I'm scared. Ive never experienced love until meeting this nerd. He's such a ball of comfort, love, acceptance, understanding. He always treats me so sweet. He lives in Florida, I live in sunny hill California, and even though he's across the country, we're making it work. I dont know the ins and outs of love, I dont think i've ever been *in* love before. But I think i'm finally starting to realize how far I've fallen in love with him. He grounds me when I'm so far in the clouds. He calms me when my mind is a storm. My walls were so far up but they're melting into a bridge when I'm around him. He feels like the warm summer sun shining through the trees. Or the feeling of being wrapped in a blanket while the room is freezing. He's like a book I just cant put down and I love every little detail in the pages. His eyes are the color of the ocean and I keep getting lost in his waves. I could go on and on, list every thing I love about him but I know i'll run out of ink. I've never felt this way about anyone but I feel it so strongly for him, you know? But i'm also worried. He's visiting in January and this fear is at the pit of my stomach, easing itself into my core. That I'm going to get used to sleeping with someone else there, then I'll be back to the quiet, deafening silence in my room when he goes back to Florida. I'm scared of feeling homesick in my own house because my home wont be there anymore. I'm excited, and I cant wait to give him a hug, hold his hand, kiss him, cuddle him, love him. But I'm dreading when he'll leave. Love is scary. Its a looming feeling that makes your heart skip and swell and swing. Not knowing what I'm doing is scary. Not knowing the future is scary. Dunno. Its 3 am. I'm rambling and worrying and getting mixed up in my feelings. Maybe i'll come back to this video and see this comment later on in life. I'll tell you guys how it goes if anyone took time to read my word vomit of the day.
This was so beautiful and relatable! This is definitely loving someone but wanting to know them better ❤️ There’s something there but it’s up to you to find it and if I have to give you advice is! Don’t close off you heart for nothing! Love him with all your heart even if it hurts , it’s the price we pay for loving someone. Kiss him 1000 times a day till you face is sore, hug/hold him tight so when you let go of him you can still feel him. Look him deep in eyes until it feels like time freezes and your the only two in the world. Enjoy it! Don’t be scared you deserve happiness and someone to share that feeling with. Please do update one day -Thanks for sharing you beautiful gem 💎❤️
I'm alone at bar and listening to this song and i read your words.. what i great comment you wrote.. i feel you and i hope you have a great life.i wish i learned more of english to write more for you, but i'm too old now. i hope you understand me.
Leaving the town in six months or 5 years, don't know, but it's sure that when I leave, this song will start playing, while the memories of the places and people that was and wasn't there, will start flowing while fading of the city to other place
Ya u try to let go someone who trick you thinking they love u and make fun of u cause u fall for it please go and walk in my shoe I gave you permission
I come hear every time when I lose something. And I feel like I’m losing my whole life, the only thing I could do is lay in my bed starring at my celling while crying.. -Life is sad-
_young XXX that’s life, it’s okay to feel that way but what matters is you bring yourself back up again. Everyone has those moments your not alone. This may be a sad song but it is healing to many people 💕 Thanks for sharing xx
Thanks, if I’m gonna be honest i feel like if I’m losing a lot of people. And it hurts to know that but I guess if I stat away from people i wont feel anymore pain
_young XXX continue to live your life , don’t hide yourself from something that is bound to happen. yeah it’s life it’s the memories and years we share with one another that’s hard to let go. 💕
How know how it feels, to lose it all as you come to lose youself in the process..never forget about the things that happened..never move on from it, use it to male you stronger and prahaps..those feelings and experiences will save someone else, I don't know who you are but I still luv ya and you better believe it! stay cool for me💕 ^-^
I listen to this song when I feel no one needs me, inappropriate to be born in the world, can only disappoint people around, always misunderstood by people around and I always ask myself "why do I live?" I'm so weak. It hurts. Thank you, Cuco.
I’m sure there are many who need you, you just haven’t noticed. Everyone deserves to be born into this world, and I am positive you impress people around, thought they may not show it. No matter what, always look ahead. Don’t make the end come close far too early, enjoy it while you can. There are always hardships in life, you just have to persevere forward. You can’t show those who have been pushing you down that you gave up. You have to show them that you are better than what they think. I hope you won’t be listening to this song any time soon, so I will just leave this comment here for anyone having a hard time. This probably didn’t help, but at least know that there are people out there who care for you, appreciate you, understand you. Never pull the trigger, it’ll show those trying to make your life a living hell that they won. Sorry, I’m probably ranting on again, this comment is way too long.
I came to this song depressed, but all these comments on how everyone fell in love is such a blessing and makes me feel a lot better. Love is out there, you just need to find that person ❤
The day we met in that science class. Teacher was putting people in groups and we just happend to be put together. And the crazy thing was that you sat right behind me this whole time. Gosh dam I was so nervous to talk to you. As soon as I saw those eyes I fell in love. Skip a month and were talking. Skip to new years and you're the only one I'm texting. Skip till march to that Saturday night. I called you and even tho you said you could only talk for a minute we talked for hours. And when I showed you Lo Que Siento I meant it for you but I didn't tell you, but I'm pretty sure you knew. And then I told you "Monday, I promise" and I knew that Saturday night that Monday will be the day I make you mine. Monday comes and none of our friends are there in the hallway where we all hang out. We sat together and I reached for your hand and pulled you towards me. You and I didn't say a word but I'm glad we didn't. Bell rang, I took you downstairs and we hugged. The best hugged I've ever received. By the end of the day we're holding hands and we had our first kiss. I will never forget that. And now we're 7 months in and I'm more than glad to still have you. I'm grateful for you because you've changed my whole life. I Love You, J ♡ Update: Thanks for everyone that has supported us. We've made it to 1 year! Let's hope next time I write a update it's for another year. And to the haters and trolls... I Love You Too ❤ Update #2: Hey guys, I hope you’ve all been good and safe during this pandemic. I haven’t listened to Cuco as much as I have but this song still has a reserved spot on my heart. Anyways, we’ve been together now for 2 years 😊 and still going strong. Next time I write a update it’ll be 5 years. Stay strong y’all, and don’t die.. Update #3: Hey everyone!! first of all I hope everyone has been doing good and well. Like I promised its been 5 years now. or what would of been.. A lot has happened in these past 5 years. We, well I ended it in December 2023. We didn't make it to 5 we were 3 months away. She was the best thing i ever had in my life. i showered her with nothing but love. She was my everything and now nothing. I just had to fuck it all up, we went on a trip after 6 months of no contact and things went south.. I told her my final goodbye already but ill never forget her. And this will be my goodbye to you all too. One thing she taught me was Unless you learn to love yourself you can't love others. and thats what i couldn't do so i now do my best to love myself. J, if you one day happen to come back to this, please don't hate me for leaving you like this. I had to let you go we weren't ready to see each other again. we both needed more time If you see me or happen to stumble across, please don't be afraid to say hi. I wish I could of done more for you, showed you more but I wasn't putting effort and that pushed you away. You're in my mind constantly i think about our love and how you covered me with your love all around. How we constantly argued, how were so alike but so drastically different and how things could have turned out differently and its taking affect of my life and it drains my energy so I need to let go. For both our sakes, I don't want to hold you back and I need to move on and figure out what to do with my life. I imagined it with you and still do J. When I get everything right ill look for you and fulfill all those promises I made to you, I told you I never break a promise. My love for you J will never die, until the last star in the universe dies. Cuídate mucho mi amor, te quiero mucho, prometo volverte a ver. I Love You, J
My best bro shared this song with me, way before we were even close.. it's been 3 years now since we first met each other as i was a new student at his school, a friendship none of us felt coming only started from a single heart talk asking "how are you? You're acting different.." bothered and feeling him at the same time, almost immediately we spent the entire day talking about our past.. those days became months, and those months became years... Time made me realize that no longer was he my best bro, but something much more to me... Never have i felt like this as we share the same traumatic past, unlike my bro, I have a soft spot for my memories that i always tried to forget but never did..i stayed the same for quite a long time, I can't say it's better.. but my best bro made me feel otherwise. I'm still here. I love you so much best bro.. thank you for everything.
My first time listening to this track and all i could think about is how i take my gf for granted , she is such a good person to me and i just push her to the side.. i shall treat her better ...
@@soulking9852 I used to feel the same way you did. I just wonder who might be the one with whom I will be developing feelings for.. The girl I haven't met?
The day we met in that school. I was new and she was silent,shy and beautiful. In that day, I gained respect from my english teachers and my friends were shocked by that. She made me strike thunders inside.
i strongly recommend not listening to sad songs. they make you think about shit like old memories and it’s not fun. more up beat songs really help. bossa no se is a good one when you’re feeling down
what the fuck thanks that was really helpful but as much as I try to be happy the sadness is just always in the back of my mind and it will never go away no matter how hard I try it’s still going to be lingering inside me
I see the channel owner liking and replying to comments with really heart felt messages. She should really consider maybe making some UA-cam videos would definitely support like she supports us random strangers who like the same music and probably more 🙂
Thank you! 💗 For this comment means the world and I genuinely really appreciate it and just seeing that it changes are makes someone’s day is truly heart warming! 💗 I care because were meant to share our stories whether we want to for healing or helping others along the way We’re all going threw the same things in life you truly aren’t alone it just feels different because it’s you life your living but we all share similar things in different ways. I will definitely hopefully make a UA-cam channel in the future because it’s the people like you guys that keeps a girl going 💗 xx hope you have an amazing day for the rest of your days to come ☺️
Every night when I stare into the night my mind wanders and thinks back to when I first met her. Braided hair, small earrings, lipgloss on her frail pink lips and to top it off she wore a green dress that complemented eyes we hit it off the second we met..Minutes turned to years in the blink of an eye we then had to stop seeing each other because of her parents we both decided to take risk and see each other in secrecy until her neighbor decided to tell her parents that someone was sneaking into their house every other night they then found us both together in bed talking to each other with big smiles on our faces but that suddenly all faded away when her parents decided to move and delete all my information from her phone/social media..To this very day I wonder where she is and how she's doing. (If you ever read this just know I love you)
This song signifies a transitional period in my life for me I recently lost so much in my life including a person i loved very much Your always in my heart I wish us the best luck
jimmy rubi I’m sorry for your lost. That’s what LIFE- {Lost.In.Fatal.Eternity} it’s the reason we’re always searching for something we feel we’ve lost but honestly, it’s the result of life we’re always going to lose or have something lost. Also wish you the best at life! -thanks for sharing ❤️
This song makes my heart sad, but such a lovely song. It brings me back to memories of my hometown and people I once knew but don't know anymore. Damn, it's so hard when life goes on, but sometimes you don't and want to hold on.
We all need to stay strong and at least we understand each other, I understand the pain and I feel hurt but I know I can get better. I have the realisation that there are so many people who goes through this, we can continue on because no matter what we will understand and we will get what is right for us.
That’s so weird I got together w my girl too this time last year, it’s so weird cuz start of December around my birthday we first started dating and we were together for seven months. Now all the memories are coming back of me and her a year later, even tho I love winter since it’s my favorite season, this is my first time being really depressed during it. I want her back so bad we even share mutual feelings, but there are so many things going on in our lives rn. Idk why life has to be so complicated sometimes, all I want is to be with her. I just get so sad sometimes and ig this music kinda makes those feelings come out more. Damn one day you go from loving someone so much, texting them nonstop then one day it just stops and you’re left with nothing but Lonley nights and dreams of being back with her. I really miss you Iycis i just want to be in your arms one last time in the park, I’ll love you forever even if we don’t get back ❤️
I don’t know how but this song broke me down, but in a good way. I haven’t really cried since the breakup and that was months ago. I’m glad I was able to cry tonight, I feel so much better. ❤️ I’m grateful that I experienced love.
this song reminds me of him so much :,) i really miss him but i know that i have to move on. he’s in new york and this vid reminds me of it so much. love y’all.
Im crying, the memories and the feeling of cold wind that brushes through my hair and the sound of waves that calms my min and body I recall that feeling when i was in the ferry like the character on the vid
The sound that gives rise to the introduction of the song resembles me a novel that my grandmother used to watch in the 70's. Every time I hear this song I remember her, she died on January 20th (2010).
he left me for a prettier girl but I'm not mad at him because I still have that adrenaline and chill down my back when I see him. I chose to stay as friends and that was a bad idea because those butterflies I get won't ever leave now. I sometimes wonder if he misses me too but then I remember he was the one that left me.
Thanks for sharing ❣️ We feel in loved in a short time. I’m the one that left but I still loved him but we just couldn’t be together, so I pushed him away for us. He said can we be friends but I seen how much it hurt him because he wanted to be more then that. Young love ❤️ you got to work hard 😓 to make it last
This music is so nostalgic to me, i was listen this over and over again when i was down with depression, that time of my life was really hard, i was sad about my friend, he tell to me something that break my heart, but in the end, i realized that i just see the bad thing, he's just tell the truth, so we back again and today he is my boyfriend, this moth (dezember) we got 6 moths of our relationship, i am really happy now, thanks...
i thought that she doesn't see me in a special way. so i tried to let go of her . only to discover that she does . and she can't let go . but giving it a second chance , is not the way to go. because it's way too late.
me and my best friend both had crushes on each other but i found out once she stopped loving me because in the time period were i didn't know i fell in and out of love to many times so it left a permanent scar on my heart but when she told me she used to have a crush on me i said nothing in return because that was a area of life i no longer wanted to enter so i said nothing and the topic changed
When this song started to play I started to think about my ex, the memories started to fill in the room. When we where holding hand was and when the lyrics said my bed is for two but I'm missing only you is when I started to break down, I try so hard to forget about her but it only hurts me more.
I gave you my heart, you gave me yours. I gave you my life, you gave me yours. I told you to wait for me, you told me you would. I loved you until the end, you told me he was just a friend...
Years and years ago we made a promise,a promise that we would never leave each other behind, I hardly knew you back then,we were just friends i was the most hated person at school and you were the most loved we never knew how we got along we just did we did everything together. a year later i moved away nearly 500 miles i hated every moment of it walking into a new school to be once again greeted with "he looks dangerous" or the "where did he come from?" my house burnt down that next year....you didn't even acknowledged it had happened. you were the only thing i had left so i moved back to see you and my sister again i was kind of heart broken when i found out you had a boyfriend so i waited and waited nearly 2 years after you guys broke up. when you did i told you were the most painful 2 years of my life seeing you in the condition you were. constantly in tears and bruised head to toe half the time i seen you i wondered if it was your dad or your boyfriend the other half was spent making sure the cuts and gashes were clean and not infected. Eventually we got together and i took care of you when ever i was mad i handled it elsewhere then hurting you. Now you understood when you started dating my what my "Job" entailed but you asked me to stop selling and i did i made a lot of enemies that day. enough enemies to get me shot 3 weeks later...Valentines Day,But hey I guess you were to busy fucking your ex to realize you that i was on the brink of death. You know what ex I'm talking about, the one the shattered your arm and broke your nose the same day. Draven was it? The one that had thrown you against a wall so many times you have permanent brain damage? I guess he was the pill I couldn't keep you off of huh. IT TOOK YOU EIGHT DAYS TO REALIZE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL EIGHT FUCKING DAYS. it whatever though sure you guys are happy together again. Thank you by the way for telling me it was over while i was high off my ass on painkillers after they took the bullet out. made it a lot easier to cope. On the off chance of you seeing this Janey thank you for nothing but false hope and constant pain.
Me recuerda a los juegos de consola :'( me pone triste por qué son parte de un trauma que tuve y estos juegos me hacían sentir mejor me deprime mucho y más la música
fiona little I didn’t know the original artist, they deserve ALL the credit like I said in the description box , thanks for that it’s hard to find with multiple versions💞 on google
The memories haunt me all the games the streams, we met in person the years of non stop laughs smiles and memories the hard times we both went through. It all haunts me I want to forget because of what you did. We almost married but in the end you lied married someone esle within a month after our split. I found out, it destroyed my hopes I became a man with nothing to lose. To this day our memories haunt me everyday I try and try to forget your existence, it's almost agonizing and draining.
Hey man, u shouldn't be thinking like that. There is always something better to look for. just keep pushing forward and get through it one day at a time.
Creo que soy el único mexicano pero les contaré una historia No tiene ni un mes que pasó:"v Yo estaba en casa de mi amigo jugando bien felíz y me aburrí y me fui para mí casa y mi mamá bajo preocupada y me dijo "Hijo creó que mataron a tu tio" En ese momento yo tenía puesta está canción y me puse muy triste porque era como mi papá porque mi papá que en paz descanse murió:c Y todas las noches pongo está canción para recordarlos:"v
This song reminds me of him so much. I'm so happy that you make me feel so special when we're talking. It's really a pleasure to meet you Mark. I really miss you. But I made a decision that made you feel hurt I know that but I want you to do something for yourself too and when that happens we can be together. I want to say something to you but I didn't know how. I'm waiting for youu.
honestly i just need someone to listen to cuco wit n’ just be vibing all night
Annessa Banuelas a whole mood!
Yo what state you live in i can vibe with u
Vibr check 🗡
*Ahemn*
Are those pants made of felt
.......would you like em to be?
True
This is the music that plays during the low point of an adventure game
I can see what you mean but it doesn't sound right
Leech or more like the starting music?
@@Zivlix yeah, you get it
caticlisom cat lol
@@God-bz1jr haha xd
This song reminds me of that squirrel from Ice Age when he lost his acorn
that was random lmao but ok
big brain
Jairy // TRUE!! You mean “alone again naturally”? 😂 love that squirrel 🐿
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I love this Comment😂❤️
I'm scared.
Ive never experienced love until meeting this nerd. He's such a ball of comfort, love, acceptance, understanding. He always treats me so sweet. He lives in Florida, I live in sunny hill California, and even though he's across the country, we're making it work. I dont know the ins and outs of love, I dont think i've ever been *in* love before. But I think i'm finally starting to realize how far I've fallen in love with him.
He grounds me when I'm so far in the clouds. He calms me when my mind is a storm. My walls were so far up but they're melting into a bridge when I'm around him. He feels like the warm summer sun shining through the trees. Or the feeling of being wrapped in a blanket while the room is freezing. He's like a book I just cant put down and I love every little detail in the pages. His eyes are the color of the ocean and I keep getting lost in his waves. I could go on and on, list every thing I love about him but I know i'll run out of ink. I've never felt this way about anyone but I feel it so strongly for him, you know? But i'm also worried.
He's visiting in January and this fear is at the pit of my stomach, easing itself into my core. That I'm going to get used to sleeping with someone else there, then I'll be back to the quiet, deafening silence in my room when he goes back to Florida. I'm scared of feeling homesick in my own house because my home wont be there anymore. I'm excited, and I cant wait to give him a hug, hold his hand, kiss him, cuddle him, love him. But I'm dreading when he'll leave.
Love is scary. Its a looming feeling that makes your heart skip and swell and swing. Not knowing what I'm doing is scary. Not knowing the future is scary.
Dunno. Its 3 am. I'm rambling and worrying and getting mixed up in my feelings. Maybe i'll come back to this video and see this comment later on in life. I'll tell you guys how it goes if anyone took time to read my word vomit of the day.
This was so beautiful and relatable! This is definitely loving someone but wanting to know them better ❤️ There’s something there but it’s up to you to find it and if I have to give you advice is!
Don’t close off you heart for nothing! Love him with all your heart even if it hurts , it’s the price we pay for loving someone. Kiss him 1000 times a day till you face is sore, hug/hold him tight so when you let go of him you can still feel him. Look him deep in eyes until it feels like time freezes and your the only two in the world.
Enjoy it! Don’t be scared you deserve happiness and someone to share that feeling with. Please do update one day
-Thanks for sharing you beautiful gem 💎❤️
I'm alone at bar and listening to this song and i read your words.. what i great comment you wrote.. i feel you and i hope you have a great life.i wish i learned more of english to write more for you, but i'm too old now. i hope you understand me.
fkin beautiful imagery, really impressive that youve could come up with that. its the shit i learn in literature lol
Had the same thing, but now they’re gone. Long distance doesn’t work trust me.
Writing a song in spanish for this piece of art , and I’ll be making a hit
*cuco was aesthetic before it was even a thing*
aesthetic/vaporwave been around since 2009 at the earliest smh
@@fantasyyygarbageyeah I know but now is super popular than it has ever been
what
this doesnt make sense
@@fotiafotiafotia k lol
When I first heard cuco I thought he was a 50 year old lost soul with a beautiful voice. Life's a trip. This music makes life a little better♥️
Marco Quintero Agreed 💯
crying yourself to sleep to this song hits different
Fr fr tho currently trying to do that as we speak
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why has it taken me 12 hours to watch a four and a half minute video
Why is that the current status of my life
your on acid bro
Long buffering? Check your internet connection bro
Me editing 😂
me rn my friend keeps texting me so i’m switching to text her then this video
Leaving the town in six months or 5 years, don't know, but it's sure that when I leave, this song will start playing, while the memories of the places and people that was and wasn't there, will start flowing while fading of the city to other place
Just letting you all know, moving on is a thing.
Only for people who don't really love the person who they like and if you did then you'll keep trying.
you gotta learn when to let go once in a while
@@Ghost-yd7ep are you okay right now? Are you being manipulated or something? What's up my mans?
Yeah sure it is homie.
Ya u try to let go someone who trick you thinking they love u and make fun of u cause u fall for it please go and walk in my shoe I gave you permission
I come hear every time when I lose something. And I feel like I’m losing my whole life, the only thing I could do is lay in my bed starring at my celling while crying..
-Life is sad-
_young XXX that’s life, it’s okay to feel that way but what matters is you bring yourself back up again. Everyone has those moments your not alone.
This may be a sad song but it is healing to many people 💕
Thanks for sharing xx
Thanks, if I’m gonna be honest i feel like if I’m losing a lot of people. And it hurts to know that but I guess if I stat away from people i wont feel anymore pain
_young XXX continue to live your life , don’t hide yourself from something that is bound to happen. yeah it’s life it’s the memories and years we share with one another that’s hard to let go. 💕
How know how it feels, to lose it all as you come to lose youself in the process..never forget about the things that happened..never move on from it, use it to male you stronger and prahaps..those feelings and experiences will save someone else, I don't know who you are but I still luv ya and you better believe it! stay cool for me💕 ^-^
want sum bread?
"My bed was meant for two and I'm missing only you"
"Or was this spot reserved for no one more."
I got u bro
No homo
*GAY*
Holy fuck the timing of the comments of you two with the video synced as soon as I saw it
@@Sparklin420 177013?
I listen to this song when I feel no one needs me, inappropriate to be born in the world, can only disappoint people around, always misunderstood by people around and I always ask myself "why do I live?"
I'm so weak. It hurts. Thank you, Cuco.
I’m sure there are many who need you, you just haven’t noticed. Everyone deserves to be born into this world, and I am positive you impress people around, thought they may not show it. No matter what, always look ahead. Don’t make the end come close far too early, enjoy it while you can. There are always hardships in life, you just have to persevere forward. You can’t show those who have been pushing you down that you gave up. You have to show them that you are better than what they think. I hope you won’t be listening to this song any time soon, so I will just leave this comment here for anyone having a hard time. This probably didn’t help, but at least know that there are people out there who care for you, appreciate you, understand you. Never pull the trigger, it’ll show those trying to make your life a living hell that they won. Sorry, I’m probably ranting on again, this comment is way too long.
@@vrielli8427 we need more people like you.
I've listened to this song approximately 436 times in the last 2 days and I'm proud of it!
this song is so depressing, but so amazing?
I came to this song depressed, but all these comments on how everyone fell in love is such a blessing and makes me feel a lot better. Love is out there, you just need to find that person ❤
The day we met in that science class. Teacher was putting people in groups and we just happend to be put together. And the crazy thing was that you sat right behind me this whole time. Gosh dam I was so nervous to talk to you. As soon as I saw those eyes I fell in love. Skip a month and were talking. Skip to new years and you're the only one I'm texting.
Skip till march to that Saturday night. I called you and even tho you said you could only talk for a minute we talked for hours. And when I showed you Lo Que Siento I meant it for you but I didn't tell you, but I'm pretty sure you knew. And then I told you "Monday, I promise" and I knew that Saturday night that Monday will be the day I make you mine. Monday comes and none of our friends are there in the hallway where we all hang out. We sat together and I reached for your hand and pulled you towards me. You and I didn't say a word but I'm glad we didn't. Bell rang, I took you downstairs and we hugged. The best hugged I've ever received. By the end of the day we're holding hands and we had our first kiss. I will never forget that. And now we're 7 months in and I'm more than glad to still have you. I'm grateful for you because you've changed my whole life.
I Love You, J ♡
Update: Thanks for everyone that has supported us. We've made it to 1 year! Let's hope next time I write a update it's for another year.
And to the haters and trolls... I Love You Too ❤
Update #2: Hey guys, I hope you’ve all been good and safe during this pandemic. I haven’t listened to Cuco as much as I have but this song still has a reserved spot on my heart. Anyways, we’ve been together now for 2 years 😊 and still going strong. Next time I write a update it’ll be 5 years. Stay strong y’all, and don’t die..
Update #3: Hey everyone!! first of all I hope everyone has been doing good and well.
Like I promised its been 5 years now.
or what would of been..
A lot has happened in these past 5 years. We, well I ended it in December 2023. We didn't make it to 5 we were 3 months away. She was the best thing i ever had in my life.
i showered her with nothing but love. She was my everything and now nothing. I just had to fuck it all up, we went on a trip after 6 months of no contact and things went south..
I told her my final goodbye already but ill never forget her.
And this will be my goodbye to you all too.
One thing she taught me was
Unless you learn to love yourself you can't love others. and thats what i couldn't do so i now do my best to love myself.
J, if you one day happen to come back to this, please don't hate me for leaving you like this. I had to let you go we weren't ready to see each other again. we both needed more time If you see me or happen to stumble across, please don't be afraid to say hi. I wish I could of done more for you, showed you more but I wasn't putting effort and that pushed you away. You're in my mind constantly i think about our love and how you covered me with your love all around. How we constantly argued, how were so alike but so drastically different and how things could have turned out differently and its taking affect of my life and it drains my energy so I need to let go. For both our sakes, I don't want to hold you back and I need to move on and figure out what to do with my life. I imagined it with you and still do J. When I get everything right ill look for you and fulfill all those promises I made to you, I told you I never break a promise.
My love for you J will never die, until the last star in the universe dies.
Cuídate mucho mi amor, te quiero mucho, prometo volverte a ver.
I Love You, J
Ken your comment makes me want to believe in love ❤️😂, Your comment needs to be a song that’s how beautiful it is.
❣️ Thanks for sharing 🥰
@@saumu12134 Thank You so much 😊.
Ken wait till u guys break up bruh ur in for it nigga 😭
iti malia q fofo
Nice story bro.
Thanks for the love 💗 the positivity ✨ the comments and help sharing your stories with one another ✨💕
7w7 -♥️
Beautiful
My best bro shared this song with me, way before we were even close.. it's been 3 years now since we first met each other as i was a new student at his school, a friendship none of us felt coming only started from a single heart talk asking "how are you? You're acting different.." bothered and feeling him at the same time, almost immediately we spent the entire day talking about our past.. those days became months, and those months became years... Time made me realize that no longer was he my best bro, but something much more to me... Never have i felt like this as we share the same traumatic past, unlike my bro, I have a soft spot for my memories that i always tried to forget but never did..i stayed the same for quite a long time, I can't say it's better.. but my best bro made me feel otherwise.
I'm still here. I love you so much best bro.. thank you for everything.
My first time listening to this track and all i could think about is how i take my gf for granted , she is such a good person to me and i just push her to the side.. i shall treat her better ...
this is the smooth music and that pixel animation suits it perfect!
I like you. Maybe it's love.
But you know what?
We can't.
We just can't.
Alabama type beat
Exo be right
I miss talking to you. You were my first real crush. It hit hard when I found out you liked someone else. I loved you. I’ll always love you.🥺
Good luck with that..
Your profile picture + plus this comment hit me 💞😫 we’ve all been or witnessed this
absolute wonders to my ears. Thing song just shows me all the memories of past relationships or things I wish I had:(
i donnu really know why i feel so sad about a girl i don't really know
ua-cam.com/video/XDpoBc8t6gE/v-deo.html
@@kvxzero lol thanks
@@soulking9852 I used to feel the same way you did. I just wonder who might be the one with whom I will be developing feelings for.. The girl I haven't met?
@@kvxzero surely a girl we haven't met
yea, me too
It sucks when you know you have feeling for her but after all this time she hasn't noticed
the single most painful feeling in the world.
The day we met in that school. I was new and she was silent,shy and beautiful. In that day, I gained respect from my english teachers and my friends were shocked by that. She made me strike thunders inside.
literally cant sing this song without bursting out in tears
i miss her
And out of nowhere… I listen to this song again…
When you're missing someone that you're never be together even though you still like her but have to sacrifice that feeling for the greater good
My boyfriend introduced me to cuco’s songs and it made me like all of his songs. ❤️
That’s a good man
The 8-bit gif is amazing..
goes so good with the song!!
Why are there always edgy poems in the comment section of every music video I watch
Undyingtmlg cuz it’s true and it’s the mood.
@@Nnexialist
You literally every "sad" person in this comment section. The name and pic got me.
Your Legal Butler ?
I’m at the lowest point in my life I’m completely alone. I cried many tears yesterday and they won’t stop coming
Internet Crush and the only way to go is up, kiddo :)
i strongly recommend not listening to sad songs. they make you think about shit like old memories and it’s not fun. more up beat songs really help. bossa no se is a good one when you’re feeling down
what the fuck thanks that was really helpful but as much as I try to be happy the sadness is just always in the back of my mind and it will never go away no matter how hard I try it’s still going to be lingering inside me
Internet Crush have you tried therapy, antidepressants etc?
Internet Crush how’s life now?
I see the channel owner liking and replying to comments with really heart felt messages. She should really consider maybe making some UA-cam videos would definitely support like she supports us random strangers who like the same music and probably more 🙂
Thank you! 💗 For this comment means the world and I genuinely really appreciate it and just seeing that it changes are makes someone’s day is truly heart warming! 💗
I care because were meant to share our stories whether we want to for healing or helping others along the way
We’re all going threw the same things in life you truly aren’t alone it just feels different because it’s you life your living but we all share similar things in different ways.
I will definitely hopefully make a UA-cam channel in the future because it’s the people like you guys that keeps a girl going 💗 xx hope you have an amazing day for the rest of your days to come ☺️
you are worthy of love.
Every night when I stare into the night my mind wanders and thinks back to when I first met her. Braided hair, small earrings, lipgloss on her frail pink lips and to top it off she wore a green dress that complemented eyes we hit it off the second we met..Minutes turned to years in the blink of an eye we then had to stop seeing each other because of her parents we both decided to take risk and see each other in secrecy until her neighbor decided to tell her parents that someone was sneaking into their house every other night they then found us both together in bed talking to each other with big smiles on our faces but that suddenly all faded away when her parents decided to move and delete all my information from her phone/social media..To this very day I wonder where she is and how she's doing. (If you ever read this just know I love you)
Sad
This song signifies a transitional period in my life for me
I recently lost so much in my life including a person i loved very much
Your always in my heart
I wish us the best luck
jimmy rubi
I’m sorry for your lost.
That’s what LIFE- {Lost.In.Fatal.Eternity} it’s the reason we’re always searching for something we feel we’ve lost but honestly, it’s the result of life we’re always going to lose or have something lost.
Also wish you the best at life!
-thanks for sharing ❤️
Those who disliked doesn't feel winter's sad chilly vibes.
This song makes my heart sad, but such a lovely song. It brings me back to memories of my hometown and people I once knew but don't know anymore. Damn, it's so hard when life goes on, but sometimes you don't and want to hold on.
Alex E. SAME
We all need to stay strong and at least we understand each other, I understand the pain and I feel hurt but I know I can get better. I have the realisation that there are so many people who goes through this, we can continue on because no matter what we will understand and we will get what is right for us.
i put this in my playlist for chilling that has like 5 hours of music and i still get exited whenever i get it on shuffle
AtomicMeerkat14 me! 😂💕
This guys music makes me feel like venting to my gf that I dint have
this song hits different when you're depressed, just broken up, and living alone
She made me feel so good about myself. But in the end she chose someone else... Just wish I would have been better.
Hermes5 wasn’t your fault! her eyes were locked on someone else , you just didn’t hold the key to it.
I feel the same everyday 😞
Don't beat yourself up bro
She doesn't deserve you.
Whoever played the otomatone on this song deserves a raise
That’s so weird I got together w my girl too this time last year, it’s so weird cuz start of December around my birthday we first started dating and we were together for seven months. Now all the memories are coming back of me and her a year later, even tho I love winter since it’s my favorite season, this is my first time being really depressed during it. I want her back so bad we even share mutual feelings, but there are so many things going on in our lives rn. Idk why life has to be so complicated sometimes, all I want is to be with her. I just get so sad sometimes and ig this music kinda makes those feelings come out more. Damn one day you go from loving someone so much, texting them nonstop then one day it just stops and you’re left with nothing but Lonley nights and dreams of being back with her. I really miss you Iycis i just want to be in your arms one last time in the park, I’ll love you forever even if we don’t get back ❤️
I don’t know how but this song broke me down, but in a good way. I haven’t really cried since the breakup and that was months ago. I’m glad I was able to cry tonight, I feel so much better. ❤️ I’m grateful that I experienced love.
this song reminds me of him so much :,) i really miss him but i know that i have to move on. he’s in new york and this vid reminds me of it so much. love y’all.
I am still got the vibes in 2019 😌
Im crying, the memories and the feeling of cold wind that brushes through my hair and the sound of waves that calms my min and body
I recall that feeling when i was in the ferry like the character on the vid
when the two first lines of the song describe your entire love history
A whole masterpiece! I absolutely love it
This song is everything I remember and feel.
Jorge Boi RIGHT! it’s deep down piled in my playlist filled with 2000 songs and I always come back to it ❤️
I don't know why but this song hits me in the best way, it's so good.
Oh Cuco,
You are so Aesthetic✨
Probs the greatest thing I’ve ever listened too. Never gets old
Good music thanks almost making me shed a tear in class
Thank you cuco for keeping my sadness in check
The sound that gives rise to the introduction of the song resembles me a novel that my grandmother used to watch in the 70's. Every time I hear this song I remember her, she died on January 20th (2010).
Rip
Imagine just sitting in your room alone it’s dark this song is playing at max volume you have headphones on and it’s raining. Wat more could u want
Weed
he left me for a prettier girl but I'm not mad at him because I still have that adrenaline and chill down my back when I see him. I chose to stay as friends and that was a bad idea because those butterflies I get won't ever leave now. I sometimes wonder if he misses me too but then I remember he was the one that left me.
O nah this aint it. Please stop being friends with him you deserve so much better. Give yourself time to heal and learn more about yourself. Love you
Thanks for sharing ❣️
We feel in loved in a short time. I’m the one that left but I still loved him but we just couldn’t be together, so I pushed him away for us. He said can we be friends but I seen how much it hurt him because he wanted to be more then that.
Young love ❤️ you got to work hard 😓 to make it last
@@saumu12134 true but young love is dangerous for the people who are experiencing it and the people around them as well
This is too relaxing to forget
This music is so nostalgic to me, i was listen this over and over again when i was down with depression, that time of my life was really hard, i was sad about my friend, he tell to me something that break my heart, but in the end, i realized that i just see the bad thing, he's just tell the truth, so we back again and today he is my boyfriend, this moth (dezember) we got 6 moths of our relationship, i am really happy now, thanks...
everything okay? ❤
i thought that she doesn't see me in a special way.
so i tried to let go of her .
only to discover that she does .
and she can't let go .
but giving it a second chance ,
is not the way to go.
because it's way too late.
me and my best friend both had crushes on each other but i found out once she stopped loving me because in the time period were i didn't know i fell in and out of love to many times so it left a permanent scar on my heart but when she told me she used to have a crush on me i said nothing in return because that was a area of life i no longer wanted to enter so i said nothing and the topic changed
When this song started to play I started to think about my ex, the memories started to fill in the room. When we where holding hand was and when the lyrics said my bed is for two but I'm missing only you is when I started to break down, I try so hard to forget about her but it only hurts me more.
Good vibe killah
You gotta make more cuco vids fr fr this shit goes hard
what a nice and good to hear song!!!!! Loved
This is how many times you get a Grammarly ad...
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This is my favourite music video ever
I gave you my heart, you gave me yours.
I gave you my life, you gave me yours.
I told you to wait for me, you told me you would.
I loved you until the end, you told me he was just a friend...
I cant describe the memories I’ve had listening to this song like 3 years ago
I swear cuco always be hitting the mood;)
Years and years ago we made a promise,a promise that we would never leave each other behind, I hardly knew you back then,we were just friends i was the most hated person at school and you were the most loved we never knew how we got along we just did we did everything together. a year later i moved away nearly 500 miles i hated every moment of it walking into a new school to be once again greeted with "he looks dangerous" or the "where did he come from?" my house burnt down that next year....you didn't even acknowledged it had happened. you were the only thing i had left so i moved back to see you and my sister again i was kind of heart broken when i found out you had a boyfriend so i waited and waited nearly 2 years after you guys broke up. when you did i told you were the most painful 2 years of my life seeing you in the condition you were. constantly in tears and bruised head to toe half the time i seen you i wondered if it was your dad or your boyfriend the other half was spent making sure the cuts and gashes were clean and not infected. Eventually we got together and i took care of you when ever i was mad i handled it elsewhere then hurting you. Now you understood when you started dating my what my "Job" entailed but you asked me to stop selling and i did i made a lot of enemies that day. enough enemies to get me shot 3 weeks later...Valentines Day,But hey I guess you were to busy fucking your ex to realize you that i was on the brink of death. You know what ex I'm talking about, the one the shattered your arm and broke your nose the same day. Draven was it? The one that had thrown you against a wall so many times you have permanent brain damage? I guess he was the pill I couldn't keep you off of huh. IT TOOK YOU EIGHT DAYS TO REALIZE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL EIGHT FUCKING DAYS. it whatever though sure you guys are happy together again. Thank you by the way for telling me it was over while i was high off my ass on painkillers after they took the bullet out. made it a lot easier to cope. On the off chance of you seeing this Janey thank you for nothing but false hope and constant pain.
holy shit
That otamatone really set the mood.
Sad hours in bed
Fr dog
Real talk... this is the first time I've ever heard the otamatone in a non-meme context. Really works perfectly in the song.
I can't wait to adapt his music into a Netflix series
One day you're born--
The next you're dead
If i hadn't known i was already dead i would have mourned my loss of life
Me recuerda a los juegos de consola :'( me pone triste por qué son parte de un trauma que tuve y estos juegos me hacían sentir mejor me deprime mucho y más la música
Best song by Cuco.
he said this is his fav’s song n now i always listen to it too even tho we’re not tgt anymore
Joder, no sé cómo le hace, pero Cuco es Re perfecto con todas sus canciones 💚👽
4 years ago? Oh my god I remember me listening to this all day…..
Every breath proves I'm still alive,
Yet every waking moment makes me wish I would die.
For those that don't know the art is by 1041uuu.tumblr.com, hate to see the artist not get credit for their work
fiona little I didn’t know the original artist, they deserve ALL the credit like I said in the description box , thanks for that it’s hard to find with multiple versions💞 on google
I've got fired. What a nice song to listen to.
The memories haunt me all the games the streams, we met in person the years of non stop laughs smiles and memories the hard times we both went through. It all haunts me I want to forget because of what you did. We almost married but in the end you lied married someone esle within a month after our split. I found out, it destroyed my hopes I became a man with nothing to lose. To this day our memories haunt me everyday I try and try to forget your existence, it's almost agonizing and draining.
Hey man, u shouldn't be thinking like that. There is always something better to look for. just keep pushing forward and get through it one day at a time.
Creo que soy el único mexicano pero les contaré una historia
No tiene ni un mes que pasó:"v
Yo estaba en casa de mi amigo jugando bien felíz y me aburrí y me fui para mí casa y mi mamá bajo preocupada y me dijo "Hijo creó que mataron a tu tio"
En ese momento yo tenía puesta está canción y me puse muy triste porque era como mi papá porque mi papá que en paz descanse murió:c
Y todas las noches pongo está canción para recordarlos:"v
Me matadon mi tio en mis cumpleanõs de 8 anyos :(
@@hadeslol1102 Chale F:((
Lo siento 🖤😔
@@saumu12134 ntp:((
F, yo espero irme con una canción del cuco ala nada o bajo tierra, después de todo, esto es mi medicina para subsistir
When you love her but she's far away. Damn.
Yeah, and 1 week later she break with youn
when you love him but hes 2 hours away, but you cant see each other still :,(
@@natalyjordan2835 In my case she's 6 hours away. Stay strong, you can overcome the situation;)
Wow guys we are 12 hours away :"
@@incel007 Good luck brother.
All Cuco's songs are my exact mood rn
Caught feeling for a guy who lives far away, he told me he loved me yesterday.
What the hell happens; am i dead? This song.. the world seems to be gone away..
I cried, again, like every night.
im high & sad
Mans literally uses an otamatone, literally a legend
Deserves more subs
Hayss. People changes really fast
Its all adds up to the experience you are having time to reflect about it
This song reminds me of him so much. I'm so happy that you make me feel so special when we're talking. It's really a pleasure to meet you Mark. I really miss you. But I made a decision that made you feel hurt I know that but I want you to do something for yourself too and when that happens we can be together. I want to say something to you but I didn't know how. I'm waiting for youu.