Well he admitted alot of things most people hide,,, sex, cutting,,etc,, doesn't make him or any of this right,,,but at the end of the day, ,,,, I can't totally cut off or judge someone when I have not lived a day or hour or even minute in their shoes.
@@blancaf7503 I mean everyone in this world is some kind of different,,, I do feel sorry for this younger generation,, but I don't believe in fighting ,,and this world is BIG enough for everyone at 19 most of us can't handle college,, without major dealings ,, in your own way,,, we were given free will,,, emotions and a heart,,, oh and a brain,, I guess I have been around and matured late,,, life of mistakes,, but growth is achieved after those lessons,, for a reason ,, it all is for a reason,, I just believe that,,, love and be loved. Period😊💕💚💗💝💟💙💜👍✌
I would have loved to be frie ss with Jeffree back in the day, because I would have never let him feel like he couldn't be her. She's beautiful and I would have asked why, then been there to hold her and help through the pain as much I knew how
i will admit jeffree has said some incredibly incredibly awful things, but i genuinely believe they came from a place of hurt and anger, not evil and hatred.
When I was being bullied in high school, I became very angry and protective of myself. When someone would start a conversation with me, even if they just wanted to be friendly, I would be rude and just tell them to go away. I wasn't calling anyone slurs or anything like that. But I really understand why jeffree was acting the way he did. Sometimes you get to a point where you just don't want to get hurt anymore, so you turn to anger and hatred.
Exactly! And he's apologized so much and I believe he ABSOLUTELY changed! And back in the day "the characters" it was acceptable humor. People act like they just made the videos yesterday.
Brittany Michele I as a kid wore jackets all the time as a kid.. everyone asked me why and if it was cuz I wasn’t wearing a shirt under.... idek why I did now tab at I think bout it was was hot like I still do it during summer but I can’t like it’s to hit now.. and to think I used to as a kid.. wowwwwwww idek how
It's true. My daughter has borderline personality disorder, cuts herself and has difficulty containing her rage. I hope she can find a way of using her creativity to be happier has Jeffrey did.
This series shows exactly why you should never judge a book by its cover...you have *no idea* what other people are going through. *SPREAD POSITIVITY PEOPLE NOT HATE*
Rachel Rolison Hi if you’re reading thisss... Please remember you’re beautiful 😍 and never give up, please remember that you can do everything you want to achieve in life 😊 From a smallish youtuber girl in Venezuela 🇻🇪
Me rn realizing how my view points have changed. I used to think Jeffery was an inspiration, but he was really a business man making bank on capitalism. The ultra rich… and he complained about paying taxes???? Ugh!
watched the whole series for the first time this weekend, tears rolling down my face in this last episode. I love Jeffree so much! Shane did a phenomenal job, WELL DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AMAZING series, so raw and real. Thank you for showing us who Jeffree Star is!
My mom died win i was 3 win my mom overdose and i got tacan from my dad and i still cant see him and fined him my mom was found under a Bridge thats where we found her i was put in a girls and boys home i got adopted by a girl she is nice FYI i am now 10 if there are wrong spelling sorry
Because Shane is so real to him too. Not like his 'Ex-Friends' that full of insecurities and jealousy. Shane is even more proud to all the achievements that jeffree receive.
When I saw Jeffree’s scars I just felt that so much- He said that parents don’t understand and they think that they’re losing their child and it fucks up the relationship. It really does. Looking at my arm now I don’t really feel anything, it’s just marks on the left arm you know? Back then, I was an angry person so I took it out on my arm, on myself. Love Jeffree and Shane. Love the video. Love this series!
Can relate luckily my mum found out when I started we went swimming and yeah she saw them I tried to cover them but yeah she saw she was calm and just talked to me said she was gonna do checkins and to go and talk to her. She was upset yeah but she understood how fucked my head was so she got me in to therapy as well. We didn't talk about it because she knows it makes me uncomfortable I'm so lucky to have my mum I love her so much
i literally feel like i just watched the end of an amazing TV series you would find on Netflix. i am in love with how shane has evolved his channel. he’s really taking it somewhere big.
agreed so much, and same. It reminds me of last time i was sick and i binge watched my favorite series the end of the fucking world. btw i love your pfp
You can really tell who Jeffree is as a person by the way he treats other people. The way he treats his old landlord you can tell he treated her well when he lived there.
Sydney Nicole Shuler I know right. I’m a recovering cutter, and I know the pain that goes into self harm. I’m 16.. I’m so proud of Jeffrey seeing he’s ok.
“I’m scared showing anything because I don’t wanna be judged for it” and “people use everything against me” hits so fucking deep and you can hear Jeffrees voice cracking from holding back tears it’s so heart breaking
This whole series was literally one of the best things I've ever watched on UA-cam. Well done Shane! Much love to you, Jefree and every one else involved!
@@Florida.momof3 i hope there are comming more of episodes like "a day in the life of...."" there are so many youtuber in LA he could spend the daily routine with
"I don't want my pain to be made fun of so I keep it here, where it's safe." When I heard that line, I completely lost. I don't know how many times I've watched this series since it came out.
I respect Jeffree even more now. Shane... you always know what you’re doing. The editing is amazing. The content overall this whole series was WOW, jaw dropping. Thanks for being so open and so honest Jeffree.
I do that to and it helps me. There was this teacher at school that asked me if i needed a therapist.........like what! I know how to deal with it my self i hate that and and my uncle found what i do (the same thing that jeff does to him self) and he was like why do you do that and stop it that's not helping you, like can you not i hate that my dad is long gone i dont know where telling me that i need help and a therapist is kind of not going to help me i could help me self because i get me self.... Sorry i am saying to much but have a nice day or night or anything 😲but yeet. bye bye bye people😀 .............. 😧 Edit: I am better now but i still have those day's 😥
inglés cool kaylee nunesCernas yeah I mean they think that we’re being unreasonable or that we have nothing to do, or just that we’re finding excuses to be the victim or whatever the fuck when in fact we’re just want someone to hear us out without judging us or using our words against us. Like, my god, please, we’re human, we’re not perfect to be always pretending that we’re fine.
Blegh 06 I know right, god, it's so eye opening. To hear about Jeffree's feelings, deep down there, he is like every one of us. He's been (heart) broken, backstabbed, depressed, and I feel so much more connected to him knowing all this now. He's not just an icon.
Maxime Alexandra Honestly, I had no idea. I think most people didn't, but somehow I relate. I've been through a lot myself and am still going through it, and I completely understand why he was so angry and so defensive all the time.
Blegh 06 Exactly! Same here! I feel like I understand him and the things he did way better now. I'm sorry you are going through what you are going through, hang in there! One day, you'll figure it all out, and if not all, most, just like Jeffree. Take care! :)
As a straight 21 year old guy, I've always thought of Jeffree Star as a Flamboyant-Punk gay crossdresser. I'm glad I randomly stopped and watched this series because I've learned a lot. I guess I'm now a fan of Jeffree Star. Cheers.
This is exactly what I thought 💭 I love Jeffrey star now and I’m like OMG LOOK AT THIS GUY! HE IS AMAZING and my parents were like wtf is this ratchet gay and then I watched this on tv rlly loud so they watched too and that completely changed their senses and I love him Now I think about it ppl are messed up to even try and break someone so valuable and precious and so unstable , people need to get their shit together and put themselves in somebody else’s shoes and see what it’s like🙄 So until that happens , bye bye! 👋🏻
I just wanted to say a *huge* thank you to Shane for making these series. While the videos were very entertaining, they had a much deeper meaning to them. They show how no matter how many people are trying to bring you down, you should keep being strong and you will reach your goals no matter what others say. These videos really inspired me to start building my future now as well as understanding Jeffree a lot more. *THANK YOU SHANE, JEFFREE AND ALL THE PEOPLE INVOLVED IN MAKING THESE SERIES* People like you can actually change reality in a positive way by using your voices.
The thing is, everyone demands an apology but when they get it they scream that it’s fake and are never satisfied. So what’s even the point of publicly apologizing? No one is ever happy with how someone says sorry and denounces themselves
they just wanna publicly execute a high profile person they hate; they don't want apologies or the person to be a better human, they just want to see them hang and it's sickening
It's like, why bother evolving into someone much better, if they continue to be punished for their past forever? It's pointless. We should be aiming for reform and evolving for everyone.
never thought that i’d be relating to a famous billionaire legend/business king never thought that depression was (sadly) the thing that brought us together but here we are
watching this in 2023 missing shane’s videos before all the stuff came out, i have so much respect for both of these people, the fact shane wants to listen and wants to help and wants to be there, and jeffrey having the heart to tell how he was treated knowing how awful people are must be so hard to admit things like this but i have so much respect for both of them i’m dealing with my own battle and this helps a lot
I'm rewatching too rn, and I absolutely agree and your not alone.. I'm fighting demons and I love them too...idc what anyone else thinks... Jeffrey has come ALONG way and I respect them both... ❣️💯
@@amymccullough4396 we will win our battles soon enough, you are so strong for making it so far already, and i agree i don’t care what anyone says or thinks i still have a lot of respect for shane and jeffrey for helping people who deal with this stuff
This whole series had me going through a ride of mixed emotions. From laughing from the bottom of my lungs to being shocked to crying and to being left, in the end, speechless. I always liked Jeffree but this series made me gain this whole new level of respect and appreciation for him. He is truly an inspiration and thank you Shane for helping him show us the real Jeffree Star!
Cezara Adam I wouldn’t say real Jeffree Star it’s more like a side of him that he hasn’t really shown to the world because like he mention, of people in social media nowadays, be judging and shit but yes I agree with you!
I used to love him, then the scandals happened and seeing all that I couldn't support him, but this video has really redeemed him. Shane is a such a talent. I had the same problem with him (more so I never thought he was funny) but this past year or so of content has made me completely fall in love with Shane. Idk, I think it's all more authentic and real instead of characters (for both of them) and people nowadays love to see real people in their content.
You legit had met him for like 1 week and you guys have had more genuine conversations than I have had with friends I’ve had for months. TEACH ME THE WAYS. lol
My mom: turn that video off right now Me: why? My mom: we have a bigger screen downstairs Edit: OH MY GOD I DIDNT REALIZE I HAD SO MANY LIKES THANK YOU ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Jeffree Star is one of those people who has been through hell and has come back stronger ! I love him for who he is. IDC about the drama he gets into but he is the person who reminds me that you can come out stronger and you got this!
This whole series made me see Jeffree in a whole different way. I’m proud to say that I don’t have any of the feelings of negativity I once did about him. ❤️
The fact he said “nobody asked why” and people yet still go out and say Jeffree fakes depression and just wants attention. It’s like do you not understand this poor human suffering and being attacked.
Funny Animal world Lmao this is youtube hun, everyone’s allowed to an opinion. Live with it 😘 The fact that you’re defending a racist who literally raped someone and there is video proof, the delusion.
Seeing his scars literally made me sick to my stomach...the fact that he’s been through so much and tired so damn hard and people treat him like garbage is disgusting
i swear he's my biggest fucking inspiration i mean i've always loved his channel but before this video i had no clue how much i relate to him and how it is possible to get better
i love jeffree so much, he’s such a kind and genuine person. no matter what the media says about him, you know, from these series, just what kind of person he is: the realest, sweetest, and kindest person
This series has made me so proud of Jeffree and Shane. They are honestly so inspiring. I’m so happy that you’ve have made this series because now we get to see the real jeffree and what he’s truly like as a person. This is amazing. Keep up the good work
The amount of vulnerability that it took for Jeffree to admit all of that made me respect him so much more. I can’t imagine the amount of pressure he feels, so thank *GOD* for Shane seeing what he needed and pushing to make it happen. I’m rooting for both of them so hard ❤️
my heart still hurts after hearing jeffree talking about how he doesn't want his pain to be used against him. his voice was like.. HIS SOUL. you can hear HIM and not his character so clear that this grabs your heart and squishes it. i just can't: '''(
ALI BUZZELLI me too!!! People always said he wasn’t a good person but I knew he was just misunderstood because I am the exact same and have always felt the same. I’ve always loved and respected him, but now I’m like wow *I stan*
this series has taught me to take a step back and try and think about what someone is going through before judging them. Everyone has something going on in their life and we as humans need to be kinder to one another.
People who have been through abuse often internalize and cope by unconsciously abusing/bullying others and I think there is some of that going on with Jeffrey. I haven’t followed closely but this is the impression I get.
Honestly, this series is better and more genuine than most reality shows and UA-cam originals out there combined 🙌❤️ It’s happy to see that Jeffree now has some new and real friends #sisterupgrade
my opinion of jeffree has completely changed after this series, and i’m so glad. I was so uneducated about him before I just heard about the scandals and never looked into it myself. thank you shane!
I really wish people would look at older things like jefferys old videos from the mindset and views and comady from that time era. Thats what people uses to do. It always pisses me off
Right it's like gen- z picks and chooses who to cancel because there are people that still have a platform who did exactly what they did in the past and no one is "holding them accountable"
@@jxrdxn6005 pfffff not me I’m gen-z and I disagree with the whole cancel culture, the past is the past and it will never come back, people can change in 14 years
ikr Shane and his crew DEFINITELY deserve an award for making this, it's so insightful and really makes you think. I hope people start realizing influencers aren't just what they put out, most of the time they have a whole story behind them that no one sees.
Jeffree was DEFENDING himself against people who were also saying the most cruelest shlt ever, imagine being in this situation like ofc you want to be the tougher person here, I am very against people saying the N word but we as people learn and grow, nobody is perfect and I shlt you not the media back then was very different than how it is now.
I'm glad Jeffree found REAL friends. Ones that dont judge his real personality and make him feel like he has to be someone else. I'm talking about those 2 fake fraudsters Manny and Laura. Shane really brings out the best in people. And that's one of the things I love so much about him. And I love seeing this side of Jeffree. It just feels right instead of forced.
jennifer half I totally agree with you because jeffree has had to deal with so much, and he's come out so strong and his true supporters love him so much for who he is, but I also think bringing up Manny and Laura isn't necessary. The comment section on this video should be full of love for jeffree not hate for anyone else. But continue to show him your love girl this is in no way me trying to make you feel uncomfortable❤
May Eatonne I understand where you're coming from. Thanks for not jumping down my throat and thank you for disagreeing and explaining your side in a mature way. 😊💕
I've watched this whole series three times now and that part makes me tear up every single time. So upsetting, and also relatable as someone who was also once a sad teenager who made poor decisions... Anyways haha yeah, I'm just glad Jeffree is in a better place now, and that he has good friends to be there to support him
I really have to applaud Andrew, throughout the one on one interview, I would have sworn it was just the two of them in the room. He must really have that atmosphere. Someone that’s there with Shane for everything but we hardly realize it. You go Andrew!
Jeffery’s cutting story is SO close to mine, it’s almost scary!! I’m now 31yrs old & still to this day, I wear full length pants & tops to hide my cutting scars from years ago & the only people that know why are my Mum & partner of 7yrs… I’m terrified of needles & don’t want to have to cover my legs & arms in tattoos for myself so I just keep covered up 24/7, my partner of 7yrs has never even seen me fully naked before because of it. My legs are much worse than my arms cause that was the main place I did it, so people wouldn’t see. It was never an “attention thing”, I did everything I could to hide it & kept it hidden from everyone for many years, till my Mum walked in on me doing it one day, I didn’t even hear her come home & I was absolutely mortified!! It’s still a secret & shame I hide to this day. I’m very thin (can never gain weight) so people assume that’s why I’m in long pants & long sleeves 24/7 cause I’m embarrassed about that too, but the real reason is to hide my scars. I had 2 deep scars very close together on my wrist which I got my BFF’s name who died tattooed over but I physically can’t bring myself to completely tattoo my whole body to cover them all, even getting that tattoo was extremely hard so I just keep covered up. I get frustrated when it’s boiling hot & I’m dying from heat but literally can’t wear summer clothes. I’ve hardly ever gone to the beach with friends, never gone swimming cause I can’t wear shorts or a bikini because of it, I don’t want anyone to know or see. My partner hates I went through that before we met but he’s so supportive & proud of how far I’ve come. On the rare times I go to the beach with my partner (cause I really do love the beach), he’ll always drive us up the beach in his 4WD to where no one else is & even though I still don’t feel comfortable enough to wear shorts or a bikini, at least I don’t feel like everyone’s staring at me for being in the water in full length jeans & long sleeve shirt. He always wears a full length shirt & long shorts too so I don’t feel so out-of-place if someone else walks or drives by. I’m very lucky to have such a supportive & compassionate partner even though his mind can’t grasp why anyone would do that to themselves or even get the thought to… I think the hardest part about it all is knowing how far I’ve come, having everyone around me being so proud of how far I’ve come, I’ve beat addiction, severe abuse, homelessness & everything inbetween, but my body full of scars is what’s still holding me back & reminding me every day. They won’t just go away so it’s kinda like no matter how far you’ve come, it’s still holding onto you. I guess that’s something you don’t even consider at the time cause back then, I never thought I’d come through the other side & I needed it at the time, or so I thought, it was somewhat like an addiction in itself, it’s scary what the mind can do when it’s not well… Anyway, everyone’s struggle with it is different, but Jeffrey’s is so similar to mine then & now that I felt the need to chime in & in a strange way, it’s kinda felt good to offload my secret here, even if it’s to a group of total strangers in a different country, but maybe that’s the whole point… Much love to all & a big thank you to Shane & Jeffrey for doing this!!! 💜💜💜💜
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hi Shane love you
love you shane
Im Living for this. But I love and love some more. So amazing and ur so 😎 cool.
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I see why Nathan fell in love with Jeffree Star
Why
Well he admitted alot of things most people hide,,, sex, cutting,,etc,, doesn't make him or any of this right,,,but at the end of the day, ,,,, I can't totally cut off or judge someone when I have not lived a day or hour or even minute in their shoes.
Morgan Voorhees I agree.
@@blancaf7503 I mean everyone in this world is some kind of different,,, I do feel sorry for this younger generation,, but I don't believe in fighting ,,and this world is BIG enough for everyone at 19 most of us can't handle college,, without major dealings ,, in your own way,,, we were given free will,,, emotions and a heart,,, oh and a brain,, I guess I have been around and matured late,,, life of mistakes,, but growth is achieved after those lessons,, for a reason ,, it all is for a reason,, I just believe that,,, love and be loved. Period😊💕💚💗💝💟💙💜👍✌
money.
“I wore sweaters in the summer and no one asked me why.” That spoke volume
My thoughts exactly. He was practically begging people to show a modicum of interest and everyone (myself included) failed.
Ikr i related so much on that part
Yes omg 😭
I would have loved to be frie ss with Jeffree back in the day, because I would have never let him feel like he couldn't be her. She's beautiful and I would have asked why, then been there to hold her and help through the pain as much I knew how
Katya K. Me too
This is how many hugs we give jeffree
⬇(edit: thank you for 8.8k likes and I love you jeffree😚)💖
Omg 420 hugs. His favorite 🥴
I'm too scared to hug him 😰
Lucy Kilfara why?
Lucy Kilfara yea sis you should be he too rich for you hehe
Stop using people for clout u stupid kid...
i will admit jeffree has said some incredibly incredibly awful things, but i genuinely believe they came from a place of hurt and anger, not evil and hatred.
Yeah I totally agree with that.
Omg this is what I’ve been trying to say this whole time
It was definitely from a place of a lot of pain. But I am so proud of Jeffree for overcoming all of that~🙂
When I was being bullied in high school, I became very angry and protective of myself. When someone would start a conversation with me, even if they just wanted to be friendly, I would be rude and just tell them to go away. I wasn't calling anyone slurs or anything like that. But I really understand why jeffree was acting the way he did. Sometimes you get to a point where you just don't want to get hurt anymore, so you turn to anger and hatred.
Exactly! And he's apologized so much and I believe he ABSOLUTELY changed! And back in the day "the characters" it was acceptable humor. People act like they just made the videos yesterday.
"And no one ever asked why." That gets me every time. He's so relatable.
*Honestly if you feel like crap, know it's only temporary, I promise, keep swimming or else u will drown*
@@Kay_lahM yes!! Preach it, honey!!! 🙌
ugh facts
Brittany Michele I as a kid wore jackets all the time as a kid.. everyone asked me why and if it was cuz I wasn’t wearing a shirt under.... idek why I did now tab at I think bout it was was hot like I still do it during summer but I can’t like it’s to hit now.. and to think I used to as a kid.. wowwwwwww idek how
@@shelleymccormick932 same 😟
Jeffree is literally the physical form of “it gets better” and that is so comforting
Dawn McCormack YES!!
idk why but i literally got glassy eyed reading this comment cuz that is SO true
thanks for saying that really helps :)
It's true. My daughter has borderline personality disorder, cuts herself and has difficulty containing her rage. I hope she can find a way of using her creativity to be happier has Jeffrey did.
Money doesn’t buy happiness
This series shows exactly why you should never judge a book by its cover...you have *no idea* what other people are going through.
*SPREAD POSITIVITY PEOPLE NOT HATE*
Rachel Rolison Hi if you’re reading thisss...
Please remember you’re beautiful 😍 and never give up, please remember that you can do everything you want to achieve in life 😊
From a smallish youtuber girl in Venezuela 🇻🇪
Rachel Rolison u right boo 😋
Rachel Rolison your right but.. over 500 likes in 2 minutes 😨
Yasss Queen
Yass gurlll
2024 anyone ?
Me.... My millionth time I've watched this series... Still love them together
Me rn realizing how my view points have changed. I used to think Jeffery was an inspiration, but he was really a business man making bank on capitalism. The ultra rich… and he complained about paying taxes???? Ugh!
Yep, so sad but such an awesome time to reminisce on!
@@SnowMexican96weird take
🙋🏼♀️lol
Been a Jeffrey fan for years but I'm just now going down the Shane & Jeffrey rabbit hole.
Put yo hand up if you’re watching this in 2019 and still crying 🙋♀️😅😭
yes, but not crying
🙋🙋🙋🙋🙋🙋😂😂😂
🙋🏻♀️
Lauren Madden 🙋🏼♀️🙋🏼♀️🙋🏼♀️🙋🏼♀️🙋🏼♀️
watched the whole series for the first time this weekend, tears rolling down my face in this last episode. I love Jeffree so much! Shane did a phenomenal job, WELL DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AMAZING series, so raw and real. Thank you for showing us who Jeffree Star is!
We knew his name but not his story...
Cups of Coffee haha true!
Shane when yougoing to upload a video
Stephanie Nina How is that funny?
Never judge a book by its cover.
this hit me so fucking hard
I love jeffree. He turned his whole life around. He really did it when he didn’t have much people by his side. He’s such a inspiration.
killer blob same🙄🙄🙄😂
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HE'S AN ICOINCE ROLE MODEL
My mom died win i was 3 win my mom overdose and i got tacan from my dad and i still cant see him and fined him my mom was found under a Bridge thats where we found her i was put in a girls and boys home i got adopted by a girl she is nice FYI i am now 10 if there are wrong spelling sorry
He makes me feel like maybe I can glow up someday.
I honestly believe that Shane is the person that Jeffree NEEDED in his life.
No
@@axrdeardido hahaha such a simple straight answer
believed**
@@axrdeardido ahahahhaha
Do you now?
I feel Jeffree is being his realself whenever he is with shane.
Because Shane is so real to him too. Not like his 'Ex-Friends' that full of insecurities and jealousy. Shane is even more proud to all the achievements that jeffree receive.
ya same !
YES EXACTLY
EXACTLY
No one was asking
I hope this friendship lasts forever. They seem super happy and real together!
JKARMY right!!!
JKARMY ARmyyyyyy
Same, both of them need a true friend that wont leave them
YESSS
YESSSSS!!
"I don't want my pain to be made fun of." Dang, that hit me.
Me too. I got chills.
I dont think I've ever heard someone say something so personal to me out loud. Shocked me
"So I keep it here, where it's safe.'
Personally i like it SOMETIMES when people joke about problems because i find slme relatable
An ACTUAL self made billionaire. Not Kylie, but y’all not ready for that conversation.
SO REALLL
Agreed but not billionaire careful! Hundreds of millions😅
Self made Millionaire Jeffree’s net worth is over $300 million
YES!
@@GogopowderedAugust of 2024- I looked it up and google said he’s worth 2 billion dollars now!
We aren’t ready for this series to be over....but we are READY for the Illuminati palette!
Tyler and Todd YES WE ARE
Fr
YES.
Tyler and Todd omg yessss!
Tyler and Todd YESSS
“ I don’t want my pain to be made fun of-
*Puts Hand on Chest*
-so I keep it here, *where it’s safe* “
😭😭
And i say tears on my cheeks
Wade W. That part sent me because I can relate.
😫😫😫
Wade W. I can’t read so I thought you said paint I was confusion
shane just fixed everyone’s view on jeffree 💛
emily s not me
Ebony Russell Then stay bitter
Shane explaining the context doesn’t change the action sorry
Ebony Russel ok? bye we dont want you here
XxGigifabulousxX lol no one is bitter.
When I saw Jeffree’s scars I just felt that so much- He said that parents don’t understand and they think that they’re losing their child and it fucks up the relationship. It really does. Looking at my arm now I don’t really feel anything, it’s just marks on the left arm you know? Back then, I was an angry person so I took it out on my arm, on myself. Love Jeffree and Shane. Love the video. Love this series!
バシーラ・クラーク YES🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕💕
バシーラ・クラーク Yas😆❤️
They are cancelled now
@@grapeareyummy7349 Sorry hun, But this cancel culture of yours is canceled. So,
next.
Can relate luckily my mum found out when I started we went swimming and yeah she saw them I tried to cover them but yeah she saw she was calm and just talked to me said she was gonna do checkins and to go and talk to her. She was upset yeah but she understood how fucked my head was so she got me in to therapy as well. We didn't talk about it because she knows it makes me uncomfortable I'm so lucky to have my mum I love her so much
i literally feel like i just watched the end of an amazing TV series you would find on Netflix. i am in love with how shane has evolved his channel. he’s really taking it somewhere big.
Same!❤
agreed so much, and same. It reminds me of last time i was sick and i binge watched my favorite series the end of the fucking world. btw i love your pfp
Holy shit you got so many likes in so little time
These videos Are terrible tru
abbey rt
I really wanna give Jeffre Star a Big hug
OSBORN ACQUAYE same
OSBORN ACQUAYE me too
Same! When he showed Shane his scars, I just wished I could be there to hug him and be like "Here's mine. There might be less of them, but I get it."
OSBORN ACQUAYE same
OKAY BUT IM HIGHKEY SAD THAT THIS IS THE LAST EPISODE
MaskitMati omg me to keep it going
FR
Same
WE WANT MORE! WE WANT MORE! 😂 😊
same
WHOS HERE AFTER THE INTERNET IS DRAGGING THEM 💀
Why are you here at all? This isnt our apology to accept.
Chloe Paul probably to check the comments just like me😏
@@nchibarty1964 wtf get ur head out of the gutter
Chloe Paul what apology? 💀
@@dancingunderthestars3862 why you are here to care why everyone else is here? Its not your business.
You can really tell who Jeffree is as a person by the way he treats other people. The way he treats his old landlord you can tell he treated her well when he lived there.
I don't know why I didn't watch this series when it came out. But, I get it know.
EnderZee you can like now
Conspiracy theory: Jeffree got his iconic “Hi how are ya?” from his old landlady
:OOOOOO
Minnie I thought that
:0
Hey what’s up you guys, yes
Hollly fuck!!!!!
i literally started crying when he pulled his pants down. him being so real hurt and made me proud at the same time honestly.
Sydney Nicole Shuler sorry but reading this without context made me laugh so much 😂
Kiana Megan lmfaooo i see that
Oh no .....I wanna be sad at this comment but I can’t 😂
me too I hate knowing that he had that much pain inside of him
Sydney Nicole Shuler I know right. I’m a recovering cutter, and I know the pain that goes into self harm. I’m 16.. I’m so proud of Jeffrey seeing he’s ok.
“I’m scared showing anything because I don’t wanna be judged for it” and “people use everything against me” hits so fucking deep and you can hear Jeffrees voice cracking from holding back tears it’s so heart breaking
This whole series was literally one of the best things I've ever watched on UA-cam. Well done Shane! Much love to you, Jefree and every one else involved!
Lizara same
@@Florida.momof3 i hope there are comming more of episodes like "a day in the life of...."" there are so many youtuber in LA he could spend the daily routine with
FULLY agree.
Honestly, same.
one of the best series everrr
"I don't want my pain to be made fun of so I keep it here, where it's safe." When I heard that line, I completely lost. I don't know how many times I've watched this series since it came out.
Araceli Vasquez same. I’m watching it at home now. Where I feel safe 😶
Same
Same like Shane did so good making this series
reading it again made me cry omg
Araceli Vasquez dame it is how I like deal with my stuff 😂
Who else broke down when Jeffree showed his scars? :(
My heart is broken :c
Me😢😢😢
I didn't
Me
I broke :(
I miss these days.... with everyone! Not the shit show drama going on. So sad.
😔
Tell me abt it
Fr
Yea I miss Shane sm I hope he comes back
Yes please Shane come back!!
Who else is rewatching the series before the new trailer on tuesday? 😍
Sahara McClanahan its out now! ❤️
I watched the trailer and then stayed up half the night to watch this series first.
sameeeeeer yasss
Yes omg I watched the trailer yesterday and was just like ugh what am I gonna do til oct 1st?? Oh I know watch the series again!
Ima binge watch Shane!
I think Shane found his new calling! He needs to continue doing these docs!
jazzeeeec agree! Who would you say he should do next?
Jessica Rodriguez gabby!!! Or jason and Trish
jazzeeeec YESS I AGREE he'll get more sponsorship
.. it's makes me happy to know we helping him..
jazzeeeec yes definitely but we still want to conspiracy videos
Jessica Rodriguez trisha paytas
in 6-7 months i betta see that palette on Jeffree’s website honey lol
YAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSS B*tch imma be waiting to buy that
EVen if i cant figure out how to put it on, I WANT IT
ShineBrightStars same
I want a full series on them making it too! God damn 100+ episode me up bitch
I know, I’m waiting
ShineBrightStars it should be earlier since this was filmed a while ago
Jeffrees voice breaking when he said “people use everything against me” (referring to self harm) literally made me tear up.
Shane Dawson managing to completely transform my opinion on Jeffree in these videos
Im sat here in tears by the end of this video!
Naomi Victoria Really well put 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻😊
sameee!!! and they seemed to be genuine too! no filters, script, or act. it’s just plain ol’ hot tea
Naomi Victoria same
Bitch _same_
YES OMG
I respect Jeffree even more now. Shane... you always know what you’re doing. The editing is amazing. The content overall this whole series was WOW, jaw dropping. Thanks for being so open and so honest Jeffree.
Nobody well it does seem genuine.
"I don't want my pain to be made fun of. That's why I keep it here. Where it's safe." :(
Xan Robes can relate
I do that to and it helps me.
There was this teacher at school that asked me if i needed a therapist.........like what! I know how to deal with it my self i hate that and and my uncle found what i do (the same thing that jeff does to him self) and he was like why do you do that and stop it that's not helping you, like can you not i hate that my dad is long gone i dont know where telling me that i need help and a therapist is kind of not going to help me i could help me self because i get me self....
Sorry i am saying to much but have a nice day or night or anything 😲but yeet.
bye bye bye people😀 .............. 😧
Edit: I am better now but i still have those day's 😥
I mean i am just 13
" all teen's are going through a Faze"
That's what they say
I mean do know what goes through depressed teen's head? 😒
inglés cool kaylee nunesCernas yeah I mean they think that we’re being unreasonable or that we have nothing to do, or just that we’re finding excuses to be the victim or whatever the fuck when in fact we’re just want someone to hear us out without judging us or using our words against us. Like, my god, please, we’re human, we’re not perfect to be always pretending that we’re fine.
I felt that so much.
I'm watching this back again and Jeffree and Shane are really good people 🥺. I miss them alot... fuck cancel culture I love these people to death .
ikr.
This is perhaps the most heart breaking yet the most revealing series on UA-cam
Blegh 06 I know right, god, it's so eye opening. To hear about Jeffree's feelings, deep down there, he is like every one of us. He's been (heart) broken, backstabbed, depressed, and I feel so much more connected to him knowing all this now. He's not just an icon.
Maxime Alexandra
Honestly, I had no idea. I think most people didn't, but somehow I relate. I've been through a lot myself and am still going through it, and I completely understand why he was so angry and so defensive all the time.
Blegh 06 Exactly! Same here! I feel like I understand him and the things he did way better now. I'm sorry you are going through what you are going through, hang in there! One day, you'll figure it all out, and if not all, most, just like Jeffree. Take care! :)
As a straight 21 year old guy, I've always thought of Jeffree Star as a Flamboyant-Punk gay crossdresser.
I'm glad I randomly stopped and watched this series because I've learned a lot.
I guess I'm now a fan of Jeffree Star.
Cheers.
Yea same, I never used to like jeffere, but after watching this I'm now apart of his fandom. Don't believe everything you see nor hear :)
This is exactly what I thought 💭 I love Jeffrey star now and I’m like OMG LOOK AT THIS GUY! HE IS AMAZING and my parents were like wtf is this ratchet gay and then I watched this on tv rlly loud so they watched too and that completely changed their senses and I love him
Now I think about it ppl are messed up to even try and break someone so valuable and precious and so unstable , people need to get their shit together and put themselves in somebody else’s shoes and see what it’s like🙄
So until that happens , bye bye! 👋🏻
Bless you "MachoDingus."
@@roxysollis8923 Go take your negative energy somewhere else.
Stranger Things Fan I said that Jeffrey is my favourite person on yt, how is that negative???!!
The best series I’ve watched on UA-cam
Agreed!
Ada Florescu agreed
*Ada Florescu* Yup
Correct and this is the best thing I’ve watched on UA-cam
Agree 100%
I feel like Shane was the person Jeffree needed
As much as everyone hates to admit it’s true Jeffree needed Shane :/
shutup you stole this comment
@@bri2472 Chill lmao
4 years later he really change Jeffree, mentally and physically I'm so happy for him
" I don't want anyone to see my pain so I keep it in here"
Who else felt that??!!
Such a heart breaking statement... I totally felt that
Krisztina Cutajar me. I’m the same way or when something bad happens it’s hard to cry about it because you know worse things have happened
Yep totally
24/7 b
Me
I just wanted to say a *huge* thank you to Shane for making these series. While the videos were very entertaining, they had a much deeper meaning to them. They show how no matter how many people are trying to bring you down, you should keep being strong and you will reach your goals no matter what others say. These videos really inspired me to start building my future now as well as understanding Jeffree a lot more. *THANK YOU SHANE, JEFFREE AND ALL THE PEOPLE INVOLVED IN MAKING THESE SERIES* People like you can actually change reality in a positive way by using your voices.
thats how you need to look at life💕
Im so glad now jeffree is friends with shane and friends because they're genuine
yes
The thing is, everyone demands an apology but when they get it they scream that it’s fake and are never satisfied. So what’s even the point of publicly apologizing? No one is ever happy with how someone says sorry and denounces themselves
they just wanna publicly execute a high profile person they hate; they don't want apologies or the person to be a better human, they just want to see them hang and it's sickening
It's like, why bother evolving into someone much better, if they continue to be punished for their past forever? It's pointless. We should be aiming for reform and evolving for everyone.
A Billionaire made by him self.. 💜💜
No Kylie..
Facts
💯
periodt
Periodt.
Who is kylie?
Also... Andrew gets to hear alllll the TEA 😂
I wonder how he held in his laughter in past videos before he did the face reveal 😟💕
EXACTLY WHAT I WAS THINKING
elisa liberi I think maybe they muted his audio?
Wow I didn’t know the reason behind all the tattoos .. that really hit. I respect jeffree so much I’m criyingggg
Same! had Zero idea :O I thought he just loved tattoos and got them all over
Girl!! Same here... i just want to hug him and tell him how much love he inspires!!
never thought that i’d be relating to a famous billionaire legend/business king
never thought that depression was (sadly) the thing that brought us together
but here we are
nerdy bird 100% true
I can relate sooo much but the sponsee has helped me soooo much even though I just saw it today
Shane saying “Jeffree WTF!?” Made me tear up so much
*jeffree
Oof thanks
@@gaarawrld9699 Jeffrey Lynn Steininger is his real name but he changed it to Jeffree Star :)
TaeWith Suga umm how do you know this?
TaeWith Suga I know now something called internet oof sksksksksk
I'm so glad for their friendship, I hope it will last forever. They really deserve each other in a best way!
Tora Nagumanova you know who else deserve each other? Jeffrey and Garrett
Ava Lc absolutely
watching this in 2023 missing shane’s videos before all the stuff came out, i have so much respect for both of these people, the fact shane wants to listen and wants to help and wants to be there, and jeffrey having the heart to tell how he was treated knowing how awful people are must be so hard to admit things like this but i have so much respect for both of them i’m dealing with my own battle and this helps a lot
I'm rewatching too rn, and I absolutely agree and your not alone.. I'm fighting demons and I love them too...idc what anyone else thinks... Jeffrey has come ALONG way and I respect them both... ❣️💯
@@amymccullough4396 we will win our battles soon enough, you are so strong for making it so far already, and i agree i don’t care what anyone says or thinks i still have a lot of respect for shane and jeffrey for helping people who deal with this stuff
I feel so sorry for Jeffrey it’s so unfair how people treat him
Disney Princessdaydream me too, but it’s jeffree* sorry, i’m a perfectionist and have ocd lol sorrly 💛
emily claire *Sorry
Disney Princessdaydream JeFfReE
Disney Princessdaydream I agree totally
That's why i'm soooo happy for jefree now he can buy all the Assholes they called him Fagott and all this heartbreaking words!
This whole series had me going through a ride of mixed emotions. From laughing from the bottom of my lungs to being shocked to crying and to being left, in the end, speechless. I always liked Jeffree but this series made me gain this whole new level of respect and appreciation for him. He is truly an inspiration and thank you Shane for helping him show us the real Jeffree Star!
Real talk
Cezara Adam I wouldn’t say real Jeffree Star it’s more like a side of him that he hasn’t really shown to the world because like he mention, of people in social media nowadays, be judging and shit but yes I agree with you!
Bbg Mara you are right, that is what I wanted to say
@@cezaraadam4070 oh lol hi
Same
What an absolute emotional rollercoaster.
I can’t wait for the NEXT SERIES
Ben Blue I wish I could get likes but I never get any!!!
Ben Blue I wonder what the next series will be, don't you?
Sunset Shimmer yeah!!! I’m really curious. I’ve been LIVING for both Shane and jeffrees videos recently!!!
Why don't you?
I hear he s doing a series on Jake Paul 😂😂
With everything going on, I just finished this whole series and it was so good.
I loved Jeffree before but this just takes my respect for him 100 times... Never thought that jeffree was gonna open up so much more about stuff...
RyanA sameee
Amen
RyanA Ikr
RyanA same 😭
I used to love him, then the scandals happened and seeing all that I couldn't support him, but this video has really redeemed him. Shane is a such a talent. I had the same problem with him (more so I never thought he was funny) but this past year or so of content has made me completely fall in love with Shane. Idk, I think it's all more authentic and real instead of characters (for both of them) and people nowadays love to see real people in their content.
You legit had met him for like 1 week and you guys have had more genuine conversations than I have had with friends I’ve had for months. TEACH ME THE WAYS. lol
reyna aoyama i know they have spoken prior to this documentary. He was on Shane’s podcast and they did a collab together
Just be vulnerable and be the person that your friends can be vulnerable with you have to show people they can trust you with their vulnerabilities
I mean its Shane🤷♀️
This whole series falls into one word, trust.
Same and I’ve had my friends for 4 years woow
My mom: turn that video off right now
Me: why?
My mom: we have a bigger screen downstairs
Edit: OH MY GOD I DIDNT REALIZE I HAD SO MANY LIKES THANK YOU ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Sir Wellington I wish my mom was the same
Lol
Unoriginal as fuck 🙄fake
ThatMixerAnna lmao you sound jealous 😂
Jeffree Star is one of those people who has been through hell and has come back stronger ! I love him for who he is. IDC about the drama he gets into but he is the person who reminds me that you can come out stronger and you got this!
ikr!
I adore him. And he deserves it.
This whole series made me see Jeffree in a whole different way. I’m proud to say that I don’t have any of the feelings of negativity I once did about him. ❤️
bellabieber09 Same
bellabieber09 I completely agree. That's exactly what I was going to write.
Mallori Williams I feel the same way!
bellabieber09 that’s what I hoped watching this series glad it did that
bellabieber09 yes exactly
Wig: snatched
Respect: found
Jeffree: loved
Shane: still a Queen
Suggestion: Jeffree should join Shane’s squad
You forgot hotel travago.
Too rich
ᑎᗩᕼ ᕼE'ᔕ ᑎOT ᖴᑌᑎᑎY EᑎOᑌGᕼ
Hotel?: Trivago
Hotel: Trivago
“here ya go andrew!”
“thank you!”
“take a break, i’ll be camera man!”
*10 million reasons why i love Shane Dawson* 🥺
Shane is such an icon fr
Time?
Hellobish :P 7:02 💜
strawberry milk tyyy ❤️
Fi Turd that was so cute aw
The fact he said “nobody asked why” and people yet still go out and say Jeffree fakes depression and just wants attention. It’s like do you not understand this poor human suffering and being attacked.
lmaoo stop babying jeffree and shane please. they’re grown ass men who are racist and are problematic af.
HPL did I ask for you input NO so don’t comment on my stuff agian ☺️🙄😒
Funny Animal world
Lmao this is youtube hun, everyone’s allowed to an opinion. Live with it 😘 The fact that you’re defending a racist who literally raped someone and there is video proof, the delusion.
@@7.seven.7sev you watched the video of someone getting... Raped ???!
@@jxrdxn6005 Obviously not. There’s a video of Jeffree recording the guy after it happened
SHANE 👏🏽 NEEDS 👏🏽 A 👏🏽 NETFLIX 👏🏽 SERIES 👏🏽 AMEN
yas
YAAS
Yaass
"AND ALL GOD'S PEOPLE SAID:"
"AmEnNnNnN!!!!"
Benjster #ShaneSisterSeries
This was very deep..I was in tears once I saw his cuts....
•Wølfy Gacha• like a dog from the kennel, once a dog is beaten and bruised for long enough, the second it feels attacked it’s gonna bite back 😔
•Wølfy Gacha• I was to, I was heartbroken to know someone who is so sweet could possibly do something, or go through something so tough
Same.
Yeah... now i fucking respect him
sameeee
Seeing his scars literally made me sick to my stomach...the fact that he’s been through so much and tired so damn hard and people treat him like garbage is disgusting
Brianna Smithson what bit was that at
i swear he's my biggest fucking inspiration i mean i've always loved his channel but before this video i had no clue how much i relate to him and how it is possible to get better
Brianna Smithson I agree I feel like crying
Ben, just watch it all and you'll find out.
i love jeffree so much, he’s such a kind and genuine person. no matter what the media says about him, you know, from these series, just what kind of person he is: the realest, sweetest, and kindest person
oh
This series has made me so proud of Jeffree and Shane. They are honestly so inspiring. I’m so happy that you’ve have made this series because now we get to see the real jeffree and what he’s truly like as a person. This is amazing. Keep up the good work
The documentary that we didn’t know we wanted. But we need it
This doco and Hannah Gadsbys Netflix special have been the most insane amazing things I’ve seen this year
The amount of vulnerability that it took for Jeffree to admit all of that made me respect him so much more. I can’t imagine the amount of pressure he feels, so thank *GOD* for Shane seeing what he needed and pushing to make it happen. I’m rooting for both of them so hard ❤️
I feel the same way as you do!!
When Jefrees old apartment is twice as big as your apartment.
After this they BETTER make an illuminati eyeshadow palette/lipsticks.
ThePrettyDani yessss I'm waiting also a diet rootbeer one to OMG that would be everything
wow jeffree came along way im so happy and proud he's so successful now 💞💞
NYOMI NIOUS stan bananalemon with a black asian member
NYOMI NIOUS damn 532 likes in 2 minutes
He was already successful
my heart still hurts after hearing jeffree talking about how he doesn't want his pain to be used against him. his voice was like.. HIS SOUL. you can hear HIM and not his character so clear that this grabs your heart and squishes it. i just can't: '''(
i really hope that a lot more people will give him a second chance. he deserves it
6 years later and I still continue to come back to this series. Absolutely amazing
Excuse me? Finale? Uh noooo hunty we need a whole show about this. We want and need more. Also we need that Illuminati palette.
Edgar- O YES YESSS
I'm already saving the money to buy my illuminati palette😎
Thank you for making this series Shane! I always saw the good in Jeffree but this made me respect him even more
ALI BUZZELLI me too!!! People always said he wasn’t a good person but I knew he was just misunderstood because I am the exact same and have always felt the same. I’ve always loved and respected him, but now I’m like wow *I stan*
Preach!
this series has taught me to take a step back and try and think about what someone is going through before judging them. Everyone has something going on in their life and we as humans need to be kinder to one another.
❤️
_Preach sista!_
This series is amazing. I don’t remember ever laughin n cryin so much.
Forbes... jeffree is self made millionaire
yes 1000x yes !!!!
yes, better than kj
Priscilla Pie FUCK KYLIE
YES!!!
If not almost billionaire
Jeffree is such an inspiration
Mahdia Kiani Ikr
he’s also such an icoN
True
I literally posted this comment 27 minutes ago and I already got 740 likes 😂
Mahdia Kiani kWEEN
All the people you cut out of your life most likely handed you the scissors. Don't feel bad for wanting peace in your life.
Dora Rodriguez my new life motto
I'm putting this in as my yearbook quote because this is so much truth.
OMG I love this. It is so true!
truth
Dora Rodriguez even if it was family
People who have been through abuse often internalize and cope by unconsciously abusing/bullying others and I think there is some of that going on with Jeffrey. I haven’t followed closely but this is the impression I get.
Exactly
Honestly, this series is better and more genuine than most reality shows and UA-cam originals out there combined 🙌❤️
It’s happy to see that Jeffree now has some new and real friends #sisterupgrade
#TheFandom You're right!
Is it just me or does it hurt more that Jeffree tattooed a picture of his baby self on his scars😭😭 25:33
Ikr
I'm crying in the club rn
Oh My God 😢😢😢😢
I knowww
Riiight!?, hey we don’t know maybe they did hug or maybe either of them don’t do hugs.
my opinion of jeffree has completely changed after this series, and i’m so glad. I was so uneducated about him before I just heard about the scandals and never looked into it myself. thank you shane!
I really wish people would look at older things like jefferys old videos from the mindset and views and comady from that time era. Thats what people uses to do. It always pisses me off
Right it's like gen- z picks and chooses who to cancel because there are people that still have a platform who did exactly what they did in the past and no one is "holding them accountable"
@@jxrdxn6005 pfffff not me I’m gen-z and I disagree with the whole cancel culture, the past is the past and it will never come back, people can change in 14 years
*you are changing LIVES! Both the people in the videos and as well as the people watching it, because it changes our viewpoint and I live for it*
Kelly McMahan AMAN
Also I cried because Jeffree NEVER deserved this pain
Lizzard no one does
Lizzard without the pain he went through, we wouldn’t have the star we know now💖
Who
Lizard same
@@sgtgramps1836
Haha get it "star" Jeffree star c: -ok I will go
Can this series get some kind of award? It’s so good and eye opening. Now people can stop dogging on jeffree
for real ive cried so much shane is so talented... and i feel so much for jeffree we've all been in a dark place before
ikr Shane and his crew DEFINITELY deserve an award for making this, it's so insightful and really makes you think. I hope people start realizing influencers aren't just what they put out, most of the time they have a whole story behind them that no one sees.
Jeffree was DEFENDING himself against people who were also saying the most cruelest shlt ever, imagine being in this situation like ofc you want to be the tougher person here, I am very against people saying the N word but we as people learn and grow, nobody is perfect and I shlt you not the media back then was very different than how it is now.
I'm glad Jeffree found REAL friends. Ones that dont judge his real personality and make him feel like he has to be someone else. I'm talking about those 2 fake fraudsters Manny and Laura.
Shane really brings out the best in people. And that's one of the things I love so much about him. And I love seeing this side of Jeffree. It just feels right instead of forced.
Yassss
jennifer half I totally agree with you because jeffree has had to deal with so much, and he's come out so strong and his true supporters love him so much for who he is, but I also think bringing up Manny and Laura isn't necessary. The comment section on this video should be full of love for jeffree not hate for anyone else. But continue to show him your love girl this is in no way me trying to make you feel uncomfortable❤
May Eatonne I understand where you're coming from. Thanks for not jumping down my throat and thank you for disagreeing and explaining your side in a mature way. 😊💕
what happened with manny and laura
I also want to know..
'and no one ever asked me why'...... that breaks my fucking heart everytime I hear it
I've watched this whole series three times now and that part makes me tear up every single time. So upsetting, and also relatable as someone who was also once a sad teenager who made poor decisions... Anyways haha yeah, I'm just glad Jeffree is in a better place now, and that he has good friends to be there to support him
I really have to applaud Andrew, throughout the one on one interview, I would have sworn it was just the two of them in the room. He must really have that atmosphere. Someone that’s there with Shane for everything but we hardly realize it. You go Andrew!
I don't think Andrew was the cameraman for this video. I think this was Jeffrees cameraman work..
Legendary God Oh, I hadn’t seen Jeffree’s cameraman at all, but I knew Andrew was at the hot dog restaurant right before going to the old apartment
Dont worry, it was andrew’s work ;)
Jeffery’s cutting story is SO close to mine, it’s almost scary!! I’m now 31yrs old & still to this day, I wear full length pants & tops to hide my cutting scars from years ago & the only people that know why are my Mum & partner of 7yrs… I’m terrified of needles & don’t want to have to cover my legs & arms in tattoos for myself so I just keep covered up 24/7, my partner of 7yrs has never even seen me fully naked before because of it. My legs are much worse than my arms cause that was the main place I did it, so people wouldn’t see. It was never an “attention thing”, I did everything I could to hide it & kept it hidden from everyone for many years, till my Mum walked in on me doing it one day, I didn’t even hear her come home & I was absolutely mortified!! It’s still a secret & shame I hide to this day. I’m very thin (can never gain weight) so people assume that’s why I’m in long pants & long sleeves 24/7 cause I’m embarrassed about that too, but the real reason is to hide my scars. I had 2 deep scars very close together on my wrist which I got my BFF’s name who died tattooed over but I physically can’t bring myself to completely tattoo my whole body to cover them all, even getting that tattoo was extremely hard so I just keep covered up. I get frustrated when it’s boiling hot & I’m dying from heat but literally can’t wear summer clothes. I’ve hardly ever gone to the beach with friends, never gone swimming cause I can’t wear shorts or a bikini because of it, I don’t want anyone to know or see. My partner hates I went through that before we met but he’s so supportive & proud of how far I’ve come. On the rare times I go to the beach with my partner (cause I really do love the beach), he’ll always drive us up the beach in his 4WD to where no one else is & even though I still don’t feel comfortable enough to wear shorts or a bikini, at least I don’t feel like everyone’s staring at me for being in the water in full length jeans & long sleeve shirt. He always wears a full length shirt & long shorts too so I don’t feel so out-of-place if someone else walks or drives by. I’m very lucky to have such a supportive & compassionate partner even though his mind can’t grasp why anyone would do that to themselves or even get the thought to…
I think the hardest part about it all is knowing how far I’ve come, having everyone around me being so proud of how far I’ve come, I’ve beat addiction, severe abuse, homelessness & everything inbetween, but my body full of scars is what’s still holding me back & reminding me every day. They won’t just go away so it’s kinda like no matter how far you’ve come, it’s still holding onto you. I guess that’s something you don’t even consider at the time cause back then, I never thought I’d come through the other side & I needed it at the time, or so I thought, it was somewhat like an addiction in itself, it’s scary what the mind can do when it’s not well… Anyway, everyone’s struggle with it is different, but Jeffrey’s is so similar to mine then & now that I felt the need to chime in & in a strange way, it’s kinda felt good to offload my secret here, even if it’s to a group of total strangers in a different country, but maybe that’s the whole point… Much love to all & a big thank you to Shane & Jeffrey for doing this!!! 💜💜💜💜
awe my love 🥺❤️