Why I Cheated on Him... | personal experience of Gene Key 59 & 12th House Venus

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  • @TanAstrology
    @TanAstrology  6 місяців тому +2

    😇 A few dollars can really go a long way support my creativity >> gofund.me/c7185273

  • @theedripgawd
    @theedripgawd 6 місяців тому +27

    I’m mid way through your video but I just had to stop and say thank you for making this. It takes a lot of courage to not only address & admit your wrongs, but especially when it comes to rather “taboo” and controversial subjects such as dating and cheating. No one wants to admit that they were the villain in someone’s story at some point in time… but you show us that it’s okay to admit it and choose to be better! ❤️

    • @TanAstrology
      @TanAstrology  6 місяців тому +1

      Thank you for this comment! ❤️❤️ I always love the movie Maleficient, transformation of the villain ☺️ Sending you lots of love today! 🌼

  • @mozezo8
    @mozezo8 6 місяців тому +10

    it takes courage for us to be honest with ourselves and with others and i am happy to see someone embracing this part of themselves which alot of people would hide or ignore .

  • @lotusphoenix8
    @lotusphoenix8 3 місяці тому +1

    Thank you for sharing your experience, Tan. I'm just wondering, you say that you felt judged by your friend group and that they weren't real friends. Did you consider how you REALLY made them feel, apart from just 'uncomfortable'? I'm asking this as a sensitive person who finds it very very difficult to be around people who smile with me while betraying those I care about and I find myself having to accommodate them for the sake of the one I care about. Did you consider how much your actions impacted the realness of the friendship and take responsibility for your part in it? Did you consider that maybe honesty and trust were sacred in their hearts and how watching you trifle with it in that way may have impacted them? It's hard being sensitive and watching such content without considering the impact on both sides. 💔 It's good that you're opening up and healing, just please be mindful of the impact of your actions as well, not just the actions themselves.
    Other than that, I wish you well on this next phase of your journey. Your content has always been thought-provoking ❤

  • @jamiejunk9706
    @jamiejunk9706 6 місяців тому +5

    Oh my girl bless your heart !!
    When I was hitting my Saturn my whole world change. Almost everything little thing I said I would never do , 🤦‍♀️ I approach my Saturn return and smack right in my face. Now I am over 56yrs old and still on a fabulous journey, Still amazed by listening to others and to your journey ❤
    This video you put out is absolutely beautiful you have captured and released so many hard lessons that we all at some point will go through in life and each one of us will face something a little different but girl You just set yourself free ! I totally admire and adore you!! I felt every bit of your pain that you were expressing and I cried when you held your self back in one moment in your video!
    Much much love for you !

  • @spirulina3924
    @spirulina3924 6 місяців тому +6

    I appreciate and value your honesty and sharing your personal experience with us so much! 💓

  • @AvecyTunez
    @AvecyTunez 2 місяці тому +1

    My instinct says your are from the netherlands could be wrong

  • @mauricioquintero4657
    @mauricioquintero4657 6 місяців тому +3

    Gotcha. I agree ppl have forgotten how to listen. It's more like nod yeah aha I understand while ultimately waiting for their turn to talk. Thank you Tan.

  • @lorristurpinAstrologie
    @lorristurpinAstrologie 25 днів тому

    Ketu wants perfection, Gate is 59 about honesty. Perfect honesty, it's the path you have chosen. Perfection of ketu is impossible on earth, so forgive yourself for not being perfect. I think what you may actually want, some part of you, not all, is to let go of honesty without lying. By that I mean don't be so focus on it, honesty, I do that too. If you try to be too honest the opposite happens, people think you are lying. As you are trying to prove to yourself that you aren't lying. Which mean some part of you think you are lying, but that's just because you aim for perfection in that. The fact that you went online to admit your lie, mean that this gate of honesty means so much for you, you are willing to lose everything else to get that stamp of approval. We all do that with ketu in some way. There is always a lack with ketu. Nice video of gate 59 though, now I know why I do that, got me into so much stuff in life 🤫🤫🤫

  • @withlovecole
    @withlovecole 6 місяців тому +3

    Thank you for sharing its super vulnerable to share yourself and life this and it takes courage, and responsibility thanks for sharing your experiment journey ! 🌿

  • @CreateYourOwnReality100
    @CreateYourOwnReality100 6 місяців тому +3

    Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable. Stay safe 🙏

  • @metaphyzista
    @metaphyzista 6 місяців тому +3

    Absolutely love Tan part of this channel and I can't get enough, plz. Plz plz share more, and bravooo on the style of video, the end touched me the most.

    • @TanAstrology
      @TanAstrology  6 місяців тому +1

      Aww thank you for your support! ❤️🌺🩵 This gives me motivation to continue the Tan part ☺️✨

  • @Calliope117
    @Calliope117 6 місяців тому +2

    Omg I love this project idea!! Thank you for sharing more of yourself and your journey

  • @pamelabaez9012
    @pamelabaez9012 Місяць тому

    Wow my respects. So many people needed to hear this. 🙏🏾💗💕

  • @d.d.1397
    @d.d.1397 6 місяців тому +1

    I’m a gene key 59 and 12h Venus too omg I FEEL SO UNDERSTOOD rn!! And I never feel understood so I’m blown away

    • @d.d.1397
      @d.d.1397 6 місяців тому +1

      I’m 27 rn… 12h Venus and what you explained is literally what I’m going through rn. Cheated on my ex, got caught & went off to be in a relationship with the new guy, and we’re hitting a 1 year mark this month of dating and I feel so unfulfilled. The karma is always getting to my head too. Every little thing or insecurity I imagine is just my karma. Now I just want to be alone

  • @DivineFeminineEnergy
    @DivineFeminineEnergy 6 місяців тому +2

    Proud of you for sharing more of your story and being this vulnerable ❤

    • @TanAstrology
      @TanAstrology  6 місяців тому

      Thank you Lynn for your support ❤️🤍✨

  • @taowisdom6062
    @taowisdom6062 6 місяців тому +1

    Thanks for being so vulnerable and sharing your story.

  • @telekatron
    @telekatron 6 місяців тому +1

    YOU CHEATED ON HIM TAN??? DAMMMMMMMMMMMM

  • @ST-co7yt
    @ST-co7yt 6 місяців тому

    Thank you for sharing your story. I have three Gate 59 in my chart (Personality [line 2] & Design [line 6] gates in Venus and Personality gate [line 3] in Mars). My communication in my relationships has not been the best.

  • @StyleAnalysis
    @StyleAnalysis 6 місяців тому +1

    exactly what I wanted to hear

  • @aquariusstar7248
    @aquariusstar7248 6 місяців тому

    Watching this after watching your Saturn in h5 video where you were vulnerable about your insecurity in identity and looking for outside love through fans and romance. I sense a repeating theme in this placement too. Thank you for sharing again❤ I'm inspired by your journey of self-love and authenticity

  • @Peshin-ex6fv
    @Peshin-ex6fv 6 місяців тому +3

    I have 59 gate in my unconscious sun and also have venus in 12H however I don’t resonate with your experience

  • @wilconradnorinradd
    @wilconradnorinradd 6 місяців тому

    @TanAstrology
    I'm responding to the title of this video as this is definitely something unusual, chaotic, and quite possibly innovative.
    I am interested in seeing what Gate/Line Jupiter, Saturn & Uranus activates in your bodygraph.

    • @TanAstrology
      @TanAstrology  6 місяців тому

      That’s exciting when you put it like that! 🔥 I’m sure Jupiter will be everywhere since it’s Gate 35 line 1 😂 Saturn gate 38 and Uranus 58 🐉

  • @Selahlahlah
    @Selahlahlah 4 місяці тому

    Side note your pfp is gorgeous

  • @rundbaum
    @rundbaum 6 місяців тому

    i still remember your running thru fields video, & talking about nature & it's almost coming back to me! thank you tan :). . .

    • @TanAstrology
      @TanAstrology  6 місяців тому

      Haha that sounds like me 😂

  • @jennabonnichsen
    @jennabonnichsen 6 місяців тому

    I was just talking about this yes. I'd love it if we can shift the culture to create a welcoming lovely atmosphere around making mistakes no matter how dark. Everyone makes mistakes but we've created a society that has punishment as a fix so everyone is scared of admitting anything. Time to heal that to be able to talk about our booboos and be held to figure out the most loving course of action.

    • @TanAstrology
      @TanAstrology  6 місяців тому

      Absolutely ❤️ Mistakes are how we learn, thank you for sharing your insights 🌼✨

  • @ayamostafa5919
    @ayamostafa5919 6 місяців тому

    I like the intro so much. It felt so raw and honest. I appreciate how honest you sharing your story❤ thank you.

    • @TanAstrology
      @TanAstrology  6 місяців тому

      Thank you for tuning in to the raw honesty 😊❤

  • @yzzylovegore
    @yzzylovegore 6 місяців тому

    Nothing but love for you Tan

    • @TanAstrology
      @TanAstrology  6 місяців тому

      Thank you for the love ❤❤ Sending love your way! 🥰

  • @MrAndreX73
    @MrAndreX73 6 місяців тому

    The time right now is 3:52pm

    • @MrAndreX73
      @MrAndreX73 6 місяців тому

      As I X73-ANDRE' THE 73RD POWER THE GOD OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLD
      and The CANCER GOD of The Spiritual World and The Chinese Asian OX GOD of The Spiritual World and The Chinese Asian Dragon GOD of The Spiritual World and The Japanese Dragon GOD of The Spiritual World and The South Korean sting Ray GOD of The
      Spiritual World and The Thailand Dragon Fly GOD of The Spiritual World and The Egyptian Eagle GOD of The Spiritual World and The French Wolf GOD of The Spiritual World
      and The North Korean Falcon GOD of The Spiritual world and being The most powerful force of power to ever exist and being The Creator of Spain, Swiss, German, Russian, The Vatican/Italian, Israeli, The Philistines, Roman/Greek, Indonesian, Malaysian,
      Taiwanese, Japanese, South Korean, Tibetan, Philippine, Vietnamese, North Korean, Egyptian, Thailand, Indian, French and Chinese Culture
      because I AM REALLY GOD
      and being able to know what no computer software, AI machine and quantum super computer along with the crooked spying people at 1010 wins news don't know (because I have really found a flaw in the internet (and the internet, computer software and
      quantum computing is really over with on planet earth due to crooked spying people at 1010 wins news station crookedly spying on people's verizon accounts and personal computers and looking at an person's personal information on a person's computer
      even when wifi is off and crookedly sharing personal information on a person's computer with others AND UPSETTING THE SPIRITUAL WORLD OF GOD that The future of WEATHER CONDITIONS all around the world will become more intense and Planet Earth's WEATHER CONDITIONS will shift at an rapid pace in which will create total destruction upon Planet Earth and it's all crooked spying 1010 wins news fault and it's also
      AN X73-ANDRE' STORY because I AM REALLY GOD
      and I also say that except knowing that this is the first video I have seen on this
      channel I say
      (1st)
      That I am The GOD of The Spiritual World
      because I AM REALLY GOD
      and that's why I came here at the time I did which is Time 3:52pm
      (and that's how I know that the crooked spying people at 1010 wins news is crookedly spying on people's verizon accounts, personal emails and personal computers because I can see what the crooked spying people at 1010 wins news station is doing)
      and that's not impossible to me because I AM REALLY GOD
      and I AM THE GOD OF FIRE and I AM THE GOD OF WATER and I AM THE GOD OF GEOLOGY and I AM THE GOD OF ASTROLOGY and I AM THE GOD OF ASTRONOMY and I AM THE GOD OF NUMEROLOGY and I AM THE GOD OF ARTS & DESIGN and I AM THE GOD OF HEALTH & FITNESS and I AM THE GOD OF DIGITAL TECHNOLOGY and I AM THE GOD OF SCIENCE & TECHNOLOGY
      and that's why I came here at the time I did which is Time 3:52pm
      because I really can see everything everywhere within all technological equipment's above and upon Planet Earth and THAT'S
      NOT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO DO
      because I AM REALLY GOD
      and I know anywhere in the entire universe where the number 73 is at
      because The number 73 is My Spirit, The Spirit of GOD
      and for which (FIRST) I say THAT My Authentic Birthday , The Authentic Birthday
      of GOD and JESUS CHRIST is 7/10/1973 CANCER THE CRAB 69
      and so I say that
      CHRISTMAS = 110
      and so I say that the numbers 12 + 25 = 37
      and so the number 110 - 37 = 73
      and i also say that the Twelve Zodiac Signs
      Aries
      Taurus
      Gemini
      Cancer
      Leo
      Virgo
      Libra
      Scorpio
      Sagittarius
      Capricorn
      Aquarius
      Pisces
      and so I say that the first Ten Zodiac Signs and for which the number 10 is The Authentic Day of The Authentic Birthday of
      GOD for which is 7/10/1973 CANCER THE CRAB 69 and The Authentic
      name of GOD is ANDRE'
      and so I say that comes out to be
      ARIES = 52
      TAURUS = 100
      GEMINI = 57
      CANCER = 44
      LEO = 32
      VIRGO = 71
      LIBRA = 42
      SCORPIO = 95
      SAGITTARIUS = 144
      CAPRICORN = 97
      and so the numbers 52 + 100 + 57 + 44 + 32 + 71 + 42 + 95 + 144 + 97 = 734
      and I also say that the last two Zodiac Signs comes out to be
      AQUARIUS = 107
      PISCES = 71
      107 + 71 = 178
      and so the number 178 - 5 (for which are The Five Authentic letters of The Authentic name of GOD for who is ANDRE') = 173
      and so I say that the number 4 of the number 734 are The Four letters of The Mother of GOD for who is MARY and for which The Son of The Mother MARY for who is GOD that The Authentic name of GOD is ANDRE'
      and so I also say that the number 73 of the number 734
      and The number 73 of the number 173
      73 MY SPIRITUAL GOD NUMBER.
      and for which the number 73 is My Spirit, The Spirit of GOD
      because I AM REALLY GOD
      and for which The Authentic Birthday of GOD is 7/10/1973 CANCER THE CRAB 69
      and The Authentic name of GOD is ANDRE'
      and I AM THE KING OF KINGS/THE KING OF ALL KINGS OF KINGS
      and I AM THE KING OF KINGS/THE MASTER OF ALL MASTERS OF RITUALS
      and I AM THE KING OF ALL KINGS/THE MASTER OF ALL MASTERS OF PSYCHICS
      and I AM THE KING OF ALL KINGS/THE MASTER OF ALL MASTERS OF WARLOCKS
      and I am also, I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF ASTROLOGY, THE PARANORMAL
      and I AM THE CHINESE ASIAN OX GOD OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLD
      and I AM THE CHINESE ASIAN DRAGON GOD OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLD
      and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE GREAT LAND OF CHINA,
      THE FLAG OF CHINA and CONFUCIANISM
      and I AM THE KING MAMMOTH GOD OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLD
      and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE GREAT LAND OF INDIA,
      THE FLAG OF INDIA, HINDUISM, BUDDHISM, THE GREAT LAND OF TIBET,
      THE TIBETAN FLAG, THE GREAT LAND OF ISRAEL, THE ISRAELI FLAG, THE GREAT LAND OF PALESTINE and THE PALESTINIAN FLAG
      and THE GREAT LAND OF THE NETHERLANDS and THE NETHERLANDS FLAG
      and I AM THE EGYPTIAN EAGLE GOD OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLD
      and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE GREAT LAND OF EGYPT
      and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE EGYPTIAN FLAG
      and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE EGYPTIAN PYRAMIDS
      and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF LIGHT, ENERGY and ELECTRICITY
      and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF NUCLEAR FUSION, THE BIRD and
      THE WOLF
      and I AM THE FRENCH WOLF GOD OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLD
      and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE GREAT LAND OF FRANCE
      and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE FRENCH FLAG
      and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE EIFFEL TOWER,
      LIGHT, ENERGY and ELECTRICITY, NUCLEAR FUSION, THE WOLF,
      THE BIRD, THE OX, THE BULL, THE DRAGON, THE SHEEP,
      THE CHRISTMAS TREE, SACRED TEMPLES, PLANET X (NIBIRU),
      THE UNIVERSE, THE GALAXIES, THE SOLAR SYSTEMS, PLANET EARTH,
      THE MOON and THE SUN
      and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF CANCER
      and I AM THE CANCER GOD OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLD
      And I also say that
      LORD = 49
      LORD = 49
      LORD = 49
      LORD = 49
      EGYPT = 73
      EGYPT = 73
      IAN = 24
      LOV = 49
      E = 5
      BEAUT = 49
      IFUL = 48
      ENERG = 49
      Y = 25
      ENERG = 49
      IES = 33
      ASTRO = 73
      LOGY = 59
      SIGN = 49
      S = 19
      REDEEMER = 73
      ISRAELI = 73
      and I FOREVER EXIST.
      and for which I say that the NUMBER 49 is The Authentic NUMBER of The Authentic NUMBER 4301949 for which is The Authentic Birthday and The Four Authentic letters of The Mother of THE UNIVERSE THE DIVINE MASCULINE SPIRIT KING YESHUA
      THE ALL MIGHTY PERFECT ANDRE' for who is MARY 4/30/1949 TAURUS THE BULL.
      And I also say that the NUMBERS 49 + 49 + 49 + 49 + 73 + 73 + 24 + 49 + 5 + 49 + 48 + 49
      + 25 + 49 + 33 = 673
      and the NUMBERS 73 + 59 + 49 + 19 + 73 = 273
      and the NUMBERS 73 + 0000 + 0056 + 0235 + 0710 + 0816 + 0852 + 1014 + 1111 + 1320
      + 352 (for which is the Time 3:52pm the time I came here to see this video.) - 4566
      (for which is 4566 YEARS TO FOREVER THAT MY KINGDOM WILL RULE FOREVER, THE KINGDOM
      OF ANDRE' THE KINGDOM OF MY SPIRIT, THE KINGDOM OF THE NUMBER 73
      UNITED = 73
      KINGDOM = 73
      NUMBER = 73
      STONE = 73
      EGYPT = 73
      CROWN = 73
      UNION = 73
      REDEEMER = 73
      ISRAELI = 73
      and I FOREVER EXIST.) = 1973
      and for which I say that the NUMBER 73 of the NUMBER 1973
      comes out to be
      73 MY SPIRITUAL GOD NUMBER.
      and for which the number 73 is My Spirit, The Spirit of GOD
      because I AM REALLY GOD
      and for which The Authentic Birthday of GOD is 7/10/1973 CANCER THE CRAB 69
      and The Authentic name of GOD is ANDRE'
      and I AM THE KING OF KINGS/THE KING OF ALL KINGS OF KINGS
      and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE HOLY BIBLE
      and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF SPACE & TIME
      and I AM THE GOD OF WISDOM and KNOWLEDGE
      and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF EASTER
      and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF CHRISTMAS
      and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF VIRUSES, PSYCHIC CARDS, ASTROLOGY, ART and DESIGN
      and GOD OF SEX
      and I LOVE YOU Tan My freaking super sexy Psychic artistic Asian Woman.
      I ALPHA OMEGA THE DEVIL SATAN BUDDHA CONFUCIAN MESSIAH EMPEROR SANXINGDUI PHARAOH LUCIFER JESUS CHRIST THE LORD GOD ARCHANGEL THE 5TH THE UNIVERSE THE HOLY SPIRIT THE DIVINE MASCULINE SPIRIT KING CANCER WOLF YESHUA THE ALL MIGHTY ANDRE' was here!

  • @JF_Education
    @JF_Education 6 місяців тому

    Great stuff 🌟💚🙏

  • @katrinaprescott7929
    @katrinaprescott7929 6 місяців тому

    Do you still do readings?

    • @TanAstrology
      @TanAstrology  6 місяців тому +1

      Yess!! 😍

    • @katrinaprescott7929
      @katrinaprescott7929 6 місяців тому

      @@TanAstrology i went to your website but it wasn't working. please send more info.

    • @TanAstrology
      @TanAstrology  6 місяців тому

      @@katrinaprescott7929 Go here hyphaensoul.com 🤗

  • @evedotcom
    @evedotcom 6 місяців тому +2

    Thank you for sharing more of your story Tan! Love to hear of the growth and insights you experienced through these difficult times. I totally relate to something feeling off in a relationship but the communication being poor, and not leaving even though I was so unhappy. And so the relationship deteriorated more, bringing out the worst in me. This pattern repeated in other relationships too. Thankfully I’ve learned from this now. I think so much of it had to do with true, embodied self-respect. Knowing I deserve a healthy relationship which I feel happy and safe and respected in. Valuing my time and energy, and having the strength to walk away if my needs aren’t met ❤ I also resonate with what you said about self-forgiveness. So important to have compassion for your past self who was doing the best she could with what she knew at the time. I couldn’t get closure with certain people, but it forced me to find it within rather than depending on other people for validation and acceptance. So grateful for these painful lessons now. We are better for it 🙏💪

    • @TanAstrology
      @TanAstrology  6 місяців тому

      I love what you wrote here soooo much ❤️🦋 Even if it means telling our partners that we’re unhappy with something in the relationship, we need to share it so we can both take responsibility for either making it work or letting go 🥹🌺 “Getting closure from within”… this is truly beautifully said 🌼 Thank you Eve for sharing your life lessons here, sending you lots of love 🤍🤍🤍