I Had a Panic Attack at my Induction || My 3rd Baby Birth Story

I feel really dumb, honestly, that I handled this situation so poorly. I had never had an anxiety or panic attack before and I felt so helpless. I tried deep breathing, distraction, meditation, getting more information, and just talking myself out of it… I didn’t feel better until the doc broke my water. I considered cancelling the induction and just waiting for things to happen naturally. It’s weird, but I felt like I could handle it happening naturally much better because it’s not something I’m walking into, you know? The other reason is because your water breaking naturally doesn’t hurt at all and that was one of the parts I was most freaked out about apparently… Anyway, I wish I could have been stronger and handled this better, but oh well. Baby is healthy and happy and I’m good too.
Good luck to all you mamas out there! I’m sure you’ll do better than me.
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