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  • Опубліковано 14 сер 2024
  • I know Saturn by Sleeping At Last has been used a lot but I wanted to try doing a sad multifandom vid of my own to this song - hope you enjoy.
    MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS for the shows/movies listed below.
    Music: Saturn by Sleeping At Last
    I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING.
    shows/movies: stranger things, broadchurch, breaking bad, interstellar, crash, fences, casino royale, harry potter, captain phillips, dexter, the leftovers, good will hunting, schindlers list, the green mile, castaway, romeo & juliet, i am legend, the basketball diaries, 13 reasons why, the crown, lost, banshee, marley & me, up

КОМЕНТАРІ • 610

  • @sushiyezen6767
    @sushiyezen6767 4 роки тому +661

    “if i’m not hurting myself, i’m hurting everyone around me. i’m broken!”

  • @itsnotabaddick4282
    @itsnotabaddick4282 6 років тому +1709

    I wish I could change. Sometimes I do for a while, but I always fall back in my old ways. I wish my family knew that I really try.

    • @Youngbloodedking
      @Youngbloodedking 5 років тому +28

      I understand, I feel the same way, and i've lost a lot because of my ways, I wish I could change for the better and stick to it, there is hope, and insha Allah (in god's will) we will change for the better.

    • @zain4019
      @zain4019 5 років тому +5

      Saleh El-Farraj
      Please try EFT (tapping) by Brad Yates. Search it on UA-cam and try watching and tapping with a few of his videos that deal with problems you have. EFT is VERY good at allowing you to start healing, back by dozens of clinical studies. You two are going to be okay :)

    • @carrissorby538
      @carrissorby538 5 років тому +4

      itsnotabaddick never read something that describes me so much! I know I’ve gone back to my old ways because I can’t stop watching these😞

    • @womanoftheshire5591
      @womanoftheshire5591 5 років тому +9

      itsnotabaddick My family doesn’t even know the bad habits I have, the bad things I do and continue to do - and I can’t bring myself to tell them.

    • @yumeko-senpai7784
      @yumeko-senpai7784 5 років тому

      itsnotabaddick I can relate so much ..

  • @KamikazeK219
    @KamikazeK219 4 роки тому +374

    "If I could be a different person, I promise you, I would. Not because I want it, but because they do. And therein lies the catch."
    - Rue Bennett

  • @benjaminrudolph8705
    @benjaminrudolph8705 4 роки тому +181

    Anyone else ever just watch a ton of these but keep getting interrupted by ads??? Like come on youtube let me be depressed without seeing an ad with happy people when I know I'm not

    • @lonelywolf5360
      @lonelywolf5360 4 роки тому +4

      Ikr. Like, I'm ready to be sad and UA-cam is like "Nah, fam, let's watch those 2 unskippable ads first"

    • @precious5626
      @precious5626 3 роки тому

      And my eyes are already watery then boom an ad with happy people🤦‍♀️

    • @psychedelicsunflower5926
      @psychedelicsunflower5926 3 роки тому +1

      @@precious5626 i know it’s so fucking unbearable, like they are rubbing someone else’s happiness right in my fucking face as if I needed a mother fucking reminder.

    • @alexjadeja4698
      @alexjadeja4698 3 роки тому +1

      use brave browser and enjoy every depressing video on youtube without any ads.

    • @sogzful
      @sogzful 3 роки тому +1

      try Adblock plus, I cry without interruption

  • @lilhappy4054
    @lilhappy4054 4 роки тому +261

    Hi! Whoever is reading this, I understand how rough things are right now. I just want to let you know that things will get better, I promise. Keep holding on just a little bit longer. I know you feel like nobody really cares. You're wrong, stop denying it. I care, otherwise I wouldn't be writing this. You're not alone, we may be miles away but we're all going through the same things. Please keep holding on

    • @lilhappy4054
      @lilhappy4054 4 роки тому +3

      @@abhishekpatel7116 we're same my dad always bit me my older brother he always drag me down I know how it feels but listen to me I care for you just stay strong and always pray to God he listen our prayers and he always guide us

    • @lilhappy4054
      @lilhappy4054 4 роки тому +3

      @@abhishekpatel7116 when you don't Know what to do, JUST PRAY.

    • @lilhappy4054
      @lilhappy4054 4 роки тому +3

      Because I'm tried being sad I know how it hurts the pain stay and I know my family needs me even they hurt me and drag me down and I love them so much they still my family and I know you love your family too don't do it they love you

    • @lilhappy4054
      @lilhappy4054 4 роки тому +1

      @@abhishekpatel7116 I know you're really tired of all the disappointments you have done. I know you're trying your best but it all ends up in failure. I want you to be strong. Just please don't give up. Not now. Not ever.

    • @lilhappy4054
      @lilhappy4054 4 роки тому +1

      @@abhishekpatel7116 I'm going to nosebleed

  • @connorrussell6361
    @connorrussell6361 5 років тому +234

    I'm so deep into depression I don't even cry any more 😢. I don't feel a thing. On the inside I am already dead. I'm just a empty shell existing on this planet. 15 years of depression and I'm only 26. My time is very shortly up....

    • @vijaysarathi3754
      @vijaysarathi3754 4 роки тому +4

      Hi.. i am from india vijay oneday life will change for you be faith Russell

    • @looktingin8930
      @looktingin8930 4 роки тому +7

      Bro, keep fighting! Keep living!

    • @tinawoke6720
      @tinawoke6720 4 роки тому +1

      Connor Russell ♥️♥️

    • @tracysuncy8849
      @tracysuncy8849 4 роки тому +1

      Connor Russell hey I was wondering why I wasn’t crying , it’s so painful I am broken 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @thandiswamaqolwana5259
      @thandiswamaqolwana5259 4 роки тому +5

      I'm so sorry that you're going through this, you'll always be in my prayers Connor Russell💔💔

  • @ashleymarie9468
    @ashleymarie9468 5 років тому +133

    This how you discover yourself.. spend time alone and get in touch with your true feelings.. cry! Laugh!, smile! Scream! Watever it takes to fully recover

    • @pattyizaac2433
      @pattyizaac2433 5 років тому +1

      Thank you

    • @zarkhan4303
      @zarkhan4303 5 років тому +3

      But it’s not working Its getting worse day by day

    • @pattyizaac2433
      @pattyizaac2433 4 роки тому +1

      zar khan know how it feel I can’t not make you better if you give me your private identity I can help with that but I can’t sorry

    • @pattyizaac2433
      @pattyizaac2433 4 роки тому +1

      Ashley marie I feel for you for you so much , I hope you get better I know what it is seriously....

    • @jordyn2668
      @jordyn2668 4 роки тому +1

      It doesnt work! Im not getting better!!!
      Im sorry to be the downer on this comment....

  • @jezalenagunderman4290
    @jezalenagunderman4290 2 роки тому +31

    “I am what’s wrong, and there is nothing I can do about it.” I felt that

  • @Lazyjoe2646
    @Lazyjoe2646 3 роки тому +23

    You will never know how broken you truly are until you meet someone who mirrors all the good parts of you, that you have lost.

  • @molahselulan8992
    @molahselulan8992 3 роки тому +25

    When faking happiness has become so difficult that making a realistic smile for group photos makes you want to cry. Im so tired of faking it. I watch these edits to see ppl who have it worse than me so I can numb the pain until it starts showing up again because even though I hate faking it I don't want ppl to know since they'll tell me how i have good life better than most and I don't need to feel worse about myself.

    • @pamgregory6869
      @pamgregory6869 3 роки тому

      I Know Of a Great Relationship Restorer Who Can Bring Back Your Ex Within 2days Without No Daley 💝

    • @pamgregory6869
      @pamgregory6869 3 роки тому

      He was the one who helped me restored back my broken relationship of three years without stress nor delay 🥰

    • @pamgregory6869
      @pamgregory6869 3 роки тому

      Text him on whatsap

    • @pamgregory6869
      @pamgregory6869 3 роки тому

      🙏+234 =808=049=4141🙏

  • @brooklynwilliams2183
    @brooklynwilliams2183 5 років тому +259

    If im not hurting myself im hurting everyone around me im heartbroken

    • @jordanhaynes9728
      @jordanhaynes9728 4 роки тому +1

      none of you are broken x take one day at a time start to love the world and yourself x be kind to others and live your life

    • @cassandret6369
      @cassandret6369 4 роки тому

      the show?

    • @hahlalaify
      @hahlalaify 4 роки тому

      Cassandre T dexter

  • @fairyluce20
    @fairyluce20 4 роки тому +13

    Anyone who is reading and going through a rough patch. Just know that you strong than you can ever imagine. It’s hard not keep afloat at times but the heavy the falls the greater you rise. Trust me. It’s no end. If either people or family in many shapes or ways don’t get you. You know that you learn to understand people that you wished to have understood you. Is that how you will become a greater person. Keep going, keep limping the heavy walk because you my friend, will get there. It doesn’t have to be a perfect and straight walk. The important thing is you keep moving💖

  • @daisy3480
    @daisy3480 6 років тому +220

    Why is it i only cried when it showed the scene from I Am Legend with the dog, and then Marley and Me with the dog also dying.

    • @user-sn5hg8ix6n
      @user-sn5hg8ix6n 6 років тому +4

      Daisy marley and me gave me a sad sad memory. I watched this movie when i was 15.
      I cried so so hard.
      And now , animals is my passion

    • @lainagreen8215
      @lainagreen8215 6 років тому +2

      Daisy I cried to them the most too do u have pet if u do then that's probably why it's to sad for people who have a dog 🐕🐶

    • @Luna-to9cl
      @Luna-to9cl 6 років тому +2

      Me too i was allready in tears and than i saw Marley and started bawling

    • @xxSe7en
      @xxSe7en 5 років тому +2

      Maybe because dogs give you unconditional love. Trough their lives, they can't say it in words so they show it to you through compassion.

  • @aminahriahi1486
    @aminahriahi1486 6 років тому +98

    This is the first video with Saturn playing that I’ve cried to. Ever. I literally balled my eyes out and had an emotional breakdown in my bathroom so no one would know. 😭❤️

  • @suecarrigan4765
    @suecarrigan4765 5 років тому +49

    Don't change yourself for no one, the very moment you have to change yourself for anyone, is the day you should tell them that if your not good enough as you are then your not ever going to have peace of mind,

  • @vanirana5678
    @vanirana5678 5 років тому +649

    I see Leonardo i click..

  • @isaiahguerrero5761
    @isaiahguerrero5761 5 років тому +319

    I just want to be truly loved...💔

    • @yumeko-senpai7784
      @yumeko-senpai7784 5 років тому +2

      Isaiah Guerrero same 💔

    • @coltl1302
      @coltl1302 5 років тому +8

      Isn't that what we all want my friend

    • @darthnihilus6131
      @darthnihilus6131 5 років тому +3

      Good luck

    • @giannawessels5560
      @giannawessels5560 5 років тому +3

      Be patiënt, it will come unexpected💕

    • @06-Seconds
      @06-Seconds 5 років тому +2

      BE HAPPY ALWAYS ...EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON ...JUST SMILE AND FACE EVERYTHING 😘

  • @demboys5719
    @demboys5719 3 роки тому +10

    I'm feeling so low right now could really use a hug 😞 😔

  • @saivarun1501
    @saivarun1501 4 роки тому +13

    I don't know why I can't feel anything through my senses that I don't even get a tear out of my eyes and I feel like sometimes maybe I am becoming unemotional that I don't even feel pain on my body but inside there's a waves of difficulties that breaks me up into Million things and I don't know whether to cry or be quite. Wish nobody in world remain in sadness or pain coz it really feels like scary . Even having such endless inexplicable pain and torture inside hope I get strength to make parents be happy along with people around. Coz this is what I really can hope. Also wish everyone gets strength to At least keep everyone happy around .

  • @abhijitmajee6754
    @abhijitmajee6754 4 роки тому +17

    The pain of giving my best and still failing will be the feeling which will end all my hopes. So I do the things which matter the most with half my effort so that when I fail, I can say that, "Oh, I will succeed next time because I hadn't given my full effort this time." The weight of shame on my shoulders keep increasing over the years and I keep going nevertheless. I don't know how to break the cycle. I don't have to courage to test my boundaries in the fear of seeing a dead end there and way forward.

    • @Sehra.himanshu
      @Sehra.himanshu 3 роки тому +1

      So how's going ? Everything good ..hope you doing alright

    • @abhijitmajee6754
      @abhijitmajee6754 Рік тому

      @@Sehra.himanshu Coming back to this video after 2 yrs, a lot has changed even if for a slightly better situation. Something's broken forever inside that can't be fixed but I am better off now. Thanks for asking. Hope the best for you too

  • @ciarangorman8460
    @ciarangorman8460 4 роки тому +65

    My family think I’m a disappointment 😖 I try to make them happy but it never works

    • @heartless907
      @heartless907 4 роки тому +5

      If they give you this feeling, they don't deserve your work or your love

    • @vannamaharaj1713
      @vannamaharaj1713 4 роки тому +3

      They are not your family, hunny. They are just people who don't see how much you're worth. Which is a whole lot❤

    • @michaelmireku7610
      @michaelmireku7610 4 роки тому +3

      They don't deserve you, you are everything you try to be and much more

  • @MCBYTE886
    @MCBYTE886 2 роки тому +11

    This hits different when you realise you’re alone

    • @demboys5719
      @demboys5719 Рік тому +1

      I'm so alone now as well 😪

  • @nicoled1484
    @nicoled1484 5 років тому +67

    Moved out , moved to another country and city , met some many wonderful people but why still I think that I’m not good enough for anyone, that I’m a failure,that anyone is proud of me and nobody can understand what’s going on in my mind

    • @huna5923
      @huna5923 4 роки тому +3

      You're not a failure my friend

    • @mrzero2027
      @mrzero2027 4 роки тому

      Damn.. I feel you :(.. Tell me, what I must do to feel things, to feel these emotions!

    • @pulkitvijaykundal5306
      @pulkitvijaykundal5306 4 роки тому

      I know the pain
      Spoiler alert
      It never goes away

    • @shawnnaidoo5522
      @shawnnaidoo5522 3 роки тому

      I share this same feeling and sentiment as you.. I dont know what's wrong with me

    • @holdyou6729
      @holdyou6729 2 роки тому

      We're all same 🥺

  • @boobies3596
    @boobies3596 6 років тому +54

    Oh god when he said your a great dog Marlee oh I could not stop crying it's a dog that's so sad

  • @suhasinijacob3695
    @suhasinijacob3695 3 роки тому +5

    My family is great, loving, supportive, caring. But no matter what I do i end up either hurting them or disappointing them which kills me on the inside because no matter how hard I try it's never enough and now I'm just done feeling this way and i just want to give up

  • @daisyniak3056
    @daisyniak3056 3 роки тому +14

    I just ended five years relationship because i know he could do better without me. I feel like I'm the one who's holding him back. He deserves better. (i wish you all the best my love. I'm so sorry i can't change that's who i am. I tried)

  • @brettbaker1229
    @brettbaker1229 4 роки тому +6

    Phenomenal Edit. I'm mostly impressed that you took one of the most beautiful songs ever and made it more beautiful by slowing it down. Bravo 👏👏👏

  • @juniorkabia7796
    @juniorkabia7796 4 роки тому +15

    It hurts so much, but I just can’t cry. i need help..

  • @kimkaze4868
    @kimkaze4868 4 роки тому +4

    the universe is just to be seen,
    I couldn't help but ask
    How rare and beautiful it is that even we exist

  • @briannadietrih2292
    @briannadietrih2292 4 роки тому +5

    To think last month I would be balling my eyes out so broken and down about how life is and how these edits were the only way I can let everything out , I wanted nothing more than to finally be free of all the hurt I caused and the pain I felt I’m still not fully healed but at this point I’m trying .

  • @petrichor690
    @petrichor690 3 роки тому +6

    Whenever i can sense the pain in people eyes i will automatically cry. Idk why but i can see it by just focusing in their eyes. Maybe it’s because im always looking at my eyes in the mirror and i can see a deep water that making me drown all the time

    • @pamgregory6869
      @pamgregory6869 3 роки тому

      I recommend you to a man who help me manifest whatever you want to manifest within two days💞

    • @pamgregory6869
      @pamgregory6869 3 роки тому +1

      He was the person who helped me manifest my ex back three days ago without daley🌹

    • @pamgregory6869
      @pamgregory6869 3 роки тому

      Text him on whatsap 💞

    • @pamgregory6869
      @pamgregory6869 3 роки тому

      +234::8080::4941::41🙏

  • @TheGoat-yp7tz
    @TheGoat-yp7tz 4 роки тому +5

    That shit hit hard it got me on my feelings I cry like never before good job dude

  • @Brooklyn-zu4dp
    @Brooklyn-zu4dp 3 роки тому +4

    Why can’t I be happy? No matter what I do, I don’t feel happy. I feel emotionless, I don’t feel happy nor sad. I simply feel nothing, I want to lay to rest and not wake up. I haven’t fallen into my past ways but I’m sick of waking up in the mornings and I’m living for everyone but myself.

  • @hannahmiller705
    @hannahmiller705 6 років тому +205

    Me: *doesn't cry* wow I'm heartless
    Video: shows sirius blacks death
    Me: *crying* never mind

    • @abbes635
      @abbes635 6 років тому +2

      Hannah Miller this seriously hurt me

    • @haleyward05
      @haleyward05 5 років тому +1

      I'm glad I wasnt the only one😂😔Rip Sirius Black...and snap

    • @haleyward05
      @haleyward05 5 років тому

      Snape**

    • @michellehage452
      @michellehage452 4 роки тому

      I'm glad someone else feels the same.

    • @diozafanboy4314
      @diozafanboy4314 4 роки тому

      Cringe

  • @havenstudyvlogs
    @havenstudyvlogs 6 років тому +8

    That Wilson part broke my heart.

  • @nhandoan2930
    @nhandoan2930 4 роки тому +2

    Mỗi lần mệt mỏi
    Suy nghỉ nhiều thứ
    Nhiều áp lực
    Có đắng có cay, có buồn có bực
    Lại bật video này lên
    Thấy nhẹ lòng hẵn đi, không thấy nhiều vướng bận và bụi bẫn và cuộc sống này đè nén nữa
    Thấy nhẹ lòng vì lòng đau xót mọi thứ

  • @celeste970
    @celeste970 5 років тому +5

    The Marley and Me one made me tear up 😭

  • @kaylinann8901
    @kaylinann8901 4 роки тому +9

    Sometimes I just wanna runaway . Or just sleep forever 💔

  • @gjgaming4274
    @gjgaming4274 4 роки тому +8

    I just need someone who can change me. I know I'm bad but there is good in me. All it'll take is good person just like me. I'm broken and dead.

    • @kellyfakirat8223
      @kellyfakirat8223 3 роки тому

      Don't you think that you just need someone who will be by your side to support you through this changement process.
      You could put your changement into anyone hand because if this person failes it will end with 2 broken persons.
      Just pray GOD to give you this one person who will love and handle you through all situation and difficulties you will face.
      Sorry for Bad english, i'm a french speakers

    • @kellyfakirat8223
      @kellyfakirat8223 3 роки тому

      Courage, just believe and it will happen by GOD love

  • @bananabreadforsale6704
    @bananabreadforsale6704 5 років тому +34

    At 1:31 I thought the man that was holding Harry Potter was Hitler lmao

  • @kylie9901
    @kylie9901 5 років тому +39

    this is the sadest shit I've ever seen in my life tf?

  • @ayoolamichael2652
    @ayoolamichael2652 4 роки тому +1

    The passion in this movie move me like great work

  • @awesomeroger99
    @awesomeroger99 3 роки тому +1

    that ending with 'Up' was priceless

  • @naseraabdella6859
    @naseraabdella6859 4 роки тому +7

    I live all my life the way my family want , and still they didn't recognize me they remember me when I do mistake

  • @kirawootton1041
    @kirawootton1041 5 років тому +4

    I always cry during the castaway part.

  • @raia1921
    @raia1921 5 років тому +2

    oh my god, schindler's list, jesus, i can't.

  • @rebeccamccormack5134
    @rebeccamccormack5134 3 роки тому +2

    When I change I’m doing not for myself but for others... but the funny thing is you never realise until they’ve left you all alone in the dark again. BMC x.

  • @siddhofficial7563
    @siddhofficial7563 5 років тому +15

    I stop feeling the pain bcz i had enough. Im walking beautiful dead body.

  • @ItSurfWay_I9164
    @ItSurfWay_I9164 2 місяці тому

    Motivation ends when inspiration builds his flow and its stronger than waves

  • @yourboyhenry
    @yourboyhenry 3 роки тому +5

    I'm dead ..... I'm just waiting for my body to come into terms with that and conform

  • @william6587
    @william6587 4 роки тому +2

    Having anxiety, stress and nobody to talk to...it fucking sucks. I feel worthless everyday. I repeat the same sequence everyday. As a 15 y/o I have dreams that I intend to reach but I feel so lost and empty.

  • @FlyiingHigh
    @FlyiingHigh 6 років тому +2

    so an amazing multifandom. nice work!

  • @shobhaambujapani4556
    @shobhaambujapani4556 4 роки тому +3

    I feel pain but I can't cry

  • @ItSurfWay_I9164
    @ItSurfWay_I9164 2 місяці тому

    Controling your mind with 400% strength

  • @miarose7004
    @miarose7004 4 роки тому +1

    Y'all got me with Marley😭😭😭

  • @hunterwilliams1910
    @hunterwilliams1910 3 роки тому

    everytime i see the hug scene from good will hunting i just wanna cry😭it took him forever to express that emotion and i was so happy when he did

    • @pamgregory6869
      @pamgregory6869 3 роки тому

      I recommend you to a man who help me manifest whatever you want to manifest within two days💞

    • @pamgregory6869
      @pamgregory6869 3 роки тому

      He was the person who helped me manifest my ex back three days ago without daley🌹

    • @pamgregory6869
      @pamgregory6869 3 роки тому

      Text him on whatsap 💞

    • @pamgregory6869
      @pamgregory6869 3 роки тому

      +234::8080::4941::41🙏

  • @death2yourtruth
    @death2yourtruth Рік тому +1

    0.58 hits different when you've done all you could😓😢😭

  • @rachael2345
    @rachael2345 4 роки тому +6

    😭 it’s been a long day

  • @juneramos2049
    @juneramos2049 5 років тому +6

    Everytime i watch videos like this
    It reminds me of myself watching my reflection crying and blame myself
    My Puppy died because I'm not at home
    Once then I'm home i saw my pet lifeless
    My brother said it was poisoned by our neighbor
    Then a week ago my bf broke up with me
    I feel myself its all my fault 😭
    Thats why when i watch my reflection at the mirror i keep crying

    • @aminedif4608
      @aminedif4608 5 років тому

      Its never ever ur fault mate, even if u caused it its not. This world fucks people up man, it does.

    • @aminedif4608
      @aminedif4608 5 років тому

      We all once had a heart, but this world keeps tearing it , nothing u can do , either turn into a monster, or end it.

  • @ramirogalvan9665
    @ramirogalvan9665 3 роки тому

    When you change so many times for hundreds of people and still get broken, lied to, cheated on, everything in the book. Now it's like I can't remember a time I was truly me, I can't remember a time I was truly happy truly joy full. But you keep smiling and keep changing but can't change for yourself. 😁💔

  • @itsromybnb6391
    @itsromybnb6391 5 років тому +22

    I hate myself because you hate me... But why you... 💔

  • @jack-lu9rj
    @jack-lu9rj 2 роки тому +1

    Life is a Emotional but Life is a Hard work💪

  • @hassannasir2443
    @hassannasir2443 3 роки тому +1

    I never cried or beg for someone in life but I did for her, but all she did is leave and don't even look back.......Maybe she didn't see the love I had for her...maybe she didn't know that at some point...I'm human...Now she's not here but here I am thinking about her...she fixed me, she made me a better person...I never loved someone as I do to her... she won't gonna believe me.. I know.

  • @bellabelles1105
    @bellabelles1105 3 роки тому

    3:20 that movie when the dog got attacked made me cry so hard because that dog was the last and only person that guy had. His best friend.

  • @AJGmz-ps7cc
    @AJGmz-ps7cc 3 роки тому +1

    I just wish that I could end all this pain silently. Sometimes it hurts to go through another day and another day with the pain inside

  • @jannaritter6114
    @jannaritter6114 6 років тому +12

    HOW DARE YOU REMIND ME OF MARLEY! THAT MOVIE SCARRED ME

  • @clover2321
    @clover2321 5 років тому +8

    Omg Leonardo and I am legend 😭😭😭

    • @phoenixdabeast7532
      @phoenixdabeast7532 5 років тому

      What in the world. I LOVE NF and my name is Ashlyn!!!

  • @anandpr7
    @anandpr7 4 роки тому +1

    I cried twice. When I lost my grandmother on my birthday and I made love but she left me but I will never forget because people change over time. 😢

  • @najeebali6111
    @najeebali6111 2 роки тому

    people would quit on you, you have to wake up everyday and make sure you dont quit on yourself.

  • @ceroncalsea2039
    @ceroncalsea2039 4 роки тому +2

    You see sometimes you do all you can but it seems like no body appreciate it.
    during our kinder garden days they say that the world is fair but as you grow up you starting to learn that life is unfair. heres why most good people didnt get what they want but most rich and cold hearted and ignorant people gets what they want. from there you will see life is unfair.
    but if we look closely to life theres more downs than ups, more heart breaking memories than Good memories, and in this i came up with a belief they say that memories build us its true its true but not wholely true you know why the happy memories and happy remarkable memories didnt made us who we are, but what really made us is the heart breaking memories, bad memories, and heres the most and crucial memories that really made us who we are the UNBEARABLE MEMORIES!. yes yes you read it you know why cause that memories will never go away BUT! when you exp. it you have to find who you are. they say God is LOVE but they didnt realize that GOD is also hate he curse too, not bad words but meaningfull words.
    you see they say you have to wait, but do we really know what is the meaning of wait?, heres my thought when we wait for something it will come, but what if doesnt come?. you keep waiting for it?, or you wait plus act? you choose? for me am only 22 i just finish my college and am waiting for God to say to me Go, but up until now nah ahhh i got nothing no job am good for nothing but i become strong emotionally mentally spiritually and i find who i am, but then there is still emptiness that filled my heart and that is my missing rib, not literally a rib though but ya i miss my girl, i dont know her yet never even meet her, i tell myself everyday SHES WORTH THE WAIT, will you believe me if i say that i never had girl once never kiss hold hands with girls never have sex with anyone, its hard though but its my choice.
    you see life is a matter of choice either you give up or keep walking and let me tell you guys and i know you felt it too that if you keep on walking you feel like your wandering its like walking around the circles. life is tough you have to be tough if you to leave a life or maybe God himself made you tough you see in order for us to leave we have tobe tough i mean really tough not strong but be STILL like a ROCK because strenght will never last, but if you become STILL then you will understand.
    you see everyone is a poet everyone have and has a story to tell, i encourage you to write everything what comes to your mind when the unbearable feeling comes, heres the sign when you feel the unbearable feel a peace night becomes darker or even pitch black, short night becomes a long night, and when this happened i want you to keep in mind what you say that night becomes who you are, BECAREFUL about your words.
    heres my quetos in life:
    life is a choice.
    you have to be tough when long nights takes your soul.
    remember that long nights will not stay but its just passing through.
    what you say becomes who you are becareful!.
    take care, and God loves you.
    always smile, because they who holds the brightest smile holds the deepest pain, they are the once who understand pain.
    always be good to everyone, because theres someone who looks to us.
    pity not for pity belongs to worthless people, but we are not worthless we are worthy.
    BE TRUE to youself!!!.
    listen to others but let there opinions be like a wind, its just passing through.
    sometimes we need to stop to listem to ourselves.
    others will hurt you or help you, but no one will take care of you so takecare of yourself.
    if you found your love one never let them Go, because the moment you let them go you will see.
    sometimes we dont need to understand, its not our place to understand it in the first place.
    in the bible God created everything from day 1 to 7, and then theres 7 seasons in our life 1 is darkness 2 is dark 3 is being lost 4 get up 5 keep pushing 6 be still 7 VICTORY!!.
    Victory is always there, never look circumstance as a final period of your life.
    dont look to what you dont have , look for what you have then you will be thankful for it.
    and lastly DONT LET LIFE PUT YOU DOWN TO YOUR KNEES because most of the time it will, but you should know who you are and say am i who i am and life will bow dowm before me...
    thats all everyone i hope i help you BE HAPPY... stay safe and spread LOVE AND RESPECT because i do believe that there is still faith in humanity 🤗🤗🤗. PEACE✌

  • @sassygirl6275
    @sassygirl6275 4 роки тому +3

    I feel empty and it's killing me

  • @mitchelkovarik1020
    @mitchelkovarik1020 5 років тому +6

    When Marley from Marley and Me died..that broke my heart in so many ways its not funny

  • @kiarareddy4344
    @kiarareddy4344 2 роки тому +3

    Idk what to do with my life, I can't start at home anymore because each day I live here I feel like I am dieing I can't breath I can't stop crying and feeling depressed I keep eating even if I am not hungry I just want to leave but I know if I do I would get disowned by my parents I will loss my friends idk what to do

    • @goldendirectioner72891
      @goldendirectioner72891 2 роки тому

      Hey it's ok
      I know it's hard right now but you got to hold on you got to keep going...
      I know how you feel I may not know how you feel entirely but I do a little bit. Maybe try writing down your feelings that helps sometimes! Just give yourself a break even it's just 5 minutes. I'm here ok? I'm proud of you and I love you

  • @user-qi8gy5cv8r
    @user-qi8gy5cv8r 7 місяців тому

    He left a big wound in my heart but i know that god will compensate me 😭

  • @The.Real.Jalila
    @The.Real.Jalila 3 роки тому

    Got used to this and now solo forever no family , no friends and no love ... just hoping this end soon

  • @Bloodyeenari
    @Bloodyeenari 7 місяців тому

    That part where Viola Davis is tearing up😢

  • @riseoflifeboondoxboondoxti3120
    @riseoflifeboondoxboondoxti3120 4 роки тому +1

    This world always hated me so I hate it right back and keep to myself and never let anyone else in ever again there is no Trust left in my Heart for anyone to hurt me ever again

    • @satyarana5477
      @satyarana5477 4 роки тому +1

      I feel it so much...I tried ....I tried and then I failed....So why not just stick to that cold blooded myself who can do everything she wants....And then just go back to the room and sink in all those tears... Everyone thinks that I am rude and ill mannered but I observed this from my surrounding...Trust me...You don't even know that how much my teachers praise me and my friends love me....So why can't you just take a moment and look at me with their eyes...I really think that I am a different person at home compared to my school....My parents are happy with my grades and love me(I guess)
      But they still want more...With the depth of my heart I feel really sorry to not be That Perfect Child they want

    • @satyarana5477
      @satyarana5477 4 роки тому

      I don't even know... That why did I just breakdown over your comment...And flooded all my feelings here

    • @riseoflifeboondoxboondoxti3120
      @riseoflifeboondoxboondoxti3120 4 роки тому

      @@satyarana5477 most won't see you that way but I will don't just hold hurt in you wind up loosen yourself

  • @breeannagliver2532
    @breeannagliver2532 Рік тому

    If I could change into a different person I would but not bc of others but bc I’m so tired and exhausted from hating myself in my own skin, judging myself every time I looked in the mirror or if someone looked at me. I have been through a lot of trauma that lead me to have bpd. For some I thought after being diagnosed it would start to get better but I was extremely wrong

  • @chitranshpratapsingh6244
    @chitranshpratapsingh6244 3 роки тому

    This video always make me cry.

  • @isleeem
    @isleeem 4 роки тому +7

    I have senior i'm dealing with depression and social anxiety i'm doing everything i can to change.. Im convincing myself to be a better person but nothing feels right 😢💔💔 i'm so tired

    • @abhishekpatel7116
      @abhishekpatel7116 4 роки тому +2

      I know what it feels like, i have depression for couple of years, i tried so hard but failed, i m always failed, & i m so tired now a days. I feel like i m alone & lonely...

    • @isleeem
      @isleeem 4 роки тому +2

      @@abhishekpatel7116 same but we should stay strong and patient may God helps!

    • @abhishekpatel7116
      @abhishekpatel7116 4 роки тому +1

      @@isleeem No, you are very strong person but i m not strong person, i tried my best fit in with the people but still always failed, i don't know but my family never appreciated me, my family hate me, maybe i m not good enough for my family & other people. I m introvert & quite person so the people don't understand me, i don't have anxiety, because i m very good person to deal with the stranger & other people, & i want to tell you that when i am a child, i am the quiet person in the class, now, when i m completed my bachelor's ( college), i m the quiet person in the class, now i m doing a job, the other people jounrally ignoring me, so now a days, i hate myself so much, i am depressed, i have my own siblings, they both are very smart , & my big brother, he live in other country & he is very smart & his monthly income is more then my annual income, so i believed he is taking all the responsibility of my family, & my family don't need me, & my dad always force me to do the socializing, there are many times my own family (dad, & my sister) making fun of me in front of all of the other people, oneday, my big brother abused me & told that you are so stupid & you don't do anything in your life, & sometime the other family ( Uncle, aunt or other) making fun of me in front of me, they don't know what it feels like inside of me, i m so sad, depressed & susidial thought. It will hurt most when no one can ask you, how are you, are you okay, are you happy, so i m done with all of my family's mistake,my mistake. i tried my best to fit in with people, but always failed, i feel like why i m alive, i don't know & oneday i wanted to be gone & disappeared..

    • @isleeem
      @isleeem 4 роки тому +2

      @@abhishekpatel7116 i'm not a strong person but i'm acting like i am I've never felt good enough for anyone sometimes i feel like nobody loves me and i wanted to die so many times i know how it feels when you're family is not by your side too and u feel like they don't care.. My dad abused me so many times that i cried like hell and he didn't care i was dying i got depression and social anxiety i cant even talk to strangers or meet new people or even make relationships i'm 18 i've never had a boyfriend i'm so awkward and shy i never feel like fitting in with people i'm always that quiet shy person in the class and my sisters and brother are very smart and social too but i'm not i wish i could be like them and i know how it feels like when no one ask u if you're okay i really felt what u said cz I've been the same situation and i'm still in it and i'm always trying to be a better person and to love myself and nothing u can be proud about then trying u're best and we're gonna be stronger and stronger never stops for anybody u are beautiful and strong just the way you are and you're not alone💜

    • @doilookhigh9204
      @doilookhigh9204 4 роки тому +2

      @isleeem don't be to hard on yourself. At least your trying to change. You can't change who you are in a couple of days. Just take baby steps (,:

  • @nathnaeledea3891
    @nathnaeledea3891 5 років тому +3

    Is it weird that this helps me study

    • @junaidriaz8165
      @junaidriaz8165 5 років тому +1

      No its absolutely fine. It helps me sleep.

  • @izzieclarks
    @izzieclarks 3 роки тому

    A young leo crying really does put me in the 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑠 :(

  • @ronnieconroy2677
    @ronnieconroy2677 5 років тому +1

    damn.. good will hunting got me

  • @Dohty5406
    @Dohty5406 2 роки тому +1

    Am fighting the idea that i cant change

  • @citizenoflmanburgo7767
    @citizenoflmanburgo7767 4 роки тому

    The title itself is so relatable

  • @patientlywaiting9402
    @patientlywaiting9402 5 років тому +1

    Change for me comes and goes like the rain. I wish I could just stick it out and not let old habits affect my future

  • @StopSmearCampaigns
    @StopSmearCampaigns Рік тому

    The saddest part will always be Wilson 🥺

  • @chantedevos406
    @chantedevos406 5 років тому +3

    Why me why I'm in so much pain why cant I stop crying why cant someone love me

    • @makstod6903
      @makstod6903 5 років тому

      Micahel Brown - the pressence proces

  • @espie5106
    @espie5106 5 років тому +1

    Why can't I cry anymore

    • @makstod6903
      @makstod6903 5 років тому

      You block the emotions that don't feel comfortable

  • @shannonboggie9147
    @shannonboggie9147 5 років тому +3

    I started crying when I saw leo

  • @jeepsafari8802
    @jeepsafari8802 4 роки тому +1

    I see people say how much they want to change. Well I did. And to be honest, I am more miserable than I ever was. I tried to be the best, I tried to be everything for them. But after they changed me they left me. Each time, over and over. And I miss who I was. Because I don't know who I am now. So don't change for people. If they don't want you for who you are you let them walk past. Because once you have lost who you are. That's when you are the loneliest.

  • @solarhailey
    @solarhailey 6 років тому +1

    The Marley scene and the Up scene fucked me up 😭

  • @h2od323
    @h2od323 4 роки тому +1

    Every day I try to be the nice guy but then everyone treats me so bad and so mean and they wonder why I'm such a angry person because I dont wanna be hurt so much any more I wanna give up every day but I just cant I'm weak man I'm so weak😔

  • @mayaarredondo6094
    @mayaarredondo6094 4 роки тому

    Same lil happy.I care about your feelings.I know feels like when it is like no cares for you.I am so sorry.

  • @chloebowers1124
    @chloebowers1124 4 роки тому

    I want to give everyone in these comments a massive hug 🥺🥺🥺🥺

  • @mayurireddy7844
    @mayurireddy7844 3 роки тому +1

    Again I am here dontknow why

  • @taurainashettegede4020
    @taurainashettegede4020 5 років тому +12

    if you are broke you can try and move on. life is a jenny. true love is what I need. I wish if I could sing but I cant but I can do poetry I love art and is my girlfriend now

  • @achrafkarami1367
    @achrafkarami1367 5 років тому

    Wooow so emotional....

  • @the_cgieditor1582
    @the_cgieditor1582 3 роки тому +1

    2:46 I watched the Green Mile not too long ago. It broke my heart.

    • @pamgregory6869
      @pamgregory6869 3 роки тому

      I recommend you to a man who help me manifest whatever you want to manifest within two days💞

    • @pamgregory6869
      @pamgregory6869 3 роки тому

      He was the person who helped me manifest my ex back three days ago without daley🌹

    • @pamgregory6869
      @pamgregory6869 3 роки тому

      Text him on whatsap 💞

    • @pamgregory6869
      @pamgregory6869 3 роки тому

      Text him on whatsap 💞

    • @pamgregory6869
      @pamgregory6869 3 роки тому

      +234::8080::4941::41🙏

  • @Naldo2406
    @Naldo2406 4 роки тому +1

    That Captain Phillips scene with Tom Hanks...

    • @darkblue0505
      @darkblue0505 4 роки тому

      Ronaldo, watch this poetic video It's my Sky once at ua-cam.com/video/3nnNJYHi9Vs/v-deo.html!