It’s Been a Minute | Sketchbook Session
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- Опубліковано 27 вер 2024
- Grab a cuppa and get comfy, ‘cause Sketchbook Session time has arrived once more! ☕✏️
Today I wanted to do some doodling and catch y’all up on how 2024 has been going so far - (Spoiler: it’s been a bit of a mess but I’m muddling thru sgdfdfgh 🫠)
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Howdy y’all, thanks for stopping by (^^)/
It hadn’t happened yet when I recorded the voiceover here but, ironically -- (midway through working on this video about hopefully getting back on the productivity wagon and gettin' me brain back to rights) -- there was suddenly a national shortage of my ADHD medication which meant I got knocked out for ANOTHER week sgdfjksdfhsk
I’mma keep crossing my fingers that it comes back in stock soon but for now may all y’all’s prescriptions be refillable and your braincells bountiful 🪄✨
EDIT: Hullo it's only been like an hour but I'm gettin' misty eyed over here reading y'all's comments and being overwhelmed by not only all the really thoughtful messages, but also from hearing that some of y'all also managed to draw something again for the first time in a bit while watching along today 🥹🎉 -- it feels really rare to see such a unanimously kind collection of comments on the internet and I'm both real proud'a y'all for being so nice to each other and deeply grateful for y'all bringing that kinda energy to this space. Thank you so much and I really hope that same kindness comes back around to all of y'all in your day-to-day 💖💖
Thank you. Get well soon, Alex!
oh dear! may your meds return soon and your adhd be productive in whatever way you need.
I’m glad you’re back and hope you’re doing much better! I’m glad the comments and community here is so warm and welcoming. It’s amazing😭 hope you feel better soon and overcome this burn out and have a great day!❤
Hi, I want to thank you for this personal update video of yours because of how I've coincidentally gotten myself out of a personal ditch I've been in not too long after seeing this video; this good personal update from another person on the same day as my own positive update has been kinda motivating, even if you didn't really help with the personal issue I've had itself.
I hope you're taking care & doing well.
Have you been checked for sad(seasonal affective disorder)? Low vitamin D can also affect your mood too. Winter isn't my friend either. I hope that you feel better soon.
I would love to see more of the preproduction of Heartless. UA-cam series such as concept corner and ginjaninja's PRISM just get my creative juices flowing. they're such a source of inspiration for me and they helped me find my love for watching a story being built from the ground up
I AGREE!!!❤❤❤❤
SAME- it’s both entertaining and incredibly helpful for creating things of my own to see other people do the same, and Heartless is such a joy to listen to!
PRISM MENTION LETS GOOO
@@bxwieknife HECK YEAH!!!
Same! Exactly the same! These concepts help so much!
I definitely understand that feeling of just unexpected burnout. It just suddenly happens and sometimes your first reaction is “Why?!”. Anyways, glad to see you back!
I always love watching your videos and the art is soooo good! Wish all the best
It’s been a long time since I’ve been mesmerised by someone drawing, I just watched this like a child sparkle in eyes mouth agape. This video was very comforting,thank you
thank YOU, that's really nice to hear! 🥺💖
This was surprisingly comforting in a way that I didn't think media could be for me anymore. Thank you for being willing to share your thoughts with us. Take your time and we will keep cheering you on.
Thank you ABD, for always comforting me.
I have not much strenght now, but I really wanted to say thank you to you.
Thank you for being here dude - Hope you can rest up 💪💖
Thank you @@ABDIllustrates ,
for always being so comforting \( ^-^ )/
EIRA BEING ON THE THUMBNAIL IS AWESOME LETS GO
Your videos on Heartless have been so inspirational to me, as someone that has loved crafting my own stories, and has always wanted to make something out of it, your such a big inspirational figure for me. I'm finally getting to work on a small comic for my own story, after months of creative drought, and seeing you come along has only fueled me more, knowing that I'm not the only one that went through a creative drought these last months.
Burn out sucks. As someone who is also trying to get through it, I can relate. So please take good care of yourself. Your health is important.
I think it’s genuinely admirable that you’re willing to expose your struggles and gradual recovery to us.
It takes great courage to be vulnerable, but I know that this video and others have helped a great many people who are facing their own challenges. Simply knowing that you’re not alone helps.
Thank you Alex
Yes!! My favourite UA-camr uploads a part to my favourite series!!
Dont worry to take breaks, we wont go! :D
RAAAAGHHH I missed this guy
That being said hope you get all the rest and relaxation you need my g x🍷🗿
It's so crazy to think 5 months have passed since you first announced your book! I've been so excited throughout the entire wait, and now we only have like 2 months left!
I definitely relate to the burnout at the end of the year.
I was so emotionally and socially tired from my first semester of art college that I cried on Christmas from just feeling numb and tired (while listening to Heaven by Mitski, which rlly helped me).
Burn out is slowly getting to me ever since starting classes this semester and I haven’t fully got the time to draw personal art (fanart lol) but watching this video is helping me just to finish up some thumbnails I need to do for a class.
I have to admit that I’m really inspired by you and watching your videos really helps me at least get through some of my art hw and to reach my goal of being a freelance artist/small business owner.
I think everyone agrees that if Heartless were to ever become a actual production, indie or otherwise, we would all be so hyped and so supportive of it
i’d love to see more heartless content! back when there were just the vids for the heroes and villains i was horribly fixated on them, and it’s just really fun to watch a story sort of come together lol
props to you for being able to pull yourself up by your bootstraps, also!
There has never been a better timed video of yours than this...
I'm in the middle of working on a hard chapter for my webcomic, and completelly exhausted, and sick of even the very thought to grab my pen, I clicked on UA-cam, and seen the huge BURN OUT script on your thumbnail.... I nearly started crying, because OMG SAMEEEEE!!!
I've been drawing non-stop in the past 8 weeks, I'M SO TIRED but at least I don't feel alone about this now... 😭😭😭😭
I've been going through a bit of a weird/rough mental health patch and it really started to overflow this past week. It's comforting to know that I'm not the only one and it was nice to spend some time unwinding, drawing, and listening to your voice. Just wanted to say thank you, I really needed this! ☺
Im in an art slump because of college, having someone to talk and draw along with me is so unbelievably helpful ❤ good luck with your art everyone!
I really missed this corner of the internet. It's so warm and welcoming. Stuff like this never fail to bring me comfort and inspiration (especially when you've been in your own sad funk for awhile😅) so thank you for not giving up because your doing a whole bunch of good here. That goes out to anyone also btw. Take care of yourselves guys.❤
I'm just getting over a depressive episode myself, and finally gave time to myself to do things I enjoy. This video really hits home and reminds me that even if those things seem daunting sometimes, I ultimately do them because I love them, and that brought me a sort of peace I guess
This video was very comfortable to watch, dunno what other word to use. I feel more rested than after waking up this morning. Thank you for sharing your art and all my support to get better
Eira!!! Love this, Alex. Thank you for being so candid, as you put it. It really helps to see that I'm not alone when I struggle, and that someone I admire so much creatively can go through that same struggle, and still be creative...it just means a lot.
so glad you're back and feeling better! we missed you and hope you're taking care of yourself
Gotta love how even when you're feeling mentally drained somehow bg3 will always be there to engage you somehow
The hype is real!!!!!!
Your idea of Heartless is one of the best fantasy ideas for a comic or web series that actually interests me. I love everything that you post and I want you to stay safe and remember to take regular time off.
I've struggled with burn out a lot over the past few years and again just recently, so this video felt very well timed and felt comforting to know I'm not alone. I enjoyed watching you draw again and love how the art turned out and I hope things start turning around for you soon!
I'd love to see the story of heartless just form, and exist. Your videos about that story are my comfort vids for when *I* have burnout, they just get my creative juices flowing and make me really inspired to create something of my own!
This was so comforting, and good to hear from you. Ive also been hit with BOUTS of mental distress and unwellness since the new year (it seems to be becoming a pattern). Which is to say you are definitely not alone. My healing journey is underway, and I'm getting better, but it's still very rough ta times. Follow your own signoff, man! Go be gentle with yourself. I/we will be here for when you post next :))
i literally kept refreshing your channel bc i was so excited for this video lmao, but anyway, considering the content of the video, i was so happy to hear you laugh! i hope things keep looking up ❤
I’’m so glad you found what works for you. On days I feel burnt out I try to make my own self care day by relaxing or watching tv. I wish you well on your process!
Bro I love Heartless! I’ll sit here patiently waiting for however long it takes you to expand more on it. I love your work man. You’re my favorite artist and looking to your art always makes me feel inspired. Thanks for being you.
It has been a minute, it's strange how a minute can feel like a million years. LOL
But it's wonderful that you're back ❤
i love stephen frys comment about mental health. He said its like the weather, when it is raining you need to remember that there will be sunny days again even if it looks terrible the sun will come out.
It is so good to hear your voice again! I am releived to hear that you are doing better. ❤ take your time, we will all be appreciative of anything you can do while recovering. 😊
This video was so comforting to watch!! It's always wonderful to see you drawing and everything, and the burnout is,,, so heavily relatable. I'm glad that you're getting back into life-ing, I got a little teary when you mentioned making soup and taking those steps!!
It gave me some level of comfort and even relief getting to sit here and listen to you talk about life and burnout with art.. I'm sorry for the struggles its brought you, but I'm excited to see where the relief from it may bring you.
This was actually really well timed, ive been struggling with some major burnout and mental health issues lately so it was nice to know im not alone and really encouraging to hear the reassurance that bad times do get better. Keep doing the thing, cant wait to see where you go with Heartless and content creation and everything else!
GOD, imagine ABD just collabs with Ginganinja to make a COOL ASF show. I would pay MILLIONS just to see these two creators collab and rant and talk abt lil ideas or details or a format of a show they would work on together. One can only dream.
OMG PLEASEEE I NEED THATTTTT
Hey. I've been trying to barrel through what feels like the begenning of a burn-out for the last 2...4? weeks, myself. And I just wanted to say thank you.Those last 12 minutes have been super chill compared to the rest of these last few days. And you're right. It might take some time but I trust that I will eventually get through this. Hope you can rest and get better soon, as well. 🌻
Ahhh Heartless!! I lovet his story, it's not even in production yet and it's already inspired some dnd stuff (just names mainly, lol). Glad to hear you're on the mend. We're happy to see you again :]
these videos are always so comforting to listen to and watch
i also went through a little tough time (it was not little, it was terrible) in january / february and found my salvation in soup because i just love soup.
I'm months late to commenting on this video now, but I'm so happy to see the Heartless characters making an appearance again! The Heartless Sketchbook Sessions are probably my favorite videos on UA-cam - it's such an intriguing concept, and I hope we get to see it in a comic/manga/graphic novel some day, even if that's far in the future! I finally sat down to draw my OCs for the first time in a while, and this video was lovely to have on in the background. Burnout sucks so much, so I hope you're doing a bit better!!
Ive been recently stuck in a bit of a loop, going back and forth to good and bad. This video reminds me that its slow, and its improved
Thank you for being honest, and Im glad you're moving along. I always love your art and videos, as your voice is very comforting, and i hope you feel better.
Things happen that we cant control, but we move through them one day at a time.
I just finished deep cleaning my room, which ive been struggling with, and watching your video after reminds me how slow the walk back up is, but we'll get there.
This is crazy I literally haven't watched since your last vid and then today I decided to watch your tentacle warlock video again for warlock inspiration. And then you posted a few hours later. Nice to see you again!
You have such a lovely voice! Your videos always help me stay grounded when I'm feeling off. Your concept videos on heartless are still one of my favorite things to revisit when I'm in a rut. Thank you for another Sketchbook session and I'm glad you're feeling better :)
I almost forgot, since it's been so long since I last watched one of your videos, but watching you draw taught me how to do fluffy hair. I'm especially thinking about it because the other day my therapist told me to draw a creature to signify my anxiety and it's this helpless, fluffy little thing... and seeing your art again reminds me of where I learned to make fluffy to begin with. now I wanna draw again (but.. what do I draw.... the eternal struggle...)
what Im trying to say is that I always learn a bit more about drawing from you- a few years back someone told me to find artists whose style I like and learn from them, and you make it very easy to learn from you :)
Omg new ABD video💛
I think all creatives have something they always refer back to when they can't just make whatever. My basic creative thing has been "superhero UA-camrs" for probably a year and a half now. It's a ton of fun due to how varied UA-camrs can be which makes it a fun challenge 😁
I know mental roadblocks like breakdowns, not getting the right meds and art block can be such a struggle for so many people, but everyone should know that the only expectation there is of you, is to make what you want to make, that's the only one that matters, and to everyone here who is doing their best, know i am proud of you 😁
It's so good to see you back !! I'm glad you've been feeling a little better. Please be easy on yourself 🫶
Hardcore relate to what you’re saying about burnout. It’s hard to crawl your way back out of the bad mental health hole.
As a character designer myself, I get the feeling of not being able to work for some time, too, but at the end, I motivate myself and start a new project, like you do, so it's pretty normal and understandable❤️❤️❤️.
Its always so nice being able to see you draw, it makes me want to pick up a pencil and make a few sketches myself!
Just finished the video, and I wanna say thank you. I’ve been having a stressful day and it’s really nice to just relax and do some doodles while listening to a video from a creator I enjoy watching. Wishing the best for ya, and I hope you find peace in the chaos that is life
Thank you for being open about your struggles. I’m going through something similar right now and it’s nice to know I’m not alone. Proud of you!
I'm sorry to hear you had a hard January, that doesn't sound like a good start to the year. I hope you're doing better and taking care of yourself. It's good to have you back and make sure to take your time if you need it. It's always good to see more Heartless and Eira. /gen
Hey King!! So excited for you book! Good luck with everything man!
Wow ice boi is having a real Sanji moment
Congrats on getting back into the swing of things!
Glad you're on the mend! Burnout is such a tough thing to deal with and I hope you come out on the other side of it well-rested and inspired
Hey there! I've been with your channel and progress for quite some time and I just wanted to say how amazing you are into inspiring people and giving positive lights and informative skills when it comes to your drawings and art. I'm not a drawer myself but I am a Photographer and even then I felt inspired by your presence and just heartwarming voice. It's very soothing and genuinely and enjoyment of mine to hear about your stories or creative progress to your work.
It keeps me excited whenever I create my own characters or universes within my own mind too hence why your series Heartless is just *chefs kiss*. I hope that you know everyone who loves and supports you will be there for you in need or just for that wonderful boost of happy feels! ❤❤
(P.S keep being awesome)
My shut down month ends up being either October or April. There's something about seeing the passage of time through nature that makes me reflect and end up spiraling over things I thought I was over. It's nice to know I'm not the only one with a characteristic bad month!
Omg omg omg!!! These really inspired me and now there’s another! ❤❤❤ please take as much time as you need whenever, we're all human
im so thrilled that a lot of artists I follow are also as obsessed as I am with bg3
I've been struggleing with burn out for almost a year now, but your concept corner videos are one of the few things that give me that craving to create feeling. I'm wishing you all the luck and happiness in the world as you recover :)
I just got to see this video today, I just made a character and I didn’t realize till just now how your character has inspired me. I love your work, and you are an inspiration. Keep up the great work, and keep healthy
This video means so much and is so well timed. I've been going through some bad mental health for the past bit which has also impacted my creativity, so just getting that reminder that others go through similar things is so important and is very nice.
Wishing you every good thing dude 💖
Your voice is so calming. Even if you weren't an artist i would watch your videos just because of that.
It's always a treat to watch your videos, you are so skilled and your artstyle is just so beautiful. Much love
Thank YOU for stopping by dude! 💖
Oh hey we are shaking hands in the worst possible way LOL I also got hit with a bad burnout from late December all the way through January LOL, I don’t think I managed to quite recover all of the way before going back to university but it was really nice hearing talk of a professional creative and someone I’ve looked up to for years also struggling with it. It makes me feel like I’m not alone even though I know how god-awful it feels and I’d never wish it on you or anyone. I’m glad you’re feeling up to making videos again, nice to see Eira :) just take care of yourself as best you can
Burnout can be a hard topic to discuss, so I have so much respect for you addressing it and sharing your feelings in this video! I hope every day is a little better then the last for you, and I'm sure you've heard it a million times from the people in your life, but remember to show yourself grace and take all the time you need
We need more concept corners! those were really fun videos and it gives me a lot of that creative juice!
Yeah... it was a good idea of me to click on this video! I've been down in the dumps lately to and it doesn't help that my laptop decided to quit on me. Thank you!, you uploaded at the right time!
I'm really glad you're coming out of the dip. It's so bloody hard to claw yourself out of it. Keep on keeping on
Been dealing with a long bout of burn out myself this past year, I vibe with this. Cold boy looks great :3
It's great to see you're back and take all the time you need I hope a lot more good stuff happens for you this year and that the soup was tasty 💕
It’s just so funny how close your videos hit. like it is always at the right time: with the feeling i’m feeling and thoughts that i have. it’s a very nice feeling, like you’re at home. comfortable and welcomed. thank you very much❤. and also very excited about heartless and baldur’s gate 3 (it’s been on my mind for about a month non-stop). have a nice day!
You always have such comforting and fun videos. You have inspired me so much with your work. I’m thinking about pre-ordering your book! It looks really cool!
I've missed Heartless so much! It lives in my head rent free
Seeing a character from Heartless also sparks joy in me ^_^ I've also been struggling with making art lately. I hope the best for you!
I really love you're voice. It's so calming and nice, thanks I needed that
such a cute spread, I love it ☺☺☺
I love your art so much!
Omg yes when i'm struggling to do anything creative i end up playing video games for most of the time that i would have been drawing to kind of fill that creative void,. I've been doing that for the past couple of months honestly but I'm trying to get back to drawing because it's something i love and miss a lot
Babe wakeup ABD sketchbook session just dropped
@Abd Illustrates Great video once again. Just letting you know I know with my own manga that a loved project especially an old project you are getting back to can be rough or daunting. The fact you want to explore it further or re explore it all together shows you have passion. Never give up this passion because it is hard to regain and is therefore precious.
As someone with his own mental struggles, I understand what you're going through! It's nice to actually hear someone besides me turns to video games due to the lack of capacity to do something else when it gets bad. As far as I'm concerned, you take your damn sweet time getting back up to 100%! Let yourself rest and heal. We'll still be here when you get back.
Hi, ABD, my partner and I are huge fans of your Heartless series, and would love to see more of it. I'm glad you're starting to feel better again, and I hope that if there's any part of the story you can share with us that you will. Your drawings are wonderful. Best wishes. ❤
The past couple of years I've noticed that something bad happens to me in January too. Last year I went through a bad breakup and this year I went through quite literally the worst thing to have ever happened to me. It's really nice to hear from you and (although I obviously don't wish harm on you) hearing that someone else is also Not Doing Great. I actually started doodling around when this got released because I haven't drawn in almost a month and wanted to get back into it. I also wanna try getting back into writing because I'm having Character Thoughts and want to start working on those.
P.S. If you drew Halsin I would die /pos
YES HEARTLESS!!! I am so happy to see this again I absolutely love that Story conzept and its characters
I totally forgot how comforting and just… nice these videos are. ABDs voice is just really calming and I love the vibe of just sitting down, getting a cup of tea and just talking about life
Wish you all the best and I hope you get tobe creative again, it sounds like you really missed it c:
This video feels more important to me than i thought it would. I struggle with burnout and my fear of burnout sometimes. I love art so much and i want to draw all the time but sometimes my brain and body doesn’t agree.
Some years ago i had burnout for more than 2 years straight. I couldn’t go to school properly, couldnt socialize for long and worst of all. Couldnt make art like i wanted.
It was the worst time of my life.
Now i have had some smaller lenghts of burnout since. For a couple of weeks or months.
I feel like the way you spoke about burnout makes me feel better. Being reminded that even tho it doesnt feel like it in the moment burnout does end eventually. And that it’s fine to have those periods of times.
Playing games is usually one of the only things im able to do during burnout and you making it sound okay to do that makes me feel happy. I often feel so guilty when i sit and play so much videogames, like im supposed to do something else.
Im not sure how to express it but i really liked this video. It was important for me to hear.
I've always felt kind of "crazy" or dumb for re-discovering the same things about my mental health over and over. I have Major Depression, and will just go through weeks or months of depression/burn out, thinking that I'll never get back to drawing or writing, but it does just randomly go back to normal most of the time.
Welcome back! It's been a minute, it truly has been. You'll see more of us the same way we hope to see more of you, whaever it is you decide you create. Thank you for this piece! We missed you
I'm partial to introspective ramblings and oc's above all else, so this video was great! I just decided to take a year off from life, since I've never had a break from school or work beyond summer or winter academic breaks. Life is simply too much, sometimes, and you really have to heed what your body and mind tell you 👍
Welcome back mate! That beginning of the year thing might have kicked your ass, but you're kicking it back!!! So happy to see your art again. Your designs are so delightful.
This feeling is understandable, it's always hard when it hits. But it is nice to see you post a video, things will get better, I am sure of it. Good luck to you.
I see sketchbook session I click
I cried, it was hilarious. I loved every second
I have said it before and i will say it again: I don't mind waiting for even a decade or two for this story. Heartless is one of those things that get stuck in your head and refuse to let go. I love it to pieces. So i am beyond happy to hear that you will one day continue it.
Having said all that hope you feel better soon mantel health is important and we don't really mind the lack of constant content. Maybe you will break the curse of January next year😅