I used to go through something so similar to that saff and it was really horrible but I just had to keep reminding my self I am safe and I will be ok and eventually it went away 💕 hopefully this will help somebody.
I was exactly the same as you at about 14 it started. I am now 32 and have it under control. But it is awful. I wouldn't wish that feeling on anyone. I sometimes go through it now but i can control it more now. It will get better and you will learn to deal with it. Hugs xxx
Awww poor Jed!! Great vlog like alway!! Your so pretty! Ur lashes still look great! Rly odd seeing Casey vlog n seeing it from a different point of view xx
That happens to me as well. I need to get to sleep for school so I try to distract myself by listening to any audiobook I can find that’s not ‘scary’ and put it on a timer so it stops after an amount of time. Love you xx
You are not alone! I have the same diagnosis. I’m so sorry that you are going through it. I feel like if I don’t sleep, I can slow time down and nothing bad will happen.
Just got back from a rubbish day at school and now I have an amazing vlog to watch to calm me down x also my mum is watching it with me as she has had a bad day at work so I mentioned you and now we are watching you xxxxxx. love you so much xxxxx
OMG I can relate so much I get so anxious and I never want to go to bed either I’m so glad it’s not just me but it’s so horrible I hate it so much 😭😭❤️❤️
Makeup Testing_xx I get this every night around 2 years ago I started having a lack of sleep and after that it has made me nervous that I will never be able to sleep and I will make myself ill I always feel like I'm doing something wrong but yeah
Well she will know because she is doing driving lessons in manual but she has a automatic car and people have different opinions and I wanted to know her opinion is that alright with you?
It's personal preference really, it's better to learn on a manual so that way you can drive both and experience both so if you was to switch from manual to automatic you can do it, if that makes sense?
It really depends. I learned automatic because i wanted to pass and be able to drive quickly. It hasn’t been an issue because my car is automatic and the car i wanna buy is automatic. I always said I’d learn manual later on, but i don’t see any use anymore. All my friends learned Manual, however ALL of them drive automatic cars and say they’ve kind of forgotten how to drive manual.
I had that dying thing a few years ago, it would take me forever to get to sleep but I never thought I would die in my sleep i was so scared what it would feel like and what it would feel like if I died and I had that for about 2 and a half years so I know how it feels like and it does get better 😊
I find it really difficult to sleep at night, it’s for a different reason- I just get really really scared to sleep alone, but I know what’s it like to dread sleep and how horrible it is! Love u saffron stay strong cxxx
Literally say this to people why I can’t sleep and no one can empathise with me! I’m so glad I’m not the only one but like you said I don’t wish it upon anyone.. it’s so horrible to have☹️xx
have you gone to the doctors about not being able to sleep cus of the thought of death? like i said on your other video when yoou mentioned it, i luckily got over it by keeping myself busy and making myself happier. let me know what the doctor says tho if you do ever go cus it'll help if my thoughts ever come back❤ youll get over it, just put youre self first and surround yourself with the people you love 24/7❤
Relaxing music, Sometimes helps Saffron type in UA-cam relaxing music and loads come up. Some don't work as well as others but its definitely worth a shot! 👍
I have this too! I'm also so scared to leave the house without telling everyone I love them even if it's to go down to the local shop. I tell my family and boyfriend I love them Whenever I go out or someone else does and before bed. Coz I never know when the last time I'll say it will be xx
I have that exact sleeping problem! I also suffer terribly from sleep paralysis which effects me almost every single time I sleep! Sleep paralysis is the scariest thing to happen, I hallucinate and it even stops me breathing correctly. It's horrendous but i dont think there is much that can cure it!
I have the exact same problem with sleeping and I hate it!!! Absolutely loved this vlog though Saffron and I love your car I'm so proud of you buying your own car from doing what you love! Keep doing what you're doing babygalllll❤️❤️❤️
i actually do have the same thing but like more general i like get panic attacks throughout the day as well because i'm afraid of dying, nobody actually knows this about me
You should check out the Speakmans, they deal with phobias incredibly. I’m going to a seminar with them soon. I have anxiety to stay away from home, and sickness phobia.
I get so scared to sleep sometimes because of the same thing, honestly I just fuck it and sleep but it’s always in the back if my kind and I’ll a mini panick attack when I think of death in general. So glad that neither of us are alone on that, but it’s sad to think people get it
I have this saffron!! I’ve managed to keep it under control if you literally count to 3 and then shut your eyes for one minute and then blink really fast for one minute it really helps make you tired
I also have that fear of sleeping - though it's not as bad as yours seems. I'm also scared knowing that we voluntarily go unconscious for hours and wake up as if it didn't really happen. (I hope that me saying that didn't make things worse for anyone)
It must be horrible not being able to get to sleep because of that.💜I have occasionally been worried about that before I go to sleep but rarely and minorly.💚 I hope you are alright, it must be hard.💙 You are an amazing girl and you should be so proud of yourself for all of your achievements. 💛🎉 Love you❤❤
Hey saffron know you won't have chance to read this but on off chance you do. I just wanted to say how much I love your channel and what a inspiration you are! Your videos always make me smile ❤️ love the car btw keep you hard work x
Wendy and Darren are literally the most awesome parents ever! Love seeing how close you are to them Saff (PS: you're amazing!) x
saffron im scared of dying in my sleep as well because I just hate the feeling not knowing xx
x_Niamh_x Hunte_x i hate not knowing either
I get scared I die cause I won’t get to say goodbye to anyone that I love xx ❤️
DuhIts Summer yeah same I can litterly Stay up to 3am with fear its just so annoying xxxx
Yh same
I used to go through something so similar to that saff and it was really horrible but I just had to keep reminding my self I am safe and I will be ok and eventually it went away 💕 hopefully this will help somebody.
The best thing to watch after a long day after college x ☺️
I couldn’t stop lmao at ur dad singing England 😂
I was exactly the same as you at about 14 it started. I am now 32 and have it under control. But it is awful. I wouldn't wish that feeling on anyone. I sometimes go through it now but i can control it more now. It will get better and you will learn to deal with it. Hugs xxx
Awww poor Jed!! Great vlog like alway!! Your so pretty! Ur lashes still look great! Rly odd seeing Casey vlog n seeing it from a different point of view xx
BACK FROM SCHOOL READY FOR YOUR VLOG!!
*To the 2% who gonna see this i wish you realize your biggest dream. My dream is to become a successful youtuber.*
Acid reflux?
Dear Saffron, if you see this... You always use such lovely music. I wish you could write them down in the description box every time :)
The way Harlow looked at you saffron! I don't know if you noticed but she stared and smiled at you! You must be so proud!! X
‘’Huh’’ all the time too
I love the half onesie and top combination
Sat in your snuggly watching your videos this is how you end a hard day at school thank you for always cheering me up xxx
The best vlogs are ones when you click on a vlog and you just see Saff soo happy and full of energy. This make me sooo happy. Love youu sooo much Saff
I’m Ill today so I have the day of school. Looks like a marathon of saffron’s vids for me today got some catching up to do xxx
Saffron says ‘huh’ a lot😂💖
Jen Jenn I’m pretty sure she’s deaf in one ear. It’s difficult to hear two things at once. I have the problem too it’s so annoying 😂💗
Kelli Nichola oh no! If you haven’t already, go to the doctors they might be able to sort it out x
Yeah she doesn't understand manners or the word pardon
That happens to me as well. I need to get to sleep for school so I try to distract myself by listening to any audiobook I can find that’s not ‘scary’ and put it on a timer so it stops after an amount of time. Love you xx
Agreed raisins are bomb but chocolate raisins are the best thing on the planet 😂💜
I’m going to meet you in Dublin on Friday I’m so excited xxxxx🇮🇪
You are not alone! I have the same diagnosis. I’m so sorry that you are going through it. I feel like if I don’t sleep, I can slow time down and nothing bad will happen.
Saffron you should leave one key at home in case of any emergency you get locked of your car I’m tellin you
Just got back from a rubbish day at school and now I have an amazing vlog to watch to calm me down x also my mum is watching it with me as she has had a bad day at work so I mentioned you and now we are watching you xxxxxx. love you so much xxxxx
"Are u santa" SAFFRON U KILL ME😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
How is that funny tho
Love you Saff!!❤️❤️
I get that thing I also have it where I feel as if a robber is going to break in to my house xx
I don’t have the same sleep condition as you but I get sleep paralysis all the time and that is so scary and annoying :( xox
This may sound weird but could u show us what you eat like for breakfast and things xxx love you💛
It’s triggering me how bad she parked the car 😂 love her tho!!!!! ❤️
I don’t usually get scared because I am feel like I am going to die but I find it so hard to get to sleep and end up going on my phone for hours
OMG I can relate so much I get so anxious and I never want to go to bed either I’m so glad it’s not just me but it’s so horrible I hate it so much 😭😭❤️❤️
Makeup Testing_xx same x
Makeup Testing_xx same
Makeup Testing_xx I get this every night around 2 years ago I started having a lack of sleep and after that it has made me nervous that I will never be able to sleep and I will make myself ill I always feel like I'm doing something wrong but yeah
Makeup Testing_xx I'm scared that like I will die in my sleep or wake up I'll
For me it got so bad that I cried myself to sleep sometimes. But it’s better now :)
Jed's face when he first sees the camera in the shop 😂😂
I had no idea Nicole was from Brazil!! Does she speak Portuguese?! I’m from Portugal
ye she does
Saff's dad grabbing the camera to sing the football chant was giving me life 😂😂😂😂
Saffron is it better to drive manually or is it better with automatic?
Well she will know because she is doing driving lessons in manual but she has a automatic car and people have different opinions and I wanted to know her opinion is that alright with you?
It's personal preference really, it's better to learn on a manual so that way you can drive both and experience both so if you was to switch from manual to automatic you can do it, if that makes sense?
Yeah I get you, thank you
Manual
It really depends. I learned automatic because i wanted to pass and be able to drive quickly. It hasn’t been an issue because my car is automatic and the car i wanna buy is automatic. I always said I’d learn manual later on, but i don’t see any use anymore. All my friends learned Manual, however ALL of them drive automatic cars and say they’ve kind of forgotten how to drive manual.
OMG saff that's how I feel when I go to bed thought I was the only one!!!!xx
Jed’s face at 1:20 - 1:22 was halarious 😂 he didn’t look to pleased 😂❤️❤️
Aw saf is soo cute with Harlow ! She will be an amazing mum one day xx
I had that dying thing a few years ago, it would take me forever to get to sleep but I never thought I would die in my sleep i was so scared what it would feel like and what it would feel like if I died and I had that for about 2 and a half years so I know how it feels like and it does get better 😊
Same as me it not nice I'm 10 I've been the doctors today I end up really tired for school xxx saffron
I have the same thing with sleeping :-( But I'm a writer and find it really helps to dream stories x
I find it really difficult to sleep at night, it’s for a different reason- I just get really really scared to sleep alone, but I know what’s it like to dread sleep and how horrible it is! Love u saffron stay strong cxxx
Literally say this to people why I can’t sleep and no one can empathise with me! I’m so glad I’m not the only one but like you said I don’t wish it upon anyone.. it’s so horrible to have☹️xx
the fear of dying in ur sleep is linked with OCD
gothic skunk I used to get scared of it too
do you have ocd?? cuz honestly it is related xx
Early🔥I just want to say you are so inspiring and that’s one of the many reasons that I love you❤️❤️❤️
I love those raisins as well, they are the best 💜
As soon as u said Hiccup I hiccuped 😂😂😂
It’s Friday the 17th and I’m meeting You today in Easons on O’Connell street and I don’t think I’ve ever been so excited 🎉🎉❤️
I love love love Your vlogs and congrats on your new car! 💛❤💛
I used to have it, I tried to distract myself by thinking about all my favourite things and eventually it just went away
have you gone to the doctors about not being able to sleep cus of the thought of death? like i said on your other video when yoou mentioned it, i luckily got over it by keeping myself busy and making myself happier. let me know what the doctor says tho if you do ever go cus it'll help if my thoughts ever come back❤ youll get over it, just put youre self first and surround yourself with the people you love 24/7❤
I literally suffer from the same thing as you do, like I can never get the thoughts out of my head. I hate it but I loved the vloggg x
Omg I’m the same I’m 13 and I always get scared incase I’m kidnapped during the night! Ily ♥️♥️
Hahahahaha when Saffron said it looked like Casey & Nicole were on Jeremy Kyle 😂😂😂 couldn't stop laughing
Aw 8:28 the way Harlow smiles at u😻
When Darren took the camera I was laughing so much haha 😂❤️
Hello saffron your so so pretty and incredibly talented and gift full ❤️❤️❤️
Your so inspirational, i got your mercy yesterday it came it was too big and i don’t know what to do I’m so upset, I still love you xxx
Relaxing music, Sometimes helps Saffron type in UA-cam relaxing music and loads come up. Some don't work as well as others but its definitely worth a shot! 👍
I have this too! I'm also so scared to leave the house without telling everyone I love them even if it's to go down to the local shop. I tell my family and boyfriend I love them Whenever I go out or someone else does and before bed. Coz I never know when the last time I'll say it will be xx
So much love 4 you saffron. Can’t wait to buy some of your primark line! Dx
5:45 Jed sounded so like Casey 😂
3:00 harlow looks so fucking scared that’s a real shame Casey calm down she’s only 3 months old
I have that exact sleeping problem! I also suffer terribly from sleep paralysis which effects me almost every single time I sleep! Sleep paralysis is the scariest thing to happen, I hallucinate and it even stops me breathing correctly. It's horrendous but i dont think there is much that can cure it!
I have the exact same problem with sleeping and I hate it!!! Absolutely loved this vlog though Saffron and I love your car I'm so proud of you buying your own car from doing what you love! Keep doing what you're doing babygalllll❤️❤️❤️
You should never think that about your sleep! Always here princess ❤️
I love you, you’re amazing at what you do!! Literally traveled to London from Essex yesterday to get your primark range!! I’m in love😍❤️
I have this as well, it is horrible to think about but just remember you are still young and nothing will happen x
Safron I’m so happy u said this it sometimes happens to me but I taught it was just me I’m so happy now to hear I’m not the only one like this c
I lay out my Monopoly money like that too! 😂❤️
I’m so happy I’ve been so tired from school and your blogs make me so happy 😀 xxxxx
Your’s and Jed’s relationship is so funny😂😂
I have that to , it keeps me up most nights and it makes me tired in the morning whilst I’m at college
I love you Saff💞I’m so proud of everything you have achieved and you deserve the best☺️I love your car!!💘
So proud of you and every you achieved in such a short amount of time!! YOU GO GIRL XXXX
Your makeup is so gorgeous and natural in this vlog 😍💗
Love love love saffron can’t stop watching u vids there so amazing keep doing what ur doing never stop for anyone do what u love 💓💓
Omg saffron is so pretty all the time💙Wish I could be like her💙
i actually do have the same thing but like more general i like get panic attacks throughout the day as well because i'm afraid of dying, nobody actually knows this about me
LOVE YOU SAFFRON! LOVE WATXHING YOUR VIDROS ALWAYS LOOK FORWARD TO IT!
at 8.40 you just see Casey toe popping up 😂😂😂😂😂
Love you saff xxxxxxxxxxxx
You should check out the Speakmans, they deal with phobias incredibly. I’m going to a seminar with them soon. I have anxiety to stay away from home, and sickness phobia.
omg 3:19 harlow looks terrified hahahahahah
YOUR SO INSPIRING AND HAVE HELPED ME GET THROUGH ALOT OF TOUGH TIMES IM FOREVER GRATEFUL GORGG!!❤❤😍
Did u get the new merch yet
Back from school and ready to watch your lovely vlogs ❤️
I get so scared to sleep sometimes because of the same thing, honestly I just fuck it and sleep but it’s always in the back if my kind and I’ll a mini panick attack when I think of death in general. So glad that neither of us are alone on that, but it’s sad to think people get it
I have this saffron!! I’ve managed to keep it under control if you literally count to 3 and then shut your eyes for one minute and then blink really fast for one minute it really helps make you tired
Love your videos Saff! Get so happy when you upload 😂
Your car is amazing dont let anyone get you down xx ❤
I also have that fear of sleeping - though it's not as bad as yours seems. I'm also scared knowing that we voluntarily go unconscious for hours and wake up as if it didn't really happen. (I hope that me saying that didn't make things worse for anyone)
It must be horrible not being able to get to sleep because of that.💜I have occasionally been worried about that before I go to sleep but rarely and minorly.💚 I hope you are alright, it must be hard.💙 You are an amazing girl and you should be so proud of yourself for all of your achievements. 💛🎉 Love you❤❤
Hey saffron know you won't have chance to read this but on off chance you do. I just wanted to say how much I love your channel and what a inspiration you are! Your videos always make me smile ❤️ love the car btw keep you hard work x
Love you saffy. Your so inspiring. I’ve literally just got back from school and I’ve just watched your vid. I love it so much ❤️❤️❤️
“Neymar marry me please” 😆😆🤣🤣
LOVE YOUR VIDEOS!! CANT WAIT FOR YOUR MAIN CHANNEL VIDEO TONIGHT!!! LOVE UUUU GORG!!!
Yess sameeee
Is anyone else like me and gets tired during the day and by 10:30 they're exhausted and has to sleep?😂Other people go to bed at 1 am!!!
Yasmine Kathleen I’m always tired in the day but when I get into bed I can never sleep and stay up till like 2-4am
Kierans Life omg same
Ellie McManus I over think a lot of things before I sleep that’s why aha x
Im literally so tired after school I go to bed at like 6pm haha
Best vlogs after a hard day at school🙌🏻🙌🏻
I always like before Watching, Because I Know it's So Good😂😂
I have the same thing Saff, it’s so annoying and depressing. It makes it hard to get up and go to school the next day
STUNNING JUST STUNNING!! YOUR ACTUALLY UNREAL SAFFRON XXXX❤😍