Elohim - Xanax (Official Music Video)

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КОМЕНТАРІ • 364

  • @_mothmanisreal
    @_mothmanisreal 7 років тому +711

    God bless the fact there is a song out there that doesn't glorify xanax and mental illness but instead talks about how frustrating it is to live with this illness and how weak it makes us feel to have to rely on a pill to help us.

    • @lizz_arttt
      @lizz_arttt 6 років тому +14

      B Weiss preach, i suffer from anxiety(severe) and it makes me mad when people make it a joke

    • @king72
      @king72 6 років тому +2

      Lizzie Swanson not a joke... but some people like to get high

    • @commanderwaddles3483
      @commanderwaddles3483 5 років тому +6

      I have anxiety ( severe ), and I also find comfort in joking about it because dark humor is just about the only thing that's a constant positive attituded thing, it's like a friend that lets you have a good time with nothing but a filter on top of the things that make you not wanna be here

    • @420spacecowboy
      @420spacecowboy 5 років тому +7

      Benzos give you more anxiety though lol. Seriously that crap will make your life a mess. Which causes anxiety. That is not even touching on the anxiety you feel without these meds. You do not "need" a pill

    • @420spacecowboy
      @420spacecowboy 5 років тому +5

      @Möccus Däzbog few need anxiety meds like that. Most of the people who do need them, need them to prevent seizures or SEVERE emotional trauma. Not simply being uncomfortable in your skin growing up. That is life people.

  • @keeliemcclellan1589
    @keeliemcclellan1589 8 років тому +189

    This editing deserves a reward

  • @AudioXVNVXTheNightLife
    @AudioXVNVXTheNightLife 8 років тому +391

    shout to those that really understand...

  • @triple6gxhvn773
    @triple6gxhvn773 6 років тому +222

    I don't wanna be dependent
    On synthetic medicine
    That keeps me calm enough to sleep
    But kills me softly when I'm weak
    - Realest lyrics ever

  • @willjackson4596
    @willjackson4596 3 роки тому +11

    I remember at the peak of my Xanax addiction I found this song. I was sitting on my mattress on the floor all alone, fiending so hard from intense withdrawals. I needed comfort so I went to listen to music on Soundcloud. Since it was on my mind, I searched "Xanax" in the search bar and found this song. It felt so good to be understood, I cried immediately over how much I related to this song. It completely broke me down, but it was such a relief to know that there was someone who could put into words what I felt like. Thank you Elohim.

  • @kelvinzm3724
    @kelvinzm3724 8 років тому +677

    I woke up to a heart attack
    No I'm just being dramatic
    It's this massive panic
    That's fueling my heart rate
    It's racing and I'm manic
    Have you ever had the feeling
    When you just don't wanna breath
    And you can't stand up without leaning
    And there's nothing to believe in
    Have you ever walked outside
    And felt like you might throw up
    Right beside your car
    Before you even get inside
    Every day of my life
    I don't wanna be dependent
    On synthetic medicine
    That keeps me calm enough to sleep
    But kills me softly when I'm weak
    Have you ever looked beyond the eyes
    Of someone else's life
    And thought that you were fine
    Until you turned crazy over night

    • @samiyah4378
      @samiyah4378 6 років тому +4

      kelvin zm breathe*

    • @raynpark6166
      @raynpark6166 6 років тому +5

      I swear I thought she was saying If you take my take my take my life 😂😂

    • @lizz_arttt
      @lizz_arttt 6 років тому +5

      Thanks for this- now i can even more relate to this song

    • @Angela-vn7sz
      @Angela-vn7sz 5 років тому +1

      Every dayofmine, dayofmine dayofmine life... 💙 thank you....incredible!

    • @mayjune8836
      @mayjune8836 4 роки тому

      Rayn K now i can’t unhear how you originally heard it 😃

  • @MoonAlongMyHead
    @MoonAlongMyHead 7 років тому +148

    It's like a rain, a rain of beautiful voices and sounds.

    • @heeheejackson
      @heeheejackson 5 років тому +2

      Moon Along My Head it just sounds AND looks aesthetic

  • @viajantefuturo9116
    @viajantefuturo9116 8 років тому +268

    I was struggling with anxiety and depression this moment and then you posted the video. It made me happy, because it made me realize that nothing is coincidence, that someone is wanting me to feel better. I can't live with these problems anymore. Everyone is making me so weak, people are literally killing me. I wish I could go away. Thank you for your help Elohim, I can relate to this song and it makes me understand everything better. When no one can see it, I know that there's people that is facing the same. -super

    • @EffigyOfAdam
      @EffigyOfAdam 8 років тому +6

      +Viajante Futuro Same here. It's such a taboo subject we can feel so alone...

    • @viajantefuturo9116
      @viajantefuturo9116 8 років тому +4

      +Gooey True. No one gets it. I almost lost my best and only friend because of it. He said I was "always so sad" and that he was tired of dealing with it. It just made me lonelier

    • @EffigyOfAdam
      @EffigyOfAdam 8 років тому +3

      Yes people routinely tell me to "get over it" and "it's in your head" People just don't get it, you are right. Also, the meds people give you are so harsh on your body. It's hard, friend.

    • @viajantefuturo9116
      @viajantefuturo9116 8 років тому +3

      +Gooey I feel you. It's really hard. We can feel hopeless sometimes, but eventually we will learn to control it :-)

    • @EffigyOfAdam
      @EffigyOfAdam 8 років тому +5

      Viajante Futuro I really hope so because right now mine is out of control. This lyrics are exactly how I feel.

  •  6 років тому +90

    The only music that clearly tell what being bipolar is, thank you.

    • @heeheejackson
      @heeheejackson 5 років тому +3

      Ana Rôlo EXACTLY

    • @chriswood401
      @chriswood401 4 роки тому +1

      Ana you may want to check out the songs How Will I Laugh Tomorrow, and Alone by Suicidal Tendencies

  • @coldsake07
    @coldsake07 7 років тому +43

    It's been so long since i have heard something truly special and important, i was worried that it would never happen again. this song is seismic

  • @Oytz
    @Oytz 5 років тому +9

    I've been off of anti-depressants for about a year now. I really connect with this song and I'm glad I found you. Looking foward to hearing more of your stuff Elohim

  • @LiLBrotato
    @LiLBrotato 4 роки тому +5

    To those who suffer from mental ills , Stay stronge , Stay alive , Because you deserve to live and we're all with you , Most strong people are the ones that suffered and sufffers still , Just like the you guys who has different kind of illnesses , Take your time to standout for your right to live the life you are meant to live !

  • @codyreed8685
    @codyreed8685 5 років тому +5

    Bless this. I will cry if I keep listening to her music, but only because she is so honest and I get it completely

  • @hi-ho7636
    @hi-ho7636 6 років тому +2

    The video is beautiful and so is the message

  • @KFPgod
    @KFPgod 6 років тому +5

    been listening this in background for ages... didnt kno it was not popular... this shit deserves more attention

  • @peridotflower02
    @peridotflower02 5 років тому +18

    My boyfriend suffers from mental illness as well but a different type. It's very very debilitating for him, sometimes in his low days all he wants to do is just sleep the world away. As for other days, well I just want to be there for him and let him know that he's not alone in his darkness... He's been through a lot and I'm just learning. I just hold him when I can.

    • @pauljohnson3340
      @pauljohnson3340 4 роки тому +4

      You are an absolute sweetheart for staying with him and helping him through those dark days. I have days like that myself.

    • @CrawfordGrimaldi
      @CrawfordGrimaldi 3 роки тому +1

      Wow your a Angel, many people simply walk away from those who need support as they can't handle such mental health issues.

    • @peridotflower02
      @peridotflower02 3 роки тому +1

      @@CrawfordGrimaldi well actually an update. He had to leave because of his intense meth use. And it was upsetting my son who also suffers from emotional and mental issues. I tried and I tried, gave him all the love I could, but he just kept pushing me away. This was acouple of months, he's not doing well from what I heard but he won't quit and it was actually bringing me down. Sorry about the long winded explanation.

    • @CrawfordGrimaldi
      @CrawfordGrimaldi 3 роки тому +1

      @@peridotflower02 I totally understand the situation, wish you and your son well for the future :)

  • @reereereena
    @reereereena 5 років тому +3

    this is art

  • @pauljohnson3340
    @pauljohnson3340 4 роки тому +1

    This is a beautiful song.

  • @melonyborgono2032
    @melonyborgono2032 8 років тому +4

    Elohim should be getting more veiws because there music is so deep in its message and litterly I just love it so much! ❤

  • @amani6784
    @amani6784 5 років тому +2

    this song is truly otherworldly and celestial, and those who relate to it can really resonate with the beautiful sounds. i love it 🖤

  • @TaurusHere
    @TaurusHere 4 роки тому +1

    Saw the commercial several times before finally deciding to come here to see what it was about. Lost my mom a few years ago and every time I was asked "How are u doing", I would say "I'm fine". Well, Im Not but I don't think others will understand. Ironically, this video is a valid description of my inner struggles. There are days I don't want to be here and I get tired of medicine and then I see my mom's face telling me not to give up. Your song put into perspective, what many of us go through but Can't express our feelings out of frustration that others WON'T understand. Thank you!

  • @BrandonMcBadass
    @BrandonMcBadass 7 років тому +15

    The story is relatable, it's someone else's words but still I can join the sense of what she's going through and compare it to myself.
    The best line "I don't want to be dependent on synthetic medicine that keeps me calm enough to sleep but kills me softly when I'm weak" to me is what my meds are doing. I hate them. They make me laugh because it's Anti's but it makes other people look at me differently like I'm "off" or "odd" and at night I have night terrors about my thoughts, and dreams and it really is killing me.
    Which brings me to "I woke up to a heart attack, no I'm just being dramatic" with my night terrors I'll wake up involuntarily crying or sweating in a massive panic. Consumed by my own fear it controls my mind. I'm a slave to the thought, the mindset of Depression. The never ending guilt, the fear of others thoughts on you, the selfishness of asking for nothing, even when you need it. Anyway, great song. Again relatable. A real work of art

    • @jaanaydo
      @jaanaydo 4 роки тому

      You are the first person who wrote every single word like they are in my head! You get it! Thank you for expressing this the way you did. 🌹

  • @Imygage5
    @Imygage5 3 роки тому +1

    this song saved me

  • @lindagrace9746
    @lindagrace9746 4 роки тому +1

    She is very talented. I hope that she gets a good old fashioned healing. She needs Jesus. ✝️

  • @jintend9814
    @jintend9814 5 років тому +1

    This song continues to be underrated.

  • @pessimisticrealistthe3149
    @pessimisticrealistthe3149 3 роки тому +1

    Every time I listen to this song I want to reach out and hold you close while humming softly.

  • @genracer8866
    @genracer8866 4 роки тому +3

    I love this Song It's My Favorite😎👍✌️💙💜🧡💖💗

  • @EffigyOfAdam
    @EffigyOfAdam 8 років тому +30

    keep making music plz

  • @LouJNT
    @LouJNT 7 років тому +2

    I've been listening to this every day for the past month, the lyrics are very relateable

  • @notdelia
    @notdelia 5 років тому +1

    I’m so glad I found your music.

  • @bumbydakine
    @bumbydakine 5 років тому +3

    I have anxiety...I think it's a great song and video..I don't know if a person who does not have anxiety would truly understand it.,..I do

  • @sapphirewood7766
    @sapphirewood7766 7 років тому +55

    Saw you at EDENs Toronto show. your shits legit.Even if that crowd was lame at points, they weren't the perfect crowd for you. And you still had it hype by the end. Keep it up, you've got a crazy intimate feel (and energy) that works damn well with the emotion your songs carry.

    • @chxmonique
      @chxmonique 7 років тому +2

      I was there too! It was lit, even though I almost had a seizure from the lights. I thought it was a great opener!

    • @madirivas7318
      @madirivas7318 7 років тому

      I didn't even know any of her songs at the show, but I still tried to sing along to what I could. She was incredible!

    • @Azeria
      @Azeria 7 років тому +1

      Oh jesus you sang without knowing any of the lyrics?
      I feel bad for people around you lol

    • @chxmonique
      @chxmonique 7 років тому +1

      Azeria ouch wtf man

    • @LegendPvM
      @LegendPvM 7 років тому +2

      I saw her at EDEN's opening too in Chicago. It was cool but I wasn't as into her music as i am now. I wish i could see it again because i love all her songs now haha.

  • @heycarter8941
    @heycarter8941 5 років тому

    Elohim means God.

  • @nuhaahendricks4103
    @nuhaahendricks4103 7 років тому +15

    this song is my own personal brand of Xanax, we aren't alone guys

  • @severinegst4274
    @severinegst4274 7 років тому +3

    Xanax. ...

  • @zeuxx2283
    @zeuxx2283 8 років тому +4

    This is so great ... it relates and its not mainstream ... WISH i COULD TALK TO ELOHIM

    • @ChromiumProductions
      @ChromiumProductions 7 років тому +2

      Zeuxx Go to one of her shows!!! I got to meet her after one she opened for in Atlanta and she was amazing in person, onstage and off. I hadn't really followed her work until the concert rolled around- I'd gone to see EDEN- but my goodness, she got me in a trance. After the show ended she walked out, not covering her face or anything, so people didn't recognize her at first. A few people did though, and I just kinda sat there y'know, taking it all in- cause it was my first concert and a long drive home- but there she was, just talking with fans and stuff. Once everyone else had gone, I just kinda stood up, mumbled a few things, hugged her three times and stumbled off, LMAO. Great woman, great artist, excellent live. GO SEE HER!!!

    • @zeuxx2283
      @zeuxx2283 7 років тому

      I `live far from herr :( , but SHE DID reply to my message on instagram which was amazing !

  • @ryguy-qh2qk
    @ryguy-qh2qk Рік тому +1

    This song helped me beat a 5-20mg clonazolam a day benzo addiction. Yes you read that right I'm not talking about clonazepam. Thank you so much for making this, from the bottom of my heart and soul. This song helped show me that I was going through something other people had also experienced. And i wasn't so insane after all. Thank you, andi love all of you. Dont give up I made it through I know you can.

    • @jro3213
      @jro3213 10 місяців тому

      Dang I own some liquid clonazolam so I know what it's like, were you blacked out most of the time? How long did it take you to get down to not having any? I have become unwillingly dependent on benzos to sleep (as well as for anxiety) but want to get off them

    • @ryguy-qh2qk
      @ryguy-qh2qk 10 місяців тому

      @@jro3213 I don’t know man my whole time dependent on benzos is a blur of blackouts, unnecessary anger and violence. Don’t like looking back on that period it hurts my heart.

  • @michaelcapo5512
    @michaelcapo5512 3 роки тому +1

    Damn.... so fucking real. Unbelievable. Much love ❤️

  • @jessicacunningham5206
    @jessicacunningham5206 3 роки тому

    Damn..felt this too hard🥺

  • @nyani3661
    @nyani3661 6 років тому +4

    I've never heard of her, and the first MV of hers I've seen was hallucinating and now this, in thoroughly confused but in a good way.

  • @vaishnaveekale8997
    @vaishnaveekale8997 6 років тому +1

    Relatable. Great lyrics 😊😊

  • @Okarunn
    @Okarunn 5 років тому +1

    The relief this gives 😔

  • @imaginationfactory62
    @imaginationfactory62 4 роки тому +1

    Thank you so much,,,,,,,

  • @farowok
    @farowok 8 років тому +2

    everyday of my life

  • @NathanNgakuru
    @NathanNgakuru 8 років тому +2

    This is extraordinary, great work!

  • @brianpolar
    @brianpolar 8 років тому +1

    LOVE THIS

  • @4sartay
    @4sartay 8 років тому

    This is incredible

  • @elakhmar
    @elakhmar 7 років тому

    this calms me

  • @mj521
    @mj521 7 років тому

    This song is soooo good :)

  • @flightlessfloater5922
    @flightlessfloater5922 6 років тому +60

    whos here when shes not famous yet?

    • @heeheejackson
      @heeheejackson 5 років тому +1

      flightless floater same

    • @aralikestacos9978
      @aralikestacos9978 5 років тому

      been following her since 2016!!!

    • @knigge27
      @knigge27 5 років тому

      :)

    • @jaeesmichelle
      @jaeesmichelle 4 роки тому +3

      i think she's famous as of now. I just found her from a tv commercial 🙂

    • @jamesmason9016
      @jamesmason9016 4 роки тому +3

      @@jaeesmichelle me too just looked her up from that go daddy commercial

  • @ipl4t
    @ipl4t 5 років тому

    SHES SO UNDERRATED!

  • @aleenahoque9420
    @aleenahoque9420 5 років тому +1

    Yes...

  • @rosakeck4751
    @rosakeck4751 5 років тому

    Amazing

  • @brie9876
    @brie9876 8 років тому

    It's so cool!😻❤️

  • @absolutelywankered
    @absolutelywankered 6 років тому

    Love her

  • @withwingsletters2657
    @withwingsletters2657 6 років тому +1

    with love all the way from India.. u rock....

  • @koala4204
    @koala4204 4 роки тому

    I love this song

  • @cindygarcia7946
    @cindygarcia7946 4 роки тому

    Art 🥀

  • @geoffrayl409
    @geoffrayl409 8 років тому

    Just " waw ".. !

  • @rociodanforth1712
    @rociodanforth1712 4 роки тому +1

    Jehovah Shalom🕊💜 I send you many prayers of peace to be upon you🌹🍃 (i know everyone's anxiety is different, I myself am experiencing my own attacks& many trials. It is like nonstop cycle at times.When I finally feel like I can breath, another negative attack decides to come in collision with my peace. To whom I reach to, to give me some kind of peace to my mind, body& soul, is my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. He has taken me out of lowest pit of depression and it has been a baby step journey afterwards but it has been worth every step. There have been many many moments of circumstances, people& even my own self that tries to suck me up back into that pit. I have to get on my knees and just cry out and speak to Him , be real with Him of my thoughts and these exhausted emotions, of my weakness. He makes sure to remind me how far I've come to my journey, that if I only look back is to see my progress& to dust off the negative and continue to walk. It is a beautiful unity to come together and say hey I understand, I've been there, I can relate & you can pull through this. I send out my many prayers of peace. God bless🕊💜)

  • @inflexibleprick1709
    @inflexibleprick1709 5 років тому

    When is she snapping? She's a hidden treasure

  • @Sandroxyz
    @Sandroxyz 6 років тому +13

    Elohim is god in hebrew.

    • @heeheejackson
      @heeheejackson 5 років тому +2

      Sandrox and elohim is god in my mind, bc she’s aesthetic and knows how things feel and accurately represent them and delivers beautiful content, and anyone who wants to be sensitive and not listen doesn’t know what they’re missing out on

    • @neonjohn10
      @neonjohn10 4 роки тому

      ELOHIM is MiHole

    • @hitlercat7341
      @hitlercat7341 4 роки тому

      Very far from god

  • @tottimund3648
    @tottimund3648 8 років тому +11

    this deserves 50x more views and likes.

    • @darksalt
      @darksalt 8 років тому +9

      actully it dosnt cause that also makes it more mainstream VIEWS DONT MEAN SHIT THATS WHY MOST OF THE TIME IN MY OPINION underground is where you find the best music

    • @justobvi5658
      @justobvi5658 8 років тому +5

      true, but views also mean more opportunities for Elohim.

  • @bvnny5274
    @bvnny5274 5 років тому +25

    Voice:Do you have anxiety?
    Me: yep
    Voice:I have anxiety
    Me:same sis

  • @CocoPhamHannie
    @CocoPhamHannie Рік тому +1

    굳!!!

  • @liltokyo6786
    @liltokyo6786 5 років тому

    A Elohim ....you gone be big thanks for doing it for the ones fighting a true battle 🤸#DaB👻

  • @josephantonio7059
    @josephantonio7059 4 роки тому

    I didn’t know what to expect, but was very pleased. Thank you sweetie 💕you’re adorable

  • @davidoliverjr1750
    @davidoliverjr1750 5 років тому

    i just found the awesomeness of elohim

  • @ipl4t
    @ipl4t 5 років тому

    I really love you!

  • @passerby9991
    @passerby9991 6 років тому +1

    WHY HAVEN'T I BEEN NOTIFIED WITH THIS HAUNTINGLY BEAUTIFUL SONG BEFORE?! I HATE UA-cam RN!!! 😭

  • @nillamillions
    @nillamillions 8 років тому +1

    thank you majestic casual

  • @user-mc1bk4ue9x
    @user-mc1bk4ue9x 6 років тому +1

    Woow this is So underrated

  • @sbbf2
    @sbbf2 8 років тому

    This ❤️

  • @arturocruces141
    @arturocruces141 7 років тому

    insane ♥

  • @JerkinShit
    @JerkinShit 6 років тому +4

    thx coachella

  • @camiladelimasilva3788
    @camiladelimasilva3788 8 років тому

    Essa música💙

  • @RgeioMrtinz
    @RgeioMrtinz 2 роки тому

    never knew that a GoDaddy ad would introduce me to an amazing artist

  • @myhologram3125
    @myhologram3125 8 років тому +58

    I have a crush on her through her music lol

    • @MoonAlongMyHead
      @MoonAlongMyHead 7 років тому +6

      I feel the same way as you :) She produces beauty, sonic embraces and feelings.

    • @ryannewton6650
      @ryannewton6650 6 років тому +3

      Back off Gents... My future baby daddy is Elohim. Destiny is on our side, her n I...

  • @aleena4486
    @aleena4486 4 роки тому +1

    Cool

  • @Brockjay
    @Brockjay 7 років тому +3

    Even if I'm better I'll always come back to this. I need a reminder every once in a while of what it feels like to be at the bottom or I'll start taking it for granted like everyone else does.

  • @themoribundapathetic4530
    @themoribundapathetic4530 6 років тому

    I love this person

  • @zeferino596
    @zeferino596 5 років тому

    You can't hate on that beat, wow.

    • @zeferino596
      @zeferino596 5 років тому

      But where are the vocals i heard at the end of the go daddy commercial?

  • @destinymaynard9266
    @destinymaynard9266 5 років тому

    This was amazing and sometimes us peoples have the feels also I found out about this by a go daddy commercial

  • @seanaudio.
    @seanaudio. 4 роки тому

    GO DADDY !!!!

  • @romanmontesdeocarmdo
    @romanmontesdeocarmdo 6 років тому

    woah.

  • @kurtarriagada9557
    @kurtarriagada9557 7 років тому +1

    I love the rhythm, long ago i heard something(gooood) more original, your voice is haha

  • @CriticalKorean
    @CriticalKorean 8 років тому

    I have no idea why you are not famous yet...Keep up the good music!

  • @lhanibeth1585
    @lhanibeth1585 7 років тому +6

    she gonn be huge

  • @tonytrevd4881
    @tonytrevd4881 4 роки тому +1

    How I feel^ but keep enough in supply 😋

  • @mj521
    @mj521 7 років тому

    Love the trapish production, Purity Ring shit right there.

  • @seneca9
    @seneca9 6 років тому

    Saw her at edens show last year she’s great live y’all

  • @mikehoff2593
    @mikehoff2593 4 роки тому +1

    Found you from a TV commercial! So happy I searched for this!!

  • @trusql
    @trusql 6 років тому +1

    The instrumental sounds pretty uplifting to me :) ¿

  • @modli_n
    @modli_n 8 років тому +1

    How it's possible that this song has only 7k views?

  • @bri3449
    @bri3449 7 років тому +2

    i love this song but it also makes me sad bc i relate too much :(

  • @AnthonyAnzer
    @AnthonyAnzer 5 років тому +1

    Every day of my life 🧲

  • @thaleslima1393
    @thaleslima1393 6 років тому

    ❤️

  • @natayshas1953
    @natayshas1953 6 років тому +3

    I'm so happy this song exists because I've been dealing with anxiety and depression for a while and it's to frustrating. I like can't even describe it perfectly. Thank you for this song elohim. Also the only show you're doing in Missouri is on a date I'm gonna be out of town😔😔

  • @k79890
    @k79890 5 років тому +1

    Everyday of my life...

  • @vap0rw1se
    @vap0rw1se 2 роки тому

    bro the real mvps are the ones thst got this from that godaddy ad