The imagery in this song is so dark, and yet the music is almost jubilant....Its a potent mixture, for sure... Another work of art.... I love this girl....
i feel like i know everything she's felt and sung about in songs. it sucks feeling like someone you don't know is your soulmate (not romantically, but like platonically-mentally)
Went back home in the winter Moved into my parents’ house And walked the hallways like a stranger Still haven’t figured anything out ‘Cause I still don’t know what to do Last year, I swore I’d make a noose in the lights Hang out in the gutter Decorate my neck with the colored bulbs So that everyone would laugh at me Laugh at me Laugh at me When you drive around the neighborhood in your SUV Looking for a holiday display with your family And there I’ll be, in the yard, dangling Happier spending December Fulfilling obligations Without the red pin in my calendar Or last call at the Greyhound station ‘Cause I can’t hurry up to you End of every grueling day And for the mundanity we suffer through I won’t try to join the pile up on the freeway Crash my car into a ditch, oh darling I won’t even think of it… anymore ‘Cause I loved you I loved you I loved you More than I hate me I hate me I hate me I loved you I loved you I loved you More than I hate me I hate me I hate me I loved you I loved you I loved you More than I hate me I hate me I hate me I loved you I loved you I loved you More than I hate me I hate me I hate me
"In my head there's a Greyhound station where I send my thoughts to far-off destinations" "Or last call at the Greyhound station" "I loved you" on repeat "I loved you Guinevere" on repeat Coincidence, no? It breaks my heart to know that such a beautiful girl could feel so sad, but I also couldn't help but notice the familiar lyrics because I'm an intense Death Cab fan, as well as loving Julien's music.
It was a song from a collection of holiday songs for an organisation called Punk Talks. Unsure where the compilation disappeared to, but it was called Jingle Yay.
It's probably a nervous or anxious habit. She's very outspoken on mental health - probably really difficult to kick. I'm sure she's aware of the damage.
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i am sobbing this is the best song ever written julien baker i love you more than i hate me
The imagery in this song is so dark, and yet the music is almost jubilant....Its a potent mixture, for sure...
Another work of art.... I love this girl....
i feel like i know everything she's felt and sung about in songs. it sucks feeling like someone you don't know is your soulmate (not romantically, but like platonically-mentally)
Went back home in the winter
Moved into my parents’ house
And walked the hallways like a stranger
Still haven’t figured anything out
‘Cause I still don’t know what to do
Last year, I swore I’d make a noose in the lights
Hang out in the gutter
Decorate my neck with the colored bulbs
So that everyone would laugh at me
Laugh at me
Laugh at me
When you drive around the neighborhood in your SUV
Looking for a holiday display with your family
And there I’ll be, in the yard, dangling
Happier spending December
Fulfilling obligations
Without the red pin in my calendar
Or last call at the Greyhound station
‘Cause I can’t hurry up to you
End of every grueling day
And for the mundanity we suffer through
I won’t try to join the pile up on the freeway
Crash my car into a ditch, oh darling
I won’t even think of it… anymore
‘Cause I loved you
I loved you
I loved you
More than I hate me
I hate me
I hate me
I loved you
I loved you
I loved you
More than I hate me
I hate me
I hate me
I loved you
I loved you
I loved you
More than I hate me
I hate me
I hate me
I loved you
I loved you
I loved you
More than I hate me
I hate me
I hate me
"Cause I loved you / I loved you / I loved you / more than I hate me / I hate me / I HATE ME"
You're the best!! I've been searching for this for so long, thank you!
Yes this is one of my favorite songs of hers!!!! Thank you so much!
"In my head there's a Greyhound station where I send my thoughts to far-off destinations"
"Or last call at the Greyhound station"
"I loved you" on repeat
"I loved you Guinevere" on repeat
Coincidence, no?
It breaks my heart to know that such a beautiful girl could feel so sad, but I also couldn't help but notice the familiar lyrics because I'm an intense Death Cab fan, as well as loving Julien's music.
This is the most beautiful song.
Oh wow this is so clean! I mean compared to the clips online when it was called decorated lights. Thank you for sharing!!
this is amazing.
ooooh thanks for this!
i love this so so much
This song is so f-ing amazing.
Thanks very much, mate
Nice I love it
Why isn’t this on Spotify??
WOW!!!!!!!!
god this song kills me
please marry me julien baker we both are libra and 25 years
i am absolutely devastated that i cannot find the cover of this song by dog lagoon anywhere online
Painting Well Again my Blessed Angel #yup
Why isnt this out anywhere?
is this a b-side from Sprained Ankle or a new song? thanks for sharing!
It was a song from a collection of holiday songs for an organisation called Punk Talks. Unsure where the compilation disappeared to, but it was called Jingle Yay.
thank you!
I think it was a very limited run because it was for charity so they took it off bandcamp once all the copies sold :(
Where'd the 2018 NPR video go?
NPR requested it be taken down, unfortunately. Seems that its up on their channel now: ua-cam.com/video/XZdnq5tN5vI/v-deo.html
14 people are empty inside.
I’m sad
still sad?
still sad?
@@fanfusion4276 Actually, not anymore :)
Very Tegan and Sara sounding
666 stay lit
The melody kind of reminds me of Japanese anime music. Beautiful singing by Julien though.
giv milk or im not takin nappy
She needs to stop picking at her lips. You can see the damage she's done: it's a bad habit.
what
Plainview: saving lips, one bad habit at a time.
It's probably a nervous or anxious habit. She's very outspoken on mental health - probably really difficult to kick. I'm sure she's aware of the damage.