
Srkenzi The XPakeX that's true. But I always get what this song says😭
Srkenzi The XPakeX same here... i feel the same way as you... but i dont know anymore that if im too much used to it ar have my tears dried up because i just feel nothing at all just numbness so i just doubt if i exist or not... i just wanted to make frnds who feel a little sad if im gone and nthing more...
Srkenzi The XPakeX lucky i just sit there yrying bit cant think of any one that has done that for me then cry myself to sleep cuz thats the only way i ever get to sleep
Srkenzi The XPakeX so true
Came back to this for nostalgia, I was cringy but happy listening to music like this back then so they were good times:)
Friend: why do you have those cuts?
Me: I've...been Fighting
Friend: With who?
Me: *myself*
I'm *-Happy-* (broken)
I'm *-okay-* (nothing)
I'm *-fine-* (worthless)
I'm *-Strong-* (weak)
I'm *-great-* (Depressed)
My version:
Person: Why do you marks? What happend?
Me: nothing really.. just a fight.
Person:what? Fight? Who did you fight?
_i look at the person, dead in the eyes_
Me: My inner demons.
True
True 😭💔
@@blastcauseishine483 yeah
@@madysen7997 yeah
87% of these comments are saying how they can relate to this, 61% of those comments may be lies. And here’s a truth
I had to skip school today because I didn’t want to deal with the pain of school and I have no lock on my door so I put my chair to lock my door so no one can see me cry. This song perfectly matches me everyday. I may be happy but my cries don’t say so. I can’t talk to really anyone on how I feel because they don’t understand . Have you been bullied since 4th grade and moved schools and realized how your crush is your best friend but doesn’t love you back. Have you ever went to school and if you make a mistake, you are the mistake. Have you ever went on your phone and wrote paragraphs about how you feel and it just says how you cry and say mean things about yourself. Have you been bullied so much to the point where you are your own bully. Have you felt the most pain everyday and its worst and worst and you just wait for the weekend just to get sleep and to stay home in your room. Have you felt my pain?
Sorry, I have lot to say, at least I minimized it.
Edit: So this was about a year and a few months ago. I’m pretty decent with life right now, so don’t worry about me. I never expected many people to reply but it’s amazing to see how many people will care for you even as strangers and also going through the same things. I love the fact that you guys can express what’s going on and someone will just be there even when they are totally unknown to you. Everyone please do well and try looking on the bright side. Find the good people in your life and just feel free to say anything from this comment. Have a great rest of your day.
I swear this is so true. No one can see the pain inside you which keeps haunting you. I have been heart broken many times and it hurts so much. I have felt pain million times. I fake smile to not show my feelings cuz I don't want to bother anyone with my life pain. All I wish is for everyone's smile and happiness I don't care about myself. When I see some one cry, I cry...I cry so much seeing them sad. I wish Every one knew how it felt. I can literally write a whole story book about how I feel. It's hard living my life. I have too much problems. I have gotten so many operations and so much stress which made me faint. And also There r so many problems like ; Boys Drama, School Drama, Family Problems, Friends problem and many more. I have never told anything to anyone in my life. Not even my parents or family neither my closest friends. I don't even have a best friend. I wish I did. There is no one in my life who I can trust. My World is a dangerous place where sacrifice is needed. I wish all this would go...💔😭
Why is every gacha person depressed like wtf-
You and me are the same I'm literally what you just said
@@elizabethphillips6972 ❤
@@rqony Am not a Gacha person tho. But I am just a normal person who has countless problems which r hard to be fixed. My life is Trash and I wish It would get better but I know it wouldn't...
Why you mad?
Why you sad?
When you can be, glade!
*sprays you with happy, good smelling, lovely thoughts*
:D
I'm allergic to glade..... Pfft
One of the best vines ever
*Edgy 14 girls: GET THAT STUFF AWAY FROM ME D:
I will love you forever 😂
No one notices your actions
No one notices your tears
No one notices your pain
No one notices your cuts
But everyone notices your mistakes
Story of my fucking life
Fax and nothing but FUCKING FAX😔😔😔😭😪
Story of my life so far
True
Same
the story of my life
if this is youre story of youre life
give a like
Edit: people who feel the same all of you are my friends and I support you
Yup 19th like
Meee
psicho girl if this wasn't like my life I wouldn't be here
I love that song.Sometimes I feel alone but that song can say my feeling to world.
Yup same
Ayase Hanabi same
This song express what i feel every day like if u agree
Edit 3 years later: I’m slightly better! I feel better about myself and I’ve met the best person in my life that makes this terrible world better. Guess it was worth staying alive all these years
i agree
alot
Little Luma I agree with yoy
*you
Little Luma me too
Little Luma I agree
They didn't notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn't notice you were tired
They didn't notice you were alone.
They didn't notice how attractive you were.
They didn't notice how sweet you actually are.
They didn't notice how you actually try to make other people smile.
They did notice your failing grades
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all of your mistakes
They did notice all of your flaws
They did notice that you weren't good enough for them
i feel this brah
I always lock myself in my room and blasting my music so I can't hear my family fighting and I won't cry and I started to stop caring since it happens all the time but I met this person and I started to feel more and i finally felt someone cared for me and I just want to yell to him I love him but I'm so scared and it hurts knowing at first he thought I hated him
Same
I relate to you, my family, especially my mom and dad..have always fought and it has always been hard, I cried almost every single day and when I went to school everyone would always ask me, “Hey what happened” and I would almost always say “Oh it’s nothing just accidentally fell on the way into school haha” and they’ve always believed me...going on to what you said, Music is my get away from LIFE, it helps a lot and Nightcore is my go-to place, what’s your get away Savannah?
I relate to this so much except I have no friends but I don’t care because when your alone there are no fights there is just silence
The definition of fine
I'm sad
I just wanna be alone
I'm MAD
I'm upset
No one listens to me
I'm ignored
I'm hurt
When the words I'm fine are used you know what they mean
I-introverted
M-miserable
F-falling apart
I-insecure
N-numb
E-exausted
Or...
F:freaked-out
I:insecure
N:neurotic
E:emotional
thats what i mean most of the time... but i push the bad thoughts to the back of my head and try to go unnoticed... but im always noticed... is that a good thing? i think it is... right...?
r/im14andthisisdeep
@@polarbear6371 oof im 12
If anyone sees this listen. My hobby is singing and a lot of people think I’m good. But there some people who get annoyed when I’m not even near them. I’ve told my friend and he said that the people who are annoyed are annoyed because your better then them. I hope this helped somebody I know it worked on me.
Jessica Roberts thanks it really does. But also if people tell you you're not good. Then practice and keep on practising. And you'll either get good. Or get better than before.
Wait my sister that I have admired her talent in singing since i was 3 thinks I'm a better singer than her!!!Wow! That's a revelation!
I remember going through my edgy nightcore phase and listening to this non-stop
me too haha i was just looking at my very old favorite videos
I'm reading these comments now and I'm like
🤦♀️
I remember when I was little listening too and being all edgy and stuff *siiigghhh* the good days 😩
Pretty good song tho. I still love it.
Why does everything seem like it's going to get better but,then it all comes crashing down like someone dropped the world on my shoulders?
Shadow Nightpettle Because life is not a straight path that you can take without struggling. The struggle you feel is real and it is what makes a person stronger and brighter, so you are stronger and brighter than the first time you struggled.
im still waiting for her to talk back to me D;
Psychojuzo be patient.
she only wanna be friends but its ok i guess thx for all your help tho
Psychojuzo ahh I am so sorry it didn't work out.
Tell Me Your Life Story
NightcoreZodiac my life is very simple, it is Nightcore Zodiac :3
NightcoreZodiac I don't think you'd like it... it's depressing... this song almost represents my life.... mine is more sad.
but great song u r awsome
NightcoreZodiac My life is all tecnhnology.💻📱
NightcoreZodiac i don't tell any one my life story
Venessa_Drawing Me too
Im just tired.
*T* orn apart
*I* nsecure
*R* ejected
*E* mpty
*D* rowning in my tears
I am always TIRED. Everyday of my life. But I learned to numb everything. I don't feel anything anymore. So I feel "better", as long as nobody looks throw the cracks in my mask.
Imma use that ill tell ppl im tired and it will mean that
I'm always so tired
I think u forgot the x in extremely
*T* ierd of living
*r* eally depressed
*u* unknown to
*e* xistance
I feel like this matches Yurio perfectly. It just seems like he's had it rough.
Yes it dose😐
@@heavenleighsands2324 whos yurio
@@jadenbryant9283 a character from the anime 'yuri on ice'
@@wangja4042 now I gotta watch that anime
It honestly does.
I’ve been obsessed with this song for years and I recently watched Yuri on Ice I do feel like this song is fitting and when I went to this nightcore again I was kinda just like “awwwww my babyyy no”
To all the people who can relate to this song...
If you have scars, inside and out,
You are BEAUTIFUL!
If you have made it this far,
You are STRONG!
If you get bullied,
Their just JEALOUS of you!
If you have suicidal thoughts,
You are still LOVED!
If your lonely,
Know that there are other people who want to HELP!
You are perfect in your OWN way! Be happy with who you are! Help others who need it!
And if you want to smile... listen to nightcore.
If anyone wants to talk and share their story I will listen to you and help in anyway I can.
your friend,
~Angel*Wolf
@Shelby McGlinchey it's okay to be in the dark there are people who love you and you are awesome don't let anybody else tell you different. Xx
@Shelby McGlinchey yeah I feel the same way.
@Shelby McGlinchey , a lot of people see that, they just don't know what to do, you need to talk to someone in real life about it. Remember you are *not* alone and you'll always be protected by certain people mentally, not always physically but definitely mentally. I hope you talk to someone about it, in real life.
Now that I have replied to Shelby McGlinchey , I must say that I don't see you trying to cheer Shelby up, I hope you end up doing it but then again, that was a month ago, I hope you haven't forgotten about your comment, some people might *actually* need you.
@@mydadsaregay Im sorry, you must also remember that i have stupid stuff too. I will keep trying though
This is my life story. Who else can relate if u do though life will get better
Victoria Lopez I can relate to this a lot.
Ya I can relate to this on some days
Ya I can every fucking day .
I can relate I barely ever get a break from reality
Me too legendary king
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
*Yes.*
Do you ever feel out of place?
*Yes.*
Like somehow you just don't belong, or no one understands you?
*Yes.*
Do you ever wanna run away?
*All the way back to the place I used to call home.*
Do you ever lock yourself in your room? With the radio turned up so loud, that no one hear's you screaming?
*If I listened to the music I like they would think I'm to fucking weird. More like my headphone volume up to loud that I can't hear *myself* screaming.
...
Stay strong!
I will... atleast try to. I'm just stressed, and I give the best luck to you. ^-^
@@probablypikachu8517 thank you
😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😈😈😈😈😈this is how I all ways feel
Doesn't everybody watching this feel this way?
I love this song completely. Every time I feel sad or in a panic attack, this song helps me.
Do you ever feel like breaking down:Yes
Do you ever feel out of place:Yes
And no one understands you:They don't understand me
Do you ever wanna run away:Sometimes
Do you lock yourself in your room:No
Hurt:Yes
Lost:Yes
Left out in the dark:No
Kicked when you're down:Yes
Pushed around:Yes
On the edge of breaking down,and nobody's there to save you:No
Do you wanna be somebody else:Yes
Are you sick of feeling so left out:Yes
Are you desperate to find something more,before your life is over:Yes
Are you stuck inside a world you hate:Yes
Are you sick of everyone around:Yes
Lied straight to your face:Yes
Stabbed you in the back:Yes
Welcome to MY life.
Kawaii GamerGirl I feel the same I ran away and cried but I still tried but people don't understand me at a
Kawaii GamerGirl my answer to all of those are yes...they've always been...
all the questions you answered for me they're ALL YES 😔
I have all them, I have no mom or dad
Kawaii GamerGirl I have most of those problems and I'm sorry
I do know what it is like.
And It hurts like hell
your completely right. because no one understands if no one listens. and no one listens so no one can understand. but i am one person who does listen and understand
Yeah life sucks it hursts I feel the same honestly just feel like Why am I meant to suffer like this
It does it really does hurt like hell
@@ShadowAndPhoenyxReadings that's literally the reason I never Want to leave my room
THIS IS MY life this is my fake smile this is my depression
"I'm fine"
It's been 8 months since you commented this,are you okay now?
now you know how life works buddy,you love yourself now,you were so young,it's ok,you are ok now,remember,do not care about what people thing,this is your life,welcome to my life
NOSTALGIC OH MY GOSH 😫
My life in a song... it's hard to find life songs like this
it is, trust me I know
I can give quite a few songs if you like
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
No one understands me,
Or what I'm going through.
Me
I do
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I really miss you
But you've met someone new
Rose's are red,
Violets are blue,
I am a monster,
I hope you aren't to
@@justjasmine9600 That is my life, I’m just sick of caring for others and getting betrayal and replacement back
YURIIOO!!! :)
Edit: Thanks for the likes!! :)
KODOMO Rodriguez YAAS!!!
Yaaasss i ♡ him i just finished yuri on ice about an hour ago
Yasss
KODOMO Rodriguez you re a fan of yo ki watch 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 i love it and i am a kid im using my moms phone a nd she gave it to me im just in 5 grd
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssss
remember finding this years ago when i had a project to choose a song and write my thoughts on it and what i thought its meaning was, this was the very song that got me into simple plan and also the song that got me to discover your channel. thank you for this masterpiece
To all of those who don’t hear it enough;
I love you ❤️
thats the first time i heard that in 3 months
thanks...
i have not heard that in 7 months
This is the first time i hear that for years (litellary)
what is love? the only thing i notice in this world is hate
I have depression and always feel alone, I feel that I have fake friends, I just want a friend who is actually willing to be there and understands what I am going through, I thought there was no one else feeling sad or lonely but there is and it makes me glad that there are other people out there who feel the same
ProfessorBerryOwl 777 i understand my friend Tried. to kill me with a knife when I was at her house she said i hate you so much just die already i said why would you do this to me you have been my friend for 10 years
Mystical night Chinchila yeah, I just don't understand why there has to be people like that in the world, it makes no sense.
ProfessorBerryOwl 777 THIS IS THE MOST ACCURATE THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE
I always feel like that
I understand what your going through. I have depression, the two only friends i have always talk shit about me when i'm not there, I feel like just shutting down and just hang myself but i met other people that understand me and what i'm going through.
(Sorry that this is a late reply. I don't read comments much)
This song should be heard by everyone so they understand teenagers or depressed and/or neglected people.
Yeah true
I remember listening to this alot back in 7th grade when i was depressed.
Now after 4 years i can say that it’ll get better guys, no worries. :)
This song represents my life...Please like if you feel the same
My bff sent me this song before he commited suicide...I love him so much
This is for you Kizzie
Devils_ Angel1 Loved as a friend right???
Or love loved him???
Matthew Power Leave Her Alone My Big Bro is in hospital he's about to die and your being mean to her The One person who cares!!!
RandomGuy19838292 Both...
you are special.
it kind of explains my life but it doesnt because im like suffering from depression and I feel like Im a no body
My friends: *sigh* so depressing
My family: you're not depressed...turn it off
My mind: *you don't know what its like when nothing feels alright, you don't know what its like to feel like me*
Me: its my fave band *lies*
so true
I feel you
I relate
Never seen a comment so emo before XD
I relate
Read if you want.....
I don’t know about y’all, but Gacha Life helps me. I don’t like my real self, I’m not good with talking to people, and I have Anxiety. In Gacha Life though I can change my looks, my personality, etc. I mean I’m just making videos with made up characters. Yes, I still think if people hate them or me, or if they think I’m childish, but it helps to at least know I can change myself slightly.
Sorry for bothering you, hope you have a nice day....
I read it. I d the same. I like it Bc it allows me to change my personality and actually feel good for once. To change how I look. Remove the scars on my arms. If they think it’s childish then let them. Because they can’t change what you like. Or how it makes you feel
Same same..
Gacha life is like a hiding place for me I guess..?
It removes my cuts, it let me change myself to something pretty..!
I dont know it's just like yeah...
Whatever helps you, do it!
We are so similar exept I still dont make videos
Me too. People always say it’s childish but what can I say? It helps
And after so many years I am here listening to this song as nostalgia ❤️ life changes, we change our lives, hold on ❤ 😊
I was abused for a while and so was my big sis. We moved to MA and now we live with our dad. We were suicidal but I got over it and my big sis is still getting over it. I usually fake smile but I'm becoming happier. I'm 12 and my sis is 15. That's why we have therapists. No lie.
Don't worry people you are not alone... I understand I'm here to help!
Edit: well trust me it'll get better and thanks for supporting but I'm ok now and I'm here to help YOU. Because you matter and you have potential to be amazing so please don't think your alone!
this song is my life
Want to be friends I feel the same about the song
wolf pup same
Same
This song literally describes me. I've been bullied ever since first grade. I'm now in sixth grade. I don't even feel happiness anymore. I don't feel sadness anymore. I only be angry when I need to be. But other than that, I'm broken. I have no emotion what so ever. I've been turned down and rejected so many times it's not even funny. I be happy and smile around my friends, but that happiness and those smiles are fake. No one knows I have crippling depression, except for my best friend. She also has depression. She's like a sister to me. I feel like no body understands me except for her.
Also sorry if I was rambling. I just needed to get this out of my mind. I fell in love with this song when I first heard it. Have a good day/night!
Le hearts~ ❤💚💜💙💛
OMG you understand that is literally my life story, someone actually feels me except my best friend is someone I grew up with whose parents divorced, maybe we could talk sometime
Kitty Playz I'm in sixth grade and ever since my very first day of school I got bullied
i`ve been bullied alot, i got bullied 1-4 grade now i am in sixth grade as you. my tip is to look up for life meet new people and ye, a new started to my school we got friends and that turned my life really much. thats what i mean with look up to life, and stay positiv. hope you live hapilly
Kitty Playz hope you get better don't kill youre self cuz you mitgh start a train wreck of suicude and you can ramble all you want here
Kitty Playz, my life is the exact same.. But we have to hide our depression. We must have fake smiles... We must stay together
i feel like i grew up with this song, it been 21 years now
Me: *takes a seat on a bench, looking at the ground*
Random guy: are u ok?
"Always the same question"
Me: yes, I'm ok *fake smiles*
"Always the same lie"
"Always, Always, Always, ALWAYS!.."
Random guy: *sits next to me* what's wrong?
Me: ...nothing...
Random guy: wrong, let's try again. What's wrong?
Me: ...*a tear slowly rides down my face*
Random guy: so? I ask once again. Are u ok?
Me: *eyes full up of tears* n-no
Random guy: *hugs me and smiles*
Don't worry, I'm here...for u..
- :)
"U can fake a smile, but u can't fake ur feelings forever. Even through the toughest times of ur life and the most happiest of them all, there will always be someone who u mean everything to them, keep smiling, stay strong, and follow ur dreams!...ik, everyone wants happiness, nobody wants pain, but just remember, u can't make a rainbow without a little rain! Things will get better :)
Best of luck for all my beloved friends of mine!
Have a wonderful day/night!...and...
Farewell! 😁❤️
Edit: I honestly didn’t know why I wrote this, but as far as I can remember, I was probably being bullied at the time. Heh...I never told anyone about it because I didn’t want to cause a huge problem. My mom was busy dealing with my brother, even though he’s older than me. I didn’t want to worry anyone, so I kept this to myself. I got bullied every single day, they laughed behind my back, they sprayed me with water, perfume, juice, anything they could find, beat me up. Of course, I was one of the insecure, weak, peaceful, quiet and shy ones. I didn’t like violence.
Till that very terrible night where I told my mom all about it, it was summer already so it didn’t matter anymore to me, but when I saw my mom’s reaction, the way she looked at me with a cold and serious expression, I was worried. And that was the night I remembered everything they did to me..
and yes I did tell my teacher 3,000 times but he never EVER DID ANYTHING ABOUT IT..well, it never fixed anything .-.
Summer passed so fast as I was on my last day of summer, I had been planing on beating him up. I dreamed about beating him up, I PLANNED EVERYTHING UP, I even worked out for it the whole summer. And yes, I did beat him up, but there came an emotion I’ve never felt before “regret”. I hate violence, I had forgotten that violence was my mortal enemy and that I hated it with all my guts. Violence was not my style of solving things. But no, I was upset at myself, I was still angry at the guy, but I stopped kicking him and ran away. Oh gosh...I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF SO BADLY! I COULD HANG MYSELF ON MY CLOSET! I COULD LAY ON THE ROAD! I COULD JUMP OFF A BUILDING..instead, I prayed, I asked for forgiveness, I also asked for God to control my emotions and actions, to get rid of all my frustration. My heart started gunning, I was gasping so hard, I was dizzy, I was lost in my thoughts, shivering, silently crying. (My brother told me I looked like I had gone mad) ((btw I beat him up in a near park by our neighborhood)) By the time I came home, there came an awkward silence, everyone turned to look at my bloody nose, my brother looked at me with a wtf face but then rushed over to his room. The rest of the day was just plain awkwardness. Long story, short story; Even tough this was so painful that it caused me to do all that, which only hurt more, this made me stronger. And I am glad to announce that I have friends now :D
I also learned that I should’ve told someone other than my teacher. I wasn’t alone at the time, I actually had people that cared and loved me.
Coming back to this comment which I wrote 5 months ago, is really helpful, I had forgotten all about it.
*” take what hurts you and let it help”*
They say that what hurts you the most makes you wiser. Wiser is the keyword which stands for *”stronger”. Trust me, this is not the first time I’ve been bullied, but this will* be the last.
*I used to be a human of peace till I experience what pain feels like.*
Anyways, I’ve typed enough for a day, I wish y’all the best of luck. Share what you’ve been through, we may not be the same, but we all can learn to understand.
Good day everyone :)
Good job
and thats the story of how i met your mother
Lps Lover you literally just mad me cry happy tears. Thanks you so much. Amen to that and God bless you.
happy self - God bless u too :)
Alduin The soul Eater - thx :D
This is How I feel....And Act...All my friends think of my as a Positive happy cheerful person....But I'm not like that often...I pretend...Alot...Sometimes I wish I can tell them but then I don't bc I don't want them to think of me as a monster..My ex friend called me that...It hurt...Alot...And after that my life hasn't been the same. Before I felt...Alive...After..I sadly feel dead inside alot..
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i also act like I'm a happy go lucky but I'm damn sad inside
Princess Sweet/Fire i live the same way people call me ugly a monster and i can't even type it it's that bad
Princess Sweet/Fire I've been through this. And trust me it will get better. What your going through is temporary...suicide is permanent and you can't take it back.
Same here
The background!
Camomile_Tea Yurio it's everywhere ! *-*
YURRIOO WHHYYYY ;-;
Swagger Joyce He is fabulous!
Oh no I didn't mean it's Yurio in a bad way, I mean why such a sad song with him as a picture T^T
Swagger Joyce yeah, he has a sad story, too...
Good music bro don't stop no matter what people say your good 🎉
Everyone always asks if I'm okay, and I'll say I'm just tired. They never know what I mean by "tired."
Tired of listening to the screaming at home
Tired of being told that I'm just being an edgy teenager
Tired of my "friends" that are the reason everyone hates me
Tired of being yelled at about not getting an 100%
Tired of being called lazy when every day leaves me with no energy
Tired of the stinging pain on my arms that feels so good at the same time
Tired of the body shaming
Tired of being so naive
Tired of being yelled at for how much I eat
Tired of saying that my cat attacked me
Tired of hearing my "friends" talking about me behind my back
Tired of the fact that I exist
U can always talk to me bud
Thx for telling my "dad" ab what I actually feel like bc when I could even say hey he screens on me
I SICK OF MY DAMNT WELL LIFE
I know how it feels to relate to this song so much.
I related to this so much, except when the "cat attacks me" i just say, i was being stupid and got hurt..
I can relate to that.. pretty much everyone in my school avoids me, i say its because of my face, my voice, my body shape, at home its just worse because me and my younger siblings have to lock ourselves in my room to block out all the shouting. But the shouting is so loud nobody can hear me scream, nobody can hear me cry myself to sleep.... i always ask myself, what the hell is wrong with me?
i relate 97% of this song
Zebra NC me too
same
i am 100 percent
Zebra NC yeah same
Zebra NC 104% relatable
"Yeah, just tired"
"I'm Okay"
"No, I'm okay"
"Nah i'm fine *Wipes Tears* I was just yawning"
"*Fake Smiles*"
"*Fake Laughing*"
"I'm fine"
*These are all the lies everyone has told.... I've told them all*
Edit: Talk to me in the comments guys i'm bleeding inside so are you we can help eachother ;-;
I feel he same way
But I don't feel comfortable talking in the comments where everyone can read it
@@owlman7865 neither
Have you ever put yourself in that horrible mental state that's hard to get out of but you don't care because you know life doesn't matter and you slit your wrists all the time but it makes no difference and you wake up each morning thinking why didn't i just kill myself last night nobody would have noticed and you realize your dying inside but you wont tell any one because your afraid you'll get ridiculed because of it and you just cry on the inside you scream loudly when nobody's around and your afraid of dying because you don't know what will happen after death so you just stay in the world wondering why you were put here and that you have no purpose and you wish it all would end?
I have i still am
You probably use those "fake smiles and laughs" because you haven't fount the ideal person to speak with. If you have... Well talk to him/her, if not search and I know you will find the sender to your problems 😁
No more llliiieeesss...the holy power of deppresio.n compels you!your suppose to share your hurt or they wont know.
I come to this song on my worst days. I indulge in my feelings and this song helps to to focus on me because no-one ever seems to care or understand how I feel. It's comforting to listen to this song and know that I'm not the only one going though hard time.
Me: *sees Yurio* oh no...
Me: *listens to the song* OH NO *STARTS CRYING* WHYYYY
Ikr the song makes it worse
NISHINOYA HAIIIIIIIIII BIG FAN
Yes
Yurio has his new-found friend (and soon to be husband) Otabek
lol smile
Thats very sad .... but i love the song cause .... the life of my friends ....
someone: Hey are you ok?
me: still breathing i guess
: )
Yeah man everyone thinks youre alright
I would say that
lol smile
I just say surviving
same
I am one of those people who no matter what, I always see the bright side. I always look for hope and find it, even in the darkest hours. I'll look at horrible people and say "They can become good! I belive in them! Everyone can be good." The kind of person who is always laughing or smiling about something and is always there for their friends. The kind of person who loves themself and others to Pluto and back.
But at the same time im the kind of person who cries themself to sleep and is always in pain, either emotionally or physically, or both. The one who has trauma and depression. The kind of person who desperately wishes they were dead.
Who hates themself more than anyone.
All that put together makes quite the dilemma. I want to die, but my never-ending hope always finds an excuse to stay here. I don't trust anyone, and yet I would support everyone and would hug a crying person, even if they were a stranger. I cry all the time when Im alone, and yet I'll be the last person to cry with everyone else. I pull away from people who try to help and pull the "I'm fine. Y'all know Im strong. I can handle this. No problem!" And yet I stubbornly stay there and help everyone else. I always say the nicest things about other people and yet I say horrible things about me.
My life is painful. And I doubt it gets better anytime soon. And yet there is that hopeful part of me again. Saying "Oh hush. You got through all that bad stuff before, and if anything in the future won't be good, we can power through that and live to see the good at the end. I know its there."
*hugs really tightly* don't worry, you've been really strong so please don't hold back your tears...cry..my shoulders maybe small and all but each tear you shed my shoulder will catch....I love you
@@thatoneburntchickennugget9605 dude I have CPTSD attacks from doors opening. Feeling better is gonna be hard. But I vastly appriciate you caring for me. Really. It makes me smile and encourages me to keep on trying, even if I cant truely belive it when people compliment me. Its the thought that counts
@@dragonheart7901 CPTSD attacks are very painful...I know it hurts really bad but I'm really proud of you for still being here 🙂
@@thatoneburntchickennugget9605 Oh? They don't hurt at all. Idk what you're having lmao
@@dragonheart7901 I meant it hurts mentally lol
Omfg it's Yurio and I never noticed until now omfg ahhh
from Yuri on ice? because that's all that came up (I searched to find anime).
SAME
ive noticed since i first saw this video
I click at the video because I saw him and stayed for this amazing song!
Same
Anyone else dead?
*D* rowning
*E* xtremely sad
*A* nxious
*D* emolished
I got this idea from Unknown Ruh Roh Raggy
I wish I could say I wasn’t
I'd be lying if I said no.
I wish I couldn't say that
How can someone answer this if there drowning🤔
@@redredredred3240 ......hmm........good question
Little Girl: Hello! Why are you sad?
Older Girl: ....I'm not sad, just.. tired
Little Girl: I've heard that before
Older Girl: Huh?
Little Girl: Yeah, I had an older sister, she always said that, and she looked a lot like you, all alone.
Older Girl: Really?
Little Girl: Yeah, she would be alone most of the time, and she would always wear sweaters. One day, i saw her... with a rope around her neck *sniffles* and I wanted to just bring her back.
Older Girl: I'm so sorry that happened to you.
Little Girl: It's OK, it wasn't your fault, it was the girls in her class, who would call her names, but I couldn't do anything, cause I'm small, them wouldn't care if a little girl like me would talk to them. But.. can you do something for me?
Older Girl: Sure, what?
Little Girl: I want you to stay strong unlike my sister, I want you to find someone to hang out with.. and i want you to have something....
Older Girl: *confused*
Little Girl: I want you to have this, it's my sister's----was hers. Its a necklace with a heart, I want you to think that this heart represents the love that other people feel for you, because people care!
Older Girl: *cries* thank you..
Little Girl: No problem, its my job to save someone else since I couldn't save my sister.
They hugged and the older girl never felt like she didn't matter anymore, because that little girl noticed that she was upset----something no one else would have done. The little girl never heard from the older girl, but was finally free from the guilt and regret that she had from being able to save her sister, knowing that she helped someone else.
That was beautiful 😭😭😭
I'm finally getting to know me better
I envy you. You can comfort someone without any backlash...I'd do anything for ONE friend....Right now..I don't have anyONE or anyTHING worth dyeing for....I just need someone to love me...and I'll do ANYTHING to protect them....Even if it costs me my life..
@@qasimgaming4531 don't be so down my dude life maybe a bitch but it can always shine a light in your darkest moments it may not seem like it but you could have more people in your life than you think
@@qasimgaming4531 you don't need things you're willing to die for; you need something you're willing to live for.
THE MEMORIES OH MY LORDDD
Everytime I hear this, it always hits my heart.💔💔💔
Yeah
are you ok?
Yes I am just tired.
Tired of living...
I always say that * I'm just tired *
Your not the only one who feels that way
Same here
They dont want you
But
They need you
Your not a film
So
Dont end it
Dont ignore people
They might help you
Your parents are the light to your life.
Your not a hanger
So dont hang it
*gacha *bibi * *luchavez * ok but why did I read your comment like it’s a song?....ˢᵗʳᵃⁿᵍᵉ
All the comments are depressing while im over here like
"OMG THE PICTURE IS YURI!ON ICE!!"
So I'm sorry
Same
I see Yuri
I click
Welcome to my life
finally found some one like me
Same
same lol was like WAit *le anime gasp* YURIO BABYYYYY
FINALLYYYY I FOUND ITTT I'VE BEEN LOOKJNG FOR IT FOR YEARSSS T-T
AWE, YURIO, THIS SUITS HIM SO MUCH.
Lucille Goodman Y E S
YES!! MY SONN!! I will comfort him!!!!!
what anime someone please
divya saravanan yuri on ice...I think
divya saravanan Yuri on Ice! It’s amazing!
I hate how everyone in my class think I'm a nice happy girl with friend and home life is just wonderful for but really my smile is fake in broken and talking about it doesn't help I can only hide my feeling inside and try not to scream and cry but I...I just don't know what to do I write down and draw all my feeling and I feel like my friend are only friend with a fake version of me cause even my mum doesn't now that I am like behind my FAKE happy face I'm and don't know were to go I hate people who think it easy for me and inside I'm alone ...fake....sad....angery...lost..broken...I wear a make that can never be taken off
And that mask dosent define who u are and it can be taken off yiu just need some one to help you through the way besides life is a roller coster u never know what twist and turns are gonna come thay can be good or bad
I know u may not be truly happy but you only get one life to live so live it while it last
Vern Spaulding thx for trying to help but...nothing has changed since I wrote and now just be for the summer holidays I broke down in class I started crying and they all saw the cut on my arm and then my mum found out and I was sent to the doctor the day after,people think there is something wrong with and I can't tell anyone my story the shadow won't let me
same and just want someone to finally understand me and look into my eyes hug me and tell me its all going to be fine but unfortunately its just a fantasy and no one will ever understand me but im just that one girl who everyone thinks is the HAPPIEST girl in the world
Vern Spaulding that's exactly what I had in mind too when I thought about death and suicide
the questions they say in the lyrics I’ve been saying yes to and I can relate
same
Same
Same here
Same
same
Yurio and the kitty The sequel
coming to theatres soon
I'll be waiting
This song seems know all of my thoughts.
mine too!!!
Hi
I used to be the happy crazy girl in my class. I used to be the girl who always laughs and who makes fun of everything.
Then my depression came. And nobody knows it.
I‘m scared of everything, I‘m scared of losing friends, I‘m scared of fighting with friends.
And now I feel like I have to pretend that I‘m the happy and crazy girl.
i feel that too
Same
Same in 1st-5th grade dam I was happy as hell then grade 6 it’s tuff I first found out what it feels like to be in pain get depression I’m mocked by everyone in my class I hate it my life just sucks I get it now I’m hated the. So on threw the grades it got worse
This is almost exactly me, except I'm starting to show it
Exactly
❤welcome to my life.....❤❤❤😭😭😭
Litterally 😭❤