I feel so sad for Conrad. He has tried for years to meet the expectations of those around him. And he has very high standards for himself also. And this being the year he started to realise about his mam’s cancer and reason behind the divorce, I think he just broke. He started shutting down and tried to control what he could - stopping football, smoking, drinking. I think this both soothed him and disappointed him. Belly is the only one that can save him from his despair. The only one that got him, even more than his mum. But he was afraid to mess with his relationship with Belly as he might loose her too. And what then. He’d be even more alone than he is now. So much complexity in his story. Fundamentally though, he wanted what was best for everyone, for Belly, he just had a hard time showing it 💔🥰
People thinking he’s being rude to Belly, not realizing he has avoidant attachment style… All because he was the hyper aware and super responsible and protective kid growing up… Takes one to know one))
Team Conrad forever 💖♾
This is really good….and Conrad, makes me want to just give him a big mom hug…..he is just so sad but sweet and caring…..#team Conrad forever 🙂
I feel so sad for Conrad. He has tried for years to meet the expectations of those around him. And he has very high standards for himself also. And this being the year he started to realise about his mam’s cancer and reason behind the divorce, I think he just broke. He started shutting down and tried to control what he could - stopping football, smoking, drinking. I think this both soothed him and disappointed him. Belly is the only one that can save him from his despair. The only one that got him, even more than his mum. But he was afraid to mess with his relationship with Belly as he might loose her too. And what then. He’d be even more alone than he is now. So much complexity in his story. Fundamentally though, he wanted what was best for everyone, for Belly, he just had a hard time showing it 💔🥰
yes 😭💔
Honestly I seem to relate Conrad a lot and this made me cry thank you so much for this edit
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH CONRAD YOU DESERVE BETTER!!!!
Wow truly blown away!! At first I didn’t know if this song fit Conrad. You did a phenomenal job showing how much he’s been through
People thinking he’s being rude to Belly, not realizing he has avoidant attachment style…
All because he was the hyper aware and super responsible and protective kid growing up…
Takes one to know one))
Conrad know that I understand you, and I wonder how hard it was to go through this alone. Team Conrad always.
Ok babe he’s not real…
this is amazing
thank you 💗
❤