flawless - biz barclay

from the notes app 03/25/2021
lyrics
oh the place out the corner of my eyes is till blurred
with the pages and bridges and things that I've burned
and the facts and the figures chip away like the paint
that I spilled overtop of all the messes I made
take me back to the winter I knew who I was
I was 19 and flawless and falling in love
oh the things I would give
to go back to the days when a drink and a bath made it all wash away
when did my room become a roadside motel?
was it around the time I started playing myself ?
my body's a word that's been said so much that it no longer means
all the things it did once
take me back to the winter I knew who I was
I was 19 and flawless and I didn't know
all the things I would lose
when fate came to collect
all the pieces I hated, I want them all back
are there pieces of me, I continue to kill?
like a bitch walking Isaac right onto the hill
will I wish that I'd love the empty shell that I'm in?
cause I never thought I was flawless back then
no I never thought I was flawless back then