Joe was covered in freckles. Hence he's a Freckled Angel. And the night he jumped Ren got a call from another friend who had Joe on the phone telling her he was on a certain bridge intending to jump. Ren said the bridge was a 10 minute walk from his home, and he ran it in 5. But he was too late and continues to blame himself for not being there. He's carried unwarranted guilt half his life. I'm glad he's finally able to talk about his pain and loss of a friend that was more like a dearly loved brother. That pain combined with his physical illness has tortured him all these years. But I understand the treatment he's receiving in Canada seems to be working, albeit a slow and likely long process. The outro that begins this version was not in the original and completed version of Su!c!de. But supposedly after an interview with Knox Hill, Knox suggested he should incorporate it into the song. And the result was brilliant, gut wrenching and most certainly cathartic. I am also incredibly thankful to Ren for the decision to release a song he believed would be banned on day one. Instead he touched so many (myself included) who have been in that horrific mindset, and acted on it. Some of us were lucky and failed. But for those who weren't, they are daily reminders and with us always in our hearts. I never knew Ren's Joe, but many of us have at least one Joe, in ours hearts and minds and soul. And there they will remain, until we meet again. 💜
I saw the interview with Knox, and Ren Talking about it in another interview if I recall correctly. Knox didn't suggest anything, they got to talk about Joe and Ren was inspired to go back and write that part, the song was done ready to go out, production on it was finished. And he went back and added that.
@@BrunoBarata78 Yes that's true. And it may be exaggerated, but several people remembered Knox casually saying he should have put that part in the song. I know the song was already recorded and "finished." But Ren did go back and add it after their conversation. I've heard several content creators say they "heard" the story but I suppose it actually could have been discussed off mic. I'm not certain why Ren added it but the timing is interesting.
Just a clarification on the blaming himself (I think it was from the Knox interview) he intellectually knows there was no way he would have gotten there in time based on when Joe's phone went offline after Rens friend called him saying Joe was about to jump but emotionally he still feels blame
Ren's first album was called Freckled Angels - the title song was about Joe. So the beginning of this tribute was the end of the Su!c!de video, the middle was new, and the end was an excerpt from the song Freckled Angels. Ren wrote Freckled Angels about Joe and I believe he performed it at Joe's service but don't quote me on that without confirmation.
Yes, Ren spoke of it in his interviews, he wrote Freckled Angels for Joe's service, which was held on Joe's birthday, as they never did find his body so there was no real funeral, no "waving to the hearse"... That is why he released Sulc*de on Joe's birthday. Joe's face is on the cover of the Freckled Angels album
it was one of his first songs he wrote for joe like 12 years ago. He apparently had a lot of freckles so he named it freckled angels. another wonderful emotional song from ren
Your voice is incredible. I suffer anxiety, in many ways, but also specifically around being able to sleep. Allowing unconsciousness terrifies me. (I was in a coma. PTSD). My husband often helps me when I'm struggling particularly hard. He lies there talking to me about something that won't keep me awake, like describing a technical aspect of his job that I won't even understand. His voice in the background serves as a reminder that my safe person is watching over me. Your voice has many of the same qualities: gentleness, intelligence, and strength. If you were to make recordings of yourself reading, you would absolutely go on my "going to sleep" playlist. Your reactions are too interesting to fall asleep to. 😊
Double Dutch is a slang term for gibberish/something incomprehensible. So it’s from one extreme to the other - the order of fibonacci sequence to the disorder of Double Dutch.
The end of 'Suicide' becomes the beginning of memories, of gathering one self and eventually growing, moving forward. I've never heard anyone create a medley from their own work - remarkable. Performing it in a new way, with a newly written bridge and referring to Freckled Angels while adding to and changing it... once again, Ren breaks the unwritten rules and does something profoundly beautiful. I love the integrity of his work -
I love your voice 😊 i could listen all day...in between Rens music of course! Lol. Seriously though, great reaction. It is truly beautiful. His talent is seemingly endless. Thankyou for your insight. Sending love from the U.K. 💕
Loved your reaction, thank you so much. There is an interesting post on Ren's channel under community ... Scroll down 3 months to a picture of Ren and Joe ... The caption starts off with ... Today, the 1st of June is my friend Joe’s birthday. Expand the ... read more ... Ren tells his story of Joe ... Bless you Ren!
Sui$!de was complete and about to drop when he did an interview with Knox Hill, who asked if he’d ever written a song specifically about Joe and that night. He sat down and that first] verse just poured out of him, and he added it at the last minute. Then that second verse came to him. The final bit is from his song “Freckled Angels” off his first album, and refers to Joe, who was apparently covered in freckles! When he went back to the UK to shoot MG3, he travelled back to Wales to play this for Joe’s parents before he released it. So it’s a bit of a mashup of bits of different songs, but obviously the one he was always going to end up writing.
Just FYI - In the UK, the phrase Double Dutch means something incomprehensible or nonsensical. I believe it comes from the Anglo-Dutch wars and is something about the way ropes were coiled on ships.
First part was an after thought added to suicide ending, after his interview with Knox hill, then middle part is from his song dominoes, and ended with his song freckled Angel from same album name. And someone pointed out here in the uk double Dutch means gibberish.
you are still the goat at reacting. i love your insight and the way you see the world. loved this song since although we see his pain, it ends with hope.
Joe is the freckeld angel, he was covered in freckles. Freckled Angels was the song he wrote and performed at Joe's memorial. It's also the name of one of his early albums.
Freckled Angel is a song on his Freckled Angel CD. Written and performed Live at Joe's "funeral". From 13yrs ago. Its available to react to I believe. Give the entire CD a listen. It was shortly after that Ren's illness hit him hard and as we know went misdiagnosed for about 7yrs. In that time it ravaged him physically and the drugs doctors gave him, thinking it was all in his imagination led to him mentally going off the deep end. Long harsh story that is still not over. He is currently in Calgary, Canada. Undergoing treatments 5 days a week in hospital there. What they thought would take a handful of months has grown to many more, as they find more physical damage caused by the Lyme Disease bactria that made him its home for well over 10yrs now.
It’s worth taking a listen to Freckled Angels. There’s a studio version and a live version he performed months after Joe died. It’s heartbreaking. They were so young. It makes this new song even more emotional with a hopeful new verse in the middle and the old chorus at the end. It’s the whole grieving process in one song. I hope he’s found peace.
It’s like a 3 act story of his dealing with losing Joe. It’s the whole story of failing to save Joe, having Joe’s solution in mind during the worst if his health struggles, and feeling strong again himself. In the uK double Dutch also means nonsense. I’m not sure if it is the bane for 2 rope jumping rope here. Might be. I like how the outro from suicide!de is more sing-song than rap in this version.
It seems to me that Freckled angle is refering to Joe but also to those we peole know who are wholesome, kind, true but also have inatlly human inperfections that make them all the more relatable and loveable. Like the antics of a small child.
You are a legend mr boyd an Ren has helped me tons with his music i battled with ineer demons an at 53 i fill like im stupid at my age to have them but life was a rough road but I have five kids and eight grandkids that I refuse to leave wondering why
If you watch the Knox interview Ren intellectually and logically knows there wasn’t anything he could have done that night but emotionally is another thing… the empty cup. But notice there is a bottle of light (lights) to fill the empty cup. The previous produced video was dark and filled with pain and frustration. This starts with that pain but continues with what Joe and all his actions has taught and given Ren. That bottle of light to fill the empty cup. Not only a crafted masterpiece but preformed extremely well with the help from Sam.
Sadly yes, Ren has literally arrived about 5 minutes after to the location Joe had presumably jumped (the bridge from the live performance How to be me ft Chinchilla) so yeah the lyrics picture the events as there were lived by Ren and not just imagined and not in a metaphorically meaning.
freckeled angels, im assuming, refers to those of us who are different but yet shine just as much as anyone, and provide everyone around them with the amazingness of life that you would expect from an angel but from someone who wouldnt be considered that, my guess at least, regardless, this man is brilliant and fucking amazing
REN’s lives always exceed expectations. He’s not like anything I’ve seen before. I was so tired of what counts as music in the states. His energy is so needed.
Recoding an album doesn't make you an artist. Ren is not just an artist. He's an artist of the highest order. If his creations were on canvas, most of us couldn't afford them.
I HATE the pain he has gone through losing Joe, you can tell a true artist/lyricist when they allow their emotion to be part of the song and I don’t think I have heard anyone who is more talented all around as Ren. I had no idea talent like this even existed!
If I were to guess why Suic*de and For Joe are separate tracks, I think the former song was initially written in response to the CNN piece attacking Hi Ren - I think it was an act of artistic self-expression and defiance. It made sense that he added the outro in honor of Joe, but he probably didn’t want that tribute to only be associated with the Suic*de piece, and he also probably didn’t want it buried by UA-cam because the the song title. Bringing that piece of music into a new composition and tying it together with Freckled Angels (the tribute he wrote soon after Joe’s death) made perfect sense. The new section in the middle crediting Joe for his strength made the whole thing more life-affirming and probably more a comfort to Joe’s friends and family. I hope that, after his visit back to Wales, the donations to the rescue volunteers and Joe’s family, and the writing of this song, he is better able to move forward with kindness towards himself.
I believe he had Joe on the phone and was running to save him. His friend had called and said Joe was on the bridge. Ren ran as fast as he could but Joe jumped 5 min before he got there. He said the phone went dead. 😭😭😭
Ren's best friend, Joe Hughes, committed suicide on the 27th of December, 2010 by jumping off the Menai Bridge, a large suspension bridge connecting the mainland to the Isle of Anglesey where Ren and Joe lived. Ren alluded to it in one of his songs, stating that he lost his best friend before he was 25. The pain of this loss is evident in a few of his songs. "How to Be Me," "Freckled Angels," "Su!cIde," and this latest release, are specifically dedicated to Joe. Ren recently posted some background on his relationship with Joe and the tragic suicide. Ren explained that he got a call from his friend Ella around 3 am saying that Joe was on the Menai Bridge, He’d been on the phone with her in tears saying goodbye. He told her to tell everyone he loved them. Ren went out on foot attempting to get to Joe while trying to reach him on the phone. Just minutes before Ren got to the bridge, his friend's cell phone went out of service. The Coast Guard started a search to no avail. Ren, friends, and volunteers unsuccessfully searched the shoreline for ten days; Joe’s body was never recovered.
Surprising how many people only associate Double Dutch with the Skipping Rope game... I immediately thought of it being the nonsense language that you can't understand.
When mentioning Fibonacci sequence and double dutch, looking at double dutch from a British writers viewpoint. Double Dutch: chiefly British, informal : language that cannot be understood. It was all double Dutch [=nonsense, gibberish] to me.
Ren’s song "Su!cIde" gutted me, and I was not able to watch or listen to it again until now. I have not even been able to watch a single reaction to it. It was a sad, haunting, gut-wrenching tribute. My best friend took his life 38 years ago. However, after listening to "To Joe" several times, I came to the realization that as sad and emotional as this song is, it has had a healing effect on me and has given me a sense of closure. Even the lyrics that "gutted" me in "Su!cIde" impacted me differently this time around. Anthony Ray (@AnthonyRay) said after reacting to this performance (I am paraphrasing) that he felt that after all these years, Ren seems to have found a measure of acceptance regarding the loss of his best friend. Anthony's comment suddenly made me aware of the song's impact on me, and I am actually able to watch or listen to "Su!cIde" again. Although I will probably not watch any reactions to it, as I consider this song to be much too personal, and watching someone else's grief would only compound my pain. Thomas Goldschmidt (@thomasgoldschmidt298) remarked, "For Joe" is a continuation of "Su!cIde," displaying the five stages of grief, adding acceptance to the end of his last song…..This song and the sobbing hug he received from Joe's mom after showing the video bring closure to all involved! I think ending "To Joe" with lines from "Freckles Angels" left me with a more optimistic outlook. It is as if Ren is trying to tell us that even though some of our loved ones are physically gone from our life, their memory continues to live in and through us. I think that is why I got a sense of closure and peace.
If you watch the Knox interview Ren intellectually and logically knows there wasn’t anything he could have done that night but emotionally is another thing… the empty cup. But notice there is a bottle of light (lights) to fill the empty cup. The previous produced video was dark and filled with pain and frustration. This starts with that pain but continues with what Joe and all his actions has taught and given Ren. That bottle of light to fill the empty cup. Not only a crafted masterpiece but preformed extremely well with the help from Sam.
Joe was covered in freckles. Hence he's a Freckled Angel. And the night he jumped Ren got a call from another friend who had Joe on the phone telling her he was on a certain bridge intending to jump. Ren said the bridge was a 10 minute walk from his home, and he ran it in 5. But he was too late and continues to blame himself for not being there. He's carried unwarranted guilt half his life. I'm glad he's finally able to talk about his pain and loss of a friend that was more like a dearly loved brother. That pain combined with his physical illness has tortured him all these years. But I understand the treatment he's receiving in Canada seems to be working, albeit a slow and likely long process. The outro that begins this version was not in the original and completed version of Su!c!de. But supposedly after an interview with Knox Hill, Knox suggested he should incorporate it into the song. And the result was brilliant, gut wrenching and most certainly cathartic. I am also incredibly thankful to Ren for the decision to release a song he believed would be banned on day one. Instead he touched so many (myself included) who have been in that horrific mindset, and acted on it. Some of us were lucky and failed. But for those who weren't, they are daily reminders and with us always in our hearts. I never knew Ren's Joe, but many of us have at least one Joe, in ours hearts and minds and soul. And there they will remain, until we meet again. 💜
Beautiful 👼❤️
I saw the interview with Knox, and Ren Talking about it in another interview if I recall correctly. Knox didn't suggest anything, they got to talk about Joe and Ren was inspired to go back and write that part, the song was done ready to go out, production on it was finished. And he went back and added that.
@@BrunoBarata78 Yes that's true. And it may be exaggerated, but several people remembered Knox casually saying he should have put that part in the song. I know the song was already recorded and "finished." But Ren did go back and add it after their conversation. I've heard several content creators say they "heard" the story but I suppose it actually could have been discussed off mic. I'm not certain why Ren added it but the timing is interesting.
@@violetfemme411 Haven't seen the direct quote but I believe Ren has said it was inspired by Knox.
Just a clarification on the blaming himself (I think it was from the Knox interview) he intellectually knows there was no way he would have gotten there in time based on when Joe's phone went offline after Rens friend called him saying Joe was about to jump but emotionally he still feels blame
Ren's first album was called Freckled Angels - the title song was about Joe. So the beginning of this tribute was the end of the Su!c!de video, the middle was new, and the end was an excerpt from the song Freckled Angels. Ren wrote Freckled Angels about Joe and I believe he performed it at Joe's service but don't quote me on that without confirmation.
Yes, Ren spoke of it in his interviews, he wrote Freckled Angels for Joe's service, which was held on Joe's birthday, as they never did find his body so there was no real funeral, no "waving to the hearse"... That is why he released Sulc*de on Joe's birthday. Joe's face is on the cover of the Freckled Angels album
The middle(the Bridge) was new but it referenced another one of his songs Dominoes
Ren deserves all the awards. Every single one of them. I've never seen an artist like him in my lifetime, nowhere even close.
it was one of his first songs he wrote for joe like 12 years ago. He apparently had a lot of freckles so he named it freckled angels. another wonderful emotional song from ren
One of Rens albums and songs is called Freckled Angels which he named after Joe as he was red headed with freckles 🖤
When I was little my grandma called freckles, "angels kisses" and she sadly passed when I was 5 but I never will forget her saying that. ❤😢
Your voice is incredible.
I suffer anxiety, in many ways, but also specifically around being able to sleep. Allowing unconsciousness terrifies me. (I was in a coma. PTSD).
My husband often helps me when I'm struggling particularly hard. He lies there talking to me about something that won't keep me awake, like describing a technical aspect of his job that I won't even understand.
His voice in the background serves as a reminder that my safe person is watching over me.
Your voice has many of the same qualities: gentleness, intelligence, and strength. If you were to make recordings of yourself reading, you would absolutely go on my "going to sleep" playlist. Your reactions are too interesting to fall asleep to. 😊
Double Dutch is a slang term for gibberish/something incomprehensible. So it’s from one extreme to the other - the order of fibonacci sequence to the disorder of Double Dutch.
In the UK Double Dutch means something like gibberish,pretty cool it can still make sense from another meaning of the word tho :)
Joe had lots of freckles. 'Freckled Angels' is a song about Joe.
"but for now im here on earth"
*Pause*
"Stay here"
*Unpause*
That really meant a lot. Even as a first time listener
Well, Ren did not get to save Joe, but Joe sure did save him...
Thanks for the reaction, loved it!
The end of 'Suicide' becomes the beginning of memories, of gathering one self and eventually growing, moving forward.
I've never heard anyone create a medley from their own work - remarkable. Performing it in a new way, with a newly written bridge and referring to Freckled Angels while adding to and changing it... once again, Ren breaks the unwritten rules and does something profoundly beautiful. I love the integrity of his work -
A medley of his own work, that charts his growth.
Thats a great way of describing this piece. Thanks for that.
I love your voice 😊 i could listen all day...in between Rens music of course! Lol.
Seriously though, great reaction. It is truly beautiful. His talent is seemingly endless.
Thankyou for your insight.
Sending love from the U.K. 💕
It was the first song he wrote for his friend. He sung at the service. Because Joe had freckles
Loved your reaction, thank you so much.
There is an interesting post on Ren's channel under community ...
Scroll down 3 months to a picture of Ren and Joe ...
The caption starts off with ... Today, the 1st of June is my friend Joe’s birthday.
Expand the ... read more ... Ren tells his story of Joe ... Bless you Ren!
This Is Beautiful.
Thank you for your words and thoughts on this beautiful song
Sui$!de was complete and about to drop when he did an interview with Knox Hill, who asked if he’d ever written a song specifically about Joe and that night. He sat down and that first] verse just poured out of him, and he added it at the last minute. Then that second verse came to him. The final bit is from his song “Freckled Angels” off his first album, and refers to Joe, who was apparently covered in freckles! When he went back to the UK to shoot MG3, he travelled back to Wales to play this for Joe’s parents before he released it. So it’s a bit of a mashup of bits of different songs, but obviously the one he was always going to end up writing.
Ren has this amazing way of pulling us all back down to earth and facing reality ❤️
Love your breakdowns, Boyd. You're the man!!
Awesome performance and great reaction!!!
Just FYI - In the UK, the phrase Double Dutch means something incomprehensible or nonsensical. I believe it comes from the Anglo-Dutch wars and is something about the way ropes were coiled on ships.
First part was an after thought added to suicide ending, after his interview with Knox hill, then middle part is from his song dominoes, and ended with his song freckled Angel from same album name.
And someone pointed out here in the uk double Dutch means gibberish.
This is a combination of new an old verses from songs dedicated to Joe it's like going through the stages of grieving in 1 man's songs.
So much talent
you are still the goat at reacting. i love your insight and the way you see the world. loved this song since although we see his pain, it ends with hope.
Joe is the freckeld angel, he was covered in freckles. Freckled Angels was the song he wrote and performed at Joe's memorial. It's also the name of one of his early albums.
Freckled Angel is a song on his Freckled Angel CD. Written and performed Live at Joe's "funeral". From 13yrs ago. Its available to react to I believe. Give the entire CD a listen. It was shortly after that Ren's illness hit him hard and as we know went misdiagnosed for about 7yrs. In that time it ravaged him physically and the drugs doctors gave him, thinking it was all in his imagination led to him mentally going off the deep end. Long harsh story that is still not over. He is currently in Calgary, Canada. Undergoing treatments 5 days a week in hospital there. What they thought would take a handful of months has grown to many more, as they find more physical damage caused by the Lyme Disease bactria that made him its home for well over 10yrs now.
It’s worth taking a listen to Freckled Angels. There’s a studio version and a live version he performed months after Joe died. It’s heartbreaking. They were so young. It makes this new song even more emotional with a hopeful new verse in the middle and the old chorus at the end. It’s the whole grieving process in one song. I hope he’s found peace.
Beautiful.
Oh Hi!
From Calgary, Alberta, Canada!
Such a beautiful song.
Amazing Backdrop of Calgary, just stunning, almost like it's from a movie.
Double dutch is british slang for gobbledygook, nonsense or something you can't understand. We dont think of the skip rope thing.
I have enjoyed your insights...thank you.
Wikipedia 2223 A.D.: "REN - Musician & philosopher & ... just genius of 21-st century!" Thanks for reaction!
Having the Sad-Dome (SaddleDome) in the background suits the tone.
He was running to get to the bridge but when he got there Joe had already jumped. Play the live version of freckled angels. It’s awesome
The tranquility line... gold
He literally ran to the bridge Joe jumped and was 5 minutes late. Agree that would stay with you and shape you
🕯Joe🕯
Beautiful. Love how he married suicide and freckled angels.
The piano playing was this swelling of emotion.
Oh Ren……….
It’s like a 3 act story of his dealing with losing Joe. It’s the whole story of failing to save Joe, having Joe’s solution in mind during the worst if his health struggles, and feeling strong again himself.
In the uK double Dutch also means nonsense. I’m not sure if it is the bane for 2 rope jumping rope here. Might be.
I like how the outro from suicide!de is more sing-song than rap in this version.
It seems to me that Freckled angle is refering to Joe but also to those we peole know who are wholesome, kind, true but also have inatlly human inperfections that make them all the more relatable and loveable. Like the antics of a small child.
You are a legend mr boyd an Ren has helped me tons with his music i battled with ineer demons an at 53 i fill like im stupid at my age to have them but life was a rough road but I have five kids and eight grandkids that I refuse to leave wondering why
Have you listened to freckled angel the song that was the last bit of the song he sung it at Joe's funeral and he wrote it 12 years ago
Such a heartbreaking but beautiful tribute to Joe! 🖤
Ren did try to save Joe. He was trying to phone him as he ran to the spot where Joe leapt but just moments too late.
If you watch the Knox interview Ren intellectually and logically knows there wasn’t anything he could have done that night but emotionally is another thing… the empty cup.
But notice there is a bottle of light (lights) to fill the empty cup.
The previous produced video was dark and filled with pain and frustration. This starts with that pain but continues with what Joe and all his actions has taught and given Ren. That bottle of light to fill the empty cup. Not only a crafted masterpiece but preformed extremely well with the help from Sam.
Sadly yes, Ren has literally arrived about 5 minutes after to the location Joe had presumably jumped (the bridge from the live performance How to be me ft Chinchilla) so yeah the lyrics picture the events as there were lived by Ren and not just imagined and not in a metaphorically meaning.
freckeled angels, im assuming, refers to those of us who are different but yet shine just as much as anyone, and provide everyone around them with the amazingness of life that you would expect from an angel but from someone who wouldnt be considered that, my guess at least, regardless, this man is brilliant and fucking amazing
REN’s lives always exceed expectations. He’s not like anything I’ve seen before. I was so tired of what counts as music in the states. His energy is so needed.
Joe was full of freckles that's where that came from.
If you haven't done "love music 1,2 and 3 or humble or ocean or life is funny" then I'd suggest those haha
Recoding an album doesn't make you an artist. Ren is not just an artist. He's an artist of the highest order. If his creations were on canvas, most of us couldn't afford them.
I HATE the pain he has gone through losing Joe, you can tell a true artist/lyricist when they allow their emotion to be part of the song and I don’t think I have heard anyone who is more talented all around as Ren. I had no idea talent like this even existed!
If I were to guess why Suic*de and For Joe are separate tracks, I think the former song was initially written in response to the CNN piece attacking Hi Ren - I think it was an act of artistic self-expression and defiance. It made sense that he added the outro in honor of Joe, but he probably didn’t want that tribute to only be associated with the Suic*de piece, and he also probably didn’t want it buried by UA-cam because the the song title. Bringing that piece of music into a new composition and tying it together with Freckled Angels (the tribute he wrote soon after Joe’s death) made perfect sense. The new section in the middle crediting Joe for his strength made the whole thing more life-affirming and probably more a comfort to Joe’s friends and family.
I hope that, after his visit back to Wales, the donations to the rescue volunteers and Joe’s family, and the writing of this song, he is better able to move forward with kindness towards himself.
I believe he had Joe on the phone and was running to save him. His friend had called and said Joe was on the bridge. Ren ran as fast as he could but Joe jumped 5 min before he got there. He said the phone went dead. 😭😭😭
Joe was covered from head to toes with freckles
love ren, very sad but beautiful . Play the hunger by ren next please mrlboyd.
Holy moly that was powerful
fucking hell, this was hard to sit through. so emotional.
Reb is honestly the best thing going, chills..
Ren's best friend, Joe Hughes, committed suicide on the 27th of December, 2010 by jumping off the Menai Bridge, a large suspension bridge connecting the mainland to the Isle of Anglesey where Ren and Joe lived. Ren alluded to it in one of his songs, stating that he lost his best friend before he was 25. The pain of this loss is evident in a few of his songs. "How to Be Me," "Freckled Angels," "Su!cIde," and this latest release, are specifically dedicated to Joe.
Ren recently posted some background on his relationship with Joe and the tragic suicide. Ren explained that he got a call from his friend Ella around 3 am saying that Joe was on the Menai Bridge, He’d been on the phone with her in tears saying goodbye. He told her to tell everyone he loved them. Ren went out on foot attempting to get to Joe while trying to reach him on the phone. Just minutes before Ren got to the bridge, his friend's cell phone went out of service. The Coast Guard started a search to no avail. Ren, friends, and volunteers unsuccessfully searched the shoreline for ten days; Joe’s body was never recovered.
Double Dutch in the UK means gibberish
I'd recognize the Calgary skyline anywhere
Surprising how many people only associate Double Dutch with the Skipping Rope game... I immediately thought of it being the nonsense language that you can't understand.
Freckled angels are - Angels that are imperfect.. Humans in an Angel form
He was 1 minute late getting to the bridge😢
These are all songs that Joe helped inspire. The ending of Suic*de, the intro to Violet’s Tale, Dominoes & Freckled Angels.
Bro your jumping into hole you will never get out of. Enjoy the ride!
He's not talking about a kids game when he uses the term double dutch, he's saying that it's unintelligible, impossible to understand, etc.
Double Dutch has another Brit meaning! Look up where that came from.
❤❤
Jesus fing christ....
This was the first time I heard the song and I'm broken.
I need a nap.
Apparently double dutch is another way to say something in nonsense as well.
Well Joe had freckles.
Please do Ren's song - Losing It. It is rap and a completely diff vibe to this song. I love watching people react to that song. Always more Ren dude
Good news, He did that one already!
@@rkoutz he has indeed already done it, ta dude
When mentioning Fibonacci sequence and double dutch, looking at double dutch from a British writers viewpoint. Double Dutch: chiefly British, informal : language that cannot be understood. It was all double Dutch [=nonsense, gibberish] to me.
Stay here..
you're cool man. i like you. stay as you are, please
Ren’s song "Su!cIde" gutted me, and I was not able to watch or listen to it again until now. I have not even been able to watch a single reaction to it. It was a sad, haunting, gut-wrenching tribute. My best friend took his life 38 years ago. However, after listening to "To Joe" several times, I came to the realization that as sad and emotional as this song is, it has had a healing effect on me and has given me a sense of closure. Even the lyrics that "gutted" me in "Su!cIde" impacted me differently this time around.
Anthony Ray (@AnthonyRay) said after reacting to this performance (I am paraphrasing) that he felt that after all these years, Ren seems to have found a measure of acceptance regarding the loss of his best friend. Anthony's comment suddenly made me aware of the song's impact on me, and I am actually able to watch or listen to "Su!cIde" again. Although I will probably not watch any reactions to it, as I consider this song to be much too personal, and watching someone else's grief would only compound my pain.
Thomas Goldschmidt (@thomasgoldschmidt298) remarked, "For Joe" is a continuation of "Su!cIde," displaying the five stages of grief, adding acceptance to the end of his last song…..This song and the sobbing hug he received from Joe's mom after showing the video bring closure to all involved!
I think ending "To Joe" with lines from "Freckles Angels" left me with a more optimistic outlook. It is as if Ren is trying to tell us that even though some of our loved ones are physically gone from our life, their memory continues to live in and through us. I think that is why I got a sense of closure and peace.
He has also said that he's had a lot of therapy over this and realuzes he is not to blame. Bu those pesky feelings.. .
Think you should get ten to do an interview 🫡
"Double Dutch" is used in the UK instead of saying "nonsense" or "gibberish". Essentially something that cannot be understood.
I think its because his friend has freckles
Double Dutch is an Unintelligible language... VERY Difficult to learn, use!
souble dutch to us uk folk means words that dont make sense mate not the skipping rope game , just mumbling words that have no meaning
You stop the song too much
Talk after
If you watch the Knox interview Ren intellectually and logically knows there wasn’t anything he could have done that night but emotionally is another thing… the empty cup.
But notice there is a bottle of light (lights) to fill the empty cup.
The previous produced video was dark and filled with pain and frustration. This starts with that pain but continues with what Joe and all his actions has taught and given Ren. That bottle of light to fill the empty cup. Not only a crafted masterpiece but preformed extremely well with the help from Sam.