Insecurity Was Ruining My Life Until This Happened 🥺
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Testimony Recorded at King of the Nations Church in Rockville, MD
Chapters
00:00 Teaser
01:00 Inviting Jesus into My Heart
03:18 Struggling w/ Self Condemnation
06:07 Seeking Approval from Others
10:01 Encountering the Holy Spirit For the First Time
14:20 Going to Bible School
17:39 Jesus Breaks off the Condemnation
25:27 Bible College is Over. Now what?
27:50 Future Husband? 18 Years Older 😳
30:19 Praying for Confirmation
33:35 God’s Provision
35:21 Counting the Cost of Marrying an Older Man
37:37 Dealing with Dry Season as a Mom
39:03 Relationship with Parents Today
41:58 Who is Jesus to you?
43:49 Prayer
46:14 Last Words
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My son submitted an email to talk to someone on 2-14 and no one has contacted him and I also did 3 days ago and haven’t heard anything, is there a different email?
Mark 11:22-27 correction verse
Thank you, your testimony gets me completely I feel just that way. Thank you for your word of hope.
Is the help thing is actually accurate?
@@latinaqueen8391 I’m not sure I have submitted the information for someone locally to reach out and they never did. My son also reached out when he was going through some darks times and they never reached out neither
I felt that when i was 17yrs old trying to read the Bible then frustrated i said God, please give me the ability to understand what im reading while Bible reading. Instantly i could understand everything before me. It was excellent. I then felt liqoud love being poured out over me starting at my head. I could even feel the weight of it, and somehow knew it was golden colored. How i dont know. It was a totally Supernatural experience, and i thank God for it.
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I have been praying all morning, pleading for God’s help. Anxiety and insecurity are nearly paralyzing lately.
Same here, but God will break EVERY chain. Most of the time we’re ALREADY FREE, but the chains and bondage of whatever it is has become a blanket of comfort and we don’t know HOW to walk out the freedom. Deliverance will also help !!
Stay in the word and in prayer. Replace the lies from the enemy with the TRUTH of God and HIS words.
Sister, know that it’s not really you but arrows and lies of the enemy desiring you to agree with anxiety, insecurity and fear thst paralysis! Mathew 11:27 declare it that this mountain of lies go in Jesus name. Taking authority by faith. This passage reminds us to have no doubt in our heart to believe and as we stand praying this in Jesus name forgive all who trespassed against us!
Keys to the kingdom
Roman’s 8:11
Roman’s 8, 16, 17 believe these scriptures more than feelings! Speak against the feelings that’s not our spirit it’s where the enemy tries to gain a foothold don’t listen to the lies in the emotions thst aren’t from above !
Worship pray seek deliverance: healing rooms ( look that up)!
Not saying that you aren't doing this already, but throw yourself at Jesus's feet, ask Him to help you and trust that it will be done even before you see it.. I was crippled with anxiety and depression nearly of my life and one day I just gave up within myself and threw it at Jesus's feet with trust and faith that He had me. Haven't dealt with depression or anxiety of any sort since that day I released it to Him. You have to truly release it. ❤
Wishing you the best in your future endeavors and I will pray for you too.
In my case, I had unknowingly allowed the devil access to attack with these things. Yoga, fornication, unforgiveness and allowing my neighbor to read my fortune. I also had painting of a dragon and serpentine jewelry that God told me to get rid of. I also experienced debilitating depression. I lived like a dead person yet I loved Jesus! Anyway, I obeyed God and I'm telling you mental illness gone! All gone. That was 6 years ago. Ive gone on to publish 4 books and start a small ministry. Hope that helps! Let me know how its going with you when you get delivered because He'll do it.
Wow! This is beautiful!!!! I need freedom from depression, low self worth and defeated.
Please read ZECHERIAH CH5 and find out that which WITCH God SAYS is both His &&& our greatest enemy &&& BE BLESSED BY GOD &&& AMEN !!!
Wow dani plz pray for my son daniel. When he was in his teens he was getting in the occultic stuff playing with a ouija board & has dragon tattoo . He came to church with me and said the prayer to receive Jesus Christ. He seems to need a more close encounter with Jesus. Thanks for sharing your experience. I know its God will to fully deliver Daniel from all evil and give him a heart that loves Jesus Christ / hates evil and wants to seek only Jesus
Halleluyah
wow that's amazing
Being black and arriving to a place where i dont feel insecure and hatred towards the other races because of all the movies and documentaries, hate crimes i have seen about racism and America was a roller coaster for me. When you let that hate grow it can turn into something else. I have fought with it, prayed and i can assure you that am almost there. I have not yet reached but i have left. Atleast i know now that everyone is not out to get me coz am black 😊
I see this so much in my american culture 😞 there seems to be an agenda to keep all the races separated. God says we are ALL human, one in the same, created in His image. I hope you can see past the deep rooted narratives and media that we can’t understand one another or get along and all the hate being perpetuated… it’s not true. so much love for anyone of any race ❤
@@sophielesher8002 thank you. God has freed me and i believe i will continue to fight it even when i don't feel like it. God created us all in his own image. AMEN
This is for everyone out there going through one struggle or the other; feeling depressed. Ive been there and knows how it feels. One thing i held onto is this, " it gets darkest before dawn"😊 God made it happen for me getting $35k monthly. Im also gaining strength in the spirit, praying in unknown tongues of fire has been a major key. You should try it. God bless you richly ❤🙌🙏💕💕💕
Thank you for these words. I need it. A thousand and one others would find this useful. Thanks and God bless you too❤🙏
I'm fascinated with the part you are growing in strength in the spirit with unknown tongues of fire. Keep it going, the enemy the devil don't have a clue to what you say in prayers 🔥🔥🔥
1Cor.14_2... for he who speaks in a tongue does not speak to men, but to God... Keep gaining strength in the spirit
Ephesians 6:18_ _ _pray at all times in the spirit, with all prayers and supplication, and Jude says pray in the spirit (Jude 20)
Depression is real, anxieties are real. The thought of what happens the next minute kills some. We pray for grace and strength to overcome. I'll spend ample time praying in the spirit henceforth. Thanks
I have never resonated so well with a testimony before. I relate so much to the sisters story of always feeling inadequate and insecure and growing up always wanting to feel accepted by others. I have to admit that sometimes I see this pour out into my relationship with God sometimes. Sometimes if i don't "feel " Gods presence like others and experience certain things like them, it makes me feel that God is mad at me or that those type of experiences just don't happen to people like me. I intellectually know that those feelings do stem from condemnation. I also suffer a lot with condemnation. The enemy is such a liar, But I'm so grateful for this testimony. I feel like i want to pray and start asking specific questions to the Holy Spirit. I have this deep desire to go deeper in the Lord. I'm involved with a lot ministry wise as well. Its kind of crazy that before i even watched this video that i had just prayed and asked God "what His purpose for my life is" and then i stumbled across this testimony and really resonated with the part where she was saying how she wanted what God wanted for her life. Even if it didnt make sense to others, and i truly believe that God has plans for my life that may not make sense to others. And I cant wait to see what those are. I just want what He wants. Jesus is enough, and even if i dont feel like im enough, its okay because Jesus is enough and He makes me complete. Currently waiting on God to see if marriage or singleness is in His plans for me as well as career path and serving in ministry a as well. I am truly blessed by this testimony. i watch these testimonies from delafe quite often but this one specfically really touched me and blessed me.
Thank you so much for taking the time to leave this comment! I'm so glad my testimony spoke to you. My contact information is above if you ever wanted to connect. I'd be happy to pray with you.
@@debbiehays852 what a humble and kind woman of God you are to personally come on and leave a message of encouragement. I loved your testimony, not only has it given me hope to continue pressing into Christ, waiting for the hope of his righteousness but the other thing (which was unexpected) I’m going through now. With an older man pursuing me, he’s probably around the same age gap maybe a bit older and I’ve been battling a bit with it. But when he messages me, he has such a beautiful Christlike spirit - I’ve found my heart being drawn to him. My stories just beginning and eventually I agreed to meet with him (with my Pastors permission - I got my Pastor involved as I don’t want to be going outside of the will of God and my Pastor and his wife have been with me through the years I suffered with my ex husband- I’m taking NO chances!!) however, I got frightened and backed out earlier today - I then came across, a video talking about ‘stop pushing the people of God who want to love you away’ and then I saw your video, with a whole different topic (that was applicable), just to meet up on something even more specific to my situation. I think the Lords dealing with my heart and I better tell my friend the dates back on 😊. He like your husband, is easy going, and gently pursuing me from a safe distance. Even when I cancelled our date, he was so gracious and didn’t pressure me. He just said ok, maybe some other time and that he’ll pray for us, (as my son has a cold / flu - and I think I could be coming down with it It’s a bit of a sore throat at the moment but far too early to cancel). He didn’t force me to rearrange it.
I’m about 10 years your jnr i think. I was married to somebody who was extremely abusive, so I’ve been scared - 11 years later and I think the Lords telling it’s time, as he has something greater for me. I too just want his heart, to be in his will and to love him with all of my heart, mind, soul and strength. There’s a lot more to this but that’s for another time!! Thanks again God bless you and your family xx 😊
Blessing to you both, for the testimony, and for God comforting you with it.
Really loved this testimony! It was a good change to hear about the internal struggle of a "regular" Christian - instead of testimonies with Christians of a background of sex ,drugs and rock 'n roll.
Internal struggles are just as real as outward challenges and often require more insight to identify as they are hidden.
This was top notch - keep 'em coming,Delafé! 👍
This. This right here. It’s me too. Grew up in church all my life, had great family, served in ministry all my life - but something was off: perfectionism. The striving. People pleasing. Self condemnation. And man does this all eventually catch up to you. It’s not until now, at 27 that I am learning to accept grace and mercy, and really receive the love of God. This world will always come up short
“This is my personality. it’s all I’ve ever been…That girl is dead, she’s gone” Wow. What a testimony that speaks to the challenges, decisiveness and authenticity of this walk. It’s not a sprint, this is a marathon.
II Corinthians 10:4-6 NKJV
For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds, casting down arguments and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ, and being ready to punish all disobedience when your obedience is fulfilled.
Thank you sister for sharing your incredible story!!!! I'm 56. I've battled depression, fear of man, fear of man's approval, a dad that never ever gave me his stamp if approval. Always pointed our my negatives. (I didn't even know where that came from), but I've had rejection after rejection. My daughter died last year.
Last night I considered the s word. I feel hopeless. I'm broke. I'm poor and feel worthless. I cry myself to sleep for weeks. I want freedom. I want joy and happiness. I'm so broken. But I have Jesus. 👐🙏
You've gone through a tremendous loss and you have a lot of things that have happened in your life that the devil can prey upon. I know this because the same thing happens to me too. I want you to know that Jesus is grieving with you, he collects all your tears in a bottle and he loves you so much. Please consider to reach out to someone at your church for help and support, we're not meant to go through this alone. If you need someone to talk to, I will listen. Plead the promises of God to God, he will answer you. His word cannot return void.
I’m so sorry you’re going through this remember in this life time we are just walking through nothing here is permanent nor even happiness eternal happiness will come once we reach heaven but that comes with obedience of the word 🤎 you have Jesus try to go to a church community so God can let you see your purpose in life
The devil can make you feel useless, invalidated, and broken to the point of thinking of the s word. When you're feeling this way, cry out to God and bind these feelings. God is alive, He loves us dearly, but you have to seek Him out by prayer and fasting and reading His words. Even listening to gospel music helps. Hang in there. God is able. Blessings ❤
@dovewhite.... love and prayers for you. My heart goes out to you in Jesus' name. My 34 yr old son was murdered in Jan 2023. The way i feel is indescribable only God can know. That kind of pain is beyond our ability to deal with its only pissible to overcome thru Christ. So hang in there sweety. His comfort will help you. In time by Gods geace your love will make a difference in someones life. I pray you will hang onto Jesus and receive His strength and healing until you are able to touch someines life for Him. Hurting ppl need those who have Jesus in their hearts. In time i know we will be able to pour the love of Christ that we want to lavish on our departed loved one -- but upon someone on earth who desperately needs it. By His grace we will do it some day my sister
Sorry for your loss. Jesus looooves you❤ amd he is close to the broken hearted. Please don't give up and you can listen to Brandon Lake's don't you give up on me.
OMG you have no Idea… how much insecurity and low self esteem has taken ahold of my life. everyday. please pray for me to be set free from insecurity and low self esteem. it is debilitating.
Same hear. Sometimes it’s like people are overtaken by a demon to make me feel lesser. I’m decent looking but it feels like I’m constantly attacked subtly. I often think people suck in general but I know that is wrong and I’m a newbie Christian. So I have work to do. I need a relationship with Jesus. Not just watch testimonies. This one is really good.
I’m now 50 and finally giving my life to Jesus. He is the only way. I see that now. This world is so surreal and supernatural.
Trauma doesn’t always mean being physically or verbally beaten down. For example, this woman appears to have had parents who did not validate her, hence her strive to be perfect. It’s a form of manipulation and just as damaging as physical abuse. It’s good to see she has found peace in God.
Wow, just started watching this testimony. My best friend's husband was raised in a similar 'perfect' household. His parents never argued etc. Problem was, when he became a father and husband he struggled. Having been raised in a home where anger and disagreements were not expressed, he had no idea how to cope when problems arose. My friend was more robust, having been raised in what some call a 'dysfunctional family'. Authenticity is key. Some people pretend all is well when its not.
I was an overachiever, too. And, NEVER felt good enough...what a lie! Jesus, our Lord and Savior, knew we were worth everything to him, he died for us. Thank you Father God for never abandoning me or forsaking me! He just gets better and better, we are so blessed! Praise the Most High!! 🙏✝️🕊❤️
What strikes me is that the feeling of not being good enough can really get out of hand with the urge to perform, the urge to prove, a constant restlessness, fear or strive with others. And there is no trace of this in her life at all! She is confident and content in what she does and doesn't do. What a testimony!
WOW!! This testimony really hit home for me. I’d always felt that I wasn’t good enough for God. What a revelation - ‘you will NEVER measure up. The Law didn’t measure up! Stop condemning yourself (and others) BECAUSE JESUS CHRIST MEASURED UP!
HE DID IT!!!!
EUREKA! Thank you Debbie ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥🙏🏼
Them trying to be perfectionist and trying to teach them to be that way was the form of trauma and abuse in a sense. Because she was getting conflicting information in a way. She was being taught that Jesus was the only way. Yet being taught and showed by her earthly parents that you had to perform in order to be accepted, approved, or good enough in a sense.
They forgot to teach her a Relationship with Jesus and reading the word with the prayers. Somehow the enemy twisted it to her thinking she wasn't good enough. Which definitely wasn't true.
That's exactly what I was thinking. I know an elderly Christian couple that reminds me of her parents. Very devout Christians, yet the level of control esp. the lady of the couple exudes combined with a certain harshness and busy-ness create a very tense environment. They totally forget the emotional level, which can cripple children immensely - esp. the more sensitive (creative) ones.
Thank you for sharing your testimony. This was me, even recently. There were inner demons that I can tell my mom lead into my mind and it just kept festering. I always felt I was never enough and so desperate to be loved. Jesus set me free and now I have even been sober about 1 month. I did dabble 1 day but I have not been like this since I was 18.
Beautiful testimony. Thank you! I think many of us growing up in Christian homes can relate. We can have baggage in our lives that the enemy loves to use against us. It is only the Holy Spirit that can truly help us with this.
I love this lady, I wish we could be friends. Ive been crying the whole time listening to this.
Feeling the same here. She’s so genuine, so gentle
Debbie's testimony came at the perfect time for me because she described the condemnation part that fit my life for many years of it.
But God demonstrates his own love for us in this While [I] [was] still [a] sinner Christ died for [me] us. Romans 5:8 He gave his all for all.
Thank you for telling your story. I grew up in a similar environment. My parents while loving and stable people, used shame and comparison to discipline my sisters and I. I never felt like I was good enough, always felt that I never could live up to their expectations. We all suffer from some form of anxiety now. I am 36, married with a child and still find myself trying to win their approval subconsciously. It’s a struggle daily but I have a personal relationship with Jesus now and I know I am enough for him, that he loves me, and he forgives me for being broken. My brokenness made me need him and now I will never seek approval from others over him. Thank you Jesus. Thank you for saving me from myself and this broken world. I love you Jesus.🙏
God! She is so beautiful in soul and person. Thank you for your transparency. This kinds of honesty help you know that you are not alone in whatever struggles that one may be facing.
Thank you for obeying God to share your testimony. May His name be forever praise.
Thank you producers of God’s biggest archives of testimonies.❤😂
This testimony is exactly what I needed. I've struggled with insecurity my whole life, and even after being saved a few years ago, insecurity still has a stronghold on my life. I've heard so many sermons and read so many things about insecurity, but the message never really lasts. Thank you so much Debbie for sharing your testimony - something about the way you put together your words and feelings has really struck a chord in me. I appreciate your vulnerability, and thank you, Delafe, for another amazing testimony.
I've spend mostra of my life feeling the same way she did. It is so hard tô not fall into this feeling of not being worth of god Love. I really hope that everday i feel freedom of this.
Hi, it's Debbie. You can be free from this! I literally had to be re-programmed by the Holy Spirit to think God's thoughts about me instead of my own. It took deliverance, spiritual discipline, and I needed to be filled with the Spirit. Surround yourself with other Christians who understand and walk in these things. My contact information can be found above if you wanted to talk.
I love this!! I had the Spirit of condemnation too and memorized Romans 8 to get rid of it!!! 23:08 amen!!! Nice try Satan, but I will never stop pursuing Jesus
24:20 so good!!! It’s true after deliverance we still need to deal with our thoughts and habits and not fall back.
This woman is so wise and so great at communicating. God bless her! Great testimony 😊💖
Your testimony is very inspiring. Especially for those of us who have been in the church for all childhood and teen yrs and have made perfection & control mini gods for us, instead of Jesus. Thank you for the reminder to keep our eyes on Him and work with the Holy Spirit after He delivers us to walk freedom❤
2:36 #NoHolySpiritFire - I haven’t heard anyone say it as plain as that but I hear the Holy Spirit saying that is what it is. God is in a box and the Holy Spirit is given no room in the church. There is no fire!!
I can so related to this testimony! I was raised in the church thought I knew it all and thought church and Christian’s were boring and I was embarrassing. So many times I tell my husband I wish I could tell my younger self just hang on and stick to your faith and life will be so much better. It’s not boring and it’s better when you’re 100% leaning into God and his will for your life.
Her testimony spoke to my heart and experiences so much! God bless her! I love her and am so thankful for God speaking through her life and who she is and how her testimony came to your attention but Man oh Man! She is a precious person! And I can relate to her insecurities and strongholds! I have suffered the same my whole life! Thank you Deborah! You’ve blessed me! And there’s hope for me yet!
Praise God for this testimony!!! I can relate to the insecurity part, I'm 40 and still don't know what I want to do. But I know one thing, I'm called to be an evangelist, and I love talking with people about Jesus! It brings true fulfillment to me like nothing else I've ever done!
Thank you. What a great testimony! I learned a few things from her story that I can apply to my life. These testimonies are so great, so edifying, so encouraging. Grateful to God for this ministry and for our sister who shared today. ❤😊
This testimony is so similar to mine that it is scary...but absolutely comforting that I am not just some oddball who is just particularly weak. I am a normal human being who is just as weak as everyone else 😅. This has made me fall even more in love with Jesus and has raised my hope to the heavens.
I was an atheist for 25+ years and deeply anti christian. But in August 2020, i reached rock bottom. I wanted to end my life.
So for the first time ever, i decided to cry out to God, with a sincere heart. I asked if He's real, please show me, and I will give my life to Him.
That prayer changed my life. Shortly after, a series of supernatural events started to happen. I physically felt the Holy Spirit - like electricity - fill me. And in that moment I believed. My world was turned inside out, in the best possible way.
Today, I serve in full time ministry. And despite the inevitable struggles in life, I know, with all my heart, that Jesus is Lord. God is real.
God loves you. If you're reading this and are down in the dumps, pray to Him. Ask Him to show you the Truth with a sincere heart. And He will show you the Truth, and the Truth will set you free.
Amen. God bless you all. ❤️🙏
Halleluyah!
Amen. Thank you Jesus!!!
Praise God!!
I was struggling with anxiety for a few days, 😭 hoping to swept if off by praying and reading but nothing comes to mind and heart, Im not feeling better, then I asked the Lord, where is this coming from? Then the Lord led me to this video 🥺 awesome God He is. Now I know why. Godbless you sister.
What an excellent testimony!!
I love watching the testimonies and thank you so much for filming and posting them.
The title drew me in because of what I’m currently going through and the feelings of fatigue on whether I’ll ever overcome this period but Jesus told us he has given us his peace and that we’ll have tribulations in the world but to be of good cheer because he’s overcome the world 🙌.
We have to keep being consistent and holding fast until we are completely healed and restored. The enemy is such a liar !!
I also, enjoyed the rest of Debbie’s story. I got more than I bargained for because she’s touched upon another area I’m potentially going through and have similar reservations on. God is sooo incredibly awesome. I got more answer here than I expected ❤😊
Thank you so much and may the Lord richly, continuously bless you all. Now and forever. Amen.
My daughter went in to brain surgery yesterday and all felt close to lost. But God guided the surgeon’s hands so that I could kiss my sweet Stella again. We prayed and prayed and cried and cried. God has brought us much needed peace these last few days. A dear friend sent me the link to this. What a lovely song
You spoke to my life!!! I feel like eveything you spoke about and have gone through has been exactly what I’ve been going through since I was also raised in a Christian based home! Thank you for this❤️❤️❤️
God is soo good. I’ve been struggling personally with anxiety and people pleasing a majority of my life. I’m so glad he put this video in my path to look at. Her testimony is a blessing it’s testament to how amazing God is and how much he loves us.
I'm so thankful you continue to experience God's presence like that, but it's frustrating for those who only knew such times early in their walk with Jesus. Should people question their position with the Lord when they don't experience that overwhelming love thousands of times?
Glory to God for this testimony! It really helped me and He really nudged me on this because I was struggling heavy in warfare for that"you're not good enough" mess with examples on like to back up the lie so it was harder to fight
The metaphor of the rocks in the glass was fantastic, It really hit home ❤
2:11 I relate so much. Growing up in the church, I felt very alone and legalistic and condemned. It was only until I began to seek Jesus personally through the Bible that I found Him. I too felt insecure, I still do sometimes, but God. ❤
Amazing testimony.
Not with the drama of abuse, demons, witchcraft and prison, but no less amazing.
Thank you.
Her demeanor definitely changed once her relationship was discussed, but I truly love the way she described who Jesus is to her. No matter what it is that we end up doing for a living, knowing that you do it all for the glory is the Lord, is enough..
This lady is a sweetheart.
I understand the feelings of deep insecurity. Thank you for sharing your story.
What a beautiful, Godly woman. Thank you so much for being Gods messenger. One thing that stood out to me, though, and maybe you just didn’t cover it, but those initial years as a mother, that you describe almost as dead, valueless years, I believe were as important, if not more, than your ministry since. You are raising Gods children, the future. You are caretaking their souls. I too have four children, and now five grandchildren, and I truly believe that it is my most valuable role in my life. My incredible children are marking an important contribution to this world in all sorts of different ways. They are still finding Jesus as many young ones are, but they essentially decent, loving and kind and I am so very proud of them. They are also Gods most miraculous blessing and gift to me in a life that’s been full of trauma and illness. I gave birth to them, but they save me every day as they make this life very worthwhile and I thank God always for this gift.
God rescued me completely from anxiety. I had it so bad, I couldn't leave my home. I can tell u what happened if your interested.
tell me
tell me!
Can you share on here? This is a safe space for everyone.
I would love to hear your testimony!
Please share!
Thank you Deb and thank you Delafe Testimonies for sharing this video! My story mirrors yours on so many levels and currently I am in the lives of so many people but there has been an underlying unsettled feeling that there is more to my relationship with God to unfold. He has been prompting me to get into the Word more but my previous "failures" of reading and feeling "meh" have hindered me. Your testimony was an answer to prayer! I pray for your ministry, for your ongoing relationships with people and leading them to a personal relationship with our Heavenly Father! God bless you! PS As a side note, God in the past couple weeks has drawn my attention to Maryland 3 times and being from Canada, that's not an everyday occurrence! Can't wait to see what God is up to! 😉
Thank you so much for your beautiful testimony and transparency of your heart. I struggled with insecurities for so many years and I totally identified with all your struggles and I love hearing how Jesus delivered you. He delivered also as I pursued Him with all my heart as you did. Praise God! And I’m so thankful for this ministry that shares what God has been doing in peoples lives. It’s all so incredibly encouraging and such a powerful way to overcome the enemy: by the word of our testimony. Revelation 12:11
What an uplifting and fascinating testimony! You are a beautiful and authentic individual/Christian! Loved the bit about your husband and how you tried to inform him he was "getting to" you...isn't God just incredible!
Debbie you’re awesome so perfect in Christ you are accomplish loved and called and purpose driven for the kingdom. I can see all throughout your story you’re living in your calling. Where others have said that you’re not enough Jesus has made you enough. Amen
We were known before the womb, but many think we are not eternal:
Our mortal minds cannot comprehend the infinite, immortal, unending nature of God’s mind. We believe everything must have a beginning, but there is no beginning to the mind of God. We were known before the womb (Jeremiah 1:5, Psalm 139:13-18), before the foundations of the world-the same is true of Jesus. Jesus belongs to God the Father (Proverbs 8:22-36), and was sent to save those who are lost (Luke 19:10). This is why we are told that if we seek his kingdom, he will bring all things to our REMEMBRANCE…to remember that we ALL were once with him, and we all have lost our way without the Lord Christ as our Savior (John 14:26). *Every single person has ALWAYS EXISTED in God’s foreknowledge.* His wisdom is without end, and we were born from everlasting and will return to everlasting.
The promise of the gospel is for us to live eternally: but every person will choose either eternal life with God and Jesus, or eternal life without God and Jesus-which is death.
Sorry for her loss.
I enjoyed her personality 😊
This was a cool story ❤ loved it !!
Please pray for the salvation of my family - especially Charles - and for an unspoken prayer request. Thank you!
I also got married 17 years old older than me and went from one continent to another but before that I asked god to put barriers on the documents process if he wasn’t for me but everything went fine. I have been married now 32 years. 👍🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼📖📖👈🏼👈🏼
Thanks!
Thank you for your beautiful testimony. I love your story. Sometimes life is not what we expect but it is all part of Gods plan. Only in him we will find true peace. I love you Jesus.
Please pray for my family. My husband suffers with PTSD. It’s been a very difficult 6 months for us and for our two girls.
I could relate with you so much! Thank you for sharing your testimony, I am so encouraged by it. May God continue to blow your mind because of your posture in obedience to Him throughout your life. ❤💛
This one seems interesting
The demon that you are a calling a man is going to follow you both home, make sure you pray 🙏 ❤ People don’t understand the chaos that comes once you start dabbling in the supernatural.
Can you shed more light on this
HALLELUJAH I LOVED YOUR TESTIMONY GOD BLESS YOU ❤
I'm so thankful for the way you shared things how you put it into understanding how the devil would come into your head like a lot of people don't talk about that cuz they feel like that people will think they're crazy but that is exactly how it works he comes in and he comes into agreement with what you say about yourself and not what we look at the Lord Jesus to say about us Hallelujah Hallelujah I praise you God the devil has no permission none in Jesus name there was a certain little things that you said in there that really just spark instantly in my heart you know I'm always on myself always putting myself down and that's exactly what that is is condemnation it is even tried to rub off on my poor baby boy and that's exactly what the devil wants if he can either one take out the head of the household such as the dad the spiritual recovery... or two get into the spiritual leader of the which is the parents that it's a wrap he's going to go for your children Hallelujah God for the blood of Jesus thank you
What an amazing woman 🙏🏾
If you are struggling with this there is a book prefect for this is called captivating unveiling the mistery of a woman soul (is a christian book) trust me borrow it from your local library or buy it but you need to buy it, I think I don't know a book for men is a wild heart (a christian book too)
I have been exactly where she was in surrender to marriage. My situation wasn't exactly the same. My husband was 2 years younger but had commitment issues. Proposed two times in a span of 4 years and 6 years in a dating relationship with me. Every time he ended the engagements I was devastated. Yet I had heard years before by the Lord in my spirit say He's the one. I just had to ask God if you want us together we need a miracle because I'm not going to beg this man and he is resisting marriage yet He says he loves me. Either change my heart or his. Three engagements and 7 years in we finally got married. It was definitely a God thing. He made that happen supernaturally. Christians will understand how God moves in mysterious ways!
Thank you for your obedience, Eric. We appreciate you and your team more than you kno.
Thank you for your wonderful Testimony. Please keep me in your prayers. I’m crippled with anxiety and depression. I keep praying but to know avail.🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️
Her testimony was amazing
Love her testimony very relatable
The story made me cry. I love that He is your treasure. He is mine too.❤
I can definitely relate to her. I always felt not enough just NOT enough. I want to follow God with all my heart I want to do his will but I fall short.
I love this beautiful lady. I can relate so so much. I didn't know there's people like me out there ♡
Es sind viele da draußen
9:26 OMG why is she describing my spiritual life?! This testimony is for me. 😢
Her attitude was really uplifting and helped me in my season of sadness
Wow that answer was beautiful at the end. She did pursue Jesus, regardless of what people said. I pray that this testimony makes way in my heart. ❤ thank you
I could definitely relate to her struggle with insecurities. I am thankful God delivered me from insecurity several years ago.
We stumble but God isn't far that we can't find Him. Many are anointed through adversity and times of hardship. We experience God during these times. We are connected through this, but I think some do not want to suffer and although it's inevitable, some run because the truth is too hard for them to bare or they haven't found their joy. God bless us all
“Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials” James 1:2
Thank you for sharing. I think this is what is meant by they overcame by the word of their testimony and the blood of the lamb. Rev 12:11. It was encouraging to hear your story.
This is not my life... it belongs to the Lord! 💖
This is the best one so far. It really spoke core values in volumes. Thankyou angels 😇
thankyou this helped me 🙏 I feel like I've been locked in condemnation too ...and never measuring up to god and each day I wonder if I will avoid going to hell ...and it's made my faults worse ! ..you know thevfear of hell ;e to ky faults ...because some pd these videos of nrar death ecperoenxes will talk abput hell abd how you have to fught ypur flesh and it causes alot of buolt up of stress inside you know trying to be perfect ...so i want freedom from my faults but i want freedom from condemnation too ...im so kind of in need of the right way to do this ... shouting at my child when I'd asked god to help me not too and the very next day i shout worse ,!!! you know ,??? and I feel so shit about myself ...and what do I find ?? I find this testimony and I ho omg yes I've had the spirit of condemnation my whole life !( my whole life and the enemy taunts me with it . and then I got angry at god that he didn't help me you know but I couldnt even leave the room ,go scream at the bottom of the garden or into a pillow you know .m. i need god to help me ,i need jesus to help me , but in the moment i dont stop and reach out to them ! im getting deja vue writing this i don't know why . i just need to shout for help .. help im about to sin!!! ...please help me help me now ... like a 999 call ...i need tools ...tools of how to calm down to remain strong inside .... but becaise iof my shame i nnearly abamdoned them i nearly thought they couldnt help me ,that i was probably unloved and discarded and damned...... ..this testimony gave me alot of hope im not damned i just need to let them in ...i really feel so bad for my daughter having a mum like me ...a mum whos not safe with a mum she can push ...she needs to push and reach a healthy bounrary not a screaming scary boundaey ykno ??? im upset for her ...I'm sorry for her too ..mand yet ..im still angry that she pushes me to that stage i need to forgive her for that .....how can god and jesus help me if i cant even take a breath ,stop , or put my hand over my mouth or leave the huse go into the garden ...it was like i got possessed by this spirit of total anger its a problem ...i need.to meet people aswel who can help with my problem too ..pray with me pray for my daughter too ...i feel so bad for my daughter ...most of time im good and she pushes and pushes and pushes and then she hits my line and i dont know how to implement a healthy no ...or a healthy response ...i just start screamung angry ...it happens once in a blue moon ,shes a teenager and menopausal and im a single mim and she ll push and push and push ....and then i reach this place and i don't want to scream and shout i want to give it to god ,and the night before i prayed to god to help me hold my tongue ,to speak his words ,and the very next day she pushes me into a place where i loose it . i failed ...i screamed ...i was not patient thete was no fruits of spirits .m...im always condemning myself anyway ... my whole life ...i really want freedom from that . thankyou for this anyway ,its given me hope . . god must've put it on my feed . 🙏🌊♥️
Hello, this is Debbie. I want to encourage you with a few things to consider. 1. Have you made Jesus Lord and Savior of your life? 2. Do you have a community of Christians with which you can be taught and grow? 3. Working on your anger isn't the best place to start - instead to pinpoint what the root of your anger is and get healing from God around that pain. Yes, your anger is a problem, but it's a symptom of something deeper. This is why you need a Christian community that could walk through this with you and help you seek God's healing. All of this is a process. God Bless!
What a beautiful woman of God. Your heart is precious. Thank you for sharing. ❤️
Prayers for me. I struggle with depression and anxiety and intrusive thoughts and insecurities
Danica Roche...what is your take on yoga if you are not in disobedience in other ways...as exercise and mindfulness tool. Iv done lots research, different opinions.
as someone who came to Christ from the new age I can tell you that it is a form of idol worship(at best). While practicing yoga I had the worst sleep paralysis I’ve ever had.
Try Pilates or other forms of stretching
I needed this ! ❤
powerful story.
Loved this ❤
Ultimately our egos (and perception of our personalities ) are the problem. It's SO important to know that we are immortal spirits, God's children. We are not The Personality, The Flesh. These are temporary conditions and illusions. In the same way that the tip of an iceberg, is a fraction of its being (the greater part being invisible below the water) so too with us. What we call our personality /being is the visible 'tip', whereas our true substance is deep with us.
Not a single Bible verse 🙄
Sounds Gnostic and New Age.
The word translated as "flesh" in the KJV and NASB is "sarki/sarx" and means "carnal nature".
It doesn't mean "body" because "body" in Greek is "soma".
@@leenieledejo6849 carnal nature obviously is in reference to the body.
@@nikkygovier3783 It is NOT.
The body is "soma" in Greek.
The carnal nature is "sarx/sarki".
Look at the works of the "sarx/sarki" listed in Galatians 5:19-21.
They include ENVY, ANGER, RIVALRY, HATRED, SELFISH AMBITION...
None of these have anything to do with the BODY.
PRIDE is *the* sin at the root of every sin and it's the one that made Lucifer into the Enemy of God i.e Satan (Isaiah 14 & Ezekiel 28).
Pride begins in the HEART, not the body.
(And Lucifer/Satan is a spirit and doesn't even have a body!)
Read the Romans 8 passage below.
Read all of Romans 8.
Read John 3 & Ephesians 2.
Read 1 Corinthians 15 & *Jesus's words in John 6:63*
("It is the Spirit that gives life [spiritual/eternal life].
The flesh does not profit anyone").
Jesus is NOT talking about the body in John 6:63!!
"A good man out of the good treasure of the heart brings forth good things: and an evil man out of the evil treasure brings forth evil things" (Matthew 12:35)
"For out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, blasphemies.." (Matthew 15:19)
"For a good tree does not bring forth corrupt fruit; neither does a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit.
For every tree is known by his own fruit. For of thorns men do not gather figs, nor of a bramble bush gather they grapes.
A good man out of the good treasure of his heart brings forth that which is good; and an evil man out of the evil treasure of his heart brings forth that which is evil: for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaks" (Luke 6:43-45)
"That the righteousness of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.
For they that are after the flesh do mind the things of the flesh; but they that are after the Spirit the things of the Spirit.
For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.
Because the carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can be. So then they that are in the flesh cannot please God. But ye are not in the flesh, but in the Spirit *if so be that the Spirit of God dwell in you*
Now if any man have not the Spirit of Christ, he is none of his.
But if the Spirit of him that raised up Jesus from the dead dwell in you, he that raised up Christ from the dead shall also quicken your mortal bodies by his Spirit that dwelleth in you" (Romans 8:4-11)
God bless you guys, sometimes my walk with christ feels dry and boring but i knw that God is constantly pouring into us
It Happens to everyone a time, or two. When it does, put on the oldest Gospel music you can find. Why old. ?? Because the older the music the more likely it will be anointed. It even drives the demonic away. Bless you J....
Consider fasting.
This channel is such a blessing !
Wow. I love this testimony man. Thanks for sharing very encouraging.
I hope she really gets saved
She is safe and secure already!
I just watched this whole thing to find out she got married then she got happy. I am feeling bitter... Lol what did I miss . What was I supposed to get from this. I only clocked because it said insecurities
Your such a nice lady your personality is so cute. Your husband and kids must be very blessed having you. Laughing a lot means your happy and I am sure you naughty in your house sometimes laughing with kids etc. 😂