This Delegate's Maryland Senate testimony was given in support of SB 668 which would extend the statute of limitations for civil actions against sexual abusers of children.
I pray that the sweet Spirit of God will hover over you until you feel His insatiable love for you, because there is true healing for your soul through Christ....
Bridgette Owen I agree. It really is. And The beautiful thing about Christ is he bypasses our understanding and the damages that were done with the power of his Love and all we have to do is surrender to him, allow him to be Lord over our lives and he will help us and change us. It will not be easy, as no session in life will ever stay the same but his power can help us change from who we dont want to be into the person we couldnt even imagine being. You might never see this message but I will pray for you and for anyone who has experinced anything like this my heart breaks for you. But there is freedom from it all in Christ Jesus and even if you have not accepted him as Lord, there is nothing you can do that will stop him from Loving you. I pray that you give him a chance to show you that no matter what was done or said to you, he has the ultimate final word of who you are and what your identity is and it says in his word that we were made in his image and in his likeness and that nothing can separate us from the Love of God. The enemy, who is responsible for all sin, will have his day yo be destroyed and become no more. Until then, we will have to deal with sin in this world but we dont have to become who hurt us. We can cast our cares on to the Lord and he will restore all that was done and was ever taken from us.
where was god when he was being abused, o that's right watching because according the to religious nuts he's everywhere all the time, well why did he allow this to happen, here's why there is no fucking god you idiot and if there was a god what kind of god would he be. you people are the problem
He undoubtedly did that, years before...... to get rid of the rage, deep within, caused by that ungodly wretched way of life, the pedophile acted out on him, causing him tremendous pain and anguish.
Pedophiles are disgusting wherever they are found. But a church is one of the worst places. Combine that with a parent who's supposed to be protecting you. This poor man. My heart breaks for him but I pray he will learn that the monster that hurt him was not representing Jesus or the true church & find his healing in the love of Jesus.
All I could hear was hurt, I'm so sorry for what happened to you brother I really pray for healing and inner peace. God loves this man so much and He is near to the broken hearted. Unfortunately these stories are not unfamiliar it happens to countless other people and I just wish it wouldn't, would love to help bring awareness in anyway I can. X
You are my brother in Christ. One day we will meet each other in a place where there is no more tears 😢 no more pain, no more evil in Jesus name. Amen. ❤
Howard Tran God is the only one with the amazing ability to take any and all pain away. The burdens that he carries on his heart, they could be lifted.
“Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth." This poor man mourns, deeply. And it was his meekness, that this criminal took advantage of.
Crystal Brooks He believes in God and God believes in him. I know this amazing man personally. This is voice of a man who surenders his will to the Lord every day.
I had a tough dad try to hang myself at 12 years old last minute change of heart God gave me strength pull myself up off of the chain was wrapped around my neck.I had chain mark and bruised neck for few months. THANK YOU for Choosing me .I Love Jesus Christ my God, Our Holy Creator. Thank You Heavenly Father for Your Spirit of Holiness, Your Spirit of Christ, Son of the True Living God. I Love Your Word and Your Way!
HIS Servant Unfortunately the DEVIL is the Prince of this world and we cant do anything about it you know, but, soon judegement Will Come to this Earth and Jesus Will take us home in the Rapture !!
The problem is that Christians are DORMANT and they Don't Want to Wake Up Anymore. No Christian is Praying for other Christians anymore, when You walk into a Church in America these Days and you Need Spiritual Help, NO PASTOR IN AMERICA Wants to Pray for those who Need it anymore. And Pastor's Wives are Gossip Bitches. And Nobody Want to expose these Fake Prophets Anymore. And Christians don't invite other people who are Lonely and in Need of Prayer to their Homes Anymore, because they Care More About their Homes, Cars, Money, but NOT about other Christians anymore.
Father I pray you draw him close to you. Save his soul. The greatest thing he can accomplish is getting to know you so you can heal his scars. I pray for his soul to be saved in Jesus name.
I stand in agreement Lord with my sister. You know this man and all he has suffered. Father turn his heart to you. Send your sweet Holy Spirit upon Him. Save him and use what the devil meant for destruction for his good and your glory. In Jesus name. Amen.
@@xtinavroom4446 of course, he WILL find Jesus Christ in his life, for he has the potential to do so, and I pray that he leads a fruitful life with our Lord, Amen
God bless you sweetheart what a brave man you are. You are not a monster you are a very powerful man who has a very sad story to tell The monster was the person who abused you I never comment on you tube videos but your testimony touched my very core I will pray for you to find peace You are an absolute inspiration to others Thank God for your bravery Be strong sweetheart don’t let the monster win
May God repair every wound in your soul. GOD LOVES YOU AND HE WILL HEALED YOU even if you don't believe it. May God make His face shine upon you and give you HIS peace. Amen
I apologize for what has happened to him and others. God loves you. I went through an abusive relationship I had that anger rage drug alcohol abuse. But God sent someone to tell me to forgive that guy that hurt me so bad. I didn't know how I got on my kness, and asked Jesus help me to forgive him. The peace of the Holy Spirit came oh I boo who cried. I felt better I was able to sleep I let the anger the drugs the alcohol go. I surrendered to Jesus and felt a Love I never experience before. Try God he never stopped loving you. God bless your life
I pray that the God of all comfort come to you give you peace through Jesus Christ. I know the scars of molestation. I'm finally healed by the grace of God. He can heal you too!
My heart hurts for this man. My prayers are with you and for you. You are not a monster but a brave beautiful soul and a courageous man with a pure spirit. The person who victimized you did not touch you...Your spirit. That precious part of you belongs Jesus. No one can you away from Him. You are not your abuse. You are not the abuser. You are a gift. Good bless.
My brother I too was abused as a child. It twisted my whole life. So much pain, so much loneliness. I slept-ed with so many women regardless of the lies and pain i caused them hoping It could convince me I was a real whole man. I finally met Jesus who filled all the emptiness and took away all the pain. I have a great wife and six kids. God healed me and gave me wholeness. I wish all could find all the people I hurt and beg them for forgiveness. I pray for all of them. I hope you can find our Savior.
You are to be commended for your honesty, courage, integrity, strength of character and decency - you are a HERO and no monster - your abuser is the MONSTER.
I had a rough childhood. I thank God there's a God who loves us. I don't trust a lot people it's hard. I take care of my step grandfather who lives with me for the past 9years. I care for him very well. But it's been very difficult and emotionally draining. My grandmother passed 11yrs ago. I had looked up to my step granddad growing up. And at the age of 23 after having my son I moved in with my grandparents until I could get on my own. But one early morning he came into my room exposed himself and woke me up standing by the side of my bed moving back and forth toward me. I had been up all night with my sick baby and was so tired I couldn't believe what was happening. I told him to get out of here. He left and I locked the door. I never told anyone for 30 yrs. I pray a lot. I covered a lot of up through drinking which I've quit. So much disappointment through my parents and grandparents it's hard to trust anyone.
God bless you, you are a true example of the love of Jesus in this. The Bible warns us that the person that puts his (or her) trust in man is cursed, so you are wise there. Stay with Jesus, He will never fail you (or forsake you). My auntie nursed the person who her husband left her for, when she became sick with cancer. This woman, who is still alive today (my auntie has since gone to be with the Lord, and had been a nurse in her younger days) got frustrated with her sickness, and cried out to my auntie while she was nursing her: 'I don't know what I have ever done to deserve this!' We can be blind in our pain, and outright wicked, as exemplified by the two thieves on the cross on either side of Jesus. At least one of them repented, and our Lord was able to usher him into paradise. May we understand and truly repent. May the Lord, too, continue to bless you dear friend, and keep you in His all-sufficient love and grace. Much love in Him.
@@1Chron16.10 God bless you and for your kind words. 🙏 I posted this 4 yrs ago. Keep me in uour prayers my sister in Christ for I just find out I have heart failure.❤
I’m so heart sore for this man ... he told my story together with his ... it is our pain and our scars ... I solute him for his courage to tell his truth !!! 🕊🙏🏻 much love from Sofia, Bulgaria 🕎
You are a testament of how God created not a monster but a wonderfully made human being and I pray your soul comes to know the truth, Psalms 139:14. Your unselfishness to stand for someone else is exemplary of what Jesus did for us to save the world, despite the hate it has for Him. May you know Jesus and grow even more of an example of giving against your will to be there. Like Jesus. God bless and heal you, for your obedience to share and inspire+ P.S. Counseling ministries to check: June Hunt, Hope For The Heart; New Life Live+
I so pray in the mighty name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Saviour to heal this man. Let him see the beauty and sunshine of the True light of GOD. It is a terrible horrible thing to be scarred in this manner. I know, GOD does ease the pain in JESUS CHRIST, HIS HOLY WORD.
Lord, I KNOW you are about to do mighty things with this mans life. What the enemy means for our harm, God will turn around for our good, and the good of many!
O MY GOOD LORD JESUS HAVE MERCY ON THIS MAN, SAVE HIM AND HEAL HIS BROKEN HEART! And all who are going through such horrible things!! And Have Mercy on the abusers too. Have Mercy on all sinners Lord Jesus, for you are not willing that any should perish, but for all to come to repentance. THANK YOU JESUS! THANK YOU LORD! HALLELUJAH! AMEN.
First of all, you are not a monster! Your testimony resonated with me to the depths of my soul and you are right in that one never becomes normal, even with 4 years of therapy. I spent many years of feeling worthless and the behavior that comes from that. I thank you for your courage and the feelings of lessened aloneness with my experiences. I pray the Lord touches you in such a way that you will then seek that touch again and again. He touched me.
My brother saying I'm sorry for your pain doesn't help but I will say that I love you and if you can believe JESUS LOVES YOU TOO I know about scars that touch you to your very soul but I've learned that only THE LOVE AND THE PRECIOUS BLOOD OF JESUS THAT'S MY FORTRESS THAT KEEPS THE HURT AND PAIN AWAY YOU AND ALL THE OTHERS THAT HAVE ENDURED THIS ungodly hurt and pain OUR forever in my prayers Isaiah 61:3 says for the spirit of heaviness PUT ON THE GARMENT OF PRAISE that was a word given to me I have used that word over and over again man of GOD be blessed be whole be healed
My heart is heavy hearing this😢, I pray for this brother and everyone enduring such pain and abuse to heal , find peace in their life !!! People can be so horrible, saying this with tears in my eyes !!!
Thanks for sharing your story,you and I have a similar life growing up so thanks for you being able to speak out. We're I'm to ashamed to to do so find some kind of way to deal with the pain before it kills you. Praying for you my brother.
May God continue to bless you abundantly!! You were called for such a time like this to share your testimony! God is faithful to restore! He is too faithful to fail!!
May Gods “grace” minister to your soul. Spend hours reading/studying the Word. Thank you for having the courage to release your story, we all have one.
God can make your heart glad again. Seek Him. Speak to Him the way you spoke to us. My prayers are with you brother. After you seek Him, return and share your testimony of deliverance. You're a powerful speaker and talented young man. God bless you!
Thank you so much for sharing your testimony.... Honestly I shared mine on my channel too about being forced to ABORT my baby and it was sooooo hard to do it... i also came from a broken home like u..... But what we go through - our testimonies are for others... To give glory to the Lord... Thank you so much for sharing... God bless you
Thank God for his voice the more he released what is on the inside that has been barricade .... Jesus light can shine in and bring him out of the darkness of his past that is present in his now . Healing is a process and there isn’t anything impossible for God... mayJesus continue to restore this gentleman and allow him to really experience a loving father 😭♥️🦋
I’m so sorry for this man and it’s so sad. I pray that someday soon he will have a powerful testimony. It would bring hope to so many lives around the world.
You are not a monster you are a survivor and as long as you let Jesus into your life fully trust and believe he will heal your wounds. You a very brave and thank you for your sevice as well. May God be with you!
I believe God is the only one who could heal...I know he is able..So many monsters hurting children ! It's unconscionable!! You are a hero to stand up and protect others from this atrocity.
Thank you for speaking out for all the many many children suffering. You are brave because I know it hurts to talk about it. Jesus is so wonderful and heals so well the parts in your heart where the wounds live. He will do it. I find in worship He heals me each time a little. Its usually not an instant thing but He will do it for you. Love to you brother, I do feel your pain and so does our Lord Jesus. God bless you, you will help so many.
I was a foster kid who was sexually abused too. When i was nine years old, my father murdered my Mom. I was placed in foster care. I lost both of my parents, lost everything I knew. Thank you.
All I can say is thank you for telling your story too. You know, once a person starts delving, you cannot know what can come up. We walk around in a society full of griefs and hurts, not knowing for the most part what we stumble on. I can only agree with the apostle Paul who said that he determined to know nothing about any man, save Jesus Christ, and Him crucified. What I think he is saying, is that if people compare notes, there will be one atrocious story after another. The devil dips his fingers to each pie; no man is exempt. All we can do is look at the perfect Son of God, Who never committed a sin, neither was any guile found in His mouth (never spoke any shade of a lie at any time), and say sorry to Him, as we see what He decided to suffer for us, and leave it at that. We would be all day comparing notes, if not, notes that would get us nowhere in the long run. We all need to repent and put our trust in the Saviour, if any good is to come of our lives here on earth, and if we are to entertain any hope of heaven. I hope you have given your life to Him. Please do, dear one, if not, as only He can comfort you and stop history from somehow repeating itself in your life, too, as we have an Enemy who is stronger than we. Much love in Jesus, and God bless you.
So powerful , thank you for your testimony in a world that is so broken your truth will bring so much courage to those that need to hear this, when i see you, i see a child of God that has gone through such an horrific up bringing. I pray that God will continue to give you the grace and have favour over you so you can be in his presence of peace each day may you grow in courage and strength and be restored completey , spiritually emotionally and physically, May our heavenly father bless you always. Amen
I pray for a total miraculous healing to erase all bad memory, wounds and plaguing reactions to your horrific past. May Jesus put His loving arms around you and give you an eternal peace you could never imagine
Your life is not worthless and you are not worthless. I think you are an amazing man that you could tell this testimony for so many who can't because the reality is so intense, painful, and shaming to admit. Don't let the Devil win . There was definitely a demonic spirit within your adoptive father. Being without a father is a form of ungodliness as well and it is rampant in the country. I pray that the Lord will enter your life and show you that His Love can cast out all fear and pain. Trust in the Lord. Cry out to the Lord and ask Him to take away the pain. I decree and declare that the Lord come into your life and that the Holy Spirit indwell within in you now in the mighty name of Jesus.
My heart hurts for this young man. I hope he finds God because he can be healed from the horror of what has happened to him and I pray he does. God bless
Did anyone get the part were in his testimony he states that the man who did this to him was a pastor wake up stupid sheep the church is filled with sexual abusers and when you talk about this people turn a blind eye
My heart hurts for him. Lord, fill him up with your LOVE, you alone are able to bring back what was once lost. You are able to restore that which was broken, Your fullness cannot be measured but because of the love that you have for him he can be made whole. In Jesus name!
I nearly died 2 days in a row with my airways closing in on themselfs my lungs and nose . 1 called an ambulance 2 times in a week literally unable to breath panicking ,, then I see this video and last night I went to sleep and all night long I heard a chior singing over and over again all night in my dream singing give glory to god . And it was also the first night my boy has slept all through the night as he’s had night terrors since birth wakes me up about 6 times a night and I always wonder if he’s under spiritual attack as he’s the only child not christened but last night he slept the first time all night since birth ... and I’m really taken back by it , as lately the past year I’ve been so selfish completely stopped going to church although I still read the bible . And it’s like a messaged or a warning from god I’ve had quite a few of these signs and messages but this one has really effected me as I nearly completelystopped breathing twice in the same week . I never ever remember my dreams the only 2 dreams I’ve remembered strongly and not forgotten I could sing along to the words now have been dreams from god both times have been Christian gospel songs with intense messages , especially with all the stuff that’s going on in the world it has really put my life into perspective again such a strong clear message ... and my breathing is better today crazy !!!!!!!!! Also I always joke with my daughter that her pet gold fish is sent from god to protect us lol 😆 now the day I nearly completely stopped breathing that gold fish 🐟 was turned up side down practically on it’s last y breath . And I saved it , and then my boy who’s 3 then filled the new bowl of water with soap and tooth paste so the fish died nearly 2 times aswell on the same day I said to my mum am I under spiritual attack as it feels like it ... and then my dream was a strong message from god 1000000% singing all night long give glory to god about a million times 😵😵😵😲 I got emotional 😭
Father I pray you embrace this man today and set him free from all trauma and emotional pain in Jesus name! Lord pour your love over him.
Amen in Jesus name
I pray that the sweet Spirit of God will hover over you until you feel His insatiable love for you, because there is true healing for your soul through Christ....
Bridgette Owen I agree. It really is. And The beautiful thing about Christ is he bypasses our understanding and the damages that were done with the power of his Love and all we have to do is surrender to him, allow him to be Lord over our lives and he will help us and change us. It will not be easy, as no session in life will ever stay the same but his power can help us change from who we dont want to be into the person we couldnt even imagine being. You might never see this message but I will pray for you and for anyone who has experinced anything like this my heart breaks for you. But there is freedom from it all in Christ Jesus and even if you have not accepted him as Lord, there is nothing you can do that will stop him from Loving you. I pray that you give him a chance to show you that no matter what was done or said to you, he has the ultimate final word of who you are and what your identity is and it says in his word that we were made in his image and in his likeness and that nothing can separate us from the Love of God. The enemy, who is responsible for all sin, will have his day yo be destroyed and become no more. Until then, we will have to deal with sin in this world but we dont have to become who hurt us. We can cast our cares on to the Lord and he will restore all that was done and was ever taken from us.
A Daughters Answered Prayer-- Thats beautiful. God bless you sweetheart 😊💖
Bridgette Owen sounds good
where was god when he was being abused, o that's right watching because according the to religious nuts he's everywhere all the time, well why did he allow this to happen, here's why there is no fucking god you idiot and if there was a god what kind of god would he be. you people are the problem
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😭.. He's no monster ... He's a hero to other victims .. and survivors ... May God bless him Mightily. . 💕
KEM T Amen
Amen
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Surprised that he was able to express himself so clearly without flying into a rage of swearing. Brave Man. RESPECT
Thats called Christ in Him
He undoubtedly did that, years before...... to get rid of the rage, deep within, caused by that ungodly wretched way of life, the pedophile acted out on him, causing him tremendous pain and anguish.
The DEVIL makes him feel like hes a monster, but hes a LIAR.
This man has a Beautiful spirit. If only he knew . .
Amen Sara, the devil ISSSS a liar!
Amen Sarah.....I r telling the trith
I kept thinking the very same thing....I pray he's found the Lord by now 🙏💜
Pedophiles are disgusting wherever they are found. But a church is one of the worst places. Combine that with a parent who's supposed to be protecting you. This poor man. My heart breaks for him but I pray he will learn that the monster that hurt him was not representing Jesus or the true church & find his healing in the love of Jesus.
Amen
Amen
I really respect this man's honesty.
All I could hear was hurt, I'm so sorry for what happened to you brother I really pray for healing and inner peace. God loves this man so much and He is near to the broken hearted. Unfortunately these stories are not unfamiliar it happens to countless other people and I just wish it wouldn't, would love to help bring awareness in anyway I can. X
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You are my brother in Christ. One day we will meet each other in a place where there is no more tears 😢 no more pain, no more evil in Jesus name. Amen. ❤
That was the bravest thing I think I have ever seen !
Man, he needs God so bad. I wonder if he knows it. Jesus could just come into his heart and take that pain away.
Pray for him Crystal. God Bless you.
Crystal Brooks how would the pain go away?
Howard Tran God is the only one with the amazing ability to take any and all pain away. The burdens that he carries on his heart, they could be lifted.
“Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the earth."
This poor man mourns, deeply. And it was his meekness, that this criminal took advantage of.
Crystal Brooks He believes in God and God believes in him. I know this amazing man personally. This is voice of a man who surenders his will to the Lord every day.
I had a tough dad try to hang myself at 12 years old last minute change of heart God gave me strength pull myself up off of the chain was wrapped around my neck.I had chain mark and bruised neck for few months. THANK YOU for Choosing me .I Love Jesus Christ my God, Our Holy Creator. Thank You Heavenly Father for Your Spirit of Holiness, Your Spirit of Christ, Son of the True Living God. I Love Your Word and Your Way!
My Lord God please help this man.. Rescue him 💟💟💟he has had enough... 😢😢
Julie Hopwood I agree in Jesus Name
@@megalifeliving6621 AMEN!
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Hello Julie, plse can I talk with you in wassap or Instagram
im so so sorry this happened to him and for every child suffering now.. NO MORE!! WE CANT LET THIS HAPPEN TO ONE MORE CHILD!!
HIS Servant
Unfortunately the DEVIL is the Prince of this world and we cant
do anything about it you know, but, soon judegement Will
Come to this Earth and Jesus Will take us home in the Rapture !!
The problem is that Christians are DORMANT and they Don't Want to Wake Up Anymore. No Christian is Praying for other Christians anymore, when You walk into a Church in America these Days and you Need Spiritual Help, NO PASTOR IN AMERICA Wants to Pray for those who Need it anymore. And Pastor's Wives are Gossip Bitches. And Nobody Want to expose these Fake Prophets Anymore. And Christians don't invite other people who are Lonely and in Need of Prayer to their Homes Anymore, because they Care More About their Homes, Cars, Money, but NOT about other Christians anymore.
@@12567NoYouCannot I'm so sorry to hear that
Father I pray you draw him close to you. Save his soul. The greatest thing he can accomplish is getting to know you so you can heal his scars. I pray for his soul to be saved in Jesus name.
I stand in agreement Lord with my sister. You know this man and all he has suffered. Father turn his heart to you. Send your sweet Holy Spirit upon Him. Save him and use what the devil meant for destruction for his good and your glory. In Jesus name. Amen.
@@xtinavroom4446 of course, he WILL find Jesus Christ in his life, for he has the potential to do so, and I pray that he leads a fruitful life with our Lord, Amen
Amen and Amen 🙏
Who is this? We need to pray for him and those going through this horror.
Allen Abbey Amen Jesus help this hurting soul.
Delegate CT Wilson
Monsters don't feel. He clearly felt every word spoken. This was hard to watch. Prayers for him!
God bless you sweetheart what a brave man you are. You are not a monster you are a very powerful man who has a very sad story to tell
The monster was the person who abused you
I never comment on you tube videos but your testimony touched my very core
I will pray for you to find peace
You are an absolute inspiration to others
Thank God for your bravery
Be strong sweetheart don’t let the monster win
@@milliepapas Yes
Lord please baptise this man with The Holy Spirit... In Jesus Name i ask, please Father... amen
I never saw a second "Monster". I only saw that well spoken heart felt testimony given by that handsome young man!!
Derrek Sainz Exactly he is dealing with PTSD and most people would of killed themselves or be highly addicted to drugs! I pray for this man.
We don’t know what lies behind this. He knows and only Jesus can heal him.
Father bless this precious man! May he someday meet you and let you be his true Father. Please heal him Father I pray in Jesus name. Amen!
May God repair every wound in your soul. GOD LOVES YOU AND HE WILL HEALED YOU even if you don't believe it. May God make His face shine upon you and give you HIS peace. Amen
You are no monster honey. You are beautiful and courageous and truly remarkable.
PTSD is a horrible mental scar that only a few recover from. May he find love and may he learn to love himself because he is worth loving.
I apologize for what has happened to him and others. God loves you. I went through an abusive relationship I had that anger rage drug alcohol abuse. But God sent someone to tell me to forgive that guy that hurt me so bad. I didn't know how I got on my kness, and asked Jesus help me to forgive him. The peace of the Holy Spirit came oh I boo who cried. I felt better I was able to sleep I let the anger the drugs the alcohol go. I surrendered to Jesus and felt a Love I never experience before. Try God he never stopped loving you. God bless your life
Man I'm so sorry that you had to go through that I will be praying for you
I pray that the God of all comfort come to you give you peace through Jesus Christ. I know the scars of molestation. I'm finally healed by the grace of God. He can heal you too!
Brother what a powerful testimony and Jesus Christ loves you and thank you for sharing God's love to you
May all pedophiles be exposed and dealt with swiftly
My heart hurts for this man. My prayers are with you and for you. You are not a monster but a brave beautiful soul and a courageous man with a pure spirit. The person who victimized you did not touch you...Your spirit. That precious part of you belongs Jesus. No one can you away from Him. You are not your abuse. You are not the abuser. You are a gift. Good bless.
My brother I too was abused as a child. It twisted my whole life. So much pain, so much loneliness. I slept-ed with so many women regardless of the lies and pain i caused them hoping It could convince me I was a real whole man. I finally met Jesus who filled all the emptiness and took away all the pain. I have a great wife and six kids. God healed me and gave me wholeness. I wish all could find all the people I hurt and beg them for forgiveness. I pray for all of them. I hope you can find our Savior.
You are to be commended for your honesty, courage, integrity, strength of character and decency - you are a HERO and no monster - your abuser is the MONSTER.
I had a rough childhood. I thank God there's a God who loves us. I don't trust a lot people it's hard. I take care of my step grandfather who lives with me for the past 9years. I care for him very well. But it's been very difficult and emotionally draining. My grandmother passed 11yrs ago. I had looked up to my step granddad growing up. And at the age of 23 after having my son I moved in with my grandparents until I could get on my own. But one early morning he came into my room exposed himself and woke me up standing by the side of my bed moving back and forth toward me. I had been up all night with my sick baby and was so tired I couldn't believe what was happening. I told him to get out of here. He left and I locked the door. I never told anyone for 30 yrs. I pray a lot. I covered a lot of up through drinking which I've quit. So much disappointment through my parents and grandparents it's hard to trust anyone.
God bless you, you are a true example of the love of Jesus in this. The Bible warns us that the person that puts his (or her) trust in man is cursed, so you are wise there. Stay with Jesus, He will never fail you (or forsake you). My auntie nursed the person who her husband left her for, when she became sick with cancer. This woman, who is still alive today (my auntie has since gone to be with the Lord, and had been a nurse in her younger days) got frustrated with her sickness, and cried out to my auntie while she was nursing her: 'I don't know what I have ever done to deserve this!' We can be blind in our pain, and outright wicked, as exemplified by the two thieves on the cross on either side of Jesus. At least one of them repented, and our Lord was able to usher him into paradise. May we understand and truly repent. May the Lord, too, continue to bless you dear friend, and keep you in His all-sufficient love and grace. Much love in Him.
@@1Chron16.10 God bless you and for your kind words. 🙏 I posted this 4 yrs ago. Keep me in uour prayers my sister in Christ for I just find out I have heart failure.❤
The power of Calvary has wiped the "old" away and now I stand "NEW" in CHRIST
I’m so heart sore for this man ... he told my story together with his ... it is our pain and our scars ... I solute him for his courage to tell his truth !!! 🕊🙏🏻 much love from Sofia, Bulgaria 🕎
I'm so so sorry for you may God bless you in many ways
The bravery and fortitude of this man is awe-inspiring.
You are a testament of how God created not a monster but a wonderfully made human being and I pray your soul comes to know the truth, Psalms 139:14. Your unselfishness to stand for someone else is exemplary of what Jesus did for us to save the world, despite the hate it has for Him. May you know Jesus and grow even more of an example of giving against your will to be there. Like Jesus. God bless and heal you, for your obedience to share and inspire+
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I'm so sorry, thank you for sharing your story. 😢 I pray all the time for the people who are suffering and being abused.
I pray that man will find the love of Jesus before he passes this realm. I pray for his eternal soul. He's God's treasure.
I so pray in the mighty name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Saviour to heal this man. Let him see the beauty and sunshine of the True light of GOD. It is a terrible horrible thing to be scarred in this manner. I know, GOD does ease the pain in JESUS CHRIST, HIS HOLY WORD.
Lord, I KNOW you are about to do mighty things with this mans life. What the enemy means for our harm, God will turn around for our good, and the good of many!
Amen
O MY GOOD LORD JESUS HAVE MERCY ON THIS MAN, SAVE HIM AND HEAL HIS BROKEN HEART!
And all who are going through such horrible things!!
And Have Mercy on the abusers too.
Have Mercy on all sinners Lord Jesus, for you are not willing that any should perish, but for all to come to repentance.
THANK YOU JESUS! THANK YOU LORD! HALLELUJAH! AMEN.
What a hellish existence! I pray that this brother gets filled with the love, peace and joy that only Jesus can provide.
You are NOT a monster! You ARE a HERO for many, I applaud your honesty and outstanding COURAGE!!!
Jesus will come to him!!
That's a strong man right there. Overcame a lot, praise GOD. I can feel his pain and only pray he can continue to heal 🙏🏼
Joyce Meyer went through something similar, I pray God heals and transforms him 🙏
Thank you for leading by example. So many people respect your strength and care about your story.
So eloquent, so feeling, he gave a glimpse of the hell he has endured. Thank you for sharing your pain.
Oh lord Jesus please give this man your love. Dear God give him peace and joy
What a brave man let us all pray for him as he deserves the love of jesus
First of all, you are not a monster! Your testimony resonated with me to the depths of my soul and you are right in that one never becomes normal, even with 4 years of therapy. I spent many years of feeling worthless and the behavior that comes from that. I thank you for your courage and the feelings of lessened aloneness with my experiences. I pray the Lord touches you in such a way that you will then seek that touch again and again. He touched me.
My brother saying I'm sorry for your pain doesn't help but I will say that I love you and if you can believe JESUS LOVES YOU TOO I know about scars that touch you to your very soul but I've learned that only THE LOVE AND THE PRECIOUS BLOOD OF JESUS THAT'S MY FORTRESS THAT KEEPS THE HURT AND PAIN AWAY YOU AND ALL THE OTHERS THAT HAVE ENDURED THIS ungodly hurt and pain OUR forever in my prayers Isaiah 61:3 says for the spirit of heaviness PUT ON THE GARMENT OF PRAISE that was a word given to me I have used that word over and over again man of GOD be blessed be whole be healed
My heart is heavy hearing this😢, I pray for this brother and everyone enduring such pain and abuse to heal , find peace in their life !!! People can be so horrible, saying this with tears in my eyes !!!
Thanks for sharing your story,you and I have a similar life growing up so thanks for you being able to speak out. We're I'm to ashamed to to do so find some kind of way to deal with the pain before it kills you. Praying for you my brother.
wow 😯 I am so saddened by this testimony! The Lord WILL avenge with His righteous right hand on the Day of judgement 🙌🏼
Thank you for sharing and being so courageous. Sending love and respect.
This isn’t a testimony, it’s him sharing his pain and bondage. Testimony would include healing and freedom
May God continue to bless you abundantly!! You were called for such a time like this to share your testimony! God is faithful to restore! He is too faithful to fail!!
May Gods “grace” minister to your soul. Spend hours reading/studying the Word. Thank you for having the courage to release your story, we all have one.
God can make your heart glad again. Seek Him. Speak to Him the way you spoke to us. My prayers are with you brother. After you seek Him, return and share your testimony of deliverance. You're a powerful speaker and talented young man. God bless you!
I'm so sorry that you had to go through that! So proud of you sharing your experience! God bless you sir!
Praying for you!!! You ARE NOT YOUR PAST. But an inspiration. I bind and cast out the demons assigned to this man in Jesus name!!!
Thank you so much for sharing your testimony.... Honestly I shared mine on my channel too about being forced to ABORT my baby and it was sooooo hard to do it... i also came from a broken home like u..... But what we go through - our testimonies are for others... To give glory to the Lord... Thank you so much for sharing... God bless you
Thank God for his voice the more he released what is on the inside that has been barricade .... Jesus light can shine in and bring him out of the darkness of his past that is present in his now . Healing is a process and there isn’t anything impossible for God... mayJesus continue to restore this gentleman and allow him to really experience a loving father 😭♥️🦋
Heart Breaking. Praying for all that have gone through this. God help!!!
Restore Father.
I’m so sorry for this man and it’s so sad. I pray that someday soon he will have a powerful testimony. It would bring hope to so many lives around the world.
My man you have my utmost respect for speaking out what happened to you and I pray to God you can find peace.
You are a brave man sharing this. God bless you and keep you always!
God can heal you my brother! He did it for me and for that I’m forever grateful. God bless you 🙌🏼❤️🔥🙏🏼
I love u for your bravery it’s takes a lot to share this type of abuse but my friend you’ve helped someone else thank u
God bless you brother,stay strong my brother and trust in the lord for he loves you forever
Omgosh. This is so sad!! God bless you.
I wasn't even halfway through the video and I was already breaking down in tears 🥺😥
You are not a monster you are a survivor and as long as you let Jesus into your life fully trust and believe he will heal your wounds. You a very brave and thank you for your sevice as well. May God be with you!
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I believe God is the only one who could heal...I know he is able..So many monsters hurting children ! It's unconscionable!! You are a hero to stand up and protect others from this atrocity.
A day will come my brother when all tears will be wiped away and you will see how much you are by Jesus...
Loved!!
May God Bless You and bring peace, love and strength to your heart. You truly deserve it. Bless you brother 🙏
Thank you for speaking out for all the many many children suffering. You are brave because I know it hurts to talk about it. Jesus is so wonderful and heals so well the parts in your heart where the wounds live. He will do it. I find in worship He heals me each time a little. Its usually not an instant thing but He will do it for you. Love to you brother, I do feel your pain and so does our Lord Jesus. God bless you, you will help so many.
I was a foster kid who was sexually abused too. When i was nine years old, my father murdered my Mom. I was placed in foster care. I lost both of my parents, lost everything I knew. Thank you.
All I can say is thank you for telling your story too. You know, once a person starts delving, you cannot know what can come up. We walk around in a society full of griefs and hurts, not knowing for the most part what we stumble on. I can only agree with the apostle Paul who said that he determined to know nothing about any man, save Jesus Christ, and Him crucified. What I think he is saying, is that if people compare notes, there will be one atrocious story after another. The devil dips his fingers to each pie; no man is exempt. All we can do is look at the perfect Son of God, Who never committed a sin, neither was any guile found in His mouth (never spoke any shade of a lie at any time), and say sorry to Him, as we see what He decided to suffer for us, and leave it at that. We would be all day comparing notes, if not, notes that would get us nowhere in the long run. We all need to repent and put our trust in the Saviour, if any good is to come of our lives here on earth, and if we are to entertain any hope of heaven. I hope you have given your life to Him. Please do, dear one, if not, as only He can comfort you and stop history from somehow repeating itself in your life, too, as we have an Enemy who is stronger than we. Much love in Jesus, and God bless you.
HIS GRACE IS SUFFICIENT.
Father - heal this man. Show him the real love of a father. The one that protects and not harms. Fill his soul with your beauty and your truth.
So powerful , thank you for your testimony in a world that is so broken your truth will bring so much courage to those that need to hear this, when i see you, i see a child of God that has gone through such an horrific up bringing. I pray that God will continue to give you the grace and have favour over you so you can be in his presence of peace each day may you grow in courage and strength and be restored completey , spiritually emotionally and physically, May our heavenly father bless you always. Amen
Thank you for sharing your story.
May God heal you!🙏
Wow! This guy doesn’t even know what a beautiful man he is- inside and out. Prayers for you- live a life of healing.❤️🙏❤️
I pray for a total miraculous healing to erase all bad memory, wounds and plaguing reactions to your horrific past. May Jesus put His loving arms around you and give you an eternal peace you could never imagine
Your life is not worthless and you are not worthless. I think you are an amazing man that you could tell this testimony for so many who can't because the reality is so intense, painful, and shaming to admit. Don't let the Devil win . There was definitely a demonic spirit within your adoptive father. Being without a father is a form of ungodliness as well and it is rampant in the country. I pray that the Lord will enter your life and show you that His Love can cast out all fear and pain. Trust in the Lord. Cry out to the Lord and ask Him to take away the pain. I decree and declare that the Lord come into your life and that the Holy Spirit indwell within in you now in the mighty name of Jesus.
My heart hurts for this young man. I hope he finds God because he can be healed from the horror of what has happened to him and I pray he does. God bless
Did anyone get the part were in his testimony he states that the man who did this to him was a pastor wake up stupid sheep the church is filled with sexual abusers and when you talk about this people turn a blind eye
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Wow you are so brave,
Please Lord give him some inner peace,he is doing so great,
trying so hard in the name of Jesus!
I am so sorry what you had to go through; I am not smart enough to offer advice, but will remember you in my prayers.
This man just described my life.
We pray for you too brother. Stay strong
I'm praying 🙏, don't lose hope brother
Be healed in Jesus name dear brother
Praying for comfort and healing Brother
My heart hurts for him. Lord, fill him up with your LOVE, you alone are able to bring back what was once lost. You are able to restore that which was broken, Your fullness cannot be measured but because of the love that you have for him he can be made whole. In Jesus name!
Amen.. Thank you Father for hearing and answering this prayer in Jesus name.
God bless you brother. I will be praying for your peace ❤
I admire the boldness to open up. Surely God took notice of this. I declare complete freedom and healing in Jesus name
I will pray for this brother! May the Lord Jesus helps him.
God bless and continue to comfort this precious soul…..🙏🏼
wow, i pray he sees the bill pass. Everyone needs to hears his clear brutal honesty.
I nearly died 2 days in a row with my airways closing in on themselfs my lungs and nose . 1 called an ambulance 2 times in a week literally unable to breath panicking ,, then I see this video and last night I went to sleep and all night long I heard a chior singing over and over again all night in my dream singing give glory to god . And it was also the first night my boy has slept all through the night as he’s had night terrors since birth wakes me up about 6 times a night and I always wonder if he’s under spiritual attack as he’s the only child not christened but last night he slept the first time all night since birth ... and I’m really taken back by it , as lately the past year I’ve been so selfish completely stopped going to church although I still read the bible . And it’s like a messaged or a warning from god I’ve had quite a few of these signs and messages but this one has really effected me as I nearly completelystopped breathing twice in the same week . I never ever remember my dreams the only 2 dreams I’ve remembered strongly and not forgotten I could sing along to the words now have been dreams from god both times have been Christian gospel songs with intense messages , especially with all the stuff that’s going on in the world it has really put my life into perspective again such a strong clear message ... and my breathing is better today crazy !!!!!!!!! Also I always joke with my daughter that her pet gold fish is sent from god to protect us lol 😆 now the day I nearly completely stopped breathing that gold fish 🐟 was turned up side down practically on it’s last y breath . And I saved it , and then my boy who’s 3 then filled the new bowl of water with soap and tooth paste so the fish died nearly 2 times aswell on the same day I said to my mum am I under spiritual attack as it feels like it ... and then my dream was a strong message from god 1000000% singing all night long give glory to god about a million times 😵😵😵😲 I got emotional 😭
I thank God for you my dear friend
Please God Bless this man and Help him heal. I am so sorry for him. Send Him the gentle Holy Spirit for Him to turn his eyes on you. 🙏🌷❤️