God bless the fact there is a song out there that doesn't glorify xanax and mental illness but instead talks about how frustrating it is to live with this illness and how weak it makes us feel to have to rely on a pill to help us.
I have anxiety ( severe ), and I also find comfort in joking about it because dark humor is just about the only thing that's a constant positive attituded thing, it's like a friend that lets you have a good time with nothing but a filter on top of the things that make you not wanna be here
Benzos give you more anxiety though lol. Seriously that crap will make your life a mess. Which causes anxiety. That is not even touching on the anxiety you feel without these meds. You do not "need" a pill
@Möccus Däzbog few need anxiety meds like that. Most of the people who do need them, need them to prevent seizures or SEVERE emotional trauma. Not simply being uncomfortable in your skin growing up. That is life people.
I remember at the peak of my Xanax addiction I found this song. I was sitting on my mattress on the floor all alone, fiending so hard from intense withdrawals. I needed comfort so I went to listen to music on Soundcloud. Since it was on my mind, I searched "Xanax" in the search bar and found this song. It felt so good to be understood, I cried immediately over how much I related to this song. It completely broke me down, but it was such a relief to know that there was someone who could put into words what I felt like. Thank you Elohim.
I was struggling with anxiety and depression this moment and then you posted the video. It made me happy, because it made me realize that nothing is coincidence, that someone is wanting me to feel better. I can't live with these problems anymore. Everyone is making me so weak, people are literally killing me. I wish I could go away. Thank you for your help Elohim, I can relate to this song and it makes me understand everything better. When no one can see it, I know that there's people that is facing the same. -super
+Gooey True. No one gets it. I almost lost my best and only friend because of it. He said I was "always so sad" and that he was tired of dealing with it. It just made me lonelier
Yes people routinely tell me to "get over it" and "it's in your head" People just don't get it, you are right. Also, the meds people give you are so harsh on your body. It's hard, friend.
I woke up to a heart attack No I'm just being dramatic It's this massive panic That's fueling my heart rate It's racing and I'm manic Have you ever had the feeling When you just don't wanna breath And you can't stand up without leaning And there's nothing to believe in Have you ever walked outside And felt like you might throw up Right beside your car Before you even get inside Every day of my life I don't wanna be dependent On synthetic medicine That keeps me calm enough to sleep But kills me softly when I'm weak Have you ever looked beyond the eyes Of someone else's life And thought that you were fine Until you turned crazy over night
I've been off of anti-depressants for about a year now. I really connect with this song and I'm glad I found you. Looking foward to hearing more of your stuff Elohim
Saw the commercial several times before finally deciding to come here to see what it was about. Lost my mom a few years ago and every time I was asked "How are u doing", I would say "I'm fine". Well, Im Not but I don't think others will understand. Ironically, this video is a valid description of my inner struggles. There are days I don't want to be here and I get tired of medicine and then I see my mom's face telling me not to give up. Your song put into perspective, what many of us go through but Can't express our feelings out of frustration that others WON'T understand. Thank you!
To those who suffer from mental ills , Stay stronge , Stay alive , Because you deserve to live and we're all with you , Most strong people are the ones that suffered and sufffers still , Just like the you guys who has different kind of illnesses , Take your time to standout for your right to live the life you are meant to live !
This song helped me beat a 5-20mg clonazolam a day benzo addiction. Yes you read that right I'm not talking about clonazepam. Thank you so much for making this, from the bottom of my heart and soul. This song helped show me that I was going through something other people had also experienced. And i wasn't so insane after all. Thank you, andi love all of you. Dont give up I made it through I know you can.
Dang I own some liquid clonazolam so I know what it's like, were you blacked out most of the time? How long did it take you to get down to not having any? I have become unwillingly dependent on benzos to sleep (as well as for anxiety) but want to get off them
@@jro3213 I don’t know man my whole time dependent on benzos is a blur of blackouts, unnecessary anger and violence. Don’t like looking back on that period it hurts my heart.
Zeuxx Go to one of her shows!!! I got to meet her after one she opened for in Atlanta and she was amazing in person, onstage and off. I hadn't really followed her work until the concert rolled around- I'd gone to see EDEN- but my goodness, she got me in a trance. After the show ended she walked out, not covering her face or anything, so people didn't recognize her at first. A few people did though, and I just kinda sat there y'know, taking it all in- cause it was my first concert and a long drive home- but there she was, just talking with fans and stuff. Once everyone else had gone, I just kinda stood up, mumbled a few things, hugged her three times and stumbled off, LMAO. Great woman, great artist, excellent live. GO SEE HER!!!
Saw you at EDENs Toronto show. your shits legit.Even if that crowd was lame at points, they weren't the perfect crowd for you. And you still had it hype by the end. Keep it up, you've got a crazy intimate feel (and energy) that works damn well with the emotion your songs carry.
I saw her at EDEN's opening too in Chicago. It was cool but I wasn't as into her music as i am now. I wish i could see it again because i love all her songs now haha.
Even if I'm better I'll always come back to this. I need a reminder every once in a while of what it feels like to be at the bottom or I'll start taking it for granted like everyone else does.
My boyfriend suffers from mental illness as well but a different type. It's very very debilitating for him, sometimes in his low days all he wants to do is just sleep the world away. As for other days, well I just want to be there for him and let him know that he's not alone in his darkness... He's been through a lot and I'm just learning. I just hold him when I can.
@@CrawfordGrimaldi well actually an update. He had to leave because of his intense meth use. And it was upsetting my son who also suffers from emotional and mental issues. I tried and I tried, gave him all the love I could, but he just kept pushing me away. This was acouple of months, he's not doing well from what I heard but he won't quit and it was actually bringing me down. Sorry about the long winded explanation.
The story is relatable, it's someone else's words but still I can join the sense of what she's going through and compare it to myself. The best line "I don't want to be dependent on synthetic medicine that keeps me calm enough to sleep but kills me softly when I'm weak" to me is what my meds are doing. I hate them. They make me laugh because it's Anti's but it makes other people look at me differently like I'm "off" or "odd" and at night I have night terrors about my thoughts, and dreams and it really is killing me. Which brings me to "I woke up to a heart attack, no I'm just being dramatic" with my night terrors I'll wake up involuntarily crying or sweating in a massive panic. Consumed by my own fear it controls my mind. I'm a slave to the thought, the mindset of Depression. The never ending guilt, the fear of others thoughts on you, the selfishness of asking for nothing, even when you need it. Anyway, great song. Again relatable. A real work of art
I'm so happy this song exists because I've been dealing with anxiety and depression for a while and it's to frustrating. I like can't even describe it perfectly. Thank you for this song elohim. Also the only show you're doing in Missouri is on a date I'm gonna be out of town😔😔
actully it dosnt cause that also makes it more mainstream VIEWS DONT MEAN SHIT THATS WHY MOST OF THE TIME IN MY OPINION underground is where you find the best music
This is the song that has made me follow your career, please keep doing relatable music about mental illness, about reality, about how fucked up this world is, you have a loyal fan base I'm sure. 🌹😚
Jehovah Shalom🕊💜 I send you many prayers of peace to be upon you🌹🍃 (i know everyone's anxiety is different, I myself am experiencing my own attacks& many trials. It is like nonstop cycle at times.When I finally feel like I can breath, another negative attack decides to come in collision with my peace. To whom I reach to, to give me some kind of peace to my mind, body& soul, is my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. He has taken me out of lowest pit of depression and it has been a baby step journey afterwards but it has been worth every step. There have been many many moments of circumstances, people& even my own self that tries to suck me up back into that pit. I have to get on my knees and just cry out and speak to Him , be real with Him of my thoughts and these exhausted emotions, of my weakness. He makes sure to remind me how far I've come to my journey, that if I only look back is to see my progress& to dust off the negative and continue to walk. It is a beautiful unity to come together and say hey I understand, I've been there, I can relate & you can pull through this. I send out my many prayers of peace. God bless🕊💜)
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God bless the fact there is a song out there that doesn't glorify xanax and mental illness but instead talks about how frustrating it is to live with this illness and how weak it makes us feel to have to rely on a pill to help us.
B Weiss preach, i suffer from anxiety(severe) and it makes me mad when people make it a joke
Lizzie Swanson not a joke... but some people like to get high
I have anxiety ( severe ), and I also find comfort in joking about it because dark humor is just about the only thing that's a constant positive attituded thing, it's like a friend that lets you have a good time with nothing but a filter on top of the things that make you not wanna be here
Benzos give you more anxiety though lol. Seriously that crap will make your life a mess. Which causes anxiety. That is not even touching on the anxiety you feel without these meds. You do not "need" a pill
@Möccus Däzbog few need anxiety meds like that. Most of the people who do need them, need them to prevent seizures or SEVERE emotional trauma. Not simply being uncomfortable in your skin growing up. That is life people.
This editing deserves a reward
Thank you!
@@chaseoblack4646you editing this video?
I don't wanna be dependent
On synthetic medicine
That keeps me calm enough to sleep
But kills me softly when I'm weak
- Realest lyrics ever
Yes indeed!
TRiPLE6 GXHVN yeah
I remember at the peak of my Xanax addiction I found this song. I was sitting on my mattress on the floor all alone, fiending so hard from intense withdrawals. I needed comfort so I went to listen to music on Soundcloud. Since it was on my mind, I searched "Xanax" in the search bar and found this song. It felt so good to be understood, I cried immediately over how much I related to this song. It completely broke me down, but it was such a relief to know that there was someone who could put into words what I felt like. Thank you Elohim.
shout to those that really understand...
AudioXVNVX unfortunately.
yea...
Sadly yes GAD over here
Yvette Alvarran same plus Depression
@@AudioXVNVXTheNightLife same ugh
I was struggling with anxiety and depression this moment and then you posted the video. It made me happy, because it made me realize that nothing is coincidence, that someone is wanting me to feel better. I can't live with these problems anymore. Everyone is making me so weak, people are literally killing me. I wish I could go away. Thank you for your help Elohim, I can relate to this song and it makes me understand everything better. When no one can see it, I know that there's people that is facing the same. -super
+Viajante Futuro Same here. It's such a taboo subject we can feel so alone...
+Gooey True. No one gets it. I almost lost my best and only friend because of it. He said I was "always so sad" and that he was tired of dealing with it. It just made me lonelier
Yes people routinely tell me to "get over it" and "it's in your head" People just don't get it, you are right. Also, the meds people give you are so harsh on your body. It's hard, friend.
+Gooey I feel you. It's really hard. We can feel hopeless sometimes, but eventually we will learn to control it :-)
Viajante Futuro I really hope so because right now mine is out of control. This lyrics are exactly how I feel.
It's like a rain, a rain of beautiful voices and sounds.
Moon Along My Head it just sounds AND looks aesthetic
It's been so long since i have heard something truly special and important, i was worried that it would never happen again. this song is seismic
The only music that clearly tell what being bipolar is, thank you.
Ana Rôlo EXACTLY
Ana you may want to check out the songs How Will I Laugh Tomorrow, and Alone by Suicidal Tendencies
I woke up to a heart attack
No I'm just being dramatic
It's this massive panic
That's fueling my heart rate
It's racing and I'm manic
Have you ever had the feeling
When you just don't wanna breath
And you can't stand up without leaning
And there's nothing to believe in
Have you ever walked outside
And felt like you might throw up
Right beside your car
Before you even get inside
Every day of my life
I don't wanna be dependent
On synthetic medicine
That keeps me calm enough to sleep
But kills me softly when I'm weak
Have you ever looked beyond the eyes
Of someone else's life
And thought that you were fine
Until you turned crazy over night
kelvin zm breathe*
I swear I thought she was saying If you take my take my take my life 😂😂
Thanks for this- now i can even more relate to this song
Every dayofmine, dayofmine dayofmine life... 💙 thank you....incredible!
Rayn K now i can’t unhear how you originally heard it 😃
I've been off of anti-depressants for about a year now. I really connect with this song and I'm glad I found you. Looking foward to hearing more of your stuff Elohim
Saw the commercial several times before finally deciding to come here to see what it was about. Lost my mom a few years ago and every time I was asked "How are u doing", I would say "I'm fine". Well, Im Not but I don't think others will understand. Ironically, this video is a valid description of my inner struggles. There are days I don't want to be here and I get tired of medicine and then I see my mom's face telling me not to give up. Your song put into perspective, what many of us go through but Can't express our feelings out of frustration that others WON'T understand. Thank you!
Bless this. I will cry if I keep listening to her music, but only because she is so honest and I get it completely
this song is truly otherworldly and celestial, and those who relate to it can really resonate with the beautiful sounds. i love it 🖤
The video is beautiful and so is the message
been listening this in background for ages... didnt kno it was not popular... this shit deserves more attention
To those who suffer from mental ills , Stay stronge , Stay alive , Because you deserve to live and we're all with you , Most strong people are the ones that suffered and sufffers still , Just like the you guys who has different kind of illnesses , Take your time to standout for your right to live the life you are meant to live !
this song saved me
Every time I listen to this song I want to reach out and hold you close while humming softly.
This is a beautiful song.
Elohim should be getting more veiws because there music is so deep in its message and litterly I just love it so much! ❤
I’m so glad I found your music.
This song helped me beat a 5-20mg clonazolam a day benzo addiction. Yes you read that right I'm not talking about clonazepam. Thank you so much for making this, from the bottom of my heart and soul. This song helped show me that I was going through something other people had also experienced. And i wasn't so insane after all. Thank you, andi love all of you. Dont give up I made it through I know you can.
Dang I own some liquid clonazolam so I know what it's like, were you blacked out most of the time? How long did it take you to get down to not having any? I have become unwillingly dependent on benzos to sleep (as well as for anxiety) but want to get off them
@@jro3213 I don’t know man my whole time dependent on benzos is a blur of blackouts, unnecessary anger and violence. Don’t like looking back on that period it hurts my heart.
I've been listening to this every day for the past month, the lyrics are very relateable
this is art
This is so great ... it relates and its not mainstream ... WISH i COULD TALK TO ELOHIM
Zeuxx Go to one of her shows!!! I got to meet her after one she opened for in Atlanta and she was amazing in person, onstage and off. I hadn't really followed her work until the concert rolled around- I'd gone to see EDEN- but my goodness, she got me in a trance. After the show ended she walked out, not covering her face or anything, so people didn't recognize her at first. A few people did though, and I just kinda sat there y'know, taking it all in- cause it was my first concert and a long drive home- but there she was, just talking with fans and stuff. Once everyone else had gone, I just kinda stood up, mumbled a few things, hugged her three times and stumbled off, LMAO. Great woman, great artist, excellent live. GO SEE HER!!!
I `live far from herr :( , but SHE DID reply to my message on instagram which was amazing !
Saw you at EDENs Toronto show. your shits legit.Even if that crowd was lame at points, they weren't the perfect crowd for you. And you still had it hype by the end. Keep it up, you've got a crazy intimate feel (and energy) that works damn well with the emotion your songs carry.
I was there too! It was lit, even though I almost had a seizure from the lights. I thought it was a great opener!
I didn't even know any of her songs at the show, but I still tried to sing along to what I could. She was incredible!
Oh jesus you sang without knowing any of the lyrics?
I feel bad for people around you lol
Azeria ouch wtf man
I saw her at EDEN's opening too in Chicago. It was cool but I wasn't as into her music as i am now. I wish i could see it again because i love all her songs now haha.
This song continues to be underrated.
She is very talented. I hope that she gets a good old fashioned healing. She needs Jesus. ✝️
When is she snapping? She's a hidden treasure
The relief this gives 😔
Damn.... so fucking real. Unbelievable. Much love ❤️
I've never heard of her, and the first MV of hers I've seen was hallucinating and now this, in thoroughly confused but in a good way.
I have anxiety...I think it's a great song and video..I don't know if a person who does not have anxiety would truly understand it.,..I do
Elohim means God.
Relatable. Great lyrics 😊😊
This is extraordinary, great work!
Damn..felt this too hard🥺
this song is my own personal brand of Xanax, we aren't alone guys
I didn’t know what to expect, but was very pleased. Thank you sweetie 💕you’re adorable
Even if I'm better I'll always come back to this. I need a reminder every once in a while of what it feels like to be at the bottom or I'll start taking it for granted like everyone else does.
i just found the awesomeness of elohim
My boyfriend suffers from mental illness as well but a different type. It's very very debilitating for him, sometimes in his low days all he wants to do is just sleep the world away. As for other days, well I just want to be there for him and let him know that he's not alone in his darkness... He's been through a lot and I'm just learning. I just hold him when I can.
You are an absolute sweetheart for staying with him and helping him through those dark days. I have days like that myself.
Wow your a Angel, many people simply walk away from those who need support as they can't handle such mental health issues.
@@CrawfordGrimaldi well actually an update. He had to leave because of his intense meth use. And it was upsetting my son who also suffers from emotional and mental issues. I tried and I tried, gave him all the love I could, but he just kept pushing me away. This was acouple of months, he's not doing well from what I heard but he won't quit and it was actually bringing me down. Sorry about the long winded explanation.
@@peridotflower02 I totally understand the situation, wish you and your son well for the future :)
I have no idea why you are not famous yet...Keep up the good music!
with love all the way from India.. u rock....
Story of my life... thank you ELOHIM so much for posting this amazing song.
The story is relatable, it's someone else's words but still I can join the sense of what she's going through and compare it to myself.
The best line "I don't want to be dependent on synthetic medicine that keeps me calm enough to sleep but kills me softly when I'm weak" to me is what my meds are doing. I hate them. They make me laugh because it's Anti's but it makes other people look at me differently like I'm "off" or "odd" and at night I have night terrors about my thoughts, and dreams and it really is killing me.
Which brings me to "I woke up to a heart attack, no I'm just being dramatic" with my night terrors I'll wake up involuntarily crying or sweating in a massive panic. Consumed by my own fear it controls my mind. I'm a slave to the thought, the mindset of Depression. The never ending guilt, the fear of others thoughts on you, the selfishness of asking for nothing, even when you need it. Anyway, great song. Again relatable. A real work of art
You are the first person who wrote every single word like they are in my head! You get it! Thank you for expressing this the way you did. 🌹
I'm so happy this song exists because I've been dealing with anxiety and depression for a while and it's to frustrating. I like can't even describe it perfectly. Thank you for this song elohim. Also the only show you're doing in Missouri is on a date I'm gonna be out of town😔😔
You can't hate on that beat, wow.
But where are the vocals i heard at the end of the go daddy commercial?
this deserves 50x more views and likes.
actully it dosnt cause that also makes it more mainstream VIEWS DONT MEAN SHIT THATS WHY MOST OF THE TIME IN MY OPINION underground is where you find the best music
true, but views also mean more opportunities for Elohim.
SHES SO UNDERRATED!
This is incredible
I love this Song It's My Favorite😎👍✌️💙💜🧡💖💗
this calms me
Thank you so much,,,,,,,
This song is soooo good :)
Woow this is So underrated
never knew that a GoDaddy ad would introduce me to an amazing artist
keep making music plz
I love the rhythm, long ago i heard something(gooood) more original, your voice is haha
Voice:Do you have anxiety?
Me: yep
Voice:I have anxiety
Me:same sis
WHY HAVEN'T I BEEN NOTIFIED WITH THIS HAUNTINGLY BEAUTIFUL SONG BEFORE?! I HATE UA-cam RN!!! 😭
A Elohim ....you gone be big thanks for doing it for the ones fighting a true battle 🤸#DaB👻
This was amazing and sometimes us peoples have the feels also I found out about this by a go daddy commercial
LOVE THIS
Art 🥀
How it's possible that this song has only 7k views?
I have listened to your song one by one and wow i'm amazed. I'm a fan now, your music is so genius!
everyday of my life
This is the song that has made me follow your career, please keep doing relatable music about mental illness, about reality, about how fucked up this world is, you have a loyal fan base I'm sure. 🌹😚
I love this song
I really love you!
It's so cool!😻❤️
Found you from a TV commercial! So happy I searched for this!!
How I feel^ but keep enough in supply 😋
굳!!!
thank you majestic casual
Love the trapish production, Purity Ring shit right there.
Yes...
i love this song but it also makes me sad bc i relate too much :(
Amazing
she gonn be huge
Saw her at edens show last year she’s great live y’all
Dope song putting this in my chill mix playlist Superman approves this song
Jehovah Shalom🕊💜 I send you many prayers of peace to be upon you🌹🍃 (i know everyone's anxiety is different, I myself am experiencing my own attacks& many trials. It is like nonstop cycle at times.When I finally feel like I can breath, another negative attack decides to come in collision with my peace. To whom I reach to, to give me some kind of peace to my mind, body& soul, is my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. He has taken me out of lowest pit of depression and it has been a baby step journey afterwards but it has been worth every step. There have been many many moments of circumstances, people& even my own self that tries to suck me up back into that pit. I have to get on my knees and just cry out and speak to Him , be real with Him of my thoughts and these exhausted emotions, of my weakness. He makes sure to remind me how far I've come to my journey, that if I only look back is to see my progress& to dust off the negative and continue to walk. It is a beautiful unity to come together and say hey I understand, I've been there, I can relate & you can pull through this. I send out my many prayers of peace. God bless🕊💜)
The instrumental sounds pretty uplifting to me :) ¿
Every day of my life 🧲
holy fuck I’ve never related so much to a song in my life
bro the real mvps are the ones thst got this from that godaddy ad
HOLY CRAP...I CANT BELIEVE I JUST FOUND THIS ....this is a masterpiece
omg you're so amazing, come to Brazil
Very beautiful track
whos here when shes not famous yet?
flightless floater same
been following her since 2016!!!
:)
i think she's famous as of now. I just found her from a tv commercial 🙂
@@jaeesmichelle me too just looked her up from that go daddy commercial
I have a crush on her through her music lol
I feel the same way as you :) She produces beauty, sonic embraces and feelings.
Back off Gents... My future baby daddy is Elohim. Destiny is on our side, her n I...
Thanks godaddy for showing me this
insane ♥
GO DADDY !!!!
Love her
Everyday of my life...
if anyone's looking for the live version she performs look up xanny family ft elohim on here