faking smiles while i feel like i'm falling apart on the inside | days in my life
Вставка
- Опубліковано 25 сер 2024
- faking smiles while i feel like i'm falling apart on the inside | days in my life #RealLifeWAanamC
face mist used www.wishlink.c...
the lakme launch event for the product www.wishlink.c...
mini vlog SATISFYING day mini vlog 🫶🏾
• SATISFYING day mini vl...
Studio Ash +917710030800
www.instagram....
15th april 2024
16th April 2024
17th April 2024
---
❤️ Follow me on Instagram @AanamC bit.ly/AanamCIn...
❤️ Come join my WhatsApp channel on www.whatsapp.c...
❤️ Follow my brand Wearified's Instagram bit.ly/Wearifi...
❤️ Shop my brand on wearified.in
❤️ Subscribe to the Wearified channel bit.ly/Wearifi...
Thank you for watching,
Aanam C xx
---
Followers can email me on: ilovemyfollowers@whatwhenwear.in
Business inquiries on: aanamc@whatwhenwear.in
---
All opinions expressed in this video are my own. The views I share on my platforms are basis my personal experience. Certain products and/or services that work for me, may or may not work for you. If your queries are specific, and you’re about to try any products and/or services mentioned in my video, please know that I do not bear any responsibility for how the said product and/or service works or does not work for you. Please consult an expert / specialist / professional in the space of the concerned product and/or service for more.
---
Any link(s) in this description box may sometimes be linked with affiliate accounts. These affiliate links sometimes help a content creator [like myself] make some earnings through the genuine referrals.
We love you and all good things are coming your way!❤🩵🧿🧿
Even I am going through the same situation....most we can do is pray, eat healthy and stay strong...things will happen when Allah wants to...God bless ❤
Sending you love ♡
Wow
Your thumbnail is exactly what I have been feeling since the past five years...much much love n strength to you!!❤❤❤
Sending love
@@AanamC thank you so much!❤️❤️
omgosh, my fave parts have got to be your sparkly liner, gerry helping w all the chores like the sweet husband he is and nibbles supervising but also givng lots of love and support to him!!! so wholesome 🤍🤍🤍🤍
🫶🏾🧿
The best thing about you is that you are always real about situations in life especially on internet that takes huge guts to show on platform thank you for being so raw.
The highlight of this vlog is Gerry, omg he is a sweetheart also Aanam we love you don't let their words sadden you ❤
My heart broke seeing you get emotional! I can totally imagine the pain and frustration you must be going through!
Idk why people just can’t keep their words to themselves if they consciously know they have nothing good to say at all!!
I’ve had a situation today, in the office, where my timings were 5:30 am to login so I left the house by 4:30 and couldn’t find time to do my makeup at home so I thought of doing it in the office once I reach.
But I got late so I thought of doing it later during my break but in the meanwhile, one of my coworkers (female, unfortunately), came to me to say Hi and upon seeing my dark-circles, instantly assumed that I was sick. She kept pestering me with questions if I were sick or upset or I was crying or didn’t get enough sleep!
I never go to office without makeup but today I thought I’ll just see and trying to get comfortable with our ownselves, costs a lot of mental peace!
Never stepping in again without makeup, no matter what!
I’m so so sorry you’re having to go through so much and unfortunately it’s 90% women who pass such comments and not men! It’s so annoying and also heartbreaking at the same time! 🥺🥺
Sending you lottss and lotttsss of warm hugs, loooove and goood jujuuu!! 🫂🫂🫂🧿🧿🧿🧿
#WearFam 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
I also had so many ups and downs in my life like when i was in 10th standard i started giving tuition for my pocket money till graduation then wanted to pursue masters degree and some diploma as well but because so some financial reasons i can't done it. That time i started preparing for competitions (govt sector) And also done training 2 years in ANM then after so many years in 2022 anm vacancy came out and i passed then exam then i thought now things will change but the exam pattern change in merit based and i was depressed for 6 months. Then i decided to do some more degree like de.le.d and do my study again from scratch. Sometimes u don't know what will happen with u so do your best for yourself only ❤.
Zindagi chalne ka naam chalte raho subhaho sham
I'm faking my smile and dying from inside since 2020 ever since than I don't know what I'm doing and why am I here for?? Atleast you're glamming up and shows up but I haven't since 5 years everyday I question my worth I hate being alive rn but all these vlogs keeps me going atleast I'm spending time with you'll I only like watching vlogs and staying on the bed 😢
Love the way gerry recorded everything he did for the vlog. how cute is he 🤌🥺. And you are strong. Everything good will happen to you. We love you ❤
Sending love! 🌻 Praying for you!
U are so sweet gentle stay strong ur mother is so good supports u
Thank you ♡
I can understand how bad it feels when people cross boundaries in asking things, just because you decided to put your life on internet.
Don't worry it's just a bad phase it will pass ❤. And don't think too much results will be good.
Sending you good jujus!
Gerry is such a cutie 😊
Ps: I am stuck in such a bad phase got diagnosed with ADHD and dealing with smiling face while dieing inside. But I think that's how I had to survive.
Your vlogs feel something to distract myself 😊
Stay strong girl ♥️6:02 n Gerry is such a responsible person n very sweet
Gerry the Gem 💎 Sending you lots of love and prayers❤️❤️
6:01 Don't worry ma'am... please don't cry like this ♥️🥺and please don't listen to people who don't understand you 🥺♥️ Allah pak jab chahta hai tab hee sab hota hai ... Alhamdulillah ♥️hum sab log ki dua hai inshallah aapko jaldi se Naik aulaad naseeb ho aameen summa ameen ♥️♥️♥️ please don't cry ♥️🥺lots of love ma'am ❤️❤❤
Jai Shree Ram 🫂❤️
The world is cruel & many harsh people do let your energy down.. but what is to focus about..in such a cruel world.. people who genuinely love you always try to uplift you.. so gather the love & try not to put too much thought into the BS people throw at you.. it is very hard but it is the only way out.
Much love ♥️🧿
I pray to God 🙏 to bless u with baby 🙏
Have faith in God 🙏
Trust God u will get baby soon
Just believe that u got baby
Inshallah ♡
I felt so bad seeing you like that but we understand it’s life.😊 and suddenly it was to calming seeing Gerry working at home🧿
Gerry took such an aesthetic shot (Nibbles reflection in the washing machine) without even trying!
You're stronger than you think you got this❤️❤️ May god bless you 💗
I just wanted to say- i love you, Aanam. You are strong, you are brave. I am proud of you and I love you.
It’s okay Aanam you’re doing great shit happens it’s not your fault ever ❤
Hey aanam second comment On this video
I saw ur wedding reel today the one on which u said qubool hai and then opened the khungat and u and Gerry were showing tongue to each other
So cute
U crying and wanting something’s makes life more anxious try to manifest the old happy aanam ❤️
You are surrounded with so much love ♥️.. Manifesting all the good things happen to you.. And good things do happen to good people.. And you are one of them.. More power to you always ♥️
Salaam Anam. I came across your channel a little while back and fell in love with your content. I usually never comment but seeing you talk about pregnancy, just want to comment. People can be so insensitive sometimes not knowing what the other person is going through. I had 2 miscarriages and used to get asked about having kids all the time. ٱلْحَمْدُ لِلَّٰهِ, I have 3 beautiful girls now. Have faith in Allah. When the time is right, it will happen إن شاء الله. Lots of love
just wanna say , i hope you get whatever u want in life and what makes u happy , totally can relate the emotions even thought i m a teen its just tough sometimes . Love u always though
Much much love ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ to dearest Anam❤, you are such a sweetheart and an amazing person, I so call a Boss Lady💖💖💖
🙏🏾
I don’t know why but today jerry cam stole the show❤
Something so natural, it was amazing to see him do the chores and not afraid to film.
Sending good juju🧿
Everytime you feel down, remember the thousands of people whose day you make by uploading the most unfiltered and warm vlogs! We appreciate you tons, Aanam!
Thank you 💖🤗
Jiju doesn't seem to be new in this vlogging thing ❤
He is doing so good,we want his channel now 😄
Or what about a 5 minutes of his clip in the vlogs please
I keep asking him to vlog! Maybe if you guys tell him he’ll listen 😅
@@AanamC jijuuu if you're reading this please please please do give ur appearances
wow jerry surprised us today....good man... lucky Anam...
We all love you aanam just ignore that 2-3 people they don't deserve your tears bruh love yaa🫶🏻
What you are feeling is seen and heard by me. This thing is not being talked about much. It is health anxiety that we get when we constantly worry about our health after tests. It will get better ....love and hugs💟
I just pray that everyone gets what's best for them....stay strong Aanam❤
🤗🧿
21:07 Yes he isss!😆😆😆 Watching Gerry clean up and work around the house is one of the most fun and wholesome things I’ve seen in a while. You and Gerry are literally my fav couple ever. I love how you both work together and support each other through everything. God bless you both. You deserve all the best things ❤
#WEARfam
That change in the music was everything 🤌
Sending you all the love and strength 💗🧿✨
You got this 🫂
All I can say for you and anyone going through rough time is “ JUST STAY THERE, FIGHT, BE STRONG!! EVERYTHING WILL GET BETTER!!!ONE STEP AT A TIME , ALL OUR GOOD WISHES ARE WITH EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU, AND WE ARE PROUD OF YOU!!!” And Gerry, you are a delight to watch!! A sweetheart,, both of you!! Always wishing well for you ❤❤❤
Aanam it shall pass ❤ you are doing your best and it shows ❤ lots of love❤ keep going ❤️
Sending love ♡
Sending you all the good jujuss❤️
Everything will be fine, praying for u🫶🏻
How cute is gerry to help you out with house chores and even recording it for you. This makes me so happy that you are blessed with the best husband. 🧿So don’t pay attention to some people who make any bad comments. Just stay strong girl and ignore such people. Your #WEARfam loves you the most🤗
Ur niece is so cute..looks somuch lyk ur bro❤
Thank you 😊
You are like a bigger sister to me you really motivate me to be a better person everyday🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
I hope you get everything you are working towards and manifesting in your life
The lift opened and the music changed there I saw a lioness coming ❤️ much love and luck Aanam
This is such a sweet capture of everything that happens on a day to day timeline. May all your wishes and prayers come true! much love ❤🤗
Thank you so much!
Praying you get what you want..god bless ull
I love you so much Aanam..my heart broke and so so sorry that people have been so nosy, but kudos to how well you pulled yourself up..
I myself am 33 and unmarried and have these wedding questions all around.. to an extent that I have deactivated my instagram account and stopped visiting relatives and weddings.. but dude you are inspiration..!
We will all share good news super soon❣️
Hey Aanam! More power to you gurl!! I hope you get and attract what's good for both of you! #wearfam
Aanam i used to keep watching you on shorts on n off but now im hooked to ur long form content i love the way you talk and urs n gerry's relationships u guys are perfect together the way you guys look at each other says it all u both behave so cute n bubbly around each other like y'all are each others crushes 😂 too cute
Also i love the pan version of irl paris filter a lot its compact and easy to travel with n it really helps makeup stay long infact i already hit pan lol
Lots of love
New #Wearfam member ❤
There's always a time for everything..
Stay happy, eat healthy and definitely Allah pak will bless U with the blessings (kids)...
Love from Pakistan
People have no boundaries these days. It’s really hard for women to talk about this especially when you are trying to conceive and have gone through miscarriage. They are already going through a lot. Please stop bothering women with questions about pregnancy and family plan. This is personal. It’s not ok to ask or comment on such personal things.
I am sorry you have to go through such crapy situation at the moment. I hear you ❤
You are one of the purest souls aanam..love you.
sending best wishes and love your way❤️😘😘
As Salam Alaikum Aanam, I watch your vlogs but don't usually comment.. Every individual goes through a day for them and a day against them.
But know that Allah is always with you in every hardships and blessings are provided by the creator.. I know people have the tendency to keep asking irrelevant questions I.e when you getting married, when are you planning kids, why?how? etc. But it high time people should realize it's our own personal life and our struggles which no one would ever see's and topics that are sentiments & sensitive should be avoided
May Allah swt grant you whatever your heart desires and every person who is struggling within.. Aameen :)
Adopt a kid . 😊 U r life will be changed and kid's life will be changed too forever. U will be busy in yourself life .
U will enjoy being mother 😊😊
May you get what you're wishing for and more dear Aanam, lots of love to u always❤❤🩹
Ameen. Love you
But please dont cry dont let those words get u .. dont get sad.. it breaks my heart to see u like that.. everything's gonna be absolutely fine
Stay strong Aanam😊 I can feel you it's Lil intimidating when some asks . Sending you some good energy 😊 everything will be good . Keep calm and stay positive
Watching this after the good news you shared! Omg everything passes 🫶 God bless ☝️
I am so sorry that you have to go through all this. I wish and pray for your happiness Aanam. Thank you for letting us know how you’ve been feeling. Such a delight to know that you felt comfortable sharing vulnerable moments with your virtual fam!
Lots and lots of love to you!!💝
ALSO,
Petition for Gerry to start his own yt channel!!😭✨
You both would be in head to head competition for wholesomeness on youtube I swear!!💗
Hope when I m in Mumbai, I really wish to meet you once .. you r a lovely soul
I hope the reports come out normal! 🌻 I can only send good juju, you are a strong woman. I hope you are healthy!
You are the strongest and powerful women i have come across... Please don't take random people's comments bother you... 🥺its just for the nazar...
Just sending you lots of good jujuz and hope things go as per your plan and what's good for you guys❤️
Hey Aanam!
Don’t be sad please! I know that you put out your life on social media for all to see and people then comment, but let them say what they want. Everyone is going through something or the other and life sucks at times! But if it didn’t then we wouldn’t appreciate the highs! It will surely get better and sending you good jujus!
🤗
Everything is fine.... Praying for whatever you desire... My heart broke to see u cry... Pls smile
Aanam u are a very genuine person and very sensitive. Firstly I have opposite opinion of you. Take care of urself dear
Aww, babe take it slowwww ♡ sending love , hugs & healing to you 🧿🤞🤌💘
14:14 I really enjoy your mini vlogs but long-form vlogs will always have my heart❤ They’re so much more personal and they feel like I’m spending time with a friend.
#WEARfam
Stay strong aanam we r here with u and ur not alone ...our prayers are with you!!! ❤️❤️❤️
Yesss to Vlogss😀 Hi Aanam, I live in Greece and your vlogs make me so happy, it connects me back to home. I adore you and your vlogs. Thanks for keeping them coming, I can imagine its not easy given life happens and its not always smooth sailing. Keeping you in my prayers♥️
Firstly, I am so sorry that you got triggered. I can understand it. As someone who has always been on the plus side, I constantly heard questions, suggestions, and pressure on losing wait to be liked by men, get married, look good, and have kids.
Secondly, when you said that I need to break this curse, you sounded just like Hermione. I know you will get it!
The calming music you used during the family time was so sweet. It perfectly defines how you feel with them.
I am a through and through proper long vlog #WEARfam. Also, the amount of Gerry facetime in this vlog was a nice surprise.
Sending you loads of love and good juju. 🧿❤️🤗
Love you!
Your vlogs are so comforting thx love you ❤
Glad you like them! Love you 🫶🏾
A big big big hug to you Aanam . Well I am sailing as the same boat as yours and who well can understand the pains/ frustrations and what not one goes through but as we still say ... the show must go on and whatever has to happen takes its own time.
So take care and keep that smile on .
Love from Bangalore ❤❤
Everything is going to be fine. Lot of times it takes time but u get the best for sure.
God has its own plans so whatever is good for u will get back to u so enjoy girl be happy I'm praying for you ❤❤❤
Jerry should also vlog❤
I hope you are doing well and yeah people should respect others privacy and not question everything. God is there with you for sure because you are such a kind humann. sending love and good jujus
Love you
May god shower you with good news hopefully soon much love my heart break when you start crying I know how it feels I stopped the blog and started writing much love to you 🤍🤗
Its okayy anam its okay to let out feeling its okay to be vulnerable i wish you achieve whatever you desired ❤️
Ameen thank you ♡
Blessing more blessings to you everything will be fine 🧿❤️ God will surely giving blessing to you . More power to you 🧿❤️
You are such a strong women ❤
How much ever rough the situations are idk how we women have the power to deal with it even without letting one know that we are going thru a particular phase 😅
Idk how we women have got this immense power in us, also we bounce back like nothing at all happened 😅
I am HERE for GerryVlogs!!! Let's go you guys. Love any and all content ft. bade jiju. Hoping that everything went fine with the doctor eventually and that you both find reasons to smile every single day! Vlogs> minivlogs always #Wearfam
Awww Anam didi! I was really worried to see the thumbnail, I hope everything gets alright ❤❤ sending you a lot of virtual hugs ❤❤
Gerry is really a sweetheart...such a darling ❤
Pray for u... U get what all u want 🧿
Hi aanam ive been a long time silent follower of yours and i wouldnt usually comment on the good days but on the bad days i just want to send all my prayers your way and also just a lil suggestion please dont take it the other way but working out while having a bad time really helps with the good neurotransmitter release.
I go thru this Anam .And I have a lot of anxiety,depression and my main reason is thinking of all my pets my stray babies I have lost,it's very painful thinking of what I cld have done wt I missed to do and them my health issue.Life is not easy .but what can we do,I have a suggestion, I recently started seeing these meditation video,before sleeping it's very soothing u must try seeing them.Jst type Meditation videos u will find on you tube
Aanam I want to offer all the good juju in the universe to you and jerry. Ik you are very strong inside out but ofcourse there are gonna be days where you'd feel otherwise. In those times you can remember your online friends and that we are here for you to support you. Deep down you know aanam everything is gonna be alright, you will get what you want just keep faith and trust in yourself and god❤.
just got done with my exams today. And hoping ontp your videos the 1st thing right after it. Missed it so much.
💕💕
hope you are doing well Aanam. Always here for you.❤❤
#wearfam
Sending u lots of love and happiness diii ❤ god just give you whatever your wishing ❤ i love your vibe 😊
How cutely is Jerry cleaning the house 🤗 !! Too cute he is !!
Also,everything will be fine Aanam …Just hang in there a little more 🤞 In SHA ALLAH things will be great soon !! 🩵
More power to youu aanam! We wish the best for you ❤ our strongest gurl
🙏🏾💖
Awwww...Gerry sir is soooooo sweet ❤😊
Sending you love, warmth & good jujus A💌🧿
Gerry being the cutest
Initially I used to watch your videos and not subscribe... But after watching 3-4 vlogs, I instantly did. I felt so connected that it drove me towards that bell icon and subscribe button. Nimbu mirchi thu thu❤🧿 Doing a great job. LOVE YOUR VLOGS, KEEM EM COMING
Thank you so much 🙂
U can recite rabbi la tazarni fardan wa anta khairul wariseen 7times daily blow it on water n drink.( For conceiving) If u r muslim u can try this out
Dont be sad pls aanam❤
Everyone has the phase ...this phase also passes n hope youu stayy strongg🥰❤❤
I was waiting for your reaction on all the hard work Gerry has done. Also you are strong you are beautiful sending all the good vibes to you. Love love love you❤️ #wearfam
Him helping around the house is quite common. He just vlogged it the first time
Praying for your wellbeing 💗