Moving (Vlog.20)

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  • Опубліковано 16 вер 2017
  • a song to commemorate my move, "grow" : • Grow - Conan Gray (Off...
    a sporatic collection of my experience moving from texas to california.
    i miss my home. i miss the way the mornings are dead silent. how if i ever felt overwhelmed i could drive 10 minutes and be in the middle of an endless field. i miss my friends. but, this feels so right. i've never been so certain of something in my life. i belong in california, but my heart will always hold texas so dearly.
    thank you for watching, i've missed y'all so much
    hope you are well,
    -conan
    M U S I C U S E D:
    bloom - with u' (soundcloud)
    i held you so close i forgot the world - sweetbn_ (soundcloud)
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    Places to find me!
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 2,6 тис.

  • @ryanfire4176
    @ryanfire4176 6 років тому +2873

    Why am I emotional, I don't live there.

    • @esmee7167
      @esmee7167 6 років тому +2

      Lana Moore for reaalll

    • @jessw.6250
      @jessw.6250 6 років тому +1

      Lana Moore same!!!

    • @vicm8750
      @vicm8750 6 років тому +1

      bro me too

    • @cl03cl
      @cl03cl 6 років тому

      same

    • @athanasia222
      @athanasia222 6 років тому

      Lana Moore 900th like 😏

  • @ishakumar02
    @ishakumar02 6 років тому +1297

    *conan takes one thing off this wall*
    Me; cRiEs iNtERnaLLy

  • @nataliaaguirre4488
    @nataliaaguirre4488 4 роки тому +955

    I am from 2020, just came here to tell you you’re gonna be huge, but still humble and adorable.

    • @lynnly2406
      @lynnly2406 4 роки тому +21

      Lucario Nat im so proud of him

    • @rhianna5547
      @rhianna5547 3 роки тому +32

      Six months later and look at where he is at now he’s very successful now 🥺

    • @venarianti86
      @venarianti86 3 роки тому +5

      and now he is ❤

    • @heidimcglynn2237
      @heidimcglynn2237 3 роки тому +3

      @@venarianti86 ikr🥺🥺

    • @lilyisonyt
      @lilyisonyt 3 роки тому +14

      @@rhianna5547 2 months later and he has his first collaboration with lauv

  • @DevinSumer
    @DevinSumer 6 років тому +2226

    your videos are pure art i am shook

    • @rameneater5620
      @rameneater5620 6 років тому

      shooketh

    • @jessw.6250
      @jessw.6250 6 років тому

      Devin Sumer ikr

    • @dale17
      @dale17 6 років тому +4

      I see you everywhere and in low-key thought your icon is Katy Perry

  • @Aldrich-qg2sb
    @Aldrich-qg2sb 6 років тому +816

    Moving is a lot easier than moving on.

  • @annabellegao
    @annabellegao 6 років тому +496

    I love you and I am sooo happy
    I've been so busy I finally got to watch this and I'm in the lab sTIRRING a POT OF CLOTH
    I love you

  • @muskaangrewal821
    @muskaangrewal821 5 років тому +114

    "i'm crying but i have moisturizer on and i don't want to rub my tears all over my face" conan gray sir, you are a constant mood

  • @DamonAndJo
    @DamonAndJo 6 років тому +87

    These colors. You were born for California.

  • @cinemoni
    @cinemoni 6 років тому +206

    your thumbnails are the best tbh

  • @BuketsBlog
    @BuketsBlog 6 років тому +933

    i'm moving out on saturday and this made me even more emotional I'M CRYING

    • @BuketsBlog
      @BuketsBlog 6 років тому +4

      You are the sweetest angel thank you!!

    • @aevi___
      @aevi___ 6 років тому +4

      i'm moving out on saturday too! wishing you good luck and i hope conan is helping you as much as he's helping me through this!

    • @BuketsBlog
      @BuketsBlog 6 років тому +4

      Omgg good luck to you too!!! Sending you loads of love 💕💕

    • @wilmon
      @wilmon 6 років тому +2

      me too aaah

    • @aliyaa3874
      @aliyaa3874 6 років тому +1

      I LOVE U

  • @tristank2833
    @tristank2833 6 років тому +336

    my dad works at UCLA, I am sometimes on campus, operation: meet Conan
    -but not in a creepy way, I won't look for you, but if I ever see you I will say hi.

    • @silh8686
      @silh8686 4 роки тому +3

      did you ever meet him?

    • @kahne5795
      @kahne5795 4 роки тому +2

      Did you ever meet him???

    • @blank6430
      @blank6430 4 роки тому +3

      DID U EVER MEET HIMM??

    • @tristank2833
      @tristank2833 4 роки тому +26

      peach.y milk I never once even saw the floof

    • @blank6430
      @blank6430 4 роки тому +7

      @@tristank2833 omg thats so sad

  • @mollybe23
    @mollybe23 6 років тому +89

    *the other side starts playing at the end*
    brb crying

  • @JallabeeCD
    @JallabeeCD 6 років тому +766

    you can really tell that cone has so much passion for what he does n that makes me happy 💛 his hard work and effort really pays off

    • @rejhjosephcaguiat7211
      @rejhjosephcaguiat7211 6 років тому

      Jallabee honestly so true

    • @idkhayam5234
      @idkhayam5234 6 років тому

      Jallabee I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS OMG

    • @__nicoleerin
      @__nicoleerin 6 років тому

      Jallabee WOW HI IVE SEEN YOUR VIDEOS AND YOURE COOL, and yes i completely agree

    • @johnnydy7885
      @johnnydy7885 6 років тому

      KSDJSJEJXJDNDBDDBD BITCH LUV U AND TOTALLY AGREE

  • @CloeCouture
    @CloeCouture 6 років тому +147

    love your editing style! so poetic

    • @hemisharidhi502
      @hemisharidhi502 3 роки тому +6

      Now she is smaller than him 🤣

    • @bobalover298
      @bobalover298 3 роки тому +3

      Omg cloe ???is that you ? Really love your videos

  • @kanellita
    @kanellita 6 років тому +262

    I'm crying ~in a cool way~

  • @blackwidowsb1tch
    @blackwidowsb1tch 4 роки тому +76

    i wanted to start crying when they said their goodbyes because it made me feel like i was doing it

  • @kaitovsworld
    @kaitovsworld 6 років тому +699

    does anyone else wish they were taking classes with conan at UCLA???

    • @aryoura
      @aryoura 6 років тому +1

      yes yes yes

    • @filmsbyjacob5082
      @filmsbyjacob5082 6 років тому +6

      OMG HI KAITO I WATCH YOUR VIDEOS LOL

    • @aryoura
      @aryoura 6 років тому +3

      Kaito Ran OMG I JUST REALIZED IT WAS KAITO AKXJSJSJF

    • @carolinemayer5418
      @carolinemayer5418 6 років тому +2

      HI KAITO!! You are adorable

    • @elris452
      @elris452 6 років тому +2

      Kaito Ran same i love your videos btw ;-)

  • @Leo-kf2wd
    @Leo-kf2wd 6 років тому +554

    what is this salty liquid coming out of my eyes

    • @naomiolutayo
      @naomiolutayo 6 років тому +14

      Ivy Gardens gravy

    • @withlovesamiira
      @withlovesamiira 6 років тому +2

      Ivy Gardens gravy

    • @Leo-kf2wd
      @Leo-kf2wd 6 років тому +1

      thanks you two, was really confused but now I don't have to feel weird about eating it!

    • @Sunnipoo
      @Sunnipoo 6 років тому +4

      Ivy Gardens soy sauce ?

    • @nicole371
      @nicole371 6 років тому +3

      soy sauce probably idk

  • @thatonegirljayna
    @thatonegirljayna 4 роки тому +170

    Who's here after kid krow being released, our baby is all grown up now😊😭

    • @heyitsmoi7371
      @heyitsmoi7371 3 роки тому +14

      It’s sad that he doesn’t make vlogs or anything like this anymore, and I feel guilty saying that because he’s living out his dream, but I miss him so much

    • @camhersly
      @camhersly 2 роки тому +2

      Same, I miss the ash and cone cooking show :(

    • @thatonegirljayna
      @thatonegirljayna 2 роки тому

      @@camhersly me too😭

    • @acertifiedhuman448
      @acertifiedhuman448 5 місяців тому +1

      Now Found Heaven is coming out in 2 months😭😭

  • @theresarigsby962
    @theresarigsby962 4 роки тому +26

    When he showed the box that said Conan’s childhood I started crying so hard and then when he said bye to his friends that made me cry even more

  • @ptxvogue
    @ptxvogue 6 років тому +302

    My eyes are sweating!! NOOOOOOO

  • @soph3mai
    @soph3mai 6 років тому +92

    At the end of the video I think your coffee was trying to grow hair as awesomely fluffy as yours. Seriously though: you should be so so proud of yourself Conan. I've been a subscriber since relatively early days and to see you Grow, well, it's been a wonderful, colourful, snazzy journey. You have made so many people happy through your creativity. Thank you for being you. This nerdy British girl wants to have a cup of tea with you and thank you in person. Maybe one day, eh? If you like Adventure Time, then we'd get on like a house on fire lolol.

  • @girlfrommars7497
    @girlfrommars7497 Рік тому +9

    And here we are 5 years later with an EP, 2 albums and currently on a world tour, I couldn't feel more proud Conan, gosh I'm crying again

  • @hollykeiser7258
    @hollykeiser7258 4 роки тому +14

    i remember watching this 2 years ago and crying. 2 years later, i’m crying again

  • @bridget5224
    @bridget5224 6 років тому +108

    *waited until i took my makeup off to watch this because i knew there would be tears*
    1 minute in and i was right

  • @weskinz
    @weskinz 6 років тому +201

    *tightens hug* I SWEAR TO GOD CONAN STOP BEING ALL CUTE WITH YOUR FREINDS IM GOING TO CRy sTop

  • @nasircalighornia4527
    @nasircalighornia4527 6 років тому +86

    I went to John Incredible s Pizza (kinda like Dave and busters) and I heard Grow come out the speakers and I was SHOOK

  • @josefasoto9841
    @josefasoto9841 4 роки тому +28

    When I come back at this videos, I feel so BUT SO proud of Conan bc of the success he's having now, how hard was and how much effort he put in all of this. He literally build everything that now has and It's fucking amazing

  • @myyumyyu
    @myyumyyu 6 років тому +1232

    CONAN I DID NOT ASK FOR EMOTIONS!!!!

    • @jesslu1966
      @jesslu1966 6 років тому +3

      Phandom member #1 well, he always have that in his video ;()

    • @kengkongumapi7016
      @kengkongumapi7016 6 років тому +1

      Phandom member #1 I saw your comment at an insider video and i believe you said you were from malaysia and you ara happy that people are recognizing your country's delicacies

    • @myyumyyu
      @myyumyyu 6 років тому

      KengKong Umapi yup that's me!

    • @katiesaysrawer
      @katiesaysrawer 6 років тому +2

      If you clicked on a Cone video you're asking for emotions

    • @aidanzoldyk849
      @aidanzoldyk849 5 років тому

      *IFKR!*

  • @figs4531
    @figs4531 6 років тому +117

    I CAN NOT WAIT TO SEE A CONAN GRAY AESTHETIC TINY LIL APARTMENT TOUR.

  • @rrosewaterr
    @rrosewaterr 6 років тому +22

    i remember watching this last year as a senior in high school and tearing up over the fact that my best friends will leave for college and now today i had to say goodbye to my best friend of life and i've been crying everyday leading up to this moment. i really had no idea how hard and emotional it was going to be. i came back to this video bc it comforts me seeing others going through the same thing and still be okay. i already feel lonely and miss them :'(

  • @strawberryjpeg6000
    @strawberryjpeg6000 6 років тому +382

    This made me so happy, yet so emotional and ready for growth because I'm going to university in England (College for ya people who dont know) soon lov u conan x
    You are forever inspiring me to grow.

    • @ablob3388
      @ablob3388 6 років тому +3

      Elisa Benaggoune we know what university means 😂

    • @strawberryjpeg6000
      @strawberryjpeg6000 6 років тому +4

      I just said it for those who didn't know hahaha

    • @anteye5199
      @anteye5199 6 років тому +3

      Someone could be for ex. from the other side of the w0rld and then he just won't understand. chill it's not a big deal

    • @sheek_side
      @sheek_side 3 роки тому

      @@anteye5199 yep. Some countries like mine use the word college more

  • @SofiaGonzalez-hb8jn
    @SofiaGonzalez-hb8jn 6 років тому +171

    WE HAVE THE SAME WATER BOTTLE WHY DOES THAT MAKE ME SO HAPPY

    • @lidamaria9858
      @lidamaria9858 6 років тому

      Sofia Gonzalez where did u get it!?

    • @SofiaGonzalez-hb8jn
      @SofiaGonzalez-hb8jn 6 років тому

      Lida Maria they're called s'well bottles they're so cute n pretty www.swellbottle.com/bottles

  • @ptxvogue
    @ptxvogue 6 років тому +211

    THIS VLOG WAS SO UNEXPECTED OMG🍂
    I'M SO HAPPY 🌙

    • @ptxvogue
      @ptxvogue 6 років тому +1

      Ily conan!!!!

  • @grosiejosie
    @grosiejosie 6 років тому +51

    CONAN YOU ARE HONESTLY MY BIGGEST INSPIRATION OKAY! YOUR SO HUMBLE AND CHARMING AND I JUST ADMIRE YOU! I LOVE YOU CONAN AND I WISH ONLY THE BEST FOR YOU!

  • @sywitz
    @sywitz 6 років тому +168

    Ahh this is so genuine and happy to watch!! I'm so excited for u, you're going to make great memories at UCLA

  • @JallabeeCD
    @JallabeeCD 6 років тому +396

    YES IM HAPPY

    • @yeseniahernandez7263
      @yeseniahernandez7263 6 років тому +3

      Jallabee Ayyyeee i watch your videos too!!

    • @ghost-cat420
      @ghost-cat420 6 років тому

      +i hate spiders but new things are great,,, as are spiders >:-0

    • @ghost-cat420
      @ghost-cat420 6 років тому

      +i hate spiders don't worry you'll get to see a whole new room and it's new decorations

    • @1800bunnyswirl
      @1800bunnyswirl 6 років тому

      i just subbed to you yesterday :D

    • @joyitadarling5815
      @joyitadarling5815 6 років тому

      I literally came to comment this, I'm so happy he has so much support too :)

  • @laurenfriesen7226
    @laurenfriesen7226 6 років тому +144

    I never usually comment on anything but I just want you to know that I've watched you grow up into such a strong independent man! I'm literally crying watching this video but they are happy tears because you have inspired me so much to live out my dreams! You are my favourite human being because of your authenticity and ability to love the life you live. You deserve it all Conan, xoxo
    All the luck to your new chapter in life, and thanks for bringing us along❤️

  • @15_dozen_roses
    @15_dozen_roses Рік тому +14

    When cone said bye to Ashley and his other friend I started sobbing

  • @arianaross5013
    @arianaross5013 4 роки тому +13

    I miss vlogs like these, now our sweet country boy is all famous 😔 God bless and goodbye.

  • @Maxzene
    @Maxzene 6 років тому +86

    aesthetically pleasing
    ahhh eyegasm

  • @livwalters5125
    @livwalters5125 6 років тому +352

    Cutest human oml😭

  • @auggiestar
    @auggiestar 4 місяці тому +6

    6 years later and this still feels like something out of a movie ❤

  • @littleally4801
    @littleally4801 6 років тому +22

    God I'm so emotional rn.. You are such an amazing and cute person! You deserve the world Conan! I wish you the best of luck~

  • @mimioang3890
    @mimioang3890 6 років тому +225

    I'm so excited for this vlog and the beginning is already making me want to cry!

  • @marissa2873
    @marissa2873 6 років тому +84

    Honestly... this is just as beautifully emotional as the goodbye scene in toy story when Andy drives away to college

    • @randa9113
      @randa9113 6 років тому +1

      Marissa28 omg you read my mind

  • @sarafigueroa1267
    @sarafigueroa1267 4 роки тому +121

    my brain: ''ok, you have cried enough for today''
    Me: * plays the video *
    Me in 0:46 : * already sobbing *

  • @rgilbride
    @rgilbride 6 років тому +14

    "im just so grateful and i cant express- and now im crying oh stop it" me too baby me too

  • @hamzaayad4198
    @hamzaayad4198 6 років тому +56

    "i have moisturizer on and i don't wanna run my tears all over my face" MOOD

    • @ryeofoatmeal
      @ryeofoatmeal 6 років тому

      Hamza Ayad thats me when I finally apply moisturiser on my face 😂 tryna avoid all those liquid lol

  • @faithfilamor
    @faithfilamor 6 років тому +50

    why am I tearing up? it's not even my room.

  • @quinlanteague1093
    @quinlanteague1093 2 роки тому +5

    watching this in 2022 two days after i got my move in date for college and sobbing.

  • @sleepingevie
    @sleepingevie 5 років тому +4

    i cried listening to him say goodbye to his friends omg

  • @ajo3971
    @ajo3971 6 років тому +115

    I mean im sobbing but it's chill

  • @lapetiteavocado7341
    @lapetiteavocado7341 6 років тому +90

    YEEES I CAN SLEEP IN PEACE NOW 💕 WE'RE PROUD OF YOU CONAN

  • @stardolphin783
    @stardolphin783 2 роки тому +5

    2022 and here to say this nostalgia ia a SUPERACHE 🌹

  • @nicolesnarrative8602
    @nicolesnarrative8602 6 років тому +7

    this video is so strange because this very feeling of bittersweetness will be my reality in about a year in a half when I leave for college as well. Watching you move across the country and grow as a person has been crazy for me because I feel like I am watching... myself (or at least what I want for myself).... through you. Hopefully I will be able to handle this transition as well as you because creating a new chapter in my life is such a big, scary step. Thank you for your inspiration, cone. Love from Texas 💕

  • @OisinMKenny
    @OisinMKenny 6 років тому +71

    Conan, you are doing amazing sweetie.

  • @anaaadrienne5745
    @anaaadrienne5745 6 років тому +75

    Dude when you started crying I teared up myself...

  • @EmmalinWilliams
    @EmmalinWilliams 6 років тому +6

    "I´m crying, but I don´t want to ruin my moisturizer" me in a sentence. Super proud of you Con!

  • @leti5218
    @leti5218 3 роки тому +8

    hey, this is me from 2020. cone, you're going to live your dream. you're gonna release an AMAZING album. you're gonna go on tour. you're gonna make it. you're gonna save my life. i love you conan. ❤️

  • @TheDamarisDuran
    @TheDamarisDuran 6 років тому +159

    This makes me really emotional

  • @chayeneantonio-ravenclaw9327
    @chayeneantonio-ravenclaw9327 6 років тому +30

    oml you're so cute and pure i can't!!! U have done so much at only 18 and you inspire me to be hopefully as successful as you at that age.

  • @ritat2954
    @ritat2954 4 роки тому +13

    coming back to this after all the success of your music is so crazy. loved watching you grow Conan :'))

  • @vanessaalvarez7121
    @vanessaalvarez7121 5 років тому +5

    Everytime I watch this video I get so emotional! You’re amazing conan, look how far you’ve come! You’re my idol, LOVE YAAAA💕

  • @aniyahrabuya6498
    @aniyahrabuya6498 6 років тому +51

    i've been waiting to be blessed with his videos.

  • @lilahbear16
    @lilahbear16 6 років тому +40

    Yay Conan is back. But I'm sad that he's leaving Texas 😔 we love you ❤️

  • @brisaissupahcool
    @brisaissupahcool 6 років тому +10

    i'm excited for you conan! starting a new life on your own and going to college. it must feel stupidly strange and scary.
    but, it feels amazing knowing just how free you are.

  • @marlene8697
    @marlene8697 2 роки тому +4

    It’s crazy knowing that this lil boi has a whole album and many singles out and now he’s big and has 4.1 million subscribers and idk how many million views on his music videos Wel done Conan I’m proud of you You worked so hard for this god bless you

  • @OisinMKenny
    @OisinMKenny 6 років тому +208

    13:48 ya boi got swol

  • @corarosier3654
    @corarosier3654 6 років тому +22

    I stopped my ASMR for this.
    That is how much I love Cone and more...
    *btw have a happy day/night to anyone reading this*

  • @mar00ned1ts
    @mar00ned1ts 4 роки тому +12

    I don't live there, and I'm not the one losing those friends as I go to college. Wtf am I teary

  • @AftonLin
    @AftonLin 6 років тому +2

    Conan, Seeing you so happy makes me super happy and warms my heart. I'm so freaking proud of you!!!

  • @rebeccac324
    @rebeccac324 6 років тому +147

    WHEN THE PICTURES CAME DOWN I DIED

  • @jelenajurina2234
    @jelenajurina2234 6 років тому +76

    The outro made me realize you've now officially made it to the other side! ♡
    Hope you have as much laughs as you possibly can in LA, and that UCLA is everything you hoped for and more!

  • @willaandrews7283
    @willaandrews7283 3 роки тому +3

    My friend reminds me of him so I feel incredibly lucky to have someone like him

  • @sarahbaker578
    @sarahbaker578 6 років тому

    this is sooo crazy to watch i've been watching you for about a year and it's insane to see your transition and moving out the way i did and moving into college and getting mainstream success with your music i'm so happy for you and i love this video !!!!

  • @gemsiey9264
    @gemsiey9264 6 років тому +74

    *ad betweens the dusk/dawn* well played Mr.Gray.

    • @ellieyoung8389
      @ellieyoung8389 6 років тому +1

      Gemsiey gotta hate zayn for copying Conan 🙄😂

    • @kokonut9672
      @kokonut9672 6 років тому

      Gemsiey I never got any.

  • @IsabellaHernandez-ry6dp
    @IsabellaHernandez-ry6dp 6 років тому +44

    Conan Gray, wow, you are just a role model, i can't explain how much i look up to you and how your life has been. You just never give up and keep living the life like your one step away from being on the edge and i just think that you following your dreams is amazing and your song Grow. It just has so much meaning into it and I am so proud of you and your song. I will always look up to you. Best wishes!

  • @cansukutay5108
    @cansukutay5108 6 років тому

    It's so good to see you grow in front of us while we are with you on this journey and watch you get so much success and happiness and it just inspires me so much to think that the 500k people that are subbed to your channel are also so lucky to have someone like you to follow and I'm sure everyone looks up to you just as much as I do. I love you so much. Thank you for being such a role model for me.

  • @chvp4605
    @chvp4605 6 років тому

    You touched my heart and made me happy as always!I was feeling sad,sombre,colorless and uninspired and there you went and uploaded this video and now I'm feeling so much better,thank you!!I'm genuinely so excited and happy for you and I literally feel like I'm experiencing your dreams coming true(which I am) and the process of a true talented human being with a huge future ahead of them moving on and evolving!!💕🙌🏻You can do this,I'm sure you can!And thank you for everything!!💗

  • @baymatthews9887
    @baymatthews9887 6 років тому +33

    I was crying during the goodbyes for the friends😭

  • @isma2557
    @isma2557 6 років тому +54

    he went crazy real quick at the end 😂

  • @Ashley-gf7nv
    @Ashley-gf7nv 6 років тому

    Conan I love you so much, I've been with you for awhile (ever since about 10,000 subscribers I think) and this video made me so emotional, I'm generally so happy for you and so proud with all you have accomplished. You deserve every ounce of this happiness 💞💞

  • @addisonstrait3404
    @addisonstrait3404 6 років тому

    Conan, you're so great and i love your videos, they lighten my mood and brighten my day and give me a more positive outlook on being a senior and the whole college thing. ILYSM, and am so proud of yooouuu.

  • @-scotty-6321
    @-scotty-6321 6 років тому +63

    I'm hyped to go to college. It's four years away, but when you think about it, those years will fly by. Conan's videos make me feel so happy and motivated to work hard to achieve my dreams. I know it sounds cheesy, but I wanted to say thank you, Conan. I wish you the best of luck!

    • @floatwiththesticks
      @floatwiththesticks 6 років тому

      coffee_and_fairylights I'm going to college next week ahhhhhhhhh!

    • @codyx6339
      @codyx6339 6 років тому

      coffee_and_fairylights sAmE

    • @-scotty-6321
      @-scotty-6321 6 років тому

      I hope you do amazingly and have a wonderful time, Jessie! You'll do great!!

  • @trashaf2416
    @trashaf2416 6 років тому +37

    The part where you said goodbye to your friends was the most heart warming/breaking thing ever, I wish someone will care about me that much that they tell me they love me because I have no friends and my family hates me, but you gave me a hope that one day I will have someone that will care and at least say I love you because at this point I'm certain that I'm unlovable um and it's really something I need to keep living and not do something stupid like ending my life when I'm only flipping 13, love you Conan follow your dreams and keep bringing great souls into your life you deserve it ❤️

    • @jadyn5727
      @jadyn5727 6 років тому

      trash af ahh that part almost made me cry. also i'm sure that you're not unlovable and i truly hope that you have a good life and find people who will support you

    • @trashaf2416
      @trashaf2416 6 років тому

      jadyn laila thank you so much you are such a sweetheart ❤️❤️❤️

    • @jadyn5727
      @jadyn5727 6 років тому

      trash af no problem love

    • @erin1502
      @erin1502 6 років тому +1

      biiitch im ur friend now lol

    • @floatwiththesticks
      @floatwiththesticks 6 років тому

      I don't know whether you believe in God or not but I really do feel like I need to say that He loves you so very much 💛 (sorry if this made me you feel uncomfortable... hope you have a lovely day)

  • @designnerd21
    @designnerd21 6 років тому

    this made me cry. i love you so much conan and i am so proud of you you give me so much inspiration and just are such an amazing person! thank you so much for staying true to you! I LOVE YOU! 💖

  • @dasharhaeelaiseng9739
    @dasharhaeelaiseng9739 6 років тому

    I am really crying right now and I just can't stop it. your vlogs are so amazing and moving. um this one's special to me because I know the feeling of leaving home, your family, friends and missing the smell of everything

  • @akunnao9096
    @akunnao9096 6 років тому +39

    So an emotional vlog made me cry twice.

  • @hellolala
    @hellolala 6 років тому +196

    I "might" be traveling on my own with my brother for the first time, cause there was some big misunderstanding with "another party" and now my parents are gonna travel before us, and my brother and I are gonna be home alone for a few days, maybe weeks. before traveling, hopefully not, and hopefully all this mess sorts itself out. cause all of this is giving me major anxiety. I mean at the same time, I'm like yea, independence?! and adulting! but like anxiety! ahhhh. idk. pray for me!

    • @Rayowag
      @Rayowag 6 років тому +2

      hellolala you got this! ❤

    • @worldpinkmusic
      @worldpinkmusic 6 років тому +2

      hellolala you can do it!

    • @yourtrinketbox
      @yourtrinketbox 6 років тому +3

      hellolala I wish you luck! You can do this 💛

    • @randa9113
      @randa9113 6 років тому +2

      hellolala don't worry!! EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE FINE hun 💓

    • @yangana4099
      @yangana4099 6 років тому +1

      We don't need to pray You got this

  • @catdisconnected
    @catdisconnected 6 років тому

    SO PURÉ YOU ARE SO PURE WOW!!!!! This is my favorite vlog so far... i felt like crying with you... you are so real and authentic and relatable... thank you !

  • @avacastro5637
    @avacastro5637 6 років тому +1

    this video made me the happiest ive been in such a long time.
    im so happy for you conan. living the dream. i couldnt stop smiling. you deserve this so much :)

  • @irismeadows5228
    @irismeadows5228 6 років тому +15

    awwwwww Conan babe I'm so proud of you, you deserve all the love the world can give you

  • @lara-qp4fm
    @lara-qp4fm 6 років тому +24

    YES IM HERE IM LIVING FOR THIS

  • @hcir0122
    @hcir0122 6 років тому

    I've been watching you for years now Conan. I am beyond happy for you and I only wish the best for you💕

  • @leok2952
    @leok2952 6 років тому

    I'm going to New Zealand from germany in a few months and actually I am freaking out. This video was so calming for me. It's good to get out of your comfort zone! Thank you Conan!!

  • @dyasiarenae
    @dyasiarenae 6 років тому +48

    MY HEART

  • @jellyfishv3000
    @jellyfishv3000 6 років тому +30

    you're just a precious bean;;; WE LOVE YOU TOO

  • @whalelover1231
    @whalelover1231 6 років тому

    Conan!!! Im so excited for you!!!
    I'm now in my second year of going to my dream college in my dream city with an absolutely incredible group of friends and the most blessed life i could've asked for and I still get that very surreal "is this even my life?" feeling!
    You're going to have the most incredible life in LA, I'm so excited to see it!!!

  • @ThatRandomCorndog
    @ThatRandomCorndog 3 роки тому +3

    I can’t stop watching Conan’s videos bc he is such an inspiration to everyone💖💖✨