I Had A Miscarriage... | Scheana Shay

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  • I know a lot of you have followed along my fertility journey.... This is just one chapter in it and yes, it’s a sad one, but life isn’t always sunshine and rainbows.
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  • @fionadavids3785
    @fionadavids3785 4 роки тому +125

    I miscarried at 6 weeks and right now I'm sitting watching this with my 1 year old on my lap. You will get your blessing.

  • @sadiero4252
    @sadiero4252 4 роки тому +221

    I’m so sorry Scheana. You’re going to be the most loving mother. Sending lots of love and light your way ❤️

    • @sadiero4252
      @sadiero4252 3 роки тому

      Dude, y’all get off my positive comment

  • @lisam-ov4mw
    @lisam-ov4mw 4 роки тому +77

    I don’t think mental health after miscarriage is talked about enough. That’s so devastating. So sad for you, but I also know it will happen for you💜

    • @raim4177
      @raim4177 4 роки тому +2

      OMG yes. They just send you home to deal with it. The fluctuations in hormones then the imbalances not to mention the heart break and shame and the what ifs. It made me a stronger person I can say that. It also made me appreciate when I have those moments of what if I cant, what if I'm too old. I back up and say wait but I did before.... Tori Amos said it best you walk in as an eco system and leave completely barren.

    • @SexyGia003
      @SexyGia003 4 роки тому

      It isn’t. It is a loss and should be grieved.

  • @karinaresendez8048
    @karinaresendez8048 4 роки тому +31

    This is the year of fertility. So many couples who have been trying for years or even just women , have gotten pregnant this year . I know a couple personally . This is your year .Wishing you the best of luck Sheena ❤️.

  • @katelynclarke9740
    @katelynclarke9740 4 роки тому +70

    Lord, I am coming to you today to ask for comfort and healing for Scheana. You know that she feels broken right now but we know that your plan is so much greater than we could ever imagine! We know that this baby is with you Lord. I pray for peace that only you can provide to just shower Scheana Lord God. We have faith in you Lord and we have hope that you will provide every need that they have in this time of mourning. In Jesus mighty name, Amen!

  • @vanessaheredia7590
    @vanessaheredia7590 4 роки тому +98

    Don’t lose hope! I’ve had two miscarriages and today I have two kids! Have faith!

    • @watama2too
      @watama2too 4 роки тому +1

      Me too! ❤️

    • @beautyqueen40
      @beautyqueen40 4 роки тому

      Sam Fitzhugh me too. Miscarriages are so painful but unfortunately so common. Thank you for sharing and spreading awareness. This will be a very painful year but hopefully before the end of the year you will hear a heartbeat at the 12 week scan and it’s the most incredible feeling

  • @chloewright8050
    @chloewright8050 4 роки тому +86

    My mom had five miscarriages before she finally was able to have me. She never gave up and kept trying at the age of 40. Never give up!

    • @TashAnderson
      @TashAnderson 4 роки тому +2

      Oh my mum was the same. 5 miscarriages before myself and then my sister! How hard that must be to go through xxx

    • @Damami4U
      @Damami4U 4 роки тому

      wow ❤

  • @nicoleA227
    @nicoleA227 4 роки тому +9

    My sister had a miscarriage then 2 months later she fell pregnant again now have a healthy nephew. thank you for sharing and making sure people aren’t alone and your not alone too. Your so strong! You’ve got this ❤️

  • @lisamunisteri304
    @lisamunisteri304 4 роки тому +231

    I had a miscarriage my first pregnancy. Then became pregnant three months later. Very common. Don’t stress. Everything happens for a reason I believe.

    • @meowmeow4272
      @meowmeow4272 4 роки тому +17

      I second this. I think it's important to not let yourself get too distraught bc that will be detrimental to your fertility. process this pain and loss but dont focus too much on it. lil Scheanas and Brocks will most definitely join this world at some point

    • @ashlee2142
      @ashlee2142 4 роки тому +3

      I am with you.

    • @TheBre123456
      @TheBre123456 4 роки тому +8

      Except she’s already been told getting pregnant is near impossible her

    • @meowmeow4272
      @meowmeow4272 4 роки тому +15

      @@TheBre123456 that doesnt matter, miracles happen all the time. pregnancy may have measurable metrics, but there are many pregnancies that occur that should have been impossible. Scheana's got this.

    • @celebstuff5723
      @celebstuff5723 4 роки тому +7

      bre elle women are told that all the time, at least now she knows it’s possible!

  • @RP_76
    @RP_76 4 роки тому +67

    Schena I went through the same thing, was told I couldn't, got pregnant and had a miscarriage. I had my son at 36, he's 7 now. I wish you luck, i totally see you being a mom one day💖💖💖

  • @kristenrose9524
    @kristenrose9524 4 роки тому +18

    This broke my heart :( My parents went through hell and back to have me. Took almost 5 years of them going through this. My mom always tells me it was the hardest thing seeing everyone have kids and she couldn’t. Just as I was about to be made in a dish, it happened naturally for them after years and years. My mom was 36 when she finally had me. I am their only child and my mom calls me her miracle baby. Your time will come sweet girly, this is just part of your journey that you well tell your kids one day of how much you wanted them. It’s a special feeling to know how much your parents wanted you and didn’t give up. I’m thinking of you, and I cant wait for you to post that you guys are finally pregnant! Much love all the way from NY💕

    • @annafantastic1115
      @annafantastic1115 2 роки тому

      it is beautiful knowing how hard your parents tried to have you... My parents just kept having kids ..kinda makes me sick because they have NO Clue what type of suffering people go through trying to have kids .. I always loved Scheana because of how open n determined she is

  • @rubicurran
    @rubicurran 4 роки тому +21

    “Sometimes rejection is Gods protection” 🙏🏽❤️

    • @marzigeisha
      @marzigeisha 4 роки тому +1

      It's true, there was something wrong with my daughter and I lost her.

  • @busterwilliams823
    @busterwilliams823 4 роки тому +59

    I never clicked so fast. I’m so sorry hunny. I cannot imagine the pain you are going through right now. I hope you return back to peace and tranquillity 🥺

  • @juliesheart1234
    @juliesheart1234 4 роки тому +170

    I'm so sorry for you and Brock's loss. Please darling do not blame yourself. Your day will come. God has a special plan for you. Try to relax and let him work. 🙏🙏🙏

    • @sarahburton3110
      @sarahburton3110 4 роки тому +4

      Julie Morris good advice

    • @hollys89
      @hollys89 4 роки тому +6

      Julie Morris they say we plan and God laugh's! It's usually when you're NOT trying that it happens right?

    • @hollys89
      @hollys89 4 роки тому +2

      @@sarahburton3110 I second that!

    • @juliesheart1234
      @juliesheart1234 4 роки тому

      @holly S RIGHT

  • @Yummycaker
    @Yummycaker 2 роки тому +4

    I’m sure you don’t monitor these comments after a year, but it’s quite touching to watch this now knowing that you have a heathy and beautiful daughter- SUMMER IS HERE and she was worth the wait- but I’m so very sorry you had to go through this terrible loss. 🌈

  • @maggietriantafillou1738
    @maggietriantafillou1738 4 роки тому +5

    My mum had 3 miscarriages and 5 ectopic pregnancies before she had me, and I was born a whole trimester premature. My parents didn’t even know if I would make it alive. I’m here and I’m healthy 26 years later. Stay strong and have hope! It will happen. You’re not alone! 💖💖💖

  • @jenniferweishuhn5204
    @jenniferweishuhn5204 4 роки тому +31

    Your story is mine to a T!!! When you said “I didn’t know I wanted a baby until I had a little taste of being pregnant,” hit me hard. The euphoria of being pregnant, I will never forget. I remember not having that feeling and I knew something was wrong. Thank you for including us on this journey.

  • @KarieNegus
    @KarieNegus 4 роки тому +60

    Girl I know your pain all to tell. Your rainbow is coming. Been a huge fan of yours since the beginning ❤️

  • @DajiaStar
    @DajiaStar 4 роки тому +17

    Don’t give up Schena. God has a plan for everyone. Don’t stress your body out through this. Pray, and have peace in the storm.

  • @mybillee91
    @mybillee91 4 роки тому +7

    We had 6 losses in 5 years - we never gave up. It was hard- we ended up having to get a lot of help to be able to carry to full term, but the doctor we used was amazing. Happy to share his information (he is in NYC on Park avenue, and is a private practice doc). We now have two beautiful healthy children. A 5 1/2 yr girl, and a 3 1/2 year old boy. Your video brought me back to that very first miscarriage. I stood in front of the Plaza hotel after my doctors appt, with my girlfriend holding me up as I sobbed in her hair. I'm sorry you are going through this, but there is so much help and so much advanced technology that I am certain you will be a mother one day. Do not lose hope-it will get hard, but don't lose hope.

  • @kategallegos6516
    @kategallegos6516 4 роки тому +78

    I’ve always heard that some little souls aren’t ready to come to earth, but they want a small time to be physical and feel loved. It’s nothing you did, it wasn’t ready yet. But feel good-your embryo felt love. That’s tremendous. There are little souls probably waiting in line for you to be their Mom. xoxo

  • @hanbananamiller
    @hanbananamiller 4 роки тому +15

    I know your pain. I miscarried at 5 weeks my first pregnancy. I was so excited that I told my family and then I miscarried a week after my birthday and I felt so embarrassed and ashamed and sad and guilty and I closed myself in my bedroom for 2 weeks and wouldn’t talk to anyone except my husband. It’s common, but still so painful. I got pregnant a month later (by accident) and today I’m blessed with my beautiful 6 month old rainbow baby. Your rainbow baby will come. ♥️ You’re beautiful and strong, don’t give up hope!

  • @QueenNanaEva
    @QueenNanaEva 4 роки тому +6

    Scheana when I heard on your podcast it really hurt my heart that you're going through this. May your heart be healed. You are truly loved.

  • @micheller2283
    @micheller2283 4 роки тому +36

    This is why I don't agree with the "wait until you're 12 weeks" to announce you're pregnant because if something does happen to your baby, you should have the support of family, friends, and strangers to help you through the hardest days. 🧡

    • @Shan-ShanH
      @Shan-ShanH Місяць тому

      Not to mention that you still have to then tell people that you were pregnant only now you also have to add that you miscarried. It’s not like if you don’t tell anyone for 12 weeks you’re not gonna tell them at all that you were ever pregnant the first place. So the logic of not telling for 12 weeks is off.

    • @Shan-ShanH
      @Shan-ShanH Місяць тому

      I hope you being pregnant and becoming a mother has changed your world view onto issues. One I hope that your pro life now that you’ve seen that it is a human with a heartbeat. And two, I hope your worldview on everything gay and queer and LGBT and homosexual and gay that has changed because I hope you want a more wholesome world for your daughter. Motherhood is supposed to change a woman and make her more mature, I’m not sure if I’m holding on hope that that’s going to happen for you. Because over and over in this video you called what was in your womb a baby. So if you think that a baby should be exterminated out of inconvenience or as a form of birth control, etc., then you are a monster. So you’ve called a baby so now you need to own your words.

  • @jeanwelsome
    @jeanwelsome 4 роки тому +27

    Brock is an amazing man... you'll both get through this stronger and have beautiful babies together.

  • @JuliaB1955
    @JuliaB1955 4 роки тому +25

    My heart is breaking for you, dearest Scheana. You are sweet, genuine, sincere, generous, warm, and kind. I just know that little spirit will come back to you. Have faith, and we will have it for you. We have your back. Sending love and hugs across the miles.

  • @amalm2462
    @amalm2462 4 роки тому +3

    Omg I’m crying. In damn tears ! I’m so sorry. You’ll get through it.

  • @laureno19
    @laureno19 4 роки тому +3

    I’m so sorry this happened. Sending so much love to you, and I know you’ll be a wonderful mother when it’s meant to happen.

  • @cathypower696
    @cathypower696 4 роки тому +24

    I’m sorry, I went through this myself over 20 years ago. It’s emotional go through the process you will never forget. But I of course I got pregnant 3months later. I was so nervous, but she is now 23. You will be there go through this process of healing sending you ❤️

  • @stephanierival2290
    @stephanierival2290 4 роки тому +19

    I’m so sorry for your loss. You made me cry. You will be a Mom someday. Don’t ever give up hope. ❤️❤️

  • @thebuttercottage526
    @thebuttercottage526 4 роки тому +1

    Bless you for sharing. I like many others have gone through the experience of having a miscarriage. It is something is a community we really need to support each other the first way we do that is by being candid. You're very special person. Thank you.

  • @jenecleve1
    @jenecleve1 4 роки тому +1

    I'm so sorry that you guys went thru this. I love how sweet Brock is to you. He is definitely a keeper and I am glad he is there for you. Sending you lots of love.

  • @evie3148
    @evie3148 4 роки тому +27

    Im so sorry Scheana. It will happen for you, but I am so sorry you had to go through this

  • @Preah3
    @Preah3 4 роки тому +45

    very hard to watch. I'm so sorry you're going through this...

  • @adm1557
    @adm1557 4 роки тому +1

    Awww Scheana 😭🥺 you will be an amazing mom when the day comes!!! ❤️ sending you love and prayers

  • @katiekowaleski7370
    @katiekowaleski7370 4 роки тому +1

    Scheana thank you for sharing such a hard story. I went through a miscarriage April and Oct 2019. Anyone who hasn’t experienced it before won’t truly understand loving something so much and have it taken from you. The one thing that came from my miscarriage is the confirmation how much I wanted to be a mom and I’ve never felt a mother’s love until I saw my positive test. You grieve the way you need to and take all the time you need to heal❤️ even when you think you’ve “healed” the pain will sneak up on you. Please reach out to any of us if you need anything. We are here and you’re not alone

  • @nicholegarr
    @nicholegarr 4 роки тому +15

    I had a miscarriage a couple of months ago. It broke me. We decided to wait to try again but the universe had different plans for us. Our rainbow baby is now coming in March 2021. Just keep going and your life will work out the way that it’s meant to. I’m sorry for your loss. ❤️

  • @venessahunt1364
    @venessahunt1364 4 роки тому +7

    This breaks my heart watching you so upset...im so sorry your going thru this,my heart goes out to you and Brock during this time ❤❤❤

  • @leishagreenleaf833
    @leishagreenleaf833 4 роки тому +1

    My heart breaks for you love 💕 I’ve had several miscarriages and three sons . As heartbreaking as this is ... it shows that you can conceive and this often happens sadly ... I believe in you and know you will have a successful pregnancy xxx sending you love and healing wishes xx

  • @cassichristensen2578
    @cassichristensen2578 4 роки тому +1

    Seeing you cry in brocks arms made me cry. I’m so sorry you went through this.. I’ve been there. It’s so hard. It will be okay ♥️ sending you love.

  • @sarabytheseacreates
    @sarabytheseacreates 4 роки тому +8

    I’m so sorry for your loss❤️you’re in our hearts. Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing, you are truly touching people’s lives with your story🙏

  • @misztori
    @misztori 4 роки тому +11

    Oh, baby - I cried with you during this ❤️ trust that everything happens for a reason and God’s timing never fails. I pray to be a Mama one day (I’m 30) and I know the pain of the unknown all too well... Sending you love, peace and sanity through this terrible time, love. 🤍

  • @motheroftwo2288
    @motheroftwo2288 4 роки тому +2

    I am so sorry that you had to experience this; no woman should have to go through a miscarriage. Stay strong; your time will come.

  • @michelledavis8121
    @michelledavis8121 4 роки тому +2

    I'm feeling for you I've had a missed miscarriage myself. I found out when I was having my scan I was 14 weeks at the time . When they tell you their is no heartbeat it's so sad when I found out I wasn't prepared for that loss. You will be okay your a strong girl. Give it time and you will get your rainbow baby. You've showed a lot of courage doing this and thank you for sharing your story. Xx

  • @jessicafloyd2602
    @jessicafloyd2602 4 роки тому +25

    I’m so sorry you have had to experience this devastation. When u said I didn’t know how bad I wanted it until this hit right to my heart. But just know that I and many other women have had miscarriages and gone on to have healthy pregnancies. I got pregnant with my daughter just a couple months after my own miscarriage. Just know that there is still hope and that when the time is right you will have your baby. You know u can get pregnant naturally and that is a blessing.

    • @sarahburton3110
      @sarahburton3110 4 роки тому +1

      Jessica Floyd so true. I’m one of those ladies who lost 2 babies only to go on and have my amazing daughter who is now beautiful and 19 years old. ❤️🙏🏻

    • @hollys89
      @hollys89 4 роки тому

      @@sarahburton3110 so glad for you! And this is what she NEEDS to know!

  • @betsygeorge4888
    @betsygeorge4888 4 роки тому +13

    This broke my heart💕💕💕 prayers and love to you Scheana and Brock💓

  • @AliKing-no5wv
    @AliKing-no5wv 4 роки тому

    This made me so sad :( Been rooting for your happiness since season 1. Sending you so much love.

  • @ejabaut77
    @ejabaut77 4 роки тому

    Thank you for sharing your story. You have helped so many women struggling with hormones issues &fertility. Your heart is so big and you have brought so women together to have this discussion. Its beautiful to see the support you have received.

  • @meaganmoore4147
    @meaganmoore4147 4 роки тому +9

    This brought back all the emotions for me, and my heart goes out to you. I had my first miscarriage this past February at 8 weeks and passing the baby at home is the hardest part of the experience. Today, I am 12 weeks pregnant with our rainbow baby. I can’t wait until you get yours💕

  • @rachelle4473
    @rachelle4473 4 роки тому +10

    I cant stop praying for you both 🙏 God is listening and you will get your rainbow baby this happens to babies when they weren't chromosomely survive but it is still a loss of your baby non the same. I WILL pray and sent prayers for your rainbow 🌈 baby ahead... sending love!!!

  • @tiffdavidvaningen5540
    @tiffdavidvaningen5540 4 роки тому

    Thank you so much for making this, as hard as it had to have been for you. I have endometriosis and have gone through IVF and miscarried twins. It was the darkest time in my life and it took me awhile to find myself again. Stay strong, your fans love you.

  • @curiouskakes8220
    @curiouskakes8220 3 роки тому +1

    Takes courage to speak up and you don’t even have to explain yourself. I’m sorry that it happened but don’t lose hope. I believe things can turn around. Stay happy and stay positive girl!

  • @jamiesturdevant6182
    @jamiesturdevant6182 4 роки тому +10

    I’m so sorry for you! I’m glad it happened early...it will happen for you. Have faith! I am so happy you’re still with Brock. I was so afraid you guys broke up. At least, you still have him to help you through this...then you both can try again! Everything is going to be okay. God had a reason for this to happen. We love you!❤️

  • @distantkc
    @distantkc 4 роки тому +19

    I am sorry this has happened. It will happen again. Bless you and Brock.

  • @shannonthompson7357
    @shannonthompson7357 4 роки тому

    I'm so so sorry for your loss. 💔 it touched my heart to see how Brock tried to calm your nerves, he has a big heart. The two of you will get another chance, I just know it! have faith and know women everywhere stand with you and understand your pain. You are not alone!

  • @bloodgrrll
    @bloodgrrll 4 роки тому +2

    I'm so sorry this happened to you. My heart breaks for you. 😭💔😭💔😭💔😭💔😭 But you are a strong amazing woman and you will make an amazing mom one day! Lots of love and support to you! 💜💜💜💜💜💜

  • @noelfry3973
    @noelfry3973 4 роки тому +5

    love you Scheana stay strong

  • @kellyd.683
    @kellyd.683 4 роки тому +68

    I had a miscarriage and the dr recommended trying again after a month of healing...one normal cycle. Statistically you are less likely to miscarry again soon after a miscarriage bc not every pregnancy will end in miscarriage. Talk to your dr. Maybe you can try again sooner than later if you feel ready. We got pregnant with our rainbow 🌈 baby just a couple months later. I think about our baby who could have been often. Thinking of you ❤️❤️❤️

    • @bcbmom08
      @bcbmom08 4 роки тому +2

      Aww I love this. Yay for 🌈 👶

    • @sarahtrogdon3139
      @sarahtrogdon3139 4 роки тому +1

      Same. I had a miscarriage in May, skipped trying in June and got pregnant in July. Your hormones are still up and more favorable

    • @lyndseyw6722
      @lyndseyw6722 4 роки тому +1

      This is what happened with me

    • @Scheana
      @Scheana  4 роки тому +17

      That’s exactly what my doc told me!!

    • @stefanienovodor4936
      @stefanienovodor4936 4 роки тому +2

      can they support the pregnancy with adding progesterone n estrogen during.

  • @hollyshaw-elliemae
    @hollyshaw-elliemae 4 роки тому +1

    sends you love..... im sorry i cant watch this...... seeing you cry for even the first few minutes breaks my heart. im so so so sorry for your loss beautiful. take the time you need and love yourself. we love you

  • @georgettecastillion
    @georgettecastillion 4 роки тому +1

    I am so0o... sorry that y'all are going through this Scheana & Brock! Sending my love & will keep y'all in my prayers! -xo

  • @erikarowlance5007
    @erikarowlance5007 4 роки тому +16

    When I was 19 I got pregnant. The story is a little different from yours, but this is my first time sharing. I was 9-10 weeks pregnant when I found out and was with an abusive, drug addicted boyfriend. I knew I did not want to be with him but still did not know what I wanted to do. After speaking with my parents, I decided to get an abortion.... 7 years later at 26... I don't know how I feel. I am single and not ready to mingle, and now because of that surgery (I was told before all of this that I had a very low chance of having kids) I have an even lower chance of conceiving. I hope I can have children, but it's hard trying to find that person. I am so glad you found your person! I just hope that someday I do get pregnant with a man I love. I pray to all the gods!! *🙏🙏🙏

    • @Scheana
      @Scheana  4 роки тому +2

      Praying for you my love!!! 💔🥺

    • @kroseann3277
      @kroseann3277 4 роки тому

      Omg exact same thing with me !!!!! Had abortion at 17 and now I’ll be 27 and still no luck with having kids I hope I can and wish you the best of luck too

  • @shelbyneal7461
    @shelbyneal7461 4 роки тому +44

    This is hard. Let yourself feel everything. We lost our first at about 5 weeks. It was super hard and Christmas time. That next July started to try again and shocked got pregnant again. But something was seriously different, everything hit me so hard. Little did I know that I was pregnant with twins. I had worried my whole life that I could not get pregnant. My mom had 9 miscarriages and I am an only child. My girls are 7 now. And everyday I look at them and think that whoever came first knew it wasn’t their time. You two will be blessed. Just keep doing the right things and preparing yourself for what’s coming.

    • @kishasowell554
      @kishasowell554 4 роки тому +3

      Amazing

    • @sarahburton3110
      @sarahburton3110 4 роки тому +3

      🧡🧡🧡🧡

    • @hollys89
      @hollys89 4 роки тому +2

      Shelby Neal that's awesome! So happy for you and great advice!

    • @Scheana
      @Scheana  4 роки тому +6

      Wow!!!! Thank you so much. I can’t believe that

    • @brittanyguillory6709
      @brittanyguillory6709 4 роки тому +1

      Scheana Shay praying for you sweet girl

  • @LitLitterbox
    @LitLitterbox 4 роки тому +3

    This is devastating to watch but I feel so strongly that you WILL have a rainbow baby. I have one and she’s amazing. My only one and will be the only one I ever have and I’ve had 3 miscarriages then the 4th worked. Stay strong. It’s your storm before the calm. (I said it backwards on purpose) ♥️

  • @karenkeller5866
    @karenkeller5866 4 роки тому

    I’m so sorry that you had to go through this. You’re so tender hearted and kind, I know that you are going to be the best mom. 💞

  • @jessicaearle5476
    @jessicaearle5476 4 роки тому +29

    I went through what you did last year and my heart breaks for you . Lean on Brock because he seems to love you dearly . I have watched you for years and recently subscribe to your channel and I know how much you have always wanted children . Believe that one day YOU WILL have a child and hold on to that hope .. it’s not your fault , nothing you could have done would have prevented it . Keep your faith and hold Brock tight .

  • @SnowyOwl1588
    @SnowyOwl1588 4 роки тому +6

    Ohhh Scheana, you’re so loved by so many 💗 it will happen for you and you’re going to be such a good mom. Stay strong and keep your beautiful head up. Better days ahead 💗💗💗

  • @elyshaguerra8015
    @elyshaguerra8015 4 роки тому +1

    I love how sweet and caring he is with you! I'm so happy you found your person ♥️ stay strong love, I know you will be an amazing mom once you have your rainbow baby ♥️

  • @onyxrose3407
    @onyxrose3407 4 роки тому

    I'm so sorry to hear this Scheana. I wish I could hug you through this screen. Please keep trying to be positive you have so many people that are praying for you and sending good vibes.

  • @heatherbaker3418
    @heatherbaker3418 4 роки тому +27

    Sitting here and crying with you 😭😭 baby girl, you’re going to be an AMAZING momma! I’m so sorry you went through this heartache 💔 but I know your day will come and you will be the best mom ever!! Thank you for sharing this with all of us, I just want to give you a hug 🤗 you’re right, your thoughts are powerful and keep thinking positively and it’s all going to happen for you!! You’re so strong & brave, I admire you! I love you so much!❤️💙❤️💙

  • @jodyf1103
    @jodyf1103 4 роки тому +8

    I’m so sad for you and know what you are going through. It is so hard and can be a lonely time. Keep on your path with sharing, it really helps with healing. I kept everything to myself and it made things so hard for others to relate. I don’t know why society makes this such a taboo topic. I too went through many many miscarriages and was told I wouldn’t have any more children after my son. I had miscarriage after miscarriage (13 total) and then had an ectopic pregnancy which led to me losing a Fallopian tube, I lost all hope. I ended up seeing a specialist who helped me figure out all my ailments and then we went through with an IUI and thank god it worked. I was 35 when I had my son and 38 when our beautiful daughter who wasn’t meant to be blessed our world. There is hope and modern medicine to help if need be. Prayers for you while you recover not only physically, but spiritually and emotionally. It can be a journey. One day at a time I always tried to remind myself. You’ve got this!!! ❤️

    • @Scheana
      @Scheana  4 роки тому

      Omg!!!!! I cannot imagine that pain. My heart breaks for you. I’m so thankful you have your rainbow babies tho!

  • @tealkucura2677
    @tealkucura2677 4 роки тому

    That was heartbreaking! I’m so sorry! You will be a great mama soon!!

  • @jessicamartin8567
    @jessicamartin8567 4 роки тому +1

    I had to stop your video because I honestly couldn’t stop crying. I hear you, I feel you, and your pain is valid, your emotions are valid, this loss is valid. It doesn’t matter the week it happens or how common it is, that pain hurts. I too, have been told that I would never have babies of my own. I met my person and we actually have a healthy baby girl(now a toddler) but unfortunately the road to her involved a few losses. Those still cut me deep and I still wonder what if. Those heartbreaks taught me how strong I am, they taught me how thankful I am for this little girl now, they taught me compassion for women, they taught me that it’s ok to be hurt and open about fertility and all of its imperfections. I admire you in this journey and I’m so proud of you for showing the raw and for the journey that has brought you to this point. I promise this isn’t the end. No matter how your path looks, it doesn’t end like this. Sending you so much love in this season, just know that we stand with you and you don’t need to face this alone.

  • @meldelirious
    @meldelirious 4 роки тому +6

    I left some messages on your instagram but you know I’ve admired you since day one. I love you Scheana, you’ll survive this, both of you will. You will get what you deserve I will continue to pray for you, Brock and the family that will come.

  • @tonyac8347
    @tonyac8347 4 роки тому +5

    I am so sorry you had to go thru this.... my heart breaks for you.. much love sweetheart

  • @reginageorge8080
    @reginageorge8080 Рік тому

    I’m so glad I found your vlogs from the chaos that’s been happening lately. I never quite “got” you from the perspective of reality tv, but I just had to say how much I fell in love with your journey, your stories, and the real you. You are beautiful on the inside and out surrounded by such a beautiful family and a friend to all. I binged these vlogs and cried, smiled, and laughed with you. It’s actually all happening for you finally and you should be very proud of that

  • @rebeccamontealvo
    @rebeccamontealvo 4 роки тому

    So sorry for your loss! Praying for a fast recovery and I hope you stay strong! 💕

  • @jamiegrennell3159
    @jamiegrennell3159 4 роки тому +5

    I'm so sorry. I just love you. My daughter in law went through this. Hunny your time will come. This breaks my heart

  • @jank8498
    @jank8498 4 роки тому +6

    My heart aches for your loss 💐 l had 3 miscarriages one eptopic and 3 IVFs and no it’s doesn’t make it any easier .....grieving is so so very important lovely 💔sending lots of ❤️and hugs to you and Brock oh and btw a happy ending to my life was adopting my 2 daughters the reason l smile in my heart everyday . Be strong and I’m here for you 💐🌸💐🌺XOX

  • @zimbobwaythug69
    @zimbobwaythug69 4 роки тому +1

    Watching you cry breaks my heart 😭💔💔💔 I’m so sorry and we love you and all care for you and are supporting you through your heart ache. You will be an amazing mother and you will have your dreams come true , because good people get good karma and you are a good person and deserve the world

  • @shazmcuk
    @shazmcuk 4 роки тому

    I’m so sorry. This video is absolutely heartbreaking. Sending lots of love to you and Brock during this tough time ❤️

  • @jeanwelsome
    @jeanwelsome 4 роки тому +9

    I'm so sorry... you will be a Mommy and an amazing Mom!

  • @shanaya.battelo
    @shanaya.battelo 4 роки тому +10

    First Ily I'm so sorry you had one. I hope one day you will be a mom!

  • @samantharobinson662
    @samantharobinson662 4 роки тому

    Just Heartbreaking!! So sorry for your loss. Thank you so much for sharing this incredibly hard journey with all of us. Just know your time Will come girl. Lots of hugs❤️

  • @birchness
    @birchness 4 роки тому

    I’m so, so, so sorry for your loss! I’ve personally been there and I know how devastating it can be! God has a plan for you!! Keep your head up during this difficult time. Remember that you’re not alone either.

  • @MelissaAbel79
    @MelissaAbel79 4 роки тому +4

    I'm so heart broken for you Scheana... It will happen for you guys... Sending you lots of love & prayers 🙏❤❤❤

  • @katiphillips2897
    @katiphillips2897 4 роки тому +10

    Sending you love and prayers nothing can hurt your heart more but you are strong and God has a plan. ❤❤😘😘😘🙏🙏🙏

  • @kaitlynmadden6676
    @kaitlynmadden6676 4 роки тому +1

    Sweet Scheana, my heart breaks for you going through this difficult time💔 Just know you have the biggest support system who will stick by your side! Brock is definitely one of a kind you are blessed to have him and I know you will both make the BEST parents one day soon.

  • @rebekahnoel79
    @rebekahnoel79 4 роки тому +8

    Just know that even though this time wasn’t “the” time that it WILL happen for you one way or another and when it does and you meet that child you will know that all of this happened to lead you to the moment of THIS one single individual that is now your son or daughter.

  • @sarahburton3110
    @sarahburton3110 4 роки тому +36

    Everyone who loves you knows how much you take care of yourself and your loved ones .. you don’t need a reason to be sad. ... it just is.. 💛💛💛🌸🌸🌸

  • @brittanysutterfield7855
    @brittanysutterfield7855 4 роки тому +13

    I’m so sorry! I lost a baby last September. It was incredibly hard. On that day was my best friends gender reveal. I obviously didn’t make it. I felt like the entire world was going on about their lives and I was dying inside silently. Take it day by day. It does get easier.

    • @Scheana
      @Scheana  4 роки тому +2

      A good friend of mines was the day after I found out and then another friend the following week. I def feel your pain 💔🥺

  • @emilyuselman2206
    @emilyuselman2206 4 роки тому

    Sending lots of baby dust your way! There is nothing that can make the pain go away. I sympathize with you - the hope that you were given and then it is just pulled away from you is the hardest thing I ever went through. I had to go through IVF due to a AMH level issue as well and the journey to get there was so hard. So much self doubtn self blame, pain from your loss, exhaustion and disappointment each month or trial failed to produce a child. Sending soooo much love and positivity your way. It will work out for you and you will be an amazing mother!
    I have always appreciated your honesty and realness.

  • @debrent
    @debrent 4 роки тому +1

    You and Brock have been in my prayers. Life is precious. It’s okay to grieve and love this angel baby. You are blessed to have been aware that this pregnancy existed. You’re going to be a great mom in the future. Heavenly hugs! Stay relaxed and don’t stress. From my own experience don’t pressure yourself to feel like you need to get pregnant again right away. Read books, eat well, stay hydrated and get plenty of rest. You have an incredible man and wonderful friends and family. So many great things are in your future. You’ve got this!

  • @edithmartinez8767
    @edithmartinez8767 4 роки тому +15

    I cried watching the whole time but you got this! You have a great support system and especially an amazing partner. Both you and Brock will get that baby ❤️❤️❤️

  • @adore200
    @adore200 4 роки тому +7

    I almost had a miscarriage with my daughter and it was the scariest thing ever. So you have every right to feel this way! No matter how early it was

    • @micheller2283
      @micheller2283 4 роки тому

      Almost? 🙄

    • @adore200
      @adore200 4 роки тому

      Michelle R228 The reason why I say almost is because I was bleeding like I was on my period, I had to rush to the hospital because they told me I was most likely having a miscarriage. It was a blessing that everything was okay. It’s not normal to bleed like that while you are pregnant and YES it’s scary

  • @lisapcoker4355
    @lisapcoker4355 4 роки тому

    You are a strong woman. Sharing your story will help so many others. Praying for you.

  • @dyanas2cents
    @dyanas2cents 4 роки тому

    Omg, you deserve so much love. This broke my heart.

  • @erikarowlance5007
    @erikarowlance5007 4 роки тому +5

    Sending you all the love ❤️❤️ You are amazing and will be the BEST mother someday. Even if it has to come to adoption, you will be AMAZING!! 😍

  • @sophiavanwincoop6364
    @sophiavanwincoop6364 4 роки тому +7

    I’m sooo sorrry scheana ❤️❤️

  • @claudiabriggs3496
    @claudiabriggs3496 4 роки тому

    Awe Shena this breaks my heart. I’ve always liked you the most you have such a sweet sole. You ARE going to be an OUTSTANDING mother. Stay strong love.

  • @daniellestevens6795
    @daniellestevens6795 4 роки тому

    Wow. This is the saddest video I have watched! I am so sorry you are going through that! Thank you for sharing this and bringing some awareness to how hard it is to go through. Especially right now. God bless you and your family