"Stupid mental health walk" I feel that so much. I force myself everyday to do 1 or 2 or sometimes 3 of those walks. Thank you for sharing your life and family. Your videos and channel make a difference.
Thank you to Rob for being such a good partner to someone with additional life struggles while handling his own as well like everyone has to. I wish a long and strong relationship for both of you
Former school psych here: I am trying to educate people about how “mental health patients not taking their meds” is more than just patient refusal. I am currently disabled from migraines and cptsd and I cannot tell you the last time I had my full medication regimen. Not since I’ve been disabled. Thanks for educating others! ❤
Thank you to Rob for being so incredibly supportive. It is clear as the sky is blue, that man is so in love with you, and the children you two are raising together. The channel is helpful to me in so many ways but to see how Rob has been there through some pretty terrible times for you and the effort he puts into his relationship and his love for you is evident. I am sure it isn't always sunshine and unicorn farts, but that look in his eyes tells me he is IN. Thank you for being so brave and sharing not only what you have learned but what you experience, without the polish. May you be well.
When I was going through my Master's program at the University, my son was about 4 and very active. He would zoom around the room while I typed out my papers. Unfortunately, I was never able to use my degree in the workforce as my schizoaffective symptoms took a turn for the worse after I graduated. But, my life has been fulfilling anyway. I really enjoyed being a mother and seeing my son grow into a great young man. Your video reminds me of those busy days--thanks for sharing!
Girl, these tasks are taxing WITHOUT schizophrenia. I'm 31 and realize that there's absolutely NO way I could successfully keep small humans alive and raise them to not be bad people!!
I have no idea how you do it lol. I have entire days where I'm lying in bed, for no reason at all. You're out there raising a family, and going to school! Props!
You are amazing. I struggle with depression, PTSD and OCD combo...your videos give me a role model to gain strength to move forward best I can - not to judge myself critically and negatively,
Its surprising to see you so active and capable..as a carer for a bipolar / schizophrenic lady, my experience is that she can't do many "practical" things.. i am with her 24/7, i take care of her, the house, garden and pets, cooking and cleaning obviously her pschyiatric appointments, medication and blood work. You are coping brilliantly!!! ❤
You have a beautiful family! Thank you for showing how "paperwork snafus" at the pharmacy can ruin a person's health and we'll being. Yes, life is complicated and you demonstrated that beautifully. ❤
Came here from Dr Chris Palmer's recent interview with Dr Eric Westman where he gives a shout out to your channel. I'm really glad to see your recovery but wanted to watch an older video to understand your journey. Thank you for shining a spot light on the illness and the possibilities to heal with lifestyle/food!! 🙂
I have schizo effective disorder also. From one patient to another let me just say that you are far more organized and professional than I am. My house looks like a studio Ghibli movie. Haha! You make me feel bad bc I could not do what you do. Like, for example I choose not to have kids so that I don't have to raise anyone while being mentally ill. That's something that you are very good at. I'm jealous! You go girl! You teach people something important. That mental illness is not a personality.
Lauren You are such a strong example of what a mother should be and you make a difference to the world and your children. And you are strong. Love is the desire to do good to others.
I’m a music therapist who recently started a job on a behavioral health inpatient unit for kids. These videos are so helpful. Thank you. I wish you continued comfort and whatever you feel is balance ❤
What a wonderful video! This inspires us to realize those with mental health disorders can live high functioning, rich lives. Rob is FUNNY (also a love)... Blessings to your family for sharing and inspiring.
Ahhhh my queen❤❤ thank you for sharing, I struggled myself today. I look at you and think “wow she has her life together.” Hearing that you still succeeded at your daily tasks, while also lying in the fetal position increased my love for you. Today my accomplishments included; driving sober! Working! Bed time routine! -and also- self hatred, OCD symptoms, and hurtful ideations. Your channel makes me feel hopeful and human❤
Each day, you face your challenges with grace and bravery. Keep shining your light, for it brightens the lives of those lucky enough to know you, even those online. Your journey is a story of triumph, and you are a beacon of hope for many. ❤
I went a week trying to get my meds from my psychiatrist. I was down to no meds the last day and 1/2. I felt off for a week following. So I can relate.
Your honesty and openness is so helpful for many. My mom had schizophrenia at a time when it was taboo to talk about it. I’m convinced things would have been different for my family had there been people like you sharing their journeys at that time.
Thanks for sharing such private struggles. Please take a moment to realize how important what you're doing is! My daughter finds your group helpful. I find hope in seeing your videos. You could do your daily coping in private, but please continue sharing to help others! It's so so important. There's not enough attention or support.
We're normal people living normal lives. Doing our best with the cards we have been dealt. Mental health struggles ain't no joke. Heart warming video. Stay strong, everyone.
Thank you for sharing Lauren! Praying you get your meds soon 🤗 Hope you get to rest and take care of yourself to keep stress low to help keep symptoms away ❤
Lauren, your strength and candor are truly admirable. I have bipolar 2 and stumbled upon your channel somehow. I had never met anyone with schizoaffective disorder and had only abstract ideas about what the condition is like and how it affects those who have it. Getting such an unfiltered glimpse into your life has been very inspiring to me as I try to better myself. I just hope you know these videos make a difference.
I was still picturing your baby as being 6 months old 😂 time flies my goodness..I'm a mom of 4 too with severe depression and anxiety and although I don't have schizophrenia your channel has been helpful in making me feel so not alone in feeling mentally...not "normal," being a mom and woes with doctors and medications, etc. Thank you for your continued sharing!
Thank you so much for your videos. You give me hope as I prepare for my son to come home from the hospital. I pray he finds the love and support oneday that you have. He was just diagnosed and feels so lonely. You two are such an inspiration. Thank you again❤
Thank you so much for sharing. It is so familiar and i really appreciate that you let us in to the everyday hurdles of life that so many of us need to negotiate while feeling alone and silly in the struggle.
I love these vlogs. Sometimes I feel like when my days are normal that I can’t possibly have a mental health disorder but it’s a good reminder that you can live a normal life and have a mental health disorder. It’s not all chaos, all the time
Thank you so much Lauren and rob for letting us into your family and personal lives in order to educate us and even help so many people with mental health challenges!! I don’t have or know anyone with schizophrenia but have watched your channel for years just for your vibes, educational topics, realness, and inclusion. Thank you again for educating me and so many others ❤ sending love from OHIO 🫶🏽
Oh my goodness your kiddos are just so darn adorable ❤ You are such a great human. Thank you for putting your stories out there. I don’t suffer from schizophrenia, but can relate to anxiety. You have a lot on your plate, but you seem to be mindful and care about your health and wellness.
You are incredible, thankyou so much for your candidness. My father was diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia when I was 17. That was over 40 years ago and it was a terrible time. Before he could get the help he needed, he took his life. The help and support you have is so incredibly positive and e4ncouraging for anyone with this illness. I like that it's talked about and the stigma is so much less than in my fathers time, take care, xxx
Thank you Lauren! I have been watching you as part of my recovery from a bad time in my life. I may not have schizophrenia, but I understand what it's like to live with a mental illness that can define your life if you let it. It's a journey, it isn't easy, but it's worth it. I go by this thought process: Don't let your wellbeing define you, that's what your actions and relationships are for. Peace and love! The house looks great! Live with love and passion, so you never live in regret! 😊
You are truly a very courageous woman and your self awareness allows you to be the great Mom that you are. There are people with lessor issues who don't give it the effort that you put into it. You are an inspiration!❤
Well Miss Lauren, I think you are an extra special Mom. I’m super happy that you are open to options for things to help while not having the dosage you need of your medication. I wanted to ask you if you ever have times that you lose where you are in your explanation or focus? And then, have trouble getting back to it? Thank you for sharing, you have a beautiful family! Cheers to you all!🌞
Oh my gosh, I am so sorry you're experiencing those issues with accessing your medications. I recently had to change doctors for pain management and I'm having a similar issue! Since I first saw her in July she has put in 11 prescriptions for my meds and none of them have been correct on the first try! Incorrect dosage, incorrect numbers, completely wrong fill days, the list of mistakes is endless. It is so scary to have such unpredictable access to medications. I am so so sorry this is happening to you too. You're not alone.
You are doing really well. Sometimes looking at what you have done vs an identified short term problem can promote you ability to cope. All the best to you and your dear family!
You are such an inspiration to me! I love your videos and your honesty. It has been helpful for me as well, and I do not have Schizophrenic Affective Disorder. My personal belief about mental illness and mental wellness is that as long as a person is doing their level best to be med compliant, which you clearly are and do, there are no issues. I am a real supporter for med compliant patients. Your videos have been teaching me how to be more compassionate when some who are not med compliant by choice want to interact with me. You helped. Thank you always.
Thank you so much for sharing your experience with us, the highs and the lows and everything in between. It’s very brave of you. As the daughter of a mother with the same ailment, you have helped me SO MUCH, personally. And in turn, you have made me a more knowledgeable, understanding and well adjusted caregiver. I think my mother has benefited greatly from you, through me. I just cannot thank you enough.❤
Not having the full dose of your antipsychotic meds is a horrible feeling. I went through a very rough time earlier this year where I was between providers and lost access to refills of my prescription. I tried rationing my meds, taking half doses, then skipping while doses to make my medication last longer. I made it 3 weeks like that, and then I completely destroyed one of the friendships that meant the most to me, and I ended up right back in the hospital that I had been discharged from 2 months before. Sorry for oversharing, hopefully someone on here can take my experience and use it to avoid a situation of their own!
I hope your situation with getting the meds resolves quickly! They are so important for living and a safe life. Glad you have your family around to support you also❤
You are a loving person, I’m a empath, I admire your courage, we all need to be more open and loving toward mental illness, keep fighting for yourself, I’ve witnessed to many good poeple not taking there meds, doing your short term half dose is like for others that aswell don’t have your courage or mostly the love you attract, which can fall apart at any moment without meds💪❤️
Kids help so much for keeping routine! I never would be so diligent and committed for myself but knowing kids find safety in routine and it makes it so easy to remind them nap comes after snack time or whatever to keep everything consistent and stable and it helps my mental health too!
It's really awesome to see someone giving their best at what they do! I am diagnosed with DPD so having no content about DPD is a minus yet this content really helps in boosting my confidence to take baby steps to go on with my life.
Sadly, not everyone with Schizophrenia is like you. Some face even more symptoms, but this was very insightful for your life with Schizophrenia. I'm also in Graduate school for Social Work. You're an inspiration facing the challenges you face with mental health and also balancing life as a mother and a student. Incredible!
Well, she does face symptoms more some times than others, depending on medication and other things. She's described how she notices the onset of those symptoms, but probably decided to film day in between more heavy episodes
Ugh! I am so frustrated that you couldn't get the meds when you needed them. Makes me mad! I've had a few mix-ups in meds lately, luckily not as crucial as anti-psychotic meds can be. I really hope you feel better soon. And thank you for sharing the day anyways!! That's what living with a mental illness entails :) Roll with the punches!
I agree! I think the psychiatrist is being irresponsible and so is the pharmacy. Skipping this kind of medication is not like skipping a dose of cough meds. I'd be getting a new doctor. They would NOT be glad to have met me if that happened. I wouldn't be so nice and patient. That's UNacceptable.
Yes, balance is important for anybody, whether you have a mental illness or not. I have an anxiety disorder so I know this firsthand.You're lucky you're in a healthy relationship with someone who doesn't seem to judge you and who is supportive.
🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤ you are my star yet am a continent away in east Africa, I can't afford my meds or even data bundles but your work gives me hope despite this disability I have. Iam filled with spiritual delusions that I gave to church money for my meds and am broke😢😢
Thank you for this video. I think you’re amazing, and I hope you make all your goals come to fruition. You inspire me to do more than I think is possible with this mental illness. Thank you again for being such a strong and grounding presence on UA-cam :)
I also loved that you shared you were annoyed at the walk but went anyway! I’ve been there before and I think it’s nice to share that you don’t have to love it for it to be a good thing.
I’d call the video,” In spite of everything, life goes on”. I’ve been rolled up in bed too; not thinking I’d be able to function. I also did the run, trying to feel better and just hoping tomorrow would be bearable; maybe even good. That hasn’t happened in a while. Thanks for your videos and my best thoughts to you!
You go queen. I have no idea how you do it. But I see you living a full life and even though it's hard you keep going🎉. I go crazy every few years and I've had this since I was 25. I was misdiagnosed as well and it was hard with the medication on my body. You inspire me. Thank you for your channel.❤
Hi i am a diagnosed schizoprenic from the Philippines . i recently stumbled upon your chanel , i'm glad theres chanels in youtube like yours' its hard here in our country when you have mental illness we are a third world country' and the prices of medical care mostly the MEDS are off the roof., anyway i know how DIFFICULT it is to have symptoms attacking you specially i am a fine arts artist - which ravages me in terms of emotional stress ,beacuse artists uses emotions to create works of art i:e music theater etc, ittends to amplify symptoms to maximum levels. anyway i see you are living well unlike here the stigma is very bad especially to those who are less educated. GUDLUCK and tnx for openly sharing a glimpse of our lives.
I don't have anything serious, just some anxiety like everyone else on earth and once in awhile some blues. But I look at your life and wish I could have what you have. I'm a single mom and always have been and I know we all have our struggles but I love seeing your relationship with Rob and I miss those morning snuggles and when my boys were small. I don't know what I'm rambling on about, I just really enjoyed your video. Thanks for sharing.
I have an ADHD diagnosis (from the outside I look pretty successful, so the ADHD is not too severe I guess... or maybe I was diagnosed wrong and am actually subclinical)... anyway, what I wanted to say with all this long talk is that you were twice as productive as I am on a normal day :) I'd be really proud of myself after a day like that. I just do a whole bunch of nothing most of the time (watching UA-cam, lol), and then do everything literally on the last second like a squirrel on cocaine. And everything that isn't an absolute necessity will just never get done. Like that run you are feeling bad about skipping just once. That 2 hour break is also not out of the ordinary, with a lot of people I think. I do stuff like that because I just get what I call "paralysis", usually on the floor not the bed though, there is something grounding about the floor. I can just lay there and look at the ceiling for hours and lose track of time, because the inside of my head is too interesting. Even though it is the middle of a workday and I should be behind my computer, doing my tasks and being available for Teams meetings. And a friend of mine loses herself for hours a day scrolling. She doesn't have any diagnosis at all and works a pretty demanding job, but still gets overwhelmed with life and escapes into her phone, even though she planned to be productive. She will also flake out of outings last minute because of anxiety or overwhelm and then feel bad about it. Neurotypical people who look very "together" and successful from the outside experience daily hurdles like this too. Very few people are productive as much as they plan to be, and those who are don't seem like fun people to be around :D So don't feel insecure about those hurdles in your day, being in control of your condition doesn't mean being perfect, I think you have a very good grip :)
I have autism (maybe with a mix of ADHD), most days I get almost nothing done, except maybe cooking. I can't see how I could ever be able to be a mother, I think she's amazing being a good attentive mother despite chronic condition. Though she probably gets more difficulties being able to function if there are problems with medication. Anyway it's so easy to feel guilt over not being able to do anything, I feel like such a loser and specially as I can't get any medication for the ADHDlike -symptoms and my anxiety as the doctor says there is no medication for autism when I feel frustrated about myself. Important to think that there are lots of people that struggle as much or worse with getting their life together and too to try to be kind to yourself if you have a chronic condition or disability, that you have to work harder than people without a condition but it's so hard when the condition is invisible, the fear that people around you will judge.
Lauren you are coping so well with your treatment and doing so well cognitively, seens like you're always pretty much in control of things. I wish you continued wellness.
Thanks so much for showing all the bits. I often worry about what life will look like for me down the line- whether I can start a family, have a partner, etc. It’s so easy to feel overwhelmed by the process of recovery.
Just take one day at a time 💚 I mange the illness too and am married. I don’t have children but my husband and I never desired to have any so it’s all worked out perfectly. Didn’t happen over night though. Much love.
You help me so much with this video mentally, the medication problems, to much, not enough, new medication. Adjusting all the time, i have a lot of back problems and a lot of pain , today was so bad i got a new prescription, now i feel zo weird and dizzy, its scary but less medication and i could not get up. I have a daycare at home, i have to keep working but now i cant.. i feel so lost, en i always see your struggle but you stay so strong, just accepting ok i feel strange with less medication now, while im not surprised if i see pink elephants today, different things today but the same kind of struggle, you help me to stay sane sometimes! Thank you!
I like watching different UA-camrs day in the life living with schizophrenia, and each one is so different. Which of course it is, but it helps add a much more well rounded idea of what it’s like.
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So beautiful. Much love and health to them. ❤
"Stupid mental health walk" I feel that so much. I force myself everyday to do 1 or 2 or sometimes 3 of those walks. Thank you for sharing your life and family. Your videos and channel make a difference.
Thank you to Rob for being such a good partner to someone with additional life struggles while handling his own as well like everyone has to. I wish a long and strong relationship for both of you
Former school psych here: I am trying to educate people about how “mental health patients not taking their meds” is more than just patient refusal. I am currently disabled from migraines and cptsd and I cannot tell you the last time I had my full medication regimen. Not since I’ve been disabled. Thanks for educating others! ❤
Thank you Lauren for being so open and honest with your mental illness. You are helping a lot of people!
Thank you to Rob for being so incredibly supportive. It is clear as the sky is blue, that man is so in love with you, and the children you two are raising together. The channel is helpful to me in so many ways but to see how Rob has been there through some pretty terrible times for you and the effort he puts into his relationship and his love for you is evident. I am sure it isn't always sunshine and unicorn farts, but that look in his eyes tells me he is IN. Thank you for being so brave and sharing not only what you have learned but what you experience, without the polish. May you be well.
When I was going through my Master's program at the University, my son was about 4 and very active. He would zoom around the room while I typed out my papers. Unfortunately, I was never able to use my degree in the workforce as my schizoaffective symptoms took a turn for the worse after I graduated. But, my life has been fulfilling anyway. I really enjoyed being a mother and seeing my son grow into a great young man. Your video reminds me of those busy days--thanks for sharing!
You can always go back and finish your degree. You just have to take one or two classes not more! ❤
@ashleyriblet2326 I did finish my degree, but never used it. 😕 (or were you talking to Lauren?)
Girl, these tasks are taxing WITHOUT schizophrenia. I'm 31 and realize that there's absolutely NO way I could successfully keep small humans alive and raise them to not be bad people!!
I have no idea how you do it lol. I have entire days where I'm lying in bed, for no reason at all. You're out there raising a family, and going to school! Props!
I hardly ever get out of bed.
I can totally relate to yall. It’s debilitating.😢 I hope yall feel better, and hope you have a Wonderful Thanksgiving 🍁🐞
I only get out of bed for few hours a day.
You are amazing. I struggle with depression, PTSD and OCD combo...your videos give me a role model to gain strength to move forward best I can - not to judge myself critically and negatively,
Its surprising to see you so active and capable..as a carer for a bipolar / schizophrenic lady, my experience is that she can't do many "practical" things.. i am with her 24/7, i take care of her, the house, garden and pets, cooking and cleaning obviously her pschyiatric appointments, medication and blood work. You are coping brilliantly!!! ❤
You have a beautiful family! Thank you for showing how "paperwork snafus" at the pharmacy can ruin a person's health and we'll being. Yes, life is complicated and you demonstrated that beautifully. ❤
Came here from Dr Chris Palmer's recent interview with Dr Eric Westman where he gives a shout out to your channel. I'm really glad to see your recovery but wanted to watch an older video to understand your journey. Thank you for shining a spot light on the illness and the possibilities to heal with lifestyle/food!! 🙂
I have schizo effective disorder also. From one patient to another let me just say that you are far more organized and professional than I am. My house looks like a studio Ghibli movie. Haha! You make me feel bad bc I could not do what you do. Like, for example I choose not to have kids so that I don't have to raise anyone while being mentally ill. That's something that you are very good at. I'm jealous! You go girl! You teach people something important. That mental illness is not a personality.
Mental illness can be a personality though... And, even if it is those people can still be functional humans too...
Lauren
You are such a strong example of what a mother should be and you make a difference to the world and your children. And you are strong.
Love is the desire to do good to others.
I’m a music therapist who recently started a job on a behavioral health inpatient unit for kids. These videos are so helpful. Thank you. I wish you continued comfort and whatever you feel is balance ❤
I’m also a music therapist in behavioral health! Welcome to an awesome part of music therapy!
What an amazing supportive husband you have
What a wonderful video! This inspires us to realize those with mental health disorders can live high functioning, rich lives. Rob is FUNNY (also a love)... Blessings to your family for sharing and inspiring.
Ahhhh my queen❤❤ thank you for sharing, I struggled myself today. I look at you and think “wow she has her life together.” Hearing that you still succeeded at your daily tasks, while also lying in the fetal position increased my love for you.
Today my accomplishments included; driving sober! Working! Bed time routine! -and also- self hatred, OCD symptoms, and hurtful ideations. Your channel makes me feel hopeful and human❤
We love you for doing this work, Lauren and Rob. Thank you so much.
Each day, you face your challenges with grace and bravery. Keep shining your light, for it brightens the lives of those lucky enough to know you, even those online. Your journey is a story of triumph, and you are a beacon of hope for many. ❤
I went a week trying to get my meds from my psychiatrist. I was down to no meds the last day and 1/2. I felt off for a week following. So I can relate.
Seeing your toddler giving you sweet hugs takes me back. Those kind of hugs are the best.
I cannot believe how big your son is already!! All the best to all of you❤️
Your honesty and openness is so helpful for many. My mom had schizophrenia at a time when it was taboo to talk about it. I’m convinced things would have been different for my family had there been people like you sharing their journeys at that time.
You inspired me to upload my own video on my Schizophrenia. It was scary, but thanks for the inspiration!
Thank You Lauren,
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once again, for your openess and vulnerability.
Appreciate you sharing.
Your so strong your making me so strong your a good human being
Thanks for sharing such private struggles. Please take a moment to realize how important what you're doing is! My daughter finds your group helpful. I find hope in seeing your videos. You could do your daily coping in private, but please continue sharing to help others! It's so so important. There's not enough attention or support.
I just discovered your channel and really appreciate how openly you talk about schizophrenia. It’s a rich sharing of experience 💚
We're normal people living normal lives. Doing our best with the cards we have been dealt. Mental health struggles ain't no joke.
Heart warming video.
Stay strong, everyone.
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Thank you for sharing Lauren! Praying you get your meds soon 🤗 Hope you get to rest and take care of yourself to keep stress low to help keep symptoms away ❤
Thank you for letting us into your life in this way. Hope you and your family are all doing ok.
So amazing that youre managing to Mom, coach and study! I barely manage just working. Also schizoaffective.
Lauren, your strength and candor are truly admirable. I have bipolar 2 and stumbled upon your channel somehow. I had never met anyone with schizoaffective disorder and had only abstract ideas about what the condition is like and how it affects those who have it. Getting such an unfiltered glimpse into your life has been very inspiring to me as I try to better myself. I just hope you know these videos make a difference.
I was still picturing your baby as being 6 months old 😂 time flies my goodness..I'm a mom of 4 too with severe depression and anxiety and although I don't have schizophrenia your channel has been helpful in making me feel so not alone in feeling mentally...not "normal," being a mom and woes with doctors and medications, etc. Thank you for your continued sharing!
What a beautiful family, your husband is absolutely adorable and so supportive ♥️♥️ I have severe anxiety so I know the feeling ♥️
Thank you for sharing. Your videos will help society learn to be helpful and less fearful around individuals with disabilities.
Thank you so much for your videos. You give me hope as I prepare for my son to come home from the hospital. I pray he finds the love and support oneday that you have. He was just diagnosed and feels so lonely. You two are such an inspiration. Thank you again❤
Thank you so much for sharing. It is so familiar and i really appreciate that you let us in to the everyday hurdles of life that so many of us need to negotiate while feeling alone and silly in the struggle.
I love these vlogs. Sometimes I feel like when my days are normal that I can’t possibly have a mental health disorder but it’s a good reminder that you can live a normal life and have a mental health disorder. It’s not all chaos, all the time
Thank you Lauren. You're such a role model for self kindness, I learn a lot from you
Such a good video! Thanks for letting us be a part of your family's day ❤️
You are an absolute strong courageous wife mom and a beautiful woman. You are reaching so many people..wow you are incredible and 😊😊😊😊❤❤❤❤
Thank you so much Lauren and rob for letting us into your family and personal lives in order to educate us and even help so many people with mental health challenges!! I don’t have or know anyone with schizophrenia but have watched your channel for years just for your vibes, educational topics, realness, and inclusion. Thank you again for educating me and so many others ❤ sending love from OHIO 🫶🏽
Thank you for showing us your average, imperfect life, problems and all.
Oh my goodness your kiddos are just so darn adorable ❤ You are such a great human. Thank you for putting your stories out there. I don’t suffer from schizophrenia, but can relate to anxiety. You have a lot on your plate, but you seem to be mindful and care about your health and wellness.
You are incredible, thankyou so much for your candidness. My father was diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia when I was 17. That was over 40 years ago and it was a terrible time. Before he could get the help he needed, he took his life. The help and support you have is so incredibly positive and e4ncouraging for anyone with this illness. I like that it's talked about and the stigma is so much less than in my fathers time, take care, xxx
Thank you Lauren! I have been watching you as part of my recovery from a bad time in my life. I may not have schizophrenia, but I understand what it's like to live with a mental illness that can define your life if you let it. It's a journey, it isn't easy, but it's worth it. I go by this thought process: Don't let your wellbeing define you, that's what your actions and relationships are for.
Peace and love! The house looks great! Live with love and passion, so you never live in regret! 😊
Amazing video, very positive
You are truly a very courageous woman and your self awareness allows you to be the great Mom that you are. There are people with lessor issues who don't give it the effort that you put into it. You are an inspiration!❤
It's so lovely when you give insight into your family life. Such beautiful kids you have ❤
Well Miss Lauren, I think you are an extra special Mom. I’m super happy that you are open to options for things to help while not having the dosage you need of your medication. I wanted to ask you if you ever have times that you lose where you are in your explanation or focus? And then, have trouble getting back to it?
Thank you for sharing, you have a beautiful family! Cheers to you all!🌞
Oh my gosh, I am so sorry you're experiencing those issues with accessing your medications. I recently had to change doctors for pain management and I'm having a similar issue! Since I first saw her in July she has put in 11 prescriptions for my meds and none of them have been correct on the first try! Incorrect dosage, incorrect numbers, completely wrong fill days, the list of mistakes is endless. It is so scary to have such unpredictable access to medications. I am so so sorry this is happening to you too. You're not alone.
You are doing really well. Sometimes looking at what you have done vs an identified short term problem can promote you ability to cope. All the best to you and your dear family!
You are such an inspiration to me! I love your videos and your honesty. It has been helpful for me as well, and I do not have Schizophrenic Affective Disorder. My personal belief about mental illness and mental wellness is that as long as a person is doing their level best to be med compliant, which you clearly are and do, there are no issues. I am a real supporter for med compliant patients. Your videos have been teaching me how to be more compassionate when some who are not med compliant by choice want to interact with me. You helped. Thank you always.
Thank you so much for sharing your experience with us, the highs and the lows and everything in between. It’s very brave of you. As the daughter of a mother with the same ailment, you have helped me SO MUCH, personally. And in turn, you have made me a more knowledgeable, understanding and well adjusted caregiver. I think my mother has benefited greatly from you, through me. I just cannot thank you enough.❤
Not having the full dose of your antipsychotic meds is a horrible feeling. I went through a very rough time earlier this year where I was between providers and lost access to refills of my prescription. I tried rationing my meds, taking half doses, then skipping while doses to make my medication last longer. I made it 3 weeks like that, and then I completely destroyed one of the friendships that meant the most to me, and I ended up right back in the hospital that I had been discharged from 2 months before.
Sorry for oversharing, hopefully someone on here can take my experience and use it to avoid a situation of their own!
Beautiful babies! I can see how caring for them would bring you back to the “real.”
She loves her kids so much she stuck her tongue in her toddlers mouth at the 1:40 mark. That's a different kind of love...
I love the anxiety hugs. Thank you for sharing your day! You’re awesome!
I hope your situation with getting the meds resolves quickly! They are so important for living and a safe life. Glad you have your family around to support you also❤
You are a loving person, I’m a empath, I admire your courage, we all need to be more open and loving toward mental illness, keep fighting for yourself, I’ve witnessed to many good poeple not taking there meds, doing your short term half dose is like for others that aswell don’t have your courage or mostly the love you attract, which can fall apart at any moment without meds💪❤️
Kids help so much for keeping routine! I never would be so diligent and committed for myself but knowing kids find safety in routine and it makes it so easy to remind them nap comes after snack time or whatever to keep everything consistent and stable and it helps my mental health too!
It's really awesome to see someone giving their best at what they do! I am diagnosed with DPD so having no content about DPD is a minus yet this content really helps in boosting my confidence to take baby steps to go on with my life.
Sadly, not everyone with Schizophrenia is like you. Some face even more symptoms, but this was very insightful for your life with Schizophrenia. I'm also in Graduate school for Social Work. You're an inspiration facing the challenges you face with mental health and also balancing life as a mother and a student. Incredible!
Well, she does face symptoms more some times than others, depending on medication and other things. She's described how she notices the onset of those symptoms, but probably decided to film day in between more heavy episodes
You have a beautiful family. 🥀
Having social support is huge... You are very lucky to have such a wonderful family.
A regular day is a terrific day. You put one foot in front of the other and it worked!❤❤ Kudos!
Ugh! I am so frustrated that you couldn't get the meds when you needed them. Makes me mad! I've had a few mix-ups in meds lately, luckily not as crucial as anti-psychotic meds can be. I really hope you feel better soon. And thank you for sharing the day anyways!! That's what living with a mental illness entails :) Roll with the punches!
I agree! I think the psychiatrist is being irresponsible and so is the pharmacy. Skipping this kind of medication is not like skipping a dose of cough meds. I'd be getting a new doctor. They would NOT be glad to have met me if that happened. I wouldn't be so nice and patient. That's UNacceptable.
I can’t express this enough. Your content and your voice gives me so much peace. I can’t explain it. Thank you
This actually shows what “living well with Scizophrenia” is all about. Your day is full of love and possibilities. You are blessed ❤️
You give me so much hope for my future
Amazing video ❤ Thanks for being vulnerable
Yes, balance is important for anybody, whether you have a mental illness or not. I have an anxiety disorder so I know this firsthand.You're lucky you're in a healthy relationship with someone who doesn't seem to judge you and who is supportive.
You are an inspiration to so many!! God bless you, and your family.
Beautiful video. ❤ Such a busy schedule! Hope you find some ways and resources to ease your load. Hugs! ❤
You are a wonderful model esp for those experiencing similar issues Lauren. God Bless you
Thank You so much for making these videos
You are an inspiration and you have a beautiful family
You are a success story. Always keep going.
🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤ you are my star yet am a continent away in east Africa, I can't afford my meds or even data bundles but your work gives me hope despite this disability I have. Iam filled with spiritual delusions that I gave to church money for my meds and am broke😢😢
Thank you for this video. I think you’re amazing, and I hope you make all your goals come to fruition. You inspire me to do more than I think is possible with this mental illness. Thank you again for being such a strong and grounding presence on UA-cam :)
I also loved that you shared you were annoyed at the walk but went anyway! I’ve been there before and I think it’s nice to share that you don’t have to love it for it to be a good thing.
beautiful sweet video love watching every new video and your vulnerability with your mental health Lauren and Rob
Great video. I hope you get the medicine you need.
You are very important and valuable for awareness and your self help. Keep going as long as you can!
God bless you, Lauren. 😇😇😇🙏🙏🙏
I’d call the video,” In spite of everything, life goes on”. I’ve been rolled up in bed too; not thinking I’d be able to function. I also did the run, trying to feel better and just hoping tomorrow would be bearable; maybe even good. That hasn’t happened in a while. Thanks for your videos and my best thoughts to you!
Thank you showing this day in your life, looks like you're living it to the fullest, hopefully the stress doesn't become too overwhelming
You go queen. I have no idea how you do it. But I see you living a full life and even though it's hard you keep going🎉. I go crazy every few years and I've had this since I was 25. I was misdiagnosed as well and it was hard with the medication on my body. You inspire me. Thank you for your channel.❤
Thank you for all you both do. It really does make a difference to me and I'm sure many others ❤
Hi i am a diagnosed schizoprenic from the Philippines . i recently stumbled upon your chanel , i'm glad theres chanels in youtube like yours' its hard here in our country when you have mental illness we are a third world country' and the prices of medical care mostly the MEDS are off the roof., anyway i know how DIFFICULT it is to have symptoms attacking you specially i am a fine arts artist - which ravages me in terms of emotional stress ,beacuse artists uses emotions to create works of art i:e music theater etc, ittends to amplify symptoms to maximum levels. anyway i see you are living well unlike here the stigma is very bad especially to those who are less educated. GUDLUCK and tnx for openly sharing a glimpse of our lives.
Thank you for sharing this videos
From Orlando ,FL
I don't have anything serious, just some anxiety like everyone else on earth and once in awhile some blues. But I look at your life and wish I could have what you have. I'm a single mom and always have been and I know we all have our struggles but I love seeing your relationship with Rob and I miss those morning snuggles and when my boys were small. I don't know what I'm rambling on about, I just really enjoyed your video. Thanks for sharing.
I have an ADHD diagnosis (from the outside I look pretty successful, so the ADHD is not too severe I guess... or maybe I was diagnosed wrong and am actually subclinical)... anyway, what I wanted to say with all this long talk is that you were twice as productive as I am on a normal day :) I'd be really proud of myself after a day like that. I just do a whole bunch of nothing most of the time (watching UA-cam, lol), and then do everything literally on the last second like a squirrel on cocaine. And everything that isn't an absolute necessity will just never get done. Like that run you are feeling bad about skipping just once. That 2 hour break is also not out of the ordinary, with a lot of people I think. I do stuff like that because I just get what I call "paralysis", usually on the floor not the bed though, there is something grounding about the floor. I can just lay there and look at the ceiling for hours and lose track of time, because the inside of my head is too interesting. Even though it is the middle of a workday and I should be behind my computer, doing my tasks and being available for Teams meetings. And a friend of mine loses herself for hours a day scrolling. She doesn't have any diagnosis at all and works a pretty demanding job, but still gets overwhelmed with life and escapes into her phone, even though she planned to be productive. She will also flake out of outings last minute because of anxiety or overwhelm and then feel bad about it. Neurotypical people who look very "together" and successful from the outside experience daily hurdles like this too. Very few people are productive as much as they plan to be, and those who are don't seem like fun people to be around :D So don't feel insecure about those hurdles in your day, being in control of your condition doesn't mean being perfect, I think you have a very good grip :)
I have autism (maybe with a mix of ADHD), most days I get almost nothing done, except maybe cooking. I can't see how I could ever be able to be a mother, I think she's amazing being a good attentive mother despite chronic condition. Though she probably gets more difficulties being able to function if there are problems with medication. Anyway it's so easy to feel guilt over not being able to do anything, I feel like such a loser and specially as I can't get any medication for the ADHDlike -symptoms and my anxiety as the doctor says there is no medication for autism when I feel frustrated about myself. Important to think that there are lots of people that struggle as much or worse with getting their life together and too to try to be kind to yourself if you have a chronic condition or disability, that you have to work harder than people without a condition but it's so hard when the condition is invisible, the fear that people around you will judge.
Lauren you are coping so well with your treatment and doing so well cognitively, seens like you're always pretty much in control of things. I wish you continued wellness.
Thanks so much for showing all the bits. I often worry about what life will look like for me down the line- whether I can start a family, have a partner, etc. It’s so easy to feel overwhelmed by the process of recovery.
Just take one day at a time 💚 I mange the illness too and am married. I don’t have children but my husband and I never desired to have any so it’s all worked out perfectly. Didn’t happen over night though. Much love.
You have a lot of confidence for someone with schizophrenia
Your so brave and open, I fear telling people I suffer with paranoid schizophrenia. I admire you
You help me so much with this video mentally, the medication problems, to much, not enough, new medication. Adjusting all the time, i have a lot of back problems and a lot of pain , today was so bad i got a new prescription, now i feel zo weird and dizzy, its scary but less medication and i could not get up.
I have a daycare at home, i have to keep working but now i cant.. i feel so lost, en i always see your struggle but you stay so strong, just accepting ok i feel strange with less medication now, while im not surprised if i see pink elephants today, different things today but the same kind of struggle, you help me to stay sane sometimes! Thank you!
I like watching different UA-camrs day in the life living with schizophrenia, and each one is so different. Which of course it is, but it helps add a much more well rounded idea of what it’s like.