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    What really happened to Hole's bassist, Kristen Pfaff. Does Courtney Love know more than she's saying and how close was Kristen to Kurt Cobain?

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  • @gritvoight
    @gritvoight Рік тому +58

    I believe that Kristen only died because she knew too much about Kurt's death. Jealousy might have been a big pusher, but the main purpose was to get her out of the way.

    • @Hotpicklesforeveryone
      @Hotpicklesforeveryone Рік тому +4

      I agree

    • @CravenMoorhead_23
      @CravenMoorhead_23 Рік тому +3

      Bingo!

    • @fomorians
      @fomorians Рік тому +6

      I agree. If Kristen had survived, she would have wanted justice for Kurt like the rest of us, and I don't doubt she had information she could have used against both Courtney and Eric. She just wanted to do it far away and surrounded by family and friends.

    • @E.C.2
      @E.C.2 Рік тому +7

      She may have said something in anger to Courtney and Eric,which she immediately regretted,and those 2 monsters looked at each other and said,"time to go."

    • @taniaearle4457
      @taniaearle4457 5 місяців тому

      Agreed

  • @guymankowski3358
    @guymankowski3358 Рік тому +81

    Just to confirm for record- I have had it confirmed by a family member of Pfaff's that the pages ripped out of Pfaff's diary regarded the period of time Cobain was missing only. But I did just want to confirm I have not seen the paper diary with the pages ripped out nor do I have any reason to think I will- Janet Pfaff has said publicly she is considering publishing parts of them in future and there are excerpts from them in her excellent book. The hours of diary recordings, reflections and meditations made by Kristen Pfaff which I was given by Jason Pfaff and which I have been told were previously unheard by anyone before Jason shared them with me- even by the Pfaff family to the best of my knowledge- are to do with her time in Hole and also when she was recovering from drug addiction. They are complex and require the full context of the book which I hope people can read for themselves before too long. Although my motivation is to share as much information as I can on Kristen's life in the book in this way I have the interests of various parties I have to consider- primarily the interests and needs of the Pfaff family, people who knew Pfaff if they are depicted in a way that requires consideration and then the input of my agent and of publishers and I am determined the book has a publisher who will not censor lots of information if the Pfaff family want it shared, which has made finding a publisher complex even though there is frankly been a lot of publishing industry interest in the book. The publisher of the book needs to be brave as well as sensitive primarily to the Pfaff family.

    • @AvecPoesie
      @AvecPoesie Рік тому +12

      The Diary element is so intriguing...I truly hope there will be publishing of Kristen's writings ✍

    • @beatrizd.kryszakraffoul1333
      @beatrizd.kryszakraffoul1333 Рік тому +10

      Do you think Kurt Cobain had feelings for Kristen?

    • @fomorians
      @fomorians Рік тому +6

      I am so excited to hear about a Kristen's diary entries and meditations coming out, as I have already read "Unfinished Rhapsody". Kristen is my inspiration and someone I relate to on a personal level. I can only hope that the publishing of her thoughts will get noticed by mainstream press and people will once again start questioning the kind of people she was hanging around with and connect the dots. Thank you

    • @guymankowski3358
      @guymankowski3358 Рік тому +5

      @@AvecPoesie what happens with the written Kristen diaries is up to Kristen's mum as she has them. Jason has shared lots of Kristen's writing with me for book- her early stories, her essays at uni, her drawings, and the diary recordings. Also photos, letters from key members of the scene which change the picture. I have also conducted lots of interviews with those who new her best. I am cramming as much as I can of such things into the book and a bold publisher will publish them in the book along with the recollections of those that new her that offer new insight

    • @guymankowski3358
      @guymankowski3358 Рік тому

      @@fomorians I agree with what you say. 'Unfinished Rhapsody' is beautiful and I encourage any Kristen fans waiting for me book to read it. Not least as it offers a good foundation Jason and I built upon.

  • @CarolineChiasson
    @CarolineChiasson Рік тому +40

    Leaving Kristin in the bathtub has always made me crazy. I had a friend who was an alcoholic and often fell asleep in the tub and during that time, my life would be making sure that didn’t happen.

    • @NewFound09
      @NewFound09 Рік тому +8

      Very good point, especially after they're stocked up on alcohol or someone comes around you know is bringing them drugs. Can't stop a persons bad decisions per se but If they are a friend I'm gonna make sure that they aren't in the process of dying at least once throughout the night.

    • @celsustruth8202
      @celsustruth8202 Рік тому +1

      Trying some natural narcon

    • @ronirave
      @ronirave Рік тому +5

      My daughter was poisoned by fentanyl and found in a bathtub. If she was too cold to shoot up, she would take a bath ( trying to warm up her body). She could barely shoot herself up that's how I know who killed her.

    • @CarolineChiasson
      @CarolineChiasson 9 місяців тому +1

      @@ronirave That’s horrible, I’m sorry. 💔

    • @LxUxNxA
      @LxUxNxA 3 місяці тому

      ⁠@@roniravemy god that’s awful, I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope the person involved is brought to justice. 💙

  • @Maymun_Maymun
    @Maymun_Maymun Рік тому +45

    There's an interesting quote from Courtney Love on the January '92 issue of Melody Maker:
    - "What will be your New Year's Resolution for 1992?"
    CL: "Kill rockstars and become The Rose [probably a reference to the 1979 movie inspired by Janis Joplin]"
    (I'm certainly noy implying this is evidence, just pointing out how she has toyed with the dead rockstar/black widow image since the beginnings of her career - and that's sick and insane)

    • @AmericanSpyFox
      @AmericanSpyFox  Рік тому +25

      She had talked about it more than once since she was a kid. She's always been a manipulative and twisted individual.

    • @lobotomyscam1051
      @lobotomyscam1051 Рік тому +22

      Courtney Hole just likes using other people's ideas or sayings and passing them off as something she made up. Kill Rock Stars is a punk record label, and the label's first release was a 7-inch record featuring Kathleen Hanna, the riot grrrl that Ms. Hole wishes she was.

    • @CravenMoorhead_23
      @CravenMoorhead_23 Рік тому +6

      @@lobotomyscam1051 exactly 💯 👏 🙌 you hit the nail on the head!

    • @KellyK387
      @KellyK387 Рік тому +7

      Yeah hank Harrison Courtney’s dad said he and his wife heard Courtney bragging as a kid about “I’m going marry and kill a rock star “ she her poem future date is telling too. Courtney had this all planned out since her childhood . She is a narcissist and sociopath

    • @sherlocknoshitlibertyjusti2933
      @sherlocknoshitlibertyjusti2933 Рік тому +2

      Proves psychological state of mind was present prior to suspicious deaths of close associates. Kurt was leaving courtney. Kristen was leaving courtney. They both wind up dead = no coincidence.

  • @annemegan9721
    @annemegan9721 Рік тому +64

    Wow. This is so tragic - a beautiful, talented young woman snuffed out in her prime. You can never say "no" to a narcissist and walk away - THEY decide when you're done, not you (trust me, I know from personal experience how this goes.) While the $ and prestige that goes with it had a lot to do with this, I think another factor had a lot to do with CL's rage that Kurt had feelings for Kristen. IMHO, while they might not have been romantically involved, to me it sure looked like it was headed that way. She was a woman with whom he could collaborate musically - she was the real deal as a musician - and he was approaching an age where perhaps he might have wanted a relationship based on things that are were more meaningful and based on common interests. The body language on that poor girl during the interview with Hole (where CL is holding Frances) was so telling. The hunched way she was sitting, crossed arms and legs the shoulder up like a wall to CL. You could tell she was miserable. As for her friend who didn't check on her, who would imagine that someone was going to (alledgedly) kill your friend? Regardless, he should have checked on her and he'll have to live with that. He was negligent. My heart goes out to Kristen's mother. She knew in her core her daughter was in danger. So sad.

    • @MikeyMike-uu3fe
      @MikeyMike-uu3fe Рік тому +9

      You nailed it....I thought the exact same during that interview...Kristen body language said it all..Very sad

    • @Hotpicklesforeveryone
      @Hotpicklesforeveryone Рік тому +5

      When people talk about Kurt and Kristen possibly being more than just friends, Is that just a hunch? Or have people close to Kurt been quoted as saying so or eluding to? Just wondering. Thanks!

    • @KT34462
      @KT34462 Рік тому +4

      By far, Hole’s best sound with her.

  • @caliblue2
    @caliblue2 Рік тому +51

    Hole indeed. Knowing those people was like falling into a black hole. Kurt made some really really bad choices.

    • @criticaljacques2237
      @criticaljacques2237 Рік тому +1

      He certainly did. And at the time of his likely murder, he was really beginning to wise up to one of his biggest mistakes... marrying a toxic psychopath.

    • @mrkipling2201
      @mrkipling2201 11 місяців тому

      Plus her being an arsehole. She named her band well......

  • @jess.of.suburbia
    @jess.of.suburbia Рік тому +42

    Everytime I see her with Bean she looks like such an unnatural mother. She hold her awkwardly and really doesn't pay her much attention, it's so sad.
    As a young female bass player in the 90s, Kristen was an idol of mine. Her story is so heartbreaking...and suspicious.
    Take care guys x

    • @scottcharney1091
      @scottcharney1091 Рік тому +5

      You're thinking of the video that's partially shown in the background here, with the interview from the Phoenix Festival, right? I wonder if I (and others) are reading too much into it, but it sure looks like you're onto something.

    • @davidcross4384
      @davidcross4384 Рік тому +14

      Bean is PROP to CL.

    • @BarbaraT.
      @BarbaraT. Рік тому +12

      @@davidcross4384 So fu****g true. Remember when she had Frances brought onto the stage, not long after Kurt's death? Argh!!

    • @davidcross4384
      @davidcross4384 Рік тому +3

      @@BarbaraT. Til today

    • @melissap5649
      @melissap5649 Рік тому +3

      Every time I see her with Frances even NOW it looks so awkward.

  • @ritchie6
    @ritchie6 Рік тому +18

    Kurt 's heavy-modded beloved Jaguar is said to have ended up with Eric Erlandson. Mark Arm of Mudhoney was gifted guitars from the Estate & I believe Peter Buck of REM received the prototype Jag-Stang. Brilliant episode ASF. KP story has needed delving into for some time.

  • @MLT108
    @MLT108 Рік тому +38

    They were watching her apartment. The friend in the truck has the same screwy story as the people at Kurt's house the night he was murdered. They were all threatened to the point they won't even talk today. He cut the phone line. Premeditated murder. They got away with it 2 months prior. C would have had every detail planned just like Kurt. Maybe Kristin recorded her thoughts on Kurt's murder. Is it more likely that she didn't want to continue with Hole to protect her sobriety or because she knew Kurt was murdered & was like no fucking way am I going to tour with a murderer?

    • @Hotpicklesforeveryone
      @Hotpicklesforeveryone Рік тому +14

      Exactly!

    • @shalarawr
      @shalarawr Рік тому +1

      Agreed! THIS is way more likely the motive. There’s DEF something Kristen knew cuz of the torn pages (diary entries which were the days of the week Kurt went “missing” up thru his death) in her diary. They knew she was aware of something(s) that they could NOT allow to become public knowledge. They couldn’t allow her to potentially and most likely expose what they desperately needed to keep secret. Possibly incriminating, but at the very least, i suspect there mayve been info of Kurt telling her that he’s divorcing Courtney, that he couldnt stand her and how psychotic she is. Something along those lines. Info abt divorcing DESTROYS EVERYFKNTHING for Courtney’s career/life. The money, the INFLUENCE she gained from being Kurts wife. The whole generation of that music would’ve discovered the true psychotic repulsion of Courtney. I mean most already knew regardless, but it wouldve been on a whole other level if Kurt was able to get the chance to divorce her.
      Courtneys BFF coroner didn’t even do any autopsy or toxicology report. THATS FKN INSANE

  • @AmericanSpyFox
    @AmericanSpyFox  Рік тому +171

    We will continue with Courtney Love's account of what she told Tom Grant happened at Kristen's apartment in the next one.

    • @MrBooYa-yd5er
      @MrBooYa-yd5er Рік тому +5

      WOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

    • @letitbleedadam
      @letitbleedadam Рік тому +8

      Tom told you some inside scoop on Kristen?! That is fckn awesome.

    • @samuelmarberry4761
      @samuelmarberry4761 Рік тому +8

      Why not condense this information in one easy to find compilation?

    • @samuelmarberry4761
      @samuelmarberry4761 Рік тому +14

      Eric was trying to break down the bathroom door to get to her but Courtney stopped him, then they said they were never there... I remember Grant talking about that....

    • @scottcharney1091
      @scottcharney1091 Рік тому +8

      @@letitbleedadam The wording suggests that the next video will detail what Courtney told Grant.

  • @jasonladd6400
    @jasonladd6400 Рік тому +90

    Hope your finances improve. You deserve massive support from every real Kurt fan.

    • @AmericanSpyFox
      @AmericanSpyFox  Рік тому +36

      Thanks. I usually do well enough to survive just fine. Just got hit with a lot of unexpected expenses. People have been very helpful. I didn't realize how many people actually care. I feel a deep sense of gratitude to everyone who has contributed or even if they would if they could.

    • @lisasmith7066
      @lisasmith7066 Рік тому +8

      @@AmericanSpyFox We appreciate you. Just sent a little something. Finding your channel was an enormous comfort. Thank you. ❤

    • @bellabear653
      @bellabear653 Рік тому +1

      @@AmericanSpyFox Your channel is one of only a few I watch without an add blocker on. 😊

    • @alisaurus8254
      @alisaurus8254 Рік тому +1

      I’m broke AF but I would help if I could .. One of my fav channels 💯

    • @dijonjohn1011
      @dijonjohn1011 Рік тому

      Every real Kurt fan knows what very very likely happened to him... It is just the conspiracy nut jobs, who support shitty content like this.

  • @RonanKearney1
    @RonanKearney1 Рік тому +10

    Your passion is undeniable friend. I've recently got back into Nirvana. what a band . . thanks for the videos and hello from Ireland North.

  • @johnpickk7526
    @johnpickk7526 Рік тому +8

    Eric was indeed playing Kurts prized 1966 Jaguar in the doll parts video, whilst it wasnt kurts favourite guitar, it was the one he used CONSTANTLY from 1991 until the in utero tour

    • @lobotomyscam1051
      @lobotomyscam1051 Рік тому

      I'd love to smash it over that spineless weasel's head.

  • @blackphillip8486
    @blackphillip8486 11 місяців тому +6

    What a horrible situation regardless of who's responsible. Such a talented young woman with all of her life in front of her and it's all cut short.
    Edit- And yeah, I agree as a friend of someone I think anyone would have followed Erlandson into that apartment and stayed the entire time he was there. I've had alot of friends struggle with addiction, myself included, and would never leave a newly sober friend in that situation.

  • @caliblue2
    @caliblue2 Рік тому +5

    Kristen didn’t “make” them look ridiculous. She knew she had to get the hell out of dodge. I don’t even believe she would of had the band dude (I forgot his name)over to shoot up if she had any sense at all.

  • @shane1472
    @shane1472 Рік тому +11

    I know the feeling bro. I'm broke going into the holidays. It's tuff out here especially having 4 kids to shop for and it's sad because I work my butt off

    • @gigistephens4633
      @gigistephens4633 Рік тому +4

      I hope you and your kids get everything you need and deserve in life. Happy holidays.

  • @jimmymarsh2489
    @jimmymarsh2489 Рік тому +10

    You have way more than me brother, with 5 kids and broke always. I know God has me so why worry. I love you're work,and merry Christmas

    • @E.C.2
      @E.C.2 Рік тому

      We're all broke.

  • @BlacksburgEV
    @BlacksburgEV Рік тому +3

    A thousand, infinite mahalos for covering this to such a high degree! You are the go to source for the most well researched takes on the matter.
    You have TUG on the Amber Heard Depp stuff and SpyFox on the Kurt and Courtney info.
    I can’t thank you enough for getting all of this out into the open in your well spoken and articulated form. You try to tell people about this stuff and their eyes glaze over, you have an ability to put this depth of knowledge in your head out in a way that most of us just can’t in an easy to follow track of thinking.

  • @charliefoster3221
    @charliefoster3221 10 місяців тому +4

    That makes sense, long daily conversations can and will shake many skeletons loose. If she paid someone to pack for her, the story would be different.

  • @nosilverharbinger
    @nosilverharbinger Рік тому +6

    There are other explanations that are very plausible for how Kristen died that aren’t as conspiratorial. Such as the phone in her apartment had been disconnected already, and she called her bandmate and probably Eric from another line somewhere else. Pay phones were everywhere and people had long distance calling cards. She might have used a neighbor’s phone. Who knows?
    It could also be that she still had drugs and usage paraphernalia stashed in her apartment in a cosmetic bag, and she found them while she was emptying the place out. That certainly could be true.
    The weird part is her travel companion leaving her alone like that. That doesn’t make much sense. It is more likely that they both were intoxicated and she ended up drowning or overdosing while he was out of it as well.
    And it isn’t that uncommon to find the cops being extremely uncaring about how people who use drugs die, especially back then, and super especially in the crack den parts of larger cities where this stuff is happening all the time.

  • @HellcatCustoms
    @HellcatCustoms Рік тому +9

    CL and EE aside, I honestly wouldn't be surprised if Dave Geffen was in on both deaths. I've heard stories of many musician's demises after getting on Geffen's bad side.

    • @E.C.2
      @E.C.2 Рік тому +2

      I'm convinced that entire industry in
      "in on it" so to speak. Hundreds of Millions of $ allows them power and influence. Kurt was walking away from Nirvana,costing D.Geffen's label their biggest band.

    • @joleneloveland8911
      @joleneloveland8911 Рік тому +3

      Oh yeah .. research DG. He is known to be ruthless and has his own group of henchmen who make sure those on his label comply with the contract or will pay physically, mentally and financially for any awol musicians, screw ups, delays, or any corporate loss of dollars due to insubordination. Rumors of his paybacks have floated around for years giving him a hardcore spooky reputation. With his millions approaching trillions he lets his artists know he can run his business anyway he likes. Where does a big*ss elephant lay down? Anywhere it wants to and what you gonna do about it?
      Rumor has it, you DON'T say no to Mr. Geffen.

    • @joleneloveland8911
      @joleneloveland8911 Рік тому +1

      ​@@E.C.2 However he got over his heartache really quick as its been long known and Michael Jackson has proven without a doubt, a dead one is worth more than a live one.
      Pre-recorded product with no more production costs and way less promotional costs. As if Nirvana needed promotional help. Lol.

    • @E.C.2
      @E.C.2 Рік тому +1

      @@joleneloveland8911 As a kid,always wondered why major labels paid for demo sessions as bands can record demos on a 4 track. Now we know the rest of the story. David Geffen was at Yoko Ono's side hrs after John Lennon's death. Coincidence? Maybe maybe not?

  • @boydj777
    @boydj777 Рік тому +8

    Thank you for your consistent coverage of the facts, doing god's work

    • @courtneymoran2329
      @courtneymoran2329 Рік тому +1

      Word! Dude, STOP putting yourself down. You ARE far more professional than many of the GC’s of the world...and you own your clothes AND yo shiz! You didn’t just glide in. You built THE Fox Fam(along w/La Femme Foxxx Den Mother+all around HBIC str8 from the 90’s, you hit the Foxfecta. Mother+coolest chick in “O-H-10.”

    • @courtneymoran2329
      @courtneymoran2329 Рік тому +1

      You are extremely professional! Stop downing yourself! Look I’ve been in the industry for longer than I care to share...at this time...and you dunk on a lowball 79% of them on your worst day. Love the new background btw. You guys have come so far so fast it truly is a blast to see+feel a part of it-again! NOstalgia Please let me know if there is HH

    • @courtneymoran2329
      @courtneymoran2329 Рік тому

      Ugh!!! ...so annoying-how to hit you up DM wise as I have much magic and macabre, swag,a non-profit I’d love you guys to grab some swag+sponsors, intros, collabos, if ur down. It would be great to speak 1 day sooner than later+see where it goes. Look, at the risk of sounding like “the Other White Beat” it can’t hurt to try. Not about $ at all. Anything we can do. I’m just honoring eccentric, eclectic, creative, people I think Kurt, and my Gram(for which it is in her honor I started the non-profit, to try+give the square pegs a chance to do something THEY want. You know, order what’s not on the menu+have the chefdelights in delivering

  • @kostasrestas
    @kostasrestas Рік тому +8

    Greetings from Greece!
    I just find your channel few days before and all the feelings and thoughts that i have for some persons that you expose with all these facts ,heats directly and match 100% with what i was thinking for them all this time..
    Youre something like guarantee for my instincts!thanks!
    I told to my self,damn, i knew it!
    My respects for your work and research!
    Cheers!

    • @keyng9489
      @keyng9489 Рік тому

      ❤❤❤

    • @agentshillbot
      @agentshillbot Рік тому

      I was holidaying in Greece from the UK in '94 when I heard the sad news of Kurt's murder on MTV in the hotel room, I'd have been 13. The next day I'm wearing my green 'In Utero' shirt and a Greek guy started pointing at it, giving a thumbs up, etc. I'll never forget it.

    • @agentshillbot
      @agentshillbot Рік тому

      *I didn't know it was murder then but remember feeling none of it made sense.

  • @dirkjewitt5037
    @dirkjewitt5037 Рік тому +7

    Kristen's life would make an awesome movie. I'm serious. This has everything a movie about the industry needs out there. If it was done with integrity and no outside influence, it would be incredible.

  • @britneyserrano8908
    @britneyserrano8908 Рік тому +5

    It’s really sad bc back then it was like if You had an addiction and you died they just called it your fault and that was it! They literally didn’t take the time in either case to do the most basic forensic work! All I know is both cases are extremely suspicious. Nobody can deny that!

    • @tylerdouglas480
      @tylerdouglas480 Рік тому

      Hate to break it to you.ive been a heroin addict of 15 years bout four years clean now.its still that way for the most part.its really sad had some friends go in suspicious circumstances and every time it was either accidentally overdosed or committed suicide.they don't care about the poor and disenfranchised

  • @littlejackrussell01092
    @littlejackrussell01092 5 місяців тому

    I might sound like a nutter but ASF I find myself talking to you when I watch your videos about this subject and Kurt’s death because you say what I have thought so I’m there going ‘yes that’s exactly what I said’! Or you say something I hadn’t thought of and I’m like ‘oh my fucking god no way!’ You are amazing and I am really enjoying your videos. I cannot believe the effort you put into this and the detail you go into 👏🏻 if more people/professionals of sorts did what you do, there would be a lot more justice in the world. Thank you ASF!

  • @SuperSoFlow
    @SuperSoFlow Рік тому +3

    Whoa! You know your stuff. Hope things turn around for us all soon.

  • @CarolineChiasson
    @CarolineChiasson Рік тому +1

    Yes!!!!!! 🙏🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼 I’ve been patiently waiting for this video.

  • @permaveg
    @permaveg Рік тому +4

    Kristen was the total antithesis to Courtney, the two never should have even met.

  • @dirkjewitt5037
    @dirkjewitt5037 Рік тому +3

    When I lived on Capitol Hill, I had numerous people tell me about Courtney love chasing Mary Lou Lord down the street with a frying pan, saying something to the effect of "You leave my man alone!!"

  • @BarbaraT.
    @BarbaraT. Рік тому +6

    I think you might go a little too far when you say CL was copying Kristen make-up (I remember when you first suggested this in another video), but I think you're spot on about everything else.
    One thing though: Kristen's friend might have known that she's used to falling asleep in a bath from Kristen herself through conversation.
    Falling asleep in a bath does sound dangerous to me too, regardless of drugs.

  • @oldwelshlady6584
    @oldwelshlady6584 Рік тому +4

    She knew the truth!!! And wasn't going to be quiet!

  • @xxcelr8rs
    @xxcelr8rs Рік тому +2

    What I remember of Cobain's passing was Courtney pitching her album to tv reporter before his body was cold. I found that bizarre.

  • @scottcharney1091
    @scottcharney1091 Рік тому +5

    Presumably it will come up in the next video, but you didn't mention Courtney's thoughts regarding Kristen & Kurt's bond. Maybe Kristen wasn't actually on the way to becoming Frances's stepmother (what a sweet thought), but Courtney sure thought something was amiss.

  • @Aliceinkx
    @Aliceinkx Рік тому +5

    Justice for Kristen 🙏🏼

  • @trtrsqr4666
    @trtrsqr4666 Рік тому +2

    Kristen story is so tragic. Even if it wasn't with explicitly criminal intentions, it's pretty clear who should have been questioned as the source for the drugs. And I don't condemn drug usage per se (to each their own decisions), but taking drugs to someone who is clearly set on leaving that live behind is just horrible, worthy of hell. Hope Kristen gets justice. I have little to no interest in reading biographies, even of people I admire a lot, but I'll try to get my hands on hers, Kristen's life deserves to be celebrated.

  • @dontask6863
    @dontask6863 Рік тому +4

    Always knew about the Pfaff connection. But you know the deep details. That’s where it’s even more clear that CL and that goon in her band somehow had a hand in both Kurt and Pfaff's fates. Where there is smoke, there’s almost always a fire. And there are columns of smoke coming from the details. I’ve never trusted or liked CL since day one. Something has always seemed really darkly off about her. And this makes even more sense. The only way I see her having this much ability to bend power to her bidding, is her being really friendly with some very dark, very powerful people. Otherwise she would have never gotten away with all this. You can clearly see how it looks when you look at pfaffs deep details and connect it with all the other details around Kurts demise. Something is going on there for sure. And it’s definitely dark. But unfortunately like with JFK, the more time goes on, the less chance the real truth will be generally known. I hope it does one day come all out. I sense it’s there.

  • @carolfyall688
    @carolfyall688 Рік тому +4

    Exactly stuff is stuff. Life is priceless

  • @atlanteantruth
    @atlanteantruth Рік тому +1

    Dude love these videos. Can't get enough of them🤘

  • @Chrissummerss182
    @Chrissummerss182 Рік тому +4

    you have talent & should be paid well as an investigative journalist, or a job as a reporter. Hard jobs to find since everything in America is fake, and nepotism. Thanks for all your hard work.

  • @flynntaylor5459
    @flynntaylor5459 Рік тому +4

    Both kurt and Kristin were leaving, but on one leaves Courtney.
    Funny how similar there crime scenes were.
    Both recovering, both searching fir a new life, both finally realizing Courtney was bad news 😈
    Both overdosing on herion doses far outside they normal dose intake.
    Both drugs neatly tucked away before they died. No junkie has there stash cleaned up like this.
    Any idiot can tell you addicts don't behave this way.
    Psychologically, it doesn't fit the profile.
    Kurt and Kristin were murdered as revenge for leaving Courtney.

  • @fredericleonhardt2460
    @fredericleonhardt2460 Рік тому +3

    It may be a moot point, but Mr. Eliot, people have drowned in the bathtub after doing heroin. You are a true believer. I am so thankful that someone like you has taken up this struggle. Kurt Cobain was 2 years older than me. My friends and I looked at his success, the success of his music, as validating what we were doing and I'm not saying we were anywhere near as good. Where we were from in NC doesn't seem like a far cry from Aberdeen, WA. I loved the Man, it was heartbreaking thinking he checked out. Coming from a family with a history of murder; a man murdered my Grandfather a month or two before I started the 6th grade, because they thought he had money he didn't. So, I hate when I hear of murders much less money motivated murders. I hate to think that even may have happened to Cobain. What really makes me sick is that it doesn't sound out of the realm of possibility. If nothing else he was somebody's son/brother/father and deserves a proper investigation rather than lazy, cynical police saying, "Yeah, this is the guy. The missing person. His wife said he was suicidal. Cause of death: suicide." They are supposed to say: did he see anyone? Did anyone have a problem w him that might want him dead? Who were his friends? Who were his enemies? Let's talk to the family. Then allow for toxicology and autopsy then all come together and give cause of death. Never is any police force in the U.S. supposed to declare it on the spot. Keep up the good work, Brotherman!!!✊❤️☝️

  • @dawud7791
    @dawud7791 Рік тому +2

    Falling asleep in a tub is death.

    • @AvecPoesie
      @AvecPoesie Рік тому +3

      I accidentally did this years ago...quite scary to wake up nearly submerged in water. I never took another bath 🛁 whilst sitting in the tub late at night ever again.

    • @dawud7791
      @dawud7791 Рік тому +2

      @@AvecPoesie so scary, glad you made it!

  • @KellyK387
    @KellyK387 Рік тому +4

    Loving the Kristen videos. Would still love to see one about exposing Charles R Cross ,who claims to have known Kurt well… haven’t seen evidence to support this. Just joined your patreon

  • @eddieharman3650
    @eddieharman3650 Рік тому +2

    I cannot remember where I read it, but I read an article that said that Caitlin Moore was also a confidential informant/snitch. She had a different handler than Courtney. Anyway, this article was saying that because Caitlin Moore was an informant also, and as long as she keeps snitching, she could basically do what she wanted, which was sell heroin.

  • @ricardopereira2746
    @ricardopereira2746 Рік тому +2

    Great video Charlie.

  • @adamfindlay7091
    @adamfindlay7091 10 місяців тому +1

    If fulfilling a contract, means literal death of an artist/individual, struck down at a young age in her prime backed legally into a dead end corner, I'd say that business entity owes some blood money and responsibility/ account to that artist's family. Imo...bless you. "Gain the world and lose their $ouls"

  • @stornkolson
    @stornkolson Рік тому +2

    Love your channel man

  • @dirkjewitt5037
    @dirkjewitt5037 Рік тому +1

    Courtney probably knows that intersection with the car wash better than anyone alive. about 5 blocks away. is the infamous strip bar that proclaims "100's of pretty girls and a couple of ugly ones".

  • @Mudhoney1991
    @Mudhoney1991 Рік тому

    Great video. Really intersting.
    Look forward to pt2.
    Enjoying the fb group too.
    Getting the truth out there.
    Rest easy KC.KP🖤

  • @porkchop2471
    @porkchop2471 7 місяців тому +2

    No new leads? Who within the SPD and who had connections to this case particularly the narcotics angle had contacts and or were involved with the heroin trade within the Seattle area/Puget Sound/Pacific Northwest? Especially if that person or those people had contact with the users/mules/dealers within that music community at the time… someone is willing to travel overseas and make connections for potential human sex trafficking, what other connections were they making while abroad? Or services were they willing to provide for delivery/sales within the aforementioned music community…?

  • @jadeariellevaughn4695
    @jadeariellevaughn4695 Рік тому +1

    Been waiting on this one! 🤘

  • @MrHubb1
    @MrHubb1 Рік тому +1

    Awesome video. Thank you.

  • @Arcticnick
    @Arcticnick Рік тому +1

    I was wondering if an autopsy of a suspected drug addict would check for fentanyl as well as heroin, when Fentanyl cut into the mix would be even more likely to kill.

  • @ValCc
    @ValCc Рік тому +6

    Thanks!

    • @ValCc
      @ValCc Рік тому

      VAL from Portland. No couscous, this time!! Haha.

    • @ValCc
      @ValCc Рік тому +1

      Guy Mankowski and I have been in contact for about 13 months, about the book. Her favorite drink was yoohoo.

    • @AmericanSpyFox
      @AmericanSpyFox  Рік тому +1

      Someday we will get together and eat some couscous!!! Thank you for your continued support Val.

    • @ValCc
      @ValCc Рік тому +1

      @@AmericanSpyFox how about gravy & noodles, instead?

    • @cringeRick_Lamar
      @cringeRick_Lamar 3 місяці тому

      ​@@ValCcwhat a tender and hilariously intimate little insight! Thanks for sharing!( I only can assume the Yoo-ho© ®™ anecdote was regarding Kristen Pfaff (?)❤)

  • @george4ever26101
    @george4ever26101 Рік тому +2

    I’m not surprised that there was some kind of crap was going on between Dave Chappell and Comedy Central. Look at all the nonsense Trey Parker and Matt Stone have had to deal with from them.

  • @timibecker
    @timibecker Рік тому +1

    The phone could have just been unplugged from the wall to if you just found someone dead your head is a bit screwed

  • @aarondaniels4221
    @aarondaniels4221 Рік тому +1

    Much love. Great work. Keep it up

    • @aarondaniels4221
      @aarondaniels4221 Рік тому

      I wish I could help. I love your channel. I'm living in a van rn or else I would.

  • @skippyhandleman1625
    @skippyhandleman1625 3 місяці тому +1

    Eric has a few of Kurts guitars. He played the 65 JAguar on the LTT tour.

    • @hehasnolips1371
      @hehasnolips1371 21 день тому

      He stole them that’s why

    • @skippyhandleman1625
      @skippyhandleman1625 20 днів тому +1

      @@hehasnolips1371 that's a story that is out there. one of the skystangs is missing and 2 unmodded fender mustangs made by scott zimmerman as well as the jag and other guitars. guy is a creep too.

  • @CutiePie-hh3gg
    @CutiePie-hh3gg Рік тому +2

    I believe she would've refused when Eric offered her and he had no choice but to forcibly inject her that explains why he was there just for a brief time

  • @longgone696
    @longgone696 Рік тому +3

    As an ex-heroin addict, I have to say that the temptation to use "one last time" before you move far away forever would be HUGE. Eric was her heroin connection. She had only been clean a couple of weeks, that's nothing. Sounds like she told Paul that she wanted to take a bath so she could have some privacy to do some dope. It's a junky cliche to go to detox, get a little clean time, and then relapse and die because you don't have the same tolerance you had before the detox. Many have died this way.

    • @julianjv7325
      @julianjv7325 Рік тому +2

      You don't lose tolerance to opiates in just 2 weeks, believe me I know from experience.

    • @longgone696
      @longgone696 Рік тому +2

      @Julian JV
      Bro.. I was a heroin addict for 15 years and if you go to detox for two weeks and come out, your tolerance is absolutely not the same as before you detoxed. I personally know a few people who have died this way.

    • @craigg5410
      @craigg5410 Рік тому

      If I don't take morphine for just one week my tolerance pretty much halves.

    • @craigg5410
      @craigg5410 Рік тому +2

      But it does take a long time for tolerance to high doses to really come down. Two weeks is enough for a big change though. And everyone is different.

    • @shocbomb23
      @shocbomb23 Рік тому

      @@julianjv7325 yes you do any heroin or hard opioid user knows after the sickness is over your tolerance is down it's common fucking knowledge

  • @izzydeadyet7336
    @izzydeadyet7336 Рік тому +2

    Why was Eric not investigated, or maybe he was, but youd think they deffinitly wouldve checked him out considering his connection to courtney and kurt

  • @KellyK387
    @KellyK387 Рік тому +2

    I read someplace that Nick Hartshorne didn’t even do a toxicology on Kristen and hollered suicide at first, I don’t know if this is even true. Kinda funny he did that to Kurt too except the toxicology did happen with his death

    • @token555
      @token555 Рік тому +2

      He was friends with Courtney. And who knows, she is good at throwing money, drugs, false hope, etc. to shut people up.

  • @YoungDeathWish
    @YoungDeathWish Рік тому +2

    I'm moving back to Seattle soon.
    Try door dash bro. I do doordash, I work like 4 hours a day and can spend the rest of the day making music. it's a sweet gig imo

  • @littlejackrussell01092
    @littlejackrussell01092 5 місяців тому +1

    Am I correct in thinking that Caitlin Moore was actually Caitlin Moran the English journalist?

  • @curtisbush9545
    @curtisbush9545 Рік тому +1

    Courtney just wanted good musicians that had ties to underground punk/hardcore scene. So she could use em to appeal to everyone. Both Kristen and patty’s replacements also were breakout underground stars.

  • @bellabear653
    @bellabear653 Рік тому +3

    Don't you find it odd that both Kurt and Kristen both wanted to pull out of tours? I think there is something to this as well, even iggy pop mentioned when talking about Kurt. "Kurt made some people very angry." most like big record executives and when they realised Courtney didn't have the control over Kurt that she claimed to have. Well things went down hill quickly. The death might of been a way to show control, when there was no control left. Dead men and woman don't argue about contracts or tours. I believe Courtney is mixed up in this, I just am not sure how exactly but I believe this involves corporate as well.

  • @hitesh_blues2353
    @hitesh_blues2353 Рік тому +1

    Can anyone please tell what song/soundtrack comes at 0:20??? PLEASE!!! ANYONE?!?!

  • @jesus.rodriguezrodriguez9542
    @jesus.rodriguezrodriguez9542 Рік тому +1

    Good work totally agree love the content.

  • @jesus.rodriguezrodriguez9542
    @jesus.rodriguezrodriguez9542 Рік тому +11

    So many people die in bathtubs .

    • @Hotpicklesforeveryone
      @Hotpicklesforeveryone Рік тому +1

      My old neighbour had a heart attack in the bathtub and died. A kid I went to school with had a seizure in the tub and drowned. It’s definitely common.

    • @coatedslushie1667
      @coatedslushie1667 Рік тому

      Jim M

  • @waybrenda
    @waybrenda Рік тому +2

    Wow! I love the haircut!

  • @delanoarts3703
    @delanoarts3703 Рік тому +1

    The disconnected phone is really strange I just got a landlines hooked up to this day they still have to come to your place to connect ate disconnect landlines are probably the only technology that hasn't changed since 94 anyway that's fucking messed

  • @sk8taway
    @sk8taway 11 місяців тому +1

    18:04 all of Metallica's [just as an example] interviews are pretty much psychological evaluations for investors. 17:37 if you read about Cliff Burton he was the Pfaff of Metallica why he was taken out early. Like Pfaff he was the only real musician in the band and he did not care about the money and the fame. 19:06

  • @sheldonlunn7050
    @sheldonlunn7050 Рік тому +1

    Does anyone know if the video has got to the bit about her last trip yet?

  • @thekcsugethe_kc_suge7930
    @thekcsugethe_kc_suge7930 19 днів тому

    Imagine a band that could have been with Cobain & Pfaff. Would’ve been some great chords

  • @morgenlefay
    @morgenlefay Рік тому +2

    Justice for Kristen

  • @michaelwoolbert8195
    @michaelwoolbert8195 Рік тому

    Another Great Video!!!!

  • @Teekay617
    @Teekay617 3 місяці тому

    This is so insane this whole story

  • @phillythrowbackrapchannel1149
    @phillythrowbackrapchannel1149 Рік тому +1

    26:17 I don’t find that weird actually. I’m sure he didn’t know thier exact relationship and maybe he didn’t feel comfortable doing that or maybe thought they wanted privacy.. I could see a lot reasons why he wouldn’t go in or say anything

  • @The_real_JulieKelsea
    @The_real_JulieKelsea Рік тому

    Those words “found him” that’s what my sister said. She called me and said “I found dad” I knew what that meant! I got in my car and sped over. June 1st 1999 (RIP dad)

  • @susan7930
    @susan7930 10 місяців тому +1

    First, Paul didn't have to know that Eric was heading to Kirsten apartment. Second, Kirsten had to open the door, at least the bathroom's door or it would have been broken... If Eric forced the heroin into her, he had to use something to make her unconscious, and he had to put her back in the bath. Otherwise, how do you explain the OD in both Kurt and Kirsten cases? Somebody else had to introduce it into their bodies.

  • @justinknight1209
    @justinknight1209 Рік тому +2

    I think maybe he didn't confront Eric because he didn't want to cause issues with anyone and stress Kristen out or cause her anymore hassle or issues with anyone in Seattle than there already had been or maybe it become serious and cops get involved and cause Kristen to deal with legal type of issues or just even be present while something like that were taking place. But that's just what I think could possibly be a possibility but I don't know so I stay open minded to the possibilities. But he should have still gotten out to be present just to make sure he didn't try to mess up her sobriety. And just because someone falls asleep in the bathtub does mess you should just leave them be even if someone is just asleep in the bathtub and completely sober they still can drown and people have before. And maybe if the line could be connected or disconnected from the back of the phone she may have unattached it herself after making the call because she didn't want people there to be calling her if they knew she was there because she didn't want to talk to or see them and altho I doubt it because then he could have just connected it again and called but it could be possible that she hadn't payed the bill knowing she was leaving and they cut service off of it and some phone companies can do it without anyone coming and having to do anything they can just cut service off from the company like cell phones today bur idk how phones exactly were in the 90s cause I was so young and didn't have one but like I said I doubt that happend and it was that that coincidentally i think there was possible foul play. And I do believe courtney gave Eric the bag with the drugs to give to her.

    • @scottcharney1091
      @scottcharney1091 Рік тому +1

      Paragraphs... punctuation...

    • @justinknight1209
      @justinknight1209 Рік тому

      @@scottcharney1091 I know it's mostly cause the damn auto correct on my phone it messes up alot and I'm always having to redo messages and comments and things

    • @justinknight1209
      @justinknight1209 Рік тому

      @@scottcharney1091 but glad to see the grammar police and grammar nazi are doing their job.

    • @scottcharney1091
      @scottcharney1091 Рік тому

      @@justinknight1209 Those damn things...

  • @jamessullivan9468
    @jamessullivan9468 Рік тому +2

    Look brother I know how the under world works k.her and Kurt was in danger

  • @uselessagent7342
    @uselessagent7342 Рік тому

    (first 3 mins) Hey man when it rains it frickin pours best of luck brother

  • @skippyhandleman1625
    @skippyhandleman1625 3 місяці тому

    I think Eric was in her apartment to get that diary. THe pages ripped out were from the first week of April. I suspect she had documented in the diary that she had talked with Eric and told him she was in love with Kurt. i think there was damaging info in those pages that were ripped out. he probably got her to nod off so he could read the diary and do his investigative work.
    I wouldn't be shocked if Erlandson was the guy if there was anything planned with regard to cobains death.

  • @natashacowan3511
    @natashacowan3511 Рік тому +1

    Does anyone know what the name of Kristen Pfaff"s biography called? I'd appreciate anyone telling me. Thanks

  • @lindasanderson6938
    @lindasanderson6938 Рік тому +1

    ASF: Really like the new hair and the suit, you look very handsome.

  • @Whatsahandle4
    @Whatsahandle4 Рік тому +2

    Another west, and Louie, Louie, they got something going on kinda screwy. Down to the comet, come on and vomit, yeah if there's something to be on, then I know that you'll be on it. Smack city, the skies are ugly and the girls are grey. - smack city - the dwarves

  • @RiversMorgan94
    @RiversMorgan94 Рік тому +1

    Snoring= still alive. How can one go from snoring to death from a heroin overdose?? Isn’t that supposed to be instant??? Unless she drowned in an inch of water?? He definitely needs questioned again!! He should have forced the door open to prevent drowning! Lay her in her bed for Peet’s sake. Something doesn’t add up. I think he was in the apartment when EE arrived then EE told him to leave so they could have private time or whatever so he went to the uhaul… Eric is the Death Doula as he calls himself on his Facebook page.

  • @LumpyBumpylou
    @LumpyBumpylou Рік тому

    ITS HERE.. ITS HERE!!! Here goes...

  • @oldwelshlady6584
    @oldwelshlady6584 Рік тому +1

    DECENT VIDEO TOwatch!!!

  • @DannyUrena-oj9rm
    @DannyUrena-oj9rm Рік тому +1

    PhaFF was Murdered

  • @loup8242
    @loup8242 Рік тому +1

    What are your thoughts on Patty Schemel and her documentary? I haven’t heard you mention much about her, do you think she’s just another one of Courtney’s paid off people?

  • @filipecoutinho5706
    @filipecoutinho5706 Рік тому +2

    Sounds like he did it

  • @metaphoria3
    @metaphoria3 5 місяців тому

    Hey are you in Seattle?

  • @lanovia3838
    @lanovia3838 Рік тому +1

    who is Eric's wife? I wonder if Kristen had to pay some financial repairs in case she broke the contract

  • @BKMC79
    @BKMC79 Рік тому

    Bravo 👏 👏 very interesting watch, I never get bored of hearing how bad the SPD are!

  • @bookreaderson
    @bookreaderson Рік тому +1

    The cops could trace her heroin back to previous dealers. 😊

    • @ronirave
      @ronirave Рік тому +2

      Now but probably not back then

  • @BarbaraT.
    @BarbaraT. Рік тому

    Charles, have you watched the whole CL's interview that you show on screen (where she's dressed in white and is with Eric)? I watched it last night and it's cringeworthy!

  • @d_hurl
    @d_hurl Рік тому

    Old school Speedballs take me back; from high-end to street dealers it was very common to sell blow & dope together. For the real bad broke addicts they'd commonly buy a dime of both. H on the west coat was mostly Black Tar, SWIM found China a few times randomly. Here's a stab in the dark: Pfaff thought she was getting a bag of blow & a bag of china. She mixed them up in the spoon not knowing that both bags were China & OD'd. Purely speculation but you never know. Did KP have blow in her system? Speedballs are now Fent/ meth. Way more dangerous & not very good. You can't even find H not cut w/Fent these days or clean blow. Don't do this combo, it feels kinda gross & dangerous AF. Be safe