Im in so much pain that i i feel every little scratch. Im in so much pain and i need to lift the weights off my chest so bad but when i do i start yelling and loosing controll and the people i know and love simply leave me.
the nights seem endless, day after day I grow farther from my true self. I'm forced to conform to whatever's the new norm, I don't fit in and my attempts to perfect myself go unnoticed. Everyones against me and I lost all hope for love & authenticity. I no longer eat for pleasure I eat for fuel, I workout 2x a day because I have nothing better to do, my birthday's approaching and as per usual I'll celebrate it alone. My mind's heading to a dark place, I'm constantly walking on eggshells yet I have nothing to lose and everything to gain. I don't know what's wrong with me... I've given up trying to attempt to be who the young me desired to be, I now realize I have to be something I'm not. I've survived 18 years (in a few days 19 years), alone on this planet by myself. Maybe I don't need anybody, whats wrong about another 19 years alone again? take care.
I get told everyday to not let the negativity win and that I should instead be positive but when you get told your a failure by the one person who you didn’t wanna fail is a different type of pain yk? I’m sorry mom
I wished my uncles were there to teach me how to ride my bike, because my dad was a workaholic and they showed me how to fish, how to still be happy even when in grief, I wished my dad where like my uncles, even though my uncles never had children themselves…
i still think about her everyday without even realizing
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finally, a new part of slideshow audios. You are amazing ewa
Gonna listen to all of these vids tonight🗣‼⁉🔥🔥🔥
Im in so much pain that i i feel every little scratch. Im in so much pain and i need to lift the weights off my chest so bad but when i do i start yelling and loosing controll and the people i know and love simply leave me.
listen to this all night knowing im gonna die alone🙏💯🔥💯💯🔥
Thanks for coming back ewa, your a real one for not leaving yet
thank you, i'm sorry for the break though
@@estieile ilysm bro
@@824msily bro
Can’t believe “julietta” left so now I won’t be able to listen to their videos. (I’m pulling a Hannah Baker as soon as possible). 😂😂😂
@@SenshiTheReal Didn't know they left, but you can always listen ewa, kxn_, and irvxnne
the nights seem endless, day after day I grow farther from my true self. I'm forced to conform to whatever's the new norm, I don't fit in and my attempts to perfect myself go unnoticed. Everyones against me and I lost all hope for love & authenticity. I no longer eat for pleasure I eat for fuel, I workout 2x a day because I have nothing better to do, my birthday's approaching and as per usual I'll celebrate it alone. My mind's heading to a dark place, I'm constantly walking on eggshells yet I have nothing to lose and everything to gain. I don't know what's wrong with me... I've given up trying to attempt to be who the young me desired to be, I now realize I have to be something I'm not. I've survived 18 years (in a few days 19 years), alone on this planet by myself. Maybe I don't need anybody, whats wrong about another 19 years alone again? take care.
hey if you need to talk Im here, you are not alone Im here for you
happy 19th birthday bro, also you don't need to fit in perfectly yk
we're all here for you
Real. (The voices in my head are getting the better of me, most likely goodbye, friends. Author, thank you for the wonderful content.)
bye broski
fyi hope ur ok
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I love this sm. Wish you the best Ewa
thank you, i wish you the best too
the first one is the realest.
Missed u man you’re truly the best
found this again after a year i miss this
Anyone else come here to feel? I'm sure I'm not the only one.
Thanks for the vid
realest one yet
someone needs to reach out to me asap im starting to get sketchy thoughts here😂😂💀
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i'm not depressed i'm broken.
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I am both
Babe wake up! ewa posted!
I get told everyday to not let the negativity win and that I should instead be positive but when you get told your a failure by the one person who you didn’t wanna fail is a different type of pain yk? I’m sorry mom
I wished my uncles were there to teach me how to ride my bike, because my dad was a workaholic and they showed me how to fish, how to still be happy even when in grief, I wished my dad where like my uncles, even though my uncles never had children themselves…
Everyday is a bad day because every day is the same and it makes you sad and tired because you keep repeating it .
10 months after the break up i still cant sleep i still miss her i just want her back i cant replace her but she has replaced me.
Kinda wish I didn't have my family or her so I can finally rest but I gotta do it for them I guess
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This is great
i miss her
real real real(i miss the old me)
Real. (The voices in my head are getting the better of me, most likely goodbye, friends. Author, thank you for the wonderful content.
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dont say that bro, you are loved
i turn this on but i dont feel any emotion not even sadness
i might just switch from yt music to regular yt premium
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missed you bro (real)
Needed ts
not sure how much longer im tryna do this shit mane LMFAO
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i js gott out of the hospital lmfaooo i was high off sm drugs and i still relapsed lmfao fuck bein sober lol
whats the first song called
PLS WHATS THE FIRST AUDIOO
Ewa, im slowly losing it
so am i, but it'll be okay
We'll get through it together
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What does that date in the description mean? i hope youre okay man if you need someone to talk to im here
it's just something silly don't worry about it but thank you
aye shit could be better right now fr
When you know hes losing interest and your crying fr fr?
me every week fr (i hope you're doing okay, he's not worth you keep your head up please)
haha funny bro dont listen to him (im dying on the inside) xd
15:12 song?
19:18 AYOOO
Wsg ewa, how you been? I'm doing good for now, still with that girl so all well so far.
i'm glad to hear it, everything's been alright for me too i suppose. i really hope everything works out for you
3:10 audio ?
mom ewa just drop another real slideshow come watch it
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forget it.(i missed you.)
be honest are you really okay Ewa how was you’re day today and how do you feel? I hope u good gang just know we here for you
thank you i'm alright, are you though?
@@estieile im very glad I’m alr thankyou for asking ❤️
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@@clivbk7874 appreciate you gang 🥰🥰🥰🥰
name of the first audio
16:24
8:07 audio?
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