Hurts when your only escape is work and school. I just wish that when i come home i’ll be greater with hugs and love and they ask how my day is. Instead of not talking to me unless they need me to clean or cook. I’m not a slave i’m your daughter, your sister. I have a record of running away, being in the hospital due to the things i do to myself. Can you guys not see that i need help? This song is just. Ugh. Hits deep.
Hey ,hold in there . Your not alone an know the feeling but hurting your self inst the answer. I'm here to chat if need be . Stay strong and don't let the hurt get the best of you .
Oh honey i'd hug you till i squashed you. Sometimes its not easy for parents as well. We have all kinds of pressure in our lives and when you find you lose that communication to your child -thats the worst thing in the world. I miss the little girl i once had, she won't share with me (her father) the things that cause her pain and where she sees herself in this world. She won't open up to me and that just kills me. Its a two way street maybe we both need to find some middle path BUT always remember there are those around you who LOVE you. Maybe its not fashionable in this time and place but a little prayer to God can go a long way. I know he is good listener :) Hang in there a new day brings new light.
Hi everyone! For all of you who are going through suicidal thoughts and are thinking about existence, please don't give up trying to find a way out of the darkness. I've been there and I know how it feels like, how exhausting, desperate and hopeless, sometimes probably nothing makes sense, but please consider that believing in God can actually be a solution. I don't want to sound cliché, but I can say for sure that, at least, faith can provide all the answers of our questions. Depression is a hard battle but faith definitely helps a lot to handle it in an easier way. You are not alone! Think of God always being there with you, for you, for all of us. God entrusts the toughest battles to His strongest soldiers. You are in here for a reason. The world needs you. We need you, beautiful soul. Don't waste your life. Get up and find yourself something that makes you happy. Personally, Islamic religion helped me find and understand the meaning of life. Realize your worth. You are not alone. I feel you. I heart you. We can do this! 💪💪💪
Look my dear!!! It's a lot of things to do in life.. and the biggest painful True... This world.. it's not the place to have fun.. it's full of pain.. find the true meaning of living.. and the meaning is.. u are here for worship for the test.. come back to your lord.. and he's Allah.. read books.. read about religion.. you'll find peace
Hey there beautiful souls ☺️ It's okay.. You'll be okay. Maybe not now but one day you will. Don't be so hard on yourself. You're doing your best already. Maybe you're feeling so overwhelmed and exhausted. Maybe you feel like giving up everything all at once because you just had enough.. But you're stronger than this. I believe in you.
@@andiswangcobo It's ok not to feel fine. It's ok to Stay away from people if you need an alone time go have some,but don't let it affect any connections you have with important individuals in your life. You might want to stay away from them now, but you'll probably be needing them later.Have a Peaceful Alone Time💚 Be strong I know you can pass all this struggles in life, please be safe dear
My CBSE 10th results was declared in 12 may...I was so scared to tell my parents about the results but still from the inside hoping that they will understand they make me cheerup...but when I tell them about the results they didn't respond at all...their reaction was like I know you're a loser and always be a loser.. They demotivating me questioning myself why I still exists in this cruel world and finally I found this song 😭
The thing that hurts the most is when you try and look out for that one person and it falls back into your face. My escape is work and school that it’s all of those lyrics are my life
Home has to at least be some one's Joy.. buh the thought of it makes me 😭😭😭😭😭 it's so sad how I grew to be a loner even with my family around.. shunning down any little source of joy I could have.. I keep on asking God to just save me from the pain and take me 😭😭😭.. jus 19yrs😢
That's a tough one but we all need to know, Our pains all of them! Do exist to make us stronger think about this, if not for some of your hardships, pains, anxieties you wouldn't be this stronger than before . Also remember ( There is always a purpose why everything happens and the solution is to pray 💯!)
Not many songs breaks my heart but I’m in tears hearing this song, I am just existing, feel like I don’t belong in this world 😢 Not enough help out there for people with these feelings, suicide is happy on a daily basis, it’s heartbreaking 😢
To anybody who needs to hear this ; You are here for a reason, you were chosen by God! You are Gods creation, you're his masterpiece 🖼️❤ He loves you so so much, don't give up! psalm 139:14 - you are fearfully and wonderfully made God took his time on you and knew you even before you were born, he knit you together in your mother's womb! Isiah 43:1 - "fear not for I have redeemed you, I have called you by your name you are mine"!! 🙌 God is not done with you yet. Seek him and you'll find him! Pray to him, ask him for help! He cares for you and loves you more than anybody else all your problems, anxiety, fear, stress, depression - give it all to him and put it in his hands and he'll help you! 🥰
Plz don't do anything, remember depression is temporary. If your thinking of harming yourself plz reach out. Plz find a therapist and get on some medication. I get it I understand bc I struggle daily, I had to find a Dr for medication and it still lingers but ppl need us, family needs you!
I just need to be loved. I’m tired of being ignored, tired of being abused, tired of being neglected, tired of wondering why I should continue living, tired of cutting, tired of burning, tired of waiting for someone, anyone to see me, understand me. Is that so damn hard?! I don’t want to wake up every morning and ask myself „why do I exist? Why shouldn’t I just die?“ If I could just hear the words „ i love you“ maybe I would not have the scars. Of course I cut. If u don’t have a voice u need a way to scream
Wow. High school. Failing all my classes even when I told the teachers so many time that i'm special ed. And now i'm being yelled at and my exams are soon. I just don't know anymore
The song asks me as to why I exists?? The only thing I can say is I exist because God has a plan and purpose for my life. No matter what me or the person reading this feels know that there's always a sunlight after a storm. And also after the storms the earth becomes evergreen meaning life . May God be with everyone 😊🙏
I am 15 and It feels much bad when ur an introvert but still asked helplines for help and school counselor and even parents but none could help. Helplines couldnt because they are not available outside US and counsellors and parents say to divert it to study and it seems that i have too much free time to think like this. Why do i still feel from deep within to ask help even after so many dismissals of hope.
It doesn't matter a bit that people don't love us. Most are incapable of relating to others not aiming at using them, be it for pleasure or fame. Most people are bad, worse than we can see. As long as you care, it is a waste of potential. It is absurd to seek approval of people who have no merit whatsoever: their lives are centered on themselves. The pain we sometimes feel is caused by the very ones to shun us later on.
I Don't want to live ds darkest life more... Day by day m going in a dark way... My humble request to god plz take my soul.. Free from ds world.... I never want to born again here... 😔😭😭😭plz plz plz god take me take me..
At this point i dont even know why i still exist and till this day and forever on i wish i wasn't ever born my existence dosent matter i have given up... I have given up
I don't think I have depression, I just have really bad anxiety (attacks). When my anxiety gets really bad I tend to breath faster (hyperventilate) and I can't speak right
It’s funny how my own flesh and blood never noticed I needed help even when i started running away and skinning my own arm. Then they threw into foster care like I was an old rag. Thanks mom thanks dad parents of the year! And the worst part is that everyone else has someone and I have almost no one the people I did have threw me on the streets.
I went to a person i thought i could trust I told the what ive been going through mentally for years hoping theyf understand and help me I was broken and desperate Well the only thing i can say is aside the anxiety and depression i jow have trust issues thanks to them
My kids don't want me, so I feel you there. Hard to find relatable things that always say to just walk away from people who don't love you, and toxic people, when they are connected to you your whole life, and you don't want anyone else for that place in your heart. Rejection is the most painful from your family. My kids would not care if I died. That makes me feel like this song.
I feel no one cares i keep my schedule busy so i feel better but even with all i do i just feel like im not enough i do self harm and i wanna stop ive tried some things and it's stoped a little bit but doesn't mean i dont wanna do it i over work my self and i just wanna feel like im loved and not a burden i wanna feel like i belong 😢
Woooowwww!!! Funny how even my own bloods, family don't understand that I need help 💔 friends that say that they understand everything but never there 😭 funny how I'm doing everything I could to make them happy for them not to notice I need help too 💔
Ik this may feel awkward but if there's anything you want to share u can say it with me I'm there for u ,💜don't forget that i may not know u ,ur name ,the place u live ,the way u look that's fine these things are never a matter in friendship don't forget that ur loved by me ,take care of your self ,ur a piece of art not everyone can see ur beauty and feel it ,people who neglected you today are going to regret one day but it takes time ik it's hard,trust me my friend untill now u were the best and ur always going to be.i love u 💜i can't help u or comfort u but i can always be ur strength Love 💕 From : nobody 💜
It’s hard when you can’t sleep and when you are home everything is just terrible the only escape I get is when I’m at school or work or with friends that actually care about me but I still have to go home at some point when I get home I go straight to my room because my parents are either fighting or when I walk in the door there mad at someone or something and take it out on me and other times they just make me feel like I’m not good enough I hurt myself i tell them I just want to die but they don’t care at all!! This song is an amazing song
2009 :pillow were used to sleep
2022 :pillow were used to hide tears and pains
a big hug for people who are experiencing depression right now, let's not lose against ourselves for our loved ones
Thank you 🌈🙌❤️🙏
I love you thank you
thanks if only it was actually that easy tho
Thank you I needed that hug.
Thank you🥰😭
I’ve been struggling to find songs that I relate to, thank you for making music like this it helps. ❤️
Aww
Nothing hurts more than not liking yourself… 💔
True
🥺💔
Hurts when your only escape is work and school. I just wish that when i come home i’ll be greater with hugs and love and they ask how my day is. Instead of not talking to me unless they need me to clean or cook. I’m not a slave i’m your daughter, your sister. I have a record of running away, being in the hospital due to the things i do to myself. Can you guys not see that i need help? This song is just. Ugh. Hits deep.
Hey ,hold in there . Your not alone an know the feeling but hurting your self inst the answer. I'm here to chat if need be . Stay strong and don't let the hurt get the best of you .
Oh honey i'd hug you till i squashed you. Sometimes its not easy for parents as well. We have all kinds of pressure in our lives and when you find you lose that communication to your child -thats the worst thing in the world. I miss the little girl i once had, she won't share with me (her father) the things that cause her pain and where she sees herself in this world. She won't open up to me and that just kills me. Its a two way street maybe we both need to find some middle path BUT always remember there are those around you who LOVE you. Maybe its not fashionable in this time and place but a little prayer to God can go a long way. I know he is good listener :) Hang in there a new day brings new light.
"hurts when your only escape is work and school" I felt that. I can totally relate
'Only escape is work and school' felt that💔
Let be friends
Hi everyone! For all of you who are going through suicidal thoughts and are thinking about existence, please don't give up trying to find a way out of the darkness. I've been there and I know how it feels like, how exhausting, desperate and hopeless, sometimes probably nothing makes sense, but please consider that believing in God can actually be a solution. I don't want to sound cliché, but I can say for sure that, at least, faith can provide all the answers of our questions. Depression is a hard battle but faith definitely helps a lot to handle it in an easier way. You are not alone! Think of God always being there with you, for you, for all of us. God entrusts the toughest battles to His strongest soldiers. You are in here for a reason. The world needs you. We need you, beautiful soul. Don't waste your life. Get up and find yourself something that makes you happy. Personally, Islamic religion helped me find and understand the meaning of life. Realize your worth. You are not alone. I feel you. I heart you. We can do this! 💪💪💪
She had the most unique vibrato. Haunting
'why do I exist?'
that's the question i ask to myself everyday i wake up in the morning-
Don’t ever give up …u are here for a reason even if u don’t see it now …
@@avelinarodriguez1013 yup I'll never give up on me that's one thing for sure:)
Look my dear!!! It's a lot of things to do in life.. and the biggest painful True... This world.. it's not the place to have fun.. it's full of pain.. find the true meaning of living.. and the meaning is.. u are here for worship for the test.. come back to your lord.. and he's Allah.. read books.. read about religion.. you'll find peace
it happen to me too. why do I exist, if I mean nothing to everything in this world. I don't want to live but I couldn't die also.
@@cryout718 A warm hug* from me to you :)
so that we can keep going forward and be lil more stronger than yesterday 😊
I've just found Zevia and her songs really hit my soul.
Hey there beautiful souls ☺️
It's okay..
You'll be okay.
Maybe not now but one day you will.
Don't be so hard on yourself. You're doing your best already.
Maybe you're feeling so overwhelmed and exhausted. Maybe you feel like giving up everything all at once because you just had enough..
But you're stronger than this.
I believe in you.
Thank you for the speech I really needed it 😭🖤
@@andiswangcobo
It's ok not to feel fine.
It's ok to Stay away from people if you need an alone time go have some,but don't let it affect any connections you have with important individuals in your life.
You might want to stay away from them now, but you'll probably be needing them later.Have a Peaceful Alone Time💚 Be strong I know you can pass all this struggles in life, please be safe dear
thank you. ❤️
Wow fr i cried this song is saying how i feel and my lifes some days as a teen thxs sm for this good music
Too numb to cry 😢
If ur reading this just know that you are needed each day. This song is awesome an Kool with courage to stand firm with positive vibes.
you’re needed to.
Not wanting to die but not wanting to be forgotten.....
Awesome how she tells the sad story in such a lovely song ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
My CBSE 10th results was declared in 12 may...I was so scared to tell my parents about the results but still from the inside hoping that they will understand they make me cheerup...but when I tell them about the results they didn't respond at all...their reaction was like I know you're a loser and always be a loser..
They demotivating me questioning myself why I still exists in this cruel world and finally I found this song 😭
Why do I exist I lost everything my friends, happiness, myself, family and only my pillow knows how much I cry alone😔😔😔😔😔
I feel so depressed and I just want to say thanks for doing this song 😭😭
If I died I know no one would care, if they even noticed at all. It’s a small comfort to know I’m not the only forgotten ghost
never in a day of my life had i heard this song yet i sang this like i knew it sense the day i was born
Your voice and songs are my comfort :3
I finally found the song that I can relate to
Same I hate life
I hate life too
There some days were I just wanna pull the trigger
This is so underrated
The thing that hurts the most is when you try and look out for that one person and it falls back into your face. My escape is work and school that it’s all of those lyrics are my life
I don't want to exist anymore. I just want to curl up and fade away from existence.
i pray every night that when i go o sleep i won't see morning
Same
To find a song that walks in your shoes EVERYDAY.❤️
Home has to at least be some one's Joy.. buh the thought of it makes me 😭😭😭😭😭 it's so sad how I grew to be a loner even with my family around.. shunning down any little source of joy I could have.. I keep on asking God to just save me from the pain and take me 😭😭😭.. jus 19yrs😢
That's a tough one but we all need to know, Our pains all of them! Do exist to make us stronger think about this, if not for some of your hardships, pains, anxieties you wouldn't be this stronger than before . Also remember ( There is always a purpose why everything happens and the solution is to pray 💯!)
Not many songs breaks my heart but I’m in tears hearing this song, I am just existing, feel like I don’t belong in this world 😢
Not enough help out there for people with these feelings, suicide is happy on a daily basis, it’s heartbreaking 😢
To anybody who needs to hear this ;
You are here for a reason, you were chosen by God! You are Gods creation, you're his masterpiece 🖼️❤
He loves you so so much, don't give up!
psalm 139:14 - you are fearfully and wonderfully made
God took his time on you and knew you even before you were born, he knit you together in your mother's womb!
Isiah 43:1 - "fear not for I have redeemed you, I have called you by your name you are mine"!! 🙌
God is not done with you yet. Seek him and you'll find him! Pray to him, ask him for help! He cares for you and loves you more than anybody else
all your problems, anxiety, fear, stress, depression - give it all to him and put it in his hands and he'll help you! 🥰
Perfect last song. Thank you
Plz don't do anything, remember depression is temporary. If your thinking of harming yourself plz reach out. Plz find a therapist and get on some medication. I get it I understand bc I struggle daily, I had to find a Dr for medication and it still lingers but ppl need us, family needs you!
Tears
Right in the feels 💔
I just need to be loved. I’m tired of being ignored, tired of being abused, tired of being neglected, tired of wondering why I should continue living, tired of cutting, tired of burning, tired of waiting for someone, anyone to see me, understand me. Is that so damn hard?! I don’t want to wake up every morning and ask myself „why do I exist? Why shouldn’t I just die?“ If I could just hear the words „ i love you“ maybe I would not have the scars. Of course I cut. If u don’t have a voice u need a way to scream
You ain't in this alone,,Just have a little faith,,it helps 😊
Wow. High school. Failing all my classes even when I told the teachers so many time that i'm special ed. And now i'm being yelled at and my exams are soon. I just don't know anymore
2012: crying because a baby
2024: crying because of depression
Wish I can make all this pains go away
Anyone deep down hearing this?
Really consoling.
Thank You!
Why do we grew up and learn what pain really means. I wish I could stay innocent and not minding everything that's happening around me.
Its already painful to suffer from depression..how much if ur only parents don't know and u have too keep pretending that ur ok..😔😔😔💔
gorgeous voice this ones!😍
Who isn't afraid to die but afraid of what would happen if you survive..
me.
Me
First thing I think when I wake up in the morning „ why do I exist?“
Beautiful.
The song asks me as to why I exists?? The only thing I can say is I exist because God has a plan and purpose for my life. No matter what me or the person reading this feels know that there's always a sunlight after a storm. And also after the storms the earth becomes evergreen meaning life . May God be with everyone 😊🙏
I am 15 and It feels much bad when ur an introvert but still asked helplines for help and school counselor and even parents but none could help. Helplines couldnt because they are not available outside US and counsellors and parents say to divert it to study and it seems that i have too much free time to think like this. Why do i still feel from deep within to ask help even after so many dismissals of hope.
Sorry to hear this, sending hugs 🥰
Why do we even exist just to forever suffer for a Little drops of happiness.?
The song literally kicks in me😅
Too numb to live, can't cry anymore the eye are dry
Not happy not sad just empty inside, dead inside
The voice is so great good wonderfull!
This is what lm experience right now😭😭😭😭
Prayers hope you feel better..💙🤍❤️
It doesn't matter a bit that people don't love us. Most are incapable of relating to others not aiming at using them, be it for pleasure or fame. Most people are bad, worse than we can see. As long as you care, it is a waste of potential. It is absurd to seek approval of people who have no merit whatsoever: their lives are centered on themselves. The pain we sometimes feel is caused by the very ones to shun us later on.
Beautiful 😍
Every time i listen to this songs ly reality hits harder then it already did 😢😢
I Don't want to live ds darkest life more... Day by day m going in a dark way... My humble request to god plz take my soul.. Free from ds world.... I never want to born again here... 😔😭😭😭plz plz plz god take me take me..
At this point i dont even know why i still exist and till this day and forever on i wish i wasn't ever born my existence dosent matter i have given up... I have given up
I feel exactly the same, if it wasn’t for my kids I wouldn’t still be here 😢
Young me listen song to enjoy
Now me listening songs to get some comfort and relief;)
Bc. U the original God only makes just one of u. So he would want u to be special and happy
I cry everyday for the one who does not know and does not care ... Why??
It's deep.......!
Hitting the realisations 👣
Beautiful 💓
Simply lovely
awww i really loves your voice!Keep going on
1:42 … people you love can hurt you the most…
04:25am, I'm here coz this describes my whole situation 😢😭😭
beautiful & poetic lyrics, but
its also a depressing song😢
"why do I exist" I always ask this in my school every day
Thanks some of us music is our relief and we just need this
Are we sure this isn’t Billie Eilish?? She has full control over her vibrato and it’s incredible
Keep strong. Jesus cares. ❤
Why do I exist
Why am I even born
I have no one
im cryin now... i feel im alone .. huhuhu i always wanted te see my mother... im so depressed...
I don't think I have depression, I just have really bad anxiety (attacks). When my anxiety gets really bad I tend to breath faster (hyperventilate) and I can't speak right
God loves u
It’s funny how my own flesh and blood never noticed I needed help even when i started running away and skinning my own arm. Then they threw into foster care like I was an old rag. Thanks mom thanks dad parents of the year! And the worst part is that everyone else has someone and I have almost no one the people I did have threw me on the streets.
Great song
They said let's be thankful we receive a new day means a new life to fight on, but can't I really leave? Can I please stop existing now?💔
Do good be good care for every one
I went to a person i thought i could trust
I told the what ive been going through mentally for years hoping theyf understand and help me
I was broken and desperate
Well the only thing i can say is aside the anxiety and depression i jow have trust issues thanks to them
I see
I just feel like if i die no one will ever search for me and it will take weeks until someone does, i feel so invisible...
I feel the same
Idk but this song pretty nice
I want my parent's hug and hold my hand but that's just in my dream.. they don't want me to be apart for their family.. 😀😀😊😊
My kids don't want me, so I feel you there. Hard to find relatable things that always say to just walk away from people who don't love you, and toxic people, when they are connected to you your whole life, and you don't want anyone else for that place in your heart. Rejection is the most painful from your family. My kids would not care if I died. That makes me feel like this song.
Ahhh, after a long time I'm listening this song and feels the same pain
Btw I'm feeling better....
2:19
I exist for a better future
damn.
Lovely dude!
Why should I exist everything has been taken away from me. I'm not blaming anyone. It's my own fault for being stupid.
It’s sounds so
much like Billie Elyse
Its very hard to beleiving i'm okay..
How many years passes away....but in my eyes said she never gona far away
I don’t know if I can take this life anymore 😭
This is just reality
I feel no one cares i keep my schedule busy so i feel better but even with all i do i just feel like im not enough i do self harm and i wanna stop ive tried some things and it's stoped a little bit but doesn't mean i dont wanna do it i over work my self and i just wanna feel like im loved and not a burden i wanna feel like i belong 😢
Woooowwww!!! Funny how even my own bloods, family don't understand that I need help 💔 friends that say that they understand everything but never there 😭 funny how I'm doing everything I could to make them happy for them not to notice I need help too 💔
Ik this may feel awkward but if there's anything you want to share u can say it with me I'm there for u ,💜don't forget that i may not know u ,ur name ,the place u live ,the way u look that's fine these things are never a matter in friendship don't forget that ur loved by me ,take care of your self ,ur a piece of art not everyone can see ur beauty and feel it ,people who neglected you today are going to regret one day but it takes time ik it's hard,trust me my friend untill now u were the best and ur always going to be.i love u 💜i can't help u or comfort u but i can always be ur strength
Love 💕
From : nobody 💜
I feel so dead inside my soul is fucking tired Zevia thank you
It’s hard when you can’t sleep and when you are home everything is just terrible the only escape I get is when I’m at school or work or with friends that actually care about me but I still have to go home at some point when I get home I go straight to my room because my parents are either fighting or when I walk in the door there mad at someone or something and take it out on me and other times they just make me feel like I’m not good enough I hurt myself i tell them I just want to die but they don’t care at all!! This song is an amazing song
i ask myself why do i exist everyday. i'd rather be dead than to live suffering from loneliness and depression.
I also think I don’t belong in this world, I push everyone away and have a barrier and won’t let people in 😢😢😢
Am loosing 😢
Second year student, pregnant and depressed 😔. I feel like ending everything in second 💔 😢