Russ ~ Nobody Knows (Lyrics)

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  • Опубліковано 27 гру 2018
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    🎙️Lyrics
    [Chorus]
    Mask up my pain, hold back my tears
    I'm going insane; nobody knows
    All by myself, let the rain hit me
    I’m going insane; nobody knows
    [Verse 1]
    Yeah, I take another shot
    Tryna just forget all the negative
    Devil laughin', meanwhile God explaining the benefits
    Listen financial freedom
    Come and go as you please
    Arenas packed out
    Plus a bunch of hoes on their knees
    You got your mom a house
    Yeah, I know it seems bittersweet
    Because your parents separated
    You thought money sewed seams
    Now you think it's your fault
    You enabled the breakup
    But that’s the power of money
    Now you just funding the makeup
    With the same tool that brought it down
    Tell the waiter I don't want no ice
    I just want tequila
    I don't want it watered down
    Everything I bought for y'all
    I figured that I bought a crown
    I figured that y'all know that you can get it since I got it now
    I saw this goin' differently
    I be lookin' at the seven year old me like don't come visit me
    The public took the fun away
    You’ve been robbed of all of your innocence
    I’m talkin' to myself, I hope I’m listening, damn
    [Chorus]
    Mask up my pain, hold back my tears
    I'm going insane; nobody knows
    All by myself, let the rain hit me
    I'm going insane; nobody knows
    [Verse 2]
    Juggling the inside and outside heavy
    I might call a ex-chick and drink some Henny
    Starting off my day with some shit already
    Answering the phone like I'm pissed already
    Media is lyin’, gettin' used to it
    Crucifying me, I need a crucifix
    Guess I look the part, so I might as well
    Heaven's where you get when you fight through Hell
    People keep slandering, but I can't respond
    Because if I do, y'all call me crazy, sayin' my focus is wrong
    I'm feelin' fed up, yeah
    This isn't natural, no
    Keep it together, let it fall apart in music
    I can't let them see the pain
    When I'm the one that gets them through it
    This some real life shit, no
    Sometimes I feel like shit
    [Chorus]
    Mask up my pain, hold back my tears
    I'm going insane; nobody knows
    All by myself, let the rain hit me
    I'm going insane; nobody knows
    #russ
    #nobodyknows
    #paradisebird

КОМЕНТАРІ • 6 тис.

  • @xxrem
    @xxrem 5 років тому +10740

    *when you're happy you enjoy the music, when you're sad you understand the lyrics..*

  • @lloydeesinggo7382
    @lloydeesinggo7382 5 років тому +4890

    This is my friend's favorite song, he suddenly died three days ago from an accident, we're going to miss him so much
    Edit: It's been more than a year since my friend's passing. I'm sure he is now happy with our creator. Thank you so much for the kindest message for him. He will always be in our hearts

    • @aerial5554
      @aerial5554 5 років тому +80

      😢rest in peace

    • @lesterperez8794
      @lesterperez8794 5 років тому +80

      Rip bro. I know there's a bunch of strangers in yt, god bless dawg, good luck in life

    • @darianavelazcotellerias6042
      @darianavelazcotellerias6042 5 років тому +50

      I’m sorry to hear that, I too lost someone really close recently. It’s hard to know how to feel but kinda nice (?) to know I’m not alone.

    • @cheskaiscj2155
      @cheskaiscj2155 5 років тому +6

      Robbie atilano ryt?

    • @lloydeesinggo7382
      @lloydeesinggo7382 5 років тому +5

      @@cheskaiscj2155 Yes :(

  • @johnpaulcabidoy1320
    @johnpaulcabidoy1320 3 роки тому +840

    "Im talking to my self i hope im listening"
    Damn.

  • @mdsahedur593
    @mdsahedur593 5 місяців тому +155

    Who see this 2024 😊

  • @wisdomharoldsumagang8129
    @wisdomharoldsumagang8129 4 роки тому +4606

    People who died in suicide
    They dont want to end their lives
    They just want to end their pain

  • @johnlestermacapagal4929
    @johnlestermacapagal4929 4 роки тому +3637

    Saddest part is when the person you love becomes a memory

  • @ItsReyman_
    @ItsReyman_ 3 роки тому +463

    "Feel the pain until it hurts no more"
    - William Shakespeare

  • @nadeemyacob3537
    @nadeemyacob3537 3 роки тому +340

    "Yesterday was a HISTORY ,Tomorrow is an MYSTERY But today is gift thats why it is called a PRESENT"
    --- Master OOGWAY

    • @nadeemyacob3537
      @nadeemyacob3537 3 роки тому +3

      @Zeus Gabriel Polaos ya bruh I forgot the name and I was like nvm imma put that lol

    • @AbyssalCat69
      @AbyssalCat69 3 роки тому +1

      i dont know

    • @kumarlimbu6953
      @kumarlimbu6953 3 роки тому +3

      Wright and corrept

    • @nope6729
      @nope6729 3 роки тому +2

      The this is i see this quote every where now it just lost its meaning to me

    • @cool-ck4yt
      @cool-ck4yt 3 роки тому

      big digg energy

  • @quebec__12
    @quebec__12 4 роки тому +3775

    When I die I don't want to hear people saying they love me, those are the things I wanted to hear while I'm alive

  • @MythicalPumpkins
    @MythicalPumpkins 3 роки тому +4303

    As kids, we praised heroes.
    As adults, we understand villains.

  • @AzureVision624
    @AzureVision624 Рік тому +147

    Old songs don’t die..They just find new people…🫂

  • @naezy3785
    @naezy3785 Рік тому +35

    Russ showing his versatility. Calming and peaceful , late night vibes❤️

  • @glucky2119
    @glucky2119 4 роки тому +607

    Too Scared To Leave
    But Too Tired To Stay.

  • @sundyolivares
    @sundyolivares 3 роки тому +705

    Never thought i'll cry for this song
    Big hug for everyone who's been struggling. We can do this!

  • @sunnyd6789
    @sunnyd6789 3 роки тому +332

    You might be alone physically, but we are here for you, strangers in the world are also struggling, just like you. If they can get through this, you can also get through this, whatever the problem. I know it's hard, but please, try for me and us, okay?.
    I'm proud of you and I love you. You might think that it's your fault but no, it's not your fucking fault. Take care of yourself, eat, shower, sleep. Please. I'll love you always, stranger. Take care of yourself for me and yourself, okay?
    I'm proud of you and once again,
    I love you

    • @taffyvelvet
      @taffyvelvet 3 роки тому +7

      Thank you so much

    • @rhianehavana7139
      @rhianehavana7139 3 роки тому +4

      thank u!!!!!!

    • @sunnyd6789
      @sunnyd6789 3 роки тому +3

      You're all welcome!! Stay safe and always take care of yourself, please!! I love ya'll ♥️

    • @slow0017
      @slow0017 3 роки тому +5

      thanks, string is getting thinner everyday tho but thanks for motivating some of us

    • @ZarakIGash
      @ZarakIGash 3 роки тому +4

      thank u so much this really mean alot to me

  • @twelvemonths_
    @twelvemonths_ 3 роки тому +8

    I listened to this song before I went to work to calm myself down. This song is one of those comforting songs I've found and I will always be glad for that 🙏

  • @kayceeshen5720
    @kayceeshen5720 5 років тому +3830

    tired of being alive
    too scared to die

  • @jonathanaung2028
    @jonathanaung2028 5 років тому +1569

    Russ is under rated man, people hate him just because he’s confident . Modern rap society has changed drastically through the years - it’s not about the message you’re trying to get across anymore. I feel Russ still gives that vibe, so keep doing you Russ (:
    2022 and we still here

    • @Asapluto
      @Asapluto 5 років тому +10

      ジョナサンi want to b people don’t fuck with him because he’s conceded asf. Pays people to go jump them, petty shit, and says shit about drug abuse after Mac died. I wanted to peep something new he dropped and this shit is weak and boring asf

    • @shaannafutrell4487
      @shaannafutrell4487 5 років тому

      FACTS

    • @nastyshark7245
      @nastyshark7245 5 років тому +1

      @@Asapluto i bet you cant rap

    • @daltonmcdonald9373
      @daltonmcdonald9373 5 років тому

      No everyone hates him because he dogged his fans he was big till dissed the people who give him money so now he's trying to come down to earth

    • @oddynuff2457
      @oddynuff2457 5 років тому

      Bruh he be stealin beats man, people hate him cos it aint for music. Its for clout

  • @danielcastro1332
    @danielcastro1332 2 роки тому +26

    This song really hits hard man. I’ve been fighting cancer for about a year and a half now, and this song is exactly what I’ve been feeling.

    • @scartape4771
      @scartape4771 Рік тому +3

      You got this 🤞 God bless you ✨

    • @Pila979
      @Pila979 Рік тому +3

      You are very strong, you will be healed, all you gotta do is believe

    • @Boomers0257
      @Boomers0257 9 місяців тому +1

      How you doin bro?

    • @OCDistic
      @OCDistic 7 місяців тому +1

      Hey man, I always have time to stop by for cancer patients. You got this. Hope you’re still fighting the good fight.

  • @quixlp8482
    @quixlp8482 2 роки тому +44

    "I can't let them see the pain when I'm the that gets them through it."
    Hits hard man.

    • @Troyy22
      @Troyy22 Рік тому

      Motherfucker that don’t even make sense

  • @namistyles2466
    @namistyles2466 5 років тому +1992

    To whoever reading this right now..
    Life might be hard, but it’s part of living in this world. The important thing is not giving up. you are worth it. beautiful. loved. and important. many people are there for you, you just don’t know that they actually do. so always take care of yourself.
    Hang on there, there are better days.
    ❤️

  • @devosph9338
    @devosph9338 5 років тому +2165

    I search Hold back my tears btw sino taga Pilipinas dto?? 🇵🇭

    • @SQEW63
      @SQEW63 5 років тому +21

      taga Pilipino amputa bobo

    • @adobongmeowmeow8262
      @adobongmeowmeow8262 5 років тому +3

      taga pilipino din ako.111 haahaha

    • @ysabeaaar
      @ysabeaaar 5 років тому +3

      Hahahaha. Bobo nga😂

    • @adobongmeowmeow8262
      @adobongmeowmeow8262 5 років тому

      @@ysabeaaar HAHAHHAHAA

    • @devosph9338
      @devosph9338 5 років тому +15

      well ganun talaga ayaw ko na sa earth masyadong perpecto

  • @sunnyd6789
    @sunnyd6789 3 роки тому +114

    It's okay to cry, I'm here for you and the other people here. I'm here, I love you. Let it all out, it's okay. I'm proud of you, and I'll always love you.

  • @hutrillz.official
    @hutrillz.official Рік тому +35

    As a child, I was hardly alone but I always felt alone... as an adult, I now understand the loneliness I felt as a child.

  • @kinggaming4773
    @kinggaming4773 4 роки тому +840

    my mind: focused on the beats
    my heart: feels the lyrics

  • @johnmarkquinlantang3105
    @johnmarkquinlantang3105 4 роки тому +706

    Grade 3: bullied by a teacher
    Grade 4: physically abused by my classmate
    Grade 5: My brother died
    Grade 6: Have friends
    Grade 7: Blamed me breaking a window glass
    Grade 8: I hope im gonna survive
    Update: Im kinda happy rn But i got another problem idk how to tell them that im feeling sad

    • @ApuBen
      @ApuBen 4 роки тому +14

      well you survived!

    • @catherineclairesmith7589
      @catherineclairesmith7589 4 роки тому +18

      Just live your life to the fullest!!!

    • @haroldmolina21
      @haroldmolina21 4 роки тому +27

      So ur life is an anime series

    • @daraalazzah6894
      @daraalazzah6894 4 роки тому +12

      Believe me u are not alone everyone struggle in their own way and if i survived belive u can to cuz all of us can

    • @lemonzest905
      @lemonzest905 4 роки тому +7

      Ok dud relax. You can do it. Youre still in highshcool

  • @Diego.Brand0
    @Diego.Brand0 3 роки тому +38

    It's ok to cry, Just don't ever give up
    -Me

  • @warjohncojeda05cojeda84
    @warjohncojeda05cojeda84 2 роки тому +16

    I'm Leaving this comment here so after a month or a year when someone likss it, I get reminded of this song♥️

  • @haduken9453
    @haduken9453 5 років тому +902

    *To the 1% who see this*
    *-*
    *Pilipinas asan kayoooo?*
    *-*
    *-*
    *I wish you the greatest luck! (Small UA-camr Here💖)*

  • @jezreeljoy457
    @jezreeljoy457 4 роки тому +789

    Are you depressed???
    Don't worry God is with us

    • @seanaleta5527
      @seanaleta5527 4 роки тому +4

      Capital G please 😊

    • @Mark_1995
      @Mark_1995 4 роки тому

      God*

    • @remelenevillacorta7593
      @remelenevillacorta7593 4 роки тому +5

      awww, thank you sm for making me remember that I still have Him though everyone already turned their back on me....

    • @xtae_kookx7900
      @xtae_kookx7900 4 роки тому

      Nope nakikinig lang talaga ako feeling broken

    • @hast3742
      @hast3742 4 роки тому +3

      God's not true

  • @clairenathalie
    @clairenathalie 3 роки тому +16

    I really don't want to listen to this song because I know, I will cry. There's a lot of memories I had pre-covid while listening to this while I travel to school. This song helps me burst into tears when I feel the need to cry.

    • @joshuasaludaga9222
      @joshuasaludaga9222 2 роки тому

      Don't cry, it's okay i feel you.) you will find your happiness someday

  • @andreajjun9366
    @andreajjun9366 Рік тому +17

    It's sad I realized that I'm not the only one struggling through this life especially about family and financial russ created this music and we're here grouped together so stay strong guys I know that it's not easy but we'll make it through!

  • @itschaotic9375
    @itschaotic9375 4 роки тому +2475

    no body will notice this comment
    if you do
    YOU DESERVE THE WORLD❤️

  • @ataillahamri943
    @ataillahamri943 4 роки тому +82

    I love reading all the comment. Such a blessing love you all 😇🖤

  • @cremecake5638
    @cremecake5638 3 роки тому +144

    im in a level where i dont even know how i felt anymore. i just feel empty and suffocating.

    • @noelyndadizon4726
      @noelyndadizon4726 3 роки тому +2

      Same😔

    • @senmanzero6493
      @senmanzero6493 3 роки тому +5

      Go get some therapy man. U will survive this

    • @maou3671
      @maou3671 3 роки тому +3

      Ignore the feeling keep going dont watch back past is past , do something there alot of thing u can do mate , make your mama proud i know u can survive it i been there too long time ago , i hope you too much love from random person

    • @whitepearl8639
      @whitepearl8639 2 роки тому

      THANKS

    • @angelicasarco810
      @angelicasarco810 2 роки тому

      It is weird if I say that always? I guess not.

  • @drustein3364
    @drustein3364 3 роки тому +37

    I always listen to this song everytime i go to sleep
    to relieve my depression and problems.

  • @sigggo
    @sigggo 4 роки тому +1057

    One day…
    *Someone Will find this comment. ❤️*

  • @uno2601
    @uno2601 4 роки тому +514

    The most hard part of pretending you're okay when the person you need the most thought you are really okay

    • @sherylg2601
      @sherylg2601 3 роки тому +2

      Jurie06 Hi :) Hope this video helps. m.ua-cam.com/video/mxxxH_cX1zg/v-deo.html

    • @KINGGHIDORAHH
      @KINGGHIDORAHH 3 роки тому

      Soooo truee T_T

    • @kambalolino1744
      @kambalolino1744 3 роки тому +4

      And then they tell you nothing is wrong with you because you aren't acting depressed haha

    • @jyotimore8382
      @jyotimore8382 3 роки тому +3

      You feel like you don't need to tell them thinking that they'll understand it on their own but instead they think that you don't care at all.

    • @reamejabinales6078
      @reamejabinales6078 3 роки тому

      Oh

  • @AstroQueen-dm7by
    @AstroQueen-dm7by 2 роки тому +11

    3 years ago I experienced severe anxiety and now I listen to this again it made me cry because I never felt this intense anxiety since then.

  • @tocabocaqueeni9531
    @tocabocaqueeni9531 3 роки тому +30

    Honestly I have been faking a smile for so many years I forgot what being genuinely happy felt like

  • @fesantos3662
    @fesantos3662 5 років тому +328

    *"I'm going insane, nobody knows"* 😔
    10% depressed
    90%relaxed

    • @jamilalozano4042
      @jamilalozano4042 5 років тому

      how are u getting depressed im only getting depressed 0%

    • @UnspeakableThings
      @UnspeakableThings 4 роки тому +6

      You can't be 10% depressed you're just sad

    • @TJmuzic
      @TJmuzic 4 роки тому

      or sober

  • @chhorsak11d25
    @chhorsak11d25 4 роки тому +606

    You know you're depressed when you couldn't find any reason to live

    • @lolmemernoob7238
      @lolmemernoob7238 3 роки тому +12

      Bro stop these depression isnt funny,people who tell their depression are not real depressed people you people think depression is "cool" but it's really not.ur causing trouble to other people ur getting attention for free...

    • @chhorsak11d25
      @chhorsak11d25 3 роки тому +5

      @@lolmemernoob7238 lmao I'm just saying it from my perspective for s.o like me who attempted suicide multiple times but survived and if you think I needed attention I have more than enough friend to give me all the attention all I've ever needed and it bold of you to tell s.o that they don't have depression 💀💀💀

    • @thatskyvern
      @thatskyvern 3 роки тому +7

      @@lolmemernoob7238 stfu

    • @lolmemernoob7238
      @lolmemernoob7238 3 роки тому +1

      @@thatskyvern What the fuck are you triggered for dumbass

    • @thatskyvern
      @thatskyvern 3 роки тому +8

      @@lolmemernoob7238 u're the dumbass here, the main comment isnt even a joke wtf are u talking about depression isnt funny?

  • @khinglucasguinto5597
    @khinglucasguinto5597 2 роки тому +1

    Ako ay isang kabalintunaan. Gusto kong maging masaya, pero iniisip ko ang mga bagay na nagpapalungkot sa akin. Ako ay tamad, ngunit ako ay ambisyoso. Hindi ko gusto ang sarili ko, pero mahal ko rin kung sino ako. Sinasabi ko na wala akong pakialam, ngunit talagang mayroon ako. Naghahangad ako ng atensyon, ngunit tinatanggihan ito pagdating sa akin. Ako ay isang salungat na kontradiksyon. Kung hindi ko maintindihan ang aking sarili, there's no way anyone else has.

  • @user-xy2ug6wj9t
    @user-xy2ug6wj9t 15 годин тому +1

    The vibe is still there

  • @karensilva8437
    @karensilva8437 4 роки тому +222

    mask up my pain.. nobody knows...
    suicidal thoughts.....
    The Lord will keep you from all harm..He will watch over your life...🙏🙏🙏 stay strong!

    • @sherylg2601
      @sherylg2601 3 роки тому +2

      Karen Silva. Heyy :) How have you been doing?

    • @karensilva8437
      @karensilva8437 3 роки тому +2

      Sheryl G trying to love myself so I can love others

    • @sherylg2601
      @sherylg2601 3 роки тому +1

      @@karensilva8437 Awww. That's a great attitude 😎Hope this link helps: m.ua-cam.com/video/mxxxH_cX1zg/v-deo.html . It's about a lady whose life changed after getting into the Word of God

    • @mikehunt3060
      @mikehunt3060 3 роки тому

      *Mask

    • @yajnnasenna7163
      @yajnnasenna7163 3 роки тому +1

      Nah fuck lord if he did watch over all of us I guess he will not create a bunch of depressing kids

  • @iyajanessavosotros2181
    @iyajanessavosotros2181 5 років тому +76

    No matter what happen,God is always with us😇🙏🙏

  • @laithabd1
    @laithabd1 3 роки тому +15

    I’ve been shot and in the hospital right now playing your music and in a way your lyrics heals me.
    Russ one day you’re going to be so glad that you kept going.

  • @jendictive
    @jendictive 3 роки тому +6

    i see that a lot of filos are here. so hi! i just wanna remind y'all that life gets better, trust me. i've been there too and i'm slowly recovering. you can do the same too so don't give up please. imma give y'all a hug rn if only i could. y'all got this! laban lang at mahal ko kay'all!🤍

  • @kazuki4669
    @kazuki4669 4 роки тому +84

    This song made me understand that people can hide depression so easily

  • @lmaoasian2518
    @lmaoasian2518 5 років тому +2614

    10% depressed
    90% feeling depressed

    • @vixian5699
      @vixian5699 5 років тому +12

      Oh sick burn

    • @juanchoagosto6155
      @juanchoagosto6155 5 років тому +5

      jeriel..

    • @hansbanghit1507
      @hansbanghit1507 5 років тому +35

      you belong to the 90%

    • @marcosjohneudesf.1818
      @marcosjohneudesf.1818 5 років тому +6

      This iz stupid

    • @lmaoasian2518
      @lmaoasian2518 5 років тому +24

      We all feel depressed right, bcuz if your totally depressed, you don't care everything about your environment, and all you want to do is to die..

  • @darlensangelacasupang9800
    @darlensangelacasupang9800 3 роки тому +14

    When I'm sad, i just play this song and vibe with it.

  • @sup7588
    @sup7588 3 роки тому +2

    2 years ago im just vibing this song like i normaly do. Now i can relate to it. Its hits different when u can relate to a song

  • @kakaibatalagakapagunique9571
    @kakaibatalagakapagunique9571 4 роки тому +504

    This is the last song that played by my friend before he suicide,I know that he depressed that day beacuse he bullied at school and his family are broken,how I know that this is the last song he played? Beacuse I am the first who saw him with earphones in his ear and I saw his phone with a song "nobody knows" And I call his parents we immediately went to the hospital ,but the doctor said he is dead
    To the one who read it ,dont waste your life

  • @herbiebegonia7311
    @herbiebegonia7311 4 роки тому +274

    Hello person scrolling while listening
    YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL

  • @RuBzKiE14
    @RuBzKiE14 2 місяці тому +1

    It's hard when you know there's billions of people out there living, and yet... no one can ever understand what you're going through.
    You just continue living, pretending like everything is fine, when deep down, it's not. 💔
    It's damn hard to live knowing you do it only to survive instead of enjoying it to the fullest. Life is too short. But why does it feel so damn long?

  • @dagsdagstv6972
    @dagsdagstv6972 3 роки тому

    This reminds me of my past battles, thanks God you never left me alone with my battles 🙏

  • @sundyolivares
    @sundyolivares 3 роки тому +47

    If the version of you from 5 years ago could see you right now, they'd be so proud. Keep going

    • @Athena-hq4cp
      @Athena-hq4cp 3 роки тому +1

      In fact, might be the opposite..(for me at least, please don't be offended by this.)

    • @jamebutplural3325
      @jamebutplural3325 3 роки тому +1

      they's be so disappointed

  • @markjoseph2625
    @markjoseph2625 3 роки тому +284

    Hi stranger, I know one day you'll see this.
    Cheer up, keep fighting! Just pray and lift your supplications to God Almighty❤️
    I love you❤️

  • @aeronremerata2020
    @aeronremerata2020 3 роки тому

    June 8, 2021 umuulan + nakakavibes yung beat and also the lyrics ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Hexem001
    @Hexem001 9 місяців тому +3

    As a kid in the past i just like to be a hero
    As a grown up now i just know being a villain i never wanna be a hero now or anyone

  • @ruchellesacdalan4130
    @ruchellesacdalan4130 5 років тому +224

    I love Filipinos they are very helpful, polite and beautiful , i hope i can visit there one day,,, Greetings From Indonesia🇮🇩,,,,
    Indonesia sa iba🙃

    • @breadbread.1030
      @breadbread.1030 5 років тому +5

      Hindi ko alam kung ano irereact ko tatawa ba ako o iiyak😭

    • @lmao.6915
      @lmao.6915 5 років тому +2

      Salamat = thanks for the sweet sentence. Really appreciate it man.

    • @ruchellesacdalan4130
      @ruchellesacdalan4130 5 років тому +4

      @@lmao.6915 Yow pilipino ako pre SHAHAHAH memes lang!

    • @mareli2238
      @mareli2238 5 років тому +1

      Mabuhay talaga!

    • @jamilalozano4042
      @jamilalozano4042 5 років тому

      lol indo

  • @jhunneeirrac9993
    @jhunneeirrac9993 5 років тому +393

    I'm talkin' to myself
    I hope im listening, damn
    Damn i felt that😔💔

  • @krishnatamang1561
    @krishnatamang1561 3 роки тому +4

    Hope you find yourself to whoever's reading.

  • @gizellekhar5175
    @gizellekhar5175 3 роки тому +1

    I just love the chorus it's amazing 😊😊

  • @tariqkamiru2379
    @tariqkamiru2379 3 роки тому +9

    Russ is Underrated🔥❤️

  • @NathanielJohnEPauly
    @NathanielJohnEPauly 4 роки тому +522

    Im not crying......cause im tired of doing it everyday
    Like this if your depressed

  • @Yahpeths
    @Yahpeths Місяць тому +2

    This never gets old. (2024)

  • @seraphine4064
    @seraphine4064 2 роки тому +5

    "All by myself"
    I felt that.

  • @a_paradise_bird
    @a_paradise_bird  5 років тому +273

    Lonely Christmas :'

    • @augustomierb.hiponia5050
      @augustomierb.hiponia5050 5 років тому

      lonely*

    • @gamingwithrick371
      @gamingwithrick371 5 років тому +2

      @@augustomierb.hiponia5050 Why'd you correct him or her, she spelt it right.

    • @abdoomo484
      @abdoomo484 5 років тому

      Keep up bro!

    • @dannyhero2536
      @dannyhero2536 5 років тому +1

      bin there feel ya bud

    • @Goy_1Da
      @Goy_1Da 5 років тому +1

      I was in the same boat this Christmas. This song helped me through it immensely.

  • @braven2278
    @braven2278 5 років тому +159

    went out and got stoned and I came back to my bed to listen to Russ and I found this. I gotta sit up to appreciate how deep it hits mannnn. I can feel it in my chest

  • @christiannalang4957
    @christiannalang4957 2 роки тому +10

    "the saddest part of the life is the person who gave you the best memories"
    (becomes a memory)

  • @tamiiihaaaa
    @tamiiihaaaa Рік тому

    I smile, cry and sing all at once listening to this ❤❤❤ hang in there love xxx

  • @beerussama7956
    @beerussama7956 4 роки тому +22

    Listening to this song makes me wonder every people have their own lives, religions, perspectives, different cultures, poor or wealth, feel lonely and theres one thing in life you missed. Think about Family, Friends, and God what you thank for. Life will passed away but memories will remain in our heart the same.❤

  • @gottruth.1722
    @gottruth.1722 5 років тому +636

    Who listen to this with earphones on and lights off?
    Edit: Damn everyone must be feeling depressed or heartbroken..... dun worry guys I know how you feel...

  • @mariamimi8497
    @mariamimi8497 3 роки тому +3

    « Heaven’s where you get when you fight through hell »👌🏻❤️

  • @coqcespantalovelyrosev6760
    @coqcespantalovelyrosev6760 Рік тому

    The sadness of this song comforts me right now. I'm in the middle of doubting myself, feeling empty and lost, extreme sadness and just surviving.

  • @kristelprincess8429
    @kristelprincess8429 4 роки тому +30

    Eto yung kanta na pinatugtog ko napakalas nang ulan halos nabaliw nako dahil palagi nila akong inaapi tas ayokong ipakita sa kanila na umiiyak ako kaya umiyak ako sa ulan. Dahil ayokong malaman nila na mahina ako hehe

    • @sherylg2601
      @sherylg2601 3 роки тому +2

      Kamusta ka ngayon? Mangyaring panoorin ito. m.ua-cam.com/video/mxxxH_cX1zg/v-deo.html . Ito ay isang magandang video tungkol sa isang ginang na lumabas sa pagkalumbay. Pasensya na kung mali ang grammar. Gumamit ako ng Google Translate

  • @marissagarcia4984
    @marissagarcia4984 4 роки тому +47

    Someone in life the person who tried to make everone happy, turns out to be the real lonely one

  • @kaibigangbembol1925
    @kaibigangbembol1925 3 роки тому +1

    Still listening to this song march 21, 2021 ❤️💯

  • @user-ly9gq9tv3t
    @user-ly9gq9tv3t 5 днів тому +1

    I listened to this music about 2020 and yet i remember this still hits me the same

  • @maricarestrella8278
    @maricarestrella8278 4 роки тому +143

    Imma just share my story here.
    I am just a funny person. But I act differently when I'm with my parents. I'm happy but nobody knows that I'm really breaking down from a big ANXIETY. I don't wanna call it as a depression but my Health Teacher once told me that I'm experiencing the First Stage of depression. I don't know what to do anymore. Like in the lyrics.
    * "I'm going insane, nobody knows." *

  • @bi8ix
    @bi8ix 4 роки тому +259

    You are depressed?
    Don't worry!
    You are not alone.

    • @blueman7678
      @blueman7678 3 роки тому +2

      I am

    • @sherylg2601
      @sherylg2601 3 роки тому +2

      @@blueman7678 You are not alone. Please see the notes or listen to the videos in this link : www.apcwo.org/sermon-series-the-fathers-love/messages/series/the-father-s-love
      Take care ☺

    • @ThomasRamos14
      @ThomasRamos14 3 роки тому

      God never left you to begin with, come back to him again and he will accept you

    • @Gz_Ok
      @Gz_Ok 3 роки тому

      Yeah god is with us

    • @gallardajustineb.8127
      @gallardajustineb.8127 3 роки тому +1

      ANY UPDATE OF YOU GUYS? I HOPE YOU GUYS LIVING WELL. LOVE YOU

  • @primordialeditx
    @primordialeditx Рік тому +4

    "I can't let them see the pain when I'm the one who gets them through it"
    This line is my story ig. Never heard such a relatable song

  • @tenxingking0073
    @tenxingking0073 9 місяців тому

    Listened this song.. When I was a kid.
    Today I listened it again after couple of years and the lyrics hit different 🥲
    This is Frickin beautiful song by russ 🙌🏻

  • @ceeleen4936
    @ceeleen4936 5 років тому +208

    Lit 🔥. Felt every words. - 🇵🇭

  • @Al_Keii
    @Al_Keii 4 роки тому +110

    Year 2020: I can still feel the pain but nobody knows. Depressed for almost 5 years. Nothing change.

    • @fauzanirvanka6261
      @fauzanirvanka6261 4 роки тому

      :(

    • @hashimnasser2498
      @hashimnasser2498 4 роки тому

      Margeline Rey life is unfair!! :((

    • @imabot7527
      @imabot7527 4 роки тому +1

      lol youre suffering almost 5years hahahaha im been suffering this fucking depressed almost 8years always have a fucking day some day when i cant suffer this shit im gonna suicide :)

    • @Al_Keii
      @Al_Keii 4 роки тому +3

      Dude we're not the same. I have a deep scar on my wrist and neck you don't know what I've been through. So don't fucking laugh...

    • @Nappieofficial21
      @Nappieofficial21 4 роки тому

      I hope you'll be fine--- us.

  • @akatsukiaki966
    @akatsukiaki966 7 місяців тому +1

    I don't know, I don't really know
    but I feel this song. there's something about the beat, the lyrics, and everything that makes me reminisce of my hard times, even now, it brings out the recent memories of times I held back my tears in public just to not break down
    I don't know, I just know I'll keep loving this song even if its old.

  • @djpatana8210
    @djpatana8210 3 роки тому +1

    It's been 1 year and this is always my favorite ❤️

  • @FamilyTreeEki
    @FamilyTreeEki 4 роки тому +92

    Just found out this music, yep it was me exactly in last 2 years ago i was so depressed, my mom passed away cause her cancer and breakup with my ex coz she's cheated on me, now i'm free and happy, but trust me guys y'all have to fight that feelings cause There is always a way..and God always have it's own way. CHEERS

    • @FamilyTreeEki
      @FamilyTreeEki 4 роки тому +1

      Just forcing myself to keep moving forward bro. I always believe there's always the best wisdom.

    • @sherylg2601
      @sherylg2601 3 роки тому +1

      Depression's butt was kicked by this lady. She shares her story here : m.ua-cam.com/video/mxxxH_cX1zg/v-deo.html .

    • @osakalaloo2977
      @osakalaloo2977 2 роки тому

  • @devanandsharma7439
    @devanandsharma7439 3 роки тому +60

    It hurts so much .. when you dont have anyone
    to talk to..
    Own your pain.. hide it in the crowd.. make fake
    smiles ... cry before you sleep.. thinking of
    ending your life with it ... especially you are a
    man.. they think you are tough.. but deep inside
    you are broken .. shred into pieces.. to think that
    im going through this situation.. NO BODY
    KNOWS...

  • @haixaints6471
    @haixaints6471 2 роки тому +15

    Whatever you are going through, there is always someone who believes in you even if you feel that the whole world is against you.

    • @ray8776
      @ray8776 2 роки тому +1

      thats nice, although that 1 person must be fictional

    • @haixaints6471
      @haixaints6471 2 роки тому

      @@ray8776 Sometimes, fictional characters who doesn't exist and speak in front us are the best because we get to imagine things they do for us. At least in that way, we'll feel less burden.

  • @mattmarquicias4138
    @mattmarquicias4138 2 роки тому +4

    This song really hits me hard still this day. I dunno why I can relate to it.

  • @luzelenaalvarado7716
    @luzelenaalvarado7716 5 років тому +76

    Pretty chill bro i love this song now 👌🎧😤

  • @clivemorales3459
    @clivemorales3459 4 роки тому +494

    Doctor: you have 1 min to live.
    You:Let me hug my parents for 5 mins
    God: I'll accept it

    • @clivemorales3459
      @clivemorales3459 3 роки тому +9

      @@wildcard6931 god give him extra?

    • @thadz2493
      @thadz2493 3 роки тому +19

      @@wildcard6931 read the comment harder dumbass

    • @rapid3897
      @rapid3897 3 роки тому +2

      @@thadz2493 🤣

    • @blackbirdmenace1066
      @blackbirdmenace1066 3 роки тому +6

      I dont want to hug my parunts...
      Instead i want kfc chicken skin

    • @lan2598
      @lan2598 3 роки тому

      @@blackbirdmenace1066 bruh

  • @kayjayxavier9252
    @kayjayxavier9252 11 місяців тому +1

    08/23/23 the day god gain an angel 😭 I love you so much and I'm deeply sorry my child ❤ love dad 😢

  • @Onetruepadhu
    @Onetruepadhu 3 роки тому +4

    Why do I get a heart break listening to all this songs.
    Things arent the same anymore.
    Change is so painful.

  • @orange6298
    @orange6298 3 роки тому +9

    "Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall"-(a legend)

  • @zs6746
    @zs6746 5 років тому +11

    Russ thank you for coming in MANILA I SEE U LOVE THERE THANK U HOPE U WILL COMEBACK😢

  • @mr.pov.mp4597
    @mr.pov.mp4597 3 роки тому +3

    These lyrics hits hard.

  • @tipsybry3556
    @tipsybry3556 3 роки тому +1

    I can't get over of this music, I feel the pain inside. 😞