MY CURRENT STRUGGLES
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- Опубліковано 9 бер 2024
- Todays video is a lot! But I honestly needed that cry! Bettering yourself is a really hard thing to do & I wasn’t expecting it to be so lonely at times. Thank you for being here & listening to me! So much love for you! XO
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Jaclyn I used to struggle with my friendships until I also started my health journey, that includes my physical, emotional, mental and spiritual health. I lost people along the way, but now I am so grateful I did. I just always remember this quote “You attract who you are”, when I was negative and miserable I has those people around me. But when I started having clarity and so much love for myself, I notice that I only surround myself with positive, kind and uplifting people. That quote is so true😊
That's why millionaires stay around millionaires. They didn't get that way for no reason. That goes along with poor with poor, etc.
Deep. Screenshotting this.
Wow well said!!
I don’t know why, but this is like one of my favorite videos she’s ever posted! I love the vlog style. Getting real and vulnerable about the friend thing, about FOOD, money, and how you help the people in your life. I loved this!! So happy for you Jaclyn.
Agree!!💯💯
100% agree!!! ❤️
Yes
People don’t get sick from magical flying Boogey germs. They DEVELOP the “illness” following the resolution of the upsetting event that caused it. Just like they DEVELOP cancer. If you can’t “catch” cancer, you can’t “catch” anything else. The Germ Theory has been fraud for 110 years. Repeating it over and over does not make it true.
same!!! totally inspired me
I had a “friend” that literally would order the most expensive thing on the menu because she knew I always would pick up the bill. I threw her off last time and told the server we were paying separate, we haven’t been out since.😂
If I know someone else is paying I will intentionally order the cheapest thing. I don’t understand how people are so comfortable taking advantage of people
Yea
I lost my best friend of 16 years after setting boundaries and I still think about her every single day. This was almost 10 years ago now. But you have to trust yourself and stick to those boundaries girl! I know it's hard, but it's the right thing... You've got this
It’s not talked about enough, but truly healing and working on yourself isn’t just a new skin care routine or going to the gym or all the ways it’s romanticized now. It’s losing friends when you outgrow those relationships and mourning another loss even when it’s necessary. It’s remembering horrible moments and processing those emotions even when you thought you were “over it”. It’s so awful at times but it is so worth it when you realize one day that you are in a healthy space with yourself regardless of the world around you. ❤
Period girl!!!! Period!
Yaaas gurrl yes!
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period girl slay your not jaclyn
Yessss!! 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽❤❤❤
Oh girl this breaks my heart. Friendship breakups are so real and they hurt so bad. Give yourself a moment to grieve that friend ship loss, but let it be your reminder to cherish the ones who are still present 🩷🩷 love you sm!!!
It’s absolutely the hardest to mourn the life and friends you once had. That’s growth ❤ this is what people don’t want to talk about. Thank you for being transparent.
I have a masters in biology and research has shown that sugar is as addictive as drugs. A study was done by monitoring people during an MRI, who are given sugar, and in patients who had sugar vs in active drug users, the pleasure pathway in the brain (VTA) lights up. Sugar is definitely addictive
you don't need a masters in biology to know that lol
I’ve never wanted to give a hug to someone so bad….. I feel the friendship thing. Hugs beautiful.
Me either! I cried because it made me soo sad for her.
@@xCompleteChaosx324 I know! I felt like I was right there with her…. I hate when good people hurt. It just breaks me
Im in the same situation as she is! I feel so depressed seeing all the people on socials having sooooo many friends and I feel so alone because I don’t have that many friends …
@@marjoriedesbiens-poitras6933 I’m soo sorry to hear that! Sending hugs your way!
Thank you! I definitely could use some hugs!😊
I had the same issue when quitting heroin which made my prediabetes turn full diabetes, screwed up my feet irreparably, but now at least lost 100lbs (bariatric surgery), and no more diabetes! You got a lot going for you babe… you’ll be fine sugar or not ❤
Sending love
You can cure yourself of diabetes?? I had no idea. I’m currently in the prediabetic range and I’m still dumb and haven’t been watching what I’m eating. So I’m scared that it will progress to full blown diabetes. I didn’t know you could reverse it once you have it!
@@Basic6936 you can reverse type 2 but not type 1
What happened tp your feet??
@@emmakate6518when you can’t inject in the veins in your arm anymore from long term use, people move to veins in other parts of their body - the feet being one of them. you could probably imagine what that would do to your feet overtime
Please never stop these, they are the most inspiring things to watch!! 15 months sober this last Sunday, and I’m forcing myself to take a class alone this Friday❤️
Congratulations!!!
@@2284Nikki Thank you!!!!
Loved this - it's so important to bring light to the shame we feel when we 'slip up' because watching this, I found myself saying "girl go easy on yourself! everyone slips up, your body needed rest, don't let shame drive you' and it just reminded me that we should be saying those things to *ourselves* when we go through the ups and downs of healing and wellness.
As a long time follower myself, meeting you in your “true self” form would be the best way to meet you! These videos are always inspiring, keep being yourself🤍
Love that your putting yourself in situations that will eventually happen. It’s a faster way of getting back to “normal”
March 3rd was 16 yrs in recovery for me and I was hard core drug addict. The people who “fell away” when I got into recovery I realized was a blessing in disguise. Did it hurt at first, of course. But people are placed in our lives for many different reasons and sometimes seasons, not all of them are meant to be around forever. I look at each person that has ever been in my life or that comes into my life is there to teach me something .. and we can always learn and grow. It’s totally ok to mourn the loss of those “friends” even therapeutic but it’s important to bounce back and look at the present for the ones you do have and the future at the potential for the ones you could meet. Keep your head up. And I’m proud of you bc I know being in that concert setting with all those people and not giving into that demon was hard.. you got this💪🏼💛✨
you have inspired me so much to begin my own journey. it’s seriously amazing, i’ve been following you since OG jaclyn days and i’m a forever fan. thank you for being you ❤
It’s common to substitute one thing to another addiction . Glad ur sharing honestly !!
Came to say the same
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Addictive personality, I cut drinking and next I’m wanting all the sweets. 🤦♀️
I'm sorry. It hurts losing friends that you never knew truly weren't your friends. It's heartbreaking but you know it. You are better off. Your heart will mend and learn. It's very nice to see your doing so well!!! I'm enjoying your journey. ❤
your struggle really hits home, I'm on my sober journey with you and I'm going through the same problems. You're not alone sis, your OG fam is here growing with you. ♥️
One thing that stuck with me since starting my ‘self improvement’ journey has been motivation sets your goals but discipline makes them happen. Keep making those hard decisions! I love seeing you so happy and motivated❤🥹
Literally why I love you! I’ve been watching your videos since the beginning and you’re always so real! Thank you for sharing so much! You’re doing amazing!
😂😂 That's one word ive. Never heard to describe Jaclyn Hill.
I'm really sorry you are hurting about losing people. The one thing I have learned that helps is that people are in our lives for a reason, a season or a lifetime. It can suck figuring it out but trust the universe babe, you are better off♡
I’m so beyond proud of you. Also been watching 10+ years. Not only are you empowering yourself with your decision, habits, and thoughts you are empowering us your viewers. Thank you!!!💛💛💛
You are brainwashed by a psychotic lady Lol
I loveeeee how raw you were in this video. Thank you. You can tell how much of a beautiful person you are. Been a follower since the BEGINNING and I’ll always love you
Omg I literally am in the middle of having the same breakdown. You are about eating like shit and how you feel thank you so much for posting this and being real and raw. You have no idea how much this has helped me and I’m sure many others I would love to just give you a hug. ❤❤❤
Thank you for being so raw and open with us! Makes me feel better about my journey struggles knowing I’m not the only one ❤❤ love you!
Jaclyn, I love you so much! I feel like I do so much for my friends and I now truly only have one friend. You have inspired me to do better for myself as well. After this weekend I had a horrible reaction to alcohol, to where my body hurt physically and I told my husband that I was just done with alcohol! I love watching your journey especially being an OG subscriber!
Girl!!! I am SO SO PROUD of you! It is not easy doing what you are doing!
I have watched you for years (8-10). You’ve got this. It is HARD but if it wasn’t hard it wouldn’t be progress and worth it… love you 😘 God bless and take care of your beautiful self 💕
I’m so proud of you for sharing your journey with us Thank You for all your doing love ya girly💖
Never wanted to reach through a screen to hug someone so badly. Thank you for being vulnerable. I think so many others can relate and it’s sad yet comforting to know we aren’t alone in our own journeys.
I’ve been through this journey. When you better yourself, you outgrow people. It’s a part people don’t talk about when you start a healing/healthier lifestyle. It IS lonely. Then you meet people who are on the same vibration as you. Ones that know and grow with you.
ALSO! It’s okay to have days you eat “crap”! Everything in moderation!! YOU GOT THIS. ❤
Jaclyn thank you so much for ALWAYS being real & vulnerable since day 1. You’re truly THAT GIRL. PRETTY PLEASE give us an updated Jax Snacks videos bc your snacks have been staples in my life. Also need your perfume recs because I still have Outremer Vanille because of you ❤
Ok but girl you look so good! 😭 Not just your makeup, but you look so healthy and glowy ✨ what blush are you wearing in the beginning of this video? 💗
Im SOOOOO proud of you for going outside of your comfort zone and going to the mall yourself!!! Love you!
So many moments in this video to be proud of!!! You are growing and learning a ton, even though at times it hurts. You are not just shedding your own skin, also the skin of others. I love that you went to the mall by yourself and took pictures w/o any makeup on ❤.
You should be proud girl! I’m so proud of your progress! It’s inspiring but also real thanks to your vulnerability that you’re willing to share with us. Friend breakups are the worst. Been there and it sucks. The heartbreak is just on another level. But you’re on your way to even more greatness, boo! Again, proud of you!
I never been a fan of Jaclyn hill, but i love this. you are so relatable i love your content now. I love the honesty ❤️❤️
Thanks for being here love 😘
this is the most relatable video I've watched from you! 🥺 grieving friendships that no longer serve you is SO PAINFUL :(
KEEP GOING DUDE!
I’m not kidding this gave me so much motivation to clean my house while watching! All those real real and raw thoughts about not wanting to but doing it because it makes you feel better and to push through! Thank you for this motivation girl we all needed this
Protecting your peace is so important and it’s lonely.. I’ve lost family and friends because of it but we don’t need that toxicity in our lives.. ❤❤ continue on your path, you got this!❤
Girl your journey has inspired me to go back to the gym and get in shape for my wedding which is still 2.5 years away. But, it’s also for myself and my mental health! Thank you so much🥰
I am so lucky to be able to be part of your journey! Thanks for being here!
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I love that your choosing the hard choices when it’s so easy to give in and make bad decisions. That is true growth
You seem so good! I love seeing you out and about! This video was so encouraging!! You are so loved!!
THIS WAS BY FAR MY MOST FAVORITE VIDEO YOU HAVE DONE IN YEARS AND YEARS MAYBE EVER!!!! YOU CAN SEE HOW PROUD YOU ARE OF YOURSELF!!!! I LOVE IT!!! TALKING ABOUT YOUR FEARS AND REAL LIFE SHIT IS AMAZING!!!
I'm so proud of you for being open and raw about your addiction. When you first talked about it, I was also a serious alcoholic but no one knew. I feel so encouraged by your journey. I'm not fully sober yet, but I'm trying to be soon❤
Jaclyn love OMG you have come so far and i love your honesty in your videos. thank you for being you ;)
I love your new content! I have been trying to cut back on drinking and your content is so inspiring ❤ thanks for your honesty and rawness!
keep going jaclyn i love seeing you being so strong! this isn't easy, i'm doing it too! I keep having cravings to drink and they are INTENSE. Don't give up, but don't beat yourself up if you slip up someday. You're stronger than most and I believe in you!!
Love this kind of format it’s you it’s grown and I’m obsessed with it. I’m 30 and have been watching you since I was about 20 so I love the growth of shoes for comfort haha. I’m a mom now but I’m still me. I am obsessed with your fashion can you do a video about outfits for us women in our 30’s who love trends but also know we are not 16 anymore lol. Sending you love and grace. Thanks for the inspo to work out today haha
Ily girl! I am a hair colorist and I would LOVE to transform your hair from black to a chocolate brown! I think it would soften your look a little and add to your beauty! It would be a subtle change but it would be amazing! I love it red, black or any color - but an all over medium chocolate brown would be chefs kiss ❤❤❤
You are such an inspiration. I’m going through my own journey and I love that you are focusing on all health as well, not just quick unhealthy weight loss. I appreciate your humor and realness. You look amazing and ARE amazing. Your vulnerability is the thing I like the most about you. :) Keep up the amazing work you are doing.
I'm so proud of you, Jaclyn! Going to a concert with your nieces and not drinking is a fantastic thing for you to do, not only good for you but also for your nieces. I love you, Jaclyn, so very much. You are an inspiration to me. Sending hugs hugs🩷🐈🐈⬛🐶🐴🐎🩷
Jaclyn I truly understand what you are going thru. I gave so much of myself to help my adult children to get where they are only to be abandoned and left alone when I need them the most. I feel very lonely and sad so my heart goes out to you.
This video was so inspiring, despite your struggles, because we all have them. I hope you know how strong you are and even in the midst of losing friendships you remember that if they decide to walk away because of healthy choices you’re making, that they don’t deserve a friendship with you because they aren’t standing beside you with their support. We love you so much! ❤️ thank you for being you, Jaclyn.
Honestly so proud of you and the milestones you’ve hit on your journey! You are an inspiration, thank you for always being real and honest with us❤️ also you’re beautiful with or without makeup! As a long time follower, I wouldn’t care what you look like and I’d just be happy to meet you 🥺
Sending you love! I have always been the “mother” of the group and when I had my daughter the people who I thought were my ride or die disappeared! I have had two friends who stuck with me and it hurt but I’m so thankful for them!
I love watching your videos ! Showing struggles and vulnerabilities help everyone connect ! Opposite of addiction is connection ❤
So happy to watch !
Good to see you! And i totally agree... i wish everyone would share struggles as much as all the good highlights and happy moments. ❤
The friends topic is so hard & relatable. I’m proud of you Jaclyn
Love you opening up. Sometimes when we finally do for ourselves we see who our true friends are. The older we get the more our eyes are open. I’m proud of you and you’re not alone. Love you girl ❤
Hey Jac! I hope it gets better for you soon. Sending all the love 🩷
Proud of you girl. Losing a friend is so painful and something not talked about enough. The best friends I've lost were soul crushing, but it's like you said, it's a relationship that needed to end. I've been here from the beginning and I know from watching you all these years how invested you are in your people. No one would ever argue you're not a good friend. And also, as a long time follower, I would be SO stoked to meet you in person I would never care what you looked like lol but proud of you for getting out of your comfort zone and doing things that are hard for you like shopping alone. You're AMAZING!
thank you so much for sharing!! I've decided to get my own calendar/stars - not for alcohol, but for my own journey. you are so empowering & im excited to finally start! thank you for being you, always
Keep it going Jaclyn!!! You’re on a roll. Its inspiring. You’re getting to your best mindset so losing people is expected, but those that stick around are the true friends you need in your life. So proud to see all you’ve overcome over the years!!
I am so impressed and inspired by you!! Im working on getting that "show up for me and do what needs to be done" mindset and the words you're laying down, I'm totally picking up!! Thank you for sharing your journey!! You are SO STRONG!!
❤😊I feel your pain about losing friends (& for me family too!). I've learned that the people you're there for, will not necessarily be thevone who'll be there for you. When you're there for someone you literally have to be genuine and so it expecting NOTHING in return.
🎉People only fail us when we have expectations of them.😊 we can't expect others to be who we are.
I started losing people as I drew closer to the Lord. Not ONE regret!❤
I totally understand how you feel!!! I have never had a friend put into me what I put into them. It really hurts when you pour yourself into the people you love and you don’t even get a 16th back.. love you Jaclyn❤️❤️❤️
This is one of the best videos
You’ve ever done! I love the og days but it use to be so rare to get a sneak peek into your daily life and I just love how real it is
For me going keto cured my alcohol addictions and cravings. I went psycho for a week then boom it was all gone. Looking back I was always a sugar/alcohol addict. Fight it girl!
I second this
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Keto gave my friend fatty liver disease
@@aliciyamc3071 This is circumstantial. It will only develop if the ratio of the protein and carb consumption is fats>protein within the macros, below 30g carbs in total. If you continue with protein>fats and consume zero seed or vegetable oils, you should not develop fatty liver disease.
@@aliciyamc3071 hard to say it was directly from keto. My blood work is perfect and I had high cholesterol and low iron before….
You’re amazing and have a heart of gold .. and the people that don’t appreciate you or want to remove themselves for your life let them walk away . They weren’t meant to be there . The journey to where you go need to be might be lonely but the true diamonds in your life that truly care about you will always be there , and continue to love you / be your rock no matter what.
Thank you for this one. I needed this to re inspire me to get back to myself. And to make sure I’m showing up for me and my kids and our health
You’re so inspiring Jaclyn. Thank you for sharing your growth with us, it’s truly wonderful to watch someone change their life for the better ❤️
Sending you love Jaclyn❤ Struggles are those building blocks!! You got this! 😊😘
Be kind to yourself, sugar is highly addictive ❤
I loved this video! The way you were feeling I can or have related to. Thank you for sharing and your videos always end up making feel inspired to stay on track of my goals but also don’t feel alone when I make mistakes.
I love watching your Journey videos! I am so proud of you!! 🫶🏼🩷🩷🩷
Ugh can totally relate to losing friends once you start doing well and trying to get your shit together. Or even going through rough shit and then getting it together and they all disappear once you set boundaries and realize you’re giving so much but that energy isn’t reciprocated. It’s hard ❤ you got this girl!
You needed that cry and you might need to cry it out again sooner or later but it’s great to grieve I promise you won’t always cry so hard over those past friendships and you’ll be so much better 🤍
I love you for always being so raw and open! ❤
long time follower here to say how much i love that you're ever evolving and changing. I feel like i've done that with you tbh and the real/raw moments you show is is how SO many of us feel. We see you. We love you. Don't stop!
Self Healing and losing friends is part of the journey.
I lost a lot of friends too and saw true colors. I decided my life is better without them. I don’t have many friends just a lot of acquaintances.
I just hit my 30 days of sobriety. You’re amazing Jaclyn I’ve been following you for many years && you’ve grown so much as an individual and I am super proud of you. Keep your head up. Keep stepping forward.
Your journey and your healing is alll for you. ❤
I swear you remind me so much of myself ! 🖤 Your videos make me feel normal !
Thanks for being so vulnerable with us. ❤
I needed this!! I have been going crazy with the sugar. You’re always so relatable keep doing you !
I’m sorry you have lost friends, but they truly were not your friends ….the journey you are on now will bring you true friends…and crying is cleansing…I wish you so much happiness.
THE FRIEND TALK!! Yup that happened to me 😢 my “bff” of 10+ years i did SOOOOO FUCKEN MUCH and it was super one sided 😢
Me too .. still mourning it after she has ghosted me for over a yr
been 3 years and im still grieving it in therapy 🫠@@raeraemillstone
I enjoyed this video sooo much! So real and raw. I’ve been watching you for sooo long and I’m so happy to see how far you have come❤
You have helped me with my life style change. Your healthier recommendations have helped me a lot! I started the end of Jan and haven’t stopped. I work out 5 days a week 30-50min. I have healthier snacks in the house so when I have that snack attack I grab my carrots and greek yogurt ranch dip. Definitely mind over matter!
Yaaaaas Girl... love your journey and your honesty through it! ❤ my circle shrinked so much too when i got clean. I feel you. ❤❤❤
Regardless of how healthy i have become! My sugar addiction is so bad ! Honestly this is so true it is so hard you are not alone 😭
I was eating cookie sprinkles bc I had no other “sugar” in my pantry 😢 I was craving a sweet treat . I felt gross and threw them away and transitioning to healthy natural sugar options
If I forget to make a post work out smoothie with BCAAs and tons of fruit my body craves sugar. It’s the Vitamin B your body is wanting.
LIVING for this content!! Love you Jac 🤍
i am sooo proud of you, you look sooo good & beautiful!! ❤ I HAVE been watching you over ten years since i was a kidd!! im in my mid twenties now, and i am so glad to be a part of your journey cause i feel like alot of us are also on our own journeys! Im in masters program/working, and im really pushin myself on this wellness journey, and trying to work out is the last thing in my mind whenever the day ends, but watchin your videos really is motivating me because i know exactly what you are talking about when the reward of working out starts showing up- whether its the feel good endorphins, the skin glow, or the loss of weight, im really gonna start pushing myself to get my heart pumping throughout the week. thanks for being a best friend to all of us! Anyways, all this to say, ITS CRAZY to see we all arent alone in our struggles, and as someone who also struggles with anxiety & is also healing over the loss of friends, I just wanted to say thank you for posting and sharing your life with us, we appreciate you and love you.
ALSOOO I LOVE MY NIKE PEGASUS TOO GIRL. 😂❤
You’re so inspiring!! My Dr told me I need to lose weight because my cholesterol is high, really high, and she doesn’t want to put me on cholesterol meds bc I’m too young. I am where you were in this vid of having too much artificial sugar and sweets. That’s what I’ve been addicted to my whole life. Ugh. It’s been so hard to stop all that! I really appreciate your candidness and it’s been super helpful in my journey. Thank you!!
My husband quit alcohol and is now addicted to sugar too!!
The "make difficult choices" speech was the reminder I needed in this exact moment. Thank you 👏👏👏👏❤️
I love that you share all the details within this journey, I see you.
I would love to suggest something that I have been doing when it comes to eating - use your 5 senses why eating and no distractions. It has honestly helped me so much not to just eat because honestly your body knows when you are full we are usually just so distracted that we don’t listen. I say this with so much love and help. Either way I see your change! 💛
GIRL SO TRUE! I had pizza for the first time in a while and i felt SO HUNGOVER the next morning LOL
You cut out one addiction and get a dopamine hit from something else, that’s a transfer addiction. I know bc I’ve struggled with this in the past and it’s not easy, but you’ve recognized it so it’s a first step. Praying for you that it gets easier for you on this journey! I’m rooting for you, and also for Jordan on his next level chef journey!
Protecting your peace is SO HARD. It’s hard to cut off friendships that don’t serve you. I always tell myself that they were there for a reason during that time, and as time passes it’s okay to let those go that don’t support you. It’s lonely but I know that it’s better for me mentally, emotionally, and physically.
I also stopped caffeine cuz I was having that same crash and feeling awful. It's a night and day difference!! I couldn't believe it. Decaf only for me bc I really do love coffee
Okay yes but decaf is so gross to me 😖😩
@@hermiesrokmysox I haven't personally found a huge difference in flavor. Are you drinking it black?
@@Krista16K I use creamer - I am just very picky with coffee and espresso. :/ I just got a nespresso and will have to try some of their decaf pods.
@@hermiesrokmysox that's what I use. I think the decaf Melozio is pretty good
@@Krista16K I will have to try it! :)