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  • Опубліковано 12 сер 2024
  • music by mid-air thief
    made at calarts in 2023
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    email - chriszhang@alum.calarts.edu

КОМЕНТАРІ • 442

  • @lowpolysunrise
    @lowpolysunrise 2 місяці тому +1817

    I thought I had abandoned my inner child due to becoming someone totally different than who I was, but now I see that I'm becoming everything my inner child wanted to be. If you become anything you want in your life, be who you've always dreamed of.

    • @squtnik
      @squtnik 2 місяці тому +9

      genuinely!!!! remembering this has seriously changed my entire outlook on life

    • @commonhousehuman
      @commonhousehuman 2 місяці тому +2

      What do I do if I never dreamed to be anyone, this leaves me with confused joy and sadness 😅

    • @squtnik
      @squtnik Місяць тому +4

      @@commonhousehuman I wondered this too, but what I did was try new things. I have severe anxiety among other things personally, so if you are a little afraid of trying new things, stepping outside your comfort zone is a good way to determine more of what you like/don't like & will help you learn a bit more of who you are if that makes sense ♡

    • @commonhousehuman
      @commonhousehuman Місяць тому +2

      @@squtnik I hope so!

    • @squtnik
      @squtnik Місяць тому +2

      @@commonhousehuman never forget that you are capable of doing anything you put work toward and put passion into,, become someone you can be proud of and treat yourself the way you would treat a best friend or loved one 💕

  • @kyofu1388
    @kyofu1388 2 місяці тому +1248

    I've watched hundreds of short films and animations but none have managed to make me cry ridiculously hard until this one. the music, the shadow of the kid as it flees into their imagination and the shattered adult becoming whole again in the hug... I've genuinely never seen or read anything that encapsulates the emotions all around it as well as this film. Thank you and please keep creating

    • @caca5222
      @caca5222 2 місяці тому +9

      RIGHT?!?!! THIS IS CRIMINALLY UNDERRATED

    • @ScrunklyA
      @ScrunklyA Місяць тому

      This is exactly what I came here to say. I can't put it into words better honestly

  • @jaaaaaacccck
    @jaaaaaacccck 2 місяці тому +271

    The image of the cats shatters beginnings to fade as they hug their childhood self has me in tears, as an artist its so easy to get caught up in the busy life of an adult and only focus on the final peice, on how to make this perfect and how to make it work to others. you forget the kid who picked up a pen not because they had to, not because they were perfect at it, but because it was fun. I think the refined skills of an adult can tie to the fun and carlessness of having fun, its just knowing when its okay to let go- be imperfect, make it messy, do what you enjoy.

    • @boohae
      @boohae Місяць тому

      Omg idk why but this comment hit me hard. Almost started sobbing. It's so well said. Beautiful analyzing. It resonated with me.💗

  • @nuomation
    @nuomation 2 місяці тому +579

    I never thought I'd live to see the day someone would dare to use mid-air music for an animation. And I am glad it was this animation

  • @gissellevaldez6261
    @gissellevaldez6261 2 місяці тому +223

    Absolutely in love with this, perfectly encapsulates childhood memories and how damaging it can be too look back at the memories with jealousy over the fact that you can’t experience it again. In my opinion :)

  • @ghosttundra
    @ghosttundra 2 місяці тому +164

    i'm going to cry i love this way too much

  • @kate-os5ww
    @kate-os5ww Рік тому +385

    this is so so so amazing im blown away, this is genuinely one of my favorite animation projects ive ever seen. the art is incredible, the use of color and the way everything is animated and moves feels so vibrant and full of life, and yet so warm and comforting at the same time... and the ending really touched my heart too 😭 genuinely i am so grateful that i saw this!!! thank you for making this!!!

    • @meowballz1
      @meowballz1  Рік тому +29

      DAMN … i appreciate this so much 😓 😭 your comment and everyone else’s touch my heart too 😊😊😊

  • @Krak00n
    @Krak00n 3 місяці тому +159

    i feel like your art encapsulates the feeling of mid-air thief so well.... truly lovely

  • @DonikH
    @DonikH 2 місяці тому +209

    For me, tears have become a very rare occurrence, even when alone with myself. Can’t describe enough how happy I am that I’m still able to cry, thank you

    • @del2479
      @del2479 2 місяці тому +8

      it feels so much better now. i wish i could cry more often

  • @MechanicalScarab
    @MechanicalScarab 2 місяці тому +50

    Wow ive never seen a calarts film like this. The traditional drawings, the colors, the old video effects, the way the textures move... It feels so vividly like a childhood memory. Every second feels so alive. I'm so glad this popped up for me! Congrats on your film 💛

  • @caitlunsford2440
    @caitlunsford2440 2 місяці тому +64

    this looks EXACTLY how mid air thief sounds, im obsessed!!!!!!!!

  • @bunshine
    @bunshine 3 місяці тому +109

    this is really beautiful 💛 to me it seems like a story about growing up, and accepting your inner child, despite all the harm and troubles it went through. made me tear up, thank you

  • @inconsistizzy
    @inconsistizzy 2 місяці тому +29

    wow, this is beautiful. i always find myself getting that really sickly nostalgic feeling, where i can just barely feel my childhood again and the memories are all fuzzy and warm. but it always slips away from me and i have to keep growing up. this is very healing. i can't ever be that little kid again, but i can always carry a piece of them with me. we can be friends again

  • @mochiibee.
    @mochiibee. 3 місяці тому +33

    how emotional.. I like the relationship between light and shadow, it gives me an almost maternal comfort in accepting the past as it was, even with scars.

  • @moonflowermayro
    @moonflowermayro 8 місяців тому +32

    this is so nostalgic for some reason and do sad. it reminds me so much of my childhood and how everything just ended when I grew up.

  • @skywardstargaze1768
    @skywardstargaze1768 8 місяців тому +97

    1:02 this specific shot does something to me that I can’t explain

  • @bloomed_Thistle
    @bloomed_Thistle Рік тому +62

    This is so underrated. I love the vibe and the story is great! I think it's one of my favourite animated film now! I hope one day you will find the recognition you deserve

    • @meowballz1
      @meowballz1  Рік тому +7

      thanks man 😼😼 im working hard !!

  • @lionkid5841
    @lionkid5841 2 місяці тому +17

    why did i finish this and just start bawling. this is incredible! i can’t articulate the meaning but like I Get It and it resonates rlly hard w me

  • @jpegcrust
    @jpegcrust Рік тому +32

    i just cried my brains out to this song thank you for making me revisit midair thief oh my goodness

    • @meowballz1
      @meowballz1  Рік тому +6

      yay another fan!!! i’m glad i could remind you of their music 😄 its truly amazeballs… mr thief’s music has always been with me during my most emotional times.

  • @ak-ht2gw
    @ak-ht2gw 2 місяці тому +8

    This made my cry. For the longest time I feel like I’ve neglected my childhood and who I wanted to be. Pressure has gotten in the way of things. Thank you for helping me search for my authentic self again

  • @SpinSyudo
    @SpinSyudo Рік тому +18

    genuinely such an amazing work of art. the bending of reality mixed in with the crayon animation and hypnotic music all together makes this such an immaculate blend for the senses as an amazing representation of keeping in touch with your inner child. absolutely astounding work! 💖

    • @meowballz1
      @meowballz1  Рік тому +3

      thank you so much… 😊😊 im always trying to keep in touch with my inner child along with his curiosity and intentions.. im delighted you noticed that 😉😉

  • @0a-maze-ingcoockietail351
    @0a-maze-ingcoockietail351 2 місяці тому +17

    This is such an unusual animation, but that makes it even more interesting and beautiful, I even cried after watching it, although I very rarely cry

  • @amberkatanimations6585
    @amberkatanimations6585 Рік тому +40

    i don't even know what this film is about and yet i relate to it so heavily.
    the imagery, the song, the idea of a person in two, mentally unintentionally accidentally tearing themself apart. it hits hard, especially since i've been through it before. the style and the use of everything looking like a child's drawing really leans into the feeling of chaos, nostalgia and joy.
    in short, this is...
    i paused for a few seconds and realized i don't have any words to describe it
    some mix between chaos, nostalgia and joy, i guess
    in a very good way

  • @clambert2025
    @clambert2025 Місяць тому +1

    please never stop making things like this; mid air thief is one of my favorite artists, but i’d forgotten about them and hearing that signature ring of their music made me tear up within the first ten seconds. the art is beautiful. all of it is beautiful

  • @aigasalem
    @aigasalem Місяць тому +8

    "it's you. despite everything it's still you."

  • @goodnight.socialite
    @goodnight.socialite 2 місяці тому +6

    hands down the best and most memorable calarts film ever!!

  • @zoemelon7751
    @zoemelon7751 Місяць тому +3

    This is incredible art, this is what makes people feel alive. Thank you, never stop creating.

  • @anton-ke4qz
    @anton-ke4qz 2 місяці тому +2

    Ahh adventure time would be perfect with this style of animation ❤

  • @cymbenird
    @cymbenird 2 місяці тому +7

    i keep coming back to this video occasionally and it's an overwhelming wave of emotions and thoughts every time. i almost never post comments on videos but this legitimately brings me to tears every single time, your taste in music and artstyle are just on a whole other level. never stop animating, please

  • @crackedbiscuits2976
    @crackedbiscuits2976 Рік тому +14

    watching this while drinking apple soda was so raw ilove it sm

  • @theblooberry
    @theblooberry 2 місяці тому +4

    everything about this is so so beautiful!! 😭😭💞the colors, animation, the stylee, everything this is seriously one of my favorite videos to watch, its so pleasing and and comforting . And the little details!! I love the writing and drawings on the walls in the room at the end, the "floore" and " calARts" 😭🩷I especially love how the art style changes for the pink cat as they get older, from crayon scribbles to more details and neatyly colored in. Sane for the white cat, they also look like they have more details too, cute little sewn patches , until the younger cat comes back and it's back to more crayon scribbles which is also a really neat detail ! It's like the art style is progressing, from the white cat being blank, then cryaon scribbles, then more im literally so obssed 😭😭😭 and the animation fits the song so well conveys the mood perfectly its so so amazing

  • @AlLeftyPenguino
    @AlLeftyPenguino 2 місяці тому +6

    This is the type of film where I would spot numerous details I missed throughout multiple watches. I fucking love this! >w

  • @lucy5277
    @lucy5277 3 місяці тому +4

    i come back to watch it all the time i cant believe how beautiful it is

  • @alejandrapedroza14
    @alejandrapedroza14 2 місяці тому +7

    it's two am and while theoretically only one teardrop fell from my eye, I sorta feel like I've cried for half an hour, but the video is only 2 minutes and a half. That's how deeply that got me, the art style put it so well together. I have no words, what a great timing for this to be on my recommended.

  • @Trublub
    @Trublub 2 місяці тому +5

    When I clicked on this video I was not expecting mid-air thief to play. Quite the pleasant surprise, but now that I think about it, it's a perfect match for the visuals. Stunning work.

  • @blehpp7192
    @blehpp7192 13 днів тому +1

    This animation just makes me think of my childhood pet, my little kitty cat Loola. Ever since I moved out of my parents house every time I come home she looks older and older, I think she doesn’t remember me anymore because she won’t even let me pet her, she used to sleep right next to my head every night growing up, I probably look like a stranger to her now all grown up, I miss you baby. I’m sorry I left

  • @EF5iris
    @EF5iris 2 місяці тому +4

    wow wtf. even though i'm not sure i 100% fully understood all of the symbolism and intent behind the film i was still left with actual tears in my eyes at the end 😭😭😭😭this is amazing. you're a huge inspiration i'm so glad i saw this thank you so much for sharing your work!!

  • @vinacommusic
    @vinacommusic Рік тому +16

    There is so much emotion and pure effort in each frame, and it shows so well!!! I hope you keep making amazing masterpieces!

  • @AqilDanish-lw1vq
    @AqilDanish-lw1vq 2 місяці тому +3

    thank you so much for this beautiful animation & THANK U so much for introducing me to mid air thief. THIS IS AMAZING!! KEEP GOING!

  • @achromatopic
    @achromatopic Місяць тому +2

    immaculate song choice
    really admire the care that went into this

  • @purityboys99
    @purityboys99 Рік тому +40

    i cant remember the last time a piece of art made me tear up this much this is soo fantastic

    • @meowballz1
      @meowballz1  Рік тому +1

      im glad i could pass on my sentiment to you… thank you so much for ur support 💛💛💛

  • @isabellasusanu3918
    @isabellasusanu3918 Місяць тому +1

    i have never been more moved by a piece of art before - this is what life is about

  • @Waybelowaverage494
    @Waybelowaverage494 2 місяці тому +3

    as someone with a dissociative disorder, this resonated so profoundly deeply and quite honestly changed my life. thank you

  • @melodiquest
    @melodiquest Місяць тому +1

    I genuinely look forward to seeing more of your work over the course of my living days. You've got the magic touch.

  • @ZariNadeem-n3m
    @ZariNadeem-n3m Місяць тому +1

    This is so beautiful. It made me realize that my inner child will always be with me. She is me. She finds joy in everything I do.

  • @TayTazer1
    @TayTazer1 2 місяці тому +3

    You know it's well done when without an ounce of dialogue or text, you know the exact message.

  • @hero72127
    @hero72127 Місяць тому +1

    I watch this when I feel like I want to hug little me and it helps. thank you for your incredible art. I sob everytime I see it

  • @fettywapofficial
    @fettywapofficial 2 місяці тому +2

    this is one of the most beautiful animated short films i’ve ever seen. moved to tears. thank you

  • @spiritcat101
    @spiritcat101 2 місяці тому +4

    This genuinely made me bawl my eyes out.

  • @noodleoddle
    @noodleoddle Рік тому +7

    this made me cry way more than i expected :< thank you for giving my heart a hug , this is beautiful

  • @Ella-kq5tu
    @Ella-kq5tu 2 місяці тому +19

    This made me cry in a way that only Adventure Time has ever made me feel before. wow. Please keep making things. fantastic

  • @PercabethLovernot
    @PercabethLovernot Місяць тому +2

    the medium is so mesmerizing not only did you capture all of the emotions the video itself looks like how it feels , for me, to reminisce in the nostalgia of childhood experiences and emotions :]

  • @rosematch4288
    @rosematch4288 2 місяці тому +3

    I've been watching people's animations they upload to youtube since I was 10 and I'm 20 now and this one is one I can tell is going to be special to a lot of people, including me, truly. thank you for making things and making this

  • @okyes2753
    @okyes2753 2 місяці тому +3

    as someone who holds a lot of what they create close to them over the years, thank you :). i got a lot out of this.

  • @MalcolmoreAnims
    @MalcolmoreAnims Місяць тому +3

    to me, this animation screamed escapism. while the main character and the kitty jump along and seem happy, they completely ignore the shadow character. i believe this is because while they are growing up, they are avoiding unhappy thoughts and feelings, diving completely into escapism. they don’t allow themself to recover from the trauma they once endured. eventually, it catches up to them and they are left broken, until finally, they confront themself head on, and they are at peace.
    but anyway, this video changed something in me. i am so genuinely astonished at the beauty of this animation. you have made something truly remarkable

  • @jacedotexe
    @jacedotexe Місяць тому +2

    In my trauma therapy I brought this to my therapist to explain a deep seated raw emotion i couldnt describe otherwise. thank you for moving me so much with this film that it inspired change. its truly something so special.

  • @mazzysnoopy
    @mazzysnoopy 2 місяці тому +1

    i know logically this is about lose of childhood but this hits me so hard thinking about my childhood best friends that didn’t become adults, and how that grief made me feel so broken and that as i got older accepting these deaths helped me heal my younger self

  • @brysonmcfaull1218
    @brysonmcfaull1218 2 місяці тому +1

    I love this song, mid air thief rocks! So cool to see it honored in this animation, and what a beautiful animation at that! The visual style is so much fun. i love the color and the dreamyness too

  • @headmelter
    @headmelter 2 місяці тому +1

    jesus christ the chills i’m getting throughout my body watching this are overwhelming…. just woah…

  • @WhoovieCOD
    @WhoovieCOD 2 місяці тому +2

    beautiful and so well done, your style is so unique

  • @jebbygroben
    @jebbygroben 2 місяці тому +1

    perfect visual representation of Mid-Air Thief's sound. I thought Mirai Mizue's "Wonder" was my favourite animated short film but this may be the new number 1. Beautiful work.

  • @tabonlong
    @tabonlong 3 дні тому

    MID AIR THIEF OMG
    tbh i think this style of animation actually fits their music

  • @lilly7490
    @lilly7490 Рік тому +6

    this is one of the most beautiful art styles i've ever seen woww congrats on this it's ridiculously good

  • @superduper5831
    @superduper5831 2 місяці тому +2

    the colors in this are beautiful this animation really suits the song

  • @LLAnimattions
    @LLAnimattions 2 місяці тому +1

    I don’t think I’ve ever relate to an animation this hard before. The visuals and how they progress was spot on in capturing the mind of a kid so much, and how they grow up. I can only hope one day I’ll be able to hug my inner child again, and I’m watching this regularly to remind myself to do that ❤

  • @skywardstargaze1768
    @skywardstargaze1768 2 місяці тому +3

    Back here for the nth time after seeing “meow mix” in my recommended. Revisited Mid-Air Thief’s entire catalog Tuesday night. Perhaps this is fate.

  • @iks2515
    @iks2515 2 місяці тому

    absolutely stunning, and the use of mid-air thief is impeccable. i love mid-air thief so much so using a song of theirs makes this animation hit me in the heart even more.

  • @MarigoldAW
    @MarigoldAW 2 місяці тому +1

    This is one of the most beautiful and profound videos I have ever seen in my life.

  • @thelighttiger6725
    @thelighttiger6725 2 місяці тому +1

    This is absolutely amazing. I love the music, your visual effects, your art style, the storytelling -- everything. Thank you so much for creating and sharing this.

  • @citrine5457
    @citrine5457 25 днів тому +1

    genuinely makes me ugly cry every time i watch thank u meowballz for changing my life

  • @N.0ts.4m
    @N.0ts.4m 2 місяці тому +3

    oh…was not expecting to cry at all this is beautiful thank u

  • @gnoot50
    @gnoot50 2 місяці тому +2

    mowster the cat the cat
    honestly great animation. perfectly captures the feeling of being a carefree kid n daydreaming a bunch

  • @eeleek5697
    @eeleek5697 Місяць тому +1

    This gave me chills. Some of the best art and animation I’ve ever witnessed

  • @JenTheTG
    @JenTheTG 2 місяці тому +1

    I really adore the part with the beat drop its incredible

  • @krazykatori5800
    @krazykatori5800 2 місяці тому +3

    This made me cry. This was such a powerful animation, words can't even explain how beautiful this is.

  • @WangleLine
    @WangleLine 2 місяці тому +1

    I'm in love with this, what a gorgeous short!!

  • @sky44david
    @sky44david 6 місяців тому +3

    You are making such an energetic complex animation. The hand drawn look makes it work beautifully. I was an animation student at Cal Arts in Jules Engel program very early, 1972-74 and love seeing new work by Cal Arts students!

  • @2rei
    @2rei Місяць тому +1

    popping back to say my dad had a really interesting take on the video. He saw it as a the death of a childhood cat, and the feeling of loss being imprinted on their childhood/youth. The end shows the character finding that same feeling of love in their child when they're older. Very interesting and literal take, cheers!

  • @squtnik
    @squtnik 2 місяці тому +1

    absolutely beautiful. I think I needed to see this. thank you for putting your art into the world

  • @itsdynamics7723
    @itsdynamics7723 2 місяці тому +1

    duuuuude no way ive been listening to this song for FOREVER and have thought so many times about how cinematic it is and how cool it would be if someone used the song in a short film or art piece or something like that. this was such a cool watch and a great piece overall: good job!

  • @SebastianBlot
    @SebastianBlot 2 місяці тому +1

    Amazing. Can't believe I stumbled upon your channel. You're making real art that speaks to the soul- please keep it up :)

  • @ragtimegalcatty
    @ragtimegalcatty Місяць тому +1

    Wow. This gives all the feels. I don't even know how to explain how it resonates with me, but it really hits. Art is really the only way to get across the immense and confusing feelings of childhood. The things you feel but don't have the tools to express. Trying to distance yourself from your inner child, but the inner child just won't let go. Seriously I'm just crying right now lmao

  • @meowdeus
    @meowdeus 2 місяці тому +1

    this feels like a music video for a kikuo song, absolutely stunning.

  • @ragcat3732
    @ragcat3732 2 місяці тому +1

    This is stunning! Everything I could want out of a calarts film is here❤❤

  • @anglearchive
    @anglearchive Місяць тому +2

    perfect music choice, i love this so much

  • @del2479
    @del2479 2 місяці тому +1

    I haven't been able to cry for a long time. at the end of this, my eyes welled up and tears ran down my cheeks. thank you. it is so powerful.

  • @N.0ts.4m
    @N.0ts.4m 2 місяці тому +2

    in a world filled with increasingly empty art, rarely does it do what i believe art is meant to do: make you feel something. even more impressive it made so many people feel so deeply, including myself. again, thank you❤

  • @LeslyTobonH
    @LeslyTobonH Місяць тому +1

    The animation and the music is wonderful, I love this so much.

  • @wizfizz93
    @wizfizz93 2 місяці тому +1

    stunned by this. the way the music and animation work perfectly together. so fucking beautiful!

  • @adrienk47
    @adrienk47 2 місяці тому +4

    i feel like i watched this 1000 times. now i wish for my memory to be wiped so i can rewatch it 1000 times more

  • @LaraOlina
    @LaraOlina 2 місяці тому +1

    I thought about clicking on the thumbnail for second, because just from that i could tell it would be an emotional video and boy was i right 😭😭

  • @pretzel1313
    @pretzel1313 5 місяців тому +3

    I love the colors and the cute, friendly look of everything. I'm having a pretty bad time in my life right now and this made me feel better some. Thank you.

  • @veilorvale
    @veilorvale 24 дні тому +1

    My inner child is healing and this made me cry with a smile on my face, so pure✨ thank you

  • @jaxon7044
    @jaxon7044 2 місяці тому +1

    i genuinely dont think ive seen much more creativity in a short film before, this is easily the best short film ive ever seen and its not even close

  • @bazaci
    @bazaci 2 місяці тому +1

    Thanks for sharing this moving, beautiful work with us. The angle for the shots are so dynamic and well chosen.

  • @maec7391
    @maec7391 Місяць тому +1

    this made me feel a lot of ways, but ultimately left me feeling inspired to work on developing my own means of expression and to create, so thank you for that

  • @n1ghhtmare
    @n1ghhtmare 2 місяці тому +2

    This seriously brought me to tears

  • @jellobeanartist
    @jellobeanartist 2 місяці тому +1

    This was so incredibly gorgeous and dreamy and magical

  • @Draveyarg
    @Draveyarg Місяць тому +2

    Hi. I'm so glad I clicked on this. Thank you.

  • @oliver1784
    @oliver1784 Місяць тому +2

    I really need you to make merch with this art so I can give you all my money. Thank you so much for this video. ❤