Getting settled into my new apartment, life updates, new beginnings...
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- Опубліковано 27 вер 2024
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Hi there! My name is Michelle and I'm based in NYC! On my channel you'll see videos about Korean beauty, skincare routines, vlogs, get ready with me, Q&A's, and etc. Thanks for stopping by and I hope you enjoy!
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The fact you’re being so transparent with us, it makes me feel like you consider us viewers, as your friends. You could’ve just avoided vlogging for a week, instead you still picked the camera. I’m so happy that you’re surrounded by amazing friends
I think if you choose to be transparent about your life it's also good to be Transparent when its not going well. Most people on social media Spam you with happy times and lovey dovey times and when they break up they just let their followers hanging... I love watching videos and hear and listen to people stories but I don't thi k I can be this transparent I value my privacy very much. Some things are just too personal, not to be touched its your own. Unless you choose to share it then it's your own choice and if others can learn about their experiences.
Can we talk about how amazing her friends are? Such amazing friends for an amazing girl! You are so loved Michelle, stay strong! 🥺
✨facts✨🔝
I remember when you just moved to new york and started a relationship with Ivan, you said that you want to be more independent in making friends instead of meeting every person through your bf. now I can see you def have made some good friends who stay with you and support you no matter what :) hope everything goes well!
Right! She is amazing!
Hi Michelle I’ve been a silent viewer and a fan. I’m sorry you’re going through this 😢 pls take time to heal and don’t forget take care of yourself. We all love you~ !
sedih kak 😭😭
I love how non dramatic and fuss free this is. No need to have a long drawn situation, I wish you well recovering from a break up. We all are cheering for you.
this is exaclty the thought i had too
Michelle!! You’ve always provided uplifting content for your viewers, it’s def time for us to uplift you! You deserve the world and more, we’ll always support you
This made me tear up😭😭😭🖤
@@michellechoii 😭
That is so true. I can tell u how much I look forward to ur weekly video, especially when I had a rough week.
I think you're awesome.🙂
Yes we are!
Sending you so much love Michelle ❤️
Thank youuu...🥺🖤
my two fave people ❤️ sending love to both of u
Love you both so much! ❤️
@@michellechoii I really going to miss your interactions with Ivan but girl you got this! You're so strong and self relient. I really admire you!❤
Girl, breakups are so tough no matter how cordial they end. Continue to remember who you are outside of a romantic relationship, your support system of your friends, family, and followers are all a part of YOU! And only you. Relationships are supplements to your life, and you don’t need them :) Feel better, bc it will get better!
i just broke up with my boyfriend of 2 years and seeing you take care of yourself and be really strong has helped more than you can know!
Stay strong love it’s not easy I’ve been there too 3 years ago but time is the best remedy, take care of yourself and have fun with the right people, sending virtual hugs💕💕
Same except mine is 4 yrs
Same! Im so happy we're all in this TOGETHER! WE GOT THIS BESTIE. let's BREAK, CRY,HEAL, LAUGH AND BE HAPPY TOGETHER. I love the whole of you bestie.
I kinda teared when dobby cuddled you. He felt it 🥺🥺🥺
I did too
I think Dobby can feel her feeling 🥺
Yes many animals can sense how their human owners feel. I have read studies that confirm pets can be very aware of human emotions.
I wonder if Dobby misses Ivan’s presence as well 😿
what is it like to live life? can you tell me? I have schizophrenia and would like to be normal for at least a day, just to know what it is to be normal. sometimes I think about committing suicide, it is not worth living stuck in my own mind. I can't have a job, date, have my own family. it is not worth living like this.
Dogs feels it before humans can... There are even dogs that can smell diseases and illness. Especially Do by and Michelle they are very close. Im the same with my dog. We do almost everything together. I hope Dobby can still see and visit Ivan. Ivan is still his dad. ♥️❤️
@@susanmcguire4664 about the woman who had breast cancer or the one that had Parkinson disease
Can we just appreciate how Michelle is trying to be productive while dealing with a break up? She has the most amazing friends in the world. I've been in that situation before and it made me stronger and I'm glad that I found the right one. Hang in there Michelle always remember that everything has a reason and that you are one step closer to finding the right man. ❤🤗
honestly the last thing Michelle needs right now is comments psycho-analysing her relationship so stop assuming things you know nothing about and making her feel worse about the whole situation. stay strong meesh we’re here for you
I agree!!! ❤️
I thought the same thing; we don't know them entirely, so who are we to start over-analyzing. Just move forward.
yes
Now reading back my comment if this Was For me, I think you are right, it was over analyzing I just wanted to show support to her the way that I know, I learned, everybody has their own way and language barrier, mind barrier, culture barrier etc. Thank you for showing me this. I delete my unnecessary comment. I should learn to motivate more positively
@@dk5609 What a nice response! I didn't read the original comment, but am sure it was well intended.
Props for not using your breakup as a clickbait title. Sending positive energy through the web!
Been there in that phase, where you are trying to internalized everything that the relationship you have treasured ended . It's very painful to see another woman being in that phase, it's a kind of pain i don't want any other woman to feel or experience because I know how painful it is. I love you meesh stay strong huhu rooting for you!
Your videos don't really feel like vlogs. It's more like just watching a friend go through stuffs, talk about nothing and everything. So as a 'friend' rather than a subscriber I bet all of us don't want you to owe us the need to explain anything that's private. You can keep your private stuff to yourself and we wouldn't mind at all. Much love to you and everyone around you, Michelle. 💕
Thank you for introducing us to Ivan Mesh ❤️ I hope you get through this smoothly.
Hey Michelle, hope you're feeling better. I've been watching you for a while now and I'm not sure why, but your life update brought tears to my eyes and brought me back to my breakups as well. Just know you're not alone in this and you'll come out of this stronger and better. You got this :)
Your friends are literal goals - I love their energy! Sending you positive vibes and kudos to you for being so strong and mature in front of the camera when addressing your relationship.
Watching this, I just felt how similar my story is and I could sense how you must be feeling. Went through a breakup around 2 months ago and at that time I moved to a new place as well, he was there with me throughout the moving process and because after I moved, we were more far apart from each other, things naturally just showed how they actually are and in the end we parted ways. Then soon after my grandma passed away because of corona, and I spent the time living in my new home just being depressed and crying. My life was like at the bottom and it couldn't get any worse than that..but now I feel that future is going to be brighter soon and I feel that I grew up a whole lot more through all of this. It is going to get better, give yourself time.
hope things are looking good for you at the moment. stay strong buddy
Hey, hope you are doing better now. Sending you so much love 💕 Take your time to heal, remember it’s okay not to be okay but when the right time comes let it go and move on. I know you can 💜🧡
@@tranduyanh thank you so much! :)
@@sura8517 thank you, really kind of you! :)
"Nothing feels blessed about being broken. In fact, certain circumstances in life hurt so intensely that we think we will never heal. But blessing can come in the wake of our being broken.” - Charles Stanley
Hope you feel better and come out stronger than ever. We love you Meesh. You are the best!!
Broke my 6 yrs long relationship just a month ago, it was kinda getting toxic slowly. It's better to move on and let things go without dragging.... 💔
Be strong girl love love
i just had to pause the video. this is the first time that i watched a michelle vlog that made me so sad the whole time. you didnt have to share that private matter to us, but u did because u think we are a big part of your life. i’m so happy that you have friends who support you and are there for you. know that we are also here for you! saranghae 💗
Like!!!!....i was so sad too...u cld see it in her eyes
Sameeeee
When I saw “life update” in the title I was just praying that it wasn’t break up news 😣 they way my heart just broke for a complete stranger man. Don’t worry Michelle, with this new apartment and new season will come new experiences and love. On to bigger and better things!
going through a breakup myself as well, thanks for being so transparent with us it makes me feel better and motivated to see you slowly getting back on your feet and spending time with friends. remember that it’s completely okay to have ups and downs! looking forward to healing and growing along with you!
5:41: awww dobby knows you’re sad 🥺
It makes me tear up everytime no matter how many time I watch this video. It's like Dobby is saying that he is there for her.
you both are honestly so strong and we'll always support you no matter what happens! it'll be alright we're all here for you :)
I’m sure it wasn’t easy, but i’m so grateful for your openness with us ❤️
Wishing both of you nothing but happiness! Keep thriving to be the best version of yourself xx
Thank you for introducing Ivan, and also grateful for his support in being in vlogs 🤗
Watching this video made me feel like I am not alone. Thank you. Recently broke up after a very happy two year relationship. I would burst into tears out of nowhere. Just constantly telling myself that it will get better.
It will. I thought I would never get better too but I'm over it now. Just keep focusing on your life and yourself. As cliché as it is, it really is the best way. Soon you will be happier on your own than you were with that person. Sending love❤
Oh girl, it will. Believe it will
Aw Michelle I’m so sorry you’re going through this :( take your time to heal and take care of yourself ❤️
Awwwww! Sorry to hear about you and Ivan! Everything will be fine, hoping you a speedy heartbreak recovery!
Not first, but still here! 🙋🏻♀️ We love you Michelle ❤️ Hopefully we (your subscribers) can be part of your support system, as much as you make part of ours 💐 , and please never feel obligated to tell us anything. Whenever you are ready ✨
Responding to emails while being horizontal is such a mood 😅 also appreciate you being transparent with us. Makes us viewers feel like we're friends 🥺
I am kinda shocked of the news, and sad too. But for sure, you two got them a huge reason for that. We got a strong sis right here. **virtual hug**
you are LOVED and we're here for all the new beginnings!!! 👏🤍
i just got out of a 4 yr relationship and now i’m with someone completely opposite from my last one, someone who makes me happy. we should always do what’s best for ourselves, because our happiness is our priority in life. you got this meesh! choose your own happiness! ☀️🧡
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Don't know the details about you and Ivan, but I honestly think he has accomplished his job (assigned by god with blessings because you are such an amazing soul) to help you settling in this city that starting to feel more like home to you (I hope). You've gained such great friendship on your own (btw lots of love to Freesia), now his "guidance" mission has completed, which could only mean a brighter future ahead of you to explore!!!
i couldn't agree moreee
@@smileforme8356 hope she sees this and feel better!!
Having supportive and loving friends is everything during tough times in life. As hard as it is, you’ll be okay. Sending you hugs 💕 my ex broke off our 10 year relationship and it took a while to be okay. And life now is better than ever
We don’t deserve pups, they’re so loyal and loving. Even though you are not obligated to share your personal life, thank you for being open and sharing your vulnerability on your channel. It’s nice that you have a strong support system. Looking forward to more of your vlogs because they make my day!
They say that dogs feel whenever you’re sad- maybe that’s why dobby’s cuddly! All the love from your PH fans, michelle! You are an amazing woman that I will always look up to! 😍👏🏼
Michelle you have 806K of people in your corner! We are all your support system and you’ll never get rid of us! Here’s to positivity and good vibes only ❤️
No matter how many followers you have how famous someone is I don't think all these people can console you when you are alone in bed at night. That is why it's important to learn to be alone. Solitude is a must.
Showing your vulnerability to 808k (mostly) strangers on the internet takes a lot of strength. Thank you ❤️
Really love how supportive Michelle's friends are🤍
Sending good vibes your way! Reading thru the comments and appreciating the fact that you’ve got such good like minded , positive , understanding and I’d say quality followers / subscribers. It says all about you and your true self 🤍 You’re an inspiration , just remember that .
This! Just like what they say you attract the people with same energy ❤️ I’m glad most people here are respectful and so uplifting
@@summer-ts7qp Yes , the law of attraction works everywhere . Truely said . 🤍
the heavy breaths, the sad puffyy eyes! i can feel her sadness right through the screen 🥺😭 know that this too shall pass meeesh! 🙏🙌🏼 we lil puffy club gotchuuuuu 💯 here's to being stronger and wiser 💗
the new couch looks sooo comfy!!! also props to her friends for being there for her the whole time
@@hoshinotyoshi not sure! but i think it was the one on her previous vlog where she went furniture shopping
Absolutely awesome friends supporting their dear friend💗🙌
sending so much love to you, michelle! you’re seriously so strong and there are so many people that have your back🤍 thank you for being so open and CHEERS TO NEW BEGINNINGS✨
Love your videos Hojoo! Queens supporting queens ❤
I totally feel this. I broke up with my boyfriend in March and we were doing just friends until he ghosted me in April because he was mad I actually meant we were over. Got drunk, screamed horrible things at me on the phone, and I hadn’t heard from him in almost a month. So I’ve been dealing with that and it hurts. Sending you SO much love!! This stuff is so hard.
I’m so glad for Michelle that she’s living in a house that brings her happiness and joy :)
You two seemed really solid and weirdly I’m going to miss you guys as a couple and seeing him in your vlogs and your guys’ dynamic. You’re gonna do amazing girl and we’re all wishing you a world of support and hopeful beginning ❤️
I don't know why but in 34 seconds I started to cry. It feels like me reminiscing my past love life. 💔 Keep strong Michelle!! ❤
I know this video is a few months old but I’m also going through a breakup. My ex and I were together for 6 years and it was a rough breakup . I’m so appreciative and look forward to your videos every day and especially this one that helped me feel a hell of a lot less lonely going through this . 💖💖💖
Not gonna lie, I felt so many emotions while you were talking in the beginning. Felt like I broke up, but that is probably because you are so real in your videos and I’ve been watching you since the beginning so you feel like an Unni to me... I’m just like you, an introvert and having a hard time making friends (a lot of my friends are from my bf) so I really understand how you must feel right now but we are here for you! Although you don’t know us personally, we support you and we are here to give you emotional support through these comments! Words have power and so I believe that these words we write can warm your heart and let you know you’re not alone~~ we love you meesh♥️♥️
love the community you’ve built here - both in your personal friendships & virtually! sending you so much love Michelle 🧡
u give me soo much inspiration to embrace being alone and independent. my bf of 3 years keeps on ghosting me while i have been battling feeling alone ur vlogs have taught me to embrace being alone and hapyy
"I'm actually really excited" doesnt really feel your excited 😢 Sending virtual hugsss 🥺🥺
I’m bawling my eyes out. I can feel your sadness through this vlog and it breaks my heart to see you like this. Glad you have an amazing support system and I know they will ease you through this difficult time. Hang in there girl!
The way Michelle held those cups and mugs gave me anxiety LMAO
Thank you for being open and honest with your viewers, a lot of us know what you're going through and have felt that deep hurt as well... we are all with you in your corner completely! You are still loved and cared for by your people xx
I’m so happy you’re being open with us, I kinda felt like something was wrong when you said something about him in you’re last vlog last time.. I remember thinking “ I hope they’re doing okay. “ please take good care of yourself girlie. So happy you’re still uploading since I love love your vlogs.
Hey Michelle, I usually don't comment on videos but I've been lurking and your videos always exude a sense of authenticity that is so rare! I feel like you're going to heal a lot and grow from this and it's so wonderful to see that you have wholesome friends in your life 💕 it's wonderful that you're spending a lot of time with friends and allowing yourself to feel the feelings! You'll come out stronger than ever!
I wanted to start my morning by watching this video (which I’ve been saving until my day off today) because i love michelle’s vlogs. But then she dropped the bomb as soon as the video started, and never have i ever paused a video so fast just to scream in shock of the news… but we love you michelle and we are here for your growth and journey!
I was literally so down 30 seconds ago, but then when I saw a notification from youtube saying Michelle uploaded a new video I immediately felt better :
me too!
GIRL IM LITERALLY GOING THROUGH A BREAKUP TOO AFTER 2 years also mutual but it hurts a lot. we will get through this I love you 🥺❤️
Started crying so much when you were hugging dobby. I’ve been part of your journey for a long time so I really do feel for you. Things will get better meesh 🤍 your viewers support you no matter what!! xx
The part with Dobby made me cry, I just lost my dog this week that I had for 15 years and it reminded me how much comfort he would give me when I was feeling sad or lonely. Sorry about you and Ivan, but I’m glad to see you have such good friends looking out for you. Sending hugs and positive vibes during your new phase and journey!
Hugs for you Karoline! Sorry for your loss
as soon as you said “breakup” i immediately felt how it feels.. sending you sooo much love and support
Michelle and Ivan part away ..
This is not my relationship, but why i'm crying ?
i cried too
Same
I cried too...
Girl, tell me about it 😭😭
i’m so sad :(
저도 최근 이별을 겪었는데ㅠㅠ 괜찮다가도 훅 마음이 힘들어지고 그렇더라구요. 담담히 견뎌내고 눈물이 나올땐 울며 그렇게 지내고 있어요. 다 인연이 끊어지는 과정이래요. 모두가 하는말들 처럼 시간이 지나면 다 괜찮아지리라 믿습니다
'the show must go on'
felt that on another level
You got this Michelle! I’m so proud of you! I remember last year or 2 you were saying how you felt like your relied on your SO as your only support system and didn’t really have your own set of homies, but look at you know with all these girlfriends! You are so much stronger than you think ❤️❤️ sending you so much love! btw, where’s the couch from? 😍😍
I love when people from the states find out about electric kettles and get so excited. It's so pure 🤣❤
I started watching this on zoom with my boyfriend and he saw my shocked face and when I told him that you guys went ur separate ways even HE was surprised and he only knows u guys from when I watch the videos w him
Bless
I don't know why but just when I read the title I thought: maybe they broke up...? I'm sad I was right but at the same time, if you both felt it is for the better, then so be it. Sending much love and strenght Michelle! Also, thank you so much for creating content for us when you are struggling. You deserve the world
I had the same feeling like the first few seconds had that vibe but then when she said the news, I was sad. Im just happy that MIchelle has a good support system
Your friends are so great being there for you! Remember you’re still wonderful no matter who you’re in a relationship with!
I'm so sorry to hear about your breakup :( Ivan seemed like an amazing guy and I will def. miss seeing him in your vlogs. Wishing you both the best b/c you're both amazing people.
I sensed something is off when she decided to change apartment away from Ivan. But I want you to know that you are such a strong and brave girl. We are here for you sis! Aja fighting!
Same here, I just thought she is not gonna talk about it, because it’s too soon to talk
But Ivan visited the new apartment
They lived together?
@@HaGoJaBee no, they lived in the same building but in different apartments i think
Yeah he even helped her find her new apartment and visited her after but I think things just didnt worked out between them but i think Its for the better. Lets just pray for their healing.
i don't have business being this affected but :(((( i can't help but cry i love you so much, michelle. we'll support you no matter what. we're here on your new journey aaaaaaaa bye why am i crying
I did not see the break-up coming oh my gosh I am so sorry Michelle. At least you are in a new part of the city and you have your new apartment to reset in. Keep the positive vibes up
Thank you for being so transparent with us, breakups are hard no matter what (I'm getting past my own breakup from earlier this year). I'm sorry you have to go through this but take your time and take care
You’ve shown so much growth and strength since I started watching you so I’m not worried that you won’t be able to handle tough situations like these... go meesh 🥳
OMG I love your new apartment videos every year 🤍 + plz don't forget your subscribers are supporting you !
love you michelle! i hope you get lots of rest and happiness bc you’re the only reason i’m getting through my ap exams rn
take care of yourself michelle, take your time and take a break if you need to. i hope you get through everything and feel even happier than before, always here sending lots of love! 💕
I’ve been bingewatching your videos for the past few days because they’re the only thing keeping me calm as I come to terms with a very recent breakup, and I’m beginning to understand why they’re resonating with me :’) I’ve been watching them backwards, so it’s making me really happy and hopeful to see how you’ve gotten better and are just glowing and living your life. I hope I will get there too, someday soon. Much love ❤️ thanks for helping me during this difficult time!
Why do i feel so sad about their break up? Meesh, dont worry. We're in this togethaaa♡♡
I wanna lift you up for a moment .. but i guess you introducing him to us, he’s also bcome part of my michelle choi’s love. Now, i wanna take off this moment to uplift both of you. I hope both of you get through this!! Thank you for opening the book of your lives to us 😫, you guys are amazing both together, and i believe that both of you will stay amazing now that you’ve decided to part ways. Stay healthy💕
edit: i’ll be missing all those food tosses
That's a very sweet comment😞
I swear every youtuber I love is ending their romantic relationships and it makes my heart break =( ugh! I'm not one to comment a lot here, but as a viewer I wanna say I'm so proud of your journey, Michelle! Stay strong!
Pff michelle ur SO PURE.. this video made me tear up and also when I read the comments. The fact that all of us can feel ur pain en want to send you love, shows the effect u have on the world.. u feel so real.. even though we only see u in the vlogs..
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I’m rewatching and realizing that Dobby was so cuddly because dogs know when people need to be consoled 😭😭😭
Michelle, I so much understand you! I'm from Russia and I love your vlogs so much, and I always have. They've always comforted me. And I also broke up with my boyfriend not so long ago, and I'm still in the process of healing. Thank you for being so honest, it takes courage. And I want you to know that you're amazing and everything's going to be alright! And anyone who's going through the same period right now, it's going to be alright for us. Send you my love, Michelle, and everyone, who's reading this ❤️
breakups are tough… 🥺 we love u michelle!
Love how supportive your friends are 🥺💖 i send you a hug Michelle, everything is going to be okay 😌❤
It’s ok to stop a disappear for a while... you don’t need to explain any more. Sending you love and light
영상 너~무 잘 보고 있어요!
지금 힘든 것 잘 이겨내고 항상 건강하길 응원할게요❤️
Ps. 한국 자막 넘 고마워요
you are so blessed to have friends that are there for u like urs are, so sweet:') hope you're doing okay!! glad u have dobby to comfort u as well
헤어지고 한 행동 중 제일 후회되는게 내 몸 안챙기는 거더라고요. 울만큼 울고 누워있을 만큼 누워있는 거 충분히 하세요 그래도 당신은 아름답고 사랑스럽고 세상은 기다려주니까요! 동굴속에서 나온 뒤엔 밥은 꼭 드세요! :)
I knew for some reason you're gonna talk about breakup when i first saw your face. Keep growing girl.. know that we are also part of your support system. ❤
How I wish I have friends to hype me up during my breakup 😭 You are a very strong and independent woman and it shows. I aspire to be like you, Mom! Love youuuu! ❤️
Awwww Michelle, thank you for even sharing with us. Take care of yourself and totally rely on your friends and us as support! I'm glad the break up was amicable. I'm sure Dobby senses it as well. With things opening up, I'm sure you'll be busy. Sending you love ✨✨✨
Love you so much Michelle! Your online community will forever love and support you. Sending hugs and kisses your way!❤️