So, I want to let all y'all know that I genuinely HAD NO CLUE that I had filmed this, and posted it, till today Sat Nov 11th....which is kind of scary. I know that the ECT treatments do indeed affect my short-term memory pretty harshly, but NOT THIS badly. 🤕🥴😵 So I apologize if I seem WAAAY off. I know I was running close to 104°f fever at this time, and I think maybe THAT, in addition to the ECT treatments and the aftereffects of the seizures I endured during my stay there, all probably played a part in ripping away my memory of making and posting this specific video; with perhaps the help of how INCREDIBLY over-medicated they had me whilst I was in there (12 pills per night). So again, I'm so sorry for sounding and looking so messed up and making such little coherent sense here. 💔💔💔💔
I’m so glad I share the same sky as you, Daniel. You’ve been treated terribly by systems who are supposed to care for you - try to remind yourself openly and out loud you are DESERVING of dignity, liberty, love, comfort and peace. Bad systems will try to convince you are aren’t. But you ARE! You are a just man and you are vocalising injustice. Stay warm this winter! I’m living in my first home not in homeless accommodation and it’s so cold. I’ve got a really good bed and duvet and lots of socks 👍✨ learning as I go.
Glad you're back! 🩷🫂🩵 It sounds like you had a rather rough stay in that place. Don’t they have a forensics section? The most important thing is you feel better. 😊
As another schizopaffective, stay strong. You are an inspiration not only to me but many. You deserve so much better. I wish you could have free healthcare like here in Scandinavia.
The general healthcare and childcare subsidies works, and in my mind, it is well worth the high taxes. But the mental healthcare is absolutely shit and no high cost alternative exists. Assuming you have no substances in your blood at the time of apprehension, you'll get locked up, for an indeterminate amount of time. Or get referred to a psychological evaluation in 8-12 months. If you have something in your blood, you'll get no mental help and put into rehab with a 5 year note on your record that prevents a lot of employment opportunities and possibly lose your drivers license on absolutely arbitrary grounds.
Yes I agree healthcare is free here in the UK are we are very lucky for that honestly (though it course it SHOULD be free everywhere) the mental health care system is not good here in the UK though in my experience. I have had a lot of anxiety and depression issues throughout my adult life and ..well it just seems that nobody has the time. To be fair when I was a teenager in the late 2000s i had a great therapist for a short time but then moved into the adult services and ..well have not had such luck since. Though I am not blaming the doctors most of whom no doubt work extremely hard and do their best. There just aren't enough doctors / money for the number of people needing help are there. Anyway good luck Daniel ❤ no doubt you are very tired after a stay in hospital can just send you my best man as others have said you are very strong 🦥
@@craigkelly4278 glad to hear you've had good experiences Craig I mean mine haven't been horrible and thankfully I've never needed to stay in a mental health hospital they've just been ..slow? And not very thorough really. They were pretty good from 2007-2009 as a teenager :)
Hi! It's not ok at all! They used a horse needle on me just because they could. I guess. Anyway...I hope ❤ you find peace. Also, I do know that the system "thinks" jail and mental health are one in the same....it's fucking bullshit!!!! You are an amazing guy. Want nothing more than to, like I said before, have peace😊
I've been following your story since the early days. Have one of your books, and I am a believer in you. I just wanted to say what a joy it was to see you uploaded a video. I'm going thru a shitshow with a double compound fracture from my knee down. Lost my house, job, and my car was stolen while I was 70 miles away in a trauma unit. I got to find out it was missing yesterday. Truth is I don't care...I'm alive, my kids are alive, I have family and friends who see me for me, and care. I see you, Daniel. You are a mf solid heart of gold. You have to believe in you also.
Just wrote this as a selection piece to go with it for you... Purple Purple Purple Sun Stolen Mastered and Shun Purple Thread ROYAL RINGS All…… YOURS But Dead…..
A lot of things in this country don't make any sense. The health care for veterans is definitely on that list. All veterans should be treated better than what they are. So sorry that you had to go through this again. Please keep fighting. Not just for us but for your self. You are one of the most courageous people I've ever seen. Dont lose hope. Whenever you need us we'll be here for you. Stay safe. Stay strong.
I came out after watching this video wondering when are the powers that be, build beautiful welcoming places for people who have a mental illness to go for help and have a positive experience? Great video! Thank you for showing everyone that was wondering what it's really like. I'm so sorry you went through that horrible situation. 😢 No one should be treated like that. Hugs Pam 🫂
Hey Daniel. It's so great to see you. Even though we don't have all the same diagnoses, I have been hospitals and clinics for a very long and can relate to and understand what it takes to get through things like this and you've done so well... incredible, really. There's so many words that I want to say, but I'll just say that you are truly amazing and I'm not trying to flatter. It takes a lot and you persevere and you defend people and you help people and that's honestly incredible. I wasn't and haven't always been that strong. I hide a lot of things. I'm not honestly all the time especially with people close to me. Thank you for this video. I'd love to hear more. I may not always say things, but I see everything. I'll be here for your next video. Just like I was here for the last one.
Hi Daniel. There is a type of person that, somehow, even if you dont know them, you can tell its an incredible guy. You are that type of person, i dont really know you, but i can truly say I know you are incredible. Watching your videos feels to me like talking to a nice friend. Greetings from Uruguay and sorry if my english isnt perfect. Wish you the best.
I know its been like that here in uk for years 😡 its disgusting. All u can do is go up from here Daniel be kind to urself and enjoy ur beautiful animals and nature x
Oh Daniel, thank God you're alive, I have been worried sick about you. I am so sorry you had such a rough couple weeks. This is so disheartening to know the mental health system is so ass - backwards. I am praying you got the help you needed. Get some rest, relax, and call me or message me when you feel up to it. I understand now may not be the best time but just know that you mean everything to me, I love ya more than life itself, I want what's best for you, and I want to do what I can to take this heavy burden from your shoulders. Be safe. Continue being strong, and know that someone in Michigan loves you. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Well wishes Daniel. I struggle with PTSD and psychosis. I think of you on your journey often and find strength in your resilience. I wish you the best, lots of rest, and lots of small joys.
OH, Darling Child! I am so sad you suffered there. Thank you for helping even though you got in trouble. I am pissed that they would have violent offenders there with patients like you. We have a mental health unit for patients who are violent. I guess I never thought about any being in the hospitals. :( I was out-patient for a week and a half. I loved it. Everyone was so nice and the classes were extremely helpful. I was so surprised that something like this was available. You know you have my blessings and I will pray for you today. Much love! xo
I’m sorry they’ve slammed you up with ECT. I know you have to sign a form To allow them to do it but I hope they didn’t pressure you into it. Sorry your experience there was so crummy! You’re a trooper though bud and you just keep on going! And I admire you more than I can say for that! ❤ hugs
Hey Daniel. I first knew about your situation via SBSK. It's horrible that you're going through this, but it really shows how genuine and strong you are. It's really encouraging for me as well, as I'm neurodivergent and suffering some issues as well. Sending a hug, and sending you strength.
I'm sorry things were so messed up there but glad you're home. Nobody should have to go through what you did. I'm confused about the needle in your neck that you mentioned. What does that mean, if I can ask? I think of you often and hope and pray things get easier for you. You deserve it so much! ❣🙏
Remember that endless strength and love are within you. Let this ground your spirit and ease your soul. I don’t know you but I’m a fellow Texan and I’m sending well wishes and kindness from nearby.
Oh sweety I'm sorry for how the mental health facilities are.I pray for you always and we are all here to listen.I wish I could change all that's wrong in the world 😞
Hello Daniel..... I am from India .....I watched your interview from SBSK and I really wanted to talk to you about the positivity that you unleash with your interactions ....when I first saw you I literally thought you are a Professor or a teacher or some kind of a motivator... it's ur voice and your face and the calmness within that is very enrapturing .can you please please respond to Me in the comments please ? I am a writer and I want to know you more as a friend if possible and a human ....please respond? Thank you so much .. stay safe. We love you so much.
Hello and Good Evening Dear Friend! 💚🎃💚 Thank you so much for your beautiful words in this comment. Do you have Instagram? If so we can try messaging there?
I'm here! Sorry for my late response but sometimes I don't get the proper notifications letting me know that someone responded to a message of mine 💔💔💔
Hello Daniel how's it going ? I was just thinking of getting in touch with you. From the strain in your voice, you seem sick or you have a cold. You probably mentioned being sick in the video but I could barely make out what you're saying😅. It's been awhile since your last update but don't worry about uploading a video too soon. If you need to handle this mental health check up then do so, we'll be here.so no rush! On another note, its frustrating to hear yet again from what you had to endure in these mental health facilities. I'm sorry that this keeps happening to you. Where you try to help other people in there yet you get in trouble for it. It's so messed up and unfair. I don't know if I'll ever understand how that works. Why punish you if your just trying to protect someone, especially an employee? My guess is it's cuz all they see is you , a tall man, acting antagonistic towards someone else and think that your the aggressor when it's not the case. Idk correct me if im wrong thats just what I think happens, especially in health or medical facilities they probably don't want to take that chance if they see someone they think is starting fights. Yet they also put violent offenders in here like you said and are surprised they have issues with some of the staff and other patients 🙃 🙄. Any way I'm sorry for the long rant just know this isn't directed towards you more so towards the institutions that enable a bad environment. I'll be here for you man❤ I'm just glad to hear from you again ❤❤❤
Thank you so much for tak8ng the time to write such a kind message dearest friend! 💜🫂💚 I just posted another video that SHOULD answer most of your questions...but I did laugh like he'll at your description of me as being the "TALL" guy acting antagonistic. In truth I'm but 5 foot and 7.5 inches, lol 😂💜👍 But I AM a lil' big with my build and weight, so you're probably not wrong about the overall appearance.
“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.” - John 3:16 God bless everyone here. Jesus loves you and died for you on the cross. He did this to wash away the burden of sins, and if you open your heart to Him, He can take away the burden of your sins and give you a peace incomparable to anything in this world. ✝✝🙏
Ah yes, mixing mental health problems with religion has never ended badly in the past...🙄 I understand that you're just trying to be nice but you should really be aware that psychosis and religion are a terrible mix, when people start thinking the voices are god they will obey them. Please be very careful with your advice, it's fine to be religious and say that you'll pray for someone but to emotionally manipulate people into joining your flock is not acceptable.
So, I want to let all y'all know that I genuinely HAD NO CLUE that I had filmed this, and posted it, till today Sat Nov 11th....which is kind of scary.
I know that the ECT treatments do indeed affect my short-term memory pretty harshly, but NOT THIS badly.
🤕🥴😵
So I apologize if I seem WAAAY off. I know I was running close to 104°f fever at this time, and I think maybe THAT, in addition to the ECT treatments and the aftereffects of the seizures I endured during my stay there, all probably played a part in ripping away my memory of making and posting this specific video; with perhaps the help of how INCREDIBLY over-medicated they had me whilst I was in there (12 pills per night).
So again, I'm so sorry for sounding and looking so messed up and making such little coherent sense here.
💔💔💔💔
Follow Jesus and he will save you!!
Hey Daniel. Hope you're well. Thinking of you rn ❤
Daniel pls know you are loved very very much xxx
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I’m so glad I share the same sky as you, Daniel. You’ve been treated terribly by systems who are supposed to care for you - try to remind yourself openly and out loud you are DESERVING of dignity, liberty, love, comfort and peace. Bad systems will try to convince you are aren’t. But you ARE! You are a just man and you are vocalising injustice.
Stay warm this winter! I’m living in my first home not in homeless accommodation and it’s so cold. I’ve got a really good bed and duvet and lots of socks 👍✨ learning as I go.
Great comment to our sweet, Daniel. Many blessings to you also.
Put a hot water bottle in a sleeping bag ,for heat.
You are WORTH supporting, strong warrior💕
I'm glad you can feel how welcome, accepted and dear you are to these perfect strangers, myself included.
🙏 🙏 for you
We love you, Daniel
Glad you're back! 🩷🫂🩵
It sounds like you had a rather rough stay in that place. Don’t they have a forensics section? The most important thing is you feel better. 😊
As another schizopaffective, stay strong. You are an inspiration not only to me but many. You deserve so much better.
I wish you could have free healthcare like here in Scandinavia.
We have free health care here in UK aswell.
The general healthcare and childcare subsidies works, and in my mind, it is well worth the high taxes. But the mental healthcare is absolutely shit and no high cost alternative exists.
Assuming you have no substances in your blood at the time of apprehension, you'll get locked up, for an indeterminate amount of time. Or get referred to a psychological evaluation in 8-12 months. If you have something in your blood, you'll get no mental help and put into rehab with a 5 year note on your record that prevents a lot of employment opportunities and possibly lose your drivers license on absolutely arbitrary grounds.
Yes I agree healthcare is free here in the UK are we are very lucky for that honestly (though it course it SHOULD be free everywhere) the mental health care system is not good here in the UK though in my experience. I have had a lot of anxiety and depression issues throughout my adult life and ..well it just seems that nobody has the time. To be fair when I was a teenager in the late 2000s i had a great therapist for a short time but then moved into the adult services and ..well have not had such luck since. Though I am not blaming the doctors most of whom no doubt work extremely hard and do their best. There just aren't enough doctors / money for the number of people needing help are there. Anyway good luck Daniel ❤ no doubt you are very tired after a stay in hospital can just send you my best man as others have said you are very strong 🦥
Well I would say form having experience it it is first class but it depends where in UK you are
@@craigkelly4278 glad to hear you've had good experiences Craig I mean mine haven't been horrible and thankfully I've never needed to stay in a mental health hospital they've just been ..slow? And not very thorough really. They were pretty good from 2007-2009 as a teenager :)
Glad you're free, Daniel. When you're ready to tell the rest, I'll be right here to listen.
Hi! It's not ok at all! They used a horse needle on me just because they could. I guess. Anyway...I hope ❤ you find peace. Also, I do know that the system "thinks" jail and mental health are one in the same....it's fucking bullshit!!!! You are an amazing guy. Want nothing more than to, like I said before, have peace😊
I’m here, I see you, I hear you. You’re not alone, we are far away, but with you in our hearts. Always happy to have any update. Much love Daniel. ❤
Daniel we love you and we hate seeing you treated this way. Hugs my friend ❤❤
Dearest Daniel, praying for you.
I've been following your story since the early days. Have one of your books, and I am a believer in you. I just wanted to say what a joy it was to see you uploaded a video. I'm going thru a shitshow with a double compound fracture from my knee down. Lost my house, job, and my car was stolen while I was 70 miles away in a trauma unit. I got to find out it was missing yesterday. Truth is I don't care...I'm alive, my kids are alive, I have family and friends who see me for me, and care. I see you, Daniel. You are a mf solid heart of gold. You have to believe in you also.
Sending you love, peace and hope Daniel
Wow Daniel...I am sorry. Thank you for sharing your experience and perspective, gave me something to really think about.
I was just thinking about you these past few days. I took Persevere down off the shelf to have another read of Royal And Red. It's a great poem.
Just wrote this as a selection piece to go with it for you...
Purple Purple Purple Sun
Stolen
Mastered and Shun
Purple Thread
ROYAL
RINGS
All……
YOURS
But Dead…..
@@danielnepveux97EI love it! And I'm looking forward to that next book, no matter how long it takes come out.
You are the strongest man. A true warrior. And through it all, you worry about others. You inspire me to continue fighting my battles. Thank you.
Oh my love 💔 my prayers and heart to you my friend 🐯🐼
Love you, Daniel.🫂
A lot of things in this country don't make any sense. The health care for veterans is definitely on that list. All veterans should be treated better than what they are. So sorry that you had to go through this again. Please keep fighting. Not just for us but for your self. You are one of the most courageous people I've ever seen. Dont lose hope. Whenever you need us we'll be here for you. Stay safe. Stay strong.
I came out after watching this video wondering when are the powers that be, build beautiful welcoming places for people who have a mental illness to go for help and have a positive experience? Great video! Thank you for showing everyone that was wondering what it's really like. I'm so sorry you went through that horrible situation. 😢 No one should be treated like that. Hugs Pam 🫂
We are with you stay strong
Hugs, hugs, hugs. ❤
Mental illness shouldn't mean that you should be treated like you murdered someone.
Sending love ❤
Love you. The system makes me angry too.
Hey Daniel. It's so great to see you. Even though we don't have all the same diagnoses, I have been hospitals and clinics for a very long and can relate to and understand what it takes to get through things like this and you've done so well... incredible, really. There's so many words that I want to say, but I'll just say that you are truly amazing and I'm not trying to flatter. It takes a lot and you persevere and you defend people and you help people and that's honestly incredible. I wasn't and haven't always been that strong. I hide a lot of things. I'm not honestly all the time especially with people close to me. Thank you for this video. I'd love to hear more. I may not always say things, but I see everything. I'll be here for your next video. Just like I was here for the last one.
Hugs 🤗
Even though we are not there with you, we are holding your hand through it all. ❤️
Hi Daniel. There is a type of person that, somehow, even if you dont know them, you can tell its an incredible guy. You are that type of person, i dont really know you, but i can truly say I know you are incredible. Watching your videos feels to me like talking to a nice friend. Greetings from Uruguay and sorry if my english isnt perfect. Wish you the best.
Wow, thank you
Stay strong baby. You're in my prayers
I feel you ❤
We love you Daniel... just remember that
I know its been like that here in uk for years 😡 its disgusting. All u can do is go up from here Daniel be kind to urself and enjoy ur beautiful animals and nature x
Daniel, I know it's easier said than done. But keep pushing. We love you so much.❤
Oh Daniel, thank God you're alive, I have been worried sick about you. I am so sorry you had such a rough couple weeks. This is so disheartening to know the mental health system is so ass - backwards. I am praying you got the help you needed. Get some rest, relax, and call me or message me when you feel up to it. I understand now may not be the best time but just know that you mean everything to me, I love ya more than life itself, I want what's best for you, and I want to do what I can to take this heavy burden from your shoulders. Be safe. Continue being strong, and know that someone in Michigan loves you. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Hey Daniel, always good to hear from you. Keep up the fight
Get better, Daniel! I hope you can get some rest. It seems like you might need it. Lots of love from overseas!
It’s absolutely NOT ok. Happy your home.
Daniel, I keep you in my thoughts! Especially when I'm not feeling like carrying on. Please keep moving. ❤ × Julia
Well wishes Daniel. I struggle with PTSD and psychosis. I think of you on your journey often and find strength in your resilience. I wish you the best, lots of rest, and lots of small joys.
Stay strong! Im glad you seem somewhat okay, have a good day or night!
First off happy Halloween second I hope you get through the hard times I’ve been having insomnia so I’ve been having trouble too
OH, Darling Child!
I am so sad you suffered there. Thank you for helping even though you got in trouble.
I am pissed that they would have violent offenders there with patients like you. We have a mental health unit for patients who are violent. I guess I never thought about any being in the hospitals. :(
I was out-patient for a week and a half. I loved it. Everyone was so nice and the classes were extremely helpful. I was so surprised that something like this was available.
You know you have my blessings and I will pray for you today.
Much love! xo
I love you❤ you are a great person❤🤗
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Daniel, I am SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU! ❤
I’m sorry they’ve slammed you up with ECT. I know you have to sign a form To allow them to do it but I hope they didn’t pressure you into it. Sorry your experience there was so crummy! You’re a trooper though bud and you just keep on going! And I admire you more than I can say for that! ❤ hugs
Sending love to you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Hey Daniel. I first knew about your situation via SBSK. It's horrible that you're going through this, but it really shows how genuine and strong you are. It's really encouraging for me as well, as I'm neurodivergent and suffering some issues as well.
Sending a hug, and sending you strength.
I'm sorry things were so messed up there but glad you're home. Nobody should have to go through what you did. I'm confused about the needle in your neck that you mentioned. What does that mean, if I can ask? I think of you often and hope and pray things get easier for you. You deserve it so much! ❣🙏
Remember that endless strength and love are within you. Let this ground your spirit and ease your soul. I don’t know you but I’m a fellow Texan and I’m sending well wishes and kindness from nearby.
Oh sweety I'm sorry for how the mental health facilities are.I pray for you always and we are all here to listen.I wish I could change all that's wrong in the world 😞
We're doing the jobs that need to be done🙏
You're absolutely right Daniel! American healthcare needs to be better! I'm glad that you're home in true safety( hopefully) now. 🫂
Sending love Daniel 💗
We love you Daniel ❤
Good to see you Daniel
Love you bro, keep on it. You can do it xxxxx
Sweetheart stay strong ❤
Hello Daniel..... I am from India .....I watched your interview from SBSK and I really wanted to talk to you about the positivity that you unleash with your interactions ....when I first saw you I literally thought you are a Professor or a teacher or some kind of a motivator... it's ur voice and your face and the calmness within that is very enrapturing .can you please please respond to Me in the comments please ? I am a writer and I want to know you more as a friend if possible and a human ....please respond? Thank you so much .. stay safe. We love you so much.
Hello and Good Evening Dear Friend! 💚🎃💚
Thank you so much for your beautiful words in this comment. Do you have Instagram? If so we can try messaging there?
@@danielnepveux97E hello
@@danielnepveux97E Are you there Daniel?
I'm here! Sorry for my late response but sometimes I don't get the proper notifications letting me know that someone responded to a message of mine 💔💔💔
I hope you are okay.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO❤
Hello Daniel how's it going ? I was just thinking of getting in touch with you. From the strain in your voice, you seem sick or you have a cold. You probably mentioned being sick in the video but I could barely make out what you're saying😅.
It's been awhile since your last update but don't worry about uploading a video too soon. If you need to handle this mental health check up then do so, we'll be here.so no rush!
On another note, its frustrating to hear yet again from what you had to endure in these mental health facilities. I'm sorry that this keeps happening to you. Where you try to help other people in there yet you get in trouble for it. It's so messed up and unfair. I don't know if I'll ever understand how that works. Why punish you if your just trying to protect someone, especially an employee? My guess is it's cuz all they see is you , a tall man, acting antagonistic towards someone else and think that your the aggressor when it's not the case.
Idk correct me if im wrong thats just what I think happens, especially in health or medical facilities they probably don't want to take that chance if they see someone they think is starting fights. Yet they also put violent offenders in here like you said and are surprised they have issues with some of the staff and other patients 🙃 🙄.
Any way I'm sorry for the long rant just know this isn't directed towards you more so towards the institutions that enable a bad environment.
I'll be here for you man❤ I'm just glad to hear from you again ❤❤❤
Thank you so much for tak8ng the time to write such a kind message dearest friend! 💜🫂💚
I just posted another video that SHOULD answer most of your questions...but I did laugh like he'll at your description of me as being the "TALL" guy acting antagonistic. In truth I'm but 5 foot and 7.5 inches, lol 😂💜👍
But I AM a lil' big with my build and weight, so you're probably not wrong about the overall appearance.
Well see to me that's still tall I'm a short 5'3" girl 😅..lmao!
Edit: and yes I did see the video! I just saw it !
I understand that you are just getting out of the psych unit, but brother, you look and sound WAY OVER MEDICATED, Did they do that to you?😢
I want to be your friend
“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.” - John 3:16 God bless everyone here. Jesus loves you and died for you on the cross. He did this to wash away the burden of sins, and if you open your heart to Him, He can take away the burden of your sins and give you a peace incomparable to anything in this world. ✝✝🙏
Ah yes, mixing mental health problems with religion has never ended badly in the past...🙄 I understand that you're just trying to be nice but you should really be aware that psychosis and religion are a terrible mix, when people start thinking the voices are god they will obey them. Please be very careful with your advice, it's fine to be religious and say that you'll pray for someone but to emotionally manipulate people into joining your flock is not acceptable.
you seem to be in health danger in your country
Lets always believe in the Lord Jesus. For he is the Good shepard
You got this, just believe in yourself 🩵
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