I keep coming back to this video time and time again. Easily one of the best performances of all time. The raw passion and emotion is reverberating around the room is undeniable.
Went back home in the winter Moved into my parents’ house And walked the hallways like a stranger Still haven’t figured anything out ‘Cause I still don’t know what to do Last year, I swore I’d make a noose in the lights Hang out in the gutter Decorate my neck with the colored bulbs So that everyone would laugh at me Laugh at me Laugh at me When you drive around the neighborhood in your SUV Looking for a holiday display with your family And there I’ll be, in the yard, dangling Happier spending December Fulfilling obligations Without the red pin in my calendar Or last call at the Greyhound station ‘Cause I can’t hurry up to you End of every grueling day And for the mundanity we suffer through I won’t try to join the pile up on the freeway Crash my car into a ditch, oh darling I won’t even think of it… anymore ‘Cause I loved you I loved you I loved you More than I hate me I hate me I hate me
here's the other verse: cause I've been waiting around for you since I climbed the roof and decided not to jump or burn the structure down blame the faulty outlet and still don't collect all the insurance
just in case anyone is just discovering or coming back to this song now, here’s a link to a stream from 2020 with the most recent performance of it: ua-cam.com/video/tINSbY4wRjs/v-deo.html
God how long will it take for her to wake the fuck up and realize I'm her soul 💯 mate we belong together forever al come home call please don't do this I need you so bad right now please hurry love jimmy ps hurry
how does she write the most devastating song on earth then apologise for being cheesy omg girl i am in TEARS
I listen to this every time I need to remind myself that Julien Baker is the best musical discovery that I’ve ever made
But have you heard ICP
im so glad shes here.
I'm just really glad Julien exists.
u and me both
adore this crunchy-ass video
its 'decorated lawns' time of year again.
and once again it's that time
@@sdyt569 take care buddy. Merry Christmas ❤️
@@tanujak98 and merry christmas to you too 🤍
The way she ended this song was so bad ass
I like how this performance she has a whole other verse that's not in the studio recording.
maddoggnick96 I find myself listening to this version more than the actual studio recording one, just because of that extra verse. Too good!
No one complains about the potato cam cause we are happy about any bit of footage of Juliens performances.. :)
Since I CLIMBED THE ROOF, and decided not to jump...😭
"I hate me more than I thought I loved you"
It's called Decorated Lawns if anyone wants to find it ❤️
I keep coming back to this video time and time again. Easily one of the best performances of all time. The raw passion and emotion is reverberating around the room is undeniable.
the best girl in the world
Who would be talking through this GODAMMIT!!!!
there was a party going on in another room, its a miracle they're this quiet
Went back home in the winter
Moved into my parents’ house
And walked the hallways like a stranger
Still haven’t figured anything out
‘Cause I still don’t know what to do
Last year, I swore I’d make a noose in the lights
Hang out in the gutter
Decorate my neck with the colored bulbs
So that everyone would laugh at me
Laugh at me
Laugh at me
When you drive around the neighborhood in your SUV
Looking for a holiday display with your family
And there I’ll be, in the yard, dangling
Happier spending December
Fulfilling obligations
Without the red pin in my calendar
Or last call at the Greyhound station
‘Cause I can’t hurry up to you
End of every grueling day
And for the mundanity we suffer through
I won’t try to join the pile up on the freeway
Crash my car into a ditch, oh darling
I won’t even think of it… anymore
‘Cause I loved you
I loved you
I loved you
More than I hate me
I hate me
I hate me
these are the lyrics for the official version of this song
here's the other verse:
cause I've been waiting around for you
since I climbed the roof
and decided not to jump
or burn the structure down
blame the faulty outlet
and still don't
collect all the insurance
Whats the official name of this somg
Decorated Lawns
this girl is so fucking cute i love her
This is the most ironic song I've ever heard. But it works. Damn, Julien, it really works.
I am actually in love with her, my god.
same.
UA-cam just asked me how I would rate your comment 😍😍😍😍 i had to go with excellent and say it was excellent because it was relatable
julien was so hot in this
still is😀
Happy holidays especially to this video
I loved you
More than I hate me
this is heartbreaking
I'm afraid I'm responsible of half of the views this video has
She is so talented
Oh my gosh I love this song. This completely explains my relationship to my best friend. She's the reason I try.
Chills man
This is so impressive.
i hate me too, julien
I hate you too, justin
at least I'm not the only one
just in case anyone is just discovering or coming back to this song now, here’s a link to a stream from 2020 with the most recent performance of it: ua-cam.com/video/tINSbY4wRjs/v-deo.html
i can't believe one of my fav songs of hers is an unreleased
The released version is on SoundCloud! The lyrics are changed slightly. Still amazing, but this version is definitely superior.
totally agree. I should have said that I can't believe that my fav lyrics of hers are in a cut verse from a song that's only on sound cloud :)
amo a esta chica :)
Holy shit
name of this song? are there any clearer versions of it? I love it
+Christopher Z. I asked her on Twitter but got no response :/
unreleased jb song, might be on the next record. keep your eyes peeled
"Decorated Lawns." She just officially released it.
Where???
Why are people talking in the background? That's so disrespectful.
danman6669 it was a house party/show
Does anyone know what she says at 1:49?
"nah that's cheesy as fuck, it sounded fine acoustic but now (?)"
Thank you!
Nah that’s cheesy as fuck. This song is fine as it is
God how long will it take for her to wake the fuck up and realize I'm her soul 💯 mate we belong together forever al come home call please don't do this I need you so bad right now please hurry love jimmy ps hurry