Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow (Official Lyric Video)

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  • @CitizenSoldier
    @CitizenSoldier  Рік тому +120

    Stream/Download 👉 citizensoldier.band/scarecrow
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    Please SHARE it with someone that needs to hear it.

    • @joekarr1977
      @joekarr1977 Рік тому

      Qin
      P0

    • @pawelmatys641
      @pawelmatys641 Рік тому

      Thanks for this song, I will try cover by ear, tihis song is so meaning for my life ua-cam.com/video/65qxrTRXzb8/v-deo.html

    • @Derpy-King_10_68
      @Derpy-King_10_68 Місяць тому

      You guys do twitch?

  • @Melbern11
    @Melbern11 Рік тому +399

    "Disappearing hurts less than asking for help" it's so heartbreaking how true this is.

    • @janicelawson8887
      @janicelawson8887 Рік тому +3

      i relate so much i wish my health didnt give me away

    • @RealConservativeWoman
      @RealConservativeWoman Рік тому +3

      I came directly to the comments after that line for this reason! My heart sank 😥

    • @user-qz8xp5sr1o
      @user-qz8xp5sr1o 11 місяців тому +2

      First time I’ve liked at 199 now you have 200!
      But I agree. I actually ran away from my home for awhile, then decided to return the next day. It was a nightmare. But I’d rather do that than talk it out with someone. 👍

    • @darthcrio1
      @darthcrio1 9 місяців тому +5

      Id rather run away then to talk to someone cuz no one listens and cares

    • @rachaelgrigsby8895
      @rachaelgrigsby8895 9 місяців тому +5

      @@darthcrio1 I care, people who don't care are the idiots of this world.

  • @bushboi6942
    @bushboi6942 Рік тому +666

    I have… honestly felt this way for so long but never had a way to put it into words. Thank you for doing it for me guys (: 🔥🧡

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Рік тому +84

      Appreciate that 🧡

    • @gggx1344
      @gggx1344 Рік тому +15

      @@CitizenSoldier So beautiful, again on time, big love 💗.i get judged and feel rejected.Аnd music so good , lyrics,instrumental , voice 😍

    • @paulkleinholz1495
      @paulkleinholz1495 Рік тому +12

      And yet you somehow don't want to stop. Living like a scarecrow is living in a cage, and having the key to escape so close yet too far away. Even though you know it's messed up it distracts you from the pain, and that's why you're fine telling lies everyday.

    • @snowcolonelmusic
      @snowcolonelmusic Рік тому +8

      @Bush boi I had the same feeling when I heard "Would Anyone Care" first time in my dark age.

    • @TheCastAwaySMP
      @TheCastAwaySMP Рік тому

      Same

  • @TheTripleABattery
    @TheTripleABattery Рік тому +270

    The way Citizen Soldier can put my feelings, thoughts and experiences into words and create such wonderful and vivid pictures with music is something I'm so thankful for. I genuinely love every song I've heard from them. This song is something I didn't even know I needed.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Рік тому +33

      Appreciate those words friend 🧡

    • @heost3453
      @heost3453 Рік тому +2

      @@CitizenSoldier hello 👋🏻 can you check the video in my shorts im drawing you !

    • @TheZephyrsWind
      @TheZephyrsWind 2 місяці тому +1

      Yeah, it's had me going "it's like they are spying on my life since birth & are writing songs about me..."
      Never have I found any other group that can do that! I've tried, too.

  • @mystiangel96
    @mystiangel96 Рік тому +271

    "I'm bulletproof when I'm somebody else
    .....
    I hid my heart up in the attic
    Stuck pieces deep inside these walls
    For every time I was ignored or called dramatic
    I'm only safe feeling nothing at all"
    Much love and I love the beat! ❤️

    • @Gogetaa
      @Gogetaa Рік тому +6

      This is already one of my new favorite CS songs.

    • @rares-v-
      @rares-v- Рік тому +3

      This is literally what i feel

    • @xIxHaZexIx
      @xIxHaZexIx Рік тому

      @@rares-v- you're probably like 15, you don't even understand what being broken by life means lol.

  • @leonmislo
    @leonmislo Рік тому +196

    You gave me the rest! Scarecrow, the song I waited nearly 7 months for. And the wait was worth it. The deepness, the guitar-solo, the emotion in this song, just perfect. I love this song! Scarecrow: the emotionless and lifeless body, what a metaphora and message! This song is a masterpiece, thank you so much. It was a great time through listen to this album. I'm looking forward for the next record!🧡🧡🧡

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Рік тому +22

      Thanks for sticking with thus though the journey Leon 🧡 Much love

  • @dreamiecoyote
    @dreamiecoyote Рік тому +49

    Good god, where was the song when I was dating my ex. Even to this day Threw it in his face that he made his 'Doll'. Walk this way, talk this way. Don't open your mouth, don't tell the truth, don't have an opinion because anything you say will be twisted and used against you. Scarecrow/Doll is NOT healthy at all, I had to learn this the hard way. You feel so dead inside because you have to fake it on the outside, the only one you can trust is the verison of you thats screaming inside for help but no one can hear you as your lips are sealed shut.

    • @TheZephyrsWind
      @TheZephyrsWind 2 місяці тому +2

      You put it really well! I always treated my ex (1st GF) really well because I cared about her greatly, her! Not who I could mold her into! If you care about someone for who they are, well, you wouldn't control them like that guy did with you!
      Sorry you went through that... Imo a man that does that isn't a man at all. We don't claim him.
      It's a mystery to me how one can do that. I'd be furious with myself.

  • @lucettaalexander
    @lucettaalexander Рік тому +69

    “I’m bulletproof if I’m somebody else” hits home way more than I thought it would

  • @_Yours_Forever_
    @_Yours_Forever_ 4 місяці тому +15

    Disappearing hurts less then asking for help
    it's so damn true, when I'm hurting I usually just disappear, because I can't bring myself to ask for help, it feels like I would just be a burden on my friends

  • @Sam_StillDrawZz
    @Sam_StillDrawZz Рік тому +100

    "Disappearing hurts less than asking for help"
    Ngl that part make my breath hitch- It's too accurate:''))
    Once more you guys have created music that can unbury what so many keeo hidden to themselves, and make them feel heard. This masterpiece is anotjer example of how you are literally the soldiers for the lost. Thank you.

  • @KataHime
    @KataHime Рік тому +65

    "Turns out being fake can be a saving grace." 🧡🧡🧡🧡 That is such a powerful line going into the chorus. I loved the second verse as well. "I hid my heart up in the attic / Stuck pieces deep inside these walls / For every time I was ignored or called dramatic / I'm only safe feeling nothing at all." This song is definitely one of my favorites from the album 🧡🧡🧡

  • @ligiabremer
    @ligiabremer Рік тому +20

    "You're not talking to me, you're talking to a scarecrow"
    That line hits close to home, bc I don't feel like myself for years. Fighting with your last bit of energy to survive it's harder than I thought.

  • @bellerain381
    @bellerain381 Рік тому +15

    This song brought me to my knees….for two years, I was under the thumb of a man who ruined me.
    He ridiculed me, my identity and my family.
    He drove me to self harm and thinking I’d be better off dead.
    I was able to escape physically but he still rules my thoughts from time to time

  • @ETurnip7624
    @ETurnip7624 Рік тому +5

    "Disapearing hurts less than asking for help". That hits close to home.

  • @jacobstowe2371
    @jacobstowe2371 Рік тому +102

    🧡🧡 This was one hell of a journey, I'm glad I was there through every release, and as always I can't wait for whats next, you never disappoint, never stop Citizen Soldier 🧡🧡

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Рік тому +14

      Thanks for sticking with us through the journey Jacob 🧡

  • @gothartist6602
    @gothartist6602 Рік тому +40

    This is probably the best song I've ever heard about masking.
    A lot of people in abusive environments go through this but there's not a lot of media which talks about it as it's an uncomfortable topic. One again thank you Citizen Soldier

    • @donovansullivan8532
      @donovansullivan8532 Рік тому +6

      As someone with complex adhd... having a song like this about masking is a saving grace

    • @sparaxisblanc2473
      @sparaxisblanc2473 6 місяців тому +1

      For me, it's because of emotional abuse. I can hardly feel anything except negative emotions.

  • @Evan-jp2fq
    @Evan-jp2fq Рік тому +9

    I raised my 3 siblings. I did so with mental illness, physical illness, abuse from the one who should've been raising them, etc. This is beautiful beyond belief. Like I've commented on a previous short/video, people like you/me, this type of advocacy for abuse and trauma, it's what makes it worth it to be alive. Thank you so much for your beautiful lyrics/music. On a daily basis, someone needs to hear.

  • @karasugatonom2020
    @karasugatonom2020 Рік тому +18

    "Who I am only put me through hell
    I'm bulletproof when I'm somebody else
    I killed myself but no one knows
    You're not talking to me
    You're talking to a scarecrow!"
    This hits and describes me harder than anything has before.

  • @orpheus6261
    @orpheus6261 Рік тому +7

    "I'm bulletproof when I'm somebody else"
    Those lyrics are killer, and they hit hard

  • @cheyenneS4127
    @cheyenneS4127 Рік тому +13

    People who have had to put on a happy face, pretended to be ok when they obviously weren't... this hits home. Thank you 💙 this is a beautifully sad song.

  • @shelbs15
    @shelbs15 Рік тому +15

    "Cause disappearing hurts less than asking for help." You guys kill it on every SINGLE song! I've been a fan for the last four years, and I honestly can't imagine not having your music in my life. 🖤

  • @melmiamisfit
    @melmiamisfit Рік тому +38

    I am so glad I found you as a band. Every song released has a strong message, and some of them hit when I needed them most. Thank you for putting into words what so many of us struggle too.

  • @CK-lr7sd
    @CK-lr7sd Рік тому +22

    Another great song and video from CS! this is such a great album as always! I hope everyone that sees this has the best day/night you can! And sending hugs to anyone that wants/needs them!🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🧡🖤🧡

  • @soullessdarksteel3040
    @soullessdarksteel3040 Рік тому +10

    Scarecrow hits on a whole other level! Let the words and truth of the unspoken continue to flow!

  • @gregoryfresorger6729
    @gregoryfresorger6729 Рік тому +2

    " turns out being fake can be a saving grace" that has saved my life several times

  • @Hunter-ws4sk
    @Hunter-ws4sk Рік тому +17

    I cried listening to this one, amazing lyrics as always citizen soldier. 💜

  • @NHorizoNVI
    @NHorizoNVI Рік тому +29

    Love it... as always the melody call backs are beautiful and powerful. Hope you all are well. 🧡

  • @marinasvensson9759
    @marinasvensson9759 3 місяці тому +2

    “You can’t kill me if I’m already dead, buried alive by the things that they’ve said”
    “Cuz back when I was me I lived to be replaced”
    “Who I am only put me through hell. I’m bullet proof when I’m somebody else.
    Damn. I think this is the only band who can truly put my emotions into words

  • @Lick_A_Rock
    @Lick_A_Rock Рік тому +5

    I’ve been with this band since the release of “stronger than my storm” and I gotta say, I don’t regret it. Every song is beautiful and hits a person hard in its own way. I wish more people could hear these songs.

  • @SneoDrake
    @SneoDrake Рік тому +15

    This song is spectacular. Thank you for not only making awesome music, but for always saying the words most of us feel.

  • @Wolfdancer4859
    @Wolfdancer4859 Рік тому +14

    I'm already in love with each lyric! This song kicks ass!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @diamondgirl698
    @diamondgirl698 Рік тому +7

    I'm glad I've survived long enough to hear this incredible album 🖤❤️

  • @shallowind3296
    @shallowind3296 10 місяців тому +4

    The amount of people that have broke me, I now can't cry. Instead I just act like everyone else. I never tell anyone, so thank you for doing this song.

  • @spentdafella
    @spentdafella Рік тому +4

    I’ve felt like this for so long. I know this pain. Everyone reading this, your not alone!

  • @danicadorn260
    @danicadorn260 Рік тому +1

    I listen to ur music,when I am having a bad day. It keeps me stronger. And my mother needs more then anything now. Since it a few days after Thanksgiving that my stepfather passed away.

  • @JustSomeDude31
    @JustSomeDude31 2 місяці тому +1

    "rejection has me terrified" The hallmark of my life.
    This song is pretty much the theme song of my life. The anthem if you will.
    I love this song even though it makes me feel wrong. Because it's like listening to a mirror.

  • @abecka123
    @abecka123 Рік тому +8

    Chills as I listened… such a powerful song and amazing lyrics that speak to the soul. Thank you for making music for the voiceless. 🧡🧡🧡

  • @DireNight_Drnt_
    @DireNight_Drnt_ Рік тому +2

    " 'cause disappearing hurts less then asking for help" words of wisdom right there!!

  • @QueenSoniaLover
    @QueenSoniaLover Рік тому +2

    JUST GOTTA SAY: I WAS IN YOUR TOP LISTENERS 😭
    only i listen to you on my brothers shared spotify.
    I just want to say that im so proud to see how far youve came since your 3 songs on spoti i love your music. I love the message your spreading and i hope it NEVER changes.
    Im hooked and i dont want to leave.
    Love you guys! Thank you for your message ❤️‍🔥

  • @lillianastorm6985
    @lillianastorm6985 Рік тому +6

    This song is amazing! I love the addition of the melody from Monster Made of Memories. I've been listening to this song on repeat for the last hour on spotify. Keep up the great work!!! Scarecrow has been my favorite album so far!

  • @BrutusHanabus
    @BrutusHanabus Рік тому +6

    Every song you have made has helped someone. Including myself. I suffer from multiple disorders. Your songs is like a playlist when I need to express myself. Thanks so much! Keep going!

    • @phoenixxam5812
      @phoenixxam5812 Рік тому +1

      i suffer like you aswell, these songs really help me 😔🙏 get well soon :)

  • @imakeplaylists159
    @imakeplaylists159 Рік тому +1

    Honestly that hook at the beginning is one of the best ones on scarecrow

  • @deadlyalpha6043
    @deadlyalpha6043 Рік тому +6

    Your music always makes me feel like I'm never alone. I listen to it all the time and feel sm better. 💜

  • @danielwelch2713
    @danielwelch2713 Рік тому +2

    Hello jake you won't know me but I want to thank you for the many songs you've blessed us with aswell as your fellow band members I suffer with cerebal palsy aswell as my mental health issues I don't often write comments but we all fight battles that others are unaware of to the naked eye.. I'm a father of 2 beautiful girls which is my reason and duty to carry on.. So again thankyou for carrying on the fire of determination for all of us xx

  • @shanethestampede
    @shanethestampede Рік тому +1

    If y'all only knew how much of an impact your songs have on me, and how deeply that I relate to them. I have CPTSD, GAD, Social Anxiety, Chronic Depression, ADHD, and Executive Dysfunction. I have survived 20+ attempts since the age of 12, and I am 29 right now. Whenever someone asks me what my current favorite band is, I always say Citizen Soldier (you guys), and it's been that way for about 3 years and counting. Genuinely a huge fan.
    You guys have genuinely saved my life numerous times and also have given words to the deepest pains and feelings that I didn't know how to express or share outloud. You've put into words the darkest thoughts and secrets that nobody knows unless they've felt it themselves.
    You guys remember, you are beautiful souls too, and there's nothing wrong with being imperfect. You save lives with the music you make and speak for those who no longer can.

  • @mechanizedbricks6077
    @mechanizedbricks6077 Рік тому +1

    “Disappearing hurts less than asking for help”-this line hits different for me

  • @tracylee0711
    @tracylee0711 Рік тому +1

    It always amazes me how it seems like you can see inside me head - know my thoughts and feelings ♥️

  • @BadBoyBlake3008
    @BadBoyBlake3008 Рік тому +1

    This song is amazing I am so glad to hear this band when they came to 2016. I love your music Citizen Soldier!!!!!

  • @serenityfox8546
    @serenityfox8546 Рік тому +2

    This is how I feel I've felt like this since I was 7 years old and it's got worse in time with bullying and trauma

  • @JustEm97
    @JustEm97 Рік тому +27

    This is amazing! The lyrics hit really deep as an autistic female who has been masking my whole life. Thank you for this!

    • @Lick_A_Rock
      @Lick_A_Rock Рік тому +1

      Oh, you too? I’m turning 15 in January, and I haven’t got any friends. Everyone thinks I’m weird or annoying, and I don’t understand why. If you have any tips that you think might be helpful, please, do tell.

    • @JustEm97
      @JustEm97 Рік тому +2

      @@Lick_A_Rock I don't think I have anything too useful, but one thing I can say for certain is that whoever those people are, you don't have to listen to them. People who don't see you for the wonderful person, you are, have no business trying to be in your life. Working with yourself on loving and respecting yourself more is so much more important than paying attention to what others say about you. I'm 25 now and still have no friends, but I'm working towards being myself more, being happy to be in my own skin, and to proudly show that I am autistic, because nothing is wrong with that. Nothing is wrong with you. If others criticize you, it says more about them as a character than you.

    • @the11boom
      @the11boom Рік тому

      I always mask so when people are like be your true self I’m like shocked that they would want me to be real.

    • @rachaelgrigsby8895
      @rachaelgrigsby8895 9 місяців тому

      I'm also autistic... I've hidden everything from everyone, even my family...

    • @rachaelgrigsby8895
      @rachaelgrigsby8895 9 місяців тому

      And others think that I'm annoying as well... I never mean to, it's just who I am, I'm a stress ball cus I also have anxiety and ADHD (Oh I get judged because of having anxiety and/ or ADHD as well)

  • @serinwee6162
    @serinwee6162 Рік тому +1

    Help why does "who I am only put me through hell" and "rejection has me terrified" resonate with me so much 😭😭

  • @ruthbobrink5680
    @ruthbobrink5680 8 місяців тому +1

    "Buried alive by the things they've said" that hit deep!

  • @Crippy
    @Crippy Рік тому +2

    I can't even fully explain what your music means to me. I found you guys like 2 months ago, and it's almost all I listen to. The past half a year me and my psychologist have been working a lot with feelings and I had to write on paper cuz I couldn't speak the words. Your music helps me so much with putting words on feelings never had anything to relate to this much. I've been clean from hurting myself for 4 years now, it's not easy and I still struggle. But the nights I feel the urge I put on your music, listen or sing my pain out, and it helps with the urge. Love you guys ❤️

  • @SpaceAndWicca
    @SpaceAndWicca Рік тому +1

    This is weirdly and stupidly so accurate to what I think a lot of us have felt for so long, or at least felt once.

  • @O_Otoche
    @O_Otoche 4 місяці тому +1

    One year after the day I’ve first listened you guys, when Spotify just randomly showed me this song, and it still hits me the same way. And yeah, nowadays you’re on my Top 5 artists I’ve listen more last year according to my Spotify Rewind.
    This entire album, especially, inspired me to created one of my favorite RPG characters ever: an Scarecrow called Crowley. Thank you guys so much for it ♡♡

  • @kuraama
    @kuraama Рік тому +4

    I'm literally having a mental breakdown, the timing is perfect, I can relate to every single sentence. Thank you for an another masterpiece ❤️

    • @sarahworsham5752
      @sarahworsham5752 Рік тому

      Im praying for you, doll. I'm sorry that you're feeling like this. You are so strong! You are enough! You are LOVED! Brave warrior, fight and overcome!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Рік тому +1

      Hang in there friend 🧡 Sending hugs

  • @autumnroden8235
    @autumnroden8235 Рік тому +1

    All their songs have saved me. I can't express how grateful I am for their songs.

  • @heartthatuser
    @heartthatuser Рік тому +1

    When I started learning the lyrics to sing along with the song, it started choking me up cuz it's another song that I relate to heavily 🥲🧡

  • @schrodingersgay6167
    @schrodingersgay6167 Рік тому +1

    The way I've been able to keep myself alive is by finding one thing in the near future to look forward to
    Thank you for being my one thing

  • @LiderBDG
    @LiderBDG Рік тому +1

    This song perfectly reflects my current attitude to the world and life.

  • @phillyspecial8077
    @phillyspecial8077 Рік тому +6

    Just found this band today and this song is a 10 out of 10.

  • @ShadowWing
    @ShadowWing Рік тому +1

    "I hid my heart" forever in a cage
    I'm so happy to see this, me and my friend were waiting for it and it's finally here!:)

  • @bonniemoon6790
    @bonniemoon6790 Рік тому +1

    No suprise, another absolute banger from citizen soldier.

  • @mitchellware7814
    @mitchellware7814 Рік тому +1

    Just got out of inpatient. Thank you, I showed you guys to my therapist during music therapy, they loved it!

  • @MyDeAtHsOuL25
    @MyDeAtHsOuL25 Рік тому +1

    "You can't kill me if I'm already dead"
    🧡

  • @Chris_Of_Abyss
    @Chris_Of_Abyss 7 місяців тому +1

    This is great advice. Be someone that cant be hurt, nobody can hurt you if you dont let them know who you are

  • @laklomp
    @laklomp Рік тому

    the rhyme with "you're talking to a scarecrow" is an amazing fragment

  • @BrokenHeartedVS
    @BrokenHeartedVS Рік тому +1

    I never thought I needed this song. But now it's here and I can't explain the feeling of understanding when I listen to this with words. Especially since I very recently found out that I might have DID. This is what it feels like when I "switch personalities".

  • @safeera8239
    @safeera8239 Рік тому +1

    "I'm bulletproof when I'm somebody else" I have cptsd and a part of that for me is the "im fine" lie. I smile and I fake who I am so much. It's so difcult for me to turn off even alone. That line hit becuase that's what you convince yourself of.

  • @nobody-rb9xh
    @nobody-rb9xh Рік тому +6

    I love how all these songs about mental illness and depression. So many people can relate to your songs. I always look forward to what you guys will sing about next. Keep up the great work!

  • @catmoon9936
    @catmoon9936 Рік тому +1

    Disappearing hurts less than asking for help.... that line hit hard... thank you for putting it in words. I love your lyrics and music so much 🖤❤️

  • @TimRoach3
    @TimRoach3 Рік тому +3

    This is incredible, every song you guys put out just helps remind me how I’m not alone in what I feel, because the feelings you guys put into your songs is how I feel every day

  • @sesaleeviscomi4497
    @sesaleeviscomi4497 Рік тому +1

    I swear you guys are mind readers or something. Every song you release is literally the words I cant say. Thank you for releasing songs we can relate to. Thank you for releasing songs that help explain what we're going through without us having to speak the words ourselves

  • @radioactiverose815
    @radioactiverose815 Рік тому +1

    This is song is amazing. You guys have no idea how much your music has helped me throughout my dark times. There have been so many times when I've about had enough and I was ready to give up, and your music would start playing. Ironically, it was always "This is Your Sign". Thank you so much.

  • @chelsea_the-chestnut6075
    @chelsea_the-chestnut6075 Рік тому +1

    I waited a long time for this song and so glad I did the solo was fire!!! Thx citizen soldier for the amazing music

  • @sapphirelord6876
    @sapphirelord6876 Рік тому +5

    Listened to the three new songs on Spotify. And literally am gonna say this has been a fucking great Album. I have listened to this shit on repeat. You guys were the main people I listened to on Spotify. Funny enough I was the top 1% to listen to guys this year. Great work keep it up can't wait to see what you guys do next year. And hopefully whenever hoodie merch is up I will slam on buying it

  • @vividdragons119
    @vividdragons119 Рік тому +4

    I'm loving this song. It hits me in the core of my heart. Your music has been my therapy. 💜

  • @mantahcorpproductions2711
    @mantahcorpproductions2711 Рік тому +1

    Thank you for all you do, putting emotion into music like you consistently do takes time and effort. I very much appreciate you taking the time to write and share your music. Your music has put my feelings into words that I could never write. Thank you 😊❤

  • @roseannabreedlove8602
    @roseannabreedlove8602 Рік тому +1

    Another masterpiece I can't get enough of ur music

  • @sannygirl15
    @sannygirl15 Рік тому +1

    "I'm bulletproof, when I'm somebody else" pretty good descripes how I often feel until I was a teenager. Thank you for the chills you as always gave me ♥

  • @ulabosekkruszynka
    @ulabosekkruszynka Рік тому

    "Cause disappearing hurts less, than asking for help" - this line punch me so hard.

  • @thatcherdobbs39
    @thatcherdobbs39 Рік тому +1

    Holly damn yall did it again!!!!!! You where able to put a dark part of my life into a beautiful song. The feeling of having to hide who you cause it's easier than being yourself, is far to common. Thank you guys so much for putting songs like this out their so the public can better understand so many people mental anguish, and making people not feel so alone out here.

  • @KE-YONIC
    @KE-YONIC 11 місяців тому +2

    You can't kill me if I'm already dead❤️‍🔥🥂

  • @zzozzik_x6744
    @zzozzik_x6744 Рік тому +6

    Oh my god, this is perfectly describes my feelings 24/7. This is SOOOOOO RELATABLE. Thanks, Citizen Soldier! I feel safer when I listen to your music. This means the world to me.
    Btw, I'm making russian translates of your songs so everyone could enjoy even if they don't understand English💗💗💗

  • @ambrissakaminari6926
    @ambrissakaminari6926 Рік тому +2

    Already love this
    Edit: once more it's scarily beautiful and relatable. You have created another beautiful masterpiece

  • @farelinho__
    @farelinho__ Рік тому +1

    i never knew what to say about your songs, i just feel the feeling they pass, your songs are amazing, you became my favorite band, thank you guys 🧡

  • @destin-furry9351
    @destin-furry9351 25 днів тому

    THe leitmotif of House of Memories was a GREAT touch.

  • @user-tm5ze8qp5y
    @user-tm5ze8qp5y Рік тому +1

    the unknown guy in the media on the way to making the most badass sound in the existence of mankind

  • @dr.claudiafinch1088
    @dr.claudiafinch1088 Рік тому +1

    This song hits hard! And man do I relate. God bless you Jake and all the other members of Citizen Soldier.

  • @lll-zc5tm
    @lll-zc5tm Рік тому

    This hit so hard. Depression and anxiety ain't good at all...I know it very well

  • @lynxmoonwell5576
    @lynxmoonwell5576 Рік тому +1

    Guys, amazing song for starters. I think you guys just might be able to put my feelings into words sometimes... I'm stuck in life right now and I'm locked in a rage against the world. My whole life has been doing what I'm expected to do while whenever I get upset or want something for myself everyone seems deaf to it. I always end up wanting to scream directly in their face because I flat out tell them how I feel and they look at me blank like they genuinely don't comprehend my words. Like I'm just expected to stay in pain inside because that's my lot in life, I guess... I've listened to everything you have on YT. A few songs hit close, but never exactly right. Either way, keep being there for people

  • @eniiastarshine1593
    @eniiastarshine1593 Рік тому

    "you can't kill me if I already dead" is just so about my life for past few years... It's just.. I like answer to people that they don't impressed me with they're words, cause I've already heard that a million times before hah.. You can't kill someone, who already did themselv, right.. Thanks so much for your work and this song

  • @brandonlewis9246
    @brandonlewis9246 Рік тому

    Monster made of Memories and Scarecrow combined have basically become my anthem. Past experiences growing up led to me spending nights awake wondering why I wasn't good enough. Eventually leading me to shut myself off from the world because of the monster made of memories. Leaving behind the scarecrow.

  • @ttv_bloodfiregaming
    @ttv_bloodfiregaming Рік тому +1

    I feel like this every single day. Sometimes putting on a facade "Scarecrow" is the only way I can get through life.

  • @RonnieShadow15
    @RonnieShadow15 Місяць тому

    *You can't kill me when I'm already dead* Man, I relate to that line so much. Because even if your not physically dead, you're dead on the inside. I hope everyone gets better ❤🙏 🙏 🙏

  • @bielkonev
    @bielkonev Рік тому +2

    I'd like to thank you guys, again, for such an awesome year. You have changed my life ever since I met your band, in a really positive way. Possibly saved me from ending everything. Love you guys so much! Brazil love you guys too! 🇧🇷 💚

  • @dallascifala5047
    @dallascifala5047 Рік тому +1

    How do you keep bringing out amazing songs all the time, seriously you guys don't have one bad song every single one is just amazing. Keep it up guys your so talented

  • @IcyFlame0
    @IcyFlame0 Рік тому

    I think I've cried every time I've listened through this whole album. Thank you guys for the powerful messages and for sharing about your pain and your battles.

  • @i_am_jarvistm7220
    @i_am_jarvistm7220 Рік тому +1

    Why do I feel so called out by this... I literally can't be mad, though, cause this is a freaking banger.

  • @brianboykin9710
    @brianboykin9710 Рік тому +1

    I feel this song so much it has been this way my whole life