Luxx and Kairi - Seminar with Iwona Golab

Cus you and i... would be on the free way
I'll let you see my wild mind, hold on and i'll hold you
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Today we had a cool seminar with Iwona, as it was super hot outside and as Luxx was still tired of our 2 busy days Kairi was lucky and could join half way during the seminar and run aswell! Both dogs had a great time and worked super hard, i can't be more proud of them. Very happy with Luxx his improvements since last time, my wonderful boy just loves to fly, and sometimes a bit too much haha, but we go home with a positive feeling and great tips to work with. Kairi blew me away with her work, sometimes i forget how much we actually click together, but i let my mind run 20 times faster and lose myself somewhere, while this girl is a warrior and works her butt off giving me 100% everytime. I think in this seminar what i realized even more was that i need to work on myself, my brain, my mindset, emotions ect..
Sometimes we get in this flow of seriousness and i think i lost myself there along the way in the past couple of months, not being satified with myself or my work, uncounsiously my mind is only focused on growing and moving up instead of taking a breathe before climbing another stair. My mind is not seeing the joy anymore in making mistakes and learning somehow and this part triggers me a lot and sort of makes me sad, it's only about pushing and pushing and climbing that stair up like nothing can stop me, and i'm happy that the part of realization is coming more and more which means change is coming, i need to get that smile back on my face when i'm in my own zone and find my flow of fun back.
So note to myself:
Girl get yourself together, you don't have control over everything, when you make a mistake laugh about it, if you do something awesome, build a party, if you need rest then rest, don't be annoyed if something doesn't go how you had in mind, if it doesn't work today then you have tomorrow, breathe and be calm, smile and move on, this doesn't mean that everything is good tomorrow, but little by little it will get better.
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I DON"T OWN THE SONG