Can we all appreciate that all of us listening to this right now connect on a level that we might find a little difficult to express. I love RKS. I love all of you. Thank you for existing. Hope you find your call in this Universe.
LYRICS: Very lovely morning Try not to kill yourself today Think of all that you'd be missing Prescription made Painkillers Count your blessings early before the lot will hit the gates Winnings for the lucky living just takes Painkillers Living just comes with a bit of heartache Heartache comes with a bit of young faith Faith stays young till your heart get broken Hope grows up to become someday I never hurt no one and no one will ever hurt me I believe I believe I believe I believe Faith plays dumb till the doubts all leave I believe I believe I believe I believe Manna won't fall till the people all speak I believe I believe I believe I believe Canaan ain't far for the souls who barter their pain for sweet relief My queen won't feed on milk and honey She impartial to the summer sun She's a lone fire burning in the sand And a cold, lonely night without one She cocks her pistols 'fore she pops her collar Oh she's all but lethal pulling off that laser gun She's rips the halos off of angels for the fun of it If all she ever does is smile at you, run What'd ya need these for? Round here the cries die young Fly momma, fly to where you come Speak momma, round here the quiet die young Very lovely morning Don't kill yourself today Think of all that you'd be missing And don't you ever pay mind to that line in your way that says you'll ruin it You'll ruin this for everybody won't you Very lovely morning Try not to kill yourself today Think of all the things you'll be missing Prescription made Painkillers
found this song a few days ago, had so much anxiety about everything, and just broke down sobbing. if anyone is reading this, YOU ARE LOVED. you are worth more than life itself, and i'd rather hear your stories then have to tell them. you are so important. i haven't seen you, but you're beautiful. please don't hurt yourself, your skin tells a story, and one that should shared, not taken away.
Hey my friend! I have no idea about you, but I'm sure you're an amazing person just with what you wrote, even with all the flaws you believe you have about yourself (because the real monster is your own mind). know that you must have all the love you deserve and know that if you need help, you can call me. I will be happy to help you. kisses and take care. Obs: english isn't my first language.
It’s important to want to feel that way but Sometimes you just want the right people / person to say that about you , being 21 I already have a huge list of regrets and mistakes and just stupid shit that has made me better now but how much more will I make and for how long am I going to feel alone , a year after a breakup is tough or multiple ,and even if it wasnt healthy, just not having that person to look to for conversation or a smile , makes u feel like you’ll never have that again, doesn’t help not having everything a person is supposed to have either just makes u look broken not having a car or not hanging out with old hometown friends, just venting at this point
thank you, @moonjumpstudios4420 you just made me cry by just reading this i also subbed aswell have a good one even if i am american i am odd fellow or you could say an odd ball and idc whoever calls me a furry or any names cause they just want to be jerks so i just leave and not look back i just really wanna thank you a lot hope that we can be friends. have such such a wonderful god damn day may god be with you always.. (if you don't belive in god i am sorry for saying that)
Today I'm 10 months sober. Every day is a struggle. Been going through an especially hard time recently, depression and suicidal thoughts rearing its ugly head. When I listen to this song I just cry. So many emotions. But afterwards, it does fill me with some peace.. just to know Im not alone. So many others go through the same things. I needed this reminder today. Thanks RKS.
January 16th, 2018, the day Fever Pitch was released, my cousin ended his life. He was the most musical person I’ve ever known. And so when Fever Pitch came out the same day as his passing, it felt as though the song were for him. For the music, if that makes any sense. As soon as I heard this song, I had to sit down and collect myself. One hand was over my mouth and the other over my heart. This is beautiful and it made me feel like Dakota was still here. I know this probably doesn’t make sense, but I’m still emotional. This is beautiful. Keep doing what you do. ❤️Fly high Dakota ❤️ Edit May 2018: thank you for the condolences and warm wishes. I appreciate them dearly. Please please please seek help if you or anyone you love seems to be falling into depression, anxiety, drugs, self harm, or anything else of that nature. We are all important to this world and we all deserve to keep going. If you liked this song, I highly suggest “all who remain” by beware of darkness. That song, along with this one, have been helping keep my cousin living through sound. Those songs keep me sane. ❤️
My daughter has CFS and recently overdosed. We never know what we lose till it happens to us. I'm so sorry for your loss. let's stop this happening to other families xxx
Emily Fritts ,makes all the sense in the world, beautiful, rks is a very special band, they're content and sound is different and amazing. I'm sorry about your brother :(
I showed my friend this song when they said that they were about to attempt, that night this song helped them stay, me and this "friend" are now happily dating, if it wasn't for this song I don't think I would of have calmed them down, this song helped them calm down so I was able to talk to them, without this song I wouldn't have my wonderful partner now
I'm at a very impossible moment in my life. I don't know what to do. I feel so small, so broken. Numb. This song really synchronized with me. You guys are amazing. Thank you
This song reminds me of my mother so much. Finally an artist that is creating work that touches on the topic of painkillers/pill addiction and the depression/ suicidal emotions that come with it. Thank you, Rainbow Kitten Surprise.
I'm not a therapist and I don't know your struggles but have compassion for those battling depression. I hope you can keep finding some peace. Music is definitely my therapy in life✌
Biblically I believe Canaan was a beautiful city but it was filled with vile sin and greed. The Canaanites were idol worshipers and euphoria seekers. So I would say what the line is implicating is that the people who trade their pain away for these “painkillers” aren’t far from sinful practice and bad deeds if it means that they can get that euphoria or “sweet relief” but at the cost of becoming a better and stronger person, as going through pain is necessary for growth.
As someone who did successfully get away, this line really hits home. For sure the worst days of my life... literally lived on Oxys and whiskey for a year straight. can’t even sing that line without my voice cracking.
@@fergieluver23 its a reference to drugs (specifically opiates), and for me i remember that first time and how harmless I thought it would be.. how it wasn’t that big of a deal if I did this on weekends only
Literally infiltrated and makes you HATE everything. When I quit I remember things I thought I loved was just the drugs. Literally had to relearn likes and hobbies and after about 6 months you start to pull out of it and realize it just covers up all your senses and emotions... until they all come flooding back.
“Very lovely morning, don’t kill yourself today. Think of all that you’ll be missing.” RKS, thank you for writing those words. Some days, they are everything.
only a few people in my life know but I feel I can share this here. I've tried to OD about 5 times this year at the young age of 14. some days I'm thankful they didn't work and others all I wish was for it to have worked. RKS has helped me realize a lot about myself through their music and I'm truly thankful for that.
I did the exact same thing at 14 as well. It was a few years ago and i adopted a painkiller addiction. Ive had many more attempts after but if it worked out the way i wanted to i wouldnt be here. Clean, happy, about the be 25 with the person i've fell in love with at 15, and a baby on the way. Shit was fucked up and this world could be really fucked up, but im really glad it didnt pull through. I hope the same goes for you 💖
It only gets harder from here. Quit while you can. Once you reach a certain age, you don’t have a bunch to turn to other than the coping skills you’ve developed throughout this life.
Much love homie stay safe. Live life and fuck everyone else. You are the only one that matters. Stay safe 🙏 and try not to kill yourself today, think of all youd be missing!!......
Life is very heavy and confusing all in 1 very tiny dark Grey room when you're young and learning about the evils of the world and the fakeness in friendship and the gut wrenching guilt you randomly feel for no reason. Just know someone loves you and I've been there through and throughout on and off again. I'm back in right now and I'm 34 smh but I'll get through this just like I know u guys will too. We can all do it together ♡
i found out i've got arthritis in my spine at 24 and was put on painkillers that both gave me life back and took it away, this song resonates with me on so many levels. This band was my every night go to at work for 2 months straight; couldn't have a good night at work if i didn't start off with run or counting cards
There was a point in my life where I HAD to listen to this song first thing in the morning or I would have the worst day filled with self loathing. This band and this song mean the entire world to me and and it's the main reason I'm still here today.
Who else avoided this song only because the title was a thorn in your very side? And then you clicked on it and allowed the sounds to ebb and flow throughout your mind. You felt something. You felt shame, you felt sadness, pain, connection. YOU FELT. You felt. Simply you felt, and that is the foundation of all our existence.
Me and the other patients in the psych ward played this when we were 14, 15 and 16. Now we’re 15,16,17 and all free from hospital for almost a year. So grateful for my best friends even if we met under the worst circumstance 💗
very fresh kings of Leon feeling, from the early days, which is a blessing in itself. they have an amazing original sound. love the lead voice. my queen wont feed on milk and honey. ...
I've thought this too mate but didn't want to say it if someone was like nahh fuck off, glad it ain't just me, proper hear it in lady lie and cocaine Jesus too
I listen to this as i start my day and it feels so weird, even though i stop the song its still there stuck in my brain. I think of it whenever i talk to my friends, to my parents,just hanging out in general as if i'm trying to search for that drop of hope
This band got me through alot mentally i was addicted to painkillers for a while so bad the withdrawals where killing me (so it felt like it) I heard this song from a friend way before i got addicted. I remember one day i popped into my head during the withdrawals though it might not seem like a song to listen to while trying to get off it surely helped my mindset other songs from them as well. Love this band will forever be one of my favorites.
This song has gotten me through so much. Like an affirmation I say to myself a reminder to keep pushing ive always loved how direct he is and it'll always feel lile a deep conversation with a friend I play this almost every few weeks sometimes on repeat sometimes everyday thank you for this from the bottom of my heart ❤️
Been binging through RKS's music cause I just found and fell in love with them. This song was just a left hook to my brain... My father passed away almost exactly a year ago (5 days from now will be the one year mark) due to overdose on painkillers. We assume it was accidental, but this song hurts in just the right way. Gonna be coming back to this one a lot.
this is silly, and I doubt anyone will see it.. but... anytime I want to kill myself, I think of this song. I don’t actually listen to it, but... it’s reassuring
What a world we live in, full of chaos and we're just along for the ride. Swim with the flow of the universe or you'll end up right where you were and that's no journey, which is all life can be so live it to the fullest.
I was obsessed with rks in 10th and my friend and I listened to them together all the time, she graduated last year and i graduated a semester early in December 23 instead of may 24 and I heard this song and I just miss high school so much looking back. I really recommend everyone makes the best of their high school years.
This is the first time I’ve heard this song. Had no idea what the lyrics were. Casually listening while reading them I randomly hear “try not to kill yourself today”. Was definitely not expecting it
You guys are killing me with all these songs dribbling out! (Please don't stop...I can't wait for this album to drop!) Also, come to Austin and play! You'd kill here!
Istg you make the best music in the world. I've never got so attached to a band, usually just liked 1 song and found the rest trash. You're different, some of your songs have this special vibe to me, some make me feel alive while dancing to them at 12pm with lights off, some make me feel the feeling I feel like I've never felt before and some just give me chills, please never leave
Today is national suicide prevention day...I remember when I used to sing this song every night in order to sleep....it has helped me through so much.....idk what you might be going through but I swear it gets better....I would be in the middle of crying and come across some random Yt comment that tells me its okay and that would push me a long way.....so you there don't stress over shit you can't control and like take life one step at a time Ik earth sucks big time but idk someday soon you will be happy you stayed ily so much 🎈🎈 Just look up the sky ....and you'll feel less alone....idk I read that somewhere.... You are so strong for keeping on fighting...❤️❤️if no one sees the lil things you do I do...and I am so proud of you love 🥺 This random stranger on the internet wishes you the best 🫂
Rainbow Kitten Surprise hands my favorite new band I have come across since I would have to say MGMT and their Oracular Spectacular (I'm a bit older) and not as much music just grabs ahold of me and won't let go like it once did. I have have been listening to you for 3 years now when one day Cocaine Jesus popped up randomly. I am forever greatful it did!! The more I listened the better it got and still does!! I have watched many of my friends die from either accidental overdoses or depression caused by years of substance problems!! This song and all the rest just give reminds me why we are here and to be strong for the ones you love and who love you!! Thank you so much!! Hopefully will be seeing you in April in Omaha NE!!!
All of my friend group from back when we were in our 20’s except myself and 1 other have died from substance abuse. I am blessed to be withdrawing from painkillers right this minute. I have another chance. I thank God for that I just found this song and it really speaks to me ❤
I have never ever found a band that says everything I've ever felt, somone who understands my demons, why I cry late at night, the only people who can express the way I feel so very often, a feeling that is often too familiar
I have a playlist called the “Don’t Kill Yourself” playlist, this and Seven are two of my most often replayed songs. ♥️ thank you for getting me through
I'm trying my hardest not to press my off button vros. There are people that depend on me, but life is hard, so here's to hoping it does eventually get better for all of us.
i’m so happy that i came across this song in my spotify discover weekly. this song is one of the best songs i’ve heard in a while and it hits so close to home.
This song helped me through a couple particular days, and played in my mind when i saw the light and brought me to conscientious, i hope it will work one more ❤.
My gf loved this band this song makes me sob reminding me of her she sadly killed herself with fentanyl she was one in million and this songs remind me of how amazing she was
I'm currently crying to this because I can't eat, I keep throwing up, I want it to all stop, I want everything to stop, i want me to stop, I really do hope I get through this like the others in the comments!
Looking at the comments to avoid the emotions that come with this song, then when there are no more comments you are left alone with the thoughts that this song gives off, and im reminded of my friend who killed himself while on his prescription pills, and then my other friend who is still alive, but lives far away slowly killing himself by burning bridges and drinking his problems away while smoking weed, doing cocaine and xanax, and reminded of the night i had to check his pulse ever 7 minutes, it kills every fiber of my being but i know if i forced rehab on him he would just go back to drugs
Man I’m so depressed I can’t sleep anymore my heart feels like it’s about to explode out of my chest every night it’s so loud it keeps me up. Hard because I have kids and responsibilities I’m so exhausted. Death is looming.
I’ve been listening to Rainbow kitten Surprise forever, the day I see them LIVE my life will change, I can’t wait for that opportunity. I used to be hung up on older alt bands but this band definitely lives up to their greatness ;) ♥️🤍🖤♥️🤍🖤♥️
A lot of people probably feel this song in so many different ways. Believe me when I say that I’ve tried offing myself quite a few times, listening to this song just so I have a chance of a little peace before I go.
you know i wanted to end myself but this song came on my play list and like a wave wiped away the thought thank you rks for making magical songs you guys are life savers
Well, for anyone who wanted to write THE epic song.... too LATE! there’s truly not enough hours in the day to listen to this band. I suggest a 30 hr. day/8 days in a week.. I would almost get enough.
i watched my mother attempt suicide five times, overdosing on sleeping pills. she hasn't attempted in two years. those memories still haunt me. i struggle with crippling suicidal thoughts, this song is the only thing keeping me going. i believe i might have developed a personality disorder as well ... undiagnosed sociopath. i hope it will get better. i need to learn to speak. to listen. to love. authentically. no matter how hard it gets, keep going.
I connect to this song so well especially after surviving a 2% chance cancer survivor rate and 10% never getting it back after first year of remission There's so much to relate in this song then many could even know
Good job brother. I’m sure that was a really rough time for you. As it would be for anyone. The way you handled it says everything about you. You made your significant other regurgitate then put music on for her. Hats off to you for having that level of composure. I hope all is well with you sir, good day.
I'm listening to this for the first time, qnd the first line is so relatable that I just started laughing. To whoever else can relate, you have got this, okay?
For the first time in awhile I thought about offing myself again... but then I listen to this. I have to see the morning, think of all I'd be missing. I just gotta believe tomorrow's gonna be better... because it is. It's gonna get better... it has to. I have to make it better... I'm determined to. Everything's gonna be alright in the end. I have to make it right. It's gonna get better... I know it...❤
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Can we all appreciate that all of us listening to this right now connect on a level that we might find a little difficult to express. I love RKS. I love all of you. Thank you for existing. Hope you find your call in this Universe.
Back at you friend
This! ❤️
Your welcome
🔥❤you rb!🌺☀️🎁🌈👋
Ayush Giri love you right back. Hope you are doing fine on ur journey
If only RKS knew how much they literally saves my life. Clean 3 years now💕
I’m so proud of you!!!💕
i’m proud of you !!
I'm proud of you
Congratulations! Very proud of you, glad you're still here
Hope you’re still going strong❤❤❤
LYRICS:
Very lovely morning
Try not to kill yourself today
Think of all that you'd be missing
Prescription made
Painkillers
Count your blessings early before the lot will hit the gates
Winnings for the lucky living just takes
Painkillers
Living just comes with a bit of heartache
Heartache comes with a bit of young faith
Faith stays young till your heart get broken
Hope grows up to become someday
I never hurt no one and no one will ever hurt me
I believe I believe I believe I believe
Faith plays dumb till the doubts all leave
I believe I believe I believe I believe
Manna won't fall till the people all speak
I believe I believe I believe I believe
Canaan ain't far for the souls who barter their pain for sweet relief
My queen won't feed on milk and honey
She impartial to the summer sun
She's a lone fire burning in the sand
And a cold, lonely night without one
She cocks her pistols 'fore she pops her collar
Oh she's all but lethal pulling off that laser gun
She's rips the halos off of angels for the fun of it
If all she ever does is smile at you, run
What'd ya need these for?
Round here the cries die young
Fly momma, fly to where you come
Speak momma, round here the quiet die young
Very lovely morning
Don't kill yourself today
Think of all that you'd be missing
And don't you ever pay mind to that line in your way that says you'll ruin it
You'll ruin this for everybody won't you
Very lovely morning
Try not to kill yourself today
Think of all the things you'll be missing
Prescription made
Painkillers
Ty
Thanks for the hard work 😊
@@zacharyschroeder2619 copy and paste
You’re appreciated
Bloody hell, what dark lyrics.
That switch up in tempo after the intro is so wonderful. "Faith plays dumb till the doubts all leave."
Oh my gosh it does…. Ive been listening and obsessing over this song for 2 years now and i didnt notice. Thanks:D
found this song a few days ago, had so much anxiety about everything, and just broke down sobbing. if anyone is reading this, YOU ARE LOVED. you are worth more than life itself, and i'd rather hear your stories then have to tell them. you are so important. i haven't seen you, but you're beautiful. please don't hurt yourself, your skin tells a story, and one that should shared, not taken away.
Hey my friend! I have no idea about you, but I'm sure you're an amazing person just with what you wrote, even with all the flaws you believe you have about yourself (because the real monster is your own mind). know that you must have all the love you deserve and know that if you need help, you can call me. I will be happy to help you. kisses and take care.
Obs: english isn't my first language.
@@willianhiga3208 thank you so much!!! hope you have a lovely day/night stranger! cheers
It’s important to want to feel that way but Sometimes you just want the right people / person to say that about you , being 21 I already have a huge list of regrets and mistakes and just stupid shit that has made me better now but how much more will I make and for how long am I going to feel alone , a year after a breakup is tough or multiple ,and even if it wasnt healthy, just not having that person to look to for conversation or a smile , makes u feel like you’ll never have that again, doesn’t help not having everything a person is supposed to have either just makes u look broken not having a car or not hanging out with old hometown friends, just venting at this point
@@Leoksh feel free to vent, no judgement!!
thank you, @moonjumpstudios4420 you just made me cry by just reading this i also subbed aswell have a good one even if i am american i am odd fellow or you could say an odd ball and idc whoever calls me a furry or any names cause they just want to be jerks so i just leave and not look back i just really wanna thank you a lot hope that we can be friends. have such such a wonderful god damn day may god be with you always.. (if you don't belive in god i am sorry for saying that)
Today I'm 10 months sober. Every day is a struggle. Been going through an especially hard time recently, depression and suicidal thoughts rearing its ugly head. When I listen to this song I just cry. So many emotions. But afterwards, it does fill me with some peace.. just to know Im not alone. So many others go through the same things. I needed this reminder today. Thanks RKS.
💖
how are you now? I hope you're going well... Stay strong
I'm addicted to this band now.
SAME!
Francisco Macêdo anyone who ever hears this band gets addicted immediately.
I agree with Mercedes. Just discovered them yesterday instantly hooked only regret is not discovering sooner.
Better then pain killers
this song saved my life. i’m going through such a hard time right now, needed it.
Me too, love. You're not alone. And you're worthy of everything and more. You are loved.
@@emilytigchelaar9513 make sure ur telling urself this too. stay safe, i love you. try not to kill urself today 💞
Your not alone hun
Get through it dude it gets better
Were here for you. Please trust me i am too
January 16th, 2018, the day Fever Pitch was released, my cousin ended his life. He was the most musical person I’ve ever known. And so when Fever Pitch came out the same day as his passing, it felt as though the song were for him. For the music, if that makes any sense. As soon as I heard this song, I had to sit down and collect myself. One hand was over my mouth and the other over my heart. This is beautiful and it made me feel like Dakota was still here. I know this probably doesn’t make sense, but I’m still emotional. This is beautiful. Keep doing what you do. ❤️Fly high Dakota ❤️
Edit May 2018: thank you for the condolences and warm wishes. I appreciate them dearly. Please please please seek help if you or anyone you love seems to be falling into depression, anxiety, drugs, self harm, or anything else of that nature. We are all important to this world and we all deserve to keep going. If you liked this song, I highly suggest “all who remain” by beware of darkness. That song, along with this one, have been helping keep my cousin living through sound. Those songs keep me sane. ❤️
My condolences man.
Emily Fritts much love for you. ❤️ I hope you’re doing alright
My daughter has CFS and recently overdosed. We never know what we lose till it happens to us. I'm so sorry for your loss. let's stop this happening to other families xxx
Emily Fritts ,makes all the sense in the world, beautiful, rks is a very special band, they're content and sound is different and amazing. I'm sorry about your brother :(
Emily Fritts sometimes it’s not a coincidence, just appreciate the connection. It breaks my heart when I hear about suicide, sorry for your loss.
I showed my friend this song when they said that they were about to attempt, that night this song helped them stay, me and this "friend" are now happily dating, if it wasn't for this song I don't think I would of have calmed them down, this song helped them calm down so I was able to talk to them, without this song I wouldn't have my wonderful partner now
Question, are you guys still dating??
2:35 made me burst out into the most cathartic sobbing mess of tears i've been able to muster in years. Thank you so much. I needed that.
Same every time
I'm at a very impossible moment in my life. I don't know what to do. I feel so small, so broken. Numb. This song really synchronized with me. You guys are amazing. Thank you
Stay strong, don't give up, you never know what amazing things lie just beyond tomorrow.
@@byuste22 I hope so
I hope you’ve conquered the last 3 months, and continue to keep conquering every next “3 months” of your life. You’re here for a reason❤️ we need you.
This song reminds me of my mother so much. Finally an artist that is creating work that touches on the topic of painkillers/pill addiction and the depression/ suicidal emotions that come with it. Thank you, Rainbow Kitten Surprise.
Macklemore has a couple of great ones, "Drug Dealer" and "Kevin" are both quite powerful.
I overdosed in March and died in the ambulance, this song means so much to me. I hope things actually get better.
Hey dude, I know it's been 4 months since your comment but I hope you're doing okay :)
Spinning Out just introduced me to this band and I'm addicted! They are awesome :)
me too! i heard it start out in the episode and i was like, geez where can i get more
You just introduced me to spinning out and thank you
ironic song to be addicted to frankly
What's spinning out?
@@MrBatman1279 its a show on netflix
I'm not a therapist and I don't know your struggles but have compassion for those battling depression. I hope you can keep finding some peace. Music is definitely my therapy in life✌
We're alive baby
“Canaan ain’t far for the souls who barter their pain for sweet relief”
Daaaaaaamn...
wanna explain this line to a bible illiterate noob?
@@isaiahsea3248 From my experience, Caanan is a place in egypt that was very rich. It was basically paradise
Biblically I believe Canaan was a beautiful city but it was filled with vile sin and greed. The Canaanites were idol worshipers and euphoria seekers. So I would say what the line is implicating is that the people who trade their pain away for these “painkillers” aren’t far from sinful practice and bad deeds if it means that they can get that euphoria or “sweet relief” but at the cost of becoming a better and stronger person, as going through pain is necessary for growth.
If all she does is smile at you... Run.
indeed opium is one hell of a ride.
As someone who did successfully get away, this line really hits home. For sure the worst days of my life... literally lived on Oxys and whiskey for a year straight. can’t even sing that line without my voice cracking.
@@roflimjokes Can I ask how this line relates to you? I'm trying to figure out what it means
@@fergieluver23 its a reference to drugs (specifically opiates), and for me i remember that first time and how harmless I thought it would be.. how it wasn’t that big of a deal if I did this on weekends only
Literally infiltrated and makes you HATE everything. When I quit I remember things I thought I loved was just the drugs. Literally had to relearn likes and hobbies and after about 6 months you start to pull out of it and realize it just covers up all your senses and emotions... until they all come flooding back.
“Very lovely morning, don’t kill yourself today. Think of all that you’ll be missing.”
RKS, thank you for writing those words. Some days, they are everything.
only a few people in my life know but I feel I can share this here.
I've tried to OD about 5 times this year at the young age of 14. some days I'm thankful they didn't work and others all I wish was for it to have worked. RKS has helped me realize a lot about myself through their music and I'm truly thankful for that.
I did the exact same thing at 14 as well. It was a few years ago and i adopted a painkiller addiction. Ive had many more attempts after but if it worked out the way i wanted to i wouldnt be here. Clean, happy, about the be 25 with the person i've fell in love with at 15, and a baby on the way.
Shit was fucked up and this world could be really fucked up, but im really glad it didnt pull through.
I hope the same goes for you 💖
It only gets harder from here. Quit while you can.
Once you reach a certain age, you don’t have a bunch to turn to other than the coping skills you’ve developed throughout this life.
Much love homie stay safe. Live life and fuck everyone else. You are the only one that matters. Stay safe 🙏 and try not to kill yourself today, think of all youd be missing!!......
Life is very heavy and confusing all in 1 very tiny dark Grey room when you're young and learning about the evils of the world and the fakeness in friendship and the gut wrenching guilt you randomly feel for no reason. Just know someone loves you and I've been there through and throughout on and off again. I'm back in right now and I'm 34 smh but I'll get through this just like I know u guys will too. We can all do it together ♡
I with you and your not alone I feel what you feel and I love you
i found out i've got arthritis in my spine at 24 and was put on painkillers that both gave me life back and took it away, this song resonates with me on so many levels. This band was my every night go to at work for 2 months straight; couldn't have a good night at work if i didn't start off with run or counting cards
I bless your spine in Jesus name!
There was a point in my life where I HAD to listen to this song first thing in the morning or I would have the worst day filled with self loathing. This band and this song mean the entire world to me and and it's the main reason I'm still here today.
Speechless. A theft of my heart. A blind read of my emotions. An injection of hopeful energy. Teary eyes of familiarity.....more please.
Who else avoided this song only because the title was a thorn in your very side? And then you clicked on it and allowed the sounds to ebb and flow throughout your mind. You felt something. You felt shame, you felt sadness, pain, connection. YOU FELT. You felt. Simply you felt, and that is the foundation of all our existence.
Me and the other patients in the psych ward played this when we were 14, 15 and 16. Now we’re 15,16,17 and all free from hospital for almost a year. So grateful for my best friends even if we met under the worst circumstance 💗
I love this, I love this album
Laddi RKS never disappoint, this album is amazing!
Step forward and love the band, each of their albums are awesome!!
Didn't expect to randomly see laddi in the comments
@@bobbypayne3849 Ya, me neither-
Oh hi Laddi-
Reminds me of my mother. This band is great, so much respect for talking about these things. It's so important.
Same
this song is a journey within itself. true art at its finest.
Facts
We will all make it.
Saving people without knowing
very fresh kings of Leon feeling, from the early days, which is a blessing in itself. they have an amazing original sound. love the lead voice. my queen wont feed on milk and honey. ...
I've thought this too mate but didn't want to say it if someone was like nahh fuck off, glad it ain't just me, proper hear it in lady lie and cocaine Jesus too
@@alex808ist big Kings of Leon vibes they should collab
Been saying this for years! They have a sound that feels very Youth and Yound Manhood that I love
I Literally just found this band and It’s already my new favorite band. All their lyrics are so authentic and the music totally matches
I listen to this as i start my day and it feels so weird, even though i stop the song its still there stuck in my brain. I think of it whenever i talk to my friends, to my parents,just hanging out in general as if i'm trying to search for that drop of hope
This band got me through alot mentally i was addicted to painkillers for a while so bad the withdrawals where killing me (so it felt like it) I heard this song from a friend way before i got addicted. I remember one day i popped into my head during the withdrawals though it might not seem like a song to listen to while trying to get off it surely helped my mindset other songs from them as well. Love this band will forever be one of my favorites.
This song has gotten me through so much. Like an affirmation I say to myself a reminder to keep pushing ive always loved how direct he is and it'll always feel lile a deep conversation with a friend
I play this almost every few weeks sometimes on repeat sometimes everyday thank you for this from the bottom of my heart ❤️
Please never stop making your music. Your music takes me to another place that no other artist or band can.
Been binging through RKS's music cause I just found and fell in love with them. This song was just a left hook to my brain... My father passed away almost exactly a year ago (5 days from now will be the one year mark) due to overdose on painkillers. We assume it was accidental, but this song hurts in just the right way. Gonna be coming back to this one a lot.
thank you "spinning out" for bringing me here and discover this fantastic song
this is silly, and I doubt anyone will see it.. but... anytime I want to kill myself, I think of this song. I don’t actually listen to it, but... it’s reassuring
Gray Clouds what are you saying, do you need help?😻 RKS fans are loving and will help✌
Noopy Bear erm... if you want to help me, you're welcome to try. I just wanted to put out how comforting i found this song.
Not silly and you matter
Continue to be strong
Dalton Thomson and Ellie Parrish thank you both... it’s nice to know that someone cares, even someone I don’t know
What a world we live in, full of chaos and we're just along for the ride. Swim with the flow of the universe or you'll end up right where you were and that's no journey, which is all life can be so live it to the fullest.
The first time I heard this immense sound, quickly turned into the second, third, fourth and fifth, so beautifully heartwarming.
I was obsessed with rks in 10th and my friend and I listened to them together all the time, she graduated last year and i graduated a semester early in December 23 instead of may 24 and I heard this song and I just miss high school so much looking back. I really recommend everyone makes the best of their high school years.
The passion that comes from them is undeniable. ❤thank you for sharing yourselves with us
nearly od’d myself taking a lot of benadryl and prozac this song made me shed tears when i got out the hospital
TikTok introduced me to this band and I’m so grateful honestly
This is the song. That is really speaking to me right now.
The father of my child committed suicide when I was in my second trimester. He OD on fentanyl and prescription medication. This song hits home.
This was my girlfriend Olivia’s favorite band. In my addiction to drugs I lost her. Miss her so much every single day of my life 💜
Same bro... Vic's and Xanax. I cried when I heard this song. Love ya...
This song breaks my heart and I love it
this song made me tear up. new favorite it's gonna stay on repeat
This is the first time I’ve heard this song. Had no idea what the lyrics were. Casually listening while reading them I randomly hear “try not to kill yourself today”. Was definitely not expecting it
You guys are killing me with all these songs dribbling out! (Please don't stop...I can't wait for this album to drop!)
Also, come to Austin and play! You'd kill here!
Tejas Richard they were at Austin city limits last year and it was awesome probably the best of the weekend.
Thomas Roberts oh man! I bet that was awesome!
Istg you make the best music in the world. I've never got so attached to a band, usually just liked 1 song and found the rest trash. You're different, some of your songs have this special vibe to me, some make me feel alive while dancing to them at 12pm with lights off, some make me feel the feeling I feel like I've never felt before and some just give me chills, please never leave
I tend to listen to this after I make it through depressive episodes. It always comforts me and it sounds so beautiful.
When I listen to this band I'm like 0:01 - oh God I luv that(start crying from happines)
Today is national suicide prevention day...I remember when I used to sing this song every night in order to sleep....it has helped me through so much.....idk what you might be going through but I swear it gets better....I would be in the middle of crying and come across some random Yt comment that tells me its okay and that would push me a long way.....so you there don't stress over shit you can't control and like take life one step at a time Ik earth sucks big time but idk someday soon you will be happy you stayed ily so much 🎈🎈
Just look up the sky ....and you'll feel less alone....idk I read that somewhere....
You are so strong for keeping on fighting...❤️❤️if no one sees the lil things you do I do...and I am so proud of you love 🥺
This random stranger on the internet wishes you the best 🫂
Rainbow Kitten Surprise hands my favorite new band I have come across since I would have to say MGMT and their Oracular Spectacular (I'm a bit older) and not as much music just grabs ahold of me and won't let go like it once did. I have have been listening to you for 3 years now when one day Cocaine Jesus popped up randomly. I am forever greatful it did!! The more I listened the better it got and still does!! I have watched many of my friends die from either accidental overdoses or depression caused by years of substance problems!! This song and all the rest just give reminds me why we are here and to be strong for the ones you love and who love you!! Thank you so much!! Hopefully will be seeing you in April in Omaha NE!!!
All of my friend group from back when we were in our 20’s except myself and 1 other have died from substance abuse. I am blessed to be withdrawing from painkillers right this minute. I have another chance. I thank God for that
I just found this song and it really speaks to me ❤
I abused painkillers for 6 years of my life. This song comforts me somehow but also makes me cry.
Everyday I'm glad to have my dad well and alive just turned 80 years old ❤🎉❤scared me every day he was not sober or with the real world 😢
I have never ever found a band that says everything I've ever felt, somone who understands my demons, why I cry late at night, the only people who can express the way I feel so very often, a feeling that is often too familiar
Most definitely I feel you at night this song sooths the hurt inside
Its morbin time!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My best friend ended his life this week. I feel ghastly, i wish I could have sent this song to him.
Im sorry bro that hurts are you okay now?
When he say “what do you need these for?” That part get me everytime no kizzy 😒
Dealing with a lot of melancholy lately so this is helping.
And now to recover and pray.
I have a playlist called the “Don’t Kill Yourself” playlist, this and Seven are two of my most often replayed songs. ♥️ thank you for getting me through
This person's voice is incredible!
I love this band
I'm trying my hardest not to press my off button vros. There are people that depend on me, but life is hard, so here's to hoping it does eventually get better for all of us.
♥️
Wow 🤩
it's bloody spectacular! This song and so many songs here have enchanted me again for a long time! Thanks!
Can’t believe I walked the same ground they walked when they first started. I wish I met them. Every song makes me feel like I’ve never felt.
i’m so happy that i came across this song in my spotify discover weekly. this song is one of the best songs i’ve heard in a while and it hits so close to home.
Been about a year since I was discharged from inpatient stay. I’m so glad I’m still here, thanks RKS ❤️ keep going
This song helped me through a couple particular days, and played in my mind when i saw the light and brought me to conscientious, i hope it will work one more ❤.
My gf loved this band this song makes me sob reminding me of her she sadly killed herself with fentanyl she was one in million and this songs remind me of how amazing she was
I'm currently crying to this because I can't eat, I keep throwing up, I want it to all stop, I want everything to stop, i want me to stop, I really do hope I get through this like the others in the comments!
Looking at the comments to avoid the emotions that come with this song, then when there are no more comments you are left alone with the thoughts that this song gives off, and im reminded of my friend who killed himself while on his prescription pills, and then my other friend who is still alive, but lives far away slowly killing himself by burning bridges and drinking his problems away while smoking weed, doing cocaine and xanax, and reminded of the night i had to check his pulse ever 7 minutes, it kills every fiber of my being but i know if i forced rehab on him he would just go back to drugs
My Ex started listening to this band and when times were great we would be driving around singing this song at the top of our lungs I Love you Emma
Matty, I wish you had listened to this song one last time and changed your mind. I miss you so much and I've never needed my brother more.
My friend had me listen to this one day at school and it hit hard bc we were talking abt not eating and stuff like that
This song just saved me, thank you.
Man I’m so depressed I can’t sleep anymore my heart feels like it’s about to explode out of my chest every night it’s so loud it keeps me up. Hard because I have kids and responsibilities I’m so exhausted. Death is looming.
Please stay strong brother. You are probably tired of hearing it, but things will get better. Best wishes from Spain
I hope things got better these past 11 months. I'm a single mom of two, and some nights, songs like this are the only reason I'm still here.
I love you
I’ve been listening to Rainbow kitten Surprise forever, the day I see them LIVE my life will change, I can’t wait for that opportunity. I used to be hung up on older alt bands but this band definitely lives up to their greatness ;) ♥️🤍🖤♥️🤍🖤♥️
A lot of people probably feel this song in so many different ways. Believe me when I say that I’ve tried offing myself quite a few times, listening to this song just so I have a chance of a little peace before I go.
you know i wanted to end myself but this song came on my play list and like a wave wiped away the thought thank you rks for making magical songs you guys are life savers
I can't help myself I keep coming back to this song
My mom's funeral is tomorrow and this song has helped me more than any of the people in my life
I'm sorry for your loss
You are amazing I cannot live a life without you
Well, for anyone who wanted to write THE epic song.... too LATE! there’s truly not enough hours in the day to listen to this band. I suggest a 30 hr. day/8 days in a week.. I would almost get enough.
This song has saved my life.
Found this song as I lay here coming off of subs. I’m 48 hrs in and I will do this with God’s grace and strength.
I ain’t killing myself today
i watched my mother attempt suicide five times, overdosing on sleeping pills. she hasn't attempted in two years.
those memories still haunt me. i struggle with crippling suicidal thoughts, this song is the only thing keeping me going. i believe i might have developed a personality disorder as well ... undiagnosed sociopath.
i hope it will get better. i need to learn to speak. to listen. to love. authentically.
no matter how hard it gets, keep going.
I didn't know I needed this but thank you, it's been rough lately.
Same
I connect to this song so well especially after surviving a 2% chance cancer survivor rate and 10% never getting it back after first year of remission
There's so much to relate in this song then many could even know
Good job brother. I’m sure that was a really rough time for you. As it would be for anyone. The way you handled it says everything about you. You made your significant other regurgitate then put music on for her. Hats off to you for having that level of composure. I hope all is well with you sir, good day.
Been a Long couple of months. This songs been really helpful for keeping me going
I’ve been in hospital with 2 overdoses. Appreciate this song for the reality.
I'm listening to this for the first time, qnd the first line is so relatable that I just started laughing. To whoever else can relate, you have got this, okay?
This song is keeping me alive.
For the first time in awhile I thought about offing myself again... but then I listen to this. I have to see the morning, think of all I'd be missing. I just gotta believe tomorrow's gonna be better... because it is. It's gonna get better... it has to. I have to make it better... I'm determined to. Everything's gonna be alright in the end. I have to make it right.
It's gonna get better... I know it...❤
I'm happy you're alive for what it's worth.
I just melt with this song, and I love to sing along with him🤗
soul inspired, now I can go on with my day
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