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real

Shi be so tuff i sit on the floor smoking not knowing what im doin wit my life, buh it is what it is.🤷

i remember british people exist and now that made me sad so now im here

19:21 🎉

Ewa it’s been a year since you posted. Hopefully your doing ok

I’m going to do it tomorrow

3:29 where is this audio from?

I am dead

song for 17:40?

WHATEVER YOU DO, IT DOESN'T GET BETTER 😭🙏🔥🔥🔥💯💯😭

We are in the same place again I'm really tired this time I can't I can't

She broke up with me guys, uou know what that means. Gotta flip the coin

I can’t live like this anymore. I can’t keep going

17:19 what's the song

part 32, it goes for an hour..

i fw this heavy

to the stars😪

real (i failed my high school entrance exam so i have to go to private school instead of public, i'm making my mom go broke, while my friends got accepted in public schools, they flex it on their social media, i feel jealous. Sorry mom, I should've study harder, i wanna make your life better so i'll kms)

me dropping a ‘it is what it is’ after i practically got my whole life ruined

7:43 thought someone cared lol how foolish

promised them i wouldnt sh and here i am

see bruh its funny that they say oh yeah it'll get better and then they never tell you when cuh because it won't they just say that to make you stop talking🤣🤣🤣😂😂💯💯

I’m like bat man, but instead of fighting crime I’m fighting the voices in my head

Abt to end it all

idk if anyone knows but what's 17:00 song name?

im not happy anymore. im just here. im not living. im gonna try and leave tonight, and i hope it works. i doubt it, but ill still try. goodbye.

bout to clean my room and write notes😂😂

im the like number 999

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I miss ewa so much. I hope your life got better

somebody can help with 16:03 song please

Today I was talking to my guy friends then later he said goodnight I said ok good night he replay with ok talk to you in the morning love you I didn't say anything back because.. He said love you that made me cry so much because no guy has ever said love you.. Only my ex and as soon as he said back all I could think about is my ex gf.. The word love you kills me so much idk why I just don't think that I can love anyone I miss her and him saying love you.. Just made me go back to crying and thinking of her it's like I'm stuck in words that she said when people say then to me I can't stop crying like the world'butterfly' kills me because that was my nickname when I was with her I would cry and cry if I saw a butterfly .. Because I would think of her I hate myself because of it

yk it's bad when you watch every videos of this type of video. (can't thug it out with this anymore)

I see only 2 options to my life, continue living in conditions i will hold private or take the pills i hold in my room every day. I really don't know what i want to pick.

The fact that I try so hard so love but in the your friends CAN GET SOMEONE IN 1 DAY AND HAVE 4 but I got to sit here and listen to them talk about there zoom calls with there gf or bf and I got no body for 7 year's I been looking for someone to love me at this point I just sit in my room all day dream about someone that would love me someone that would not hurt me I don't have any brother sisters or anything like that so it's not many people I can talk to I starting vaping and wanting to get high when I was 12 because I feel like if I did that people would be nice and it would make me stop crying

i tried to kill myself the day before my birthday

name of the first audio

i just want this to end

8:07 audio?

the sexual tension between the roof of mouth and a 12 gauge shotgun

Hey ewa, It's been a year, are you still alive?

29:40 to those who need to hear it

I'm so tried I been used so much I don't even try anymore my heart is so cold because I never been loved so I stop saying yes to guys and said nah I'm good because I don't want to get hurt I been by myself for 5 years I actually scared of love because I know they will leave me I never told anyone I was hurting and wanted someone... Because I don't want then to worry and they probably don't care. So I will sit up all night and game and try to block out every thing I have meet guys but I never feel happy with them anymore it's like making me love someone hurts so much. I don't know anyone who am I? Why do I hate love is it because I am so hurt by it? Or is it because no one really likes me and just wants me for my body it's all ways like that I remember in 5th I was about to leave and a guy said 'hey that guy over there said you some fine chest' I didn't even know what to say because I was mad and sad so I just walked away I cried in my room for 4 or 6 hours a day that is why I just stop liking guys and I got with one girl I didn't really feel happy because she was in a different country at the time and 4 years older than me but it didn't last long because she never really liked me as much she said that she I didn't like the way I never really talked or smile.. I didn't say anything I knew it was true. That was a 1 year ago. I don't miss it as much as I miss my first guy but that was 5 year's ago. I feel sad and lonely I think I just hate love I'm scared I didn't even know how to say I'm ok I cut myself so I feel something I want to die just to see God because I know he is happiness

i need to go to bed…

GUESS WHOS BUYING A SHOTGUN AND ONE SHELL😂😂🥰🥰🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

i dont even need a gay son or a thot daughter question to consider suicide

the romantic feeling i get when the gun touches my head

I can't believe I'm back here. I'm on the verge of sober. Here I am