The Best And Worst Parts Of Awakening |
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- Опубліковано 5 жов 2024
- In today’s Ask Christina, I dive deep into my own spiritual awakening. You’ll hear my favorite and least favorite parts of my awakening, and how I navigated the difficult periods. If you’re going through your own spiritual awakening right now, I hope that hearing some of my stories will give you the inspiration you need to move forward with loving wisdom.
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Hi Lopes,
Do you do reading via IG.? Someone might be using your name.
I am finally out of my dark night! The most difficult time in my life! If you are experiencing this now I pray for you. You are not alone! ❤️💪🏻💫
I'm grabbing your prayers, I need them. It's so hard, so incredibly hard. Thank you!
How did you make it through?
@@moniquelageweg1111 Its a natural process, as long as u are surrendering to the process, u make things easier, hang in there, u will come out of the darkness, and the other side of it it's, joyful, bliss, and peaceful ❤️😊🙏
@@ChangeYourLife1122 thank you, i survived another day. I thought about making a red button for all the times i was thinking to kill myself today 😓, you give me a piece of hope thank you
@@moniquelageweg1111 I know the intensity of dark night, it's the most painful experience u will ever experience ( maximum suffering)😩, I started my awakening, 2020 and now I feel more better, I just kept meditating in my everyday life, don't worry buddy it's get better over time, trust me
Yes. Some people have spoken about this as if you transcend being a human. We are still human we just learn how to have different perspectives and not be so attached. It is also great that you control the ego and ego doesn’t control you 😉
My daughter is in the dark stage, lost all sense of dignity, she used to be so beautiful, always so well put together. Now, she only wears sweatpants and a hoodie, put lost of weight on, no make up. She also hears voices and she has seen family members who have passed on! I took her to a psych unit, lost of meds until I realized this was different! It’s hard to explain to my family and friends that my daughter IS NOT schizophrenic, it’s way to hard to explain the nature of this situation!
I’m supporting her, she has shelter, food and so much love, I took over some of her bills, at this moment in time she cannot work. I hope all this is w to end on a happy note…for now all we can do is love her!❤❤❤❤
Wonderful that you know what your daughter is experiencing and you support her...
I myself is in spiritual awakening now, in dark night of the soul with a lot of up and down...my 13 year old daughter is also in the same process, we are happy to have each other in this journey.
Wish all the soul overcome soon tough phase and back to true self, to the source! Love you all ❤️❤️❤️
Good mama!!!! Loving her is the best thing for her right now! Same thing happened to me..... hang in there! She's still SO beautiful 😍
She still is beautiful regardless of the weight the lack of make up or what clothes she wears.
I noticed too the sense of disconnection and being alone when you go down into healing old feelings. The common denominator was a feeling of abandonment, and I learned too it's just part of the process and lifts on its own when you've done that piece
Thank you so much for sharing. I can identify with a lot that you shared. My spirit guide told me when I was going down. I thought I could pray it away but now I understand what was happening. I feel lonely but realize my God is still with me. I truly did love the beginning of my spiritual awakening when I felt connected to everyone and all the animals. Thanks Again 💕🙏💕
One of my friends and I were talking just yesterday about we’ll have days upon days of the highs - bliss, connection in everything, want to be outside all the time - then randomly days where you wake up and feel like you’re just thumped right back into the physical and it feels so dense and heavy lol. Perfect timing for this video!
I too had dark knight of the soul for two years and I felt my kundalini awakened during my sleep ( strangely ) ever since then the symptoms in my body are so intense . Tiredness , fatigue and now severe neck pain . The healing has been really really painful especially when I wept during my meditations layer after layer peeling off those traumas . Hope things get better now ❤️
During a spiritual awakening, u have this metaphysical activation, your consciousness is drastically increasing, u may go through weird sensations, ears are ringing, bodily sensations, ect.. all of this are happening because the the consciousness wants to shine brighter ❤️😊🙏
I have ringing in my right ear. Its maddening at times. Was yours that way?
@@sarahanderson7811 yes, mine started ringing when I started my awakening in 2020, but if you are not sure, go see a doctor first to confirm
Thanks so much for sharing. I'm going through the lows right now and I can feel the disconnection from everything
Yes this makes sense to me now! Thank you so much Christina , you have shown me and helped me so much throughout my awakening . Sending you much love and gratitude.
GREAT video Christina. To the "T" what I too went through. Thank you so much for sharing. GOD bless you.
Thanks for this. I'm just coming out of the dark night of the soul. Still transmuting energy. Over 2 years now in ego death but im healing. Thank you.
Thank you so much❤ I am going through a lot of low energy these days and it feels dark and empty. Today I thought I was doing something wrong, and I felt so lonely and depressed. Your words helped me, gave me hope and released some of my fear. I will try to surrender 🙏
Sending love and big gentle hugs to you sweet stranger. It feels as if I could have written your post 🙏🏻❤️💫
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Sending you love and gratitude for all your help throughout my awakening.
LOKAH SAMASTAH SUKHINO BHAVANTU is a Sanskrit phrase that translates to "may all beings everywhere be happy and free and may the thoughts words and actions of my own life contribute in some way towards that happiness and freedom for all" 💚👽🛸🐱🐶🐄🐷🐔🐳🐬🦜🦚🍀🍄🌎
That is what bodhisattvas are all about helping all being everywhere be free from suffering. Being like Kuan Yin.
I knew this phrase 40 years ago. Hard to try to go trough with a man. Who has no interest in woo woo talk, Why did you shave your need?
Aw you are so brave to be sharing all this with us I am forever grateful to have your guidance w me on this journey. I am in the depths at the minute and I feel so sick and tired of it. The pain surfacing within and without is a lot to bear. Knowing that this will pass is a huge relief. Sometimes I get so caught up in the ego mind, even when I can hear my guides interject with the truth that all is well. I am safe. This is for a greater purpose. I am safe. The masculine really needs to calming down as I am in pure stillness. Not used to it. Judging myself alot for it. And so are my family which doesn’t help. It’s their judgements on me. If I didn’t live around them it would be a lot easier and I feel I would have more compassion for myself. But they just don’t understand. It frustrates me a lot. I’m gonna keep loving myself through this even though it can be hard at times. Your videos save me thank you 💗💗💗💗
Thanks for sharing your experiences on this beautiful soul 😁, very helpful and useful information 👍. ☮️❤️😁, great health and prosperity all. Love ❤️ and light 🙌
I swear you just told a very small intro of my exact story. I just found you, always a purpose. I will be watching more of your videos! Thank you for your beautiful words
My inner transformation....this awakening changes me so much... I love my journey ❤
Wow this is such a relief to hear your explanation About the dark night of the ego. Thank you. 🙏
Sending you all so much love ❤️
i’m in my dark night, i’ve been in it for 3 years. i’m really tired at this point and i’m losing hope of it being over eventually . i watch these to keep hope. i have chronic gi issues and sometimes it’s hard to see a happy and fulfilling future with it.
Thank you for sharing Christina! 💜💜💜
It's so difficult, even worse when you are a single mom...The roller-coaster of emotions... These days I truly felt like Source left me for dead.. It's like all doors are locked.. My immune system went down... I don't know but I still trust in the Being greater than me and I know that I will not be locked out forever.. Giving hugs to all you going through difficult times.. Love you ❤️
I'm going through the same, it's tough, nothing is working out 🤦🏾♀️, I'm glad to know we will come out of it
Wow.. Stunning.. i can feel everything your talking about.. Thanks for the tips and clarifications. u r Awesome..
I think I'm in the hermit phase, I don't know what a kundalini is, but I'm experiencing vertigo and loss of appetite, my doctor hasn't figured it out yet, but I hope it's not serious. Thank you Christina, you always give great advice.
Same here ugh
Based on this, I've never had a spiritual awakening. Spiritual awakening sound scary and highly unpleasant. I pray that if and when I have mine that I feel completely at peace even if a lot comes up to be healed. Inner peace really is everything. At least to me. I can't speak for anyone else.
Thanks for this video. 💯 resonate. Always good to know we're not alone. Highs n low are a real thing to me. ascend. Love n light ❤️✨
In 7+ years of my SA i never feel any connexion, or bliss. It feels like a constant dark night. I don't even know anymore if something is healing.
Yes, same here....I really need someone to talk about this.
So true.💯❤...I feel ups and down .. how you d'escrime that sometimeswe feel alone ......thank you....It s cool to feel we are not alone in it.....
This dark night, I can relate whole heartedly. From really connecting to having strong signs of my best friend of 22yrs passing. She was the reason I survived my childhood. I began to realize this prior to a car accident she was in where she passed. It's so hard, so hard bc I know I connected with her strong when she first passed. She was telling me things, screaming it felt like. I listened and so many circumstances at the time changed. I could hear "thank you" her mother would feel relief.
It's still knew as she passed on 10/10/21. She understood my CPST From my childhood. When she passed I realized I had so many chances to say bye, so many signs, like my higher self and guides were preparing me. So when she passed it hurt extra I think. The pain is still here so strong. I tried to ignore the reality bc it's too hard. I connect very easy. After I opened up to her mother, she told me to stop blocking her. As I'm one of the only ppl who connect and get signs. So listened slowly. Besides the continued signs with numbers etc I started to see her in my dreams. No one dreams do her where they see her. But there she was twice.
I can't explain how I connect with her, I just know I do. It hurts so bad because I want her to walk through the door, not connect in this way.
In a mediation right when she died I heard her say to me "you always protected me, now it's my turn to protect you"
One day out of nowhere I heard "I had to love him so hard and spoil him so much, because I had to leave him so early"... she was talking about her 13yr old son. Those aren't words I've ever used.
When we are blessed with these connections and they want to come through, they do. I feel like I didn't have a choice. She gave me a month off but everything was falling apart bc I was ignoring the truth.
When I stopped ignoring her and my guides, when I was as honest as I could be with her mother, it was a little relief. I'm allowing her back in easier. It's beautiful but wow is it painful!
I'm here to learn to love, to be loved and feel love. That's what she was to me and who she was. She was so genuine and just loving without judgement. She's teaching me to let animosity go.
Hardest lesson my 36 hrs in this lifetime. She is definitely a soul partner in some way. She was just different when I meant her at 13. It was just different. All the signs involving the address where I lived, the numbers all connect.
The universe absolutely has a plan. But damn it's a hard one, this dark night of the soul is the hardest transition I've had.
Thank you Always for all you do.
I just ranks here as if it's journaling. I have no one in person who understands this.
Yes, the burning feeling. My ears they feel like they're on fire randomly. Especially if I mediate or try to. I can't even tell anyone this, my friends/family think I'm crazy already.
You're not crazy. Neither am I really, but I just own it and tell people that I'm the good kind of crazy. 🙂
It sucks to hear about the loss of your heart sister in the 3D, but you are strong and very smart to face the dark night and recognize the lessons and The Plan, and I admire that. Have a good day, and be blessed
I lost my fifteen years old daughter suddenly in misc due to doctors wrong treatment on 24 th Oct 21...😭..lt is unbearable.... she was innocent hardworking child loved by all her friends always helpful prepared for board exams champion in sports.
I was already dealing with alcoholic family..😭.. she struggled to make our lives better..😭..all her efforts wasted dreams shattered...her life cut short... she wanted to live....how does one day God has better plans????
@@ojasshah7633 I am so, so sorry for you. I am truly so sorry for you. I can't imagine your pain. I just know that I can see some of it in my friends mothers eyes and others I know whom have lost children. It's an emptiness that nothing or no one can fill. I don't have any words that are helpful, I am sorry. I can say that you're not alone, but how can you not feel loneliness at all after losing a child? It shouldn't be this way, if I had my way it would never be this way. I don't make the rules, I can barely follow them if there are really any.
It's so hard, the pain. The only way I am able to deal with any of this is I guess knowing that life is fluid, it is always moving and changing. I don't want some of these changes at all, I don't even know if I accept them. I just know that it's always changing. I don't know what the universe has planned.
I think I might be numb right now to all the pain and sadness, I don't even know. Even for me to say and accept that life is fluid and keeps changing, I can't believe I am ok with saying this. I don't know.
I am 36yrs old, I was sad for 28yrs after my grandmother died when I was 7. I was sad until I was 35yrs old, then I had this beautiful connecting with her through a guided meditation. I saw her, I understood why she passed, I was finally Not sad anymore.
Then my friend passed like 8 months or so after. Then here I am, sad again. I'm so tired of feeling sad and feeling feelings. I don't know what we are supposed to do, feel, act or say.
The void, the dark night, awakening, the universe. I don't know. I have no answers to all of this.
I'm just sorry that you're sad too, I am sorry I can't help bring back your baby or fill your loneliness. It wasn't supposed to be this way.
Just try one minute at a time, that's what my friends mother does. She says she does one minute at a time, anything more and she feels like she will go crazy.
Look for signs. Look for signs in synchronicities, animals, music, anything. I do believe our loved ones are with us all the time, even more so now in spirit. In the body we have conditions, we have barriers. We can't go through locked doors and hug someone if we don't have the key. Spirit is Always with us, even if we don't think they are. I truly believe and feel they are.
Just try and stay open if you can, your baby is with you. Your beautiful daughter is with you and wherever she is in spirit she's helping someone else and doing what she loved to do here in the physical world.
No one dies in vane, we keep living. Our lives are fluid.
I say this about my Jessica, "I don't say goodbyes, there aren't goodbyes. It's just a different way of loving you".
So I woke up last night, and I haven't been able to sleep since. Spirit hit me like a truck, in the best way. "I have Spirit, yes I do, I have Spirit, hoooooow bout you!" lol. Since, spirit's just been puttin my emotions on blast via my Spotify auto queue. Uncanny. Ineffable. Yet, inevitable. Things will never be the same, nor should they be. Once you perceive the periphery, well... I guess we'll see. Thank you for your guidance. Sending you love and appreciation.
I loved short discussions.
It’s funny because I went Into healing my trauma and that’s what led me to my awakening. Kinda did it backwards! I was so grateful for it all! Thank you Christina your amazing!
I have been battling ear ringing for 3 months. Does anyone else have this? Doctors don't have an answer...It has taken me to a Dark place...My awakening started around 1 month before. This does make sense to me...I never looked at it like this before...Thank you.
Thank you so much for this video!
I'm starting to feel physically sick. I just want to lay in bed for hours. I know I'm not alone, yet I feel like it. I'm having more frequent nightmares.
Thank you I needed to hear this 🙏🏽💚
Christina I am really needing your help with this awakening!
Great question great answer Thank You Christina🙏🏻💙🌼
Omg! Just now I've realised that it has already been 4 years since my Awakening started.
There will be never enough Thank yous. ❤️ 🥺✌️🙏❤
Christina thank you, WELL EXPLAINED. The BIGGEST darkest part is feeling that
WE are not connected anymore and you can backslide when you are
cleansing...UNLIKE with
physical or social progress;
NO ONE CAN LOSE TRUE SPIRITUAL PROGRESS & CONNECTION...
BECAUSE IT IS THE FOUNDATION OF EVERYTHING. MAMASTE
Now I want to know more about spontaneous kundaloni awakenings.... I think thats whats happening to me
Christina has at least two videos on Kundalini awakenings. You can either search "Christina Lopes Kundalini awakening" or you can just search through the videos on her channel until you come across the appropriate videos.
Aaron Abke also has videos on Kundalini awakening that are very good. I recommend both Christina and Aaron Abke's channels.
Thanks so much, Christina and team! Lots of love, Jaden XXXOOO
Sending you much love and light❤️🥰😘
Oh wow, your video just gave me confidence to dive into the pit and when i heard that your guides where still there, it was like a group of mine all together where giving me a pull upwards like a truck pulling something out of the mud with a rope (Just multiple ropes in this occasion :D)! Beautiful, thank you! I feel like sharing some blessings i just received and sending them into the universal cosciousness if you can call it that, so some who are in need receive it! Love from germany, Simon
Thanks for sharing with us 🙏🙏
The question I always wanted to ask.
# Ask Christina 1. Can a person transfer their good luck (spiritual) to another person in need and later claim back?
2. How to get relieved from hurt (ego) by others spiritually?
Thanks in advance
I've heard you talk about healing circles and such, but what does one do if he's alone. I know two people in the world with open eyes. Neither live anywhere near me. I know no one is ever truly alone, but I hope you know what I'm saying. Right now, that is the hardest part for me. I haven't even gone through said "awakening" unless I've always been and never realized it. But that's another story. It's hard to keep up the vibes behind alone surrounded by sheep.
It was very helpful. Thanks Christina.
And thanks for the shaktipat i received at some point in the video! 🙏❤
I started my ego death in 2016/2017? Been spiritually awakened for 5/6 years too!!
Thank you 🙏
Just saw 11:11 as I was watching this
Love your videos 💟
It sounds like a psychotic break to me but I'm glad that you have made sense of your experience and come out the other side well and happy
I'm going thru menapause, I've blamed alot on it....but my hot flashes omg...I've yet to have talked to another who had flashes like I am. I literally passed out last summer. I'm wondering now what's menapause n ascension symptoms 😅
Every night every few minutes I'm flashing. I also am soooo weak when I climb stairs.
Try hrt...no need to suffer. You need estrogen. Hugs.
Great Q & A ❣️
My kundalini sounds similar to yours. I'm still in hermit mode, but I think I might be close to coming out of it. Things are starting to balance out a bit.
I loveeee your jacket 😍
so true.. can relate to your experience..
I felt like that last year ifelt so connected to everything.. but the minute i went back to work i felt disconnected im so lost. iright now.
Hi Christina and anyone else reading,
I have been single for a very long time and when I began dating, my world opened up a lot (addressing insecurities and healing my femininity) and it even triggered my spiritual awakening- I became so raw and sensitive. Right now, my life has rebalanced itself to be more manageable. I still have this desire to learn and grow spiritually. Right now, I am seeking guidance on whether I should go back to school for clinical psychology to be a therapist or go life coaching route... And also I am wondering if I should continue dating. I am afraid of losing myself and falling off track for my spiritual path. Is there any guidance you can provide?
Hi Tiffany. Clinical psychology is learnt to put false lables on things, they would have anyone with any kind of gifts on medication or locked up. As for dating I would say go for it. If dating were to take you off your spiritual path then people would run a million miles away from you like they do with me.
I've been physically ill since the Awakening, it's been 9 months already. I've had a rash and sore throat for 2.5 months, I've been to 6 different doctors. I have children to care for.... I need to get well😢 I lost connection with them too..... but I was so sick I couldn't even continue meditation... then bad voices started and they looked just my guides... and I started to get to afraid I stopped everything... and the psychosis kicked in
It sounds like you are in a very overwhelming place. I hope this passes soon. I encourage you to read up on aura cleansing and healing and also Epsom salt baths... Just make sure that you don't do anything that aggrevates your skin
@@bash4374 I'm meditating and i started using holistic stuff, herbs etc... thank you for your response. I also feel led to do yoga. I feel like the energy needs to move in my cells to help it purge out... I don't care for yoga lol, but I started bc I know my body needs it, to move all of this out of it. Prana is probably stuck. I'm grateful but all of this has been ALMOST too much. 💜💜💜
Oh my God I'm going through this!! IM ALWAYS hot like I'm on FIRE!
Thank you as always
I only had two days of bliss
I didn’t believe in the physical symptoms part fully until it started happening to me. Question to everyone… does a spiritual awakening ever end? Is there just a phase in life afterwards that is much calmer?
My thoughts were in color after each child. I called it growing up; doctors called it bipolar.
Thank Youuu soooo Much Chrisinal!!! "when youre going into your own basement and cleaning" PERRRRFECT* Visualization, description, part of the process, Intuitive Instructions... etc... Helped me Trendously... Having spiritual "crisis"🥴 this week... Ungracefully Leveling up🤩😱🤩... Alriggght🥰 So its Ok to Leave them out having Spritzers, Gin(gerale) n Juice, StarBubbly and a good time out on the deck grilling, laughing, enjoying the sunset and attracting all my backyard wildlife friends🐦🧚♀️ and using up all my Angel Soft toilet paper🤣 while I clean this... "basement stuff" Alrigght Alright🤠 Cool😎 so they're still Up there😏... there if I need them, rooting for me, and all wearing my sunglasses🤩😎 but no they can't pass the top step... "help me DO they cleaning "work".... SWEET!!!! Just leave me tall cool glass at the threshold🍻 My mind,emotions,body,shifts, have been OFF THE CHAIN🤯
Christina please reply your videos are the only hope in my life...
How shall i handle this consciousness which is like all the time (vibrations in body, seeing energy, ringing ears, popping sounds from head)
Please give me tip on how shall i calm myself
I've been eating a lot of junk, feeling hopeless and distant from everyone
Please make a video on this too if possibly
Love from india 🇮🇳
Christina has another video released not long ago on how to help ease or help the awakening process move a little smoother, I recomend u watch it for now. She mentions lots of water, among other things
So if we are a collective consciousness and we are aware of each other’s and mistakes if some were beaten up or off our path to enlightenment or something, we could therefore council each other, back into enlightenment
The pain and exhaustion u feel when going through awakening I think I recall, if u go to the dr they usually dont find anything wrong with u, is that correct?
Hearing these indicators feel like a hit and miss for me so maybe I haven't had an awakening. But then, is there a pre process? I can recall moments where I'm so blissful and feel connected to so much which I thought was just I guess enjoying the coexistence in those moments? And have suffered depression too, apparently depressive anxiety disorder. There are times I feel so drained and exhausted before there is indication of iron levels dropping very low too so everything just seems to be explained or linked in one direction and the other.
Maybe I'm just rising in vibrations little by little I guess.
Hi Christina- thank you for your insights and sharing! Even after your spiritual awakening, do you still have any periods of feeling the emotional and physical issues come up? 🙏 Thanks and blessings
My brother got treated for shingles because he did not know that you feel hot if the sun is in your zodiac house; I treated mine like a fever and cured myself.
I'm so ready to take my life. I can't stand it anymore. There is no relief. There is no hope. I didn't ask for this hell!
I love you so much ❤️ please stay strong! I know whatever is happening feels very wrong and unfair, but I promise you there is a bigger and higher understanding that will reveal itself to you in time. time will feel like your biggest enemy, but time also heals. stay strong ❤️ I promise it’ll all work out for the better! make patience your superpower 💪🏼 you are your own best friend, lover and strength! always honour yourself throughout and watch all the beauty that surrounds you in the now and in what will unfold ☺️
@@shiivaniii9831 been trying for 25 years. It never gets better, only worse. I can't do this any more.
Find a good therapist. You do not need to suffer for this long. Hugs.
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*****Presence, is the awakening and the spiritual journey with source/God. You can still heal, and access a wound in different layers. People express judgement and disapproval towards your changes, because you're changing and they are not. An awakening, is like a mushroom trip. There is no such thing as a bad trip, it's the lesson in the experience to be aware of. Repressed emotions eventually become, trapped thoughts. You won't be able to express yourself or your feelings, when you are judging yourself and emotions for feeling at all. Repressed emotions, become trapped thoughts. Don't judge yourself, for other people. That's trying to mind read others, and gaslighting yourself. However, this is your own personal soul battle.
Did you use psychedelics during your awakening?
wake at 3 am and pray is it good? should we be concerned about whether the time should be good according to the zodiac sign?
Will I get to see years. To awaken??
Does kundali awakening help connect with souls.
I lost my fifteen years old daughter suddenly in misc due to doctors wrong treatment six months ago.l want to find where she will be born
I am only about 6 months - not sure I can take 6-7 years of the ups and down lol
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You have drove people crazy with this long drawn out disclosure.
What highs? There have NEVER been any highs. Just numbness or utter despair always!!!!! You all lie!!!!!!
Dear Jaime , I would really recommend you the meditations of joe Dispenza . You can start with ▶️ breaking the habit 👍 look it up on yt and just do it and repeat it. Commit to it 🙏🥰. You will feel highs I am certain of it. You have to work for it . Come on , when I can , you can 😘✨❤️
@@sis8521 I'm highly skeptical of Joe Dispenza. He talks way too much. I've never seen a person who likes to just ramble on and on for ages like Joe does. He's like Vishen Lakshani of Mindvalley. People that I love listening to are Christina Lopes, Sarah Elkhaldy, Michael Beckwith, Aaron Abke and most of the spiritual teachers I've come across. Something just seems off about Joe Dispenza. But if you swear by his meditation then perhaps I've misjudged him to some extent at least.
@@brianlittrell797 @sis I have not tried any of his meditations or watched too many shows yet but agree slightly with ‘talk lots’ seems a bit over the top at times. I will try a Joe Dispenza meditation this weekend and see if it changes my mind about him! 🙏🏻❤️💫
@@lilyflower6096 If I see you again I'll ask you what your experience of his meditation is like.
From when I had my awakening, it took about 9 years to get any kind of good feeling. I know what it's like to live in complete emptiness 24/7 for years, and it didn't matter whos eyes I looked into, I never felt any connection. I was alone to suffer with absolutely no guidance from any guides or in dreams. But now I do have periods of great connectedness. This week I have been feeling great hurt in my heart which has been making me want to end it as well, I do wonder how many are going through similar. I am also extremely frustrated with people lying.
So insightful. Thank you for sharing