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  • @SamElle
    @SamElle 3 роки тому +193

    its so bizarre to see the living room so OPEN like that!!! THAT HOUSE IS AMAZING, like truly a dream house

    • @LuckyUrbana
      @LuckyUrbana 3 роки тому +2

      Lol😂😂😂you using the word bizarre is sending meeee!

    • @SamElle
      @SamElle 3 роки тому +3

      @@LuckyUrbana I KEEP THINKING ABOUT THE TIKTOK SOUND LOL

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +10

      haha for real! it's truly a glass house but luckily no close neighbors around :)

    • @EnyaKellermann
      @EnyaKellermann 3 роки тому +3

      HAHAHA how bizarre?!?! 😂❤️

  • @cassidyshim7118
    @cassidyshim7118 3 роки тому +103

    Watching this literally just makes me feel at peace

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +1

      yay i'm glad- thanks for being here cassidy!

  • @AnetaBartova
    @AnetaBartova 3 роки тому +210

    Your videos are like a warm hug. Thank you for being so open, it really makes me feel like we are long lost best friends. I wish you only the best for the new year!

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +6

      aw shucks thank you so much aneta! I’m feeling the genuine warmth from this comment 😭♥️

  • @hannahramirez3591
    @hannahramirez3591 3 роки тому +65

    Amy, I just want you to know that your rawness and vulnerability is so appreciated. When you were crying, it just made me want to give you a big hug. I AM SENDING YOU SO MUCH LOVE AND HEALING. I was having a great morning, and watching your video made it that much better. Love you!!

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +2

      aw thank u hannah!! I’m so happy you could have an even BETTA morning cuz of this vid 😤💓🤣 sending u a hug ✨

  • @carbqueencass
    @carbqueencass 3 роки тому +151

    41 MINUTES AND 5 SECONDS OF AMY LEE?!
    ✨I’m here for it✨

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +3

      carb queen?! i too am a fellow carb kween LOL thnx for bein here

    • @carbqueencass
      @carbqueencass 3 роки тому

      @@amy_lee LOVE IT~💓

  • @aura8028
    @aura8028 3 роки тому +110

    it looks like the Cullens house heheh

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +13

      haha i dont remember but i did LOVE twilight xD

  • @BeingTiffany
    @BeingTiffany 3 роки тому +2

    wow..."we cant selectively numb our emotions. when you numb out the negative ones, you also numb out the positive ones" what a word! 🤯

  • @JuliethGG
    @JuliethGG 3 роки тому +39

    You make me laugh and cry and all those emotions, but i wanna thank you for that!! Its a good thing to feel the negative too

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +6

      YAY im so glad i could support you in any way julieth feel it heal it :]

  • @sylvette8277
    @sylvette8277 3 роки тому +35

    i haven't been feeling well and i asked the universe for a little burst of happiness and you posted this, everything really happens for all of us.

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +3

      thanks for being here zy na! i hope you're feeling better today!! keep on keeping on :]

  • @samanthabrooks8168
    @samanthabrooks8168 3 роки тому +113

    Honestly, immediately when I noticed she had out “we’re not really strangers “ game I was like oh no. ~ :/ it’s bound to dredge stuff up with family (speaking from my own experience my own family issues/ trauma/ learned behavior etc)

    • @Mikalya100
      @Mikalya100 3 роки тому +14

      Seriously I wanted to get that to do with my friends I couldn’t imagine doing it with my family so much stuff kept deep down

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +34

      totally- i guess we can use my experience as a warning sign for ya'll xD tread with caution haha

    • @gabriellas
      @gabriellas 3 роки тому +5

      lmao let's just play monopoly

    • @Mikalya100
      @Mikalya100 3 роки тому +4

      @@gabriellas lol girl even monopoly is stressful 🙄

  • @estrellasjournal
    @estrellasjournal 3 роки тому +56

    it’s so sweet that you did that for your parents!

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +8

      my brother did this year's but it IS really sweet, aint it lol :D

  • @kaymcdowell9860
    @kaymcdowell9860 3 роки тому +12

    Seeing you laugh with your family makes me feel so happy. The relationship you share is so beautiful and special

  • @ninjamuffinish
    @ninjamuffinish 3 роки тому +19

    Parents staycation is Goals 😍

  • @leesh2051
    @leesh2051 3 роки тому +2

    Amy, I look forward to your living alone diaries every time you upload. I live alone and work from home and rarely get to see friends because of the pandemic so I feel connected to you through your videos. I resonate deeply with having family issues and trauma and it's oddly refreshing to see that other people have these issues too. I know it isn't the "happy" side of UA-cam, but thank you for showing your struggles with your family and your emotional breakdowns because it shows your beautiful authentic self.

  • @boroyalty6281
    @boroyalty6281 3 роки тому +16

    The interior reminded of the house in the movie Parasite xD

  • @bloom_some1402
    @bloom_some1402 3 роки тому +8

    I appreciate your rawness so much! I admire how open you're. You're a true inspiration. How sweet of your manager to reach out to you, bless his heart 💜 hope you're doing good now

  • @fluxusjpg
    @fluxusjpg 3 роки тому +1

    Ur videos make me feel less alone in my healing journey. Thank you 😊

  • @awakebynight
    @awakebynight 3 роки тому

    Please don’t ever stop being you. You’re such a genuine soul and i really appreciate you showing the reality of your life. I enjoy your videos soooo muchhh 💓✨

  • @marinaussami9816
    @marinaussami9816 3 роки тому +3

    amy your videos help me so much with my self-esteem! When I see you, I think with myself "oh, she's so pretty" and then "oh, I loook a little like her!". Asian women need to admire asian women e need to admire themselfs!! Hugs from Brazil

  • @MsLadyLancelot
    @MsLadyLancelot 3 роки тому +1

    Amy..i just want to say i really appreciate that you are open about the conflicts and fights you have with your family. It makes me feel like I am not alone when I have fights with my parents. It makes me feel that my family is also just a normal family. Especially being first-generation immigrations in the US and having parents who grew up not only in a different time but also a whole world away. Many times we don't agree on views and values but I still love them. :) Thank you!

  • @JustJRR
    @JustJRR 3 роки тому +1

    Absolutely loved this video Amy. What you said about healing yourself having a ripple effect on your friends (& family) is so relatable. I've felt myself shift and the "role" I play in my family is so different than it once was. ✨

  • @esthere4255
    @esthere4255 3 роки тому +5

    Your father seems so sweet. The shots with your family had me smiling so big. 😍

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому

      He is! Kindest man who wants to help everyone ♥️

  • @channeylag3250
    @channeylag3250 3 роки тому +5

    The support and vibes I needed, but didn’t know where to get it, and then boom Amy delivers 💛

  • @rudig5698
    @rudig5698 3 роки тому +18

    I waited for such a video soo long! I’m so excited on what 2021 has to offer! 🥺❤️ Thank you Amy, for always making me smile, you’ve even inspired me for starting my own channel!🤗

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +1

      thanks for being here rudi- good luck on your channel! ill check it out :)

  • @JustKhristine
    @JustKhristine 3 роки тому +1

    Wow! I cannot tell you how much joy your vlogs brings me. Thank you for sharing and just simply being you.

  • @annipallaspuro
    @annipallaspuro 3 роки тому +1

    watching this was so comforting after spending weeks mostly alone, thank you again for sharing amy! all the best for the new year

  • @MunchyMoka
    @MunchyMoka 3 роки тому +4

    “Cry at the kindness of the world” :,) awww I love you Amy! I see you. I am you!

  • @lizdavis2764
    @lizdavis2764 3 роки тому

    i just want to share that i have been SO feeling the same going into this first month of 2021. it has more been a time of processing and realizing all the trauma i have suppressed from 2020 (you know, just trying to get through it) than a time of a fresh start, new beginnings, all the things culture expects from us for a new year. thanks for being real. so relatable. much love, amy.

  • @DaisyShaz
    @DaisyShaz 3 роки тому +2

    You and your family together is soo wholesome ❤️

  • @Frost-wb7sh
    @Frost-wb7sh 3 роки тому +5

    It is so Korean culture that a dad asks some erand that he is surely able to do himself, and one of kids(mostly a woman, not a man)does it instead for him, but as soon as daughter-in-law hears it, she quickly stands up and finally does it because she can't handle the pressure of duty as a daugher in law. She would felt like she had an obligation to do every single labor during family in law gathering.😭
    I am in same position with her as a korean, so it kind of makes me sad a bit. I didn't expect to see the scene in Amy's blog, but her family is also so Korean following old tradition, even in USA. 😅 Just thought.
    I am happy to see her vlog for a long time though. I hope it has been a great refresh for her.💙

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +1

      Haha yes and also no! Bc my dad wouldn’t mind if me or Elysia said no and to get it himself LOLOL ive done this before. 🤪
      also he would do that for us :) grab smth from far away.

    • @Frost-wb7sh
      @Frost-wb7sh 3 роки тому

      @@amy_lee Thanks for sharing Amy! And l apologize if I have been too prematurely judged. Lots of love from Korea🌌

  • @EnyaKellermann
    @EnyaKellermann 3 роки тому +1

    AMY YOU ARE SOOO WONDERFUL?! You’re such an inspiration and have such an amazing personality 😍 ❤️❤️

  • @ennabayudewa8660
    @ennabayudewa8660 3 роки тому +1

    very late comment but just wanted to touch on ur point about positive impact because u rly did make a positive impact on me! attended a couple of the healing circles u hosted last year and it made me think a lot about prioritising myself going into 2021 and now i can say im ready to continue my journey of self-reflection and healing

  • @spookitsukki
    @spookitsukki 3 роки тому +12

    love you girly! you are always inspiring me to heal and love myself unapologetically ❤️

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +2

      so happy I could inspire you in any way. keep on keeping on!

  • @samanthamejia4666
    @samanthamejia4666 3 роки тому

    so so glad to have you back!!! we missed you amy!! happy to see you happy!! thank you for sharing all your parts with us! Love you!

  • @teemalikxo
    @teemalikxo 3 роки тому

    I love how you show up authentically Amy! We need more of this in the world. 💗💗

  • @hollyh1148
    @hollyh1148 3 роки тому +2

    I needed something like this. Thank you for sharing your soul, Amy.

  • @laurad3863
    @laurad3863 3 роки тому +48

    "this is a parasite vibe" lol

    • @kvtiebug
      @kvtiebug 3 роки тому

      did someone actually say that? the blatant racism

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +3

      lol my family and I joked that “but we’re the family underground!” 😭🤣

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +3

      @@kvtiebug haha i said it! :]

    • @kvtiebug
      @kvtiebug 3 роки тому

      @@amy_lee omg i was about to be so pressed, still watching the video 👀

    • @kvtiebug
      @kvtiebug 3 роки тому

      @UCrJ3noopdTXyDB7FqusyCrw yes and that’s why i asked if someone actually said that...

  • @EmilyYait
    @EmilyYait 3 роки тому

    Love long vlogs! You and Sophia are making me excited every week!))) Amy, stay healthy and happy, always!)

  • @ddstyl3
    @ddstyl3 3 роки тому +3

    literally everything you eat looks absolutely amazing!

  • @zanaherbst4015
    @zanaherbst4015 3 роки тому

    Amy I know you since last year and I freaking love everything about you, your honest spirit helps me to be a better person. You helped me a lot with my problems and I always cry,laugh and enjoy the videos with you ! much Love from me ❤️❤️❤️

  • @nateherrera1971
    @nateherrera1971 3 роки тому +2

    Hi Amy! Do you mind sharing any podcasts you listen to and/or any workshops/classes you’re involved in? 2021 is gonna be my year of self growth and healing 🌱✨

  • @gloriatorres1055
    @gloriatorres1055 3 роки тому +3

    I feel the same way about the capacity thing, taking breaks from social media helps somehow. Wishing you the best and I am glad that you're taking care of yourself. 💕✨

  • @LSanos
    @LSanos 3 роки тому +1

    The queen is backk🥳🥳🥳

  • @jeanneleadelahoussaye8577
    @jeanneleadelahoussaye8577 3 роки тому +1

    i genuinely laughed so hard at your brother biting into the hot bread/spitting it out ahahahha, and then your mamma's walk, plus everything that comes out of papa Lee's month is simply hysterical! ahahahah thank you so much for allowing us to be apart of the Lee Family

  • @nelli-kaneli3913
    @nelli-kaneli3913 3 роки тому

    I love the vibes here! Want more of that into my life❤️❤️ Thank you for making these videos😘

  • @janeosun
    @janeosun 3 роки тому +1

    holy cow that malibu house has me drooling and dreaming

  • @agnerukaite5742
    @agnerukaite5742 3 роки тому

    yay finally, 41 best minutes of my life! love you Amy!!!

  • @anad1411
    @anad1411 3 роки тому

    A few minutes ago I cried a lot, but your video made me smile, thanks Amy so much! I will enjoy my moments like you!

  • @Shetravelstheworld
    @Shetravelstheworld 3 роки тому

    I loveeee this vlogs! 🥰 after soo much overthinking, you inspired me to lose my fears and start my own youtube channel. Sharing my travels and life in Korea as Colombian, so far I can't be more happy! 💕 thank u sooo much for your love and beautiful energy in your videos! 💖

  • @eggdrea
    @eggdrea 3 роки тому

    Thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable to us, your videos always make me feel understood ❤️

  • @Mikalya100
    @Mikalya100 3 роки тому +6

    Your videos just do it for me. I have no other words but they inspire me to live a life for me, embracing my inner child, I even want to try different styles or just get out of my comfort zone and just do what makes me happy

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +1

      YES yes yes!! ☺️ do it 🦋✨💓

  • @Aninpals
    @Aninpals 3 роки тому +2

    Exactly what I needed today

  • @kellielin4506
    @kellielin4506 3 роки тому +6

    them singing in the living room reminds me of that scene in parasite where they all sitting drinking the family's alcohol LMAO

  • @janad4678
    @janad4678 3 роки тому

    everytime i feel down with myself or stuck with my life I come back to ur channel cause ur videos really inspire me to do better!! sending u so much love from the north of Spain beautiful

  • @disladycaity8815
    @disladycaity8815 3 роки тому

    you're just amazing and inspiring in every video

  • @jupitired777
    @jupitired777 3 роки тому

    i love your vlogs amy. Feels like a warm hug

  • @sophia5849
    @sophia5849 3 роки тому

    thank you for everything amy. i hope one day i have people like you in my life

  • @alexacepeda2801
    @alexacepeda2801 3 роки тому +1

    Omfg yalls dancing and singing took me OUT, the JOY!!!! 😍😍😍😍😍

  • @Booomeow
    @Booomeow 3 роки тому

    I'm literally crying over the cuteness of Komey at 3:55

  • @terrah6172
    @terrah6172 3 роки тому +1

    I found myself playing with the playdoh I bought my students last night. Glad we can still enjoy these little things!

  • @SkyMist227
    @SkyMist227 3 роки тому +1

    Hey amy, it's ok if u never show john!! Ur guys' relationship is more important, so as much as id love to see him, it's okay if u decide to show less meal times/etc. to keep your relationship more private. at the same time, really appreciate the transparency abt ur family conflicts--i feel less crazy

  • @nonkululekohadebe4314
    @nonkululekohadebe4314 3 роки тому +2

    I love how honest and real your videos are. Like my family is just like any other family. You are awesome I love you, all the way from South Africa.

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому

      aw wow thanks sibulele- sending my warm regards to south africa and ty so much for being here!

  • @destinydai908
    @destinydai908 3 роки тому

    This genuinely made me happy ❤️ thanks for sharing

  • @mewmew6158
    @mewmew6158 3 роки тому

    I know exactly what you mean about crying because kindness in this world feels foreign. I'm definitely one of those people who can cry from a smile alone💙

  • @gabbycalara
    @gabbycalara 3 роки тому

    i love this sm i love spending 41 min with u

  • @stars.are.blind_955
    @stars.are.blind_955 3 роки тому

    I love everything about this, and yes. You did make a positive impact in our lifes. 💗

  • @xbbykristine
    @xbbykristine 3 роки тому

    i love how real you are in your vlogs

  • @lu-ft4kp
    @lu-ft4kp 3 роки тому

    i LOVE your parents! They seem so open and funny

  • @ruthnk6575
    @ruthnk6575 3 роки тому

    aww i love this. this made me feel hopeful

  • @cynthiasanchez5040
    @cynthiasanchez5040 3 роки тому

    oh amy you are the only youtuber I know who opens like this, so sincerely. We are not alone, the sensitive ones, the ones who show ourselves as we are. I hope someday you come to Argentina, we love you here

  • @MeiKrr
    @MeiKrr 3 роки тому

    Happy New Year Amy! Your hair! ☺️

  • @Bee-qm7rd
    @Bee-qm7rd 3 роки тому

    I cannot imagine what it’s like to live in the land of eternal sunshine.. just wow I hope you know how lucky you are😍

  • @MedieTC
    @MedieTC 3 роки тому

    Wow Amy! Wow!
    Such a beautiful vlog ❤️

  • @Esther-xr9bb
    @Esther-xr9bb 3 роки тому

    Your videos calm me and motivate me so much. Thank you for being so open. I found you trough your mean girls video when i was writing a paper on internalised misogyny and now i can’t stop watching ❤️ glad i found u! Wish u all the best & keep doing what ur doing. From the netherlands! 🥰

  • @paulacakure8662
    @paulacakure8662 3 роки тому

    Thanks, Amy! This video made me register for my first online meditation ever ur the best.

  • @mouna8720
    @mouna8720 3 роки тому +1

    Thank you. This was beautiful.

  • @softlyspiritual
    @softlyspiritual 3 роки тому

    love you amy!!

  • @sarahharmonie
    @sarahharmonie 3 роки тому +1

    I just discovered your channel and I love it, your videos are really chill and relaxing to watch :) subscribed!

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +1

      omg yay welcome to the pahtaaayyy

  • @annabellepark2867
    @annabellepark2867 3 роки тому

    This is so heartwarming

  • @kvtiebug
    @kvtiebug 3 роки тому +1

    your mom singing karaoke in korean made me think of my grandma who i haven’t seen all year bc of covid ❤️

  • @mella3360
    @mella3360 3 роки тому

    Your videos make me happy to be alive:)

  • @ashleer3944
    @ashleer3944 3 роки тому

    Beautiful video! ❤

  • @rewanxo2916
    @rewanxo2916 3 роки тому

    Its been soo long ❤️❤️❤️ we missed you ❤️ happy New year

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому

      hehe ty for being here rewan and happy new year!

  • @bebenka222
    @bebenka222 3 роки тому

    Watching you with the girls in the joshua tree gives me lifeee!!!

  • @qianacarney3578
    @qianacarney3578 3 роки тому

    So glad I found you❤️ Love your content

  • @victoriaruiz4672
    @victoriaruiz4672 3 роки тому

    I love this

  • @LeahGraceEvans
    @LeahGraceEvans 3 роки тому

    41 minutes you are spoiling us x

  • @sashankonyana7422
    @sashankonyana7422 3 роки тому +1

    so wholesome

  • @michellejy
    @michellejy 3 роки тому

    wow that malibu house looks like a dream

  • @didu2689
    @didu2689 3 роки тому

    41 minutes we are blessed babyyyy

  • @Moonshinevlogs
    @Moonshinevlogs 3 роки тому +7

    wow unwinding with your vlog ❤️

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +1

      thanks for being here!

  • @lalhruaizeli5826
    @lalhruaizeli5826 3 роки тому

    Never been so excited for a video 💞💞

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 роки тому +1

      thank you for being here!

    • @lalhruaizeli5826
      @lalhruaizeli5826 3 роки тому

      @@amy_lee awhh I’m actually getting a reply I’m sure this year’s gonna b a good one love you

  • @betulcetinkaya7157
    @betulcetinkaya7157 3 роки тому

    Felt like really hanging out with you guys! Thank you so much i am so in love with this video!🤍

  • @tamikonesley4236
    @tamikonesley4236 3 роки тому

    Wow Amy thank you for sharing some of the highest and lowest points of your life. I've been watching you for years and always appreciate your honesty!

  • @lavisiondonde
    @lavisiondonde 3 роки тому

    watching you play board games with ur fam made me happy cry. I miss my family

  • @mirosupit2333
    @mirosupit2333 3 роки тому

    I went all 🥺🥺🥺 watching this

  • @feedcin6314
    @feedcin6314 3 роки тому

    Wow this has me right in the feels and I’m only 6 min in 🥲

  • @rootedro
    @rootedro 3 роки тому +1

    House goals fo sho!!!!!¡¡

  • @cynthiamartell8750
    @cynthiamartell8750 3 роки тому

    That house tho 👀. Loved the decor and overall look. Must’ve been a blessing to have stayed there! Glad you enjoyed!

  • @juliaciulpan1597
    @juliaciulpan1597 3 роки тому

    Prob my favourite video of yours or one of, love from Canada x