Gerard-where is he, where's Mikey? Operator-calm down honey, it will be okay Gerard-where is he, where is my baby brother? Operator-it will be okay I promise it will be okay. I need to tell you something... Mikey... Gerard- will he be okay? Mikey? Gerard- where is Mikey? Operator- he killed himself if u listen closely at the beginning of the song,this is what u can hear behind the music
Gerard: Where is he, where's Mikey? Operator: calm down Honey, it will be ok. Gerard: Where is he? Where is my Baby Brother? Operator: it will be ok I promise it will be ok. I need to tell you something... Mikey- Gerard: Will he be okay? Mikey? Where is Mikey? Operator: - he killed himself Gerard: *gasps *sobs *screams is the talking at the beginning :'''
Damn it's nice to know other people get the same feeling. Like sad and nostalgic. Not to bring anyone down but holy fuck, this song makes me think of all the wrong decisions I took in life. This song came out while I was in high school and I reflect heavy on this song. I'm 25 now and I feel like I really messed up in life and can't undo it. I have to make peace with it all and it gets to me many times.
It's my birthday in less than an hour. so I'm lying in bed listening to the boys' new music and in tears. I love this. This is perfection. I need this. I relate to this.
How did I just find this And same, it's currently 11:37pm EST, casually waiting for the 26th of august to commit existent and just loving the brothers relationship so fucking m uCH??
I read somewhere that Gee wrote this song while sitting at Mikey's bedside in the hospital when he was in a coma because he overdosed on drugs. They didn't know if Mikey would live. He was in a coma for about three days -- I could be wrong though, I don't know exactly how long -- and because nobody, not Gee or even the doctors, knew if Mikey would live, which -- I think -- I inspiration for the opening conversation behind the music- - _Where is he, where's Mikey? …. Calm down, honey, it will be okay … Where is he? Where is Mikey? … It will be okay, I promise it will be okay. I need to tell you something … Where is Mikey? Where is my baby brother? … He killed himself._ -- So, yeah. I think that makes this song, like, twenty times sadder. I love Mikey and Gee so much it probably isn't healthy. So if you don't mind, excuse me whilst I sob.
Don't get me wrong I love MCR but I think it limited him because in my opinion this album sounds like he has more freedom and it sounds more like something Gerard wanted to make.
Abi Buxton i just think he evolved. he loved mcr and he was very edgy back then, but grew out of it and tried to make different music thats more personal to him
So rumor has it that this was first written when Mikey was first admitted to the hospital. Imagine Mikey hearing this song for the first time... that must have been a trip.
Why do I do this to myslef. It 2017. Im just in puddles. I had heard the conversation at the beginning on a post somehwere. The wheres mikey is he ok? He killed himself. Part and I cried not knowing where its from. Now I've heard the song, aaand I'm crying some more
Both My brother and I tried to die I’m still suicidal to this day and while he’s alive he’s not the same I live for him Sometimes he’s my only reason to stay I’m glad I found this song
Plz stay alive. People kill themselves every day, but they get forgotten about in 2 weeks time. I don’t even know you but I don’t want that to happen to you. You are amazing in your own way and if other people can’t see that it’s their loss, pray for them.
Usually I can only hear “Mikey? Where’s Mikey?” “He killed himself,” which is soul destroying enough but I think I just heard “calm down honey” and Gerard sobbing... I’m crying.
I remember listening to this song in middle school, and I thought it was so sad. I imagined what it'd be like losing my brother. Now, only a few months ago, he killed himself. My brother walked in front of a train, and the police came knocking on our door to break the news. This song is probably the most relatable to my situation, and I'm glad I remembered it. Maybe I'll find some comfort in this, knowing others know what that grief is like.
the vibes of this song feel like weird, unsettling nostalgia if you know what I mean???? like being reminded of a time you were so sad but it was for such a long period of time you kind of miss it in a weird twisted way because its so familiar to you
I love this song it's my favorite by gee , but the words in the beginning behind the music make me sad to the point where I'm about to cry, I love u Mikey way , And gee is so concerned for him it's just amazing how much he cares for his baby brother
No,he says: Gerard-where is he, where's Mikey? Operator-calm down honey, it will be okay Gerard-where is he, where is my baby brother? Operator-it will be okay I promise it will be okay. I need to tell you something... Mikey... Gerard- will he be okay? Mikey? Gerard- where is Mikey? Operator- he killed himself And you hear him sob
tw | suicide i lost my 24 year old cousin to suicide earlier this year. she overdosed. she meant so much to me, she was more like a sister, we spent so much time together. i haven’t been able to listen to this song in months after it reminds me of that horrific day her body was discovered. this is my first time listening to it in months, and i’m crying. i’ve dealt with suicidal thoughts for years and attempted twice, but now i know what it’s like to lose someone to suicide, and it’s made me want to get out of such a toxic mentality. rip romany, i miss you so much.
If anyone is reading this you are loved. I don’t know who you are, where you’ve been or what you’ve been through but you will be okay. I am a 20 year survivor of suicide and PTSD. Ive been diagnosed with several issues but I didn’t want that to dictate my life. No one should go through the feeling of wanting to end your own life. It’s horrible and it’s selfish. It’s so sad that there are people who want to gloat about being depressed like it’s supposed to be a badge comparison or validation. Everyone wants to be heard but so many don’t want to listen. In the end though you have to pick yourself up for you. If you can’t even start to help yourself how can you begin to really help others? Learn to love yourself and be your own best friend. Stop bullying yourself and lowering your self worth. Fight the pain and don’t let it dictate who you want to be. Be honest and honor yourself by following your own morales. No one else can do it for you. If you can’t believe in yourself now then believe in me who believes in you. I will love you unconditionally. You should start loving you too. You are here and now, that is all that matters. May you find happiness
this was made while mikey was in a coma due to an overdose aND IM CRYING BECAUSE THERE WAS A SMALL CHANCE HE WAS GONNA WAKE UP WE CANT IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT MIKEY WAY
this song hits like a truck every time, it’s one of the only songs that makes me actually feel physically heavy in my chest like i can actually feel my heart sinking and I know it’s all mental but, like, woah
This song has saved me from my darkest moments in my life and I am truly thankful for Gerard, I can't express the mental help and inspiration that you have gave me. Without your music I would be dead or somewhere lost in my head confused and unstable.
Thank You For the Venom: "Give me all your poison, give me all your pills /And give me all your hopeless hearts to make me ill" Brother: "Oh, just wait until this is all we have to keep us ill "
i don’t know if anyone’s here after two years, but.. i promise you living is worth it. good things are yet to come. i promise. i absolutely promise. if you are looking for a sign, this is it. keep on living. one day, when things are okay, i hope you remember this comment. you’ll be glad you kept living. i promise.
Does anyone have the time to bring me down? And can I sleep all night long to the drums of the city rain? Just make it up 'Cause I'm awake all night long to the drums of the city rain And brother if you have the chance to pick me up? And can I sleep on your couch to the pound of the ache and pain? Oh, in my head 'cause I'm awake all night long to the drums of the city rain The lights we chase The nights we steal The things that we take To make us feel this I can't go back Don't think I will I won't sleep tonight as long as I still Hear the drums of the city rain Does anyone have the guts to shut me up? 'Cause I believe that every night There's a chance we can walk away So hold on tight Because I won't wait too long in the drums of the beating rain 'Cause the nights don't last And we leave alone Will you drive me back? Can you take me home? The lights we chase The nights we steal The things that we take To make us feel this I can't go back I don't think I will I won't sleep tonight as long as I still Hear the drums of the city rain Faces I don't know I am tired in the glow Of the freezing club Keep me breathing don't make the lights come back Can you take me home? We all need this when we leave alone Remember when you and I would make things up? So many nights, just take me down to the place we could hear them play I miss that sound 'Cause now we don't sing so loud To the drums of the city rain The lights we chase The nights we steal The things that we take To make us feel this I can't go back I don't think I will I won't sleep tonight as long as I still Hear the drums of the city rain Like strangers laugh and like subways feel Things I'm trying to break Oh, just wait until this is all we have to keep us ill I won't breathe tonight as long as I still hear the drums of the city rain
no no no, you got it wrong, its "he killed himself" in past, what you are saying is in present, like its happening right now, like "hes killing himself right now" but he did it, hes no longer doing it
I don't usually open up like this on the internet but there's something I want to leave here. One year ago, during the covid lockdown I almost lost my younger sibling because of a suicide attempt. They were just 13 at the time. When I learnt it I was petrified. I was in such despair that I wrote a song about them as if they were already gone. I know they attempted multiple times but there was nothing I could do to help cause they were keeping everyone away. Every moment we were seperate I was worried to death they were gone. I couldn't leave them alone without being afraid. Both my parents were also pretty messed up and I was the one who had to keep the family together. I was fifteen years old at the time. I would often cry myself to sleep while listening to this song, hoping we could go back to the good old days. Today I decided to listen to thing song again for the first time after months and I'm in tears. I'm still afraid. I'm afraid my sibling might attempt again cause even though a year passed we're all still fucked up. I don't know what to do. I'm scared and noone can help me. I'm so close to giving up This song is the only thing in the world that can describe how I feel. I hope that maybe one day my sibling and I will get through this as Gerard and Mikey did. Maybe one day we'll get to play that song I wrote back then with our future band. That's the only thing I'll ever wish for.
Idrc is this is late or whatever but I'd like to share my thoughts. So I love this song so much because I connect this with my sister and brother and like, I'd have no meaning without them. Losing them is my second worst fear. Even then moving out scares me. I am the youngest so my sister already moved out and me and her are close but me and my brother are closer so when he moves out in only a few years I'll be devastated because he knows when I'm anxious, feeling sad, need company, and whatever. Who's gonna do that for me when he leaves? Idk just some random thoughts :/
Happy birthday Gerard Way. You’re music has inspired me to eventually start writing music of my own and to begin exploring myself. Your works have made me laughed and cry and thank you for bringing your talents to all of us. 🎂
This makes me wanna cry bc this song talks about letting go of the past and breathing in the night u have u can tell when he wrote this he realized how great fun he was to breathe that air with people who cared AH
I love this song... It sounds really asthetic and it takes me back to a simpler time when things were all good. But to me, this song is kinda about Llving in reality, because the lyrics is like the dream past/kid world and the background about Mikey is the actual reality years after and there is no more of the dream/kid world.
Hey Jay Bird. I know you won't ever be able to read this but, remember this song? We played it all the time, remember? I still play it. When I'm feeling sad or when I think of you. I miss you bubba. I'll see you again someday. Just wait, bub. Your little brother will see you soon. I love you Jay Bird.
I CANNOT listen to this god damn song. My brother went missing eight years ago and I still can’t handle it. I sing this song some nights as if I were singing to him! Oh god now I’m gettin worked up HELP
I was having terrible intrusive thoughts of my family dying, particularly my siblings earlier today. This made me violently cry. I'm so glad Mikey survived and is doing better now
This song can make me cry anytime . I was taken aback by it because I am viewing your lyric videos playlist. So my heart just sunk and I went oh noooo. 😢😢😢 But I love it so much at the same time.
My cat is on her way to get put down today and I'm listening to this. Nothing has ever been harder than watching my mom carry her into the car and realizing I'll never see her again
Gerard-where is he, where's Mikey?
Operator-calm down honey, it will be okay
Gerard-where is he, where is my baby brother?
Operator-it will be okay I promise it will be okay. I need to tell you something... Mikey...
Gerard- will he be okay? Mikey?
Gerard- where is Mikey?
Operator- he killed himself
if u listen closely at the beginning of the song,this is what u can hear behind the music
the fabulous Killjoy I bet you did that JUST so I would cry . . .
Armin Mahlove
When I first found this out
I STAYED SILENT THE WHOLE DAY
AND CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP.
AND I STILL DO WHENEVER I THINK OF THIS
U can hear it at the end gerard is crying and saying mikey? Omfg im go cry in a corner
How could you hear that!?!?
You can hear it a little bit more clearly at the end?
I think there's something wrong with my computer. The screen keeps getting all blurry.
Oh, wait...
False alarm, it's just me crying again.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ME
mood
Rip the Computer
Gerard: Where is he, where's Mikey?
Operator: calm down Honey, it will be ok.
Gerard: Where is he? Where is my Baby Brother?
Operator: it will be ok I promise it will be ok. I need to tell you something... Mikey-
Gerard: Will he be okay? Mikey? Where is Mikey?
Operator: - he killed himself
Gerard: *gasps *sobs *screams
is the talking at the beginning :'''
what does it means pls explain
@@yhfie behind the music in the beginning that's what they say
I actually can't hear it
I love your pfp
Yep and it's sad as fuvk
This song and don't try are my favorite songs by Gerard.
I Don't Know How Many Fandoms I'm In OMG MINE TOO ARE WE TWINS OR SOMETHING AHAHAHAH
I Don't Know How Many Fandoms I'm In LITERALLY same?? They feels powerful in a way I don't know how to explain. Almost painful?? But in a good way
and drugstore perfume :D
Literally... yes. Same.
Doctor: "You have only 4 minutes and 30 seconds to live"
Me: *Opens the video*
HivaoTv but you'll miss the last 3 seconds
shit I must have misread the length then. My bad
+Gerard pickle the last three seconds is to pike it and add it to the 'playlist'
GreatRecorder the three seconds is getting to the video
*gets an ad before the video/computer buffers*
Aw sh*t
This song will always be like a razor scooter to the ankle, no matter how many times I hear it
the song makes me feel sentimental and i don't know why :((
youre not alone there honey
@@laurarezende8985 It makes me so emotional i cant...
@@doravecsei8031 idk why but this song really hits us somehow :(
Damn it's nice to know other people get the same feeling. Like sad and nostalgic.
Not to bring anyone down but holy fuck, this song makes me think of all the wrong decisions I took in life. This song came out while I was in high school and I reflect heavy on this song. I'm 25 now and I feel like I really messed up in life and can't undo it. I have to make peace with it all and it gets to me many times.
I've only discovered this song a few weeks ago, and yet it makes me feel so... nostalgic? It's strange, but pleasant in a weird way.
gothicMCRgirl same!! I don't even know why but it's just 💜💜
IN a GeRaRd WaY
damn u stole my comment.
It’s so weird! Very familiar and safe, and I love it!
Yeah same, when I first heard it it felt like this song was a part of my past in some way
mikey is that
is that you
Who the hell disliked this?? It's so beautiful
Bob
ILoRBX oh my God
+hans bc it's about Mikey lmao I just got that
my sister probably lmao idek why this is godly
They were crying so hard they hit the wrong one
Am I the only one who can't hear the conversation at the beginning for shit. Sound at 100 with earbuds in and I can't hear anything
mee
Same
i could kind of hear it when i listened for long enough
Its like this sorta i think
Gee- wheres my baby brother?
Other person- he killed himself
Gee-idkwhathessayingheresoack
I can hear muffled talking but I can definitely here the "he killed himself" part, but that's it
"Mikey! Where is he?"
"He killed himself"
madelyn young what?
Snow Theneko if you listen to the end of the song thats what it says
madelyn young I NEVER NOTICED THAT OMG
I just heard it and it sounds really creepy
*cries in emo*
This song emotionally wounded me ;-;
I'm not okay (I promise)
Averie Grace *slowly applauds*
averie ridings do u mean all of us are not okay (we promise)
well if you wanted honesty-
It's my birthday in less than an hour. so I'm lying in bed listening to the boys' new music and in tears. I love this. This is perfection. I need this. I relate to this.
Happy (EXTREMELY LATE) Birthday!!!!!! Sincerely, your fren!
Happy birthday to youuuu my friend stay strong!
Happy year later birthday!
bob ross always that
How did I just find this
And same, it's currently 11:37pm EST, casually waiting for the 26th of august to commit existent and just
loving the brothers relationship so fucking m uCH??
this song makes me wanna just hug Gerard and Mikey so damn much
Same
I read somewhere that Gee wrote this song while sitting at Mikey's bedside in the hospital when he was in a coma because he overdosed on drugs. They didn't know if Mikey would live. He was in a coma for about three days -- I could be wrong though, I don't know exactly how long -- and because nobody, not Gee or even the doctors, knew if Mikey would live, which -- I think -- I inspiration for the opening conversation behind the music- - _Where is he, where's Mikey? …. Calm down, honey, it will be okay … Where is he? Where is Mikey? … It will be okay, I promise it will be okay. I need to tell you something … Where is Mikey? Where is my baby brother? … He killed himself._ -- So, yeah. I think that makes this song, like, twenty times sadder. I love Mikey and Gee so much it probably isn't healthy. So if you don't mind, excuse me whilst I sob.
I'M SOBBING
OMW TO WRITE A SONG FOR MY LITTLE SISTER
SEE YOU WHEN I'M FAMOUS ;-;
Bruh, idk while I was reading this tears had come :')
@@sometimesicryovermcrsongs yoo, i see u in a lot of Mcr vids lmao
@@StarGaby. lmao 😩
I follow you on Pinterest and I'm subed to you😋😋😋
your lyrics video are so A E S T H E T I C
Azyz true she is sooo goood😽
this song makes me cry everytime
Don't get me wrong I love MCR but I think it limited him because in my opinion this album sounds like he has more freedom and it sounds more like something Gerard wanted to make.
^ but seasons change but people don’t
Izzy O'Connor people do change, the fuck?
+Izzy O'Connor people actually change, though??
Abi Buxton i just think he evolved. he loved mcr and he was very edgy back then, but grew out of it and tried to make different music thats more personal to him
He’s changed that’s all
I love how the aesthetically pleasing background is always EXACTLY the vibes I feel while listening to the song
Brother-"and can I sleep on your couch"
The sharpest lives- "If I crash on the couch can I sleep in my clothes"
Mcr never left people
So rumor has it that this was first written when Mikey was first admitted to the hospital. Imagine Mikey hearing this song for the first time... that must have been a trip.
I could see him sobbing and hugging Gerard at the end
@@onyx747 don't make me cry in front of my parents
@@beezechurger797 I'm sorry Helena
Why do I do this to myslef. It 2017. Im just in puddles. I had heard the conversation at the beginning on a post somehwere. The wheres mikey is he ok? He killed himself. Part and I cried not knowing where its from. Now I've heard the song, aaand I'm crying some more
Dear 2 Dislikers,
I will find you.
I will shame you.
You shall not live to disrespect my Gerard baby again.
Bitterly, YOUR MOM
SNAZZY PICKLES its Bob. he made two accounts
Gerard Way's Pickle There's 3 of them now! 0.0 ;-;
6 now
Both My brother and I tried to die
I’m still suicidal to this day and while he’s alive he’s not the same
I live for him
Sometimes he’s my only reason to stay
I’m glad I found this song
Stay alive please..
Plz stay alive. People kill themselves every day, but they get forgotten about in 2 weeks time. I don’t even know you but I don’t want that to happen to you. You are amazing in your own way and if other people can’t see that it’s their loss, pray for them.
I hope your alright now, its been two years since you last wrote this comment i hope your brother is doing alright too
Usually I can only hear “Mikey? Where’s Mikey?” “He killed himself,” which is soul destroying enough but I think I just heard “calm down honey” and Gerard sobbing...
I’m crying.
I don't know where this 911 call story started, but the beginning is audio from another video. Nothing else.
If you listen really closely in the beginning, you can hear....
... *_ME VIOLENTLY SOBBING_*
I heard it
why am i crying, I don't even have a brother or a sibling yet i'm full on sobbing to this
Gerard Way is married and sells comics. He looks at peace
**writes, and i think he also illustrates some
I remember listening to this song in middle school, and I thought it was so sad. I imagined what it'd be like losing my brother. Now, only a few months ago, he killed himself. My brother walked in front of a train, and the police came knocking on our door to break the news. This song is probably the most relatable to my situation, and I'm glad I remembered it. Maybe I'll find some comfort in this, knowing others know what that grief is like.
this song is my fave off of hesitant alien ahhhh
Bia Ferreira same tho
Dammit the only song that makes me cry
A ..
Same I don't even cry during movies :/
*grabs tissues* i'M READY TO CRY
THE WHOLE THING IS SO AESTHETIC. which font do you use? Just wondered
Gerard pickle idk if it is but this looks very similar to the font Gotham Bold Italic. hope that helps 🖒
It also looks like Arial in italics
it’s arial in bold and italics I’m pretty sure
Omg, call me crazy, but ur pfp and nickname are so epicc
we need to talk abt the corrolation of mcyt and mcr
I just failed a suicide attempt and this song makes me feel a little better
Grell Sutcliffe
I'm glad you're still here. Please stay alive.
Grell Sutcliffe stay alive fren we all need each other
Grell Sutcliffe please take care, stay alive I love you ❤
hey, please stay alive friend, i'm so glad you're still here ❤
Grell Sutcliffe Please don't commit suicide because you matter there's a reason your alive
the vibes of this song feel like weird, unsettling nostalgia if you know what I mean???? like being reminded of a time you were so sad but it was for such a long period of time you kind of miss it in a weird twisted way because its so familiar to you
I love this song it's my favorite by gee , but the words in the beginning behind the music make me sad to the point where I'm about to cry, I love u Mikey way , And gee is so concerned for him it's just amazing how much he cares for his baby brother
This song makes me feel nostalgic about memories I don't own
Gee's songs have something macical. They make you nostalgic, happy and sad at the same time.
I get chills every time🖤
What. 👏A. 👏Blessing. 👏Why. 👏Have. 👏I. 👏Not. 👏Heard. 👏This. Before. 🤔
in the intro u can hear G saying "moiki(sorry not sorry) u good? MOIKI u ALIVE!?
No,he says:
Gerard-where is he, where's Mikey?
Operator-calm down honey, it will be okay
Gerard-where is he, where is my baby brother?
Operator-it will be okay I promise it will be okay. I need to tell you something... Mikey...
Gerard- will he be okay? Mikey?
Gerard- where is Mikey?
Operator- he killed himself
And you hear him sob
Aaaaa volis mcr!
is it weird that this song doesn't make me feel sad but more happier? like it gives me hope for better future, it makes me feel safe
No ur not weird at all, it gives me hope too
This is the type of song i don't know by heart because if i listen to it too often it will tear me apart
Cant hear other shit other than
Kid: -Mikey?
Man: listen, he killed himself.
_recording of_ *_THAT_* _conversation stutters_
tw | suicide
i lost my 24 year old cousin to suicide earlier this year. she overdosed. she meant so much to me, she was more like a sister, we spent so much time together. i haven’t been able to listen to this song in months after it reminds me of that horrific day her body was discovered. this is my first time listening to it in months, and i’m crying. i’ve dealt with suicidal thoughts for years and attempted twice, but now i know what it’s like to lose someone to suicide, and it’s made me want to get out of such a toxic mentality.
rip romany, i miss you so much.
This song hits different when you're crying in the dark
Frr
IT HURTS
If anyone is reading this you are loved. I don’t know who you are, where you’ve been or what you’ve been through but you will be okay.
I am a 20 year survivor of suicide and PTSD. Ive been diagnosed with several issues but I didn’t want that to dictate my life. No one should go through the feeling of wanting to end your own life. It’s horrible and it’s selfish. It’s so sad that there are people who want to gloat about being depressed like it’s supposed to be a badge comparison or validation. Everyone wants to be heard but so many don’t want to listen. In the end though you have to pick yourself up for you. If you can’t even start to help yourself how can you begin to really help others?
Learn to love yourself and be your own best friend. Stop bullying yourself and lowering your self worth. Fight the pain and don’t let it dictate who you want to be. Be honest and honor yourself by following your own morales. No one else can do it for you.
If you can’t believe in yourself now then believe in me who believes in you. I will love you unconditionally. You should start loving you too. You are here and now, that is all that matters.
May you find happiness
I'm reading the comments and all I see is "1 year ago," Or "2 years ago" And I'm here in 2019 listening to this song still freaking crying T^T
Still crying. We just hit 2021.
@@ChiliCatCreates same
its 2023 now
It's 2 days until 2024 now
guess what. year of our lord 2024 . guess what i'm doing
I live for your lyric videos💗💗❤❤
I CRY AT THE BEGINNING WHAT
this was made while mikey was in a coma due to an overdose aND IM CRYING BECAUSE THERE WAS A SMALL CHANCE HE WAS GONNA WAKE UP
WE CANT IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT MIKEY WAY
This has always been one of my favorites but then I actually listened to the lyrics and it solidified it's spot in my favorite Gerard Way songs.
This hits different when you have brother(s) that have said over the phone that they want to jump into traffic
dont worry he is fine
I feel like this woke something up inside me yet killed it at the same time
this song hits like a truck every time, it’s one of the only songs that makes me actually feel physically heavy in my chest
like i can actually feel my heart sinking and I know it’s all mental but, like, woah
This song means a lot to me and I don't know why. Whenever I hear I just get really emotional.
I can't stop crying 😥 love this song
same vro
SCREW YOU BEGINNING OF THE SONG.
And the end... look at all that pain
It’s only March 22nd, I didn’t need to cry more
am i broken or something bc im not crying
+Stay Alive b I'm not crying as well
Twenty Øne Chemical Phan Boys lets not cry together
Stay Alive I'm coming with you.
Stay Alive what about the intro
Stay Alive me 2 years ago when i was an emotionless blob
I was vibing to Future Violents and this song had NO RIGHTS to hit me like a trainwreck out of nowhere and I'm crying now.
This song has saved me from my darkest moments in my life and I am truly thankful for Gerard, I can't express the mental help and inspiration that you have gave me. Without your music I would be dead or somewhere lost in my head confused and unstable.
Thank You For the Venom: "Give me all your poison, give me all your pills /And give me all your hopeless hearts to make me ill"
Brother: "Oh, just wait until this is all we have to keep us ill
"
i don’t know if anyone’s here after two years, but.. i promise you living is worth it. good things are yet to come. i promise. i absolutely promise. if you are looking for a sign, this is it. keep on living. one day, when things are okay, i hope you remember this comment. you’ll be glad you kept living. i promise.
Thank you.
Sendhelp 284 💛if you need a friend i’m more than happy to share my twitter
You are very sweet 💗 thank you for that! Keep well!
Does anyone have the time to bring me down?
And can I sleep all night long to the drums of the city rain?
Just make it up
'Cause I'm awake all night long to the drums of the city rain
And brother if you have the chance to pick me up?
And can I sleep on your couch to the pound of the ache and pain?
Oh, in my head 'cause I'm awake all night long to the drums of the city rain
The lights we chase
The nights we steal
The things that we take
To make us feel this
I can't go back
Don't think I will
I won't sleep tonight as long as I still
Hear the drums of the city rain
Does anyone have the guts to shut me up?
'Cause I believe that every night
There's a chance we can walk away
So hold on tight
Because I won't wait too long in the drums of the beating rain
'Cause the nights don't last
And we leave alone
Will you drive me back?
Can you take me home?
The lights we chase
The nights we steal
The things that we take
To make us feel this
I can't go back
I don't think I will
I won't sleep tonight as long as I still
Hear the drums of the city rain
Faces I don't know
I am tired in the glow
Of the freezing club
Keep me breathing don't make the lights come back
Can you take me home?
We all need this when we leave alone
Remember when you and I would make things up?
So many nights, just take me down to the place we could hear them play
I miss that sound
'Cause now we don't sing so loud
To the drums of the city rain
The lights we chase
The nights we steal
The things that we take
To make us feel this
I can't go back
I don't think I will
I won't sleep tonight as long as I still
Hear the drums of the city rain
Like strangers laugh and like subways feel
Things I'm trying to break
Oh, just wait until this is all we have to keep us ill
I won't breathe tonight as long as I still hear the drums of the city rain
I’m absulty sobbing to this the pain he must’ve felt 😭😭😭😭😔
this song has a special place in my heart
“mikey!? mikey? wheres my baby brother? whats wrong with mikey?!”
“he’s killing himself.”
no no no, you got it wrong, its "he killed himself" in past, what you are saying is in present, like its happening right now, like "hes killing himself right now" but he did it, hes no longer doing it
who tf are those two dislikes this song is beautiful how dare you
kinda late but who the fuck disliked this song??
Bob
Nina Vermoesen bob
hans did u just like go through every comment for ppl who said who disliked it bc that is so funny
IM TEARING UP ALREADY
This song is so powerful.
It’s almost 3:00AM and I’m balling my eyes out
I don't usually open up like this on the internet but there's something I want to leave here.
One year ago, during the covid lockdown I almost lost my younger sibling because of a suicide attempt. They were just 13 at the time. When I learnt it I was petrified. I was in such despair that I wrote a song about them as if they were already gone. I know they attempted multiple times but there was nothing I could do to help cause they were keeping everyone away. Every moment we were seperate I was worried to death they were gone. I couldn't leave them alone without being afraid. Both my parents were also pretty messed up and I was the one who had to keep the family together. I was fifteen years old at the time. I would often cry myself to sleep while listening to this song, hoping we could go back to the good old days.
Today I decided to listen to thing song again for the first time after months and I'm in tears. I'm still afraid. I'm afraid my sibling might attempt again cause even though a year passed we're all still fucked up. I don't know what to do. I'm scared and noone can help me. I'm so close to giving up
This song is the only thing in the world that can describe how I feel.
I hope that maybe one day my sibling and I will get through this as Gerard and Mikey did. Maybe one day we'll get to play that song I wrote back then with our future band. That's the only thing I'll ever wish for.
Thanks Gee, im cryin
first time listening to this song and i just sat here sobbing
Idrc is this is late or whatever but I'd like to share my thoughts. So I love this song so much because I connect this with my sister and brother and like, I'd have no meaning without them. Losing them is my second worst fear. Even then moving out scares me. I am the youngest so my sister already moved out and me and her are close but me and my brother are closer so when he moves out in only a few years I'll be devastated because he knows when I'm anxious, feeling sad, need company, and whatever. Who's gonna do that for me when he leaves? Idk just some random thoughts :/
i miss my brother so much.. he’s somewhere out there... still guarding his little sister.
This is first time I clearly heard “where’s Mikey?” “He killed himself” I’m crying sm
No. I'm not crying.
Hi me. Im still crying
I mean I'm not. :/
Damn
6 years ago. Damn.
What do you use to make these?♡
i just want to hear his voice forever
Happy birthday Gerard Way. You’re music has inspired me to eventually start writing music of my own and to begin exploring myself. Your works have made me laughed and cry and thank you for bringing your talents to all of us. 🎂
This makes me wanna cry bc this song talks about letting go of the past and breathing in the night u have u can tell when he wrote this he realized how great fun he was to breathe that air with people who cared AH
THIS SONG IS SO GOOD
crying ty
I love this song... It sounds really asthetic and it takes me back to a simpler time when things were all good. But to me, this song is kinda about Llving in reality, because the lyrics is like the dream past/kid world and the background about Mikey is the actual reality years after and there is no more of the dream/kid world.
This song makes me nostalgic for something I never experienced
Hey Jay Bird. I know you won't ever be able to read this but, remember this song? We played it all the time, remember? I still play it. When I'm feeling sad or when I think of you. I miss you bubba. I'll see you again someday. Just wait, bub. Your little brother will see you soon. I love you Jay Bird.
I CANNOT listen to this god damn song. My brother went missing eight years ago and I still can’t handle it. I sing this song some nights as if I were singing to him! Oh god now I’m gettin worked up HELP
Nice song for missing old friendships gone bad
One of many songs by MCR/ex members that makes me cry every time
THIS IS THE MOST PAINFUL THING I HAVE EXPERIENCED and I have felt a lot of pain and this HURTS.
I was having terrible intrusive thoughts of my family dying, particularly my siblings earlier today. This made me violently cry. I'm so glad Mikey survived and is doing better now
crying even more
His voice.. oh my god
This song can make me cry anytime . I was taken aback by it because I am viewing your lyric videos playlist. So my heart just sunk and I went oh noooo. 😢😢😢 But I love it so much at the same time.
So aesthetic
My cat is on her way to get put down today and I'm listening to this. Nothing has ever been harder than watching my mom carry her into the car and realizing I'll never see her again
knowing the meaning from this song and my emotional state right now this makes me cry.and you can hear the sadness in his voice.